#cw:vent

[stardustandsixshooters]

Welcome to my large vent post about everything that has bothered me recently, it's gonna be long AF so probably best to ignore

Being bi sucks (not that I would change it)

Like, I can have a crush on twice as many people, I can be gay and straight, allowing me to be a gay disaster and a straight shipwreck both at once

Plus, I'm double as single now lmao

2. Asexuality is so badly represented

Like, the second I tell someone, they just assume I'm aroace, people don't undertale the concept of having romantic attraction but no sexual.

3. I practised flirting once upon a time, now I never use it and still suck lol!

I'm such a nervous wreck I never utilise it anyway. Lol.

4. My ask blog with @auquaticmoonlight gets no asks

Oc ask blogs, for your own world, are HARD TO RUN and hard to pick up traction with, not like we can rely on tags or anything

5. I'm bored, in general

My mutuals are always offline when I'm on, and I've reached a block on creativity

6. I still haven't come out as bi to my parents

Yeah, ouch.

In conclusion, I'm having a hard time, this is the tip of the iceberg

Feel free to comment if ya want, or PM me

See ya

[dragon-giggles]

cw: vent? (kinda?? ignore the tags because im yelling in there too lol)

i love how the moment i come back from a nice break from nothing bad occurring that's when irl stuff decides its going to happen

anyway as a form of comfort im reverting back to my old hanna-barbera fixation lol

[arcaneacolyte]

Sure do love when a migraine hits like an hour and a half before I'm supposed to go to bed and wake up early for work.

[medlabmech]

Oh golly, oh gee, it's that time of day again, huh.

You know, the one that makes you feel as if an abyss would greet you if you opened my chest.

The one where you're just having shitty days after shitty days and you're supposed to take it because "that's how it's been, that's how it's always been"

The one were the only constant in your life is the constant exhaustion.

The one that leaves you unable to even shout and communicate your pain to others, hell, communicate anything, really.

I'm so incredibly tired of this, every single day. Is it really that big of a sin to be born a Greek male?

[zethsnex]

Might get a bit more personal with this. So, read with caution. CW:Vent (kinda)

But it almost the end of September and felt like I had to do smth for it…

It’s been 5 years already, almost 6 since what happened. I’m not proud of me for doing it, but I’m happy for what has changed in my life after it. I was so young and I could’ve missed so much if I succeeded.

I never really drew smth for this prevention month, but it felt right to do it. Something for myself and whoever needs to hear it. Even if it’s so repetitive like a scratched record.

But you’re not alone, you’ll find people who care about you and will miss you if you’re gone, I’ve met wonderful people over the last 5 years, and I’m proud to say that many of them I’ve been still friends with, others are new in my life, yet, I’m happy they’re a part of it.

Take care of yourself.

[emdabitchass]

cw:vent (ooc obviously)

I always tell my myself “im fine people have worse problems than me

but then you realize

my friendships are falling apart

my dad exists

I can barely eat normally

I’m in physical pain 24/7

MY LIFE IS THE MOTION OF THE FUCKING OCEAN

nd I might go into another scycotic break down

even worse there’s a fucking party at my house

I wanna fucking die

[randomblognumberfuck]

This Tuesday Sucks.

CW:Vent

I feel so exhausted,I feel so fucking sick

In school I feel pain because I'm different than everyone in my "class" everyone is making fun of me,my actions my reactions my voice is very funny to them these Motherfuckers never respects people who are different

Fuck you all classmates.

I now have a lot of violent and suicidal thoughts after this Idiotic System

I feeled better if they was damaged

C.I.S school's system is very painful and lame shit because Post-Soviet bullshit or something what X-gen praise

I feel better to unexist in this world or I'd rather not expand my horizon and not be a geek and a artist.

School is never a light to your horizon.

[obsidian3ye]

CW:Venting 'N' Stuff

I kinda feel like garbage rn. I feel like I'm never gonna be someone's favorite. I don't think I can be. I'm always a backup. Or a spare. I never am someone's go-to for anything, even the things I'm skilled or talented at. I'm always "oh, [person] is busy, I wonder who else is there," never "I wonder if Sky/Vyx/Obdidian is available! They're fun and I like them." I just wish I could be someone's favorite person. I don't even need it to be a relationship. Someone's favorite artist. Someone's favorite engineer. Hell, even just someone's best friend. Even just a favorite robot in a room full of bots.

I've tried being in romantic relationships to fulfill this desire, but it doesn't do anything. It always feels like my partners prefer someone else. Even in monogamous relationships. Not to mention I'm aromantic. I'm just spare parts and that seems to be what I'm relegated to being. I just want to be important to someone.

[mysticaidenanimatez]

CW:VENT DRAWING

[mrstsung]

Vent below if you like liu kang this post isn't for you. This is basically an anti liu kang and really angry post.

Giving y'all a warning.

Again DNI if you like liu kang or "stan" him. Or are a fire god liu kang fan. Because this post isn't for you.

Like I'm giving a warning for a reason because im not gonna be nice rn. I choose violence today ok?

Trying to cite warnings and tag this so people don't get up in arms. (Which they may anyways but hey thats on them if they click further)

Cw:vent,angry admin.

Last warning. If you like liu kang. Plz for the love of god dni and keep scrolling. But if you dont like him. And especially hate fire god liu kang. Plz Continue.

Vent below cut

If you like or stan liu kang but more so mk12/mk1 god *redacted titans derogatory* liu kang.

Kick rocks. He's an asshole. Have a nice die liu kang. 💀🗑⚰

Nah. You can miss me with that. Liu kang deserves nothing but death and suffering. In fact everyone BUT shang tsung deserves it.

Nah if yall would have gave shang something actually decent,livable,love and care,maybe a fucking decent friend that wasn't a previous roster member?,etc. None of this would be a problem. But nope. Liu kang had to be a petty whore bitch with bias agenda. Could have made him evil and made him like dark raiden. But nope you had to make him insufferable and unlikable.

Like a guy who hides behind the im nice,till you disagree or reject his ideals and suddenly you're gaslighted and given shit. Omg much like religious indoctrination. How interesting. But they dont wanna talk about that.

People don't wanna talk about how shitty the writing is. But people don't care so as long as the characters are pretty and fuckable enough. But the more things change the more they stay the same i guess.

Everytime i see mk12/mk1 liu kang i wanna spit on him and punch him and set him on fire and just want him dead and gone for good. Because i fucking hate him. I have never hated even kronika this bad,more so i felt she was a waste of potential, and redundant af. Nah He deserves die.

Like go to Super hell liu kang. Piss off with your shitty fanfic Timeline. Loser bitch ass hiding behind a fake ass smile and preaching peace. Peace my ass. Shit happened anyways. Makes fucking shinnok look like a fucking saint sweetheart in comparison.

Like im not even joking. I don't even care about his reasons. I dont even care what canon says. Or these fucking mk1 liu kang fans say anymore. Im tired.

Which we all know it's because he has weird hang ups over kitana when he could have just fucking left,said fuck it and married her anyways. She would have said yes. But he had to be weird about it,roundabout af,and make everyone suffer because he couldn't get edanian pussy.

Or it's because maybe he thinks he can do better than raiden. The arrogant prick. Nah that god dilf raised you and you give him this shit?! After all he went through?! Thi s is the thanks you give him?! Liu kang im not just disappointed in you im disappointed in the fact raiden didn't kill you off when he had the chance when he went dark. Would've Saved us a shitty game and a half.

Like liu kang did all the things and still had bad things if not worse things. Happen. Preaching peace and prosperity my ass. Fake ass ugly ass hoebag bitch. I hope he chokes on his spit in his sleep. I hope sand get in his ass and never comes out. I hope he dies from this bullshit lame tarkat disease and gets ultra mega plague. I just fucking hate it man.

The villains are lame. The story is lame. Liu kangs fanfic is lame. And nrs is lame.

I'd rather deal with the shitty 2021 movie than this shit. I'd rather deal with shitty writing in mk11 than this. Fr. At least it's entertaining shit.

And shang tsung isn't a fucking dumpster fire in the story. Shao kahn while a meathead is still terrifying. Quan chi isn't there but in 10 he was fucking beeeeeast. Shinnok. Poor shinnok. You deserve better. Cetrion was a waste. Kronika too. Geras was actually scary,but now he's a tool.

Legitimately the gameplay is just juggle better,gimmicky kameos bullshit,and same ol crap different wrapper.

Mk12/mk1? More like mk11.5 . Nothing changes thats worth the money.

I can find better shit on emulators.

Graphics aside what does the new game really truly have to offer? Nothing.

Wishful thinking. Like a bag of lays chips but unlike potato chips which is useful. This game sadly. Is not.

(Liu kang is only valid if he's from the 95 movie thats it. Fuck every other version. But even then it's thin ice at this point. Nrs has ruined liu kang for me.)

So yeah kick rocks liu kang. I hate liu kang and anyone who stans his ass rn in the story and the new game can fuck right off.

[faenemy]

Gender (CW:Vent)

ive had gender dysphoria for almost my whole life, i never really felt like a girl even though thats what everyone called me. sometimes i did feel like a girl, but those sometimes were rare. others i felt like a boy, some weird third thing, or a combination of them. years later and i have words to describe those feelings, nonbinary and genderfluid respectively. so i started to call myself nonbinary, cause thats what i am most of the time, and i felt happier, i felt more free. then last night i was laying in bed, reading something, and i realized fuck, i am a girl, like in this moment i am. and it made me feel wrong to call myself nonbinary, because i wasnt. i felt like a fraud, but at the same time i was mourning that i wasnt, a girl. and then it hit me like a fucking truck. i had shoved myself into a box again. in my desperate attempt to make my existence describable to other people, i had made my own prison. i cried when i couldnt be nonbinary, i cried when i couldnt be a boy, i cried when i couldnt be a girl. i like it when things are simple, and im not found of change. but to be a person is to be everchanging, and maybe i can find beauty in that

i just think we all need a reminder from time to time, that lablels should help describe you, not feel like a box youre crammed into. i went to bed a she/her woke up a she/they and thats alright, it may be confusing to others, and not as simple as people would like, but it fits me perfectly, and thats what matters most :]

[arttrampbelle]

Ok huge vent ahead.

Cw:vent

If you dont wanna read vents or hear me being pissed at NRS and some fans. Plz scroll. Plz ignore. Thank you.

Srry your fave being edenian,a lover of that particular part of mk lore. Really don't make you special. In fact it makes you look like a haughty asshole.

Look they are great. Dont get me wrong. But.....acting like they are the best,greatest shit since sliced bread is kinda irritating.

Especially recent iterations of that part of the lore. Urgh .

That was supposed to be a mysterious and not in the forefront of mk. The forefront being the tournament itself.

The realms are a minor background flavor.

And there is more realms than "eDeNia" a small part in outworld (which is huge and made up of other smaller realms btw) and earthrealm.

Plusno offence. Kitana isn't you special uwu princess. She is a warrior and heir to a kingdom first and foremost.

It isn't some dumb western biblical story. That pisses me off. Idgaf what nrs is feeding y'all.

To me i would rather take it more as eastern myths and legends n beliefs of heaven,the nine immortals,mythos,etc

Because im sick of y'all thinking eurocentric shit when it comes to asian cultures. Even fictional based ones.

Like idgaf if edenia isn't based on one group or is fictional. The fact y'all defult to Christian-europian type of religious imagery is disturbing.

Like if we dont get enough implications in canon that edenia was colonized.

Like srsly tho. I'm kinda sick of some peoples stupid hot takes on kitana. Like my girl is asian. Deal with it!!! Mileena is her cloned sister. Also asian.

Sindel? Asian. Shao kahn? Part Dragon AND ASIAN! Maybe Mongolian if you wanna be specific.

Hell even the shokan can be asian cultures based. They are part dragon. No not the "typical" western European dragon. (Sick of people thinking that thats the only kind)

Jade? A beautiful dark skinned Indian woman, WHICH IS ALSO ASIAN BTW!

Skarlet? She is half edenian,so part maybe part asian. Either way. I want edenia to be a hodgepodge of ALL asian cultures and based mythos. Because fuck you,we need more positive asian cultures representations thats why!

Nor is it palatable or likeable in a story. It's 3rd grade lvls of writing to a point where i find better shit on wattpad then in canon. some fans(not all) dont help the matter.

Like they could be done so much better. The characters within that part of mk could be done so much more justice. And make it less nauseatingly and eyerollingly typical.

I wont apologize for being pissed. Because it is a problem. And has always been a problem in mk. 30yrs and they continue to ignore it. Fans and game writers alike.

But like can't edenians be better? Like making them like elves or the "special people" isn't good writing nor is it likable.

It's boring and making them mary sues of mortal kombat isn't helping. Like nothing was corrupt before shao kahn? Bullshit. Yiy know damn well there was. They aint pretty perfect. So stop acting like they were or are. Its not realistic even for a FANTASY world! Like canon and fans alike do not write world buliding very well. I know,i know what you're gonna say. "But thats not the point of mortal kombat,its a fighting game" yes true. But it established lore and a story for years and then took a huge dump on it because $$$. And fans buy into it anyways because they dont actually wanna properly give a critique where it is needed. And if we are gonna actually call out the bullshit,and the bigotry,and the sexism. ACTUALLY CALL IT OUT WHERE IT IS. AND ACTUALLY ADDRESS THE ISSUES. you can still love mk,WHILE ALSO calling out the crap that the company nrs,boon,and the writers pull.

Look not all fans are like this. Most are great. But it grinds my gears when i meet or see a few that miss the fucking point of why 11's "interpretations" of the characters were so assbackwards. And why it pisses long time fans off

[michaelnotholden]

cw:vent

God I am so burnt out and today is just one of those realllyyy sad and emotional days. I’ve been crying all afternoon and I thought listening to the solitaire audiobook would help me regulate my emotions but no, it just made me more sad. If I could sleep for the whole winter I would. Times like this I wanna be a frog. Anyways this burn out has been going on for two years! (Almost three now) I’m so exhausted and I have to go back to school but I won’t bc I hate school. I hate school so much I’ve missed basically all year and I’ll have to redo this grade next year. I might as well ask my mom to homeschool me.

[razpb3rryshortcak3]

cw:vent

i fucking love how my friends tell me they love me every day, but they haven't made a single fucking effort to see me all summer. it's been nearly two fucking months. &it's not like they're not seeing anyone. they hang out with other people &go out with anyone that's not me. what did i do wrong that they don't want to be anywhere near me? ive given up trying to ask them if they want to go anywhere near me. i know they'll just give the same responses they also do. "sorry im sick" "sorry im going out with [x]" "sorry im away" "sorry im too tired"

just tell me you don't want to see me!!im sick of all the fucking excuses.

[yamezunight]

⚠️CW:vent⚠️

Yesterday I was worried about myself and my own server cuz my mutual joking about my fav character and it got me mad. And I was being rude all times cuz I haven’t watch my fav comfort shows.and I sent some memes ass shit to my mutual and they was being serious and have enough about that..

[jotaros-leftcrustys0ck]

CW:vent

How do you explain to the person you love that while you do trust them more then anyone you know, you can’t fully trust them? How do I explain that it’s not him, that I’ve never been able to fully trust anyone. How do I explain that due to all the trauma I have from everyone breaking my trust that I’ve never not since I was little been able to trust correctly, and that it’s even worse with men because the person who broke my trust the most was my own father and I never had a good male role model so I don’t know how to trust anyone. Please tell me how to explain that I’m not upset he doesn’t respond because I’m afraid he’s mad at me but I’m afraid he realized how bad of a person I actually am and went with the girls that I’ve been worried about. I trust that he would never cheat on me but I don’t trust the people around him. As soon as we started dating more and more people have started to like him. I’m just scared and venting. I am inadvertently hurting myself with this