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Writing fanfic is so fun yet so hard
#help.#I just wanna know if ppl enjoy it#cuz sometimes I feel like it’s boring#but at the same time… it’s more of a me thing than trying to appeal to others#I’m doing it for me#cuz sometimes… I don’t wanna write something smutty or dark or gloomy.#comfort is such a sweet thing for me.#anyways uh. this has been me rambling#max speaks
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love when buddy cop/detective shows feel like they were made for faggots
#oh the job feels boring and meaningless without your partner by your side?#you two together attract an endless amount of chaos and you wouldn't have it any other way?#did you get upset when your captain separated you two#they're like bonded cats sometimes#i know what you are#starsky and hutch#tango and cash#Michael knight and kitt#rush hour#I hate irl cops but some fictional ones get passes cuz they're not real
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it's kind of weird to me that they didn't bother releasing sushi and tempura internationally at all but at the same time i'm kinda glad they didn't cuz like. yo-kai watch was financially failing in the west by the time 3 released. i feel like if they had released sushi and tempura the franchise would've completely tanked before we got sukiyaki which would've sucked. honestly if anything i feel like it's more surprising that we got all three versions of 2 instead of them just releasing psychic specters but tbf i think yo-kai watch was doing well in the west when 2 released. 2 is just inexplicably what killed the franchise despite being a masterpiece-
#puppy rambles#yo-kai watch#yw3#yw2#idk. i have a lot of thoughts on this stuff#still upset i didn't find out 3 released in america until a while after it did :/ could've gotten a physical copy if i'd found out earlier#but alas. i'm just stuck with a boring digital version. i mean the digital versions of yo-kai watch games are better but like. still#i never got maginyan in blasters even though i could've. the code or whatever was on the receipt but my mom bought it for me#from the nintendo website. and i don't think she checked it and i don't think i found out that was where it was until a bit after i got it-#i did get machonyan and jibanyan t/komasan t's codes entered though so i can get them on any playthrough now#unless i put the sd card in another 3ds since apparently it's system-based instead of sd card based??? which is really stupid#but you can probably bypass that with cfw and i do plan on modding my 3ds eventually#it'll just be a process cuz i don't have an sd card slot on my computer and idk if my moms would be willing to help#so i'll probably have to get a separate sd card reader or whatever. which i do think my moms would be okay with i mean#it's my system and they're cool with piracy lfskdjfjkfsdkljfd-#my moms are so cool <3 i just wish i could get them interested in yo-kai watch but they don't seem to care lfskdjfkjsfdjlksfd-#they determined the battle system doesn't sound fun but i might've just described it badly#i mean tbf. it is very annoying sometimes. especially when my healer just will not heal the other yo-kai#''DO YOUR FUCKING JOB TATTLECAST STOP LOAFING'' -me playing 2#that being said if 1's switch port ever releases in america i am totally playing it on the tv#i WILL force my moms to watch me play funni ghost game whether they like it or not /lh#if we do ever get 1's switch port i hope they make it a collection of some kind with 2 and 3 remasters too i would buy that in a heartbeat#i mean obviously i will buy any american-released yo-kai watch stuff in a heartbeat aside from maaaaaybe y-school heroes#(i'm sorry y-school heroes fans i just cannot get into it. from concept alone it sounds like i would not enjoy it)#maybe sangokushi too if we ever get that but i feel like we probably won't#idk if the franchise it's a crossover with is popular enough in america for that#i hope we get more english yo-kai watch content once ghost craft releases. kinda feel like it's testing the waters tbh#i know it's seemingly just a spiritual successor but still#i do hope that it being a spiritual successor doesn't mean yo-kai watch is over. i doubt that it will since like#punipuni still gets semi-frequent updates
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okay i actually might drop out of school to become a plane mechanic im being for realzies this time
#i was looking at my old insta stories an saw like abt a year ago when i was like "got the itch to become an animator again#“but changed my mind after looking at indeed bcz i dont wanna have to get a bachelors just to get paid less than i would at in n out”#an i realized thats LITERALLY what im doing but the major i chose is even more boring#i hated taking art classes in highschool an seeing ppl talk abt animation jobs like “it sucks but at least im working on cartoons !”#kind of turned me off of it cuz my obsession w cartoons fades sometimes as i get obsessed w something else#but if im gonna spend two years purusing something im not necessarily gonna stay passionate abt#it might as well be something that pays good#I DONT KNOWW THOUGHH my english classes are like. absurdly easy which kinda makes me feel like i might as well just finish my degree#i have hit the tag limit 👍#charlie words#vent
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up until this point i feel like hbo’s tlou has been pretty good at expanding upon pre-existing content from the game, but for me this new episode was kinda mid..
i wouldve liked to see more expansion on sam and henrys story, or maybe even kyle and ish?? (loved that story)(they showed the drawing of them for a half second and they renamed kyle for no reason 💀). but instead we get introduced to this kathleen (?? can barely remember her name) lady who i couldnt get myself to care about. cared more about her 2nd in command guy
sam and henry were my favorite of the original supporting cast and they have to share their time with this lady that puts me to sleep, while frank and bill got nearly an entire heartfelt episode dedicated to them
with the side stories theyre choosing to tell so far i feel like by the time we get to part 2 its gonna be like “we’re doing THIS again??” (and part 2 was already kinda like that for me as in it didnt really do anything new or interesting for me)
like oh my god we’re still going on about revenge and forgiveness and ooooh nobody is perfectly good or bad we are all shades of grey 2 sides of the same coin yadda yadda except now theyre all self aware about it 😭💀
like can we write anything else?? besides trying to make both sides of a violent conflict equal of course because they love doing that (dont think i forgot abt the weird palestine/israel parallel in pt2 i think that was the worst one for me). but kathleen is basically just abby again and unless part 2 is a complete rewrite then im gonna be honk shoo mimimimi ASLEEP
#hbo tlou#tlou hbo#spoilers for the new ep and i guess part 2??#but yeah ive been mostly enjoying this show up until this point#but theres been like a little gnat every once in a while buzzing annoyingly at my ear#and i go 'ugh shut up fuck off' and swat it away#and im still enjoying it dont get me wrong#i really wanted them to do sam and henry well so my bar was high and that little fuckin gnat is buzzing at me again#indulge my little rant so i can let it out and cool off#i like tlou as a whole but i do feel like at this point these are things that i guess niel?? suffers with as a writer#and whoever else is in the writing room with him#cuz these are problems ive had with the games too#grabs my airhorn AND I STILL LIKE IT!!!!!!! I STILL LIKE THE LAST OF US!!!! YOU CAN HAVE CRITIQUES AND LIKE SOMETHING!!!!!!#sometimes people act like you say anything bad about something and suddenly it means you hate the whole thing and why are you watching it??#you are so BORING#but ive been very nice to this show so far so let me have this#it speaks#also just a little thing they made henry less 'savvy' i guess and more reckless? game henry was tense and no nonsense but also chill#like they had him trip up a few times and i was like psh game henry would only do that on accident#just really dont like how they handled sam and henry like whyd they do that....liked it better when he was also an outsider to the city#and i have mixed feelings about....sams whole thing...#SIGH BIG SIGH OH WELL at least i still have game sam and henry to look forward to i will be getting back to that stream#its been almost a decade and game sam and henry manage to rip my heart out EVERY single time like i said the bar was so high#so im not holding the S+H stuff against them as much as i am the fuckin revenge/forgiveness shit#im so tired of it#if this story was supposed to be some kind of precursor to pt 2 then like i think theyre starting to overdo it
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Im gonna complain again cuz if I don't who will. Anyways, my ex and ex friends were heinous fake allies and absolutely awful lmao. Very clear to me now that I was just the "good jew" replacement for their ex jewish friend and as soon as I started breaking from how awful they were treating me they all started comparing me to their perception of that other person. Who probably wasn't even that bad to begin with tbh they all probably pushed them to their limits too with all the antisemitism, lesbophobia, and unhealthy dynamics I dunno. Shit was fucked.
#they even gave me their vinyls when i moved out cuz they thought they were mine....... 💀💀💀 i only owned 1 vinyl that i never played#cuz i just got it for 1 dollar at a garage sale#but like. i KNEW whos the records were bc i knew that person long enough to at least get a sense of their music taste#and know that they owned vinyls#that wasnt even the first time. they gave me hand me downs of the Previous Jewish Friend other times too#that they had left#and like. i took them sometimes cuz. im fucking poor sometimes i could use like a coat or a water bottle or something but#looking back it just makes me feel sick now like jeez#cant tell 2 jews apart??#fucked up#at first i thought it was bc they knew i didn't know them that well to begin with but no. oh no.#they DID think i knew them. they thought i knew them way more than i did... probably because.. hmm i wonder why#could it be bc im jewish :I#LIKE FKCNVJDKX#I LITERALLY#i feel so dumb but like. jeezus#what was i sposed to do#they rlly took advantage of me when i was in need and treated me like a pet#until they got bored of me#and realized i. yknow. am a human being with feelings
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this is something I've been thinking about on my own these days, it's just smth I noticed with myself when I get a bit too nervous and I feel like I'm not interesting and then I try to overcompensate by seemingly pushing ideas out (thanks anxiety) so... please, if my plots / asks / starters aren't to your liking & you want to do smth different - tell me. it's totally alright. I prefer when people are honest with me. I can get very intense or rambly, so never be afraid to correct me or ask for something different! I can't read minds and I just want to make our interactions fun and not stressful! :D
#psa.#ok good i said it#i wanted to say it for like.. 2 weeks now... but idk#my anxiety got real bad this week cuz of march coming & my time running out etc#but yeah!!#i just wanted to say this. because i think i sometimes feel like as an oc i have to bring more to the table#and i sometimes force myself to come with plots because i have that mentality bUT ITS NOT OK!!!#and i need to get better at this lol. it's just from my side#i need to get over my oc trauma from before lolol#i'm super grateful everyone who waits for my replies/plots/messages#i really appreciate it#tbqh this is one of the reasons i've been so bad at reaching out for plots#because i've been worried my plots are boring and repetitive/not interesting so i just closed off#inmy own little bubble BUT I GOTTA MOVE ON1!!#so yeah :D#i said it and now im kalm :D
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genuinely considering making an IF when i’m done with school
#i’ve had so many ideas for years tbh#but i know it’s not something i can pursue the way i want to until school is over#which SHOULD be this year#i don’t think i’d even make a demo though until the entire first draft was done#then maybe update after each edit#it’s an idea i’ve been flirting with for a long time tbh that has now been super prominent these last few days#idk i kinda wanna make a game that has things i like#characters i wanna see and romance and then idk share that#lyriumsings txt#idk i’m think about it#it seems like such a dream rn ngl to have the free time to do that#and the energy ngl cuz even when i do have time homegirl is just plain tired sometimes lol#anyway lemme focus on art anyway#that would be the real test getting entire character refs done for the hypothetical ROs#i should focus on art anyway and advance so that im happy with anything i would hypothetically make#i’m so impatient waiting for IFs tbh like what better to do than make my own then i’ll never be bored lmao#people seem to like my character designs so making characters specifically for ppl to romance feels fun idk
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I need to stop eating so much but unfortunately this world is filled with things that are #delicious
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calling all my mutuals (if you want):
and here’s a blank template if anyone wants to make their own (thanks again @shellcycle!):
#it was actually really good for me to make this#even though it was hard coming up with this many things#cuz sometimes i feel like i don’t have that many interests#like there’s not much too me or i’m kinda boring#but like honestly there’s a lot here#definitely helpful for thinking about activities i could find that connect with my interests
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Having trichotillomania is simultaneously the best and worst sensory experience hope that makes literally any sense
#best bc. i can't really explain it unless you have trichotillomania it's a rly soothing habit#but also the grossest feeling sometimes cuz it's like. touching random discarded strands of hair is so cringe inducing#it's like ew what did i just step in. oh wait thats my hair#** note i say soothing but it's really bad and compulsory for anyone wondering#like i started pulling out my hair bc i would be hyper aware of fairy knots in individual strands and i wanted to prevent tangles#and once i became aware of that single flaw i would have to pull out like every hair#n now i just do it if I'm bored or anxious or stressed#i need like. a rubber band or stim toy smth#if anyone else w trichotillomania has any tips to help stop pulling i would apreciate the advice
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Rank the actors of 911 characters from your fave
i dont have opinions on the actors as people, they are simply the vessels of my blorbos to me, but i can tell you my faves in terms of their performances. i think kenny is a goddamn master. from comedy to absolute emotional devastation, man always hits the nail on the head. i think Aisha and jlh are up there for me too
#sometimes i feel like i can tell when aisha is bored with the material lmao. but thats my only critique she too has phenomenal range#and i cant blame her cuz. its a corny show#jlh also nails the humor but i find the portrayal a little flatter overall. i think thats on the writers more than her. maddies sad a lot#ryan would be up there but sometimes hes doing too much#911 fox#angela basset presides over this list like a god#i cant rank her. shes angela basset.#ask a bean
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watchin dr caligari makes me think, why dont ppl make silent films anymore. well maybe they do but i certainly dont know of any big releases that are silent. and there is something about the overall design aspect in caligari that makes me feel like an art form has been lost. like why are we as a society not making movies like this anymore. Not to imply you need to copy Or Even take direct inspiration from that movie. i mean like. where is all the absurdity.. the artistry.... the pure visual design......
#like i feel like silent films and the stylishness of them should be considered more in modern filmmaking...?!?!?!?#IDK IF THIS SOUNDS SILLY im sure there are small artists out there kicking ass eith their films#and i just wouldnt know. all i know bout modern movies is whatever is on the theatre marquee board and also#when people complain about (and sometimes hype up) a movie on my dashboard lol#original nonsense#personal#idk if america ever made movies like that ever in the first place LOL cuz its a german movie. i forgor💀#i forgot to factor in different regiond into my train of thought i was so caught up in the us's boring blockbuster market. sorry
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okay i'm gonna try to just bitch here ONCE to get it out of my system so it doesn't hamper my enjoyment of the game (as much). but like. i can't fucking stand alear. They are so god damn annoying. their designs look like a reject kingdom hearts character, the voice acting is so obnoxious the dialogue is worse, she is both boring and insufferable. her motivations never make sense, her backstory is lame and not compelling, and she's a shit ass unit.
and it's making me appreciate more the fine lines and nuance that comes from making a player character. you want to give them SOME personality so they can participate in the story. but if you go too hard in one way it becomes obnoxious because now every time I want to do something, I have to bring along this character I don't like. every time she speaks it's definitely the epitome of "I would not fucking say that". I don't think I would mind her as much if I didn't have to BE her, you know?
but it's wearing me down from wanting to progress the game. I wanna meet all the other cool characters and level my units up so fighting is fun, but like man, does this story suck ass and have poor pacing. I don't care at ALL about the mission or the world or the characters (besides Vander, ur an icon and I love u) so it makes it a lot less, well, engaging
#annie plays engage#not gonna put this in the tag cuz i don't wanna salt ppl who like it#but characters who's only trait is 'nice' are sooooooo fucking boring#and i can get by sometimes if they're also funny or if their backstory or relationships are compelling#but i just feel none of that for alear#i like a stupid character don't get me wrong#but they're just kinda dumb and plucky without much else going on#like they're not funny or impulsive or highly motivated#They're just like. There. saying the most generic shonen protag bullshit#bleurgh ok now hopefully i won't have 2 bitch about it again#wanted 2 get that out of my system#mine
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isn’t g1rl in red supposed to know all about girlfriends why is her cover of girlfriend is better. idk. why is it like that.
#it keeps being almost good but the lyrics are rearranged in a way that feels arbitrary#I feel bad a little about the ones I like more and less#cuz like. well how similar or not should a cover be.#and it’s cool how experimental people were allowed to be.#but kinda what’s the point of genius of love if you aren’t yelling and stuff#paramore’s burning down the house is very similar obv but so good#(btw the genius of love one is higher in my little ranking. but it’s a little bland imo)#lorde does a good job with take me to the river. honestly that one gets a little boring sometimes I think she did good
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https://www.tumblr.com/marshmellowtea/761940400593371136/yknow-i-made-a-td-gen-one-character-tier-list
You’re going to put them at the bottom? Better prepare yourself before not all fans of any of these 3 are going to accept your opinion.
i mean technically they are at the bottom of the new list rn but only cuz i shoved them all into a "it's complicated" tier lol
#i might shuffle them around into new tiers tho i haven't decided#or rename that tier or something. idk#the love triangle in world tour did a lot of damage to my feelings about these three i've been open about that#buuuut also sometimes i see fan content about them that reminds me of what i liked about them in the first place#or in gwen's case fanon that makes her interesting cuz unfortunately i feel like she's kinda boring in canon 😔#i don't actually hate anyone in gen one though i just have characters i fixate on harder than others lol#i'm the same way about the reboot cast too but i wonder if season two is going to change that. idk i haven't seen it yet#anyway i'm not sure what tone i'm supposed to read this ask in but i appreciate the warning ig haha#i'm not too worried about angry fan anons tho this ain't my first rodeo#i really don't take the discourse in this fandom all that seriously i'm just tryna vibe#total drama#marshy gets asks#anonymous
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