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Jude was so deep in denial because what do you mean “The memory of his mouth on mine shimmers in the air between us” and still you’re convinced neither of you can even tolerate the other
#jurdan#jude x cardan#she's so funny bec she'll be like “i hated him and he obviously couldn't stand me” and then the next sentence is like. the memory of our#kiss shimmers in the air between us. but yeah i hate him and he hates me so that sucks. anyway—#tfota#the cruel prince
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Do you have anything concrete for Jayclaw in BB? Curious about him since we never really learn how he dies. We don't really know much about him, besides the fact he's reasonable, fast and had a physical fight with his brother over a small mess.
Funny enough I have had a crystal clear image in my head of who Jayclaw is for years, and have not had to change it at all. He's a total background character but for some reason I just know what this dude's about.
Jayclaw was a dancer, a FANTASTIC one. He played Jingleshells, which are a full-body instrument made of netting and percussive beads. His performances were playful and dramatic, and he reveled in pulling off impressive movements while still keeping rythmn with his chimes.
His friend group was essentially a little band. His brother Owlnose played drums, his friend Podlight sang, and that connection was how he was introduced to Curlfeather. It was impossible to resist his charms once he started courting her-- he was fun-loving, romantic, and absolutely captivating.
Curlfeather loved him so much that sometimes it was hard to look at him. "I can't be seeing you right now, you're going to make me grin like a fool."
"Like it would be so terrible for you to brighten my day, gorgeous?"
Losing him was sudden, unexpected, and heartbreaking. I don't know what it was specifically, but I do know it was a freak accident and quite violent. He left camp one day in the prime of his life, and came back dead.
I don't think his passing planted any seeds in Curl's mind that weren't already there, but the combined stress of grief and the loss of her emotional "rock" was the catalyst.
In fact, at first, believing Frostpaw's bad dream had been a vision was probably something Curlfeather actually believed, or otherwise was something she came up with for non-nefarious reasons. Like maybe Frostpaw believing her vision "killed her mi," and Curlfeather meant to soothe her by explaining that visions simply predict the future and that his death wasn't something she caused.
In any case, after his death, Curlfeather was driven towards acting on her ambition. That's Jayclaw! Trophy husband who died ❤️
#Better Bones AU#BB!Jayclaw#BB!ASC#I'm not sure how much of the Rejecting StarClan angle BB!Curlfeather is going to keep#Bc I don't like the narrative's uncomfortable conflation between atheism/mistheism and villainy#But in any case I know that there were a LOT of experiences in Curl's life that have caused her to doubt StarClan's power and benevolence#And Jay's sudden passing was one of them#It would be interesting if his body went missing and her prayer to find him WAS actually legitimately answered#But the catch being that her last memory of him ended up traumatizing her further because of the state of his remains#''StarClan is cruel. They only give you what you pray for if it would also punish you for asking.''
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Daniel Ricciardo at Goodwood FOS 2024 | via
#coming across these pictures on insta was a lot#the memories I have associated with this day are so joyous and happy and it almost seems cruel now to remember just how close he was#😭😩😞#daniel ricciardo#dr3#goodwood fos 2024
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Jude's list of near death experiences:
1. Force fed faerie fruit (basically saved by Cardan pricking her finger with salt and Locke)
2. Valerian trying to kill her
3. Valerian trying to kill her part two electric boogaloo
4. Almost getting trampled by courtiers and the gentry
5. The Undersea survival show
6. Getting married
7. Getting exiled
8. Being the in the court despite her exile (even though she could just go back, as per Cardan's words)
9. Madoc stabby stab stab
10. Falling off the roof AFTER SHE GOT HEALED
11. Cardan turning into a snake
12. Cardan when he turned back into a fae
13. Oak getting held hostage
#this is my test of memory and my cry for help cause i miss reading sm#tfota#the folk of the air#jude duarte#the cruel prince#the wicked king#cardan greenbriar#jude#cardan#the queen of nothing#jurdan#holly black#the stolen heir#the prisoner's throne
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just popping in to say i am so obsessed with your creature designs never stop showing me beafts <3
I'VE ADMIRED YOUR ART FOR SO LONG THIS IS SO WONDERFUL TO HEAR FROM YOU?????? your creatures are such a big source of inspiration for me this truly means the world
here.... some previously unseen beasts from the depths of my procreate gallery
#THIS IS SO UNEXPECTED AND SO DELIGHTFUL!!!!! THANK YOU!!!!!!#not art#one million beafts coming your way!!!!!#I THINK I've never posted those before. my memory is ! well it works most of the time! thumbs up!!#I'LL POST THEM IN FULL IN A WHILE#WAAAHAHHHHGHHGH#skipping in a little circle ohhh fuck nevermind joyousness cancelled just dropped my bagel on my lap. world is cruel#okay joyousness BACK ON I just needed a second. THIS IS AWESOOOOME
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i'm in tears. do you know how beautiful this subversion of expectations irt death is to me. do you even understand how important it is. she's all warmth and love, always surrounded by vibrant displays of life - rather than the expected wither and decay. because death is not the antithesis to life: it is life. they are a part of each other. saying goodbye is always hard, but you have to let everything go, eventually. it's okay, it's not a punishment, it's not scary, it's not lonely - it's one last well-earned rest. releasing your borrowed energy back unto the universe so it can feed a new budding life, starting the cycle anew. and she's here to hold and cradle you until you're ready to go. you lived well. you were loved. sweet dreams, okay?
#IDK like#fear of death petrified me when i was younger and i spent an absurd amount of time agonizing over the concept#ironically wasted away a good number of my middle and high school years because i was just scared all the time#doing a lot of introspection and Thinking and realizing death is not something to fear was a weight off my shoulders#and it gave me a proper appreciation for life#hard to appreciate the delicate nature of your existence if you're too focused on what could end it#and yknow just. it's really nice. to see depictions of Death within stories that have positive connotations#castorice carries an air of grief but that's the nature of goodbyes. she's not bitter or cruel about it#it can be so hard to lay someone/something down to rest one last time but they've earned it. let them go#and continue on with your life. carry their memories forward with you until it's your turn to join them in that eternal sleep#don't rush. don't go seeking it out. enjoy how precious and fragile this universe is. never become apathetic to the beauty of life#that's what castorice embodies. and it's really . really lovely to see. ok :')
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something bad did indeed happen to that man. spent abt 25 minutes trying to find a better picture of that one (1) offical piece with his eyes open that wasnt compressed or tiny
#library of ruina#yan library of ruina#getting comfortable doodling some objects and mannequin shapes for very obvious reasons. i read the keypage story and now it has a grip on#my brain. wanting to go ahead and plan it out and then draw the mangled memory and nightmare that replays behind the eyelids in the darknes#it was cool to see the reason confirmed from my speculation. twas indeed another reason of blocking out present pain with closing of eyes#considering they made angela have a plot important reason for doing so it would only make sense for another to have a reason for it as well#well. after having a prominent part inside the thumb/index story line. its just going to be yapping about yan now i think#let me add a spoiler tag i suppose? vauge but just incase i dont want to be an asshole. even if most already have played rhe game#library of ruina spoilers#lor spoilers#i really liked the typewritter effect over the voice after distortion. especially so when the effect finishes before the actual garbled voi#does. it makes it feel as if it were being read out after it being written down rather than of own words or volition. along with the text#upon the screen during the fight being just prescripts rather than anything relating to the man himself like the other instances with such#text had been. paired w the name of distorted yan being untranslated to keep the intent of the name being unreadable or not understandable#more into the idea of stripping away of the self or any sense of a self. not personal and not even him anymore. the following of a goal for#the goal for it is given and there isnt any hope of having the ability to not do such a thing. people yearn for a reason and something to d#and for it to be given to them to not hold responsibility nor have to do their own choices anymore. once a crushing weight weighs down#inside the face of an absolute cruelty that is perpetuated and that crushed the dreams or even desires having them be but nothing how can#one move on? it was really nice to see at the end of the fight. its easier to just say such things than to actually do them. even if the ac#ions dont even feel as if they are ones own or that there isnt any say in the matter having to endure all the pain for seemingly nothing it#still is pain. that feeling inside is still real. it still happened. regardless of the circumstances that brought them about#the thumb/index or just fingers seem to be an exaggerated to the extreme showcase of how the colletivist mindset in an unhealthy manner#could be exhibited. the thumb with its hierarchy and absoluteness and the demand for respect along with its strict layers of showing who is#below and who is above. the ability to have power over those underneath . the participation inside of it and the already brought up yearnin#to be apart of a group and to have a title and position inside of a group and of power and even a desire like from pete to join one iirc#the index being of the cruel perpetuating cycle of pain people inflict upon one another a behavior beaten and upkept by the systems as they#drift and desire to live. which causes them to partcipate in that cycle out of necessity. cruel acts upon another in order to live and seei#a need to go ahead and do such things for if they dont they die and another will just do the same to them. social sciences talk and rolands#talks abt how the city opperates reinforce that fact. the index and prescripts are really just a show inside that extreme manner and in a#more literal sense of that. it was really cool to read it..
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hey guys youre not gonna believe this but... women.
#im ngl i drew kira and jay entirely from memory#was originally drawing ensa from memory too but i forgot how the different shades of purple in her hair went#so if theres design inconsistencies. thats why#im such a stubborn bitch sometimes i really should look up references.... but.... so lazy.#anyway. world cruel and harsh. but there is always drawing sapphics. and thats beautiful.#my artwork#jrwi#jrwi fanart#jrwi jay#jrwi kira#jrwi ensa#jrwi sharpshooter#jrwi women in stem#jrwi birdbolt#jay ferin#jrwi riptide#jrwi riptide fanart#just roll with it riptide#just roll with it#just roll with it fanart
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🖤 when I say you are mine, it is not just some silly phrase, you are mine. You do what I tell you to, you obey my words, you crave my command. You stay so helplessly entraced by me, that thoughts of running away never even enter your mind. I could torture you if I so wished and you would simply beg for more. But I do not always want the eager subject, so maybe I will use my tendrils to scrub your memory, allow you a fresh start, confused where exactly you are before I break you down once again, doing so in slightly different ways each and every time. Who knows, I could have done so already~
#trans nsft#hypnok1nk#hypnosis#brainwashing#dubc0n#tentacles#memory play#cruel and sadistic#bd/sm sadist
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Cruel World

Shared my body and my mind with you
That's all over now
I did what I had to do
I could see you leaving now
#melancolía#love notes#love quotes#this is a girlblog#memories#girlblogging#b&w#vintage#femcel#girl hysteria#female hysteria#sadgirl#sad romance#romance#coquette#blythe doll#lana del rey#lizzy grant#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#rose#lana del rey lyrics#i love lana del rey#lana lyrics#lana del ray aesthetic#lana is god#cruel world#nymph3t#french cinema#louis garrel#chiara mastroianni
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If sae is feeling extra mean he'll tie you up and put a vibrator on your clit on low setting and he'll just make you watch him jerk off while you can't get off
YOOOO hey now. hey. HELLO??? yeah that'll do it to me ohmygod. i'm so i wow. WOW OKAY THIS IS TAKING ME TF OUT. and he's so cruel about it too, he moans extra loud and tell you how good it feels, how much he missed feeling you around him when he was away. and if you had just behaved like a good girl he wouldn't have to do all this. but you acted out, this is on you. and he'll run his thumb over your cheek oh so gently to wipe your tears and tell you to stop whining and wait your turn.
#ALMOST DIDNT EXPAND BC I WAS SPEECHLESS??? FOR LIEK 5 MINS#we can talk about cruel sae more on this blog actually. HAHA#i think he does give in eventually tho... heart shaped glasses on my face HAHA#message in a bottle: ask#cora: bllk#fragments of memories#fragments: bllk#fragments: bllk: sae
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If you ever come across somebody who has lost a child but who still has other children, I am begging you not to say, "you might have lost a child, but at least you have others!"
It isn't comforting to be told that children are interchangeable, insignificant, and replaceable. It's not comforting a grieving family to be told that their loved one's memory is worthless because it can be replaced; it doesn't help the surviving children or the parent/s.
#grief#advice#grief tw#child death tw#saw a parent post about their passed child and how they keep their memory alive with the younger child and holy fuck#the amount of comments that told the poster that it was... toxic to keep the child's memory alive because 'you have another child tho!!!'#it was so cruel. and people really do think it is comforting to tell people 'at least you have other children! 😊'#i can tell you forst-hand that being told you're a replacement child is... a shitty feeling! and i can't imagine what a parent would feel#i feel i've talked about this before but i don't care - this is just... needlessly cruel to do to others
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The Poor Little Lark that Never Sang. Volume 1, Book 4, Chapter 3.
Clips from <Il cuore di Cosette>.
#Les miserables#les mis#My Post#Cosette#The Lark#Poor Lark#Mme. Thenardier#Eponine#Azelma#Thenardier Sisters#Mirror Ladies#Thenardier#Fantine#Angel and Lark#I really get mad reading this part...#To A Child!!!#How Cruel the Entire Family is.#Tw:Child abuse#The 5 Years of Memory that She Wants to Forget Probably.#Also this is the reason why I don't like Eponine that much.#The Brick#Il cuore di Cosette#Les Mis Letters
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groovy!
#the fact we never get to see her box art dress or any of her memory vault outfits in colour is cruel#psychonauts#milla vodello#sasha nein#sashamilla
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Hello again! I just wanna ask about Raven and Price. Since they’re MARRIED. Where did they go for their honeymoon though?
Hey there!
I have two sets of answers:
canon wise - they didn't spend their honeymoon, but they did go to Malaysia to handle some matters with Raven's real parents, who had passed away. Long story short, they got a pair of memorial plaques (神主牌) at one of the ancestral halls/temples. Afterward, they went to Hong Kong for more paperwork stuff, but they stayed there longer for a quick trip of sort before work drags them back :,> (Price do plan to spend their honeymoon properly one day, somewhere with the sea)
kids au (the au where they have Magpie and Sparrow) - I think they'd go to London (because Raven likes it there, maybe they visited Westminster and Soho) and Netherlands (fishing fishing fishing)
#brainstorming ask once again HAHA#im that cruel#yep they dont have kids in the canon line#honestlyyyy i think Price might bring her to Húsavik Iceland#maybe even New Zealand...what was that place again...Keikora? whale watching place#prob ooc af for Price to bring raven to /London/ of all places like Price doesn't alr live there at some point#Raven is also sort of from the UK LMAOOOOOOOOOO#listen i wanna go to London myself so im projecting WHEEZE#also the memorial plaques stuff is new...it's a major lore i suppose#sum sum Raven discovering her parents who left her did love her#anyways#ask response#thanks for the ask <3
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