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so this is love — annie leonhart

— annie leonhart x female reader

— request by anon: I kinda have a request. How about royal au? Where 2 kingdoms are at war with each other, and reader is the heir of the throne of one kingdom (but they’re not the spoiled type of heir, more like the solider one?) and then the kingdoms decided a truce. Reader will have to marry the heir of the other kingdom which is Annie. Idk maybe those arranged marriages that they never get along at first? Kinda like they were enemies bc they never get along until some development of feelings happen along the way. Maybe Annie will realize that she has feelings when reader got injured since they’re a soldier

— warnings: mentions of war, slight angst if you squint, just two idiots falling in love with each other :))

— summary: you were sent off to another kingdom as a sign of a truce, promising to yourself that the engagement is close to death at how you got off on the wrong foot with your betrothed. it was hell at first but who knows? maybe, unbeknownst to you, the two of you are a match made by the gods.

— word count: 7.5k

— author’s notes: i am so sorry this came out so long :((( we just finished our exams and we have a case study to write as our midterm for a subject. i hope this will still quench your annie fic cravings. and by the way, i fashioned the kingdom of idylle to mondstadt because genshin impact is my stress reliever right now and a kingdom built upon freedom sounds like a gem. plus, the glass castle of the reader is based off of the castle of cinderella, which is the reason for the title hhhhhh happy reading !!!

so this didn’t appear in the tags so i reposted it :”(((

Corsets were abominations that needed to be burned.

The girl with your features staring at you from the mirror was someone you couldn’t recognize from all the preparations your chambermaid did on your figure. The make-up was appalling and thick that you could see a smear on the back of your hand when you tried rubbing your itching nose. Your hair was done in a half up-do with too many decorative pins sticking out, creating a makeshift crown of silver roses, one of the symbols of your kingdom. The dress your mother expected you in was straight-up ridiculous, you couldn’t move from the tightness of the corset and the heaviness of your skirts was hindering you from moving freely. You couldn’t even deny that it was a lovely gown but its inconvenience was irking you at the slightest turn or stretch.

Dressing up this lavishly was rare for you, the Crown Princess of the kingdom boring flags of silver and lilac. You very much preferred the heaviness of your armor and your title as one of your kingdom’s Commendatore rather than the ladylike image your mother has been forcing you on the past few weeks.

You were livid when your parents renounced from the ten-year war that was purging the continent with just a sign on a piece of paper — one that included your name and your honor. Everything was brutal, carnage dotting every town and village of the two kingdoms throwing spears and fire cannons, and you witnessed it all firsthand when you started being one of your kingdom’s soldiers four years ago — a sixteen-year-old girl throwing orders that gave you an advantage from your enemies wearing the crest of the kingdom that painted your lands a heart-wrenching red. Of all solutions that your parents and the other kingdom could come up with, it involved you in the most unacceptable way possible. Officially entering your twenties this year, your parents thought it necessary to offer you as a bride that signified peace to the warring nation right beyond the border. The idea made your vision red, an outburst coming out of your mouth mere seconds after the proposal was announced in the council meeting.

A soldier, a knight, a commander — that’s what you are.

Not some forsaken young woman ready to be shipped off to your rival nation because it was the only way out of this bloody mess.

You had no choice.

The only way for you to grasp the final moments in your kingdom was relishing the touches of the chambermaid and taking in the décor of your room — the small trinkets scattered on your nightstands, the books you escaped to, the jewelry that boasted the colors of your family, and the stuffed animals your nanny sewed for you when you were a toddler. You closed your eyes and let the feathery fingers of the people around you lull you into a prayer for the gods in their celestial thrones, asking for their blessing in this far travel. In the middle of reciting an ode dedicated to the goddess of divine bravery, you felt a cool pendant carefully slide over your collarbones.

Your mother’s face appeared beside the watery princess of the mirror, a forced smile pulling on the corners of her lips. Your distinctly colored irises flickered down on the necklace your mother placed upon the exposed parts of your body. It was a flower-pressed necklace, the gold plate carefully protecting the flower representing your birth. The golden chain holding the necklace together was so thin that you worried for a moment that the fragile piece of jewelry might break in less than an hour while you meet your partner-to-be. You met your mother’s gaze in the mirror — from a chivalrous princess of armor to a dignified queen ruling within a land of eternal spring.

“You look so beautiful,” your mother breathed your name, holding your arms tightly against her ring-adorned hands. Tears blossomed her eyes, trickling down her cheeks akin to the lavender flowers’ petals of the large white tree in your backyard. “You look like the queen you were supposed to be.”

You tried smiling but your wobbly lips made you falter. You can only purse your lips in a tight, flat smile as you face your mother, face set in a kind expression. “Please don’t cry, Mother,” you murmured, placing your palm on top of hers, squeezing it for reassurance. “They wouldn’t do anything to me.”

They, meaning the kingdom you were at war with, the nation that claimed they needed a bride for their Crown Heir. In your world, there was freedom even in marriage — with the kingdoms pairing their sons with the sons of their enemies all for the sake of a truce, especially if the two of them were firstborns. This is very much your situation at the moment. The kingdom of Idylle was a beautiful haven of songs dedicated to the god of the winds, very contrasting to their military power that could take down a good number of your soldiers. You heard stories from some villages in your nation that Idylle was a hoax, that they were bloodthirsty warmongers hungry for the spilled blood of the people of Glaieul, your kingdom. You couldn’t help but believe their words. That was the only addition to your knowledge of Idylle except for their battle tactics and placement of soldiers on the battlefield.

“We’ll pray to the deities that they will do just that,” your mother laughed a little despite the tears. “Or else your father will wage war if they so much scratched you.”

“He wouldn’t do that, Mother,” you shook your head with a slight smile. “You two have worked so hard for this peace treaty. If I ever scratched myself in Idyllic lands, trust me that it would most likely be my fault. Not theirs.”

Your mother’s laugh twinkled in the room, painting everything in a light that erased the heaviness shrouding in every corner of your chambers. “I suppose so. You and your love for your sword are unrivaled. I can still remember the time when you first got the weapon, you were so thrilled for a six-year-old that one would think you were born in the barracks. I have to admit, you looked adorable swinging your sword until the greeting of the night and its stars.” She wistfully sighed, looking down at the necklace she gave you. “Your father was so proud when you came back for dinner that night.”

“My sword has always been a lifelong companion. I will even bring it to their castle.”

Your mother placed a hand on top of her chest, over her heart. “I hope you don’t unsheathe it in front of their royal family.”

You breathed a laugh. “No promises.”

The two of you talk about all the things that happened in your childhood, your laughs echoing through the hallways. The maids and the butlers bade you goodbye and safe travels as you passed by, never forgetting to nod in their direction in acknowledgment. You will miss their company for they saw you grow up before you decided to partake in the war. Almost all of them fussed over the mess you made while practicing your swordplay, cleaning up the broken vases and the mud on the carpeted floors. Even one of the apprentices of the Keeper of Books residing in the palace, Armin, enthusiastically waved at you, his friends flanking him for a visit in the kitchens. You didn’t miss how Eren directed an incredulous stare towards the blonde man, with Mikasa looking shocked at how easily the apprentice interacted with you in a public setting since your times with them only happened behind prying eyes.

You gave the three of them a huge smile that gave their faces a pretty rose shade.

Upon reaching the foyer, your father stood at the foot of the stairs along with the soldiers you acquainted in your time on the battlefield, sending a wave of warmth through your chest. His silver coat lined with gold details was a beacon and his white breeches were tucked in a pair of knee-length boots. His chest was decorated with his sash full of medallions, the kingdom insignia of lilac gladioluses and silver roses pinned on top of his heart. The king of Glaieul softened his eyes, crinkles appearing at the corners, at the sight of you and your mother descending on the stairs.

“My little flower,” was his greeting to you when you reached him.

“Father,” you breathed, picking up your skirts to settle in the embrace of waiting arms. You buried your figure against him, inhaling his scent of pine and rosewater, creating the last memory you will have of him. The two of you pulled away for a moment, your eyes watering at the sad visage your father sported. You felt the lightest brush of his kiss on your forehead.

“Now I’m becoming reluctant in sending you off,” he told you. “I felt guilty when I saw you fight against this during the council meeting. But it is what they offered and I have no say in the matter.”

“I know.”

“May the eternal spring never waver in your soul.”

You nodded before taking a step back, bowing with your knees on the marble floors. Your crown glinted against the light from the stained-glass windows, your hair forming a curtain around your face as you replied, “I will let it fester among the ballads and idylls they will offer. I will carry the name of Glaieul with faithfulness, honor, and grace.” You raised your head to meet your father’s eyes. “I promise to never deter the eternal spring.”

It would be that way until your last years in that kingdom. And as you rode the carriage with the soldiers you fought with guarding the vehicle with their lives on the line, you could only sigh and offer another round of prayers that this swerves in a more positive direction than what you were expecting. After a hefty journey across the bustling capital (people stopped by and waved your carriage goodbye, offering you flowers that one of the captains of the fleet, Levi, scowled at — you coaxed him that it was alright, though) to the hectares of meadows in the countryside, the sight of flowers mixed with emerald turned into a sea of teal as you entered the outskirts of Idylle, your betrothed’s home. Everything was bathed with the endemic species of grass solely blessed by the god of the winds on Idylle — legends say that it was because He wanted the kingdom that worshipped him to look different than the rest. No matter how much you deny it, it was beautiful.

“How are you faring, princess?”

Your daze was interrupted by a baritone voice, deep enough to alert some of the men around the carriage. His gray eyes provided you support during the war. You couldn’t help but smile at the onyx-haired man riding by your right window. “Hello, Captain Levi.”

“Tch. Drop the title, brat. You and I both know that the war made us friends somewhat.”

You let out a small laugh. “Well, Levi, to answer your question, I’m quite fine even though my parents just sold me to gain peace.”

Levi rose an eyebrow at the remark. “I am not one to have the capabilities to comfort someone but think of this as a way for you to help the kingdom without sacrificing your life for once. A nation without its heir is just like losing its king. I’ve seen you train when you’re starting as a squire and to the point when you got the position you deserve. This would be like a small walk in the gardens of your mother.” He fixated his stare on you, eyes dull yet determined to get his point across. “You have a role in every part of your life and this time, this is what the gods crafted for you. Do not fret, princess, you have more chances of being on the battlefield again.”

The words Levi spoke settled in you until you reached the capital of Idylle, a small island in the middle of a clear azure lake with walls resembling a huge castle. The bridge leading to the gates was lined with guards bearing the kingdom’s crest, all of them standing under the flapping flags bearing the symbol and colors of the royal family they serve — a harp surrounded by the colors of gold and blue. Their eyes warily followed the series of carriages, postures becoming stiff in the realization that the entourage holds the visitor their rivaling country sent. That was still the scenario when the series of carriages and horses passed by the marketplace, the vicinity on the lowest part of the walled capital, as if the wind even ceased to let the people gawk at the brightly-colored entourage making its way to the highest tier depicting mansions and the main plaza where their patron god stood tall and proud in front of the palace’s gates.

Everything looked magnificent.

It was a breath of fresh air from the glass castle you grew up in. Whereas your kingdom built a white, blinding home that withstood for hundreds of years, Idylle’s palace blended with the brick walls with its leveled mansard roofs and turrets. The gates were made of gold, welcoming you into a huge square of maze-like hedges, a fountain sitting in the middle of the labyrinth. Some gardeners stopped their daily chores to greet the carriages with a wave of their hat, seeing as you were going to be an addition to the royal family after the wedding in a few months. The steps leading to the main doors loomed in front of you with only a few servants waiting for you to step out of the carriage.

You took in a deep breath, nodding at Levi to open the door. When it swung open, you placed your hand on top of Levi’s as he guided you down the propped steps on the side of the carriage.

“Well,” Levi hummed from behind you, making you glance at him with a curious eye. “May the eternal spring never waver in your soul, Your Highness.” He bowed in front of you, only a dip of his head, a firm hand on his heart, and yet that was enough for you to reciprocate it with a kind smile.

“Safe travels back, Captain Levi. May the gods protect you.”

The servant boys standing on top of the stairs jumped an inch in the air, going down in fleeting steps to get your luggage when they realized they were staring too long at you. You smiled at them in gratitude before stepping inside the palace as the guards opened the huge, gilded double doors in front of you.

The inside was just elegant as the exterior appearance of the entire capital. Everything was bathed in gold that seemed to rival the Sun and it made you look away for a moment. The grand hall followed the kingdom’s colors, from the turquoise carpets leading towards two winding staircases to the golden ceilings decorated with paintings of cherubs and the story of how their god of the winds came to be. One of the servant boys slightly cleared his throat, snapping you out of your curiosity of the myths laid on the ceiling. You turned to him with raised eyebrows, spurring him to whisper a faint, “Follow us, Your Highness.” They led you through hallways hung with tapestries and paintings, drawing rooms where the queen hosted her tea parties (Levi would have loved it), and ballrooms that have the same aesthetic as the foyer. Finally, you stopped in front of one of the apartments in the palace, the servant boy who told you to follow them brightened at the guard stationed there.

“Reiner!”

You waited patiently and let your eyes roam across the hallway.

“Hello, Falco, Udo.” The man, Reiner, smiled at the young boys before turning to you. He placed a hand on his heart and bowed. “Welcome to Gale, the capital of Idylle, Your Highness.”

“Thank you for the welcome,” you replied, motioning for him that it was quite alright to straighten his posture. “The palace looks lovely.”

“Indeed, it is.” Reiner opened the doors of your room and once again bowed with an outstretched hand towards the room. “Here are your chambers and I will be your guard for the entirety of your stay here in the palace, Your Highness.” You muttered a faint ‘thank you’ as you entered a drawing room with a door to the private chambers on the left and the bathrooms to the right. There was a table fit for two people, armchairs, and drawers with vases on top. A huge floor-to-ceiling window illuminated the room, your feet carrying you there to open them, and letting the wind caress the curtains as they danced in the breeze. “If you ever need anything, you can call for my name and I will be here in an instant. Your chambermaid will be up here in a moment to help you prepare for the family dinner. For now, rest well, Your Highness.”

“Thank you, Reiner, Falco, Udo,” you smiled, retreating towards the private chambers.

You let out a sigh and stared at nothing for a few moments. It came down to this. To think that you were in enemy lands and was treated so well without any degradation came as a shock to you. The people so far that radiated negativity at your arrival were the guards stationed at the bridge and some of the townsfolk and nobles parading in the streets. As you think about the servant boys and Reiner’s calmness in receiving you in the palace, you immediately thought that it would be better than you expected.

You took off your heels under your dress, mind racing that this wouldn’t be so bad, and plopped on top of your canopied bed, its baby blue curtains protecting you from unknown disturbances and drowning you in a rapid of dreams.

The dinner didn’t go so well as you expected.

You donned a more suitable dress for indoor use, something that doesn’t include forcing your figure in a tight corset and yet presentable enough to be shown in the family dinner. You even placed a circlet of silver flowers on your head to compensate for the dull dress you chose, the description fitting after one of the chambermaids expressed their perplexity at how simple regarding design your dress has. Your light blue skirts fanned out around you as you made your way to one of the grand dining rooms reserved for family use. The choice of the color of the dress should be enough to express that you are willing to be on good terms with the family of the person you will marry.

But your first meeting with Annie Leonhart was interestingly disappointing.

Before departing from your kingdom, you learned the royal family and even Idylle’s customs. You learned how they always valued freedom and expression above all else, compared to your home that valued their ties with the gods more than the idea of getting rid of the shackles placed by your deities. You learned how they have this festival dedicated to celebrating the love they share with their patron god and how it spanned for half a month.

Finally, you learned about the indifferent Crown Heir of Idylle, the young woman with the piercing blue oceanic eyes sitting in front of you at the dinner table. She was known for building up walls that discouraged some of her engagements with other royalties across the continent. She was so closed off that she didn’t even glance in your direction for one second. Her hair was done in an elaborate bun wrapping around her head in a braid, her small, thin diadem resting against her golden hair. Annie kept her gaze on her plate, even playing with her food mindlessly for a couple of minutes before sighing and taking a bite of the chicken the maids served. No conversation was exchanged and the dinner ultimately became one of the most awkward meals you had. The king even tried to engage his daughter for casual talk but Annie dismissed them with a hum.

The queen had to apologize to you several times after the dinner, with Annie huffing at the back and eager to get out of the room. Despite how much she was against this engagement, you still bowed at her before you retreated to your room.

Now dressed in your nightgown, you stared at the canopy of your bed, already missing your home the more you fixed your attention on the bundled-up curtains. You badly needed to hit a straw dummy with your sword to let out your frustrations. Of all the royalties present in your continent, why did it have to be you that was shipped to this measly forced marriage? There were still so many solutions that could lead to a peace treaty but why was this the only one the kings and queens could present to their courts? A sigh escaped your chest once again at the thought of actually getting to know Annie. You laid on your side, curling your legs towards your chest and prayed that the god of dreams will visit you sooner than expected.

A knock reverberated through your chambers, the sound making you sit up.

You went to the receiving room and opened the door. You kept the small hitch of your breath in your chest at the sight of Annie and her half-lidded eyes. There was no one in the hallways. You figured that she sent Reiner away for some privacy, meeting the blue irises you likened to brilliant sapphires.

“What brings you here, Your Highness?” you asked, opening the door wider.

“Annie.” She saw how your eyebrows raised in surprise. “Call me Annie, we’re betrothed after all.”

“Of course.” You smiled. “Annie,” you tested her name softly, missing the way she inhaled too sharply at your voice.

Annie reciprocated the gesture by saying your name. The two of you stared at each other and it felt like an eternity before she looked away to focus on the receiving room behind you. She noticed how your eyes held kindness underneath the star-like shine even though she showed hostility during your first dinner with her family. Your hair was disheveled and it didn’t take her a minute to realize she might have woken you up from a good night’s rest. The journey from Glaieul to Idylle was a long one. You deserve all the rest you can get, “I apologize if I woke you up but I feel like I should do this before dragging it out.” You once again raised an eyebrow so she took out a leather box, opening it to reveal a ring with a holographic gem showing teal and pink in the middle. The Leonhart family ring. “Here.”

“Oh.”

You were gawking at the beautiful piece of jewelry, with Annie taking the matter in her own hands. She took the ring out of the box and pocketed the container. Her hand reached out to hold your palm against hers, sliding the ring in your ring finger. Your hand still hovered in front of you after Annie retracted hers to find their place by her side. She continued to eye your mesmerized visage with a half-lidded gaze, clearing her throat to catch your attention. You turned to her with a small apology for spacing out.

“It’s fine,” Annie waved off. “It’s yours starting today.” She turned away from you and went down the hallways but not before saying a “Good night, [Name].”

The entire week of your stay in Idylle was uneventful, to say the least.

Annie kept her distance from you after that night she gave you their family ring. It left you thinking that you should also gift her the [Last Name] ring your family treasured for centuries. The ring was placed in a small cushioned jewelry box that you opened and propped on one of your night tables. Your conscience was telling you to give it to her but there wasn’t exactly any moment alone with her let alone just passing by her in the hallways. The blonde princess made it her mission to never let your fates meet the more time you spent in the capital. You then decided that she probably didn’t want this engagement to happen.

But she gave you the ring. Wasn’t that a strong signal that Annie accepted you as her betrothed, unlike the others before you?

You shook that thought as you focused on giving consecutive hits on the dummy in front of you. Two days before, you proposed to the king to let you have a moment alone in the training grounds for about two hours or so to keep you in shape. He reluctantly agreed, but not without a side stare at the queen. They heard of your glorious feats during the war, how you managed to become one of the Commanders of a battalion of soldiers tasked with being in the frontlines and how you won constant ambushes against Idylle’s numbers. Two hours of training became three until here you are, still not stopping as you finished every single dummy in the private training grounds. With your day spent outside, you thought it would be nice to have a nice dip in the bathtub before dinner.

In your walk towards your chambers, you spotted Annie in one of the drawing rooms, sitting in the window seats with a book of war tactics in hand. You recognized the author as one of the revolutionaries mentioned to you by your tutor.

“That’s a nice book,” you couldn’t help but mention. Annie turned to you unfazed by your interruption though there was a glint of interest in her eyes. “The book mostly describes battle formations but I think the author likened it to every situation on the battlefield. For instance, the phalanx was native to the empire of Great Findara and it was great for preventing casualties until it was overpowered by the infantry tactic of the city nation of Khisfire where every man has a role and a weapon depending on their group. The latter was more on the long-range yet melee way of taking back the territory.”

Annie hummed. “Do royal tutors of Glaieul teach this to their students?”

“Oh, no. I learned it while taking on the role of a squire.”

She once again hummed. “It completely slipped my mind that you are one of the Commanders in your military. You were ruthless as the folks in the noble plaza say, blood tainting your hands from doing raids in the border villages of Idylle.” Her tone was like a jab to your side, like an arrow tearing through your skin. “I know it was a time of war and desperate times call for desperate measures but our people didn’t deserve to experience the massacres.”

“They were far from being massacres,” you gritted your teeth.

Annie scoffed. “Then what were they? Because that’s what it looks like to me. I can still remember the story two years ago of a young girl wearing her lilac cape in the bloodbath, eyes so dull that you can see your reflection on it. What’s to say that this engagement is a hoax plotted by your parents to assassinate my family for you to win a territory you greatly needed because of the resources?” She closed her book with too much force, bitterly spitting out the next words, “The apple doesn’t fall from the tree as the saying goes.”

“If you question my being here then why did you give me your family ring, Annie?” you asked, your body now facing the tense young woman by the window. You cursed at how the light made her look angelic like the girl the god of the winds sacrificed his life to before he ascended to the heavens. “This peace treaty is everything my family wanted even though hundreds of our soldiers died in vain for not meeting the ends of what they fought for. If you’re saying that my parents placed me in an undercover predicament to add to the weight of deaths on my shoulders, I suggest you tell your father to put a stop to our betrothal. Because I don’t even want to be here, Your Highness, and it would do me such a huge honor. I would rather spend my time out with my fellow soldiers than pretending I’m some dainty princess my family sheltered when in fact, I was anything but that.

“Have a good day and I hope you enjoy the rest of the book. Chapter ten was a personal favorite of mine,” you dismissed, turning towards the direction of the apartments.

Once you reached your door, Reiner straightened his posture, faltering for a second when he noticed the cross look on your face. He chose not to say anything as he opened the door for you. You took off your boots right beside one of the armchairs of the receiving room and immediately went inside your private chambers. The glint of the ring on your night table mocked you. You stomped over the furniture and forcefully closed the small jewelry box, throwing the container inside one of the drawers.

Maybe sleep will be much kinder to you, the sheets enveloping you in an embrace you wish your mother can only give in this time of need.

You were radiant under the harsh heat of the Sun.

Annie was scheduled to have a free slot in her timetable after being included in one of the court meetings regarding the resiliency plan of some of the villages in the borders that managed to survive the Glaieulian raids. She suggested that the villages should be moved to one of the more remote villages nearer the capital, where the terrain is suitable for growing crops and starting small farms. There wouldn’t be an issue with overpopulation because the recommended village was home to the elderly and children. The newly situated families will also aid the old people as they go about their mundane activities. It was a sound suggestion and her father was also considering it. Annie hoped that would be the case as she scribbled a small note on a piece of paper. After the meeting, she stopped by one of the windows overlooking the training grounds, and there you are.

Your small argument that happened a few days before stirred some guilt in Annie’s stomach.

You weren’t even part of the raids she was talking about. They were led by a commander by the name of Erwin Smith. The stories about you that she heard were from Idyllic soldiers that suffered a lot during the war, not from the people of the villages Erwin raided. Annie couldn’t deny it but she did step out of the line by accusing you of being an assassin. That was too far-fetched. She was just stuck in her suspicions when she was supposed to be getting to know you.

All she knew about you was that you were adept with a sword and can name any tactic written in books about wars.

Annie saw a maid cleaning one of the vases in the hallway. “Miranda.”

The maid turned around, curtsying in a haste before patting her uniform. “What can I do for you, Your Highness?”

“Can you prepare a tray of iced apple juice and some cakes?”

“Of course, Your Highness.”

Annie nodded. “And can you place this note on the tray and deliver it to [Name]’s room?”

The maid was taken aback. “Well, it would be my pleasure, Princess.”

“Thank you.” With that, Annie walked away without a glance back.

Curious eyes followed the princess’ form, the maid finding herself looking at your figure sparring with Reiner and a smile instantly greeted her face. This could be a turning point in the betrothal because she could’ve sworn Annie had a small blush on her cheeks at the mention of the other princess.

After your training, a tray of sweets and a pitcher with glasses of apple juice awaited you in your receiving room. You wanted to ask Reiner if he asked some of the chambermaids to prepare the afternoon snack but a folded note caught your eye. With one hand gripping the towel around your shoulders, you read the note, your face warming up at the short yet endearing sentence.

Indulge in these, they taste better after a good training session.

Maybe this wasn’t so bad after all, you thought as you munched on a sprinkled cookie.

Her eyes kept following a trail of gold tulle, silks, and laces, never looking away the moment her blue eyes laid themselves upon a beauty that rivaled the goddess of oneiric realms, the most ethereal goddess of the heavens. You were dressed in an off-shoulder gown with loose sleeves reaching your elbow, the bodice carefully wrapping around your torso in the most flattering way possible, and skirts adorned with silver gems. In a sea of aristocrats with fabulous dresses, you were a sight to behold in this ball dedicated to commemorate the truce between Glaieul and Idylle as well as announce the engagement between the two countries. You were starlight personified, shining in Annie’s eyes under the lights of tens of chandeliers in the ballroom.

You were on the other side of the ballroom, laughing with your friends from your home kingdom. There was a tall brunette that seemed to be star-struck because of you just like Annie, a black-haired young woman who was smiling slightly, and a blonde who was engaged in an animated conversation with you. Your smiles were refreshing, to say the least, Annie seeing it for the first time since you came to their palace. Your laughs are genuine and it came out of you so easily when in the company of your friends.

Annie visibly stiffened when you turned around and smiled at her, gesturing for her to come to join the small huddle. Your three friends tensed noticeably at her half-lidded stare, with you reassuring them that she’s not that indifferent all the time.

As if sensing Annie’s hesitance, Reiner chuckled behind her. “You know, it wouldn’t hurt to introduce yourself to them, Your Highness.”

“I’m getting to that, Reiner.”

A laugh came from the blonde man. “She’s good for you. That much I can tell. The kindest soul I’ve ever met in my life.”

Again, guilt pooled in Annie’s chest. Those words are the opposite of what she spewed out to you the last time you talked. She called you a power-hungry monster who ravaged the war with no care on your shoulders. She didn’t even apologize yet. Annie sighed, “I know.” Then, she pulled up her skirts, navigated the ballroom, and stopped directly beside you. Her blue eyes scrutinized the three people you grew up with, with the brunette and black-haired woman stepping a small step forward to assert their dominance while the blonde pinched their backs to warn them not to step out of line in another kingdom. “Hello.” She transferred her eyes on you afterward, placing a gentle hand on the small of your back and rubbing it in a comforting motion. “I hope you enjoyed the ball so far.” Those words were directed to you.

You only nodded with a smile. “Annie, this is Eren, Mikasa, and Armin. They’re my friends when I was growing up in the glass castle.” Annie nodded. “Everyone, this is Annie, my fiancé.”

“We know,” Eren, the long-haired man in a low ponytail murmured with his arms crossed over his broad chest.

“Eren,” Armin reprimanded. He smiled at a stone-faced Annie. “Thank you for making [Name] happy! I can sense that she has a different air around her while we talked. It must be because of you.”

Annie stayed quiet, her hand coming into a still on the small of your back. It was a good thing her left hand was hidden away because they would immediately think that you didn’t accept the engagement. She glanced at the ring nestling in your finger, a perfect match against the golden train of your dress. Realizing that she created an awkward stretch of silence, Annie could only nod wordlessly before shifting her attention to you again. It seems like you’re the only one who can calm her nerves down inside the vast ballroom. She never took her gaze on you even as you continued the conversation between your friends.

Her mind was fogged with thoughts of only you throughout the ball.

The two of you excused yourself from the trio when Annie’s father called for everyone’s attention from the front of the huge chambers. “Everyone, kind souls and pure-hearted people of the continent, since tonight is all for enjoyment, the waltz of the ball will now commence.” His blue eyes went to his daughter, standing at the side of his throne. “The moment everyone is waiting for — the first waltz.”

She rehearsed this too many times for when a proper betrothal comes into play but why is her hand shaking when she outstretched it in front of you? You must have felt it because you flashed a comforting smile her way. The two of you went to the middle of the ballroom, the guests staring expectantly at the birth of a romance. They were wrong because you hate her and she hates you. Right? Her hatred for you will never waver for killing her people even though you look like a descended goddess with the lights of the chandeliers raining on you. Hatred must be fueling her heart to beat faster than ever, why she seemed to trip over her skirts and how her words stumbled in her tongue. That must be it.

The dance slowly made its way to the part where she struggled, dipping you as gracefully as she can. Before it happened, you whispered to her, “Please don’t make me fall.”

Annie’s voice was soft, for your ears only. “I promise, my princess.”

It truly was a birth of a romance, the two of you unaware of it all.

“Come on, Reiner!” You shouted at him from across the training field. “Come at me with all you’ve got.”

The blonde man hesitantly shifted into position as he eyed you. “Are you sure, princess? I wouldn’t want to hurt you.” He remembered the threatening look he received from Annie before this training session and he would like all of his limbs intact, thank you very much. “I just don’t want your chambermaid to nag me again after last time.” He managed a cut on your arm your previous session and you had to wear a long-sleeved dress in such stifling weather.

You scoffed lightheartedly. “I can handle it, Reiner. You don’t have to worry about it. Plus, I can dress my wounds perfectly.”

Reiner didn’t believe that. Your skills in covering up your wounds were lacking despite being a soldier. The most you could do was apply some salve on your bruises, that was it. He had no choice because the past month he spent his days with you, you were like a persistent little child that reminded him of his younger cousin. He hoped that you two wouldn’t meet. “Alright, here I go, Your Highness.”

Parry after parry could be heard in the private training field. You were doing fine in deflecting Reiner’s sword but your ankle immediately ached after shifting your body, leaning back to avoid the sharp edge of the knight’s weapon. You let out a huff as you dropped on the ground, jolting when Reiner called for you to stay alert. Seeing the glint of his sword, you rolled away and the pain on your ankle flared, even more, traveling through your calf. It also didn’t help that you received a cut on the side of your bandaged arm. You picked yourself up despite the throbbing pain on your ankle and arm, now being on the defensive as Reiner continuously struck you with his sword. He then circled his weapon around yours, throwing your sword on the side and pushing you to the ground with the tip of his weapon. That was the time where your ankle finally twisted into a sprain.

“Ah!”

“Princess?” Reiner’s tone became alarmed, dropping to your level and taking off your boots in an instant. His hands ghosted around your swollen ankle, not knowing what to do. “Gods, Annie’s going to kill me!”

“Annie?” You asked between pants. “What does this have to do with her?”

He only shook his head, carrying you in his arms and into the palace. His steps were hurried and the maids gasped at the sight of your red ankle. “Please prepare a bucket of ice and bring it to Princess [Name]’s private chambers.” He turned to you. “Hang on for a moment, Your Highness, we’re nearing your room. Just a little bit more.” Reiner entered your room and gently placed you on your bed. “I’m going to be taking off your other shoe, Your Highness.”

“Reiner, I think I’ll take it from here.”

Reiner stiffened, slowly turning his head to the entrance of your private chambers. Annie was impatiently standing with a bucket of ice in both hands, eyes glacially set on the blonde man kneeling on the floor in front of your confused form. She didn’t care if Reiner trembled in front of her. She vividly remembered telling the knight to never hurt you (she didn’t see the cut you had last training session because Annie was in another court meeting involving the incoming tax collection of various villages). Annie glanced at your ankle, barely grimacing at the state of it before gesturing for Reiner to get out of the room. The large blonde man took his leave, bowing at the two of your hastily and closing the doors with finality.

Annie mimicked Reiner’s position, kneeling in one knee to place your injured foot on her thigh. She didn’t wear any dresses for the day and it made her look dashing. The image implanted itself in your brain. Her hands are gentle against your skin, your cheeks flaring at the contact. Her features were contorted in a downturned one that showed how bothered she was.

“How did this happen?”

Your eyes settled on the top drawer of your nightstand. “I dodged Reiner’s blow and I twisted my ankle in the process.”

“You should be more careful.”

“I’m always careful.”

Annie scoffed. “That’s clearly obvious.” She said nothing more while dipping your foot in the ice bath. She lifted her head too fast when you winced at the coldness of the water. “Deal with it. We wouldn’t want this to be worse than it already is.”

“Thanks for the concern,” you dryly mentioned.

“What makes you think that my being worried is all fake?” You’re silent, Annie choosing the moment to continue the words she didn’t have any control over. “When the maids prepared this bucket of ice in the kitchens, I was out of the council meeting. When I saw then bringing this up to your chambers, I was alarmed and my mind was a mess of thoughts concerning what happened to you.” At each word, her face held a multitude of emotions that you never saw on her. Her lips became pursed whilst you wordlessly stared at her. “I am not pretending to care for you. How could I pretend when I’m already feeling foreign emotions when it comes to you? It’s my first time feeling this way so I don’t know if I can categorize this as falling in love. But it feels like it. So, for the love of the gods, can’t you see that I’m rambling because of you?”

You didn’t reply, instead, you reached out to the drawer where you kept that ring.

“What are you doing? You should be still right now.”

You pulled out the jewelry box and flipped it open, showing the blonde the ring fashioned in a vine, the centerpiece being a group of small gladiolus flowers with diamonds in their centers.

Annie’s cheeks reddened, flustered at the pretty jewelry. “What?”

Words never came out of you as you took Annie’s left hand. The ring looked pretty on her, the two of you admiring it after you slid the engagement jewelry in her ring finger.

“I now accept you as my fiancé, my future lover, and holder of my heart. Annie Leonhart, may our eternal spring bloom for centuries, and may your god of the winds bless us with his idyllic ballads.” Annie’s eyes were wide and you can see your reflection on them, along with constellations that lit up her irises. You placed your forehead against hers, looking straight into her flushed face. “They were right, this is the birth of a romance.”

And as you two kissed for the first time, the gods were rejoicing in their thrones, each of your prayers answered — your love finally etched in a whimsical melody.

#annie #annie leonhart x reader #attack on titan #attack on titan x reader #aot x reader #princess!reader #shingeki no kyoujin x reader #shingeki no kyojin #snk #snk x reader #annie leonhart x you

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buggaberry · 4 years ago

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ML Blog Appreciation Day!!

ohuuhuhoho i heard it was that day,,, and imma comin’ to appreciATE AHAHAHAHAA

@seasonofthegeek oh my heckin’ goodness she was like,,, one of my first favorite writers in the fandom and then I eventually joined a discord server with her and she’s the sweetest darn bean my gosh she’s talented and like draws too and gAH--

@secretagentspydetectiveninja waHAHAHA im loVE you ur so amazing and sweet and fun 2 talk with, aish’s writing is also mMM yes 10/10 and the amount of iconic things they’ve made is kfkjhkajshdf

@nolongervoid the sweetest beaN!!!!! Also the thing’s she’s written are aaaaaaaahhhh, real good (and u never let me let go of the daping thing >:|) love u~~~

@jattendschaton iM LITERALLY--- they’re like the sweetest human being on the planet I literally, I caNNot. They have done the most adorable cosplays of Ladybug, Marinette, and Adrien, I always loved them so so much. Their writing is also amazing, they’re so sweet and delightful to read (and they always have the absolute sweetest tags on all their reblogs my goodness).

@adrienaline-rushed-art I’ve known u since I was like,,,, 14??? 15?? My goSH, but regardless, you’ve grown so much as an artist and as a writer and I absolutely adore everything you create, I feel like I don’t express that enough. An amazing bean.

@lesslinette hhhhhh she could steal my soul and I’d say thank you omygod her art is-- aaaAAAA and she an absolute sweetheart.

@marinoodles aaaa ur so goofy and fun and just like adsfjhdh sO nice, quality meme-age also im lvoe u

@megatraven veR sweet im love they made quite a few really cute drawings and stuff and aaaa i met chu long ago but u are amazinnng

@mikauzoran iM CAN’T MY GOD I COULD SCREAM ABOUT YOU FOR HOURS I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. Literally sO talented, knows how to get you in the feeLS, beautiFUL writing, and just ajdsfljads such a sweetheart, I would go back and read her works hundreds of times.

@mireilletan yOU, anoTher talented and amazing writer but also amazing artist gaAAAhhh I love the way you akjdflakjd WORDS. Yes. And you’re super duper nice and aaaaaaa I loaf yuo qAq

@ominousunflower i love u and our hamster so much aaaaa, but for real he just writes,,,, so good. You can stab me in the heart a thousand times and make me cry or feel super duper soft and hnnggg when I teLL you these people are literal writing goALS--- so preTTY

@galahadwilder Very sweet! Also writes so good I love, my goodness the talent

@thewritewolf if u wanna read some fluff he is like tHe place to go, I don’t generally read a lot of fluff but aa a a a aaggh I love it a lot

@overworkedunderwhelmed I’ve read quite a few of ur things and they’re so a a a a!!!! They’ve been here for a long time and honestly they make some mmmm yes quality stuffs i yes love

@tides-miraculous aaAAA gotta stan the nino content and all the muslimah miraculous wielders, they’re and incredible artist, I was always in awe of their works

@thelastpilot moAR NINO-- I love their writing very very much, as well as their art qAq

@botherkupo agaiN YES writing is vER gUUD and I lovE theM they are so sweet

@chatalyst they post so many iconic things oh my goD, she also writes verY good and is mucho skillzzz

@chataclysmes ahHAHAA rarepair heaveN?? Also very nice!!! And!!! Amazing artist!!! Whom I love!!!! Very much!!!!!! Yes!!!!!

@discoveringmiraculousartist OH MY GOD THEY’RE SO SWEET they’re doing the work of like ajdsfadlskjfhmy godsh. If you wanna find new ml artists you go thERE, they honestly do so much, they do so much work, and they’re so kind and my goodness gracious me oh my

@landturtlealyce wAAAAHHH VERY GOOD ARTIST VERY SWEET BEAN all the heartus

@fizzyarts i cry at the skill, like,,,,, their art good g od

@siderealscribblings a verY good writer, they’re so good at like interpreting characterization and emotions it’s like jfhadskjffj oh my guacamole

@masilvi the living heck moar talent artist the ladrien is VERY GOOD in this house i love u

@chatnoirinette ur so sweet oml, and also verY good art, you’ve improved so much and I love ur writing too qAq

@zeknoir the l u kadrien my dude also u have nice writing and u are nice aaaa X3

@marikittynoir huAHAAHA more cute art!!!!! also a sweet!!!!! i lub

@emsylcatac wAHhahasdkjadsfh I love u so much ur so talented kjafndsjfn

@bugaboo-n-bananoir u ver skill!!! ver nice!!! i lubu

@janaikam she has some neatO writing and I like a lot and she’s honestly a really amazing person too I-- aaaaaa <3

@bugabisous VERY AMAZE TALENT GIF makeR and sweet bean

(o goodness gracious this is getting long and im loosing braincells but there’s so many >:O I’m gonna cut here but if ur under the cut I don’t lobu u less or anything I just don’t wanna abuse the people who see me on their dash)

@honeychats THEY HONESTLY HAVE DRAWN SOME PRETTY DARN CUTE THINGS and they are ver nice!!!!!!

@yeet-noir gAAAAHHHH i love yo so much I kid u not ur iconic

@amimons aaahhahahaa talented artist and so kind!!!!!!!!

@lllluka WAHHHHHHHHHH I LOVE THEIR ART SERIOUSLY

@terrible-miraculous-ladybug-aus thamk yuo so much for all the times you made me wheeze so hard my lungs came out

@leviaana your art!!!! is so good I love the way you color SO MUCH it’s so pretty and soft!!!!!

@sweetsweetsweetie hnnnngggg ur ability to make backgrounds god I wish it was contagious and ur comics are so good!!!!!

@wintertundra-art hmhnmnmgf they do vberry good art and aaa their trans!au is the best

@ladybeug i just o my gosh i love them so much their art and just-- can i die 4 u

@ladyblargh they’ve done so many iconic things i--

@buggachat if ur not following her already i--- aMAZING art, quALITY content YES.

@yunyin WAAAAHH MORE SUPER DUPER AMAZING ART I LOVE YOU SO MUCH YOUR SO SWEET AND HHDSNFND AAHHHH

@therealscribblingmama I have so many of their things bookmarked, they are a reaLLy good writer

@miracu-less such CuTE art im in lots of love

aaAAAAA alas im getting tired but there’s probably like a bAJILLION more i really am sorry if i didn’t get you or anything like that because I do genuinely lob yuo. if u ever made lukadrien content or smth 10/10 all the screams for you u might not see like ur account but I definitely saw what u made and cried over it bc i like live in that tag 50% of the time

@megs-ils you seem to be very nice and you make so much art I’m honestly baffled and it’s also really good, like,,,,, much skill

@amyahue AAHAHAHAAHAH so cuteeee their art is so cuteeee and it makes my heart go kaboom

@tizzymcwizzy ohmygod I love the way they draw chat its so cute and like the winGS and the DHAHDBAKFSM yEs

#ml blog appreciation #ml positivity week #i love all you guys so much words couldn't even describe #i kinda loose my words really fast sorry about that #this is why #i dont write as much anymore asdjfkladsjlfkjads #agghhh you guys all give me reasons to stay in the fandom #im also positive i missed people so i genuinely am sorry if i missed you #is like midnight #BUT THE AMOUNT OF TALENT #IS INCOMPREHENSIBLE HERE #theres also a chance i missed u cos u might not be active or into ml or something like that

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icharchivist · 4 years ago

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i just finished the summer troupe arc and I’m buzzing ahhh tenma’s entire arc!! wow!! and then when he goes and just nails it on closing night... love that for him!! also I literally screamed w/ yuki’s thank you at the end bc like. when I first watched the water me! play I was like “aw I kind of wish we could’ve seen something like a genuine thank you at the end” and then when it Actually Happened my heart just about stopped. i think also that like this arc was more super focused on one character rly growing and developing? like other characters had their moments and such but like tenma had like a whole story going through like the whole thing. i think it works super well bc spring troupe kinda like established the conflict and the struggle already so like the stuff is different now? which is like... obviously that’s good. anyways im so hype for autumn troupe! omi seems like a sweetheart + super excited for juza. and I want to know like. what the fuck is up with banri lol.... like my impression of that but was that im p sure juza was literally just watching some theatre. and then banri just walked up like “pokemon trainer rules. our eyes met so we’re gonna fight” ahhh I’m so excited to know what’s going on lol

AAHH WELCOME WELCOME!!!

God the Summer chapter made me such a mess when i first read it, their growth!!! gaaah so good!!

And yes!!! Tenma’s entiere arc was so beautiful!!! Like yeah he started as a prick but the story gives you all the reasons why he’s like that while also showing you how much he can grow with a little push if he just opens up to others a little and im HHHHHHHH Tenma... Tenma... crying over Tenma hours....

AND RIGHT GODD THAT YUKI THANK YOU WAS SO GOOD. Closing night for Water Me was honestly the best thing ever i’m still crying over it. Like it’s esp amazing compared to the previous nights and basically the “we are all covering for you Tenma” that lead Tenma to just. go. “so i’ll show everyone what your greatest strength are” especially with how he was so quick to belittle them when he met them.... good lord i have tears just thinking about it, like, it’s even more glaring when it comes to how he treated Muku and how Muku grew too and HHHHHH summer troupe feelies.

But yeah you’re also right. Tbh i do think the first Spring Chapter was a little simpler, mostly because it was already heavy with the base threat that was the theater closing so they couldn’t clog too much conflict in it at first. (though Itaru almost leaving... that bastard... *waves fist to sky*). In the end Spring mostly focused in the group dynamic than on one character especially.

Meanwhile yeah, Summer had a looot of focus on Tenma, but it’s also bc as a leader the fact he didn’t start out too well (compared to Sakuya who had problems being confident enough to speak up, Tenma was just. Not really helpful at first, until he learnt how to) meant there was more focus on his growth.

I do think also just in general especially when the troupes are just formed they have to rely on their leaders a lot as they’re kinda the ones giving you the idea of what each troupes are supposed to bring, and how their growth is having a positive impact on the rest of the troupe to encourage their growth.

Either way, not to be too annoying about the events (i totally am too annoying dfhd) but the events are like 11 episodes long so they’re quite short but they generally focus on two characters (still the rest have important stuff to do but generally you watch out who are the two who are Getting Development This Time), and when it comes to the play events, it generally focus on who is the lead and who is the co-lead as well as their dynamic. so it’s also why i kinda bitch about the fact the events are so hard to unlock if you haven’t unlocked them back when they came out because each events really dive in a little more in each characters. (vague exemple: Misumi backstory is in his event). So Main Plot Stories generally try to focus a bit on every troupe’s members with generally more focus on their leaders, especially to highlight the troupe’s dynamic, and the events allow for more in depth characterization of others characters. (that and the backstages ofc)

(so yeah my offer to give you a recording of the events once you’re done with chap 4 is still up - might even give you some laid back reading with no stress while unlocking act 2)

ANYWAY NEXT ON IS AUTUMN.... That’s gonna be something.

OMI... YEAH... Juzaaaaaaa... even Banri..... aaaahhh i love them...

and then banri just walked up like “pokemon trainer rules. our eyes met so we’re gonna fight”

Most accurate description of Banri i’ve ever seen and you’ve barely met him this is fantastic DLKFJDLFKD

I hope you’ll enjoy the ride at least ;O

I’m so glad you seem to have liked Summer that much!! I hope you’ll get to enjoy more and more as it goes!

Take care and good luck and i’m always available if you need to ramble ;O

#aaah it makes me so so so so happy aaaaaa #ichafantalks a3 #sonnets-of-beauty #ichareply

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hi! it's your secret santa 🎅 i just have some questions so i can get some ideas for your gift: do you have any quotes or lyrics that you associate with ballum? any favourite scenes? favourite colours? thanks! 🎄

(I’m so so sorry this took so long to answer im terrible at answering asks lmao)

Ahhh im so excited about this!!

Okay so in general for music, there’s a lot of songs by the artist Sleeping at Last that strike me as very ballum. A particular one though is Three, and the line-

My greatest failures on display with an asterisk- worthy of love anyway

(i just really love that line and that song hhhhh it’s very good) but in general a lot of the stuff by sleeping at last is very good for ballum imo (i can also suggest turning page and touch)

I have a lot of favourite scenes but honestly i really love the mutual i love you scene cus it’s beautiful, and pretty much anything with them and lexi. i also really love the scene of ben in the middle of the square after the kidnapping like crying and calling out for callum (ive talked so much about how beautiful and sybolic i think this scene is so i wont repeat myself but hhhhhh)

alsoo!!! so much of seige week!! the scenes of after ben got shot and callum holding him and crying!!! i adore that. (oh and also the soulmates shit they did for anniversary week bc that’s my favourite week of ee ever sorry i’ll stop now)

favourite colours are definitely yellow/gold and blue, although if you’re thinking edit wise i adore a colour/black and white contrast (i have such a think for colours in edit and i think thats so beautiful)

im super excited about this and again im sorry this took a while to respond to but thank you!! feel free to leave any more questions you have hehe <3

#ballum secret santa #answered asks #anon

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mingi-bubu · 5 years ago

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Watch “Youth With You” with Me!

Episode 6 Part 2

and we’re back!

i have my water, my phone is plugged in, i perhaps will have a schnack at some point who’s to say

as mark lee would say, lezgeddit

i know i used it on the previous post but i forgot to edit it out and am too lazy to do so akdjsalkdj

next to the stage is one of the dance groups!!!

cai ming wasn’t that their mentor group name kadjkf

but yeah jolin and minghao are going to introduce them!!

part of me hopes that it’s mingming/shenshen/guan yue/wenxuan’s group and yes it is a selfish ploy to get more mingming in glasses thank you for asking

noisiest ones???

ooohhhh turn up

oh my god im so excited

it is the grFUCK MINGMING LOOKS SO GOOD I

WHERE’S THAT PICTURE ABOUT I ONCE SAW A MAN SO BEAUTIFUL I STARTED CRYING BC THAT’S ME HE ELP

HHHHHH

Ok breathing time lets breathe jae

ngl guan yue kinda reminds me of x-exo suho wiht this hairstyle

i miss suho...

anyways

weNXUAN PLEASE OH MY GOD

YUEHUA IF YOU DON’T FUCKING DO SOMETHING WITH HIM I SWEAR TO GOD

mingming and xuannie’s jeans are ripped i

guys im really going thru it

have i really not seen this stage before??? like im going thru my brain files for any rememberance of this outfits on them but like

i know i’ve seen shenshen’s but

not the other three

their fucking name is go crazy and they popped their jackets off their shoulders i hate six (6) men

su yuhang drop that eye makeup look please i need to know

shenshen is so cuteee

yin shi looks like minghao a lil bit

xuannie looks just

*chef’s kiss*

mingming *pleading emoji*

those stylists deserve not just one or two but several raises

he’s got the gray contacts in, his hair is messy neat, his eye makeup is emphasizing his feline features

ugh they really said we are going to make everyone go crazy (hehehehe no pun intended) and wreck any biases that existed

they hhhhh they put hanhan in pink eyeshadow i need several minutes

@baobeejun is dead to me bc she didn’t forewarn me about any of this

guan yue is so cute!!! his lil wave after their introductions *insert smile with hearts*

minghao: ok well have fun! don’t get hurt :)

excuse me??? just how complicated is the choreo that you have to say that sir??

training montage time

give me mingming in glasses

thank you iqiyi

kjfasadjfas wenxuan’s facial expressions i love to see it

theyre both ready to swing on each other adjfasdk

are they

oh my god

guan yue really just said that’s the fate of a capricorn and a gemini im screaming

hold on i need to google something

ok yeah that’s hilarious

aslkdfjl;aksd shenshen leaning away from them like “idk them bro :\”

eunhyuk and yesung right here i swear to god akjdfalsdk

i have to download this episode simply to post the clip of them edited to look like a cat and dog

aldksfjal;sdkf

while looking up something for a post i may or may not have made about mingming and xuannie i found out that wenxuan is a 99 liner and a gemini and as a 99 liner and a scorpio i just gotta say mingming never stood a chance to not get annoyed by him dsja;sldjf

also is wenxuan’s hair green???

did we already go over this???

i literally do not recall

adskfjasldfjasld

Wenxuan: can you be kind?

Guan Yue: he is kind.

Shenshen: Just not to you.

wenxuan in the one on one: tho we oft fight during practice i dont think mingming hates me :)

guan yue deadass even made the same comment about them being like tom and jerry adkkljfasdkl

wadfkajsdlkfjwe guan yue leading the practice reminds me of that one video of nct 127 rehearsing and all you hear is taeyong making noises to go with the moves adlkfjaslkdj

ohh shenshennie he got lost babyyy

shenshen is me fr fr

ooop

he got

blond hair

*eyes emoji*

oh baobeiii

oh so they just gonna play the clip of retreat like that

awww hes so cute mimicking it afdjasdlk babbbbeeeyyyy

eneikdjaf;akd

oh my go

they’re all imitiating the killer move that shenshen did i

alkdjfasdjf shenshen’s face im

shenshen is so cuteeeee

looks like this part of the post is loving 1/3 of unine + wenxuan :)

awww he jsut wants to prove that he can show all sides of himself im

mom im love him

not to be all mingming arm but mingming arm

aksjdf;askdjfasd mingming jiayi already is her favorite you can’t sweet talk your wayinto her heart adlkfjalskd

if mingming really did just wink i will k word

tnkakafdjaskd thank you iqiyi cameramen for zooming in on mingming like that you truly know your audience

why the fuck did they zoom in on wenxuan looking proud of mingming i’, T.T

weith the mf thounge buite imasdjf;ejwigpoanfdk jaiewpaodhkjei84yqtij

jae.exe has stopped working

aww su yuhang!!! he got complimented too!!! jolinnnnn

yin shi is super cute!!! mom is adorable but also

right

O.O’

mom just said she’s never seen mistakes with guan yue before im

god shenshen looks soooo gooood hhhh

aish i just

why are htey all os bueatuiful lfasjdf;jald

why is guan yue literally the only man in the world

ok so

during their stage practice in front of jolin, gy had forgotten some of the choreo and like it was an obvious thing not something that was like more easily hidden

and that’s why jolin was concerned re: a few bullet points above

and so now theres a one on one with yin shi and he’s talking about how like gy would always be there for the rest of the group and trying to keep their energy up, their self-confidence up, trying to make sure that they were getting the moves down correctly

and yin shi said that guan yue sacrificed his own time for the good of the whole team

and thats why guan yue is literally the only man ever

and he is like under so much more pressure compared to some of the other leaders bc not only does he have a group with ymm & lzn & hwx who all ranked fairly high, he himself was also 3rd and he just wants to prove that he was and still is worthy of having had those votes and that the ypd didn’t waste their votes on him

google search how to retroactively give someone a hug

bithc he’s crying rn i

am tearing up

he deserves the world

al;kdsfjaskd wenxuan is like “if other groups are good, does that mean we are bad” which like yeah that’s valid like just bc another group puts on a good performance doesn’t mean yours is any lesser

just because someone else did really well doesn’t mean that you did bad

and ymm is like “dude wtf does that mean you’re not making any sense”

which leads to them having an argument of sorts which helps to break the tense atmosphere of the group

and wenxuan goes on to further say that other people are good and so are we

oh wait i do recognize this stage i heard the music

i have just only watched the guan yue focus alsdkjfadslkj

ok im good

ok here they go

god mingming looks good

woooowwwowow this is much cooler when im able to see everyone kfjaslkdjf

ugh shenshen fuck that was good

i am going ot bite thru my table mingming the absolute disrespect of that how dare you

i gotta find this stage and gif it fuck

if it wasn’t 4 in the morning i would be screaming

also weiwei looks good in dark concepts i appreciate this about him

his hair is kinda green blue we love to see it

mr crazy team i hate the disresepect of all of this

aaahhh guan yue remembered all of it

mingming please

wenxuan what the fUCK

GOD I HATE THEM

I REALLY HATE IT HERE GUYS

I RELALY DO

WHO GAVE THEM THE RIGHT???

IT SURE AS HELL WASN’T ME

yaaaay praise mingming he deserves it

yaaaaaassss praise guan yue he definitely deserves it

I HATE IT HERE YOU GUYS HE REALLY DID THAT I

if i had a ~cool internet persona~ it wouldve been destroyed so easily with this fucking stage on god

i have found my new icon picture i am sorry kyuhyun

hes so cute i fucking

jolin really is out here for the mf people

i really hope that they all go thru with making the cute pose

wenxuannnnnnnie-ah!!!

minghao i think enjoyed that a little too much the shit starter he is i love him

rip my phone storage after this episode fr fr

aww wenxuan wanted to give a lil heart thats so cute

a;lkdjfla;ksdjfkaljsdf;lkajsdf i fucking hate them

wenxuan: yeah i feel the same way [guan yue had said he feels more relaxed and comfortable now that the stage is over] like if i got a zero i’d be fine”

mingming with absolutely 0 hesitation: ok :)

i just wanna edit mouse ears onto xuannie akdjflsd

hhh fcuk hes’ jsut so pretty

how the FUCK did mingming get third

not to say that like wenxuan doesnt deserve higher

but like

mingming is my unine bias i gotta support him y’know

GUAN YUE FIRST!!!! AYYAYFAODSUFPOWE THAT’S WHAT HE DESERVES HELL YEAHH BB

i bet that mingming and wenxuan’s fuckng uhhhhh their votes

i bet that their votes were fairly close in number

i s2g if gy starts crying im going to also

im really out here trying to do the math knowing how i am with taking screenshots and everything trying to figure out if i should just power thru to the end or call it quits and make a part three for this

context: it’s 4:15-ish am

we are at 1:45:25 and the entire length of the show is 2:23:22

so we have ~38 minutes left

hmmm

i mean it means nothinng to y’all jsut like the voting means nothing bc for you it’ll be in the past and you’ll know what happens regardless based off of the first line or the tags so

i think i’ll just power thru bc depending on who is in the team i might not take as many screencaps

rap time

big shot group

what the fuck is up with their outfits i truely hate it here

yeah i have like no attatchment to them or at least not as strong as the previous 2 groups

anyway i like anthony and ye ziming

i really hate how wang yi ends his intro like ziyi does

isnt anthony american?

alkdfjsd poor ye ziming

aksdf;alskd “i really don’t want mc jin to say these words”

mc jin: proceeds to say the exact thing word for word

awww mc jin said that today he became a fan of ye ziming

cute cute cute!

is .... that’s not yao chi whom i just saw right

no it isnt

just someone with puffy hair

anthony is adorable

his ears are so red alkdjfaslkdj

oh fuck is wang yi going to tear up bc if he does i will as well

yzm said he only just recently found out that wy is sentimental

fucking rude they are going to show him crying while talking to his mom

bc now im crying too

he’s apologizing for crying i

so like

for like christmas or cny or something festival-y (idk i started crying and couldnt read alkdjfalks) his mami would always place an apple by his bedside for him to like live a long and good life

and the production crew gave him an apple for that festival/celebration thing and like while at the time he was like chill

he was able to call her later and like he broke down and started crying and when she asked why he was crying he said they gave him an apple and it reminded him of her and i

awwww he’s like telling the rest of the group that they should say something to their families im

shin quenfeng i am sobbing

i didnt think that this episode would make me emotional but here i am sobbing at 4:30 am over boys trying to let their parents know that they’re ok

rude

ok i think we’re moving to the stage now

if there are pyroTHERE ARE PYROTECHNICS FUCK

THAT’S SO COOL YOU GUYS KNOW I LOVE A GOOD FIRE EFFECT

ye ziming looks v Good

like his is the only outfit that i respect on this stage

i dont care much for rap but i feel like it’s important to let you guys know ye ziming has blond hair

hmmm yzm that was rude and disrespectful choreo how dare you

we get it you’re the center

i like the attitude that he has tho when he raps its v attractive tbh

like he is v confident

after journey and mc jin are literally just fucking partying back wherever the mentors are sitting afdjas;dk

if yzm doesnt have one of the top three spots in his group i will be so confused

the end of the song got a bit....boring tbh bc they kept repeating the same phrase over and over again

minghao thinks that this the best stage

i will refrain from saying anything as i made clear in my previous post what my favorite stage is ;)

yzm looks baby now that theyre not on stage

anthony and i not being able to understand what’s on the screen is solidarity

tho im very confused as to how he got this far if he cant read that

but its fine its in the past

top 3 ok ok ok i knew it im happy

wang yi got first place!

minghao is handing out gum he’s the coolest guy in the school

ok we have one more group

it’s another vocal group

hou chuanjun has nice hair styling in this

sun zelin just called himself chinese sauerkraut i

i honestly didnt think there was enough time in the episode left for them to put in another group but i guess not

i literally ahve no idea what just happened

i also do not recall this song

zhou chuanjun said maybe in the future his english name will be changed to too much bc he over enuncicates his words

he have blue hair O.o

i am interestest

ok here’s the stage

that’s a lot of lamps bud

but yeah i do not recall by sight alone

i like the staging tho tbh

it’s simple but really nice

i literally have never seen or heard this stage in my life

nice note there bud

not to expose who i am as a personYAO CHI LOOKS SO GOOD FUCK

anyway not to expose who i am as a person but zcj’s outfit is literally hitting all of my soft library boyfriend buttons im here for it even if idrc about the song

hhhhhafkasdl;fjae;kl zcj is literally the tallest of the group by a solid few inches i

its kind of hilarious

aww he looks cute at the end

i did screenshot some library bf looks dont @ me

like his shoulder comes up to like szl’s chin i

how tall is this guy hold on

he’s 6′2

i am nodding he

i eaidfjakldl

i need a minute

his birthday is 4 days after mine hes a scorpio i

library bf got 3rd :D

aldjkdsa i dont even stan him but here i am screenshotting away adsfkjsd

ok next episode we get to see bubblegum group

and yao chi’s group

and chunyang’s

oh shit is minghao going to rag on huaiwei?

who the fuck waas he asking im going to fight him if he was talking to huaiwei

ok that’s all for this episode

and at 5:05 am too hhhhhhh

damn them for being so screenshottable how dare my favorites be good alkdfjlskdjfa;ljd

alright i’ll see you guys next time!!!

stay safe and stay healthy <33333

#unine's run #cpop #ywy #youth with you #idol producer #e6 p2 #jae.txt #jae.wwm

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littlemisschameleon · 5 years ago

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Aight so there’s this fic called Where You Lead, I Will Follow by @lovelylogans

and I feel bad for sending what would have been 13 anons to her shouting my praises for the final chapter of this fic

so here we are (continued under the cut)

to start, if you aren’t annalise and haven’t read this fic yet, do yourself a damn favor and read it! it’s a gilmore girls au for the sanders sides, and tbh if you like the sanders sides you’re going to love all of her writing. Im not even joking right now, go read the fic! And then read lavender for luck (another one of my favorites from her), and then go give annalise some love for her amazing abilities, and THEN you can come back and read this.

second, this entire post is gonna jump around a bit. Basically i took notes while reading so I didn’t forget anything, and was going to format said notes into asks. I hope this is easier to read (and so your inbox doesn’t get more flooded, like im sure it is) everything from now on is just going to be copy pasted from my notes, pretty much. The breaks in paragraphs are where they would have been for asks. Enjoy the ride

*cracks knuckles* lets do this song and dance once more, its tiiiiime for lovin wyliwf! Lets just get to it, as there’s so much ground to cover (38k, are you trying to kill me?!?!? i love it). Ohhhh patton buddy youre really out of it, arent you? Asking for straight vodka is gonna be the first of many slips during the play, im sure. Logan just immediately giving full attention to the play in anticipation for Roman is so frickin cute!!!!! Id bet that patton would be awwwing about it too if not for the play beginning.

Logaaaaan! Thats your boyfriend!!! Hes so excited to be able to //say that// now. And Roman did so good he deserved every single ounce of applause he got! For real though, im just READING how his performance went, I can only imagine how breathtaking it would be to see it. The way that youve been handling the tonal shift when it comes to our boys relationships has been so good! Youre able to make it natural when you want to, and completely jarring when its right for the story.

I figured that must have been challenging so good job!! Speaking of jarring, I was too caught up in the euphoria of Romans dance to even remember pat was wearing //makeup// and //crying// until Emily shouted about her handkerchief. //thats what im talking about youre so good omg// That entire fight was a long time coming, and I //felt// it when pat was just so sick and tired of everything.

Im kinda similar to pat, because when the apology happened I thought something was gonna be different too, but of course not! Patton must feel like even more shit :( Okay we all knew that Logan was in love with Roman, but now that theyre together its clear just how far //gone// he is. Like hes //in love// its just so sweet its gonna give me a cavity

The whole “they got together” thing just broke my heart, because thats how it should have been in a perfect world, but hey that wouldn’t make for good conflict in a fic now would it? But of course logan and Roman are so devastated, they didn’t even //think// to see this as a possible outcome, it felt impossible to them for this to even happen :(

can I just say that I LOVE petty patton!!!!!! Yes sir put ur foot down! Good!!!! and the father son bonding time!!!!!! Between both richard and pat AND richard and V in a sense!! Such a good change of pace from the fighting that usually happens when pattons parents are around. And BLESS THE FUCK UP, RICHARD! Hes broken through!!!

Hooooly fuck! That WAS embarrassing! Side note, i will always be in awe about how well you write logan and Roman, theyre both such //teenagers// and react perfectly. Exactly how you would expect teenagers to react in said situations. AND hhhhhh virgil!! So sweet!!! Patton he CARES so MUCH about you!!!! He LOVES YOU PATTTT! Oh man, Logan talking about how he needs to focus on his obligation to school reminds me so much of what Emily wants for patton. Roman’s right of course, whats the point of trying to better your future if its making you upset now?\

Ive got a lot of words for that scene with pattons letter, but mostly I want to say that I can’t wait until they make up bc that scene //hurt to read ow// Oh gosh, Emily dont fuck it up now //please//. Youve got patton crying, you know a lot more than you did before, youre hugging him. PLEASE just be happy for your son? PLEASE HES BEEN THROUGH ENOUGH LET HIM BE HAPPY (this goes for both emily and you annalise, stop cackling behind your computer and making my boys sad)

“I think I just out bitched a shady bitch” YES! YES YOU DID LOGAN! And holy shit the dance was the cutest thing in the whole world, they both deserve to be happy and to have fun!!!!!!!!! Yes!!!!!!!!!!!!! That whole “wanting this overrides any fear that I have” speech was just //beautiful//, and it hit home hard for me. Its just, so perfect, and they both deserve to be happy and //ugh//, /////feelings/////

“This is only the beginning” I AM SOBBING. ITS NOT EVEN 3AM ITS 3PM I DONT HAVE LACK OF SLEEP AS AN EXCUSE HOW DARE YOU (in the best of ways)

(cutting in for a hot second, but from here on out it’s turned from loving wyliwf to just loving annalise and her ability to create. I kinda wrote it as if it was going straight to her inbox (bc that was the intent) so, just warning ya! it gets personal)

i just… Wow. This has been an insane ride, and i want to print this fic and have it on a bookshelf so I can look at it and sigh longingly and lovingly, you know? To get real for a hot second, you started talking about this fic right when i was dealing with a major breakup and stressing over finals and so much more.

This fic has seriously been something ive looked forward to every week, and has been a comforting constant. I was able to relate to so much youve put patton, and Virgil, and roman and logan through in this fic, from the little nuances of working in a restaurant, to the feelings of major heartache patton went through, to having just that moment, //knowing// youve been in love with someone, of course you have! But just finally realizing it with an “oh shit”.

To being dumb teenagers and sneaking out for late night talks, to stressing about finals and having to be perfect, to relationship anxiety and feeling like you cant show your real feelings and just ugh. The way you write these boys allowed me to relate so much, it hit home in so many beautiful ways, and all I can really do is say thank you so much, for giving this to the world. To writing this and putting so much love and effort into it that it positively //shows//

i am so ecstatic to read more from this universe, and im so happy that its not quite over yet. You’re an amazing writer, and i absolutely adore you and your ability! Im not sure how to end this train of wyliwf lovin, so I’ll end it at a simple thank you, once again, for writing this absolute gift of a story. It was beautiful, and heartbreaking, and perfect in its own little way. Thank you

#cami talks #lovelylogans #*incoherent screaming in the distance* i love her writing so muCH #also #awen #this is the fic i keep screaming to you about irl!!!!!!#thank you for putting up with that screaming!!!!!!!!!!!#i have MULTIPLE EMOTIONS for this fic and MINIMAL WORDS to DESCRIBE IT!!!!! FUCK!!!!!#its just so GOOD!!!!!!#im very attached can you tell!!!!!!!!!#catch me CRYIN in the fuckin CLUB

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burdenedwithgloriousfandoms · 6 years ago

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HTTYD 3 was a heckin great movie and here's my opinion why

(Also why Dreamworks is awesome and my little thank you)

WARNING SPOILERS (duh) and also lots of ranting. Strap yourselves in kiddos off we go

- the animation.

Jesus fucking chRIST it's amazing. I'm not over it. Dreamworks I love you this is the best goddamn thing skshsjjsgksjshakkahuebadgfjdkk tHE ANIMATION It was already spectacular in httyd 1 and it's just improved so much I can't even

Wait lemme go on a rant about why I love Dreamworks so much. Okay so you see the thing with Dreamworks is with each of their animated universes they have a particular style (eg. compare Shrek, HTTYD, Voltron, She-ra... Etc) that they do really well in for that show/movie.

This means that all their stuff isn't the same old thing again and again (ok I don't want this to turn into a Disney vs Dreamworks debate bc A. This is meant to be about httyd anyway - maybe sometime I'll do a post on it... B. I know a lot more and am way more into Dreamworks.... Etc (but Dreamworks is better lmao) but anyway basically I find Disney is really repetitive)

Another thing about Dreamworks is they A. don't take themselves tooooo seriously and are always ready to try out something weird and new (eg. Shrek lmao) and B. USUALLY try to be inclusive (canonical LGBTQ rep (yes httyd has that!! It's just subtle) (also Shrek) (even more so with newer shows... shE-RAAAAA) (Again I find Disney often doesn't do so well at the above. Correct me if you think I'm wrong but don't shout at me pls) They also have loads of little quirks like the Dreamworks intro thing always being different (not sooo much in the older stuff but still.)

Ok let's get back to HTTYD im sorry

-plot n stuff (this is where it gets real SPOILERY and that's your last warning) Ok so some of the plot (mainly the villain showing up out of the blue like a Monster of the Week and not having any background (hE INFERRED HE'D BEEN ON BERK BEFORE DID HE COME FROM THERE I MUST KNOW what was that line meaning help) was a bit meh but the rest of it made up for that a hundred times over.

Ok so basically I expected to cry. But not in the way I did.

Lately a lot of fandoms have been throwing feels at me, and they've all had a particular style of doing it, so I expected more of that.

The feels I mean are the ones where characters I love are killed or lose stuff in the big battle filled finale (or not finale exactly eg. IW) and I cry a bit but usually that night or the day after because I just feel empty and slightly let down.

But that's not what we got and I am so damn glad.

The whole movie wasn't a big enormous dragged-on battle or lead up, and the battle didn't feel like the one in HTTYD 2, which I was glad for (it worked better in that movie than it would have in this). It was also resolved pretty well (fuckkk the scene where Hiccup was falling,,,, Alexa) and there was breathing room (not much but more than we had in IW and VLD) to come to terms with the fact that the fight is done before the movie fucking sucker punched us right in the gut with the dragons leaving.

Yup, as soon as Hiccup started saying goodbye I broke the fuck down. And cried silently the entire rest of the movie and a lot of the credits.

But the thing with this is that it gave us an ending that was kind of fulfilling. It was bittersweet. We can cry and mourn this beautiful franchise that has been such a part of our lives with good memories of it going out strong and sad though wonderful.

Yeah I was just waiting for the 'there were dragons when I was a boy' and yeah I cried even more but I was smiling while crying through that whole last scene with the marriage and then especially the scene with Hiccstrid & kiddos meeting Toothless & family again.

That was the fulfilling ending and even though it's so damn sad it was so damn beautiful sorry I'm ranting but still.

- there were plenty of jokes and funny scenes without becoming too silly or juvenile (which a lot of things fail at) Also jokes for the older fans too (ruff lmao) (and the whole thing with Gobber and Tuff talking to Hiccstrid about getting married) There were plenty of scenes that were just genuinely hilarious and had the whole cinema laughing, which is a very beautiful thing

- I was initially worried about the introduction of the Light Fury especially because when we first saw it I literally went 'that's every 8 year-old's OC dragon why'

But it worked out pretty well, see below for more

- the movie had romance without being too focused on the whole romance thing (I mostly mean the dragons) I was worried this wouldn't work and be cheesy or whatever but it did pretty good so yay The romance was still quirky and funny and had the whole cinema laughing at times, yet at other times it was just really beautiful (also the damn animation hhhhhh is this true love I feel)

In the end I just want to say:

Goodbye HTTYD. You've been such a wonderful part of my life and I can't thank you enough. I'll never get over this damn franchise, I love it so much.

Even though [i]of course I want more, I think that here is a perfect place to leave it.

(....though I'm not going to complain if there's little a Christmas episode or maybe a small Netflix show set between httyd 1&2.........)

So yeah, thank you How To Train Your Dragon. Thank you Dreamworks, the cast and crew. Thank you Cressida Cowell. Thank you Hiccup and Toothless and Astrid and Stoic and every character (apart from Traitor Johann that bitch (also basically everyone who has wanted to kill dragons except for Dagur bc we love him)).

Thank you HTTYD fandom too (you'll always be here and that is a wonderful thing)

The friend I went it see the movie with and I stayed til the very end of the credits.

I've probably picked up the habit from Marvel... But I like to see the very end of things properly.

There was one other group left at the end, sitting in the very front seats. They were a bunch of teens (varied in age and gender), and when the credits finished, we all stood up and clapped.

These movies have been part of so many people's lives and for that, I say thank you one last time.

Goodbye, How To Train Your Dragon <3

(Also can we please please please have an editors corner or how it was made sorta video for this movie. Love from an animation nerd)

#httyd 3 #how to train your dragon #how to train your dragon: the hidden world #httyd #imma miss this franchise <3 #please reblog with your own thoughts!! I'd like to see what everyone else reckons #httyd 3 spoilers

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ouidamforeman · 6 years ago

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Hey so, I've read a couple of Eight's books, and I was wondering if you had any specific recs for your fave DW books? Not just Eight, but any Doctor? Which ones have you liked most? I'd love to hear your thoughts!

Hhhhhh holy shit. Ok.I’ve read a TON of Dr Who books and there are MANY I love so here are my very faves. I’ll list the range they’re in, whether or not they’re standalone, and any other really important info next to them but if you have any other questions like where to find copies (I’ll most likely be able to dig up PDFs for you), more of what they’re about, etc. just message me. Idk what you’ve read either, so yeah I’m just gonna make a general list.Ok, so very fav books:-Alien Bodies (EDA, it introduces a lot of plot threads and concepts so it’s basically standalone. It’s not actually one of my ultimate favorites but it’s considered to be one of the best DW books ever written so I’m including it bc I agree everyone should read it.)-The Scarlet Empress (EDA)-Unnatural History (EDA, my favorite Doctor Who novel ahhhh. There’s a lot of character continuity in this one and continuations of plot threads from other books though so I’d watch out here a little bit if you know nothing about the early EDAs)-Interference (EDAs, comes in two parts/books. Plot heavy but honestly whatever bc it’s not in a way that detracts from anything cool. And these books are really cool.)-The Blue Angel (EDA. This book is weird as SHIT, please read it. And then read the sequel and screenplay adaptation because they’re all GREAT.)-The Turing Test (EDA, recommending this because it’s probably my favorite DW historical story. It takes place in the middle of the Eighth Doctor’s amnesia arc but other than that there’s nothing continuity heavy in this one I don’t think. It’s just a really damn good book tbh.)-The Year of Intelligent Tigers (EDA, basically standalone except for the Doctor’s amnesia. My third favorite EDA.)-The City of the Dead (EDA, pretty much standalone. This is my second favorite Doctor Who novel. I have no idea what the wider fandom opinion on this book is but I fucking love it to bits, it’s dark and atmospheric and HILARIOUS.)-Mad Dogs and Englishmen (EDA, standalone if you know who Iris Wildthyme is. Read this for a damn good time.)-Camera Obscura (EDA, I don’t remember how standalone this can be, there’s a reoccurring villain and some other stuff but idk how much it effects everything. Read it anyway it’s great.)-Fallen Gods (Telos Novella, standalone. Probably in my top ten DW books ever. Hhhholy shit it’s beautiful.)-The Drosten’s Curse (a more recently published Fourth Doctor novel, so idk if it counts as a PDA? Anyways it’s standalone and it makes me happy every time I think about it.)-Festival of Death (PDA, standalone. I haven’t read this in at least five years I just remember it’s good)-If you haven’t read Shada you probably should-Cold Fusion (VMA. This is a lore-heavy book so it’s kind of standalone and not standalone at the same time. Idk it’s just filled with continuity fuckery. Just read it and figure everything out afterwards like I did. I love this book so much I spent $72 on a physical copy bc I am lame.)-The Infinity Doctors (PDA. Kind of the sequel to Cold Fusion, you’ll probably want to read this after it as it continues and explains some things. This book is simultaneously one of the most lore- and continuity-heavy Doctor Who stories ever and almost completely independent and standalone. I don’t know how that happened. Read it and you’ll see what I mean.)-Fear of the Dark (PDA, standalone and very scary)-The Empire of Glass is fun, if you like Braxiatel and Vicki and Steven and horribly complicated historical misadventures.-I haven’t read them yet but I constantly hear about how good The Witch Hunters (PDA) and Verdigris (PDA) are? Harvest of Time too probably (I’ve read that one I just totally forget everything about it because it’s been years)-There are lots of good VNAs but I’m super behind on those so you’ll have to ask someone else for recommendations on them-You might want to read Engines of War, the one War Doctor novel (it ties into Day of the Doctor)-Read Big Bang Generation for the sole reason of seeing Benny Summerfield and the Twelfth Doctor together I’m also a huge fan of anthologies, so here are some of my favorites:-Decalog 3, because you HAVE to read Continuity Errors oh my god -Short Trips and Side Steps is an experience -Short Trips: The Muses is my favorite Big Finish Short Trips book, it’s gorgeous and you’ll probably cry -Companions, Steel Skies, and Farewells are some of my other favorite Short Trips books, and Seven Deadly Sins has a really cool plot thread through the whole thing even if every individual story isn’t the greatest ever. Anyways the Short Trips books are all underrated and more people should read them.-Time Trips is a beautiful illustrated collection -The Scientific Secrets of Doctor Who is also wonderful Aaaand I think that’s all of my top favorites, there are many more but those are kind of my must-read ones, along with some other stuff I like just to add some variety to the recommendations lmao (I rly like EDAs and anthologies help me). If you want anything more specific I could give recs based on feel/genre/content, Doctors/companions, etc. too.

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henry-hart · 7 years ago

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question time

I’m making my own post too bc I know it’s gonna get long. lolol

First off, thank you Lou for tagging me. :))))) You tagged most of my friends in your post, so I just have a few people to tag lol @sleepylilsnowflake @sunbeameyes (take your time Nikki <3) @shonashee @writing-excuses ***you all aren’t required to do this. just, if you want to :)))

I. Nickname?

(Fun fact: Em is my actual first name--like, it’s not a nickname or short for Emily or Emma. Just Em) my nicknames are all longer than my actual name, and I have a lot, but the ones my fam uses the most are Emmers, Ems, and Emmy.

II. Gender?

Female

III. Star sign?

Pisces

IV. Height?

I think I’m like 5′3″??? I’m not sure. It’s been awhile since I’ve been to the doctor or measured myself alkjslkjslk

V. Favorite feature?

Uhhhhh myyyyy.....ears? I guess??? Is that lame??? lolol They’re just small and I pierced them so many times, so my earrings look cool. I don’t know. I don’t really find any of my features good ashkjskajk

VI. Favorite color?

Yellow! It makes me happy!

VII. Favorite animal?

I have the hardest time answering this hhhhhh I love all animals, but I guess....it’s gonna have to beeeeeee......tigers? I love that they like to swim despite being in the feline fam, and they’re so beautiful. Sorry to all the other animals. I love you all equally.

VIII. Average hours spent sleeping?

lol wut is sleep???? Just kidding kind of. Well, it depends on the kind of day I’m having. I mean, I just woke up an hour ago, and it’s three in the afternoon ajskjsklj. So, sometimes it’s a classic 10+ hour depression nap, or it’s the “I can run on three hours of sleep no problem.” Hardly ever do I sleep a healthy 8 hours. :(

IX. Dogs or cats?

ugh another “choose an animal” question. I can’t. I love dogs and cats, and I have both.

X. Number of blankets you sleep with?

In the summer, just one so I don’t die of heat exhaustion, but in the winter, I use two.

XI. What’s your dream trip?

Honestly, I’d love to plan a trip to hit every continent (apart from Antarctica bc no) and just see all the major countries and cities and just experience all the cultures of the world. Places I’d look most forward to on that trip would be Australia, Spain, annnddd the Scandinavian countries as well as Iceland (unless that’s considered Scandinavian???) :)

XIV. How many followers do you have?

On this blog, I think I have 80? I’m not sure. I’m surprised I even have that many a;kljskljs Thank you all!

XV. How many pets do you have?

A cat, a dog, two fish, and a turtle--so five.

XVI. Best places to visit in your town or country?

My town is sh*t, so there’s nothing “best” about it. As far as my country goes, I mean, where do you start? I’ve never been to most of these places, but probs the ever classic New York, Cali, Florida (I have been to FL, but not deep in the panhandle). I mean, they’re not really “talked about,” but I’d love to see Oregon and Washington.

XVII. Favorite ice cream flavor?

I’m in the 2% of people who actually like strawberry alkjslksj

XIX. Favorite study locations?

When I was in college, my dorm was on a little campus lake, so I’d take my studies out there bc it was really calming. I didn’t usually study in the library bc I couldn’t take the heavy feeling of desperation and stress and anxiety coming from everyone else in there.

XX. Favorite book series?

Uuuuuuuhhhhhhh this is a really hard question bc I’m ALWAYS reading. Hmmmmm maybe HP bc it’s one of the first series I completed???

(I don’t know if I was supposed to answer those questions, but here’s the second set lolol)

1. Favorite band/music group?

I am not good at making decisions like this. Maybe The Doors? Gotta love that classic psychedelic rock. RIP Jim Morrison.

2. Favorite subject in school?

I always loved English (duh lol) and science--esp biology.

3. Fruits or veggies?

Both! I don’t eat meat lolol

4. What’s an inside joke you have?

God, I wish I was cool enough to have all these cool insiders with friends, but I just don’t. My lil bro and I have a lot tho. Like, we’ll watch funny videos or play the same video game or watch the same tv show, so we can crack jokes about that stuff that makes everyone else go “???” Also, he and I are big on vines, so we make about 50 incredibly well-placed vine references every day. lolol (he’s my little buddy--I say little, but he’s 16 alkjljslksj)

5. Ever been to Disney?

No. >:( I’ve never been able to afford it, but ONE day.

6. Do you like rollercoasters?

I’ve only ever been on minor ones, but I enjoyed those, so maybe I’d like the major ones?

7. Favorite movie?

One of the first movies I remember watching was Ferris Bueller’s Day Off, and that’s a classic. It’s def one of my faves. I also watched The Labyrinth a lot as a kid. I JUST REMEMBERED CORALINE IS A THING, AND I LOVE THAT MOVIE. SO CORALINE IS MY FAVE.

8. What’s your dream job?

Something that categorizes as philanthropic. I just want to be able to help and talk to people all over the world. :)))) (also, if any of my young followers are stressed about not having it figured out, I’m 22 and have no idea what I’m doing. It’s okay.)

9. What’s something you wish you were good at?

Art or dancing. Ah, to have been one of those art students in college.

10. What do you listen to during long car rides?

I make me some rad af car ride playlists skljakljskl I have ones for summer car rides, ones for night car rides, ones for driving in the rain--I’ve got it all. lolol

11. Favorite warm drink?

I don’t usually drink warm drinks, but I occasionally have tea.

Now for Lou’s questions ;)

1) Favorite video game?

I play a LOT of video games, but one of the first I ever played was Super Mario on the Nintendo 64, so probs that. I also like Halo and Skyrim a lot.

2) What is one album you’d recommend?

The 1975 - The 1975 (it’s a self-titled album)

3) What type of weather do you like most?

I’d like to say warm, sunny weather bc I like it in theory--the feeling of the sun on your skin, light hair, dark skin, being outside, etc.--but it’s just not realistic. The rain is more likely bc I get inspired to write and I have an excuse to stay inside akjslksj

4) What mood are you currently in?

A very “blah” mood. There’s so much I want to get done, but I have NO motivation.

5) Favorite comfort food?

This is gonna be really lame, but it’s cereal. When I was in college, I could only afford cereal, and after going sometimes days without eating, to have that bowl of cereal was just a godsend. :)

6) What is one of your main hobbies?

READING! I have a literal wall of books in my room. I’ve been avidly reading since I was about eight years old.

7) Your opinion on the pineapple on pizza discourse?

Don’t like it. At all. That tangy fruit taste mixed with cheese and red sauce? No.

8) Someone you really look up to.

My mommy. <3333 She’s an incredible woman, and she just embodies everything that feels motherly. Most of my friends call her mom bc that’s what she is, through and through. I aspire to be like her in life because she’s just so full of love and comfort and warmth. I love her so much. (I’m crying now thinking about her alkjlksjslk)

9) A joke that makes you laugh.

It’s silly, but my little sister read it off a Laffy Taffy, and I lost it. “What kind of music are balloons afraid of? Pop music.” aklsjlskj same

10) How was/is your day?

Eh. I haven’t been awake for most of it, so I don’t really know alkjlksjs;l

Here are my questions!!! And, for the people I tagged, feel free to answer whichever set of questions you’d like! You can answer all, some, none--whatever you’d like!

1- What’s your comfort TV show/movie?

2- Favorite word and least favorite word?

3- Something (or someone) that makes you happy. :))

4- Biggest fear? (it can be a silly fear if you’d like)

5- What was the last thing that made you really laugh. What made you really cry?

6- Do you prefer the country or the city?

7- Which HP house are you in?

8- One word you’d say describes you best.

9- Cringiest thing you’ve ever done.

10- How long have you known your oldest friend? (by oldest I mean years you’ve known them not how old they are akdljlkjs)

Enjoy!

#this was fun #thank you lou for tagging me!!!#i hope you guys don't mind being tagged #have fun!#not henry danger

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hyungkyun · 7 years ago

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HENLO!!! this is ur actual bday present, not that Gross thing i sent earlier lol. again, do whatever u want with it!! u dont have to post it or anything. it’s just easier to submit stuff like this than to, idk, send u an email like a señora lol.

ok so im doing this in bullet point format bc the last time I wrote a coherent, well-written paragraph was like 5 years ago or smth. anyway!! since u hated soooo much my beautiful, amazing, unique goths au im going with the loser couple au… which was also a college au of sorts?? dskjhksjdf this isn’t even an au, since y’all are already losers tbh (^: this also got out of hand…. this shit is eight pages long. idk enjoy bithc.

first of all, ck the kind of dude everyone’s lowkey scared of bc he’s silent and serious af. also he does seem kind of a weirdo, tbh?

youve seen him around, maybe you’re in the same dorms but u have absolutely no idea what he’s majoring in :o and u ask around but no one has any idea either!! oh wow a mystery~~

BUT he’s kinda cute hmmm (^: and u probably find the weirdo vibe interesting

however it’s so hard to get to talk to him. u always run into him when you’re out with friends or in a hurry to get to class so :///

but destiny works in mysterious ways~~~ and once u meet it’s rly. so unexpected.

actually, it’s awful since u get locked out of ur dorm sound familiar?? during winter break, rly late at night after a long study session at the library yes, the library, fight me. so u kinda just. sit down miserably outside ur room, since ur roommates are gone, cursing everything and everyone. u will eventually go looking for someone to help u out or smth but right now u need to Whine.

but oh my!! enter mister im changkyun!!! that weirdo who actually lives a couple of doors away from u (how come you never found out wtf???)

he sees u basking in ur misery and actually. finds u rly cute??? bc you’re pouting, cursing a little under ur breath, fumbling with ur phone. but u also look angry as fuck, ready to kill a man??? and yet you’re really fucking cute what the hell!!!!

so he comes up to u and asks u what’s wrong, to which u answer not so nicely without even looking up from ur phone, bc you’re rly so done with this situation ://

but then u look up and u See who it is fuck fuck fuck fuckfucbicvufkhkcfj

but since ck’s Nice and he understands that u must be having an awful time (and also bc he thinks youre cute) he offers to help u. you’re kind of skeptical since he’s just another student, what could he do???

until he tells u he knows how to pick locks lmaoaoaoaoa. that lil weirdo (‘:

anyway he saves ur night. but since he’s an annoying lil shit he’ll tease u abt it every time he runs into u for the rest of winter break.

since that day y'all basiclly become an old, bickering, married couple fnsdjdj

u never stop annoying each other…. you’re wearing a hoodie? he’ll probably pull the hood all the way down until it covers ur eyes, and u get him back by messing up his hair which, by the way,is so soft….. hmmmm

u call each other nerd and loser and dumbass all the time lmao. he’ll constantly bring up the way u met just to jokingly say that you’d be lost without him :/// he rly is a lil shit.

it’s funny bc everyone figures out u are falling for each other… except u two. and i rly do mean everyone. ur friends. his friends. ur roommates. ur cat. the janitor, too, probably. it’s so obvious it hurts.

one time someone implies u would be a cute couple and y'all literally go all ‘no???? haha me??? liking that loser??? pfft not in a million years’

it’s the biggest lie, of course (: and ever since that person suggested u would look good together, both of u kind of realize it’d be… nice. more than nice. actually, super nice.

but since both of u are dumb tsunderes, as ive said before, u will literally be the embodiment of this scene… except it goes both ways. honestly u are so gone for each other it’s GROSS.

but we need some angst up in here so y'all dont get together for a reaaaaaaally long time :/ smh. the pining is Real. ppl come and go in ur lives, and each person u go out with sees that u already fell for someone else—and that’s why all potential relationships don’t last much–, but sdjkfhksjdhk!!! neither of u want to openly admit it.

it’s A Mess bc u are actually good friends and u tell each other abt ur dates and stuff—secretly hoping the other will do something—but y'all looove being dumb so u act like it’s all cool and be like ‘o rly!! good for u, i hope it works out’. right. :/

y’all keep dancing around each other for several months until one Merciful Soul gets tired of ur shit and forces u to sort things out. im talking abt locking u up in some room and not letting u out until u stop pretending u aren’t disgustingly in love with each other. or smthequally cheesy (: u know ilove cheese

((obviously everyone eavesdrops through the door bc cmon, theyve been waiting for this for sooooo long))

at first u two are just annoyed at the Merciful Soul betchait was minhyuk, and u spend ur time yelling and cursing them for doing this (all while claiming that this is pointless, since u have NO feelings for each other. none. nada!)

after a very long time, it’s ck the one that confesses first lmao. youve been whining and being grumpy the whole time youve been locked up together and it kinda reminded him of the way u met… damn. here come The Feelings.

he’s tired, and there’s nothing left to lose. so he tells u The Truth.

[suspenseful pause….. what’s going to happen next?? :OOOOO]……… tune in next year to find out, in the continuation of Cristina’s Cheesy Birthday Present!!!

jk, proceed to the next bullet point pls.

obviously u tell him u feel the same way [insert ppl crying in the background] and he’s actually shocked when u say u like him back…. and gosh, he does look cute when he’s surprised…

so yeah!!! it’s until then that u FINALLY go on a date during the weekend!!. hallelujah. thanks minhyuk,u beautiful soul.

so!!! ok!! first date!!! a rly cute fairground in the evening!!!

u try to be fake mean to each other like u used to but everything feels different~~~ (^:

so instead y’all act bashful as hell, and blush at everything jjdfghjfhd. hands brushing accidentally?? BLUSH. eyes meeting? BLUSH. BLUSH BLUSH BLUSH!!! u also laugh at everything bc both of u are so nervous oh gmhg fdknjjkdsfjoidf this is gross.

he’ll tell bad jokes to make u laugh and they’re rly so so so bad that he actually keeps u in stitches. if u look rly closely you’ll see his huge ass heart eyes bc !!!! he made u laugh!!!! and u look so pretty when u laugh omg!!!! dis-gos-tinnnnn

it’d be such a cute date tbh im crying just thinking abt it (‘’’’: obviously he’s a gentleman and he lets u choose what to eat, which ride to go to first, etc. u could literally tell him ‘hey let’s just sit down and do nothing’ and he’d say yes. he’s so gONe, ifmgfjdmf.

he’s kinda quiet and a lot shier than u wouldve expected but youre literally melting bc that’s a new side to him that you’d never thought you’d see.

u end up having so much fun (‘: u gross lil idiots, u.

oh and he’s def the type to ask if he can kiss u at the end of the night EYYYYYY

even if u find that incredibly endearing you’ll probably roll ur eyes with a huge ass smile on urlips lmaoaoaoao and call him a dummy for even asking when you’ve literally be in cloud nine since ur date started kjkhwjeqdkwjlk

[hello, brief break to clarify that from this point i forgot this was actually a college au lmao, so the rest of the bullet points are literally just. random facts abt u two dating hhhhhh. We dont even know what ck’s major is odjfngnfdj]

at first things are a lil awkward in ur relationship tbh

catch ck googling ‘how to relationship’ on a daily basis dnfndkfjdncn he is sort of clueless abt how to handle The Feelings. mostly bc this is Important and the last thing he wants is to mess it up )^:

that goes away eventually, tho!! he’ll start being his weird little self real fucking soon, so Get Ready

u still call each other nerd and all that stuff, but ur voices are dripping with fondness when u say it… literally everyone around u gets cavities from it, ew.

he’s not that big on planning dates but from time to time he’ll take u to rly cool, unexpected, interesting places :o and eventually he’ll show u his favorite secret spots ((’:

study dates are a thing. i bet he’s that type of person that enjoys reading in weird ass positions… his legs are like, halfway off the couch and his arm is bent in a way that looks almost painful… what the hell….?? but it’s fine (: it goes so well with ur study methods, those that are Too Weird for the library, yeah?? (:

he will also stare at u a lot bc u look cute when you’re rly focused on smth that is, when u stop whining abtstudying…

every time u catch him doing that you’ll go all ‘stop staring at me!!! wtf are u looking at u weirdo’ and he’ll answer ‘you’re so pretty~~~ ♥️♥️♥️’. you’ll blush like a lil idiot, naturally (^: hmmmm

and yea, yea. nap dates are a thing too :/// with sleepy forehead kisses and raspy voices and tangled limbs. all that sappy stuff. he’s a lil shit tho, so he’ll sometimes poke ur ribs to tickle u lmao.

buuuut he’ll also take a lot of pics of u sleeping bc he thinks youre cute )))): his faves always end up being his wallpaper for months.

he’ll get strange gifts for u, like rly bizarre plushies and rare books on topics he thinks u will like, tacky anime memorabilia, etc. he’ll always give them to u at random times bc he just saw them and reminded him of u ♥️

he makes a lot of playlists for u too!!! pls listen closely, he puts a lot more thought into them than he lets on.

u like his selfies??? well he’ll send u a lot of those. unfortunately, bc he’s a lil shit, he’ll mostly send double chins and weird ass faces from equally weird angles

from time to time he’ll send u a Nice One tho ((((^: and u know, tongue selfies since youreSO fond of his(and I quote) “5ft tongue”. and oh gosh! is that a tongue piercing…??? eyyyyyy

if u want to take couple selfies then you’re gonna have a real hard time bc he’ll always be making weird faces and poses just to be annoying. eventually u will make dumb faces too tho (’: what a couple of losers

expect weird random texts: he loves telling u abt whatever is on his mind—probably aliens. he thinks a lot abt aliens and the universe. throw some conspiracy theories in there, too—. he’ll also send obscure memes. and a lot of russian cats!!

he’ll love ur cosplay hobbie. he thinks it’s super cool. he��ll call u a nerd but don’t be fooled! he totally brags abt it with his friends (^:

oh! and this is unrelated but at some point y'all will look like an emo goth couple. u won’t even realize that you’re both wearing black and looking Edgy, it’ll just happen spontaneously. tragic 😔

there are a lot of comfortable silences when u hang out, but late night deep convos are also fundamental :o!!! bc y'all are Smort.

he’ll act like f*cboi from time to time tbh?? he’ll tell lots of dirty jokes LMAO. u roll ur eyes at him a lot bc they’re rly. so bad.

if he winks or does Eyebrow Things then u can’t rly roll ur eyes and act like you’re annoyed bc (: u like it (: and u think it suits him (: and he knows it (: (: (:

u get back at him by telling him he’s cute tho, and he’ll get all shy and he’ll stutter and saying “noooooo” while also fighting back a smile

he will also howl or bark at u to annoy u jdfhkjdf. damn f*rry ://

on that note, he loves to embarrass u in front of ur friends bc he’s a lil shit :DD

But he’s also the sweetest??? whenever he sees you’re feeling down he’ll start doing weird shit to make u laugh. if that doesn’t work then he’ll hug u real tight without saying anything else, bc that’s Enough, u know?? (’:

ok time to get Domestic lads!!!

Idk who the hell is going to cook bc y'all are a damn mess in the kitchen. u two try to cook Nice Meals sometimes. seven times out of ten u end up ordering takeout lmao.

be prepared: he sings in the shower, and he does so terribly. (he might do it a little louder and a little more off-key sometimes bc he knows it makes u laugh)

random kisses are a thing!!! he kisses ur cheek or ur shoulder or ur nape or literally. any body part he can get his lips on when u two are just hanging out, watching movies or smth. it’s so soft and cute )^: wtf im crying

but also stolen kisses!! he’ll kiss u at the most unexpected of times and it alwaysleaves u breathless

he’ll constantly put his head on ur shoulder and make this face at u (^:

can’t sleep??? don’t worry!!! he’ll sing to u with that pretty, soothing voice of his

anyway. what I meant is that y’all would be such cute little idiots together this was long af. wow. im so sorry. happy birthday??? lmao

I HAD TO PUT THIS UNDER A READ MORE BC ITS SO FUCKING LONG NAT U DUMBASS ICB U DID THIS KFJSKFJSLKDJFLKJ THIS IS SO CHEESY AND GROSS and it also made me realize that u know too much shit abt me. what was that t*ngue part. im not talking to u ever again. aNYWAY U RLY ARE AN IDIOT I WAS SMILING SO BIG THRU THIS WHOLE THING MAYBE I SCREAMED A LITTLE?????????? FUCK U!!!!!!!! WHATS WITH ‘The Feelings’ PART I HATE THAT I ALMOST DIED FUCK OFF IM NOT LIKE THIS!!!!!!! I DONT HAVE FEELINGS!!!!!! U CANT DO THIS TO ME SKJFHSKJDHFKSLDJFH

icb u rly did the fairground first date i rly fucking hate u why did i even tell u these things i knew it was gonna fire back im fjjgjkknknnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ur ‘tragic 😔’ when we become a goth couple :/ u dont understand goth love

why the fuck did u make him howl. i wanna fucking die rn. what the fuck. he fucking would. fuck off.

i dont wanna talk abt all that domestic shit how did u even write all of that without dying i literally wanna rip all my limbs off i wont make any comment. i didnt need to know what that would be like but u looooove ruining my life so :)

i rly hate u ksdjfhskdjhfksjh icb u did this thank u i wanna die??????????? wtf nat !!!!! no but rly thank u :( u took the time to write this long ass college au (is it????? whats cks major tho rly :/ ) and just skdfjsjk u remembered all the weird shit i told u thats cute and also Really Bad what else do u know that i forgot i told u skdfksjh im literally always screaming at u abt this shit how did u !!! remember all of this!!!!! dldskfjshljhlakjsh this is so cute and horrible nat wtf how could u :( now im gonna cry :(

#SDFJSDJSLDJFHLSJDHJS URE AWFUL #but i love u sm what theu fuck u rly did all of this #sdjfksldjakjsdhlkajh u know how long it took me to even start reading it #i rly couldnt bc usually these aus are just cutesy and not so personal???#bUT I KNEW U WOULD RLY MAKE ME A LOSER ND IM JUST CRINGING #BC YEA THATS RLY WHAT ID DO SHUT THE FUCK UPSLDFJLSKDJ #i hate this. how the fuck am i supposed to go on with my life now :/#@at ck this could be literally us but u playing see u in london u better fucking step up ur game #idk what else to say this is incredible u rly are incredible #my baker bee #mutuals🌼#submission

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alien-bodies · 7 years ago

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Oversharing Time!!!

(i just made that title up that’s not the official title I’m just Like That)

Ok so @frogyell tagged my main account (I am BLEST) but that’s for Refined Star Trek Content and this one’s for excellent moodboard content and garbage so here’s the garbage!!! I’m putting it under a cut bc it manipulates your brain to want to read through 85 fuckin facts about me more wow I love science

rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people.

1. last drink: Water! off to a great start

2. last phone call: my local Hot Topic. I feel like I should also mention I work there. But if you don’t know that and steal my phone you’ll see I have a contact named Hot Topic

3. last text message: Google sent me a verification code, but the last one I sent was to my brother it says “k”

4. last song you listened to: It’s called The Horror Of Your Love by Ludo, if I had to delete all but one song on my 121-song Best Enemies playlist I’d keep this one it’s Peak and kinda has vore but it’s metaphorical. metavoreical, if you will

5. time you cried: during my latest EMDR sesh! I was in Wales and everything it was a Lot I got ice cream after

6. dated someone twice? Big No

7. kissed someone and regretted it? Not really?

8. been cheated on? my ex had 16 anime dating sims downloaded at one point while we were dating does that count

9. lost someone special? yea

10. been depressed? hella

11. gotten drunk and thrown up? I’ve been drunk 1 time and it was when I was playing English handbells at my dad’s church’s wassail night but I did not throw up no

fave colors

12. Black

13. Lavendar

14. Light blue

in the last year have you…

15. made new friends? Hell Yell!!

16. fallen out of love? k i n d a ? ?

17. laughed until you cried? oh absolutely

18. found out someone was talking about you? OH BOY YUP YUP

19. met someone who changed you? yes! she managed to physically alter my hippocampus without touching it how fuckign whack is that

20. found out who your friends are? It’s always the same miraculous group chat

21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list? sure have

general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl? I keep it nice and refined so all of them. My old account is another story

23. do you have any pets? one beautiful and talented cat named Moriarty. A good description is she’s got puppy software on cat hardware.

24. do you want to change your name? listen I’ve been through 4.5 of these fuckers, I like Nate, I’m Quite Finished

25. what did you do for your last birthday? invited 2 pals over, I remember one of them suddenly whipped out I Am The Doctor and the Dr Who theme on the piano out of fuckin nowhere and I was like “Daniel what the hell you’re so talented” and then I hardcore dissociated the rest of the day

26. what time did you wake up today? 10:00

27. what were you doing at midnight last night? chatting w @houseofoakdown and also editing my monstrosity of a fanfiction

28. what is something you cant wait for? Going back to school! then I can graduate in my pajamas and eat creamed corn in celebration

30. what are you listening to right now? the same goddamn playlist, this one’s called Battle Cry by The Family Crest, i cri erytiem

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom? probably???

32. something thats getting on your nerves? my brother vaping in the bathroom with the fan on at 12:30am

33. most visited website: tungle dot hell

34. hair color: I started out blonde af now I’m less blonde but still blonde.

35. long or short hair: short

36. do you have a crush on someone: :[] yes

37. what do you like about yourself: i’m hella smart, my moodboards are bangin, my writing is cool af, I’m well-hydrated at all times

38. want any piercings? Big No

39. blood type: A+!!!!! thats me!!!!!

40. nicknames: my brother calls me a goon sometimes

41. relationship status: im married to my laptop

42. zodiac: I was born on the last day of Taurus so I’m a definite Taurus/Gemini power combo

43. pronouns: they/them, tho in some places I use he/him bc The Dysphoria got hog wild enough I decided to pretend to be a trans guy so ppl would take me seriously, but I’m moving more towards they/them everywhere now.

44. fave tv shows: Dr Fuck, Sherlock (I’m armed with a pitchfork and an arsenal of beefed up tv & film knowledge come on fight me), DOWNTON ABBEY

45. tattoos: in August I will get a bee on my right arm and probably a Secret Word in Gallifreyan on my left it’ll say fuck

46. right or left handed: one time I was bored in grade 10 and tried to make myself ambidextrous but that was a hassle so I’m firmly right handed. Except in archery.

47. ever had surgery: got all 4 wisom teeth out not long ago! I still need to squirt water in my gum holes so I get all the mushy food out :{

48. piercings: I used to have my ears pierced but they’re grown tf over now!

49. sport: first of all what the hell is this question looking for second of all I have a red belt (which is 2 below black belt) in Taekwondo. I really need to do that again hhhhhh

50. vacation: i went to England and France in the summer with my family as a “””grad trip”””, it was lots of fun but my collection of sensory issues extended to chomping and I dissociated so intensely in The Louvre my mom told me to go back outside so I wrote fanfiction while listening to 21 Pilots and chatting w my imaginary friends and it took me like 18 hours to process I’d seen The Mona Lisa with mine own 2 eyes. Also the plane was delayed twice bc we used Air Canada for some godforsaken reason and I had 0 hours of sleep when I went to the Sherlock Holmes museum and I started talkin to this bust of Sherlock Holmes and then I hadn’t eaten enough and we were walking to this bookstore and I said “I need food!” and my dad said “We’ll get it AFTER” then I shouted “I’M GONNA DIE” so I got a BLT from Tesco.

51. trainers: h

more general

52. eating: the last thing I ate was chocolate chips straight out of the bag

53. drinking: I got another cup of water

54. im about to watch: my entire fanfiction to take 3000 notes on consistency. and by watch I mean read

55. waiting for: my brother (not vaping) to get out of the bathroom so I can PEE

56. want: Orphan Black to be on Netflix so I can actually binge watch it then call my grandma about it

57. get married: idk I didn’t think I was a get married person but since realizing I’m a lesbian it seems like a good idea!

58. career: nurse and a writer. I might just move to London and work double time to write enough scripts I have some street cred then pitch a TV adaptation of Faction Paradox to the BBC and win

which is better

59. hugs or kisses: hugs bc it means my friends are in my vicinity not Toronto

60. lips or eyes: uh. eyes???????????

61. shorter or taller: i’m 5′3″ and I would love a tol partner

62. older or younger: i don’t think I care

63. nice arms or stomach: what fresh hell does this mean. I’d like a nice stomach free of gastrointestinal issues and acid reflux. not that I have either of those but just in case

64. hookup or relationship: I have 300 many self-esteem issues so imma say relationship

65. troublemaker or hesitant: AU where I don’t have anxiety and I’m a trouble maker

have you ever

66. kissed a stranger: noop

67. drank hard liquor: I PUT RUM IN THE WASSAIL HELL YEAH also once someone bought me a shot at a queer dance thing bc it was payday and my friend told me to gulp the WHOLE SHOT and then the lemonade so I don’t barf and I was like “brah this is too high-stakes” so I poured the vodka in the lemonade and took sips and everyone stared at me

68. lost glasses: in grade 6 and then my mom threatened to make me wear one of those granny glasses chains so I never lost them again

69. turned someone down: ya this kid Cyrus used to chase me around in grade 5 and I’d run away always he was weird af one time he made out with a folder right in front of me in the middle of class

70. sex on first date: probs not at this point but I’m not opposed to the general idea when I’m less w h a c k e d u p

71. broken someones heart: Not that I know of?

72. had your heart broken: c o n s i s t e n t l y in the most fricked up ways god

73. been arrested: no but once I booed at the police bc the local nazis (yeah) were gonna have a rally so we had a counter-rally and I dropped in but there were no nazis except one old dude in a MAGA hat showed up 2 hours late lmao

74. cried when someone died: oui

75. fallen for a friend: Big Lesbian Mood

do you believe in

76. yourself: YA BB

77. miracles: not as such

78. love at first sight: nah

79. santa claus: I wasn’t allowed to believe in Santa as a child bc he was “too much like God” sad

80. kiss on a first date: ye!

81. angels: big no

other

82. best friend’s name: I don’t exactly have a proper best friend but I’m goin with Liam

83. eye colour: blue/grey

84. fave movie: either The Force Awakens (bc I love bb8 and I’m gay 4 Rey) or Interstellar shut up

85. fave actor: uh idk let’s go with my brother

WOW THAT WAS LONG JEE🅱️US. I’m tagging @houseofoakdown @spoonietimelordy @gemvictorfromtheponyverse @spockswhales @raesand and that exhausts the ppl I know but you’re all worth quadruple in my heart 💖

#Open For Sicc Facts Abt Me #ianposting

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heleneplays · 3 years ago

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IT IS!!!! IN PROGRESS!!!!!! also oop im adding in *note*s for some passages i want 2 remember so to anyone else who hasnt played, this contains spoilers,,,, u are warned!!!!!

i keep forgetting i want to achieve the 5 indy quotes this time (*shakes fist @ u btw) SO ye back at it again

also hey u know what i SHOULD have done a killcount!!!!! oof im now in the desert part so i kinda forgot but oof. guess i"ll start here and add rhe old when i replay again

ok *takes note* esme has speed in drawing and shooting and abdul is swole and v grear close combat fighter

also "What a marvelous start to the day. Three dead Nazis, and now we have a truck." GIRLLLLLLLLLLL i know that's so fun for us!!!!

*note* Abdul knows to drive :) first a car, now a truck

also can i just say that the (affectation) is such a bop. i love that.

ok i FORGOT we actually had pussy leopard attack in this first book so thats the cat crossed off...... But OOF not me currently thinking of Helene Spillane & her 2 cats AU :)

*note* abdul tinkers w/ engines :)

hmmmm *note* Abdul & Esme met in Constantinople, 5 years earlier............... and huh. 3 people unconscious? Esme is holding out on me 🤡

anyways Abdul u beautiful fool. thats ok sir u drink your respecting and loving women juice :)

oh the sudden hesitation abt max-min my stats but hey u know what. life is short. ill do what i can :)

"Home can sneak up on you, take you by surprise." BITCH,,,,,,, IM SOFT???? catch me thinking about adding this to my wedding vows fic-- OOP wip spoiler alert!!!! (HELP)

also *note* Esme is a duchess; Abdul is royal who's family once owned a small emirate

ALSO abdul/esme my beloved :)

HHH HHHHHH now i have to make a save for abdul/esme bc its poly shipping rights 🥺🥺🥺 anyways

i keep fucking forgetting the walkthrough that i have!!!! anyways. abdul finding the podium my beloved

jffjdjxkn these fucking buttons i s2g!!!! ok but the flavor text "Push a button, any button!" screams that 'i am going to mash random buttons and by god i hope they are right' energies here-- iconique™

*note* esme is incredibly adventurous and would have entered a newly unsealed cave with 0 thoughts. i am about to assign orange cat for her.

*note* 1st chap is cave that was abandoned by a jewish, all-male traditionalist community who had access to water (with no obvious signs where that came from esp since its literally in the middle of the desert-- can resources be generated by carxite? we know descendants can access certain powers, but well.... what's the limit? questions for later.)

lmao flexing my subterfuge by lockpicking this old ass lock UNTIL I REALIZE ITS ALSO BOOBY TRAPPED FUCK. christ my heart. im too young to have a heart attack but i also live an unhealthy life so. 🤷🏻‍♀️

*note* relic for ch 1 is urim & thummim (oracle of god) in chest piece. stones are pale blue, about the color of lapis lazuli, but NOT. has flecks of gold. Spillane activates and room glows a blue light. future vision.

*note* scenes seen in vision chronology: ch 2, ch 4, ch 6, ch 3, ch 7

*note* 1st time- knocked out for 15 minutes

mmmMMmmMMmMmMm oh no :)

once again i am small and gay!!!!!! help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OK (INHALES)

*note* Book 1 María has her hair til shoulder height, and is a rich red. hazel eyes filled with ambition and a handsome chin. pariah in academia but v effective treasure hunter. historian specialist. shining star but unpopular. cold, calculating, highly amoral.

SCREAMING SOBBING CRYING ONCE AGAIN I'M SIMP

*note* ex-lovers route: first years - drawn to each other | together for one Oxford winter | "the more you knew her, the more you saw there was nothing to her." (*LOOKS AWAY AT MY LfM DRAFT*) | YOU called off the relationship and at that time, neither of you was particularly sad to see it end (*LOOKS AWAY AT MY LfM DRAFT HARDER*)

*note* ex-friends route: kindred spirit at first | many evenings together at the pictures or pubs of Jericho/Crowley road

*note* ENEMIES route: she irritates you, you irratate her, and its a vicious cycle :) | you graduated before her, and weren't sorry to see the back of her

oKAY BUT JSJDJDJD THE SASSINESS MY BELOVED. i am certified maría simp but u know what. im going to bully her so bad for this.

"I know her. I wish I didn't."

"It's mutual," says María with a scowl.

BITCH NOT ME WITH SPURNED LOVE RIGHT HERE (stealing it rn)

h hhhh hhhhh Ok but this sequence has got me shaking babes!!!!!!! anyways while i may not entirely like María's guts rn the respect of the girl code MUST be observed.

anyways gonna gaslight gatekeep girlboss my way out of this ✌🏻😘

*note* esme IS a very good shot and i love her

anyways kill count since earlier: 2. no 3, bc driver. oh no there were passenger nazis, so thats actually 5... anyway.

HHH HHHHH CHAPTER 1 END MY BELOVED :)))))

and as a treat i am kissing esme 😳

i mean. save 1 had helene collecting everyone like a pokemon card 🤡 im not ashamed... and save 2 is pure pining. helene is loyal all the way :)

now im gonna have helene kiss all the girls in save 3 bc its what she deserves. but also, more realistic take. but save 2 def is the best one for me :)

ANYWAYS

kissing esme 👉🏻👈🏻 i hope it doesnt awaken anything in me

also *note*: helene sells it to the british in game bc money the priority 😳 atleast for the first 2-3 chap

ok and now im done w/ ch 1!!!!

Taking my break here bc its 1 am and i was playing on pc (surprising, especially when i complained i was going to play in my phone but well. how was i going to liveblog my thots if i was playing here? change tabs??? no thank <3) and my back hurts 🤡

ANYWAYS I WILL be back to yall later with more liveblogging thots under the cut after a rest which i will take 5 hours from now, so see me again in 12-16 from now!!!!

Replaying Relics of the Lost Age Book 1 rn just for fun and im gonna go liveblog my thoughts but under a cut :)

anyways just to start its been roughly like 2 months since i last replayed if only to add in a save for relics 2 but ANYWAYS

can i get a hell yea from out there bc honestly the prologue SLAPS but i do want to throttle myself bc its kinda mid chapter 1 when i can set my ethnicity 🥺 and if i was less observant i'd have HAD to restart everything bc im a dumb bitch

ANYWAYEEE SPEAKING OF WHICH

once again i am out here t-posing with Grandpa Jack & Grandma Molly :)

I KEEP FORGETTING THAT THEY CAN'T GET MARRIED AND I JUST LOOKED INTO MY DRAFTS THAT HAD A SMILING JACK AND MOLLY HOLDING A MARRIAGE CERTIFICATE IN AN OLD POST

anyways while.... thats illegal u know what. im hcing Molly as an excellent forger. she cooks it up and its a good display :)

ON ANOTHER NOTE

i???? almost forgot esme is also a good drawer-- i mean artist-- but hEY the more you reread :)

"I can't imagine you as a proper English acristocrat--" "Nor could I! all those tedious balls and jaunts to the country. An endless procession of dreary suitors chosen by papa. And all that fucking tea!" ESME I LOVE YOU BABY

anyways be back with yall later <3

#sooooooo yea i clowned #chapter 1 #relics of the lost age #relics series #relics series my beloved #lee liveblogs #lee plays relics series #personal.txt #mod lee speaks stuff #simp.txt

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aintzane411 · 7 years ago

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spoilers for voltron season 4 under the cut!

Episode 1:

BOM keith!!! We knew about it but still aaaa

why is everyone being a dick to keith let him live

theyre keeping him so busy just let him take a nap

btw this is 100% not real shiro this is a clone this is wrong

i need a hairspray AU with coran as corny collins

lance had to have been a theatre kid cmon

why does kolivan’s mask have 3 eye holes? he doesnt have 3 eyes does he?

other guy has 3 eye holes too

rip other guy

i s2g keith is gonna get back and everyone’s gonna rip into him but this poor boy just needs some oxygen and a nap jfc

coran laser noises!!!

NOT! MY! SHIRO!

ew ka//ura like kudos to shippers but *sigh*

keiths bom suit lowkey looks like he has boobs like i am totally here for trans!keith yes pls

kolivan insists he doesnt bind during missions bc its dangerous and that just adds to his stress levels poor bby

there are. furries in this rebellion. god damn it

“undetected” my boy keith doesnt do “undetected” guys

pls just let keith be happy omg

whyyyy are they furries??? like the artists knew what they were doing cmon

im gonna cry if this is actually shiro like i love kuron to death but please no

im so scared omg

let! keith! rest!!!

“he can finally be the leader i was unable to be” god keith ily im sorry babe

sheith hug!!!! leading into a group hug!!!!

but lets be real im terrified like keith is leaving the team what the fuck

Episode 2:

aaaa flashback!!! Katie!!!

o shit this is called Reunion we’re gonna find matt this episode!!!

ill punch this kid callin pidge a nerd fight me bro

MATT FLASHBACK

pidge is so cute holy fucking shit

also tag yourself im matt’s “big fucking muscles”

ooh heres the scene they showed at nycc does that mean the kaltenecker scene is in the season too?

my smol smart child im love her

smol smart badass child

stop! misgendering! my! child!

pls give pideg her brother back

“paladin pidge” how cute

IM LOVE PIDGE

plant gun!

portable xray!

o shit matt was an officer!!!

i like how matt’s “rebel officer transponder” picture is him in the galra prison gear lol

omg matt “what the garrison doesnt know wont hurt them” i love

“what dad doesnt know wont hurt him” MATT

im gonna scream if matts dead

dont you dare

theres still 9 minutes left dont you dare

FUCK

please plesae please please god

FUCK THESE FUCKING WRITERS

STUPID EMOTIONAL WHIPLASH JFC

its almost 3am and im glad im emotionally dead inside or else i would have cried like 4 times already

THERE HE IS

omg its just like ree’s canon holy shit lol

there he is holy shit thank god

this is. so pure.

ofc matt has a bounty on his head jfc

“lets show this guy what the holts are made of” god fucking bless

ok now you guys gotta find sam too cmon

niceeee good work guys damn

SCIENCE NERDS OMG

Episode 3:

okay pidge has her brotehr now lets get my boys back in the right lions kthx

ok so after rewatching s3 i think haggar and zarkon are possessed by these creatures

omg. omg matt is straight for allura wtf this is the Last Thing I Expected

shatt hug!!

technically kuratt hug but shhhhhhhh

omg lance calm down

oh boy here comes super zombie zarkon rip

“wayward son” omg

milkshake reference yes

wait please give me langst and have lance feel like hes being replaced by matt please i need more langst in my life

omfg kaltenecker scene!!!!

its even better than the clip omfg

i want lotor to come to the good side i want him to be a good guy let him have mommy issues with keith

yessss bls tell hunk how much of a genius he is thank

oh nooooo i bet pidge normally plays the game with lance but shes busy with matt aaaaa D:

i changed my mind i dont want langst

second ship??? oh boy

third??? OH BOY

matt needs to wash his hair

smelly boy

shoutout to ree and matt

i need more info on shiro/kuron omfg please

YASS PIDGE UPGRADE VOLTRON WITH CLOAKING YES

omg omg matt is gonna pilot green holy shit

damn rip narti there goes our main physically disabled character besides shiro ugh

WHERE IS KEITH BRING MY BOY BACK

omg i think lotor is gonna end up on team voltron whoa

Episode 4:

WHERE! IS! SHIRO!!!

WHERE! IS! KEITH!!!

“besides playing keith is really easy, just act moody” dont call me out like this

ok lance was 100% a theater kid but always an ensemble member never a lead, for which he was bitter about and made up for the fact by being way too over the top as an ensemble

is. is coran gonna do drugs?????? what the fuck????

omg corans room is adorable

ewewewewew brain bug omfg ew

space mall!!

omfg his fucking accent jfc

hunk “well it rhymes so its gotta be true” ily hunk

please never use any of this advice for real theater stuff smh

stick alien!

omfg an “on ice” performance holy shit

fuckin stick alien zarkon and haggar holy shit

careful guys you might break an arm

like i did smh

“loverboy lance” beautiful

“SHIRO THE HERO” THANK

even tho its not shiro but shhhhh

stop! throwing! hunk! under! the! bus!!!

the fact that no one is questinoing coran’s personality just proves that none of them would notice the subtle changes between shiro and kuron so the theory still stands

jesus christ fucking meta “except for you shiro youre the most popular character ill never get rid of you” fuck you writers

varkon! mermaids!

i miss keith :(

ep 4 moral of the story: dont do drugs kids

let! bibobi! live!!!!

Episode 5:

yesss give me keith!!!!!

omg voltron and bom and rebels are all doing a big mission together yes

me: suddenly remembers the “and lance dies so theres that” interview also me: panics

ROLO!!!

different VA??? not norman reedus i think???

hunk! being! badass! yes!!!!

im still v suspicious of this shiro smh

FEMALE GALRA COMMANDER!!!!

shes pretty oh no

why tf does there gotta be furries in the rebellion

oh fuck i almost thought matt died jfc

this commander looks like a steven universe diamond

KEITH MY BOY!!!!!

bby im proud of you for training with the bom but im so glad youre back aaaaaaaa

babe there he is aaaa!!!!!! im love keith!!!!!

now give me the real shiro jfc

and get lance back in the blue lion jfc

i s2g if matt dies

i s2g if lance dies

eyyy hell yeah go acxa

eyyy hell yeah go keith

this is going too well something is gonna happen im so scared

im really scared damn

Episode 6:

hhhhhh im terrified oh boy here we go

this one is called a new defender oh fuck

white lion?!?!?!

will keith be the white paladin?!!?!?!?!!

i just really want everyone back in their original spots bls

wait wtf is going on i zoned out for a bit its 4am

its gonna be those alternate reality being things again istnt it

lance “what are those” nice meme reference

shiro now is not the time to stay behind and analyze fuckin get ur team out of there god damn it now theres a force field around the planet fucking hell

this isnt good. this isnt good at all. and the music sounds so ominous oh god

im so scared

lance i s2g you better not do anything stupid

lance i s2g you better not do antyhing stupid

bls no a//urance

lance i s2g you better not do anything stupid

KEITH YOU BETTER NOT DO ANYTHIGN STUPID EITHER HOLY SHIT

shoutout to coran for just having to hang back while all of his loved ones risk their lives

lance i s2g

im so scared holy shit

LANCE DONT DO ANYTHING STUPID

w h o a

I LOVE KEITH SO MUCH

shoutout to coran for just accepting that alluras telling him to leave when everyon ehe loves could very well die

im love keith and his new leadership skills he learned in the bom but DONT YOU DARE DIE HOLY FUCK

no one is allowed to die

keith dont you dare

keith DONT YOU DARE

KEITH

holy fuck oh my god hes ok hes ok holy fucking shit

o shit

o shit lotor is gonna join the coalition i fucking called it!!!

holy fuck that was a lot of emotions and where the fuck is shiro fuck you writers fuck you

#voltron #voltron spoilers #voltron season 4 #season 4 spoilers #vld season 4 #tagging everything i can think of #vld spoilers #god that was stressful

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wereg0blin · 7 years ago

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for the ask meme? all of them u thot

For ur and Cris' demand1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?Yes!!!!! 2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?UhHHHHHH it is 3 years older than me but hhhhhhh probably not3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?Bicth ten mins ago4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?ALWAYS5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?If there are they can go fuck themselves right in the butthole6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?CHOKE-I dont know how but they found me - mr seen aka my eX hHHhH7. What exactly are you wearing right now?a cute ass blouse thingy some tights and christmas deer antlers on top of a Santa hat8. How often do you listen to music?every chance i get9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?jeans i guess10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013?i dont even remember 201311. Are you a social or an antisocial person?both damn12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?On the cheek yes13. What about ‘R’?platonically yes14. Can you drive a stick shift?i can climb sticks???? does that count??? 15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?they 100% do and i dont really care bc everyone talks shit about everyone 16. Are you going out of town soon?i dont know how to reply to this because i live in two towns17. When was the last time you cried?Wednesday i think,, i wish i could cry more often 18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?i try to say it as much as i can bc i have a lot of love in my heart19. If you could change your eye color, would you?maybe a lighter blue bc gray blue isn't that pretty20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?not counting evan,,, uhh Boys ARE A BLESSING TO THIS WORLD FUXK YEAH21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.am planning to tell mh parents abt my depression but hHHHHH22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?if it has boy in it iT CUTE23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?NopE cris is like,,,, my best friend wtf24. What are you sitting on right now?b e d i t s o f t25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?FRIENS. LOVE THEM. 26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?ALL THW TIME B I TCH27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?my roommates 28. Do you get a lot of colds?nop, but when i do its fuxked up29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?Switzerland 30. Does anyone hate you?yepity depity do and i hope they burn in hell fucking pieces of shits31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?it will be a cold day in hell when i drink my dudes32. Do you like watching scary movies?BITCH I L OV E MAKING FUN OF MOVIESSO SEEING SHITTY SCARY MOVIES IS A FUCKING BLESSING 33. Do you want your tongue pierced?Nah how tf am i gonna eat spicy shit then???? ¿¿¿¿34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?2015????or 2016??? i think that was the worst my depression ever was35. Did you have a dream last night?i think????? 36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?right now37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?hope not???? but then again???? kinda hope i do????? probably not doe38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?yes i know at least 2 boys and i feel so sorry for them39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?probs40. Did you have a good day yesterday?mmmeh41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?oh shit i have no Fucking idea 42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?y e s43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?i think???? cris must've told me at least one time and evan too so Uhhhh i guess???? ¿¿¿¿44. What’s the best part about school?i get to have unnecessary crushes45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?ppppplenty46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?yeah but he called me a slut and a whore 47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?god fucking hell all the time 48. Were you single over the last summer?yep49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?nope thank the whatever the fuck is out there 50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?sleeping i guess51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?evan is a precious cinnamon roll fuck off 52. Are you nice to everyone?YES YES YES YES ALWAYS as i saidk i l l t h e m w i t h k i n d n e s s53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?h hh hhh fuCking tAke a wIld Gue Ss m854. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?bitch when i cheat will be the day i cut my throat 55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?bad feelings? yescrushes? n0Pe56. Do you think you like someone?i think but i hope not57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?nop i do not Think so my dude 58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?why THE FUCK would that matter59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?current ones?? i dont think so??? 60. Do you hate anyone?nah i just,,,, strongly dislike themexcept the fucking bitches i called friends i hopr they die in a fire 61. How’s your heart?idk i guess ok??? im always okay62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?not really pffft63. Have you ever cried over a guy?yes all the time,, boys r beautiful 64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?hmmmmmmmmm idk i can think of a few people but i hope not 65. Are your toenails painted pink?I W I S H66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?bih i wish i could have my first kiss67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?if boyfriend cries i cry thats bad 68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?poor poor souls that actually had this happen to them69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?my sister!!! 70. How do you look right now?bored Even doe im honestly just relaxed 71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?i do that with everyone bc if u don't like me u don't have tk be around me 72. Can you commit to one person?yes ofc!!!??? 73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?even bby ilu74. Have you ever felt replaced?i think?? yes probs75. Did you wake up cranky?nop76. Are you a jealous person?hhhhHA YOU DONT EVEN K N O W77. Are relationships ever worth it?Theyre fun but the end of them makes me wanna die78. Anyone you’re giving up on?crushes and teachers 79. Currently wanting to see anyone?3 more years bih u better wait for meand u too eben b safe u dork80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?sssstudy h81. Last person you cried in front of?mom82. Is there someone you will never forget?yyyES83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?nope he doesn't really care about me anymore (although i dont think he ever did) 84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?BICTH ID BE KISSING THAY THOT ALL OVER HER FACE AND WATCHING SAW AND VORING PIZZAEVEN DUDE HHHHELTS WATCH SAW 3 AND LAUGH AT THAT DUDE BREAKING HIS LEG AND THWN I CAN HUG YOU TILL I DIE FROM DEHYDRATION 85. Are you over your past?i ggggUess??? 86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?i have no idea 87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? @lady-misfortune @space-ace-sneevee @thelilshadowchild88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?what has been has been but i guess idk yet bc ive had like 1 bf for now 89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?never kissed 90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?i guess???????? 91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?i sure as hell have no idea92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?Michael Jackson and I are best buddies bItch93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?noPe94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?i was in a relationship with my laptop and i didnt leave him from 7pm to 6am 95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?he a dicky 96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?bicth fucjing prettiest people youll find97. Who do you have texts from?crissy gorl that im too lazy to reply to98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?happened to me and i said "glad u told me earlier i dont want u being with me if u r uncomfy" it did hurt like a fucking bitch doe99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?bitch never kissed 100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?me, myself and i101. Ever kissed under fireworks?NEVER KISSED FFS102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?IN a jar nicely packed and handed to me? no but stomach butterflies so bad i wanted to throw up? yes

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tagalogs · 7 years ago

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diamond edge in manila;

bc this is long overdue and its almost been a month and i just wnted to write my experience during the concert and also bc its 4 am and i cant fucking get over minghao!! this is also really long lmfao

it was like 11 am when i got there and there were so many fuckign people already i wanted to die. there were so much fansites but i only managed to buy a minghao iring, and i got a few freebies and i gave out my jeonghan birthday print as a freebie also! and i met some rly nice people while i was waiting in line it was nice, no stampede or whatsoever someone even came in a fucking wedding attire lmfao she was a joshua stan, anyway ffw to the con UH BITCH I GOT IN EARLY

i was this close btich

anyway fanchants were goddamn real we didnt just do fanchants we just, sang the whole song it was honestly heartwarming! i got in early honestly like an hour before the con actually started! and i couldnt fuckign take it was my first concert as well lmfao and staff were laughing at me bc once i got in i was running for my life and i was shoutign “UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IM A WANNABE VOLLEYBALL PLAYER I CAN DO THI”

ffw to the dwc playing and everyone was goddamn screamgin the song and then GODDAMN 8:30 CAME AND HTYUGHHHHHH THE LIGHTS ALL WENT OFF AND GOAJSDKJ THIS ETHEREAL MOTHERFUCKER CAME ON FIRST ND WAVED TO US

and i have videos bt i cant upload them here?? anyway they performed pretty u first it was ethereal seeing jeonghan doing the iconic “neo yeppeuda” AND THHHHHHHHHHHHH they performed in those fuckgingh beautifual ass prince costume and i HHHHHH LIKE LOOK AT THEM

adn then beautiful, JTSDKLFJSL BEAUTIFUL WAS GLORIOUS!!!!!!!!

oh my god it was so cute everyone was singing and it was just so good 💖💖💖 and then there’s a small break before the chorus where everyone sings “BEAUTIFUL!” right? well this fuck hoshi fucking played with our hearts and was like “MANILA CARAAAAAAATS!” and then the chorus “BEAUTIFUL!” everyone lost their shit including me. and then adore u!!!!

adore u was also amazing dont touch me, i get to hear jeonghan’s line live finally after having no line now im dead thanks anyway HYUUUUU still lonely!!!!!!!! MY HEART IT WAS FUCKDIH ADORABLE THANKS

and then aju nice this was the song that everyone lost their shit too thanks including me, BIFTH jeonghan waved at US the people in our section, and i was throwing the big heart sign around nonstop while filming my fancams

i GOT IT ON CAMERA NAD AHUUUUUUUUUUUU mingyu also waved and hHGHHGHSD 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖 i also got it on camera!! fansites rly whitewash the hell out of the boys they’re not that pale in comparison towards their fansites, esp. mingyu.

the other members were gone for a bit and then performance unit did swimming fool! it was so cute! and then the vcr and blablabla and then they came back with their school uniform outfits for mansae I LSOT MY SHIT AT MANSAE, everyone did the mansae wave!! and uh minghao 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖 wonwoo is so much more handsome irl like wow everyone is?? i stan dumbasses (this is super lq bc its just a screen cap)

and then they did boom boom HHHHHHHHHHH it was so good and jun was so RUDE and he knew what he was doing. like. i watched my fancam for almost every vid i took, he knew he was being rude and then they had a break, hoshi and dino came out lmao they did a small game where they impersonated each other, hoshi was a little shit and dino won so hoshi had to spell out his name using his butt it was cute

next it was vocal unit’s turn........holy fuck um i died during vocal unit’s part. so they sang we gonna make it shine h it was breathtaking. and dana nadn andn jeonghan,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,jeonghan...............,jeonghan. next was dont listen in secret it was absolutely beautiful man like it was dark!svt so it was great ofc.

nd then...and then.........it was hhu’s turn!! un haeng il chi aka bop of the century my most favorite song ever came on and EVERYONE was so good at participating with the chants and scoups snapped, wonwoo was so fucking handsome with that suit and red satin gloves, vernon was also so rude!!!! mingyu was also uhgnhhhhhhhh 💖💖💖

check in AAAAAAA this was great everyone was smiling and just bopping to it honestly, just. these pics...

i didnt get to take a lot from hhu bc i was bopping to their songs bc they are my fav unit and then they finished!

ok its time for performance unit, we all goddamn anticipated who but that didnt happen 🙄, but its ok bc we got omg or oh my god and oh my god indeed bitch UGHHHH IT WAS SO PERFECT, performance unit realy is something else

they then performed, ot13 back, crazy in love, ICONICCCCCCCCC!!!!!! and then chinaline out to fucking kill me with my i ... lq again bc screencap!

listen it was gay. and it was amazing, gay anthem, thats it.

vocal unit came back and performed habit AUHGGGGGGGGGGGG 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖 everyone was so great adn hearing sk’s and dk’s voices live was just. wow. there was a big screen before their stage, and then they showed the people behind them while they were singing it was sooo beautiful

then, hhu w if i UUUUUUUUUUUHHHHHHHHH 💖💖💖💖 just that. no words needed wonwoo’s handsomeness is too much i cant take it. vernon was unreal.

ment time! ah it was so cute MINGYU SANG TRAUMA SJKXLVKCLXV 💖💖 AND THEN HHU FOLLOWED and then members hyped him up and it was wonwoo’s part lmao he did his and members hyped him also by copying his move w kicking the chair

dino did a michael jackson dance!! AND HONG SAMBA SADJKASJD, it was so cute!!! they also taught us the cheers of “seventeen carat!!! *clap* *clap* EDGE!!” haha bitch who knew this was a fucking spoiler i hate them and the “chuck chuck, brr chuck!” cheer

then it was time for them to perform rock UGHHSDSD LEE JIHOON AND KWON SOONYOUNG!!!!!! RUDE!!!!!!!!!!! AND CHUCK HFSHFHHSHSHDHF WOW

and then were near the end,,,,,,,,,,,, TT they did their ment, i was almost moved to tears but i didnt, they did...... dont wanna cry which had the loudest fanchants, the part where everyone was!!!!!!!!!!! the best.. it was magical.

and then the letters to carats vid this part got to me bc we were handed japanese paper that were colored pink and blue and we put it up our carat bong, it was really pretty one half of the arena is rose quartz and the other is serenity so it formed the rose quartz & serenity ocean

(i was in the blue part!!)

ot13 came back and changed to the rq & s shirts and performed shining diamonds AAAAAAAAAAAA HGHDSFH 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖 and then sad to say bc its almost really near the end but healing 💖💖💖 wow it really was honestly healing everyone was having so much fun and then confetti came out!! and then this bitch minghao. ohhhh HHH MINGHAO, listen he was my bias wrecker before but listen.

i was literally throwing around the whole big heart sign w my arms while filming w my other hand during the WHOLE con so i was dead tired and i didnt even get to sit down much, i didnt eat at all bc of how much i wanted to look for my fav fansites. anyway this motherfucker, xu minghao naruto ran to my fucking heart.

this is blurry as fuck bc i wasnt fuckign looking thanks i was looking at them but i still filmed

AND GAVE ME GODDAMN HEART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW I KNEW? BC IM THE ONLY ONE IN OUR SECTION FUCKGIN DOING IT SOME OFTHE MEMBERS WERE LOOKING AT OUR DIRECTION BUT THIS MOTHERFUCKER IS THE ONLY ONE WHO ACTUALLY NOTICED ME!!!!!!!!!! IT GAVE ME BUTTERFLIES!!!!!!! THANKS I LOST MY SHIT THANKS!!!! 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

woozi and minghao also waved earlier but this fucker did THAT

and then after that they did their ending ment which was bittersweet and they acknowledged the rs & q ocean so they sat according to the color of the shirt, left side was for the ppl who were wearing blue to the blue section, and other was pink for the pink section and hoshi said it was all really beautiful and then they took the selca!!!!!!!!! HGGGGGGGGGGGGH

...woozi said salamat which is tagalog for thank you it was all so cute...i dont rmmr the order so ill just get off what i got from my fancams, minghao oh 💖💖💖 he did his ment in english IT WAS SO CUTE H he said “tonight im so happy because of you” and everyone lost their shit. :/

WONWOO WAS SO FUCKING SOFT, he told the ppl that he won’t forget us and that it was memorable for him, honestly i lost it when during the ment, he kept looking at our section and smiled softly i was like. wow.

joshuAAAAAAA!! SHUA!! i love him he told us that ph fans realy make everything fun and that he remembered from shining diamonds how fun it was for him, and then he told us mahal kita which means i love you in tagalog! AAAAA

mingyu!!!!!!! oh sweetiesdjfkdsj he was almost about to cry like a loser god i love him... he was so sweet and he said also that this was a memorable night for him and that he told us to stay happy !!!!!!!! WHAT A LOSER GOD, and instead of mahal kita he said "maHAL KO KAYOOOOOO” AND DID THE HEART SIGN W THE ARMS WHAT A FUCKING LOSER

SEOKMIN!!!!!!!!!! WHAT A SUNSHINE!!!!!!! HE TOLD US he couldnt believe that it was the last day and that they really did their best and said salamat po and waved to the ppl!

HOSHI!!!!! THIS BTFHCSDC honestly the concert was so much fun bc of hoshi!! he was so cute and lively and had so much fun too, im so glad!! he told us that too and. “because of your love and support i gained weight” and then did THAT

and then

“this is seventeen, this is carat, they match”

god what a loser!!!!!! i lvoe him mom!!!!!!!! and said mahal kita also!

vernon! ah he was also sweet, he told the ppl that he couldnt have done this without the fans and that he was v thankful!

JEONGHAN!!!! SWEETIE!! ANGEL!! BABY!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO MUCH!! HE TOLD THE FANS THAT HE WAS HONOURED AND SO THANKFUL AND SAID MAHAL KITA!

seungkwan, my son. oh my god , sweetie i love you so mcuh..... he was so sweet and he basically said that he was also very thankful for the fans’ support bc back when he wasnt a singer he couldnt imagine that he could get close to someone he idolized (?) but now that he was a singer he can feel so much of the fans’ support !!! AND even though they have hard times he can get through it bc of the fans oh my god my son he was also close to crying and he said they’ll come back with songs AND HHH E HE SPOKE ENGLISH!! vernon helped him also BUT HE! he told the fans that thank you for coming and that he’ll never forget today, your voice , your cheers and was so thankful and mAHAAAL KITAAA HWHDJSKFSD

seungcheol. the flirty ass fucker? oh my god? he was so sweet and just wow his gummy smile...wow, he said he felt a lot of support and this fucker he said we shouldnt forget one thing? “if you guys promise to stand by us, we promise that we we will stand by your side” and was so thankful, credits, AND AGAIN, “our staff is actually lsitening to this, please take care of our carats alright?” UHGSKSJDDJKS EVERYONE LOST THEIR SHIT and then that was it...they did the say the name seventeen! thank you! and bowed and jsut hsdjkfdsfhjkdsf wow

ok its 5 am im a dead bitch bye

#lms #props to the ppl who actually read until the end!

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