#critical inner voice

[peachteasoda]

I still harbor this negative core belief deep inside, that “I must present as 100% every day” I’m so glad I found this post. This is a lovely gentle reminder to those that relate or need a nudge that’s it’s okay to let down the cascade of: “I’m fine”, “I don’t need help” “I don’t want to be a burden/a burden to others”.

Those above are mostly my inner thoughts. I’ll go print this out and frame it right now.

I don’t remember what 100% feels like!

[shigarakins]

i remember when the bodysnatching happened and how hardly anyone else in the fandom (or what i saw of the fandom) seemed to find it as horrifying as i did. then the same thing happened again with the mind invasion. and yes the fact that the mind invasion happened at all and not even the story gave much of a fuck about the fact that it did is still one of biggest gripes with the finale

[thepeacefulgarden]

[stellarstarryyy]

DIVERSITY WIN! THE VIRTUAL (?) MANIFESTATION OF YOUR INNER COACH USES SHE/THEY PRONOUNS!

[zorosdimples]

sometimes i second guess myself when i use the words “so” and “very” in my writing, as well as certain adjectives and adverbs. all because some grumpy old man thought we shouldn’t have fun with our words. i think it’s fucking cool to write however you want—be it flowery or unnecessary or improper. writing would be boring if everyone followed the same rubric. have at it with your fluffy paragraphs and exclamation points and italicized words! life’s too short to write in a voice that isn’t your own.

[goblin-king-jay]

I dunno if Matt is reading my mind or if I'm picking up a vibe he's putting out or what but I was just thinking during last Thursday's game about how it would be cool to use real creatures from our real planet as DnD monsters because it's important to remind people how diverse and, frankly, incredible things are out there in the natural world

And Matt is just over here having giant caecilians and things as monsters!! Truth really is stranger than fiction y'all there are some WEIRD ass things out in the wild

...Sorry I forgot to finish my thought I spaced out as I was staring at Mr. Matthew Mercer like some kind of lovesick teenager

[macabrevampire]

being a perfectionist that sucks at everything you do is miserable

[robobee]

[eye visibly twitching] there's a cunt in my head and BY GOD it will not take me down with it

[stargirlfeyre]

I said if Nesta and Feyre’s relationship was simply “sibling fights” then why did Feyre have mental scars as a result of Nesta degrading her for years and to this day no one has been able to answer that question.

[burning-sol]

gosh im so lame. "i dont like contributing to needless waste" "i think people should communicate with each other" "i think you can change people's minds through thoughtful discussion" "i think people shouldn't be casually racist" "i love queer people" what happened to my apathetic white girl swag. what happened to being problematic for fun. what happened to saying sjws are cringe and wrong.

"i think we should reflect on our actions and try to better ourselves and avoid being needlessly cruel" like dude are you trying to make everyone uncomfortable? you're the priviledged majority go kys.

look at how woke i am. im so woke that i know the word woke was appropriated and detached from its original context are u kidding me.

going back in time and letting my younger self hatecrime me im literally a tumblrina.

[self-spaghettification]

i feel as if i’ve never explained where the name of my blog is derived from. it’s not even related to the subject i blog about funnily enough, its just from a (rather self-loathing) poem i wrote, so here it is:

preface

self-spaghettification

(spaghettification: In astrophysics, spaghettification (sometimes referred to as the noodle effect)[1] is the vertical stretching and horizontal compression of objects into long thin shapes (rather like spaghetti) in a very strong, non-homogeneous gravitational field. It is caused by extreme tidal forces. In the most extreme cases, near a black hole, the stretching and compression are so powerful that no object can resist it. Within a small region, the horizontal compression balances the vertical stretching so that a small object being spaghettified experiences no net change in volume)

aka, thing (hypothetically, a person) gets stretched out (like spaghetti) by the pull of a black hole, ideally no important bits fall off like your toes or something

this phenomenon will continue to occur gaining strength until the object near the black hole is nothing but a line of atoms.

black holes,

time itself loses all meaning when you’ve picked yourself apart into a line of atoms preparing to disappear forever.

it slows to a crawl leaving you to witness the greatness and terribleness of it all.

that is all that is left for someone like you.

there is no more denying, you must face the void and know it to be true.

maybe you should have tried harder to witness your own entanglement

maybe you should have thought harder about how hard it is to pay rent

would it have been worth it to trade spaghettification for a meatball?

well, you say you were too high, you could never have realized your fall.

[soadawritesstuff]

Sometimes I think my skript is so ridiculous that I can't help mocking myself mid-writing

[hirazuki]

.......... the fact that we’re currently getting Sasuke Retsuden animated means that we will, eventually, get Naruto Retsuden (and specifically the scene with “Oro-chan” going over to Naruto’s for tea, cake, and meddling, drawing things for Himawari) animated too, right?????

[pepsiwatermelon]

Oh fuck. I just realized I've been arguing with a sealion that lives in my head for decades. Wtf. I know who put him there but now he will starve. Fuck you!

[kingofthegophers]

Found some old life drawings from last year and I still really like these ones

[fastlane-freedom]

Practical Ways to Deal with Worry, Fear, And Your Inner Critic

Practical Ways to Deal with Worry, Fear, And Your Inner Critic

We spend more time being scared of imaginary scenarios than actually going through terrifying experiences. How much of your life have you spent in worry, and how much of it have you actually endured something bad? Did you know that from all the things we worry about, 30% are things from the past that cannot be changed, 40% are bad scenarios that will never happen, 12% are related to people’s…