#cries to sleep myself

[lukarion-ven]

more venlune stuff!

he's greener than chlorophyll in most of my headcanons istg i need therapy delulu lvl 999

[hinamie]

mentor

[soulmvtes]

i know its the middle of summer when i have a breakdown about who i am and the passage of time

[starlightwayfinder]

my last 24 hours

[after-witch]

UMM I can't breathe

I got a job offer!!!

thank you tree clowns of good fortune

ALL HAIL TREE CLOWNS OF GOOD FORTUNE!!!

I'm still going to interviews I have planned for next week on the off chance that something goes wrong here lmao BUT.

I'm actually in a state of shock right now. Wtf.

Wtfffffffff.

[ineed-to-sleep]

*me immediately after going through a terrifying and traumatic experience* haha yeah I guess it was rough but I'm fine now like I'm totally chill. It was kinda funny actually if you think about it

[screechingfromthevoid]

@disastertourwaterdeepedition

Sorry for the weird fucking post but like tumblr straight up ate your ask?? I had to search and screenshot from my email??

Its like super fine I love big rants and big feelings (especially about the blorbo of the month).

Whoa buddy if you wanna talk about a rant. This got so long I'm putting it under a read more.

I'm not sure any of this is above board conscious thought process. When he looks to Orym, when he thinks about how he feels about Orym, I think Dorian, king of compartmentalizing, gets a rush of all three of the things in the post. He gets a little too lost in thought looking at the way Orym's hair now tries to curl against his ear or how well tailored the armor is to his body, he first gets hit with the Will guilt. Then he thinks about "ohmygodtheresawaron" and he'd shovel all of that down. Because its not time to think about Orym and him. But he knows by the way Orym watches him "sleep". He knows by the way Orym refused to be princess carried in Aeror. (Seriously dude Dorian princess carries everyone. It would have been less suspicious if you let it happen). He knows because Orym didn't see his husband when they were in Zephrah. But when he dares himself to actually think about a possible future together, he uses the big three to shove it down. And no, he has no clue that Orym thinks he doesn't return his feelings. (Wow you're right. Pronouns are hard)

Lol to finally answer your question: I'm not sure! Because the thing is! Orym has gone down twice in a battle with Dorian there! And honestly if Orym being on death's door doesn't make either of them confess, i'm not sure what will! (thats a lie I do have an idea). But like Orym went to the moon and back and almost died on the moon and all the count communicate to Dorian was "I miss you"!! Orym nearly died twice in one battle and he didn't think to give Dorian a sloppy, "If I die again I want to have kissed you once" kiss before going in for another round of getting hacked on. Dorian watched him go down and had to bring him back from death's door (one failed save scared the shit out of me) and he didn't think to give Orym a "We need you, I need you" kiss.

My unfortunate thought process, which I can't decide if I want it to come true or not, is that Dorian has to get hurt. Like when I say hurt I fucking mean it. Taken down in a round or two, two failed death saves, hurt. Because then Orym will have to face losing Dorian again. Face losing the man he loves, again. He pours a healing potion into Dorian's mouth because warlocks don't have a single healing spell. (Just checked). Orym feels so helpless in saving Dorian, because a healing potion isn't nearly enough to keep him up. He starts to cry over Dorian's (now conscious) body. He whispers between sobs "Not again, not again. Dorian you can't leave me. I love you, please, I never got to tell you, please stay alive." and Dorian, having heard all of that, reaches up to cup Orym's cheek and says. "Alright, just for you though."

Or something like that.

As much as I would love for them to be adults and just talk to each other. I know thats not going to happen. (Please, Robbie, Liam, prove me wrong.) So I think major tragedy will be the reason they confess to each other. Because they're idiots in love with a lot of weight on their shoulders.

[kitten4sannie]

idt you guys understand just how insane this is ……..

[nedlittle]

something so hauntological about watching mash season 3 knowing how it ends...none of the characters know henry's never going to make it home, the actors all found out in real time. but the narrative knows how this ends, and the narrative is waiting with an open mouth. so the narrative has henry prefigure his own death throughout the season. in o.r. when hawkeye reassures him one day you're gonna have to go back and die in your bed in bloomington, henry says that he's done that several times. he complains in private charles lamb that everything in this country disappears except me (untrue) followed by boy, would i like to wake up some morning, look down and find myself gone (true). when he gets trapped in the wreckage of the latrine in bombed he knocks twice for "dead" rather than three times for "alive." then there's the scene in the consultant where he soaks in the pool, calling it heaven but says the water could be just a titch warmer (burning burning burning), avoiding conversation with frank by submerging himself underwater. henry spends the whole season unknowingly rehearsing his impending death. he goes around camp trying on other people's deaths for size, haunting the narrative before he's even out of it.

in conclusion:

[alxandergoth]

depression is kicking my ass rn….

[sleepanonymous]

I just wanna say that watching Mr. Vessel Sleep Token the First lay down in the middle of The Summoning tonight at Red Rocks was the most relatable thing I’ve ever seen him do. The Vessel/Mother Token fued may be over. I haven't decided yet, gonna sleep on it 🫡

[thelilylav]

So uh… how we feel about that Arcane ending huh guys? Haha… hahaha… ha……

[boysbeloving]

dick softy coz heart hurty 🥺😢💔

KP two-year anniversary event; Prompt 8: Favourite Scene and Prompt 12: Favourite Parallel

[a-scary-lack-of-common-sense]

I am exhausted, good heavens.

[honeymaki]

Ganyu makes the loudest whiniest most pathetic noises against your cunt, nose pressed into your pubic mound, hands digging into the quivering fat of your hips. Urges you up up up into her mouth, hiccups when you grind against her tongue and chin, almost starts crying when she finally feels her neck and chest grow sticky with cum and definitely starts humping the bed when you take one hand off your tits and grab a hold of her horns :3 she’s so sensitive there, so tingly and soft so that when your sweaty palm brushes the tip, right down to the base, using it as an anchor to gyrate into her ever quickening tongue; Ganyu looses herself completely. Eyes crossing, lids fluttering, nostrils flaring at the fresh wave of cum squirting from your cunt, head tilting into your strong grip; urges your second hand from where it’s buried in the pillows beside your head, urges you to control her fully by gripping both her horns, urges you to use her face to get yourself off like the desperate little slut you are. She’s no better, pussy lips gooey and thighs shining with cum, sheets tangled in her knees, tits heavy and oh so neglected:( she can’t get enough of it though, the taste of you on her tongue, the scent of your lust dripping from your cunt, hands tugging her horns closer still and sending flutters deep in her belly, moaning and squealing into you. She’s tugging on every part of you, purring and spluttering, mouth sometimes open tongue out panting into your sloppy cunt or gulping down every drop you had to offer, suctioning tight over your clit to bring you to the edge over and over. Can’t stop if you won’t let go of her silly little sensitive horns, s’like there’s no off switch

[fictionadventurer]

The worst part about reading in a genre where you have low expectations (in this case, Christian historical fiction) is that when a book impresses you, you have no idea if it's actually good or if you're just overly impressed because it was a fraction of a degree better than the usual garbage.