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soulinkpoetry · 10 months ago

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Take pride in everything you create no matter if anyone else recognizes its worth or not.I believe it was Van Gogh that only sold one painting while he was still alive. Ultimately we create for ourselves and nobody else.

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#creativity #comes from the heart #meraki #our souls #take pride in it #soulinkpoetry #poetry #thoughts #she writes #feelings #poets on tumblr #poets corner #writers and poets #poets community

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beautifullybrokenbabydoll · 5 months ago

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But I gotta be careful....

How does one deal with demons that one go away with time? When your patience has run thin and you're nearly done fighting? When you're so exhausted you let them win just for some peace and energy. It's exhausting to be alive sometimes. Living everyday to just tell your demons that they need to hush. How can I continue to beat them but any other way than time? I can't be creating infatuated crushes again. And yet they search for answers and what ifs too drown out the reality. Then I'm alone again. Reminded of my previous what ifs, working to pull myself out so desperately so I'm not caught in an endless cycle. I know I can do it... at least that what I keep telling myself. I don't see the other side of this all but I do feel it. I am tired of people who don't feel the same way having my affection. I don't wanna waste my time anymore. I want to be freed of my burdens. I want to continue living as this more self loving individual. It's like cuts that keep reopening after prepping them with the right bandages and then forgetting one day to take them off only to accidentally rip the scabs off and start the process all over again. It's burning and painful. But I gotta be careful because when someone else comes to help me bandage them I can't fall in love. I can't look at them in the eyes or I fear I will self destruct. I don't wanna fall apart again. I don't want this heart to be a heavy burden. I want to grow it like the seed it is instead of stealing the lifeforce and trying to pump into others. Bleeding out through my arms as it's the easiest way to make contact. I wanna believe I deserve more than I have received. I know I deserve more. I wanna experience love the way my music floods my head. I wanna breathe another person's breath for the first time when laying next to them to sleep. One day. Please. I don't wanna bet all on it getting better but I don't wanna convince myself it hasn't happened for a reason. The burden of reading and seeing people like me and wondering when it's gonna be my turn is a curse. I don't wanna think about when it's gonna be my turn. I wanna live in the moment.

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snakeguy999 · 2 months ago

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OFFTOBER DAY 2. Impurity

#art #fanart #off game #off mortis ghost #the batter #off fanart #off the batter #suggestive #gore #skeleton #i imagine this as a figure. but hes wearing a jockstrap and his head is more to the side....perhaps even some specters coming from his heart #mmm #off #offtober #offtober 2024 #inktober

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parkore · 9 months ago

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made a guy btw

#comes back from the dead a lil evil but he still has sm love in his heart so its okay #dnd #my art

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malinaa · 1 year ago

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if i think about the hunger games in peeta's perspective i WILL start sobbing

#imagine you're a boy who's going to die. you're in love with the girl you've been watching from afar. you know your fate.#you just want to help her‚ but then there's the announcement and she's here in front of you‚ kissing you‚ risking her life for you and you #think‚ i could live and i could love. you think she loves you when she hands you the berries‚ when she puts them in her mouth.#then you both survive and you go back home and nothing is real anymore. you have nothing. no family. no friends. no love. just an empty #house. a drunk for a neighbor. the love of your life walking into somebody else's arms. you think‚ i survived the games. i could survive #this. and you also think‚ i should've bit down on those berries‚ should've felt the juice burst before i died.#and then the third quarter quell announcement rings in your ears and you think‚ she will live and i will die as i should have in the first #place. the girl you love kisses you on the beach and somewhere you heart stirs and your mind revolts and you savor every touch she has ever #given to you‚ in front of the cameras and off. because you are a tribute and you are always being watched and snow's presence looms and #you think‚ i know she cares. but you get taken. you get drugged. you get tortured‚ your mind altered. the girl is a mutt‚ a murderer. she's #everything you despise‚ your mind stirs. your heart revolts. you gain more awareness but cannot distinguish reality from fiction and you #have never known katniss' love. the war ends. you heal. you come home. you plant primrose for her. years down the line‚ you grow in love #more than you thought possible. but some days‚ you cannot tell fiction from reality so you ask the love of your life‚ you love me.#real or not real? and she says‚ real‚ and kisses you.#and you sigh and kiss her back and revel in this. a home. a life. a love.#lit #the hunger games #everlark #otp: real or not real?#katniss everdeen #peeta mellark #text #tais toi lys #thgpost

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soaked-doors · 5 months ago

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pov the reaper that’s dragging away your boyfriends soul says something so freedomphobic you hit his corpse with the nika stare

#sorry I have like so many thoughts abt these two basically coming back from the dead during roof piece #I’m actually glad zoro didn’t see g5 luffy bc I think he would’ve died from a heart attack or something #but I can like dream. bc the visuals go crazy #luzo #zolu #one piece #monkey d. luffy #roronoa zoro #sun god nika #my art #one piece fanart #luffy #zoro #wano

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scumwolf · 1 year ago

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#stick to your guns #comes from the heart #spotify

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lotus-pear · 4 months ago

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mourning black and the death of ideals

#i haven't moved on from this yet. btw. i'm still here #finally decided to draw the thought i've been ruminating over for days on end bc it's like a parasite eating away my brain #stated this on the initial post i made days ago but there's just smt so gut wrenching and sickening #about how dazai will have worn black exactly twice in his life: once as a member of the mafia and now at kunikida's funeral #a color that initially signified devotion to the mafia and his demon prodigy alias now signifies his grief #him having to wear black again at the funeral of another doomed fatalist who chose his heart over his survival. his own partner.#kunikida's death being so reminiscent of the tragedy that initially caused him to defect and flee #and everything tying together full circle and effectively breaking him #asagiri rly said fuck knkdz it's doppover we lost gang 😭😭😭#why did bro leave that fucking notebook behind #fool. do you know that angst potential you have left me to work with?#love never won in bsd. it lay dead and festering #i don't know how much longer i can keep saying i miss them. i'm going to kill myself if he doesn't come back #i've never wanted something to be death bait so desperately #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #dazai osamu #osamu dazai #kunikidazai #knkdz #kunizai #(??? technically. its implied anyway)#lotus draws

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starry-bi-sky · 21 days ago

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on a completely separate note; shizun luo binghe with a disciple shen yuan who fell into the abyss??? *thinks about LBH canonically stealing SQQ's corpse for 5 years* he'd hallucinate i think. like, like visual and audial hallucinations.

Keeps thinking he's seeing SQQ in the corner of his eyes, or wandering between the trees, amongst a group of disciples. Thinks he hears him calling for him, but its just the wind or another disciple.

Gets Xiu Ya reforged but patently fucking refuses to make a sword mound. Because his disciple Is Not Dead :))) There was No Body. He's Not Dead. And If You keep Insisting That He Is, He's Gonna Skewer You :). He's holding onto Xiu Ya so he can return his most favored disciple's sword when he returns. It's on his hip right next to Zheng Yang where it's supposed to be.

Also this motherfucker?? does not sleep btw. He has the image of SQQ, wide eyed and hysterical and standing at the mouth of the abyss burned into his fucking eyelids. Can't use the dreamscape to escape it either because he keeps trying to save him and either he does and it's an incredibly cruel trick to wake up to, or he doesn't and he gets his heart broken in several different pieces again.

There is no convincing this man that Shen Qingqiu is dead. Absolutely nothing at all. He is buried so deep in denial that moles would be jealous of how deep he is. He keeps making tea for two in the bamboo house only to remember that it's just him. SQQ's fans are hiding everywhere, little reminders of his presence. He goes to wake up SQQ on the mornings he sleeps in-- only to find the room empty.

#svsss #luo binghe #svsss au #scum villain #scum villian self saving system #shen yuan #shen qingqiu #disciple shen yuan #lbh. visibly exhausted and with twitchy eyes: im fine :) | everyone else: ho no the fuck you ARENT.#SQQ was hysterical not because he found out LBH was half-demon but bc he was having a long-awaited mental breakdown over his autonomy :)#or (limited) lack thereof. he was having a sudden onset crisis of mortality and was handling at quite literally the WORST time. oops #im thinking very hard that LBH would never push his disciple into the abyss especially with no system to force him to. so SQQ either #had to goad him into it (failing always) or throw himself in. he ended up doing it himself but not before some very impressive hysterics.#BUT ALSO. IF THIS HAD BEEN WHERE SQQ WAS THE HALF-HEAVENLY DEMON INSTEAD IT WOULD'VE BEEN SO GREAT.#and by great i mean horribly angsty bc SQQ is NOT doing too hot and has. in very SY-like fashion. convinced himself that LBH will kill him #when he finds out he's a demon. so when it comes out i have this mental image of him lunging at LBH and LBH flinches back. but SQQ wraps hi #hands around the blade of Zheng Yang and yanks it up so the tip of the blade is digging into his chest where is heart is. LBH can't yank th #sword away without risking slicing into SQQ's hands. SQQ's hair has fallen out of its tail/bun and is now messily spilling down his #back and its NO helping the kinda deranged look he has going on. he's visibly shaking and his eyes keep flittering away and back at LBH's #face. SQQ is looking at the messages from the system warning him that he has to go into the abyss or punishment will occur. he's like.#rambling though. talking about how shizun doesn't *like* unclean things and there is nothing more unclean than a demon. like he is #INSISTING. LBH can't?? get a fucking word in. actually. SY isn't listening that much either anyways. too overwhelmed with the system and #the amount of stress he's under and his crumbling mental state and the innate and primal desire to live even when he's standing in front of #his own executioner. it all ends with him sitting on the ground at the lip of the abyss with his hair falling in his face. he looks so #unkempt and fallen apart and so distinctly *non-Shen Qingqiu* that LBH feels physically ill over it. tears are streaming down SQQ's face #and despite everything he is smiling. its not a nice smile. its a very frayed falling apart at the seams about to crack smile.#he tells shizun not to worry about staining his blade with this disciple's filthy blood because this disciple will take care of it himself.#and then he falls into the abyss before luo binghe can so much as grab him. the only reason LBh doesn't literally jump in after him is bc #he was numb with shock and the abyss was already closed before he could feel his legs again :]

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ajuunisu · 9 months ago

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Edit: decided to color it lol

Happy Valentine's to y'all lonely fuckers (i'm lonely fuckers)💪

Bonus+

#one piece #portgas d ace #acesan #vinsmoke sanji #monkey d. luffy #revolutionary sabo #asl brothers #where the fire heart coming from?#is ass probably.

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quailsprout · 2 months ago

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prime and protector fanart for @astolat's story, fool's hope on ao3

#megop #maccadam #transformers #optimus prime #megatron #this is fanart from a year ago that i decided to finally post #with tf one coming out soon i hope everyone will fall in love with megop anew #it's the ship that got me into tf fandom and will forever be dear to my heart #if you have never read astolat's megop fics please do!!!#they are all fantastic #my art #illustration

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vintrage · 3 months ago

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fire cannot kill a dragon BITCH

#a song of ice and fire #game of thrones #asoiaf #got #mine.png #i have no clue what dany era this is i just wanted to see if i could get down how i think book dany looks just like. in general #results are inconclusive #also ive been doing like exclusively multimedia w either sketching or doing full colored pencil first and then taking a picture #on portrait mode ☝🏻#and finishing the rest in procreate so if things look weird thats like #why #im figuring stuff out lmao #and like! where ae the highlights on her coming from?? idk but surely not that fire #daenerys targaryen #adding tags bc my tags are my safe space and if ur reading them then. ur in this with me i locked the door i secured the chains..#just realized that lowkey with how daenerys is described as being just like #ethereally pretty as per the targ pretty gene #i sort of picture her face as like #one of those insanely pretty girls u see on tiktok and they just like naturally have a disney princess face #no makeup bc their skin is perfect and their lashes are naturally super thick and long #thats dany to me #this face ate an entire raw horse heart <3

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theabigailthorn · 6 months ago

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British producers be like: THEM: "We love this! Let us put our heads together and get back to you early next week!" SIX MONTHS LATER UNPAID INTERN FOR THAT COMPANY: "Everyone you spoke to has been sacked, we hate you fuck off."

American producers be like:

THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON YOU'VE EVER MET: Hey kiddo do you wanna meet The Rock? Do you wanna meet Margot Robbie? Do you want to fuck my wife? I can't give you a job but gosh darn it you've got moxxy, let me put you in touch with Doug Bigcheese, the biggest producer in Hollywood! DOUG BIGCHEESE, EMAILING YOU BACK WITHIN 20 MINUTES: Hey kiddo, that guy said you're awesome! Lemme ask round town and in the meantime you can live in my house borrow my car and by the way have you met my wife?!