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The meaning of my destiny can be changed for your love.
Kawoshin Week Day 5: Rebuild + Time loop! 💜💙
#kaworu nagisa#shinji ikari#kawoshin#neon genesis evangelion#rebuild of evangelion#evangelion#nge#toma draws#kawoshinweek2024#I WENT. A LITTLE CRAZY WITH THIS ONE#i feel like me first watching eva immediately after my higurashi and pmmm rewatches while none the wiser to kaworu's existence#and getting brain blasted by the time loops once i got to the rebuilds was a big part of why i got into evangelion As Much as i did#so i really wanted to go big with these prompts!!! it's my most ambitious piece in a while 😭 it took forever#lyrics are from my destiny by donna de lory! i've been rotating the composition on my mind since i started associating it with kawoshin#so i'm happy this week gave me an excuse to commit to it :]#i remembered to turn on timelapse for the painting of this one so i'll add it in at some point
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omg ot6 knetz on twitter are absolutely insufferable i hope someone leaks pictures of all 6 of them with ex girlfriends or smoking so these ppl can shut the fuck up and leave
#theyre acting as if its the end of the world or as if the 'purity' of riize that they tried to rebuild was stained again#like seunghan committed some grave sin 💀 dont piss me off all men are the same and he didn't even do anything bad#01
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optimism manifestation ritual begins NOW.
#:)#need to get back 2 tha old me/tha newly created and promptly interrupted me so bad#i spent all of 2022 and 2023 rebuilding my entire self from scratch and then one medical uh oh wiped it out and i'm over that#need to be alive again...committing to that even though everyone around me is swamped in despair......#i willpowered myself out of the Horrors once before i can do it again maybe.........................
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ive spent hours perfecting a minecraft ship (boat) just to make the 10 year old im babysitting happy. help me
#🗒#'the kid im babysitting' hes my wife's little brother. ive known these kids for about 3 years. idk why i call them that#genuinely though i have 5 hrs 36 mins on mc today. 5 hrs 55 mins yesterday. its all ships. its Alllll ships#he got really excited when we found a shipwreck and wanted to rebuild it. i said id make him one if he wanted. he got Even More Excited#now im committed.
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#United Nations report findings#iof terrorism#iof war crimes#the us is complicit in genocide and war crimes for generations#crimes against humanity#israel lies while palestine dies#apartheid#save palestine#israel is an apartheid state#ethnic cleansing#free palestine 🇵🇸#genocide#weaponized starvation#targeting of hospitals and civilian infrastructure#violations of international law#aid convoys targeted#bombing safe zones#israel must fall#the corruption and institutionalized zionism and Islamophobia is too deeply ingrained#propaganda kills#israel is an illegal occupier#israel is a terrorist state#how many more international bodies need to confirm genocide and war crimes before anythint is done to stop it?#israel is committing genocide#this was NEVER about Hamas#zionism is nazism for the 21st century#israel is a war criminal#targeting of journalists and healthcare workers#impossible to rebuild#netanyahu is a war criminal
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Idk I also just hate the future actually. My ass is Always living in the past or simply day to day 💪💪💪
#HELP ...... SO MANY OF MY DAYDREAMS CENTER AROUND THIS ACTUALLY.....#like. huge point of drama/point of contention between alfonse and moe is that moe Hesitates.#even outright Refuses. to consider the future. where alfonse's future seems set in stone that is the path he's been striving for all long#moe feels like it won't have a place there. you'll be king. you'll be all set. you'll probably have to have a queen#and even if it's a political marriage thing (WHICH. I HAVE SO MUCH HC LORE ABOUT --#like no one specifically but like. alfonse is the type of guy who has accepted this long ago and just treats it as a fact of life#which moe RESENTS. HOW are you gonna fuckinh ACCEPT THAT. your life entirely out of your own hands#bitch i'll fucking KILL YOU. ect)#also as a side there was a whole wedding banner wip that explored that that i. forgor about#but like. alfonse tries SO hard to convince moe that there WILL be a place for it by his side. he will MAKE that place if he has to#also a king4king situation isn't feasible i think moe would be a concubine (gay style). or an enuch or something#like moe does NOT want to be in any position of actual authority. that's not its heart. it's a support guy through and through#but going back to the start. moe is the type of guy who's convinced it's going to be replaced.#moe is the type of guy who burns bridges and feels a sense of relief. moe is the type of guy who is looking for ANY excuse#to run away. and ESP to reframe it as 'you're better off without me'.#the only reason it was able to get so close to alfonse is bc it was convinced alfonse wouldn't get attached to it#and when he did moe was convinced Well. this will all be temporary anyway. i'll take it day by day#make the most of it. and whenever alfonse hits it w one of his classic zingers like#the more you have to lose the worse it hurts when you do doesn't that make you feel lonely. SHUP FUCKIYBNG SHUT YPUR FUCK UP‼️‼️‼️#moe is a normal guy with no problems. definitely no commitment issues or intimacy issues. i promise.#ACTUALLY THAT REMINDS ME. BEEN TURNING THIS AROUND IN MY HEAD TOO. ESP W MY CURRENT WIP#and the feelings it invokes in me. moe is SO CONVINCED. SO CONVINCED. it's gonna fuck alfonse over big time#do NOT make me your lifeline i swear to fucking god. i Promise You. i Will Fail You.#adjacent but moe being a healer is ENDLESSLY. FASCINATING TO ME. LIKE MY GOD#healer that is just SO destructive. that's w.. that's part of why... it became a healer.........#like god. being a healer to ensure that if you get rid of me you'll be at a disadvantage.#nevermind the fact that i have a role exclusive to me. not good enough. i need More insurance.#the way. the role it took upon itself. when it was younger. to be the fixer. to clean up after [redacted]#and its never ending cycle. ever since it was a child. its never ending cycle of tearing itself apart#to rebuild itself anew. better this time. Perfect this time. this time. this time. this time.
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“Come back tomorrow afternoon to get your laundry. I’ll talk to Tyler. We’ll get this sorted out!”
“Thank you.”
#cherry feels seen 🥺#and octavia...#tbh octavia looks like she could commit murder tonight 😅#oh tylerrrrrrr#rebuild a city#ts4bacc#2_09#ts4#ts4 gameplay#octavia li#cherry woodard
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sometimes i forget what i named my wanderer (Kevin) so i opened up genshin and looked at my mail and i was like bitch. birthday of WHO. luckily for me his utter lack of chill and overwhelming charisma make him very recognizable even in letter form. soooo sorry you got a surprise party thrown for you king
#board certified my post#genshin impact#scaramouche#wanderer#no but literally its the funniest thing. people just love this guy. for no reason. poor little meow meow energy unmatched#people are tripping over themselves trying to make his life not a living hell and hes like no. i have to suffer forever#and then hes like. why.... the world has condemned me to suffer forever. what crime have i committed#like my guy. at some point this stops being about dottore killing your ability to trust and about your utter refusal to even try to rebuild#it. i mean WOAH who said that. i love him by the way hes silly
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need 2 talk about the potential of a slow burn between aloth and the watcher. for normal reasons
#five years. FIVE YEARS!!!#aloth being committed to hunting down leaden key remnants while the watcher wants to help rebuild the dyrwood through caed nua!!!#especially if the watcher is also an elf/elf godlike because then theyre both like yea we've got years to do this. no rush#and then oops the watcher turns up at the engwithan ruins like hehe! i nearly died!#Maybe we should make the most of whats infront of us with the time we have because we never know when it will end!!#biting and chewing
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sometimes it really does feel like awakening walked so inquisition could crawl
#plot-wise mostly#imagine a game designed like inquisition but it's awakening......#you have advisors and a war table would make sense and you've gotta get a bunch of recruits#but it still makes sense to be doing the bulk of the work yourself because you're the commander (and arl) and you're rebuilding the ranks#i wish you could mod inquisition as well as you can mod origins because i would absolutely commit myself to remaking awakening in dai#da#dao#dai#personal#i occasionally see people talking about how cool an origins remake would be and if they included awakening in that it'd be SO cool#and amgarrak would also make sense as part of awakening as like. a similar kinda thing to the descent#witch hunt not so much because you can leave at the end. i guess it'd be better postgame like trespasser#ive thought about what i could do with origins as a dai mod because you've already got redcliffe#but modding dai is so hard beyond superficial dialogue or texture changes#they dont have a broodmother model tho. and i dont think they have anything even remotely similar#nor desire demons. cowards#anyway im not saying all this because it's something im planning. it's absolutely not. im not getting into dai modding it sucks#but back to the actual post.#like it would MAKE SENSE that you're collecting requisitions and that you dont have a team doing all the exploring for you#you still find quarries and logging stands because you basically do that for wade anyway#the blackmarsh and wending wood could be really cool as larger and more involved areas (as long as they actually had stuff to do)#so would kal'hirol. i just mean in terms of open outdoor environments#vigil's keep could have more than one room lmao#they could have done that in the original too but also.. it was an expansion not a full game. im more thinking about its potential#how would you go about expanding the plot to make a full game then?#i guess each of the three major quests would have to have more going on and also have more side quests in each area#(as long as they're actually interesting and not just miscellaneous collection quests)#they could add romances but then....what do you do with anders? they couldnt really make him romancable for both hawke and the warden-cmd#if you increased the size of awakening you'd probably add more companions i guess? the main games all have ~9
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is there any fanart, fanfic, or other fanworks about Bumi and Toph hanging out? Bc two incredibly powerful earth bending chaos gremlins being even 30 feet close to each other is a recipe for disaster that we should be exploring
#toph and any other character is a great combo bc I love toph#But toph and bumi?? Yes#Toph shows bumi metal bending and he’s like WHY DIDNT I EVER THINK OF THAT?? TOPH YOU ARE THE MAD GENIUS#and bumi rebuilds omashu and goes sliding in the mail system with toph#bumi keeps the metal box the fire nation kept him imprisoned in as a souvenir and he and toph play around with it#sometimes bumi can be responsible and a good mentor for toph#but occasionally he forces toph to be the responsible one which she hates#more often than not they just commit crimes and create inconveniences together and drive everyone crazy#they rebuild the earth kingdom together just the two of them bc they are that powerful#maybe suki would have fun with them too since she’s from the earth kingdom. Haru would be incredibly stressed out by them always#nerd out#nerd-out#atla headcanons#atla hcs#atla#avatar the last airbender#avatar: the last airbender#avatar#king bumi#bumi#toph beifong#toph
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am getting sick of this kane saga just fucking go if you want to!!!!!
#sonny can come out and say he wants to stay so you know kane clearly isnt as committed as that#just fucking put a transfer request in so we can rebuild and come to terms with it#sick of how long this has gone on for#stacey speaks
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What if the sole survivor actually sucked really bad and helped strengthen the minute men only to join the nuka world raiders bc it sounded fun the second the opportunity arose
#well I for one think it’s funny#my fallout cast:#minute men general and lone survivor#most traumatized teenager in new Vegas becomes mailman. gets shot.#new California felon commits more felonies but like. he’s a good guy.#two cultist raiders reinvent the transcontinental railroad#teenager leaves vault 76. becomes mothman cult leader.#woman leaves vault 76. attempts to rebuild West Virginia from the ground up.#and this fuckin guy
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dion fic ch2 meta and edit process!
this chapter kicked my butt! i did not expect it to get so long but overall i like the places i went to a lot. overall i think that in a perfect world, there's a lot i would have extended and lingered on more, but the work it would take + the return it would give wouldn't be that different. i wanted to move on rather than beat over the same themes in the name of a smoothly completed scene. i think this choice is evident in the way each scene ends a bit abruptly.
this was the hardest chapter to keep my limited 3rd person pov active tho omg. terence and kihel had so many thoughts that i had to hold onto for later while dion made everything about himself. this chapter was full of demands on terence, but it also will be the end of dion's passivity after he realized that he was party to his own 'uselessness.'
i like that i was able to keep dion's relationship with kihel a little fraught, too. i didnt want them to be immediately buddy-buddy in some kind of Destined Together vein, so it was important for me to keep giving them misunderstandings and things that isolated them from each other.
their conversation while gathering yarrow is also a mess i enjoy. kihel doesn't have the ability to express herself as succinctly as dion does, so it becomes extremely one-sided, awkward, and confusing with too many emotions that don't get properly tied up. walking away and not addressing that (beyond some lousy attempts) was important to me. they're all in an extremely uncomfortable situation and nothing will relieve that but time (and more earnest but lousy attempts).
i think that the aether floods disappeared within a few weeks or less of the game's end. people still avoid those areas from superstition, which freed up moore for some bearer irony. at first i wanted to fill the town with branded while the chapel operated like a sanctuary for those in worse health, but then i narrowed the whole operation to the chapel and ahmed. the dragon was also irony re: doing its job rly bady and being a confused angry disabled weapon that terence has to smack down with
speaking of terence. hes exhausted. i wanted to give the dragon fight some Real Repercussions but after dion went thru his whole church monologue i was like. yeah no i dont need to add another thing to the pot rn. i also wanted him comparatively healthy to dion and his rock skin.
anyway. worming in part of the eucharistic prayer/roman canon into dions orgasm was probably top tier blasphemy im ngl. that sex scene was an absolute MESS of half-conversations and lifelong guilt. at some point i sat there like. if these bitches dont stop being sad abt the One good thing ive allowed them, im gonna have to find Another way to get them to be shitty dads and leave a re-traumatized girl home alone so they can try again.
have i mentioned lately that i love writing idiot men that find increasingly convoluted ways to validate their increasingly selfish decisions. bc. theyre back.
regardless, the bit of prayer after my shameless lifting of ascension lyrics is from an intersession to st george. shout-out to the prof dragon killer himself but hes got good violent prayers. i also made a really accidental shout-out to ffx tidus/yuna kiss and had to stare at a wall for 15 minutes until i decided i was NOT going to rewrite it into smth else. i just like the ocean and wanted to incorporate part of its danger into snapping dion out of his emotional suicide plan. and terence's tattoo is ffiii bahamut by amano.
next chapter is The Family Problems I Ignored And Compartmentalized For 30+ Years Are Coming Back To Bite Me In The Ass Now That I've Started My Own Fantasy Family. and TERENCE POV, FINALLY
#can i just talk abt how despite how the games camera#lovingly gives us shots of dions butt all the time#it came out so blurry in my edit.#look i could have franksensteined another screenshot on him#like their heads#but i didnt wanna commit to rebuilding Everything bc i am one tiny person#and ultimately i would like them to stop looking at dions ass#so we can start talking abt his RIGHT ARM THAT HE NEEDS TO FIGHT BEING CORRUPTED HELLO???#the coloring on terence too. oh my god. never again (i will do it again)#brihamut's mercy#the light i hear
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i'm actually obsessed with this line from chapter 6 of trigun maximum. this might be my favourite scene so far!!!
bonus cool vash panel from the same scene because it's so *chef's kiss*:
#i haven't read past it but it's obvious this is such a character rebuilding moment for vash#the way vash 'peace and love' stampede who refuses to kill and wants to be kind to all humans is confronted with a deeply recurrent ethical#question in our society which is : is it ok to kill someone if they have committed an atrocious crime?#he is obligated to ask himself who is he to impose his beliefs on this man that is carrying such a deep wound and hurting with him because#of the person he wants to save in a matter of seconds...#it's him coming to terms that peace and love are good in theory but in practicality morality is so much more a grey area than his - until#now - black and white thinking#if my beliefs are wrong does that make me a bad person? but are my beliefs wrong if my intentions have always been the best?#idk vash being the character he is has always had great potential to be thrown into situations that challenge his morals and deep rooted#beliefs besides the humanity vs plant motif and i'm so glad he is being presented these fille as#dilemas* (pardon)#it's very satisfying and i'm very excited to see the way he will handle all of this and what he will take from it#also excited to see nicholas' stance and progression throughout the manga#trigun has been such a pleasant read :D#all the characters are so good!!!!#i'm also surprised how the story is so different from stampede#i can't wait to know more about knives in the manga#so far i'm enjoying knives in stampede quite a lot (also the fact he named himself post everything and hasn't been knives from the start)#i thought it was a cool detail#anyways that's all#i had to make a post cause i can't find any post with this scene and this made me extremely excited 😂#trigun spoilers#< gonna tag it for the people reading the manga atm like me i hope this is okay tell me if you want me to tag it differently
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Gym posting:
I went to the gym again :3
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