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friendship + loss for feron!
oc asks: relationships edition thank u sm !!! got a lil angsty in here >:3
Friendship: What's your OC like as a friend? How are they at making new friends? What are the most important friendships in your OC's life?
Up until meeting the rest of the tadfools, Feron had.......no friends. Or she thought she did. Sal's hometown was the village of Hill's Edge, once a thriving city near the Reaching Woods where she was held captive by Margaery. It used to boast at least 10,000 people during its busiest times, but with the goblins and gnolls and the hag within the woods drove many away. By the time Feron moved in with Salus, there was less than a quarter population left and most were kind of fond of Feron! A minor part of her backstory involved her running an apothecary, so my thoughts are that Sal opened the business in his retirement and his treks into the woods were to look for wild grown spell components and healing herbs. Feron helped him run it after a while and a lot of their regulars thought she was quiet but helpful and she was convinced they hated her (since for years she had been one of the causes behind the village's declining population; one of her duties was luring people into Margaery's territory after all).
It's very much a goob "they all hated me" while everyone is smiling & waving at him from Meet The Robinson's lmao. There's definitely someone in Hill's Edge who assumed they were friends and Feron had no idea, like Katniss with Madge in THG. She also managed to have a few short-lived flings somehow, but they always fizzled out quickly, either because Feron didn't live up to the mystique they had of her in their heads, or because Feron thought they were getting annoying.
Upon meeting the rest of the brain bug gang, Feron knew she had to either make it or break it since the survival of the entire group depended on them working together towards finding a cure for the worm. Meaning they were stuck together and she couldn't afford to spend however long painfully in awkward, silent agony with the others. So she does her best. Remembers the manners Salus taught her during her rehabilitation period and tries. In the end, she realizes she really had nothing to worry about: her friends were just as strange and fucked up as she was when they first met.
Loss: Is there anyone important to your OC who has passed away? How did they handle the loss?
Salus died of possibly the best thing anyone in a fantasy setting can die of: old age. Even being an adventurer in his youth couldn't take him down, so he lived his full half-elven life span (and nearly beat it by a year; Feron had hoped they could celebrate his 151st birthday before he passed but were shy about three months before he did). He was as spry as ever towards the end, always telling Feron he didn't need help getting around the house or lifting things but always ended up letting her help anyways. They still ran the apothecary together, though Sal would always leave after lunch to go take a nap lol. Then Feron would come home for dinner and they'd read together then go to bed. They had a routine together! So when Salus didn't wake her up one morning for another day at the apothecary, the whole thing really took a lot out of her.
Feron took a long time to grieve. The apothecary was closed for years. For a while she abandoned the house and went back to the woods, killing goblins and gnolls and anything that got in her way. She spent a lot of time in wild shape again, but this time by choice. It was her way of avoiding her emotions. After a particularly close call with a human hunter some decades later, she thought it time to be a person again, and went back to the house to try and get her life together.
She spent a while getting the house together again, then had another mini meltdown when she found out the apothecary had been foreclosed on. While cleaning up the house, she found the courage to go through Salus' old things and came across information on a relationship between him and one of his old adventuring companions. He'd once had a romantic entanglement with the party's gnomish cleric, Calyn Springweave, and it had ended poorly (but not so poorly that she didn't answer his letters when he summoned the party to take down Margaery). Feron thought she had the right to know of his passing and felt that Sal would've wanted her to know anyways. So she managed to track Calyn down to Baldur's Gate and was attempting to find her there when the nautiloid swooped in and got her.
#ch: feron reachwood#asks#feypacts#i'm tweaking the finer details of her backstory as i go so if things i've said before don't match up that's why lol#constantly evolving constantly changing#death tw#just in case !#q.
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what do you think about nedpan🇳🇱🇯🇵
I haven't really gotten deep into it, but from what I've seen going around I really like it! I think they are a good pairing with a lot of potential regarding the combination of their personalities, and it's no secret that I have a weakness from anything based on historical events 😅✨
#hetalia#historical hetalia#nedpan#aph japan#aph netherlands#hws japan#hws netherlands#thanks for the ask and the opportunity to draw some historical inspired outfits 🥰🥰#if I had a stronger connection to either country I might have read up on their history more#but from what I have stumbled across it seems very intriguing 👀#relationships between nations that has developed and changed over centuries can be so special#some of the charm with hetalia#constantly changing and evolving relations and attitudes in different countries#and how that might relate to their “personal” relationship 🥰🥰✨
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Nobody is required to explain their personal relationship with their identity with you. I, however, will talk nonstop if given the chance and will give you a wildly different answer every time
#my relationship with myself and my identity and the world around me is constantly changing and evolving. if you asked me to explain my#identity this morning i would've given you a different answer than i'd give you if you asked me right now#because throughout the day i considered myself differently and had the chance to think more on it#identity doesn't have to be a rigid blade you carry to keep yourself safe. identity can be something as simple as a flowy shirt you like or#a cup you're drinking your favorite beverage out of. on the other hand#identity IS rigid for some people. and that's also okay. but we're talking about genderfuck folks and all the cool shit they're doin#i lost the plot writing these notes ik air drying in my bathroom after my shower (this too is gender)#queer#lgbt#lgbtq community#lgbtqia#queer community#lesbian#he/him lesbian#neopronouns#butch lesbian#genderqueer#gender nonconforming#genderfuck#trans#transgender#uhh.#inane identity ramblings#new gender tag
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i don’t know who needs to hear this today but apostrophes DO NOT PLURALISE THINGS. IT'S CAKES NOT CAKE'S. IT'S THE FREDRICKSONS NOT THE FREDRKCKSON'S. apostrophes are for possessives, except "its", because apostrophes are also for making contractions (it is = it's)
this page explains it all super well with LOTS of examples, i highly recommend
#my professor mom came up to me like ''i dont know if you've seen this trend...'' of people using apostrophes to pluralise#and do not get me wrong: language is constantly changing and evolving and i 110% we should let it#and also those without english as a first language find grammar rules like this challenging and that's so valid#but also like: yougins there's a reason we have grammar rules#shut up cj
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My soul keeps changing faster than the color of sky at dawn...
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It is what it is and was what it was.
#as much as I wish things were different and as much as I would like to change my past I can’t and can only focus on the present#a lot of things I would change and do differently but I can’t and I know better now than I did before#I really resonate with the statement you trade pain for wisdom and that couldn’t be more true#in a lot of ways I was a bad friend a bad lover and a bad person but I know myself well enough now to know and want better#and to just have be better#thank you time growth self reflection as well as understanding for teaching me so many things about others and within myself#I’m understanding more and more I think about true acceptance and self awareness#and I’m proud of the person I’m turning into as well as accepting in a lot of ways I thought I knew better but I didn’t at the time#im giving myself grace to continue to grow learn and change for the better as I’m constantly evolving into the person I’m destined to be#I’m turning into the exact person I needed when I was younger and I couldn’t be more happier#I’ve been learning so much about myself and about others and I’m grateful for the lessons#I’m accepting of what is and what’s not meant to be nothing forced only accepting and valuing what’s meant for me manifesting is key#Instead of myself being my enemy I’m trying to view myself as my greatest hero#I’m letting go of all things not meant for me and only attracting what’s meant for me#focusing on being the energy I wish to attract and law of attraction 🙏🏻#at the end of the day you’re in charge of your own life no one can do anything for you except yourself#personal#I know this is long sue me#thoughts
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« But you used to be different 😩 »
Evolving doesn’t make you bad. It makes you a Pokemon.
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is DC one of those things that was good at first but gradually turned bad? Or just got really far from the source material? ive never been interested in the comics bc they just look gritty and edgy but the older ones seem fun
this is a tough question to answer because comics don't really work that way, Dc has ALWAYS been bad but is has equally always been good. DC publishes dozens of books at once and it really just boils down to if i like whatever writer is currently writing the book im interested in. despite my current issues with DC I'd actually say things are pretty good right now especially compared to say, a decade ago.
lets look at two ongoing runs right now, Green Arrow and Detective Comics(which i will call 'tec for short). despite the fact i like green arrow as a character more i dont really like his current writer. and then moving over to the current 'tec run though i havent liked past writers i really like the current one, comics are just really fluid like that.
as for dc being more grim dark its both true and untrue, with the release of The Killing Joke in the 80's DC did spearhead a whole dark and edgy era in comics but things arent always that way, i wouldnt even say theyre that way the majority of the time. different writers have different styles and though things definitely happen for shock value sometimes i think frank miller esque grittiness is decidedly out of fashion. there has also always been silly funny comics Justice Leauge International in the 80's Young Justice in the late 90's and many more(id say most runs are dramas with some comedy action and suspense really. good mix)
#if you like any work of fiction there is probably comics out there you'd enjoy its all very uh... broad lol#as for source material ik i didnt answer that well comics are constantly evolving and changing so#delving away isnt always bad#i guess i could explain the n52 which WAS bad but its such a can of worms especially for a non comic fan#basically#all comic fans are destined to love and hate comics
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🔥 Pluto no longer being a planet
To me it's like how tomatoes and peppers are culturally vegetables and biologically fruits: Pluto is culturally a planet, but yeah they didn't "demote" it for no reason. If experts know it's a dwarf planet and not a planet then it's a dwarf planet. Unfortunately however they will never be able to convince a lot people, culturally, that it's not a planet, though maybe since they're teaching the truth now kids will grow up knowing it as such.
#asks#it IS a dwarf planet i don't know shit about physics or astronomy really. and that's exactly why i believe#astronomers if they say it is#let them all have that debate i simply do not know enough beyond being of the opinion that if a bunch of experts came to that consensus#then it is probably the correct one. bc the other thing is that science is constantly evolving and changing#and the other opinion i have on it is that it's smth cultural vs reality that's easier to get kids on the right side of#than people who remember when it was a planet
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i need to draw orion more so ne can undergo Design Mutation. this applies to basically all of the rescue cast actually
#leo chirps#pat.txt#leos ocs#by which i mean the way my oc designs evolve over time as i draw them more#eg the difference between 2017 sol and 2024 sol#although that was a 7-year draws-constantly evolution so yeah#but mainly i want to get a feel for what i Dont like drawing about them so i can change it#rescue tag
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i could never be a woman in pop music, bc if i was ms grande i would be deathly afraid of sabrina carpenter.
#'feather' is ariana 5 years ago if u think about it#i kept mulling over who carpenter reminded me off--who is it that she's 'replacing' in the market until i saw her actually perform feather#that i was like 'oh its grande'#like if u arent constantly working or ur too comfortable in what ur doing the market will replace you#its cruel and ageist#grande has spent an ungodly amount of time changing her face\ethnicity in order to continue in the ponytail aesthetic she's created#instead of allowing herself to physically grow up and evolve#anyway the song isnt good and she needs a new team#addressing the spongebob allegations isn't really that interesting
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Sometimes I forget who I am, like I can't use words to describe myself, but then I remember...
I'm a human being and I can't really be described as a whole. Only parts of me fit inside the frame of words. However I am a collection of thousands of experiences and emotions with such a variety, nobody could have ever seen them all.
#especially since I'm constantly evolving#changing growing and dying#nothing really can cover me as whole being
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I realized that the purple cherry logs was actually like a really nice color for my nether room so I tried swapping the blackstone floor with it. I'm not sure which one I like better but honestly I do really like how the cherry logs look, 10/10
Also tried to make a fun rug for this little bedroom in my nether lab. Is it cool and clever? Is it just weird? Will I change the design several times? Or fully just remove it in a week when I decide I don't actually like it? Only time will tell lol
#lee speaks#minecraft#stuff i built#My base is just constantly evolving interior design lol#Sometimes I think about it as if I were a youtuber like on hc or something#and I just imagine every 10 episodes I'd just be like ''Hi guys so I've changed the block palette of my storage room again and-"#because I'm constantly changing things around on my builds lol
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idk what nail biter needs to hear this but do not start messing with your cuticles, you will never recover from it
#:(((((#when i was younger i wasnt even a biter. i just picked my nails short#but then i evolved to biting somehow at some point#and then now its biting and cuticle destruction#my fingers are always bloody and im having to constantly swap out bandaids but nothing ever heals because whenever the skin comes back the u#the urge to tear it off is too strong#and then it gets to the point where your hands literally change shape and do not go back#like the skin on my right thumb is an entirely different shape than my left thumb. i cannot remember the last time it was smooth and normal#it makes you feel so self conscious about your hands its awful#all i want is pretty hands#at one point i forced myself to grow my nails out and i managed like. two weeks!!!! which was huge#since ive been biting nonstop for years#and i painted them and everything#but when they got too long i imemdiately reverted to biting instead of just clipping them#anyways. all that to say#if you are just a biter? do not evolve to the next stage#leave your cuticles the way they are im begging you#cathy says words#nail biting
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I’m very good at drawing a reference and then IMMEDIATELY making it inaccurate by changing the design </3
#random post#looking SO hard at Rory. I gave him curls so his red with the spikes doesn’t work </3#also noel. y’all didn’t see it cus I didn’t FINISH it. and NOW she’s built different so I CANT use it !!!#maybe I’ll still post it cus like. the colors are fine. she is just built a lil different than how I drew her there#agaahavag my style is constantly evolving and with it comes design changes#one of the most obvious is me changing ppls noses from the clown ones I always put on ppl#to new ones that are more animal-like. haha fun <3 I love having to remake refs it is totally entirely fun and NOT hell on earth
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don't know how to explain but there's something so incredibly transgender about building and maintaining a computer.
#transmission#daemon#constantly changing and evolving your form to suit your needs and desire for self expression. or something. shrug
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