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ge · 3 months

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tangchung reverse isekai(?) au where one night a month, every full moon, a rift opens between time and space, linking the past to the present, and chung myung, only six years old and finally old enough to wield a wooden practice sword without his sahyung hovering over him like a fretting mother, ventures inside and meets a six year old tang bo, dressed so strangely in odd loose thin clothing and open toed shoes, sitting alone on a swing set in a park..

#just wanted childhood best friends tangchung and cant do that w canon tangchung..sniffs..#they IMMEDIATELY become best friends and visit each other every month..#dont want this to be a sad ending au so when tang bo is old enough and ready to move out he leaves his modern world for cms world #and he starts cultivating and achieves immortality and they live happily ever after 4 eva......<3 #they still visit the modern world together ofc i think chung myung likes the novelty of it #rotmhs #rotbb #return of the blossoming blade #return of the mount hua sect #the tang family dont exist in chung myungs world in this au btw.. just so theres no weird doppelganger weirdness #the tangs are a modern family #cm tells chung mun hes made a friend and chung mun assumes its an imaginary friend cuz hes never seen him before #(and also how could chung myung make a friend chung mun wouldnt know about since he cant leave the mount..?)#until one day when chung myung is like twenty he introduces tang bo for the first time and chung mun is like UR REAL?

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sealrock · 10 months

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decembhyur, day 5: struggle

little dark age, little dark age... — ♫

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astrolavas · 1 year

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it's sound weird, but i have headcanon that Hunter didn't go hexside, because he too old to shool(according to my feelings, at the end of the he is 16-17 y.o (except for the post-credits scene), and at that age it is already too late to go to school):p

i mean, well- in my opinion he rather certainly did go to hexside, since one of the things he'd said during his TTT monologue was "i'd like to attend hexside like a normal student and play flyer derby with my friends" and all of his "wishes" were supposed to sort of foreshadow his goals and his future (carving palismen, studying wild magic, etc etc) so i feel like it's safe to say he succeeded in becoming a hexside student as well. we also know he attended grom with the rest of his friend group, and like- since he's 16 before the timeskip (no canon certainty whether he's recently turned 16 or is going on 17 already though, but like... around 16 canonically) that means he'd get at least 1 year of school, but most likely 2+.

my personal headcanon is that he went to hexside for around 2 years (full or not quite, depending on when the school year starts in the boiling isles and how long it lasts; possibly even 3), and during that time he picked up a mentorship/apprenticeship at del's palisman carving shop, and after he graduated from hexside he started carving palismen professionally with the clawthornes (i like to think that he also takes some courses at eda's wild magic university in his spare time, simply cuz . funny uni hexsquad shenanigans)

#like imo him being like ''i dream abt going to hexside'' and then not getting to attend hexside cuz he's ''too old to start'' or sth #would be kinda cruel since he already lost sooo much of his childhood because of belos. and he wants to be a hexside student #he deserves to have these few years of the typical teenage experience that he so desperately longs for #ofc it's not gonna make up for ALLLL the years of childhood that he'd lost. but even 2 years of the experience? would mean So much to him #not to even mention that the idea of him just... sitting at home or JUST carving palismen or doing whatever for halfa day for the 2-4 years #just cuz he's ???? ''too old'' or it's ''too late for him to start high school at his age'' or anything similar ?#while the rest of his friends get to go to school and learn and socialize and attend classes everyday without him . sounds so lonely #and he had already spent most of his life sheltered and separated from everyone so . yeah.#he'd still technically have to finish hexside like 1-2 years before the rest of hexsquad buuuuut y'know. his situation is very unique #so i could also imagine bump/eda agreeing to let him go to school a year or so longer so that he could finish it alongside his friends #but that's like mm i also can see him finishing it a year early compared to the rest of hexsquad and starting fulltime at the palisman shop #but either way; yes to at least 1-2 years at hexside in my mind #now COLLEGE? i Could see him not going to uni since he's already got the palisman business going and is doing well and wants to chill #BUT personally i still like to imagine that he attends classes there part-time #nicole answers #my toh talk #hunter toh #verocorne

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whirling-fangs · 2 months

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[[ got a few threads in the queue, and I'll try to add more tomorrow!! I have a busy couple weeks ahead of me so I might be afk even more than these past few days.

I was also skimming through the most recent anime artbook for cosplay references (it's coming together slowly hehe) when I stumbled upon an intriguing illustration...

turns out it's the cover to an Inosuke-centered drama CD that I never knew existed :3 I managed to download it, and I'm definitely gonna try and translate it someday ;w; it's probably about the slayer whose sword Inosuke stole, considering that the blade doesn't have serrations here :3 ]]

#mask off / ooc post #[[i'm going to the olympics boxing finals this saturday!!#if lin yuting wins her semifinal i'll be seeing her omggggg ;w; taiwan taiwan taiwan!!!!!!#and after that is a 4-day weekend so i'll be visiting family and a childhood friend ;w; good things coming #before the september/october rush at work hahahaha not looking forward to that]]

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fallenoutoflove · 8 days

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I’m feeling a rush of hormones rn, but now that I didn’t lose an ovary I really don’t need to stay with less than I deserve….

#dude wasn’t even there for my surgery #ghosts me the day after #yes valid reason of a childhood friends wedding #but at least check in…#when I have to call 4 people to even get a hold of you a day post op #I deserve better #and not to judge but like… he got me flower blooms for $15…#idk man #he talked up I’m gonna get you so many gifts for your surgery #he got me flowers that weren’t even bloomed #and that’s… it?#the dude I slept with one time during our open phase spent like $100 #me #ally #sigh #there’s better out there #smh #what am I even doing…..

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hyunjinz · 2 months

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#okay I'm gonna get a bit personal here lmao #so i used to have a childhood best friend whom I've known basically since he was born lmao (he's 4 years younger)#he's always been like a little brother to me and we used to be inseparable until like 11 years ago #and then the friendship stopped sooo abruptly basically from one day to another #and i literally have no idea to this day why #i mean idk at that point those 4 years were a BIG gap me being 15 and him 11 #but I'm not sure if that was it or if his parents didn't like it or some completely different reason #we're actually neighbors and it's crazy to me that we haven't had any in person interaction since then #we say hello if we see each other and wish each other a happy birthday online but that's it #and today me and my dad went over to the neighbors because..#(well I'm not gonna elaborate here because there was some police action in the neighborhood and i felt like i was in an action movie #and that's what brought the neighbors together whatever it's a long story)#and he was there and i realized i miss him lmao #i mean I've always missed him i never stopped missing our friendship #and i really really wanna reach out and say “hey you wanna grab coffee some time?” and just catch up #but I'm scared lol #like what if he says no #what if he doesn't wanna do anything with me #idk the rejection would feel awful a second time #am i being irrational here am i overthinking #maaaan idk #i never share anything too personal here so this feels weird lol #personal

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thetwilightroadtonightfall · 3 months

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I am the happiest person on earth right now because I just went out with a friend to grab a late lunch and it was just supposed to be a quick casual catch up thing that turned into a 4 hour conversation in the car about things that happened to us almost a decade ago 🥲

#roadie rambles #no one’s obligated to read this but y’all…you better sit down if you’re interested bc I’m feeling SO chatty tonight #for context: this is my childhood friend I grew up with then we went to different high schools and colleges #but over the years we’ve kept in touch and we see each other maybe 2-3 times a year #we have really similar personalities #okay so basically. 👏 today we learned that we had the /exact same/ traumatic experience in high school /almost around the same time/#and not only that!!! the people who caused it were the same people who were in our childhood 4 person friend group!! (we split 2-2 in hs)#now before you get worried: I’m not about to traumadump and we’re both in better wiser healthier places now #but imagine that!!!#the same exact experiences down to a T. and neither of us shared it until now #we weren’t ready to at the time and we’re not exactly the most open with our feelings #plus. different schools different lives not seeing each other every day yada yada #but with the clarity of hindsight and both of us being adults now we were ready!!! 👏👏#we had a convo in the car that naturally led into us letting it all out #and shit man. it’s not the trauma olympics here but. I thought the aftermath of what I went through was bad #venting it out was awesome for both of us and we had a lot of good laughs over it #but my friend…she went through some awful stuff #really hard stuff.#it broke my heart honestly bc she’s an amazing person and she didn’t deserve any of it #I made sure she knew that. she made sure /I/ knew that.#we were both hurt and betrayed in the same ways. but we also learned from it in the same ways. and now it’s something we share #we both wished that we could’ve had this convo years earlier #but I know that it wouldn’t have happened in the same way bc we weren’t at our current levels of maturity back then #I believe we were meant to have this convo /today/ and now we’re both better for it #that’s on growing up and having someone to heal with babey!!!! 🥹💖💖💖#if you made it this far thank you!! I appreciate it #I’m just…gonna lay here with my full heart and think about this forever now

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dogearedheart · 24 hours

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#the thing is I'm not proud of many things I've done. It's actually the exact opposite.#I kinda suck most of the time if I'm honest. but getting sober and doing it all on my own...#it's one of the only things I'm proud of when it comes to myself. sure.it's my third attempt but 1 year and 3 months...#it's the longest time I've ever managed to not try and deal with myself in a way that slowly but surely fucked me up in a very different way #I still struggle. some days are easier than others #but I'm still doing it.#being sober doesn't magically solve all my other issues but I don't spiral as much as I used to.#i don't think I'll ever be someone people can be around. which is like i don't blame people. i know how i am and how fucking difficult it is #to deal with that. the fear of abandonment that makes me push people away until they leave. the self-fulfilling prophesy of it all #the way i push and when i get the result i was expecting the immediate pull the fear and irrationality #the emotional disreggulation the self-pity #it's gotten better since i stopped drinking. less frequently and all that... but it's never gone not really #sometimes i think about the what could've beens.#what if my childhood went a little differently. what if my dad was there for me when i needed him. what if i wasn't me.#my ex best friend once told me that I'm to desperate to be saved. that nobody can do that anyway.#I'm not sure if I'd deserve it anyway. i have dreams in which I'm still me still dark and ugly and selfish and cruel at times #but i am trying i like to believe that i am already trying. i am. I'm just scared that it'll never be enough.#I'm not proud of many things but I'm 1 year and 3 months sober #only a few days and it's gonna be 1 year and 4 months #i didn't achieve much in my life but I'm here and i am trying every day i am trying and i hope on day it'll be enough #i hope one day i won't cause pain but build something good #sorry... I've just been thinking about it lately #because it is an achievement and i didn’t let myself be proud of how far I've come #alex talks #I'm still scared that people will look at me differently when they know... sometimes i feel like they can see the my rotten core anyway #to delete

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ch4teaulobbyno4 · 9 days

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possibly my most self-indulgent oc yet & guess what. she’s for obey me

#obey me #oc : himura no chiyoko #the no is there for a reason #i love chiyoko… so much… ok what if :#you were essentially the heir of a clan of space pirates (not that that’s all the himura is but u get the picture) and. also somehow d #descended from a demon… and also you were kind of a sports star… and you came from 500 years in the future… and (during sport) you jumped #into the heart of a dying star after your childhood best friend / first love and somehow you end up in 21st century london so you do your #best & you generally do OK except said bff died going thru the star & you didn’t cos of ur demon heritage so you’re just alone here. so you #start various relationships all of which end with you getting your heartbroken because you’ve been in love with the same person since u #were 8 and ur not ready for the 21st century dating scene and then #you get abducted into what is basically hell as a ‘human’ exchange student when half of the time you Are Blue.#so you think OK maybe this is how i get home maybe they can time travel except they’re all DICKS to you and you (you are like 23/24 by the #way) cry in your closet every day because it’s just a Lot and then you FALL IN LOVE WITH SOME OF THEM and they seem to love u back #and for the first time since u left home u feel like maybe u can have a family again. because u left ur fam behind when u jumped into the #dying star remember. but then #this freak in the attic KILLS YOU and none of them do anything about it #so you move in with the hottie next door (mephisto)#but you are 1. hopeless 2. romantic 3. stupid 4. beautiful so you eventually rekindle things … and maybe even w the guy who killed u #idk i’m undecided if she romances belphie yet #we got mephisto lucifer mammon & levi for sure. maybe 4 husbands is enough for her #OH YEAH. AND YOURE STILL GRIEVING YOUR DEAD BFF/GF. UNTIL YOU REALISE YOURE ONLY STILL GRIEVING BECAUSE ITS ALL YOU HAVE OF HOME.#anyway that’s chiyoko 🥰

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male--byleth · 2 months

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i have the interests of a 31 year old women its so over

#LETS ME EXPLAIN!!! i played ff.vii when i was under 10. perhaps i watched a cousin play it.#i got into ps1 games bc of it. i like f.f r.e and s.h. i get a little older maybe early teens now i like japanese media like anime and musi #maybe i dabbled in a little k.pop idk. i discover j.rock. whos this g.ackt guy? miyavi? d.ir en grey? hey wait this g.ackt guy is in ff.vii #im very alternative. perhaps i have an older sister to help me get into the scene more. i like mcr lp and some v.kei bands. i go to concert #i get back into ff w games like x.iii and wonder when versus will come out.#i get more into kpop in early 20s and learn abt this dating sim game called mysmes. i start playing #ans suprise! versus is out! but its now xv! im a little upset it took so long to come out but i still like it #i play it in 2016. play it in my mid 20s. love it. i hear abt all these remakes of games from my childhood #ff.7. re.2. re.4. sh.2. my god! but i am a tax paying adult its hard to keep up with playing these all when im trying to get a morage #i think 'ill play them on my off days. yes i work a fulltime job but i still enjoy things!' while i display my albums and posters from 2000 #i subsequently give all these interests to the people around me. like my younger sister.#and do you wanna know who that younger sister is? do you?#I GOT CALLED OLD PERSON CODED BECAUSE I ASKED MY FRIENDS IF THEY KNEW WHAT LIVEJOURNAL WAS MY LIFE IS RUINEDDDDD WHY DID THIS HAPPEN TO MEE #THE ONLY THING THAT DIFERENCIANTS ME IS THE GACHA GAMES I PLAYYYY MY SISTER LITERALLY TOLD ME 'wow everything u like is from the 2000s haha #RIGHT TO MY FACE SHE HAS NO IDEA WHATS SHES DONE TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#my posts

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poisonouspastels · 1 year

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@beegswaz genuinely i think my favorite tags on any of my work ever. i fucking love when people talk abt my characters like this

#its like blorbo from my show but with fucking minecraft and i love it deeply #for the record both Groda and White Eyes get socialized in the modern world like feral cats #both by the main players but it does happen at different times bc they all encountered Groda first when she held Rana hostage for bait #she'd kinda gone crazy after all those years of isolation lol #did that bc she thought Herobrine was the knight who betrayed her during the time period where people were wanting to overthrow her #(the knight worked for the royal family and was one of Groda's childhood friends. that did not last needless to say)#thankfully at the end of the day all 4 of the main players managed to get out alive though not unharmed with Groda in tow #when there's something trying to kill you every other day in this universe though they honestly cant be too mad about it #it doesnt help that Groda is just Really Stupid sometimes (all the time)#she's literally Peridot from SU in that she seems really intimidating but in hindsight is a massive dork #and also the fact that is the voice i imagine her having its so good #once her ability to use magic is taken away she's literally just like a scared feral street cat. does not know what the FUCK is going on #also rendering her communication with 3/4ths of the players useless since she only knows Galactic and no one alive knows that but Herobrine #(not helping the coincidental similarities to the knight but thats not him) she'll learn commonspeak later tho #ironically later down the line when Groda is spotted by the cult getting her magic back will be a key part in taking down White Eyes #she really does want to change for the better but she needed a LOT of shit kicked into her in order to start actually making the change #that being said when White Eyes eventually gets integrated it IS On Sight #she has had to been quite literally pried of Groda AT LEAST once by the others in order to keep from killing her #but other than that she'll be okay :) she picks up painting eventually #her open wounds are finally able to heal over once released from the influence of the Wither but she's still scarred unfortunately #mentally and physically!#but its only up from here... right?#actually since I talked abt the players first encounter with Groda im gonna reblog that aftermath comic again it still fucks #minecraft au mastertag

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orcelito · 3 months

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I officially finished my 4th iwatex game, and am somehow already halfway through my 5th

I have 96 hours logged. I started playing this game only 10 days ago.

Heck.

#speculation nation #averaging 9-10 hours a day like. ok yea that sounds about right. but Ugh #the good news is ive got my doctor's appointment in 2 days which will hopefully give me adhd meds #which should hopefully help with my executive dysfunction and hyperfocus issues. Smiles.#i really do love this game and im enjoying it immensely. i just also have Shit To Do.#gonna do things tomorrow. i am. im even going to bed at 1 am today and not 4 am! wow!#or 5 or 6 am. which i have been guilty of several times while in the throes of this game.#just. chewing on it. gnawing on it. it is so immensely compelling to me. genuinely.#the exploration and wonder of nature. the growing up and becoming more troubled #the slowburn childhood friends to lovers trope. also Sym. just. Sym. my goth alien boyfriend u are my favorite fr #AND the refreshing takes on gender and sexuality. it's so freeing.#ive seen this game compared to persona games too. which no wonder i like it so much (says the decade long persona fan)#idk it just feels like a game Made For Me.#it has some flaws and some things i wish i could do within it. but even still. it is so so good #im almost doubtlessly going to be writing something for it. the only reason i havent started already is bc im so short on time #for doing my reverse bang fic lol. im trying to wean myself off the game so i can focus back on writing that.#but Afterwards... oh yes. i will write that dys/sol/sym fic that ive been dying to write. mark my words.

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zaynes-ocs · 3 months

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Me: huh man I dont draw very much anymore cause things just dont look as right and i cant get poses down right

WoF: DRAGON TIMEEEEEE

Me: i have found the roots of this forest once again and discovered the pureness from which my skill was birthed, these dragons rake their talons in the sand and my fingers follow in tune, I am one with the dragons they are my sole strength and I shall honor them with art

#shitpost #i know the solution to the first part is practice #but its HARD TO PRACTICE WHEN YOU KEEP GETTING MAD AT IT #anyways im real good at dragons so there i shall stay #wof really grabbed my ankles and was like:#hey remember how you’ve been drawing dragons since you were 4?#WELL TIME TO PUT YOUR SKILLS TO THE TEST BUCKO #like literally me and my childhood friend had a booklet we made together that was just a bunch of dragon species #and i KNOW the age range for this was young because it was before she got cancer and she had cancer in 2nd grade #SO IT HAD TO HAVE BEEN THAT YOUNG OF A RANGE!#we would sit on the floor of her bedroom and draw dragons all day #AND NOW I GET TO MAKE WOF OCS!!!

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liamlawsonlesbian · 4 months

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#there are plenty of reasons i feel like shit today that are 100% my own fault #(stayed up until 4 for no reason; completely unprepared for trip this weekend; behind at work; etc)#but it’s my childhood best friend’s birthday #and i haven’t spoken to her in well over a year #bc to make a long story short she didn’t find it worth the trouble to be friends with me anymore #and she ambushed me with that opinion in public 🙃#sooooooooooo I’m blaming my shitty day on her

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lith-myathar · 5 months

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#i joke about it and all but like. i cannot emphasize enough what an impact it had on me to be uhhhhhb #micro-institutionalized in the way that i was for the first 14 years if my life #and i am honestly going to count the time i soent in ''elementary'' school bc it wasn't a normal school. it was a charter school #that began as a parent organized alternative and swiftly devolved into an authoritarian nightmare #a bunch of people who were simply not ready to educate children let alone ''problem'' children #of which there were MANY because that school got all the kids who had been turned out of public school for behavioral issues #there were hardline rules about literally everything. normal childhood behavior was pathologized and punished and as a kid #you had no way to understand WHY #and so many of your peers were having problems because ofc those ''problem'' kids were typically severely traumatized #or were actively being abused #so even if it wasn't happening TO you you were being exposed to it in a hundred little ways every day #so i was confused and miserable all the time AND was struggling academically bc i had undiagnosed adhd #(or possibly just trauma?? i honestly neither know nor care which came first at this point)#so my mom pulled me and my brother out. him at 11 and me at 6 and said ''i'll just do it myself'' and #raised us in a way that wasn't religious but resembled evangelical or lds stuff #i couldn't watch commercial tv or listen to popular music bc my parents didn't want me exposed to what they considered inappropriate #and while i still had extracurriculars i was always the odd one out bc i had no exposure to pop culture or normal socialization #for my age group #it resulted in me always feeling alone and like i didn't belong. and since most of my social life was my parents and their friends #that was the perfect soup for adultification #i was fine with adults. put me with my peers and i was a mess #it made the transition to high school incredibly difficult but i DID make it #but that was only 4 years still in an institution. everything began to unravel once i tried to move into anything resembling ''real life''#and then my dad's suicide which was a major trauma in early adulthood which only made my mom's grip on us tighten #i did get to START life until 26. not really. and it's just been a game of catch up for the last 5 years #and im so *angry* at the unfairness of it all. at the time and experience and milestones that were taken from me. at how i blamed myself #for it for so many years and the problems i developed because of it all. dissociation and substance abuse and suicidality #the fear that still has a death grip on me #the courage required to just exist #it's *exhausting*

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girl-bateman · 5 months

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Gaslighting, my old friend, I'll fall for you every single time <3

#i have known my dad is an alcoholic since i was literally 4 and my mom told me thats the reason she divorced him #ive been to COA support group twice in my life. i have the horrible personal anecdotes. i have the constant anxiety.#and still !!! with the right amount of ridicule in the right setting ill question everything #a spiral of misery and self doubt and paranoia etc etc #for context: im on a vacay with my dad and sis and his childhood friends #and i published a short nonfiction story where i talk about how isolating it can be when your parent is an addict #and EVERYONE is making constant jokes in reference to this text like 'ohhh like the alcoholic i am *wink wink* im gonna have another beer'#several times a day. and ive just not been saying anything abt it bc i feel guilty abt 'exposing' my dad even tho isnt not even a secret #but seeing as my sister is never on my side abt this and that his friends are obviously on his side i feel like the loneliness girl on earth #and tbh there rly isnt any sides to this bc addiction is just a horrible fucking disease for everyone involved #but he makes it into this awful game where i always come out the loser bc im just a kid and i cant make anyone believe me #im not a kid. obviously. but thats what this feels like. like im the little kid with silly stories no one believes #and the worst part is i wrote the text trying to reclaim what has been a lifetime of centering HIM and his addiction into everything i do #trying to protect him and his dignity #and this was my trying to reclaim my life and talk about how IM affected for once #but once again he ends up being the centre of conversation of my text. which. btw is about a lot more than my dad

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