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me: *writes a fic where reader is the Suriel’s bestie*
months later
me: *working on a fic where the reader is the bone carver’s bestie*
who’s next??? my girl stryga?? lol
#it’s for my maneater Az fic#which I fear is bordering crack 😭#seductive crack lol#I worked on it tonight but got stuck again#too many decisions to make with this one bc I really want it to be good 😭😭😭#same reason why be safe pt 2 is taking awhile#I feel like my writing has gotten mid :(#damn this is really me rambling#hope rambles
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🎃happy thanksgiving🦃
reblogs are appreciated!
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#I really like how this one turned out#there was suppose to be a background but i gave up AKJHASKD#perspective be daMNED#Idk if the turkey looks tentalizing enough but I am damn proud of it#I also loved dressing up the bois teehee Gaz with his green checkers vest#I rarely draw unmasked Ghost but uh ye hAHHASKJD#gave him those thick knitted sweaters#Gaz and Soap are fighting over the drumstick of the turkey#this one doodle that almost made me redo the whole thing for the 4th time#also got hungry multiple time drawing this LMFAO#kk enough rambling#gummmyart#doodle#gomz kofi membership#simon ghost riley#captain john price#john soap mactavish#kyle gaz garrick#kate laswell#task force 141#tf141#thanksgiving#happy thanksgiving#cod#cod mw#cod mw2#call of duty#call of duty modern warfare
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"this is regrettably the best kiss of your life, you understand?"
#that “you understand?” kills me everytime...#i love how high condis voice got during this bit its so fkn funny DHASHGFSFGHASFhg#hi yes have the inevitable ep21 crit kiss piece except i watched ep53 today and am so 😀 im so 😀 damn i m so 😀#i love eps where they just go through so many different gimmick rooms its so fun its so fun when its not so painful 😀#happy valentines too ig#just roll with it#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#jrwi chip#jay ferin#jrwi fish and chips#my art#i had a bit of a meltdown over gill through uhm... 1-3am today and i just hm#sorry to everyone in the mayors QAC uhm im not really sorry but like sorry if you could hear every msg ping uhm yeah#it was like hours of me sobbing to myself in the interests channel and it was really good for my mental health ngl like its really therapeu#-tic to just scream abt a blorbo all night#and i ended up dreaming abt infodumping to one of my brothers friends of all ppl n i got so intense abt how much i love marshall john n my#brother came into the room and dragged his friend out 😭😭😭 i just wanted to ramble abt the himbo pls.....#my walls of tags are so consistent... only consistent thing abt this fkn blog smh.
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RIP Will Campos the only person who was murdered this episode.
#I fucking loved this episode but also FUCK- OH UH DON'T READ MY TAGS IF YOU HAVEN'T FINISHED YET CAUSE UH SPOILERS LOL#dndads#dungeons and daddies#the peachyville horror#dndads spoilers#dndads s3 ep 5#tony collette#ebenezer white#[breathes]#TONYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY#FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK#choosing to believe there's a chance they save him#I REALLY hope they save him#please these tags were gonna be me rambling about how I'm so ready for him to accidentally become an actual spy#and how Ebenezer is just one more person I need him to have homoerotic tension with#BUT NOW WHAT#Anyways poor Will but also not poor Will cause it was REALLY funny how much everyone was screwing with him this episode zkbfeskgzl#stupidly it was the moth bit that got me the most and particularly Matt describing its journey lmao#Somehow- like I knew the Trudy stuff was gonna be dark but somehow it was even darker than I imagined like fuuuuuck#Also sounds like the people who theorized there'd been an og human Trudy were *probably* right?#Heh. But was it a normal death or was she *murdered* dun dun dun#*Very* excited for Kelsey's boxing match#Francis UH OH GOD??#the two scoops line was perfect though#what else what else... No I'm just caught on that ending now god DAMN it I don't care if they pull some cheap shit to save him#oh actually I know exactly what I want out of this but I'll make a separate post about that one sec lol#undescribed
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moth-flowers #21
#moth flowers#comics#my art#blood cw#autobio comics#pen and ink#Made this one a few months ago a little after we first made out and i was lowkey getting rlly obsessive and it sucked ass#Like recognizing its infatuation doesn't make it go away as it turns out ToT#Anyways. we were fwb for a while and it was cool n chill then they ended it. and i thought i was cool n chill and over it but SIKE#They get a BF and I am consumed by an overwhelming amount of the Jealousy Beast and overall lots of Big Emotions.#That was what the 'dyke drama' post was about btw#Its been a few days I'm doing a lot better and I'm greatful for that. lotta help from my friends by just hangin' out and talking and asking#For their opinions n shit. been pretty good. made a cake and it fucks and im so sexy for that actually#Like damn the person who was lowkey my ideal partner told me they weren't in a place for commitment#And then they get into a commitment. and although i know it realistically wouldn't have worked out in the long-run (I'll b moving. they def#aren't) I was still fucked up about. But I bet I'm a better cook than him. and also sexier and cooler#(IM ACTUALLY FRIENDS WITH THE GUY AND HE'S PRETTY COOL BUT ALSO LIKE. LET ME BE A PETTY I THINK I'VE EARNED IT)#Annnnywayssss. This is lowkey one of my fav comics i think :D i mean i feel that way about most of them.#But i REALLY like the way the perspective n stuff turned out. like ough fuck yeah#And i make references to the last line all the time with friends that I've shown this to.#ramble in the tags#Thank u to whoever is reading this. pls share ur thoughts and experiences! connection and shit is one of my fave parts of this <3
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I really don’t get to choose who makes the electricity churn inside me, because the fucking complain-heavy, childish fish who so easily fucking lies through his pretty lips gives me one look and I feel like I was meant to jump his bones and be the mother of the next kin of Lemuria.
#ramble ramble blah blah blah place name backstory stuff#RAFAYELLLLLLLLLL#This is my biology at work not me!!#it’s weird because I see my past self in him. does this mean I’d want to fuck me? what the hell#to clarify I do not lie like raf does. that trait of his bothers me a lot.#I told myself I’d stop being a person’s savior. but these — these fuckers — they are my Achilles heel.#even though I really need Zayne. if Rafayel needed me— I’d be his#I’d give him the world and my life#NOT BY CHOICE GOD DAMN IT#(it is kind of my choice!)#this is my nurture at work too#you see what makes me - me ?#tags:#Rafayel#Rafayel love and deepspace#love and deepspace#lads#lnds#l&ds#Rafayel lads#lads Rafayel#m rambles#savior complex#love and deepspace Rafayel#love and deepspace thoughts
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I've watched season 2 of arcane many times now, and that last scene of Viktor and Jayce never fails to amaze me. Once you know exactly what's going to happen after a few rewatches, you start noticing little clues and symbolism across the show which make the scene so much more delightful but that's not even what makes me feel so impacted at the end of it. With all the sincerity I hold in me, this is one of the most beautiful and purest depictions of love I've ever seen.
The scene sequence works so well. It's perfect. It's raw and tender and caring. Overflowing with all the abstraction of what love is.
The artistry is breathtaking. The colours of a ruined world contrasting with the lively shades of flowers against Jayce's stone figure. The clean blue from the sky, the polished and ancient figure of mage Viktor against the rough edges and vibrancy of defender Jayce.
The celestial colours of their bodies detached from any materialistic accessories, Jayce's face being so much warmer in contrast with Viktor's much paler complexion. The gold from the different souls, the thin strands of consciousness gathering at one moment. Galaxy in its most humane form if that's even possible.
Everything is beautifully harmonized to fulfill one goal, which is to frame the connection of Jayce and Viktor.
I can't get enough of looking at Jayce's face throughout this whole scene. His eyes speak for his heart louder than anyone could comprehend. Understandment, care, longing, affection. A need and a want to let Viktor have his love. He's telling Viktor that he's there and he won't leave again, wherever Viktor goes, he will too. And Jayce knows Viktor isn't like him. Viktor won't simply take love and gulp it down.
No, Jayce understands that he has to do it slowly, wrapped in tenderness but full of determination. It stands out to me just how, when reaching for Viktor's shoulder, Jayce's hand hoovers for a little bit before grabbing it. He's giving time to Viktor, but he's also assuring that he's there. For him. With him.
Viktor is confused, is scared, his eyes are desperately looking at what he has done, and what it could've become, how could it be that he had been so wrong? And why was Jayce talking to him about wanting his partner back when Viktor himself doesn't know if he could be anything remotely similar after everything? Why was this man overflowing with so much affection when Viktor was, until a few seconds ago, trying to get rid of it all? Viktor gets taken down from this polished, higher power mindset and is thrown right at the core of human emotions, barely able to hang on to it.
But it's okay because Jayce will hold Viktor until he can stand for himself.
Jayce tells him it's okay. He does it by looking at him dearly. By holding his open hand carefully. By placing the gem in it securely. No matter what happens, it is okay.
The gem is reactive and powerful and holds so much to it. Their lives, their projects, their dreams. Magic in raw form, full capacity.
When both of their hands are placed on what started everything, they both look at each other one final time. This is it. They know what's about to happen. But it's okay. It really is. Because there's nothing else they can do to fight their destiny this time. Because there's really no point fighting this time.
Jayce pulls Viktor, a call for him. I'm here.
And Viktor responds to his call. I know.
They are together. They've always been together, their connection preserved into a small gem stone. Into so many others, across so many other possibilities and timelines. Whether it failed or not, it has always been there. Raw and sincere.
This time, despite the circumstances, it did work. Not everything is perfect, but it doesn't have to be. That's the beauty of it all, as Jayce said himself. The world will keep moving even after they're gone. Broken as always, but never stopping.
Theirs souls are intertwined across what we call time and space. If forever has an ending, then it will be rewritten. Their love is bigger than any terms we might choose to describe it. Their bond is far greater than any anomaly or magic blast.
They're safe, embraced by the deepness and vastness of the universe. Nothing will separate them. It started with them and it finished with them. Always them, only them. Together as partners.
#damn i rambled way too much#jayvik#viktor arcane#jayce talis#jayce x viktor#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane season 2 spoilers#i tried so hard not to get caught in it#but the jayvik monster came for me#i could choose happiness but no#celestial tragedy it is#it's always the doomed motherfuckers#why do i do this to myself#it's not funny#i poured my heart in this#jesus viktor pls bless us all#maybe i need to be hammered by jayce#that sounds terrible#i really need to be saved
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Damn, Spam, did the cake taste that bad? - bad joke. Sorry you're havin' a rough day. We're here if you need to talk, or if you just need a distraction.
#his mascara streaks lmfao sighhh#that is THE FIRST TIME of 61 ASKS he has said thank you. by the way.#yeah the 60th ask was him bawling his eyes out what about it#wooo 40 till 100#god /pos#you guys have done really well and have been really kind to him so I think its finally deserved#[you've got mail!]#spamton#spamton g spamton#deltarune#deltarune spamton#deltarune chapter 2#this is probably so bizarre to people just starting to follow ygm#like i cant imagine what its like to happen upon some of the gnarlier ones#in the 'your tags' tab LMAOO LIKE DAMN#sometimes i forget how many people follow me (not including those who dont follow my blog but follow ygm) and liikkke... yowie.. and then i#forget because i cant really comprehend that#i always forget about that to be honest im just being silly and i never realize how many people choose to stick along huh wuh#THERES LIKE 700 PEOPLE WHAT THATS SO MANY#like as a big number i cant conceptualize that in like#visually. in a crowd. so i cant really fully understand how many that is.#but thats a lot i know that much. hiiii. 700 bugs. 700 insects crawling around in here!!!#me when i ramble in the tags accidentally aha#your treat
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Mother's love
"Mother knows best."
-Mother Gothel
Or is it really love?
#inky mystery#bendy and boris in the inky mystery#inkymystery#babitim#holly may#canola may#sirensea#HOW DARE U AUTHORS BREAK MY--NO#OUR HEARTS?!!!!!!!?!?!???????#LIKE THE AMOUNT OF GASLIGHTING THE GUILT THE SHAKE OF JUST CRYING#NO WAY DID U JUST CAPTURE MY HELLWEEK#or was it last last hellweek? idk#smth similar happened to me (but veryyy short compared to holly's confrontation) and it made this chapter worse#but that crying? that SHAME? the guilt canola made her feel?#oh she won the mother-manipulation contest#and holly oh my sweet holly i wanna hug her i wanna tell her how strong she is to STILL put up a face on her mother and even the crowd#i wanna tell her how proud i am of confronting something she feared even if she still fears her#damn authors are way too good at writing characters how are they not famous writers yet#canola is written really well here too (i wanna punch her)#sorry my bbg bendy but holly gets all of my attention for this chapter#i wonder who'll read this rambling lol
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I have an urge to draw Gideon again but like. Better, this time. And with hair I can actually draw. Like, maybe if it was longer. And put into a low ponytail or something. And actually try harder with his facial hair. And jewelry (like horn caps and earrings), because I like drawing that kinda thing (if it wasn’t obvious considering that 99% of the characters I draw tend to have jewelry of some kind—usually earrings)
I also have an urge to draw Shepherd again. But better. And without shitty facial hair (he looks so goofy with the facial hair I gave him 😭😭😭). And maybe some silver horn caps. Or perhaps one silver horn cap and one gold horn cap. With flame designs on both. Bc dragons. And I’ll just claim that Sarnax gave them to him bc that lizards love language is gift giving goddammit.
#on this episode of Luna rambling at ungodly hours of the morning as she’s fighting sleep#even tho she has to be up in approximately 5 and a half hours to do adult things#and has to be at work in approximately 13 hours#anyway goodnight#i’m eepy#and I’m almost done with the Marius redraw#but I’m spending way too long on three backgrounds I can’t decide upon#(actually I think I’ve already decided but I wanna wait until I’m done with background number 3 before I make anything final)#so depending on what time i actually finish the damn thing i should be posting it some time tomorrow#tho knowing me it’ll probably be closer to midnight than noon iykwim#legends of avantris#once upon a witchlight#ouaw#gideon coal#curse of strahdanya#silas shepherd morgan#shepnax#kinda?#but not really#only if you squint
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i'll genuinely never stop thinking about codependency in rhack and how it's mostly coming from jack's side. both jack and rhys treat their relationship like rhys is the one who needs jack to not just survive but also thrive, but it's really the opposite and i think that REALLY adds to how much jack twists the narrative to make it seem like rhys can't do anything without him just to keep giving rhys a reason to keep him around and trust him
#plus the irony of it all#being someones obsession and then becoming so dependent on that someone to the point of YOU becoming obsessed with THEM#i just love it#yeah im rambling about rhack again#every once in a while i get reminded of what makes them so damn interesting and i turn into a sucker#their dynamic is just soooo good and theres so much stuff to look into and dissect#and like there are moments in the game where jack does mention that he needs rhys alive to survive himself outloud#but its always when rhys is actively in danger#other than that its 'ill have your back' and 'ill get you whatever you want'#but honestly rhys does a pretty good job of keeping himself alive#and he does have fiona and co with him too who (as much as jack doesnt wanna believe it) have rhys' back too#i just think jack trying to isolate rhys from them to reel him in is so interesting and fucked up and i love it sm#and of course i cant make a rhack ramble post without mentioning the murder-suicide thing HAKGHD someone has to keep talking abt that#bc thats really the moment that cemented to me how personal jacks feelings towards rhys were#where jack reaches the point of rather wanting to die than let rhys walk away from him alive#I JUST GJKHKDJG not even in a romantic way. jack just needs rhys painfully much#it just gets 10 times spicier when you slap some romance in there too#rhack#txt#this is just a long winded way of saying jack is really clingy in a very ugly and fucked up way#and i love that abt him <3 genuinely it might be my favorite part of his character
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I offer to you the ship of Roland Cummings, Delphine Cummings, and Charlie Dowd that has been absolutely rotting my brain and is ripe for Charlie angst. I talk about them a bit here in which I discuss multiple Charlie ships but I must spread the propaganda of them o7

Ohhhhhh despite not really being Roland/Noel girlie I can indeed see the appeal 👀
#and with this lovely art too? tempting#ask#also read your post- YOUCH#Potatolord Charlie relationship headcanon time-#he had one sided feelings for Finley that he was really sure what to do with#stayed platonic with Roland. although he probably opened up about his sexuality to him.#and roland took that as an opportunity to try and set him up with any queer man he came across#and Collins hmmmmmm…. they were probably friends with benefits you’re right about that#likeee did Charlie let me get away multiple times ‘on accident’ even tho he was so close to catching him? For sure#he won’t tell ya how that happened tho#and ourthurrrrr ougggghhhhhsjsjsj#I could absolutely see him trying to take a more passive role in the relationship#like he lets the others have time with eachother and he doesn’t push back whenever one of them interrupts some one on one time#except……… I think Oscar is much more in tune with Charlie than the other two. and vice versa. like they Get eachother much the same way#John and Arthur Get each other. Charlie’s relationship with jarthur is definitely more rocky and a learning curb. but I think if it#came down to it. Oscar would be with Charlie no matter what. cus yes Arthur loves Oscar. but not the same way Oscar loves him. and Charlie#provides Oscar with that romantic bond he’s looking for#WOAH SORRY I rambled too damn MUCH#I’ll take my LEAVE
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eddie has no business to have such a full plump pink lips like that no wonder venom only want him to be his host brah
#everybody say thank you tom hardy for being the rare white men who actually have lips#nah cuz his lips got me distracted so many time#plus how he always look wet sad pathetic and a loser#that's what all men should be look like#I'm enjoying venom y'all#haven't watch the 3rd movie eventho I've already seen spoiler everywhere lmao#but funnily I decided to read some symbrock fics for shits and giggles and I was like damn ppl really cooked good meals here#and I end up watching the movies#I think I've seen the first movie already but I don't remember anything so I just count as first watch for both movies#eddie brock#venom#symbrock#vvildside's ramblings
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hey what if I fuckin cried
#blitzø getting a little too relatable; blaming himself for a parent's death even if it wasn't entirely his fault#the fact that I've had nightmares like this with my mom before just makes it all the worse/hj#I mean I never really knew her so they weren't as clear as this scene but still#gahhdamn#also the fire starting fROM HIS HAND oml-#and the “Mom please I'm sorry!!” hit like a damn TRUCK to me#I miss my mom too Blitzø let's be trauma brothers#kk enough tag rambling lmao#helluva boss#helluva boss spoilers#helluva#helluva spoilers#hb#hb spoilers#blitzø buckzo#blitzø#tilla#tilla buckzo#blitzø helluva boss#tilla helluva boss#bty3 talks
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ik y’all are here for Outsiders but Jesus Christ- in case ya haven’t noticed, I rewatched Risky Business recently and it has wrecked me
like i watched it a while ago and thought it was weird but funny and a little uncomfortable. But now holy shit. I’ve put like actual thought into it. I get it now. I could write an essay about it. I swear I could.
Something about the combination of weird offbeat comedy, the tragedy of Lana’s story that only is fully acknowledged in the director’s cut, Joel’s obvious inexperience and teenage-ness that shines through in everything he does without coming off as stupid or overly naive…the way Lana’s just a kid too but is forced to grow up so so fast…
the Reagan-era politics that I’m not educated enough to analyze properly…
“Looks like University of Illinois!”
…The fact that Joel ends up successful while Lana doesn’t even though she did the majority of the work because he has privileges she can’t even dream of…and the way that kinda reflects reality with how Risky Business made Tom Cruise a movie star while Rebecca De Mornay (and the director too) faded to relative obscurity…
And fuckin Curtis Armstrong’s character (he’s always amazing in everything ever I think)
Just. My thoughts ain’t the most coherent rn- But holy shit this movie man. Like everyone knows the dancing ‘round in briefs scene -and I mean, fair enough it is classic, I’ll admit- but lord there’s so much more to it and it’s a shame that all I ever hear folks talk about is that. Like I ain’t even touched on the soundtrack yet or the vague surrealist feel or how relatable and human Joel Goodson is- augh
#risky business#rambling#joel goodson#80s movies#ikik no one cares abt this but I CARE OK#this fuckin movie kills me#and I can’t talk abt it irl b/c no one else I know has seen it#also I don’t think they’d like it lol the mindsets r prob too dated for my irl friends#which is…fine ig but kind of a shame#that’s ok tho ig. Feel like introducing someone to this film irl would be a painfully awkward task lol. what with all the yk. sex n all.#(which was really well done btw)#(it would like…be mid steamy scene but then it’d pan to Joel’s childhood pictures n really hammer home how much of a *kid* he is)#(And that was a really cool detail imo)#(THAT SOUNDS WEIRD HUH! IM A MINOR OK IM A MINOR)#just idk man I’ve been thinking about this damn film for the past week#fuck you paul brickman for making Chicago look *cool* >:(#no wonder I like risky business it’s just Ferris Buller dialed up to 100 and put on drugs lol#(Jkjk they’re massively different despite similarities in the plots lol. Ferris and Joel couldn’t be more different)#(See Ferris is who I *wanna* be n Joel is who I *am*/hj)
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Okay so had some time to wait until Ro and Dan's card came out and I'm like?????
Okay so no continuation off of Asmo feeding MC chocolate or what mission Ro and Dan went off to do and now my brain is like-
CRACK THEORY STORY TIME:
>Ro and Dan were sent off to handle some ramble rousers at the edge of Abaddon and it gets done pretty quickly
>During that time Asmo was slowly working his way into MC's brain and convincing them to pick up where they left off with Amon and Nabe because he knew what they were about to do in that alleyway and was disappointed that they stopped.
>MC starts doing stuff with Amon and Nabe with Asmo watching and getting off to it, he knows better not to touch Amon or Nabe though because Bael AND Beel will have something to say about it 💀
>Ro and Dan return when MC has finished their first round with Nabe and Amon but they have to wait because Nabe is...."stuck" inside of MC
>Asmo wants to watch all of the nobles try to unstick MC from Nabe and he gets off on that too
>MC cums like several times because the knot keeps hitting spots
>Finally they were able to pull them apart lol
>Doesn't matter though because now it's Ro and Dan's turn with MC but Amon and Nabe join in with that too and Asmo is back at it again fisting himself
>Asmo is tired of watching, he invites everyone to stay and watch if they want, but Amon has passed out in the corner because all the sex made him sleepy, Nabe is worn out and stuck in a post orgasm daze.
>Ro helps MC by moving their limbs and body (mc is tired and sore), while MC lays on top of Dan because he gets crushed by the weight of Asmo and MC
>The Abaddon devils have crazy stamania. Amon and Nabe are still out of commission even within the next 24 hours
>MC has been fucking the Abaddon devils for almost a week now but Asmo is being "nice" and letting them go
>MC stays in Abyssos for another week recovering while Bael lectures Amon and Nabe for getting distracted
>Beel shows up and cuddles next to MC after giving them a bath because he doesn't like how they smell after being in Abaddon (lol)
>MC literally doesn't remember anything other than being fed chocolate and it's blank from there
T H E E N D
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