#crying rn ๐
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fuck my skibidi chungus life bro heartstopper is so good
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In the mathed class. Straight up โgessing itโ. and by โitโ, well. letโs justr say. The rong anser.
#straight up jorking it#my peanits#mathematics#fml#iโm on the verge of tears#somebody save me#i hate math#itโs impossible#fr#crying rn ๐#it doesnt make any sense#WHY#PLEASE#feeling emotions of incredible violence rn#math
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thinking about mams being a good boyfriend cuz I need it rn lol.
imagine being at a party at Lord Diavoloโs castle. Itโs noisy and crowded, and every single person there seems so important, and mc just canโt seem to figure out if itโs ok to say hi or even look anyone in the eyes. Their outfit isโฆ nice, but itโs uncomfortable in all the wrong places and they canโt help but feel a little insecure and intimidated by everything. Theyโre trying their hardest to stay by themselves, off to the side, but every single glance from anyone at all makes their face grow red in embarrassment. they start to fumble with their hands, pulling and picking at their nails and the dead skin around the area. Itโs a bad and nasty habit and they know. but they had nothing else to fidget with to get their anxiety to go away, and they simply just canโt help it right now.
just then they feel a hand gently grab onto one of theirs and carefully pulls it away from them, of course they jump a little and then their head to see whoโs grabbing them-only to be met with the familiar and handsome face of their boyfriend. he avoids eye contact for a moment to look around the room before turning to look at them, he looks calm but itโs obvious he knows very well how stressed they are right now. he scoots closer to them, intertwining their fingers as he gently squeezes their hand, he offers them the glass he was holding, which was really just some sort of fruit juice, it was obvious it wasnโt one of the multiple fancy alcoholic drinks that were being served, at least it didnโt taste like it was. Honestly it was hard to tell if it was something that was actually being offered by the multiple servants walking around with trays in hand. mc quickly chugs down the drink to get rid of the dry sensation in their mouth, they set it down on a near by table and simply scoots closer to their boyfriend, reaching over and grabbing his hand with both of theirs now as they press their forehead to his shoulder. Squeezing their eyes shut.
his free hand carefully yet firmly rubs against their back as he leans his head down and mumbles to them,
โdo you want to go home?โ
Mc nods,
โalright, then letโs goโ โbut what if someone notices..?โ โWell then they can go kick rocks. If you donโt wanna be here then you shouldnโt be forced to. Iโd rather deal with my brother scoldin me for hours then you have to be here for another second, ya hear?โ
Mc falls silent again before nodding, he moves his hand to the back of their neck and gently kisses their forehead, then wraps his arm around them to exit the ballroom without being noticed by anyone.(especially luci.)
back at the HOL they both decide that his room would be the best to hangout in for the time being, they both throw off their formal wear as soon as they possibly can, and as mc puts on something much more comfortable and less itchy, mams makes a run downstairs to the kitchen to get them some snacks. once they feel theyโve got everything they need, they both snuggle with each other, most likely with a movie playing on his projector in the background, though they clearly arenโt focused on it much. They both sat there in silence, mc had their head laid against his chest as his arms draped around them and his hands were slowly rubbing their back, mc closes their eyes and breaths in slowly,
โthis is better.โ โi agree,โ โI love you,โ โi love you more,โ โthatโs physically impossible by the way,โ
They both giggle as mc turns their head to look at him, and they share a quick kiss before finally turning their attention to the movie.
#obey me#obey me mc#obey me mammon#obey me leviathan#obey me asmodeus#obey me beelzebub#obey me lucifer#obey me belphegor#obey me satan#obey me one master to rule them all#obey me mammon x mc#just got done crying over finals lol#Pray for me yall im gonna need it๐#Just needed some cute mams in my life rn#Also mams totally snuck off to the kitchen to get mc literally anything to drink that wasnโt alcoholic
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i love love love how you draw women, i used to see ur art all the time when i was a young teen and it really did make me feel soo good about the way i looked,, and the women u draw,my god,, i think your art is how i found out that i loved them
anyways ur art is a blessing, please keep making it ,,u dont gotta resopnd to this, just very glad i found ur account again :>
This honestly means SO much to hear, anon ๐ฅบ๐๐๐๐ thank you so much for sharing this omg I want to cry!! ;; w ;; ๐ฅบ๐๐๐๐๐๐
I'm so grateful my work then could make you feel good about the way you looked and that it could help open up the door more to loving women (Welcome My Friend ๐ฅณ๐๐ณ๏ธโ๐)!! That is honestly so incredibly amazing to hear and I am so touched to be a part of it! ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐๐๐๐
Thank you for your kindness and encouragement and reaching out on here! I'm so glad to be able to share more work with you again! ๐๐๐๐๐๐
#asks#crying in this chilis rn#;; w ;; ๐๐๐๐#hope everyone knows I take 3000 years to respond bc I reread kind messages like this a million times and get overwhelmed each time! ๐ญ๐๐๐#it then takes me so long to respond! but know that I treasure each of these so much! ; w ; ๐๐๐๐๐#and then I get a spurt of energy to answer a few and I am so touched once again alsdkjfasd thank you! ๐
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Hey, uh? Any scavengers fans wanna share their fav headcanons?
#i humbly beseech thee for any crumbs of blorbo thoughts ๐#no judgment here. go ham. pls. if you ever wanted a chance to ramble. feel free. pls. if not tho. thats ok too <3#this isnt like. a total desperate cry. i just have no energy to work on my projects involving them. but the thoughts persist in vague ways-#-cant draw/write. so. chipping away slowly on some possible hc posts. but along the way i thought. man. i oughta ask others cuz why not?#so....? yeah. heres me asking lol. first thought of just asking moots. but its an open invitation for anyone <3#idw scavengers#the scavengers#idw krok#idw spinister#idw misfire#idw crankcase#idw fulcrum#idw grimlock#idw nickel#mtmte#tf idw#tf headcanons#mtme scavengers#lost light#idk what all to tag lol. thaf prob more than enough tho#never wished harder that i could rotate characters in my head like some of yall non aphantasia folks. seems so nice...#instead its jusg noise. like static. no character. just abstract concepts of character lmao#super random. but its part of the noise. but damn. miss/mr fire would br such a funky drag name for human misfire...#aughh. i need to find time to draw. i can feel the fixation slipping bcs of all the stress and stuff and its like fuuuuuck. my escapism๐ญ#fuck brains for trying to discard the things ya love while youre busy and tired. i want my inspo and drive to create back goddammit >:(#its fine.things are fine. the mental health just needs more health and less mental rn ig. got some free time soon to work on it๐
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Woke up last night with two hypos that i barely had the brain activity to fix, and i no longer own Jelly Babies. Desperately hoping we donโt have a repeat performance

#i am at my limit#diabetes#im so fog brained and miserable rn#just gotta do my dissertation and then i can think about being a normale person who interacts with people again#i feel like I am rotting interally right now#i dont care about my degree#i dont care about an awful lot at the moment in terms of my own wellbeing outside of the diabetes#im quite frankly failing at socially interacting regularly enough that im going to start crying about it#and all in all i would say i am not having a good time rn#but on the PLUS side i have a job now#job = more dr pepper to cope ๐
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to the people who idolize me
Your likes ans reblogs are appreciated, I see them and I really appreciate them
I see you too, you're appreciated and loved for, I'm glad you took the time and day to look at my content even though I don't post much as i used to
Thank you for your support, it means alot ๐
Especially with the fanart, fun fact, I save them to my gallery
#I love yall sm#I swear#Yall make me cry when I see how far I've gotten#Trust ๐#I'm not doing too good rn#Sorry if this worries someone but im okay promise#Js school burn out ๐#AND ARTBLOCK
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my father has apologised

#he sent me a letter and SPECIFICALLY apologised for something. on the LAST page#just sat crying and staring at the wall for like half an hour lol#trying not to be too loud while my friend is on zoomcall and another is painting her nails#thank GOD i didn't open this letter when i was out#but i feel INSANE. like he legit gaslit me into thinking it hadn't happened#so i spent a few years super angry and insisting that it did#and the last few years thinking 'omg what if i did make it up am i crazy why would i do that there must be something deeply wrong with me'#and now here it is in black and white. it DID happen and he does regret it and is sorry about it#can't even talk to any friends about it bc i never told anyone. i only ever talked about it on here or in my diary#and my brother text me out of the blue in december to say he remembered it happening#(which he had denied shortly after it happened) and that he felt really guilty about it (even tho he shouldn't)#so i guess i should text or call him at some point. but rn i just need to decompress#my mind is literally like ????? !!!!!! :0000 ????#so idek anymore#im just shocked rn. hopefully it will help me in the long run. but rn i need to chill and get a cup of tea#thank you tumblr for being a place to trauma dump ๐ invaluable service ๐
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#BITCH WTF#send off kills me every day#like wdym you talked to jake๐๐๐๐#heโs literally not real what are you HAHAHAHAHA๐#why am i not in us rn#WHY WAS I NOT IN SEOUL FOR FATE#jake#JAKEJRIE#what are you doing bro like please๐ฐ im just a girlโฆ#enhypen#UK#PLEASEERJROR๐๐๐๐๐๐#ILL BE FUCKING CRYING HERE FOR ALL US SEND OFF DATES wondering why my pronouns are not USA๐ฆ
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#god bless america
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Your art is releasing my inner silly.
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Thank you?? Lolol :D
I strive 4 the silly X3
#ask#Iโm lowkey screaming rn#I love ur art lol :3#please donโt turn into a sickly Victorian child ๐#honestly boutta cry like idk why#literally my first time doing this but oh well#I ong dunno how this works yet#a little 2 many tags???
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hi!! it's me :)) i hope ur okay my love
im not sure if this message will help but i just want to say that i know we have the parts of ourselves we arent exactly fond of and we are embarrassed of and i want you to know that you're def not alone here !! but at the same time i want to try and spread positivity and point out how unique and amazing ur features are that make you you and i know that sounds wayyy to cliche but i mean it's kinda amazing!! imagine humans have been around this long and ur features are the one that stayed but of course im not saying this to invalidate you!! i hear you and i always will and im just offering maybe a new perspective on it and lastly i just want to suggest that maybe you should try to harbor a healthier self image of urself i dont like it when i think im ugly and therefore i blame myself for being "ugly" but when u widen ur view to other people around you, i think you just realize that the more u hate yourself for being you, acting like u, looking like u you fail to achieve a healthier you that loves and accepts yourself :)) i want u to see the truth in urself and accept that the truth isnt ugly ur beautiful creative talented and hardworking. no other. ur mistakes are mini messes that are actually perfections and done for a reason and everything about you is deserving of being loved please believe me when i saw all this your body doesnt deserve hate for being your body and your mind doesnt deserve to be treated in a way that is harmful!! i have acne and yes i do hate it! i really do and it gets unhealthy and i want to die sometimes but i try to surround myself with people who uplift me and i hope i did uplift ur spirits a little bit through this slightly crude and cliche message... i hope that i didnt offend you or bother you in any way :(( and im sorry for having this message be too loong.. i hope you're having a great day <33 truly !! you deserve the world and nothing less :)) all the love!! <3
I love you so much ๐ฅบ๐ฅน๐ญ
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OH. MY. GOD.
Iโm fucking CRYING rn, My classmates, specifically 5th period, found my FUCKING TUMBLR BLOG๐ญ AND they will find out Iโm in the tickle community so yeah. This one girl in my class first found it and then she fucking SHOWED IT TO THE REST OF THE CLASS, idk how, she probably just showed them each one. AND THEY WERE GIVING ME LOOKS. ESPECIALLY MY CRUSH. IM COOKED SEND HELP๐ญ๐ญ๐๐
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I need to see more hot butch Morgan art rn . if anyone draws butch Morgan you are required to tag me btw . just so you know .
#just blahs#i need him so bad#morgan ...#where is my wife :(#i miss her :((((#i may be a glenn guy but that goes hand in hand with also being a morgan guy#you Cannot separate them#they are in my head making out t4t sloppy style 24/7 in my brain#they're lesbians you guys trust me#he/him lesbians even#both of them#genderqueer morgan and transfem glenn ๐๐๐#I love them you guys#i need to see more morglenn genderfuckery rn or i will cry#morgan freeman dndads#dndads morgan freeman
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Currently having a cheeseburger pizza... I legitimately moaned when I put it in my mouth no joke ๐ฉ
#its so good ๐ฉ๐#i can already hear Italians crying rn#but i dont care ๐#food#pizza#๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๊จ๏ธ
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Went to a third doc as a last attempt for this ear infection, she took literally like a 2 second glance and said 'oh my god, that looks really painful!' And prescribed amoxicillin and neomycin

#delete later#illness cw#cvs said they had them in an hour!!!#yall im gonna cry im trying really hard not to its so fucking painful rn and the fucking lidocaine isnt working!!!#ive had like 5 hrs of sleep in 3 days bc it just wont stoooop#i can feel the fucking air pressure changes this shit HUUUURTS OH MY GOOOOKOD#please please please let this be the end ๐๐ญ
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i return to brag abt one more thing!
I HAVE FUCKING HOZIER TICKETS AHHHHHHH
LITERALLY SHUT THE FUCK UP RIGHT NOW????? ME WHEN ME FUCKING WHENNNN UGJFIGJDUFJF IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU THO!!!
#hozier come to caucasus PLEASE I BEG OF YOUU#i will personally assure his safety in these mountains ๐#also the way I'm literally listening to talk rn ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ#crys answers asks
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