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Being nonbinary and dressing feminine sometimes despite very much not being a woman is. Its like hello strangers hello new friends im making please dont immediately steamroll
#contemplating a lot#rant#feel free to ignore#i just. so like. im very nonbinary#which i suppose many nonbinary people are#to the point im like. well i cant go to a transmasc support group or a transfem support group cause i doubt either would#see me as someonr who fits (wish my city had a general trans meetup but we arent big enough i guess)#i know I KNOW theres a bunch of cisgender fucks who think nonbinary = woman and it drives me up a Fucking wall#i know theres (even more ouch) a portion of lesbians and queer ppl who see nonbinary as woman-lite or feminine man#and just dont fucking put in the effort to grasp what being outside man or woman (or overlapping) could be#(probably ovdrlaps w ppl who refuse to grasp pansexuality or bisexuality)#and like. when i was young? maybe i wouldve seen myself as a trans man#but when that didnt totally fit i felt well. maybe bigender then. nonbinary. yeah that fits i suppose#or maybe i am a trans man who just doesnt want to change myself for societal pressure#but i do relate to being a woman too? so nonbinary feels best. but i certainly dont feel like a woman#im okay with she he they. but if i tell strangers theyll usually default to ONE so i just say#THEY so strangers dont immediately try to basically pretend im not nonbinary by sticking to another pronoun they feel is easier to them#and if i say They the fact remains: are these new strangers or friends dicks who dont respect my gender even tho they#accomodated to sayibg they? do they say she in private to friends. do they refer to me as a gender im not when im not present#idk i have been... interacting with a lot of straight dudes lately. and im like? im bi and nonbinary so im like. well if ur straight dude im#not sure u would even Wanna date me? u are aware im a dude too? are u okay with that? can u respect that???#which has NEVER happened to me before. cause i only dated bi guys nonbinary peeps like me or nonbinary lesbians#ive never dated a person i feared may actually not see me as I Actually Am and have accepted iy
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i just binged the entire fmo fic last night and i had to give you some love for it because it’s my new favourite thing. the characterisation is incredible and i loved the way you progressed the story; also the little hints of reader kinda becoming a bit angry and unstable but still being a strong and complex character in her own right is so cool. just everything about it is so so good, sending kisses <3
Thank you so much 🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽. “Becoming unstable” made me laugh. That’s truly pookie for life. I’m so glad y’all see her in the way do. Sometimes it can be a bit difficult to write it bc I want reader to have the space to have some agency while also being very realistic about the life/death circumstances and the very patriarchal world she lives in. It makes her do “good” and “bad” things
Anyway here’s a little sneak peak at part 10 👀
#this Barbie is a queen slayer#LMAO#but she’s going through a lot#contemplating A LOT#and poor nyra… truly not understanding how dangerous this is. trust is a funny thing when you feel like you have no one else#if reader was an actual character this would be when team black starts calls her a raging misogynist like they do Alicent 😭#like sorry shes trying to get her kids back oh well 🤷🏽♀️#and she thinks safety means having aegon on the throne rightly or wrongly#if the realm was pissed about nyra being queen.. imagine the things that would be said about a bastard.. sorry jace 🤷🏽♀️#fool me once asks
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utena and anthy sketches, old and older
#revolutionary girl utena#rgu#utena tenjou#anthy himemiya#shoujo kakumei utena#sketch#artists on tumblr#id in alt#ayilings#2024#havent been on here a ton lately! im on twitter a lot more. but contemplating bluesky hard
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sad: falling out of a hyperfixation
tragic: watching your beloved friends and mutuals fall out of the hyperfixation while you're still in it
#oughhhhhhh#this is about the dca fandom but also about every other strong fixation ive had over the years lol#i know it's normal and inevitable esp for less popular works or minor characters with little canon content#and there's nothing wrong with smaller communities of course those rock#but there’s just something special about getting into something at the same time as a lot of other people all at once#and existing in this chaotic fandom space that's just bursting with creativity and passion#i've been in fandom spaces for as long as some of you have been alive and i've only come across that sort of unbridled joy like#a handful of times at best#it's just a heartbreaking feeling to see real lightning in a jar fandoms like that wither away as people drift away#(understandably so!)#anyway don't mind me i'm just having thoughts#musing about fandoms past as well#that i too eventually moved on from but remember fondly even if im not active in anymore#also my music just aint hitting right so im just sitting in silence which makes me more Contemplative(tm)
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Missed drawing these two too
Bonuses
#rendoc#still thinking about them a lot#always#hermitshipping#sorry for the weird empty area in the first one. It was my attempt to make it take up less of people's timelines#this art is so embarrassing lol but man I like when Doc's drawn as a big goat man I have no defense I plead the fifth#or well at least it becomes embarrassing when its. shippy#whatever Tumblr people are usually cool so here goes!!#I am 99% a fluff and hurt/comfort person. Idc how frisky these guys get in fanon all I can ever think of is fluff sorry#Also contemplated implementing Doc's accent into the dialogue but I am forever paranoid of offending someone lol#idk how to write accents etc but you guys will make it sound fine in your heads I'm sure#hermitblr#tubby art
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nanoonanoo - #groovewithasmile
#Piper's Insta#where she's stepping back after everything#contemplating a lot#reblogging fan videos of daddy#realizing the enormity of which she came#her papas
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A full moon shines, an omen of safe travels.
#art#fantasy art#dragon#dragons#caspar david friedrich#friedrich#This one's a study of: Two Men Contemplating The Moon#man i love drawing fantasy ruins but i needed a break for at least one illustration lol#so fun to study the shapes in the environment#i've been learning a lot about flow and composition#even in super organic landscapes#fantasy creatures#travelers#dragon art#fantasy illustration
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Want to write a comment on AO3 but don’t know how? Lemme help! Choose as many of these prompts as you like:
1. What was your favorite part?
2. How did it make you feel? Did you laugh out loud? Did you cry? What parts made you feel something?
3. What emotion were you left with when you finished the chapter?
4. Did any particular lines stick out to you? Which ones?
5. Did something remind you of something from the source material? Talk about that!
6. Did anything surprise you?
7. Did anything stand out to you?
I know some people get anxious writing comments but I PROMISE YOU you will make the writer’s day! Even if you just pick one of these things to elaborate on in your comment, the writer will appreciate it! If you write a long comment, the writer will remember it for ages!!
YOU CAN WRITE THE BEST COMMENT SOMEONE HAS EVER GOTTEN!! I believe in you!! 💜 please feel free to reach out if you have any questions or doubts!
#ive been thinking a lot about fandom and community lately#idk it seems like tiktok is so consumptive and tumblr has always been so interactive#but that seems less and less true these days#(the erosion of tag culture is so sad to me)#ao3 in some ways seems to have maintained the interactive culture more than tumblr#and i just feel like fandom benefits so profoundly when it’s a community#idk just ~contemplating~#fanfiction#ao3#writing#fanfic#fandom
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Forgot to post Target Davrin
#pina art#i am so just. using my tags to vent bc yesterday was my bday#and it started off by being woken up by a call#then my aunt passed away yesterday#Basically everything was shit#also just missing appa and spock a lot#tried to get a milkshake as a birthday treat and they fucked my order up#my order was for a chocolate milkshake#i got a cherry one. idk.#it was 9pm at that point so i contemplated driving into the swamp
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I bet you would hurt your back, carrying around that million dollar smile like you do.
#i took a day to figure this one out again#i didnt like the dialogue or anything he was doing. It was too ooc i think.#i like this one better.#i almost contemplated making him frown directly at you to contradict you on purpose#[you've got mail!]#spamton#spamton g spamton#deltarune#deltarune spamton#deltarune chapter 2#i didnt flip the canvas on this one so if it looks off thats why#sometimes i wish i were a lot more consistent with the way i draw him#maybe its my cursed eyes. forced to see everything i did that id change.#which is good in general but bad for my poor eyes :pout:#the background is very tall and i dont know why but i wont fix it. maybe.#i LOVE this ask you guys are crazzyyy
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Characters Awakening Lines Translations
After posting the lines for Jin and Rui, I felt like translating other characters too so here we are!
Please note that since I don’t have access to all of the characters’ lines, most of the raw lines are taken from the unofficial JP wiki. The texts are all there so if any of you notice any errors/mistranslations, feel free to correct me!
FROSTHEIM
Jin
Awakening: To think I'm receiving alms from my servant... Should I kneel in front of you? Fully Awakened: Trust is something that can be broken easily. Don't you dare come any closer than you already have.
Tohma
Awakening: This feeling… It appears that you want me to keep reaching out for the top. Is that how it is? Fully Awakened: With this power, we're one step closer to achieving our goal. And I'm* going to make sure we see it through the end. [*he's referring to himself as “ore” instead of his usual “”watashi” here]
Luca
Awakening: I devote myself to protecting the weak, for that is the path I have to take. Fully Awakened: I'll become stronger than anyone. I don't want to lose anything important to me一not anymore!
Kaito
Awakening: Could it be… even someone like me can get stronger too? Fully Awakened: You have done so much for me! This man, Kaito, will no longer run away!!
VAGASTORM
Alan
Awakening: This power is dangerous. Stay away from me. Fully Awakened: I don't really know what’s appropriate to say for this kind of thing, so… well… umm, thanks a lot.
Leo
Awakening: C'mere, Honor Roll~ I'll show you those guys’ ugly crying faces too~ Fully Awakened: Obviously. If I don't like someone, I’ll take matters into my own hands and create hell on earth just for them. There's no such thing as divine retribution, you know?
Sho
Awakening: Thanks for waiting. Well? What do you want me to do now? Say it clearly. Fully Awakened: Sure, okay. I got it. If it's your request, I'll make sure to at least listen to it through the end.
JABBERWOCK
Haru
Awakening: That sure hits the spot~ Now I don't even need those energy drinks! Fully Awakened: I'm going as far as this road is going to take me. I made a choice to walk down this path and it's not something I can just simply throw away.
Towa
Awakening: Heheh~ Did I get stronger? How interesti~ng. Fully Awakened: I wonder why humans are such foolish, whimsical, and pitiful creatures… yet they manage to still be so lovable?
Ren
Awakening: Doing something like this… Senpai, what are you planning? Fully Awakened: Geez! Even if you look at me with those expectant eyes, I know you'll just get tired of me right away…
SINOSTRA
Taiga
Awakening: Gyahahahaha! Aren't you one greedy little kitten~? But I don't hate that about you. Fully Awakened: A hasty greed and a sincere wish. There's no big difference between the two of them.
Romeo
Awakening: Come now. Is it really the time to be charmed by my beauty? Fully Awakened: I need to be perfect all the time一for that is my way of staying triumphant on this world.
Ritsu
Awakening: This will help in furthering my career. Fully Awakened: I definitely will become the best attorney in Japan, and then I shall ensure my father's name will be clear from all the alleged infamy he's received.
HOTARUBI
Subaru
Awakening: I’m so happy that you're right here beside me to watch me grow. Fully Awakened: “Ignorance is Bliss" and “Silence is Golden”. Don't you agree that it's unreasonable to try and break the admonitions we inherited from our predecessors?
Haku
Awakening: Oi oi oi. Don't expect too much from me, you hear? Fully Awakened: If our life were decided by the things we were born with, you bet I'd be the first one to kiss that kind of life goodbye.
Zenji
Awakening: It seems that my capability has bloomed yet again! Fully Awakened: I was wrong, my dear. As it turns out, dreams are not to be kept as just an idealized fantasy but something we should achieve with our own hands.
OBSCUARY
Edward
Awakening: Oh dearie me. If you whip my old bones any harder, I might actually die this time, you know? Fully Awakened: Sometimes a youthful folly can lead one into committing grave sins. So I hope that you keep this in mind一remain modest and cautious.
Rui
Awakening: Thanks a bunch for working hard for my sake~ I really mean it! Fully Awakened: It's fine if you ended up forgetting about me. I simply wish for you, of all people, to become happy.
Lyca
Awakening: Thanks. I want to show the current me to Neros soon. Fully Awakened: I’m going to work hard. I don't want to come back to those hellish days anymore.
MORTKRANKEN
Yuri
Awakening: This feeling! It stimulates my brain cells! Fully Awakened: I will pioneer the advanced road of genomic analysis for anomalies and establish myself as the best doctor in the world!
Jiro
Awakening: Thank you very much. I feel slightly better. Fully Awakened: I won't let you die. The reason I'm helping you? I don't really understand it myself either.
#tokyo debunker#tkdb ref#tkdb info#also no beta reader so unfortunately you guys have to deal with my nightmarish grammar. really sorry for that m(_ _)m#I love how a lot of these lines are like#awakening: haha silly little guys! 一 fully awakened: contemplating their life choices#i really like leo's fully awakened line; it's just so him#other than that i also like rui (obvs) towa zenji haku and taiga's fully awakened lines#(should just say i like everyone's at this point)#my translations#edit: change leo's awakening line a bit
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can't stop thinking about how the "good" future still nearly resulted in Leo dying.
sure, this future is better, objectively. they saved the world. but... that doesn't necessarily mean it's good
ironic how Leo lived the longest in the bad future, yet in this better world, he was the only one who faced death head-on
There's kinda a Part Two now :D
#sad•leonart#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#rise leo#rise leonardo#rise donnie#rise donatello#rise future donnie#rise future donatello#rottmnt leo#rottmnt leonardo#rottmnt donnie#rottmnt donatello#rottmnt future donnie#rottmnt future donatello#couldnt decide what style to go with so you're getting both#i cant stop thinking about the movie#these turtles have taken over my brain send help#i think about this a lot#it probably relates to how i contemplate death and timelines often#almost made a comic for this idea but ran out of energy#plus that'd be spoilers for finding home :)
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I think I underestimated how cool it is that Little House books are a "woman remembers her childhood" children's classic by an author from a working-class and rural background. Most working-class books of the genre have urban settings, and most rural girlhood classics come from a family that's in a fairly stable community--maybe not rich, but comfortable enough that they don't have to worry about whether they'll make it through a winter.
Laura Ingalls grew up dirt poor in a family that knew how to grow or build or hunt or make everything that they needed, because they had to. Yet when she grew up, she got into a position where she could publish about it. Which is pretty astounding, because people in her situation are usually too busy doing the farmwork to write about it--they don't have connections to the publishing industry. Yet she did, so we get to hear from someone who knows that farm and small-town setting intimately, and not because she grew up and and ran off to the city as soon as she could escape, but because she still lives it and loves it and advocates for it.
She knows the details of that life and loves it. Like, she genuinely cares about raising the chickens, not as a housewife's hobby, but as an important source of meat, eggs and money for the family. It's grounded, earthy, sensible, but also romantic, because she while she's doing farm work or house work she's noticing the little moments of beauty or thinking about the big issues of life. But it took a long series of coincidences to get this ordinary farm wife into a position of wanting to write, being able to write, and having a national audience for her writing, so I just want to appreciate how amazing it is that it happened.
#little house#laura ingalls wilder#of course now that i've said this i'll think of 157 other authors with similar backgrounds#but it's something that comes to mind a lot while reading her columns#especially in the '20s it's like reading her blog#specifically my blog#in the sense of the entries being 'here's an interesting thing i saw/heard about and here's the bigger issues it made me contemplate'#and her background means that she shouldn't have had an outlet for this but she did and that's pretty cool
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i know this is probably a one-shot joke, but the workings behind this image are so funny to me. considering that monkey cop is an actual canonical series in the show (with figurines and merch), and wukong actually acted in it, how did they even get macaque in on this. what leverage did they have over him to make him play the criminal in this show. what did they tell wukong. did they just say, "hey, monkey king. your former boyfriend-current nemesis-enemy-whatever the fuck you call him is going to be your co-star. don't blow up the set."
#this poster is giving “guy who got the role x understudy who is contemplating murder.”#obviously there's a lot of stuff i'm not considering here#but for the sake of the dumb scenario i created in my head i won't be thinking about logistics#sun wukong#sun wukong lego monkie kid#macaque lego monkie kid#macaque#the six eared macaque#macaque lmk#lmk swk#lego monkie kid swk#shadowpeach#lego monkie kid s5
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What a wacky group of characters! I sure hope nothing tragic happens to them :)
“where are they” BACKGROUNDS ARE HARD
also @keeperofthebox I stole your Harumi design I hope you don’t mind :]
little style guide I made for myself while drawing
go crazy go stupid
#this is a real spinjitzu moment#on a more contemplative note#the orphan-to-orphan ratio was always 1:1#Good Guys vs Villains#Ninja vs Not Ninja#Died vs Not Died#now that Arin's in the mix a lot of those ratios are now thrown off#anyways lol the orphans#ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#ninjago benthomaar#ninjago arin#ninjago harumi#ninjago morro#ninjago jay#jay walker#animation took me a few days#several of which were trying to figure out the background and colors#darn you backgrounds!! *shakes fist*#probably should've just put them in the void#my stuff
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max, naturally, quite possibly with the outraged text already attached
Max: “Martin I can of course not post this you know but here is the link…daniel looks lovely in the photo don’t you think? Maybe sad and a bit sweaty but that is of course understandable. Now, I would like it to say, ‘after 13 years in the sport this is not how you say goodbye’ and then this part is very important you must tag Redbull Racing.”
Max: “tagging Christian would be too much, yes? Yes I think so. I will of course tell him again when I see him.”
Max: “did you post it yet, Martin I cannot see it on your stories?”
Max: Martin???
#as always daniel = danyul#I contemplated creating a whole what’s app template convo but that was a lot of work#and I am but a dumb American who does not use WhatsApp so the colors confused me#ask#it is of course daniel
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