#coping worse than i am

[rosesradio]

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[criminal-sen]

Reading my own ff then getting mad there's no more chapters. I fucking cliffhanged myself

[kraro-school-life]

I got full points in my philosophy exam!! 😭 The teacher handed it back just saying "this is perfect". I feel so content rn ❤️

[lesbianleonardo]

read the michaelanglo macro issue and ohhh my fucking god ojhhhhh my god

anyway. this page was really cute

[finalgirlgretchen]

i can't even tell if i FEEL bad or if i'm just going through the motions of someone who feels bad in order to convince myself that i do

[n3ongold3n]

I literally need someone to hold a gun to my head so i can write anything for this thesis

[chilpilled]

if you want to impress upon your anons that chilchuck is all that matters, show them how you acted during the episode 11 watch party

i think it gets the point across

(this ask is sent with much love)

ok but in my defense there were a lot of scenes without chilchuck….how was a chuckster like me supposed to survive!! i dont watch chilchuck meshi to see laios slay a dragon or whatever

[famewolf]

a shot of whiskey at night has been doing wonders for my nerves. not to sound like I got my prescription from a cowboy-doctor or something, but it's near instant relief

[gaytobymeres]

i still feel literally awful about my project like its making me feel ill with worry

[heartshattering]

I SLEPT (⁠ﾉ⁠◕⁠ヮ⁠◕⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠*⁠.⁠✧

[angelstrawbabie420]

I will light a candle for you and pray god eases your burdens. no one deserves such tremendous loss in such a short amount of time 🫂

thank you i really needed this today ngl ive been having a fucking absolutely horrific time w the grief like it is sending me up the wall. <3 i hope u are doing well anon 🫂

[starrypawz]

On the one hand objectively I'm aware things aren't that bad right now but also they are kind of bad right now you get me?

[void-tiger]

Maybe it’s the “avoidant” part of my “fearful avoidance,” but. I really just…don’t care if someone I’m attracted to romantically likes someone else, or doesn’t share those feelings. Like, you do you. We’re not dating or owe eachother anything, and it all boils down to autonomy and compatibility, anyway. (And let’s face it, I don’t believe I’ll ever be compatible with anyone in terms of physical intimacy and I’m not able to compromise that without bruising my own boundaries, so.) But also like. I’d just. Turn attraction “off” if I could reach inside my head and flip a switch. Sadly humans aren’t that simple. Absolutely unfair.

Nah. What does get me into the Fearful instead (and struggling with that FA push-pull of “keep away/please don’t leave”): whether or not someone even wants to be my friend. Especially when I also accidentally developed attraction to them.

[wildaboutmnhockey]

Matt Dumba survived EVERY. SINGLE. TRADE. RUMOR. AND. EXPANSION. DRAFT. so for him to move on at the end of the contract just seems so... out of place...? Unbelievable?

[loumauve]

the thing (well, one thing anyway) about chronic pain is how you'll have a day or half a day or even just a few hours that'll get you so close to just fucking wanting to end it all right then and there because you're just so tired of being in pain and it feeling like it'll never end and never get better, and your brain feels like it's on fire and you can't remember the last time you felt even just okay, much less fine or good.

and logically you know it'll probably be alright again in time, but the effort it takes to just make it through that moment is so exhausting that it just leaves you drained.

and it's not like you want to die, you just want the pain and misery to stop, and sometimes it feels like it never will. like you're just stuck on that endlessly-looping train track through hell with no stops to get off, and nothing will help you feel even minutely better at all.