#dammit I'm gonna try
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I've been streaming the first Xenoblade Chronicles to a discord server of friends, under the theorem of "Hang on I have infinite patience for RPG tedium bullshit, and I love the hell out of these otherwise really long and inaccessible games. I can just play them FOR people."
And the fuckin giddy glee I get whenever Metal Face is on screen and I hear someone chuckling in enjoying his screentime, or genuine gasps at plot turns. It's indescribable.
#xenoblade chronicles#XC#arte-missed the point#I plan on playing the whole trilogy for the server I'm in#I have my doubts about them enjoying 2 as much but#dammit I'm gonna try
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blurring all the lines, you intoxicate me
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tagging: @imabillyami, @harmshake, @chatterskull, @moxleys-tits, @romoxsquad, @ambreiqns, @cookiethewriter, @catboymansion, @jackforshort, @shanie-the-komania-toyaddict, and @usosthetics! (let me know if you want to be tagged or not).
#ambreigns#roman reigns x dean ambrose#wwe ships#I LITERALLY CAN'T STOP ONCE I'VE STARTED#I love them so much and wish I had discovered the ship when it was in its PRIME#I cannot believe I had been watching wrestling for this long and JUST LET THEM SLIDE BY#DAMMIT#I WAS THERE#IN THE BEGINNING AND HAD NO IDEA WHAT I HAD AND THEN I LOST IT#my art#I'm just gonna try keeping the tag alive with my friend group#and cry in my corner#lyrics are from Never Be The Same by Camila Cabello#NECK KISSES#AHHH#I found this nice reference and I wanted to draw it so bad
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Persona 5 Royal Crossover events stop calling Sumire, "Kasumi" challenge (Impossible). 😮💨😭
#starchild rambles#minor rant#and yes it's about the IDV Crossover skin for her#don't get me wrong I love it and I'm gonna try and get it 'cause it's a freebie for participating in the event#but UGH#i'm so tired of it#sorry I just get a little miffed whenever crossover events use that name.#Back when the game just came out it was fair along with the Tactica DLC but it's been a while now#let her be her actual self dammit!#idk it can feel tone deaf sometimes when it probably wasn't intentional on the devs' end so I'm not super sure#persona 5#p5#persona 5 royal#p5r#p5r spoilers#sumire yoshizawa#kasumi yoshizawa
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Sweetheart is a rap fan.
She fucks with all types, even the ones people deem too violent, sexual, or WHATEVER people use as an excuse to demean rap.
She listens to all sorts of subgenres in it as well.
Since she is a relatively well known hero in my storyverse, one of her favorite things is when she is listening to a verse and someone drops a ref to her in it. She gets the biggest grin on her face.
#i was gonna type a verse but like...i suck at writing bars#glitter and guilt#sweetheart#rocky rambles#you know what#fuck it i'll try#“got a glock with a trigger that'll split your whole street apart”#“blow a kiss and make it bang cuz i'm a real Sweetheart”#I TRIED DAMMIT#IT'S IN THE TAGS SO IF IT SUCKS WHO CARES
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Fuck I hate being an adult. I need a more adult adult to help with the volatile emotional situation.
#I've sort of made a new friend? Like we met at the same art group and he's also trans which was like pleasantly surprising in our small town#but like. We have Differences Of Opinion#and it's not totally his fault because it sounds like he's had a Lot of bad shit in his past that's obviously made him wary and closed off#but like. He's slightly older than me (only 4 years) and keeps blaming a load of his problems on other trans folks?#like you know the type. The like 'all these nonbinary/other identities the kids are doing are complicating shit'#the 'it hurts to see people younger than me inc. kids get hormones thrown at them when I still can't get 'em' (which... yeah not even true)#and he's told me himself he doesn't engage much with the queer community bc it's too 'toxic'#and like. I can absolutely understand why he could've had some bad experiences esp. since he has some mental health shit going on#but he wants to be friends bc he doesn't know anyone else going through the medical shit and it's like. Yeah no shit you don't?#you decided the community you'd find them in is toxic? and that people in them are doing being trans wrong?#and I think if he was just some guy online I'd like roll my eyes and ignore him#but he's a real person in my vicinity and I feel fucking bad for him#and I can see how much self loathing he has and how much that probably informs the bullshit#like he told me he thinks that trans men and cis men are fundamentally different categories and trans men will never be cis men#but not in a 'the experiences are just different and come with different perspectives way'#in like a self defeating way. Like a I just have to settle for being a trans man way.#and it made me SO SAD#like bro#I'm so sorry for whoever the fuck made you feel like you're fighting an unwinnable battle#and I want to be a friend to him. I want him to feel like there's other queer people out there and there's friends and hope#but also I genuinely could see him being the kind of person who would get really angry at you for no fault of your own#like I already get the distinct feeling he resents me a little#like obviously not too much since he still wants to hang#but he's been trying and failing to get HRT for years and I got it super quickly basically by sheer luck/a doctor who looks out for me#like I'm so fucking lucky. And I just genuinely feel like he's the kind of person who might take that personally.#I just do not think I have the fucking. Emotional tool kit to salvage this shit#But I also can't exactly text him and say sorry I don't think we should hang out so. What do.#.....I wasn't even LOOKING for a new friend! I have enough friends!!! I wanted to make clay faces and look at pretty buildings dammit!!!#now I have to be the emotionally mature one who goes hmmm maybe let's not blame other depressed trans kids for our problems buddy#I'm just gonna have to be like. Upfront about my stance and if he doesn't like it well he doesn't have to hang out with me
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*hands you yiga husbands with hair down* *hands you yiga husbands with hair down* *hands you yiga husbands with hair down*
#I love the old gay murder cult husbands#I cannot draw hands or kisses or freckles but DAMMIT I'm gonna try#yiga#legend of zelda#sooga#kohga#yiga clan#yiga husbands#kohga x sooga#aoc#age of calamity
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I'm fighting for my life trying to churn out more shots
#Sidurgu Orl#OC: Arkhe#I posed Sid entirely by hand every bit of him is custom posed#I don't have enough juice for this y'all but DAMMIT I'm TRYING MY BEST#this was gonna be multi-part and have dialogue but I already forgot what I was gonna do with this
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I'm gonna try to post something for each day in gortash week, possibly standalone little things, possibly pieces of things yet to come, we'll see
#Agh I'm busy but I'm gonna TRY dammit#I've been planning a 4+1 style thing that one of those snips would be a good fit for one prompt so I might go for that
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this tiny mortified storyboard solas is my favorite one i've ever drawn
#how the FUCK am i going to translate this to my regular style#i don't know what this even looks like on a real face#Fucking Mortified#personal log#this comic is gonna suck because i literally cannot write solas but its funny and i need to see him embarrass himself so bad#“ohhh yeah i am so fucking efficient i am going to impress lavellan so hard rn this guy is going to be all better in 0.5 seconds im so sexy#*heals like marcille dunmeshi in front of healer lavellan*#*man experiences the worst pain in his entire life* *sound of wet bones popping* *guttural primal screaming*#“hm. i think i should go now.”#and he only ever healed unconscious people again lmao#he leaves big ole fuckin scars too. he's shit at healing#actually i take it back it's 'oh. no. he asked me to help. this is literally a no win situation for me'#instead of 'hehe im so sexy'#because he knows that the guy he's trying to impress is mr. 'huh. that kinda tingles.' specialized healer#who has only ever seen solas heal unconscious people before#SEE I CAN'T WRITE HIM FOR SHIT#no. no i was right. he's both. version 1 is revved up youngblood solas#then he fucked around and found out that people generally don't like severe pain sounds#dammit i'm an artist not a writer jim#ranting to myself in my own tags. if you're reading this: hi! it feels good to be known
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“ i’m not sure i should leave you alone. ” 👊🏽
@kindofuneven || meme
The laugh he expels is probably too high-pitched. More of a puh! that sounds extremely prepubescent and therefore extremely cool as he doesn't even attempt to hide the grin spreading across his cheeks. Leo, for a few lingering seconds, doesn't even look at the poor little Roman boy, but when he does . . . it's with a very unrushed, very languid cock of his head over his shoulder.
And a pathetic look that screams, Oh, buddy . . . Buddy, please. That's so cute.
“Why, did the other guys warn you or something?” he ventures, and quickly deepens his voice into something authoritative as he mimes, “'Keep an eye on that one, Scotty!' 'Ooh, that one might blow up a thing or two, Scotty!' I mean—!” The hand he flourishes nearly drops his wrench, but he tightens his fingers around it and instead uses the tool as a good gesturing stick. “They're not wrong. I'm pretty good at that, but I'm also equally good at actually . . . creating things—? And yet people always seem to forget.”
Tsk tsk . . . So much unrecognized talent.
Eventually, he turns all the way around, shoves his welding goggles up to the crown of his head to get a better look at his company. Man, why is he so strung up all the time . . . ? “Hey, dude . . . It's good, okay? I'm not about to cause any problems, so you can just . . . chill. What do moms say—?” Leo taps his wrench to his lips. “Your face is gonna get stuck like that . . . ? Something something, blah blah blah. I'd hate to see that happen to you, so.”
#kindofuneven#(answered)#listen i am SO HERE for poor lil confused scott still trying to understand wtf is going on around him#this poor baby 8') and leo's just like#lmao what did ppl say i'm gonna set things on fire bc#like yea sure but it's usually MYSELF i'm setting on fire IT'S FINE man#tbh even scott being actually a sweetie and concerned ??? nope#leo's gonna twist it to be like “oh you mean you worry i'll cause problems? :D”#AWNJOGHNJAODHA WHEEZES GODS DAMMIT LEO#but tysm for sending this!! uwu/ <3
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trying to read chapter 9 of House of Leaves like "something's about to be haunting YOUR fucking house, Mark"
#this originally said 'reading' instead of 'trying to read' but good fucking god#anyway just finished the escape/evacuation and I'm fine it's fine#I'm not here I'm still in the woods until Saturday but I'm in town for dinner#have read a full book everyday of the trip thus far! so I'm thriving :')#gonna get through this motherfucker either today or tomorrow and then i can read through curse of strahd lmao#that's the last book I've got with me. i almost brought a book on deep time and i DIDN'T#which is for the best it's forcing me to actually read this monstrosity#and also will force me to read cos so i can run it dammit#anyway the primary thing I've been updating when i get service is in fact my storygraph lmao so.#megs is reading#a LOT this time around!!!
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I HAVE to watch yes ANOTHER movie and for once ITS NOT JUST BECAUSE AD IS IN IT! (that was a surprise accident!) My other favourite actor (Ja.s.on Ba.tem.an) is in it.
I was watching movie trailers and this popped up and I was like "I do love comedy movies!" When I tell you a practically cackled through the entire thing! like it made me laugh SO MUCH
also YES I did notice AD the moment it started and my brain did the MGS !!!!! thing LOL and I was like O_O WHAT!? (apparently yt is suggesting just ALL the AD content to me now aha Wh0oPs)
but anyways any movie that has me in stitches from the trailer alone needs to be watched!
#tl;dr I have TWO reasons to watch this movie now!#1) Made me laugh so fucking much from the trailer alone 2) oops accidental AD find 👀👀👀#So I'm marking down two movies that need to be watched! :3 and with BOTH I'M GONNA BE GOOD!#I will try not to give into the temptations of AD characters dammit! >:o#not self ship#cosmic chatter
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Spinning around my room trying to think of a way to organize an April centric post. I've been inspired.
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I love the Dawnguard DLC because when you go to the Soul Cairn, you see just what happens to trapped souls, it's all misery.
Then afterwards, you're like "well guess I'm gonna go back to enchanting :)"
#skyrim#tes v skyrim#video games#gaming#it does make it harder to role play a non-morally grey character but that's par for the course in tes games ig#like tes protags aren't really lawful-good but dammit i'm gonna try#it does suck that my morally-good character's favourite enchantment (aka my favourite enchantment) is soul trap :)#i love trying to role-play in the ROLE-PLAYING GAME that makes it really tedious to role-play unironically#(yes i try role-playing unironically because i was a lonely child who had no friends until i grew up a bit 👍)#i do wish there were a way to circumvent the soul gems though but i get why that won't ever be in the games
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I'm taking your post as permission to poke and prod and say, 'you can do it!'
Don't let this chapter kick your butt, you got this!!
it's kicking my butt :( it really, really is
#thank you friend I appreciate you so much 🤍🥺😭#but I'm really losing. and I refuse to yield but GOD with every sentence there's another thing I should be writing instead because#there is so much going on inside his head and there's flashbacks there's memories there's fear there's focus there is trauma#there is obsessive thoughts. so many of them now. he's spiralling but GOD so am I and I cannot make sense of it. or make nonsense of it#in a way that's like clever and fun to read and GOD fucking dammit why is trauma like that? why is terror like that and fucking--#like. sometimes people tell me 'you write so viscerally' and I'm like. buddy I'm gonna take your word for it :D#but now I'm like I literally cannot breathe trying to write this. and I know I dont have to but I *wanna*#*sigh* I'm being so dramatic legit it's not even that deep probably (or that good in the end) but!!! my heart hurts and my throat is closed#up. clogged. just 800 disjointed jumbled words in and. god. yeah. no. I'm losing actually
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I haven't done anything tonight yet bc I rediscovered Guitar Hero (damn I feel old XD)
but good news is I've only got 16 things left to do! by tomorrow, I should have more things in the queue than are left to be done, which is always a good feeling
I still have a little ways to go but DAMN I should have the askbox open in about a week! I'm so freaking excited <3
#mod post#my hands hurt tho idk if it's still eczema or if it's dry skin or what but they're cracking and painful#esp across my palm and on the webbing between my thumbs and first fingers? it SUCKS bc like obv you use your hands for everything#I'm a lil angy about it but I'm managing#also on shark week AND haven't had any ibuprofen in almost a week when I used to take it at least once a day for headaches#so I'm in a little pain but I'm trying to power thru bc I'm worried that my headaches are rebound headaches from taking ibuprofen so much#ALSO BITCHES????? BITCHES FNAF MOVIE DROPS ON FRIDAYYYY#me and Mom are gonna watch it on Saturday after I get out of work... WITH PIZZA AND WINGS!!!!#that thought is getting me through the rest of the week dammit#really looking forward to it#ANYWAY SORRY I RAMBLED IN THE TAGS BUT I'MMA TRY TO GET SOME HECKING THINGS DONE!!#should be able to manage at least two tonight <3#but I'm tired so two mmmmay be the most I can muster up tonight#but that'll mean the queue and my drafts will be tied at 14 each and that will feel HUGE#love you guys pls take care of yourselves!!!! practice good self care drink water take your meds go have a snack and watch a show!! <3
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