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Charlotte is hardwired for realism. Itās a hefty task, given the present company and the dubious physics that have kept them all alive for the past few years, but if a resume could receive an A+, her feats in risk assessment and time-sensitive innovation deserved it. Charlotte would know; she installed the updates herself. Still, with the leader of their trio absent and Jasper dealing with impossibilities on the side, the biggest challenge these days is seeing eye-to-eye.
[ Jasper and Charlotte discuss Henryās leave of absence, as well as his radio silence. ]
The mythology of Greek craftsman, inventor, and architect Daedalus has been cited by a variety of sources, including Homer, Pliny the Elder (Plinyās Natural History, AD 77-79), and Plato, the latter of which interpreted his inventory and intellect as a parallel for the pursuit of truth. Pliny credited him with the invention of carpentry, as well as ship sails and masts, in addition to sculptures so lifelike they may as well have been animated; his genius was so evident that life was born into the wood. The most famous of his feats, however, was the tale of wings constructed out of wax, and the fall of his son, Icarus, into the sea.
Itās one thing to live in pursuit of knowledge. Itās not like thatās a bad thing, per se. Plenty of people do, and are perfectly content people with no lingering emotional or psychological hangups. That being said, the itch of knowing and the object of doing are not the same. For doctors who treat the sick in the morning and the engineers who study maths to reach the moon, knowledge alone is poor sustenance. For yearsātoo earlyāinvention has been a means of civic duty. She is too clever to fall into the sea unplanned, but sheās not heartless. Sheāll make them wings, and a parachute. She left Harvard and the future sheād made for herself to follow the people she loved. Loveāto the point of modification. To the point of invention.
#henry danger#charlotte page#jasper dunlop#henry hart#chenry#hensper#dangerverse#my art#i suppose its a continuation of the previous cover. this is all hypothetical ok this is not serious at all#i was just thinking about how none of these kids went to college. this girl turned down an Ivy League to go backpacking in the worst suburb#to ever exist. not even a trip to Europe or smt ugh. so now none of you are going to college. are you happy. is this what you wanted. why#the hairstyle is based off of that sus wig they gave in her in the finale. what was that. i dont know. i will never know.#i also redesigned the cyborg eye thing bc. well. reasons#im leaning very heavily into comic book panelling now i think. in this imaginary graphic novel or comic run everythings meticulously color#coordinated. because i said so#pov: the brainrot really has begun to rot
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Random ask timeee! :D
As a tribute to the dire state the Hunting Dogs are currently in, which duo/trio of them is your favorite? Which are you gonna be most excited about when they (hopefully) reunite? š
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My favorite duo that I miss dearly, and barely have content of is JÅnÅ and Tachihara. They're such wasted potential istg. Tachihara is bothered by being supposedly 'not very smart'āwhich I heavily disagree withāand you know who could make up for that? JÅnÅ. JÅnÅ is the brain and Tachihara is the brawn, but their capability isn't limited to just that. Yes, TetchÅ and JÅnÅ fit this description too, but to me, the unexplored battle potential of Tachihara's and JÅnÅ's combined Abilities is just so much more intriguing. With the very few interactions we got of them in canon, I can't help but imagine them having some brothers bonding time but it's military lab rats style. Also no one can convince me that they're not sent out on undercover missions the most, like they're both incredible actors; they'd fool MÅri, which Tachihara already did. Even Dazai could take a while to realize them. They're my power duo ever though I don't think we'll see them again for a while now. (If ever ą²„ā āæā ą²„)
#JÅnÅ does the planning#And he switches the decoy/bait role with Tachihara according to the situation#They don't have any default roles they just go with the flow#coordination at it's finest because I said so#Also don't mind if I do but#Blind buddies#Before Tachihara went blind I feel like he'd subconsciously start describing the surroundings whenever JÅnÅ is around#even if he knows JÅnÅ could most definitely tell where they were#It became a habit for some reason#Like#āWe're currently entering a shopping district; it consists mainly of bakeries and restaurants. The color scheme is on the softer sides-#-though there is a ridiculous amount of green here.ā#But it's actually him being color blind to red and green.#JÅnÅ silently appreciates the gesture#I also feel like JÅnÅ would give Tachihara pieces of advice for his Mafia-sona#He's a former crime boss so he's pretty reliable#JÅnÅ trolls with him a lot though and Tachihara only realizes an eternity later#They're so dear to me#saff-ron tag#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#tachihara michizou#bsd tachihara#tachihara bsd#jouno saigiku#saigiku jÅno#bsd saigiku#Bsd duos#hunting dogs bsd
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Obito and Madara in the boruto era ..lol Boruto is really bad but i still enjoy some parts of it ngl
#naruto#boruto#madara#guy#obito#kakashi#fanart#i dont feel like coloring this too much green coordinating#I said this before but in a hypothetical universe Guy and Madara would get along so well..same whimsical enthusiasm for a challange#obito lives bc izanagi madara lives because hes madara
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I'm the only one who's going to find this funny because of the AU that's been cooking in my head but here's everyone's stance in my "heathers but they're all jonathan" AU about clone fucking
Jonathan Morgenstern: I'd fuck my clone because who would know better how to fuck ME thanĀ ME? Johnathon "Chris" Wayland: I'd totally do all sort of weird things to my clone I'd be embarrassed to ask someone else to do. Johnathan "Jace" Herondale: To be honest, fucking my clone has always been my fantasy. Alec: I'm gay, but I still don't want to fuck my clone, that's gross and weird. Izzy: I'd totally fuck my clone because I want to know if I'm good in bed. Clary: It's basically the same as masturbating, right? So no big deal. Magnus: Not only would I have sex with my clone, I'd probably make a bunch of clones and just get it on with all of them at once because that's how pro clone-fucking I am.
#tmi#the mortal instruments#jonathan x3 au#not tagging anything else so if you find this it was meant to be#silly little au's my beloved#as always alec must be the voice of reason#but he's also secretly agrees with chris#jonathan would have been hilarious for the āwhat if my clone was evilā but that honestly wouldn't stop him#no simon sady because i don't think he would ever meet and befriend clary in this au#i've also decided that they all spelled it differently but speaking wise it's all said the same. hence the nicknames for jace and chris#also it would be hilarious if they all just liked the name and no one coordinated with each other.#after this the wives banned the men from getting to name the children.
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It is interesting with Antoinette. I could see it being that Lestat genuinely had affection for her, even if he would certainly have killed her had Louis personally asked him to -- or it could be that she was just familiar, and he wanted the closest thing to intimacy he could get, so someone who knew him was better than someone who didn't. And the whole possibility that she reminded him of Gabrielle in some ways...
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Yeah, I totally agree, anon.
I actually unfortunately suspect that Antoinette isn't a character the show will really come back to, and I think I'm one of three people that cares about that, haha, but where I tend to land on her relationship with Lestat is the fact that neither Lestat nor Louis actually have any friends.
That's not to say that I think Lestat and Antoinette were just friends, I don't, they obviously fucked a lot (which like, also comes down to the fact that Lestat doesn't know how to have friends he doesn't fuck, haha), but I do think the reality is that Lestat and Louis have very different racial and cultural contexts, hobbies and areas of interest which aren't things they can easily share with each other, especially not in early-1900s America, and I think that's a bigger factor in their relationship breakdown than either will admit to.
It's why Louis' able to reconnect with Jonah so quickly - they might be leading different lives, but they have more overlapping factors than they don't, whereas he and Lestat have less than they do - and for Lestat as a white theatre kid, he needs to be around other performers. I think with Antoinette, she's obviously a talented vocalist and an ambitious artist, and I can see that genuinely just being company that Lestat wants to be close with. They probably talk shit about crap theatre they've seen and do vocal runs together and fuck, and honestly for a part of Lestat, that would lowkey be a dream relationship, haha. Do I think they have a deep emotional connection? No, but given even Louis' willing to admit she's talented, and his own complex relationship with not succeeding as an artist, I wonder how much that factors in to his portrayal of her and his insecurities around their relationship (to say nothing of the fact that she's both white and a woman).
This feels like it's going on a hundred tangents, haha, but my point is maybe they'd step out on each other less or descend into unforessen levels of chaos and destruction if they both had a few friends they could talk about their identities and niche interests with!!
#this is not actually related to your ask but i've been thinking a bit about different family make ups lately#and while i was hungover this morning after yoga and getting breakfast with my mum#i told her about how one of our production coordinators at work - let's call her A - had a baby last year with her wife#and they had a very good friend who's gay who became their sperm donor#and he's like#LOVING being fun uncle and A and i were talking about it the other day at work because she was genuinely shocked because he's#been very open about how much he does not want kids of his own and it caused a lot of hesitancy with her and her wife taking him up on offe#but how much he's stepped up#she said he's been amazing#and he's been so helpful and supportive and done so much running around for them when they've been knocked sideways with having a newborn#and he loves being with his little niece who's actually his biological daughter and getting to give her back#and A was like we were close before but now he's my daughter's uncle and now he truly feels like my brother#and A and her partner and him are already talking about having another baby in the next year or so#idk why your ask made me remember this#maybe i was just thinking about it still after talking to mum about it over breakfast#but idk maybe it comes back to this whole idea that queer family units are inherently unconventional in our current structure#and applying conventional tropes to them doesn't work#which again has nothing to do with your ask haha just something i'm thinking about#lestat asks#iwtv asks
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collapses to the ground like a deflated balloon
#my god#stage one is finally complete . . . . . . . .#if you can recall that poll i reblogged about passing out#that important contact i received was mr. seto of the vocaloid team#who messaged me asking about a collaboration and quite literally nearly caused me to pass out#i read the message preview on my phone#stood up#saw stars#and collapsed onto my bed and had to lay down for like. 10 minutes before my body would stop feeling distant and weak w#i similarly felt ready to pass out today when i sent a message to ask when the announcement tweet would be#and they tweeted it. immediately after w#no joke rice and i were scrambling behind the scenes to get our act together and figure out what we wanted to say KHGJGSJKFHGKJ#all the while screaming because yamaha said they'd be posting it on valentine's day and we thought they meant our timezone w#because the whole point of this collab was to get the zolas more well known in the english-speaking sphere w#EITHER WAY#i am. so so tired and now i need to pass out so i can get enough sleep before more internship tomorrow w#which is heating up because my seminar professor wants a detailed plan of my final project goals This Friday#but my mentor won't know anything about where to fit that in until Thursday at the earliest#and my supervisor just hounded me over email to coordinate with the two other people at my station and choose an activity to lead#but that requires. planning. that our mentors won't have until thursday........#perishing . . . . . .
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I had a first driving lesson and it was.. bad.
#oh I supposed it would be bad because my motor coordination s bad#and I am bad at multitasking#but eh unfortunately I think I chose an instructor who isnāt for me :/#like I said that I have never drove a car and he got nervous that I dint know how to change brakes :/#use* brake#and I donāt know why he wanted me to drive in roads first?#like shouldnāt I try to ride in a training yard?#eh I would tell all of these and if nothing changes I will resign :/#itās not for my nerves#and it would be waste of money too ;/#geez why I canāt have something simple and nice for once#instead I have to have everything so hatd#I sometimes think that I should spend this holidays on beach not on this stupid training :/
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Thereās no running away from your problems at monasteries. Itās the best + most awful thing
#Iām learning some things are monastery-specific and not tradition-specific#like very strong gender norms are just universal in Asian monastic cultures. things will always be uphill for me bc Iām a woman#Iām working a lot harder than the guys and I have more baggage than the guys too#not to assume but. the men are telling me I have it pretty bad.#my work-study coordinator is meeting with me because he sees how overworked I am. he emailed me saying heās worried for my well-being#I think itās just a lot when Iām also in the midst of healing from traumatic grief. the classes are making me cry and shit hahaha fuck#Iām hanging in there but Iād be lying if I said it wasnāt hard as hell being here. for so so many reasons
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Playing Bomb rush cyberfunk has been a crazy experience so far because i feel like I've been enjoying the game just as much as I'm not doing so
#which is crazy because i went in with the impression that this would be jet set radio but better#and really? the biggest thing is doing for me rn is making me wanna play old-school Jet set radio again#who the fuck looked at Jsr and thought āHey you know what would make this game even better? 300 different inputsā#which makes it impossible for me to play this solely on the controler (the main way i play games since i suck ass at the keyboard)#because it just doesn't have that many buttons#so at times i gotta be fucking double welding this shit with both the keyboard and the controler and it's awful#because I don't have that good of a motor coordination or whatever the proper term is#on top of that. why did we need a fighting mechanic? that's so fucking unnecessary when Jsr already had a gret way of dealing with that#which was by integrating the grafitti mechanic with the fighting by having it be the way you damage opponents#just adjust that to make it take more hits/graffitis in the fight and boom. you're done. perfectly functional#all it does is take away 3 BUTTONS in a game that already has a shit load of inputs#and ik these same buttons are also used to doing tricks on rails but like. that's such an useless addition#because I'm not actually doing anything like this isn't pulling a move on a fighting game. no skill is needed. I'm just mashing buttons#so you might as well not have both of these machanics and have the buttons be set to do other. more important comands#like the one to manually continue a combo on the ground after getting off of a rail. i gonna hold control on the keyboard and move#my joysticks at the same time whenever i need that and it fucking sucks#so yeah whenever i play it again I'm definitely gonna try mapping my controler to my liking and we'll see how it goes#unrelated to the gameplay i just gotta say. sorry but the songs are so mid#if i knew how to mod things i would replace every single one of them songs from jsf and jsrf. absolutely no doubt about it#like the songs in the jsr games are so unique and distinct from one another. even the ones that have a similar style. which makes them#incredibly memorable like i still remember a good chunk of them from the top of my head and i haven't played that game in months#bomb rush cyberfun songs just feel so samey and forgettable#a similar thing can be said for the environment designs and especially their colors imo#everything within the same area feels incredibly samey and not memorable. and you may think āCarol it's a whole area of course it's gonna#look similar to itselfā and to that i say. yes. cohesion is important but take a look at Kogane and Bento from jsr and you'll see#how despite being the same area and having the a coherent color pallet and overlay applied to it their locations are distinct from eachother#and memorable to the point where i can recall how to traverse thought each area and where they lead to easily#in bomb rush it feels like I'm just looking at the same place everywhere in the map#on a good note! i like the story so so much it's definitely what's gonna cary me through playing the whole game#because jsr really needed more story and fleshed out characters that aren't just different designs you can play as
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If anyone has a spare thought/fuck to give please toss it my way I'm treading the delicate path of sorting out the possible (absolutely likely) fuck ups of a former colleague and explaining to their supervisor that they allowed said fuck ups to continue for far longer than they needed to all for the sake of not wanting to ask questions
#this project costs a million dollars easily and nonone felt like asking questions about how logistics were handled.#not until the coordinator was fired and we were left picking up the pieces. my boss is handling the budget issues as delicately as she can#and im trying to handle the fact that the postage/printing/mailing problems we've been having for literal years#might all be due to the fact that said colleague who was asked to retire just couldn't provide ample time to the mailing team#so that the funds could be allotted in escrow thus requiring us to front the cash from our budget or a printers credit.#which happened almost every other project#said colleague was 22 year tenured. they should've known how to avoid this. but now their supervisor is trained for this process#and is fighting any sense of change and claiming all the errors ans embarrassments were the result of other ppl and departments#my guy the call is coming from inside the house etc#i sent a very hefty info based email to explain everything and am now waiting for his inevitable reply where he argues it all#and i have to dig my heals in and politely explain that maybe the problem was in fact his team this time#im not looking forward to that because im at my limit with the designers and publication team and i leave for maine in three days#my fucks are becoming slim to none even though i wanted a promotion out of this
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I wonder if the totally-barely-hiding-it-which-is-ballsy-for-Indiana Wiccan teacher I had in middle school knew what she was doing when she cast me in the lead male role for the school play in eighth grade
#i have issues with the Wiccan community these days as someone who grew up with Wiccan parents so i know the culture#and i eventually came to have issues with that teacher for other reasons#but like i adored her while she taught me and it was p obvious i was her teacher's pet#my point about her being a Wiccan is more to emphasize how different she was to my overall Indiana upbringing#and she was definitely on the more liberal side even for our little liberal enclave#anyway she HAD to have known what she was doing when she put me in a false mustache in two thousands and six#she said to the T.A who was also coordinating the play that it was because not enough boys tried out#but she HAD to have known
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im kinda jealous of how involved american colleges are. like your professors actually take a personal interest in you? my tutors all barely remember peoples names and most of them donāt even try. you have mandatory classes? i went to 1 class out of 13 for one of my units this semester because i couldnāt make myself go. you are failing or need extra credits? the professor can choose to give you some. maybe itās just my uni but they do NOT give extra credit no matter what. we donāt even get supplementary assessments so if you do badly youāre just fucked. extensions go through the uni itself and not the teaching staff. you have multiple classes per subject a week? ok maybe not all colleges but i feel like if i had more than one to go to i would show up more and would also get to actually know the people in my degree. i am four years into this and i have like. 2 friends who study law and we arenāt even in the same stage of the degree. one of my old unit coordinators was american and she had such a culture shock coming to my uni because of how detached it is. she tried to structure the unit in a way that encouraged students to actually show up to class and get to know people in the classes and she had to change it because it went against uni policy.
#im obviously stereotyping american colleges#but i think the one thing that gets me is that it seems pretty common for american professors to be able to actually help struggling#students#like you can speak to unit coordinators at my uni obviously#but they can only give you advice they canāt actually do anything tangible to help#i think itās also a My Uni thing#my brothers uni is way more involved#and like i know itās not always a good thing like itās a lot harder for people to have jobs when uni is so demanding#but my uni barely has classes we donāt have in person lectures thereās no connection between teaching staff and students#thereās no supplementary assessments (which my brothers uni has and im so jealous)#im graduating at least a semester late now because i had to drop classes before i failed them#and if i had supplementary assessment i might have been able to salvage my grade#ALSO before anyone gets mad at me like i said im stereotyping i know all colleges arenāt like the movies n shit#but all the americans iāve spoken to who have done college in america seem really shocked with my uni experience#part of me wants to switch unis but at this point im kinda committed and i dont want to have to#worry about credit transfers and repeating classes#and i dont think the other main uni has the same type of double degree im doing anyway#donāt take this too seriously itās just a vent post
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emotional. happy, pissed off, all that.
#hzrn#im cool with being annoying hypothetically but the real kicker is that no form of communication exists that i can really use comfortably#every single form of communication out there. i can't use it. i can't fuckin talk bc the sounds are too hard.#i can't fuckin type bc the buttons are too hard.#i can't fucking body and hands bc motions are too hard.#i can't fucking art because art involves all those things.#damn fucking WORDS are too hard. i put so much work into them and i get nothing. nothing!#who made the world this way?! why is it that all communication and socialization is so. fucking. hard!!!!#i tried! i really really fuckin tried man! all last year i tried so so hard.#i fell FLAT on my face. NO ONE liked me. they called me a retard! they said i was scaryā awkwardā hard to be around!#they did coordinated social attacks on me! then when i come back to school this year and i even *think* about trying againā they say#'nobody wants him here. and he should stop caring'#well right about thenā is where she gives up! she has closed her eyesā she has given up hope!#i gave up trying to exist socially at school. the two paths are being myself and getting bulliedā or not being myself and getting nothing#today was a good day for me all in all but idk.#the only reason i dont hold grudges like crazy is because of my object impermanence shit#although this might as well count as a grudge. i think it's somewhat justified thoughā because in my case it's more like#if you hurt me seriously then i'll think about it pervasively until you do something to redeem yourself in my mind.#probably that's part of the reason im so scared of being myself and shit#this is probably the reason why im so scared of being myself. bc everytime i tried i got bulliedā mockedā demeaned. and that shit piles up.#i just spend mosta my time not thinking about it! just like i spend mosta my time not thinking about who i amā my futureā my past and on!#siiiigh. sigh sigh siiiiiiiiigh#it's ok to like this post by the way#in fact it's encouraged. im directly and clearly asking you to.#im not making this post for nothing. im making it in the hopes that someone will read what i said.#although really no one will. why the hell would anyone fucking read this. get fuckin real.#i know for certain i'll wake up tmrw with this at at maximum like. 1 like. 2 if im really the luckiest girl in the world.#and i know how i sound caring about likes and shit. but really all it tells me is someone read this. and i really fuckin need someone to re
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*last winter* *never got ticketed/severely buried/otherwise had a problem with parking in my designed disability spot even during storm warnings*
*this year* noooo donāt park in the disability parking spot š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗ Iāll have to have you towed!!!! Drive up to the sidewalk across the lot ššš and Iāll plow around you āŗļøāŗļøāŗļø haha sorry donāt wanna bury you so Iāll call to have you towed instead if you donāt ššš thanks oxoxox
#ra speaks#personal#what the fuck dude#id call parking but theyāre closed. BECAUSE OF THE STORM.#and itās like.#itās an inconvenience to the plow truck driver obv if Iām parked in my spot ā¢ bc idk efficiency or whatever#but like. itās also an inconvenience to ME THE DISABLED PERSON#if I have to a) shovel my car out b) drive it to where he said c) rewinterize it w itās cover and stuff and d) walk twice the distance back#but itās an inconvenience at the end of the day soooooo#ughhhh I shoulda asked to trade numbers or something so he could just call me if my car was a problem#bc I LIVE HERE 20 FEET AWAY and can JUST MOVE IT FOR A FEW MINUTES while heās here#instead of this rigamoroll#Iām gonna have to shovel out my car and the disability spot tomorrow morning š¤Ŗš¤Ŗš¤Ŗ#āisnāt it illegal to tow a disability spot car thatās legally parked?ā youād be correct! but this place doesnāt give a SHIT about ADA#and Iād rather not take my chances and have to coordinate getting my car back from a tow company#killing killing killing killing
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Yesterday I went to the supermarket and it was the most crowded i have ever experienced any supermarket in my life. Like. They made us queue up to even enter and i was waiting for like 30 minutes to pay. So today i am very scared to return because What the fuck was that and is it over now???
#my mouth dropped open behind my mask and remained that way for the entire time#and yes i did consider to leave again as soon as i saw the queue in Front of the entrance#but i'm generally too stubborn for this so i went in and waited patiently in the roughly 50 meter long queue to pay#(they had colored duct tape leading to each of the 7 registers so everyone could choose a line and had to stay On the tape#love the coordination of this. germany could never)#and i saw a banner with the dates November 17th to November 19th on it but i did not take the time to translate what it said#but i do hope that means it is over now and i can buy my silly little salad today without waiting for 30+ minutes#it wasn't even that bad before chuseok#I've never seen anything like this even the day before Christmas eve when the shops will be closed for 3 days and people act like it's the#apocalypse#and funnily enough my mother and i talked about what to buy for Christmas so she can get everything before i come back#because otherwise we'd have to go to grocery stores on December 23rd and that's not something we're willing to do#sorry i got a little carried away#I'm still. flabbergasted. what the fuck was that#void screams
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Yāall, Iām exhausted.
My uncle passed away over the weekend, very early on Saturday morning, after a very brief but aggressive battle with cancer. From diagnosis to death was less than a week.Ā
My mom and I have done everything in our power to be with my family as much as possible, and I am so thankful that I got to say my goodbyes and to be with them when he passed, and some portion of most every day since.Ā
But between work, therapy, previously scheduled appointments, funeral arrangements, choir, etc. and just general grief, I feel like I havenāt slept in days. Iāve barely been eating (or had time to eat) let alone manage anything else in my life, and every time I think I might have a moment to lie down or do some laundry, something else comes up.Ā
I am so ready and willing to do whatever is needed for my family right now, but I think I am reaching a bit of a personal breaking point.Ā
#Thursday I worked from 8:30 to 4:30 then picked up my parents and drove forty minutes out to my aunt's to see him#we were there until after 11PM and didn't get to bed until 1 or so#the next day I worked from 8:30 to 1ish when my cousin called me and said they needed me at the house#so I dashed home picked up mom and drove out there#we were at their house until 7:30 or 8PM then went home#but we were called back shortly after because he became non responsive#we went back over there and sat up until 5AM or so before falling asleep in my cousin's bed#he passed away shortly after 7AM#we got up#I held my cousins for a while#eventually I did a coffee/food run#my mom and I called hospice and the funeral home and arranged all of that#we spent the day with them#I put on a crock pot meal and we stayed with them until dinner time or thereabouts#we told them to get some rest and call if they needed anything#we didn't eat all day#went home and crashed#Sunday I just felt sick all day and was crying off and on#Monday I worked from 8:30-3 and then went to a meeting with the funeral coordinators with my mom my aunt and my cousins#Tuesday I worked from 8:30 - 4:30 then had choir from 6 -9 then went to the store and showered#yesterday I worked from 8:30 to 12:45 then went home for a long lunch hour therapy appointment#went back to work from 2 to 5#took my dog to the vet at 5:30#went to my aunt's at 6:30#was there until after midnight#didn't eat#went home did dishes and took out recycling and had a quick shower#wrote the obituary#today they're touring a facility for the memorial but I can't take off work in the middle of the day so I'm not going to that#I'm working until 5 or so
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