#circuscandyy

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The kinnie to system pipeline is so real. 😔

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You will be okay. You will make it through this year. Keep looking forward and being mindful of yourself. You got this. You will make it. Things may be hard but you are stronger than any hardships that will come your way. :) I believe in you.

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in this new year I want you to be alright. I hope you move out. I hope you have enough money to feel safe. I hope you abandon shame and forgive yourself. I hope you get enough sleep and some good news. I hope you laugh a lot and the heaviness of the world eases a bit. I wish you to be alright.

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Something our therapist told us got us really thinking about the system community...

We have a very strong urge to advocate for dissociative disorders, and mental health in general. Here recently, we've been noticing some shit about the mental health community, especially the dissociative disorders community is just trash, to put it bluntly. It's a big cest pool of hate. We told our therapist we wanted to advocate, we plan on studying psychology/mental disorders, and really want to help people who need it. We aspire to make the DSM, and diagnostic criterias more inclusive! That won't happen for a VERY long time, however we want to do it someday. We've done countless hours of research about mental disorders, they fascinate us immensely, in the best way possible. Our therapist said "You can advocate for DID now! You have a very real, lived, experiences with it." and it got my thinking how scared we are to put ourselves out there on the internet to be vulnerable enough to share things. We are by no means shamed of our system or having DID. We are growing with it, and we would LOVE to share our story and advocate for it... However, we are both afraid of saying incorrect information, and we don't want to educate, when we haven't even been professionally educated. Our therapist very strongly urges us to advocate as much as we can. For a bit we posted on TikTok some videos but we were not very far into therapy, and so much has changed for us since then, it simply would not be accurate to claim all that, so we've deleted all our videos and such, and there's Truly no Good place to educate and advocate for DID. And then... there's the "fakeclaimers". We personally don't really care about internet hate from strangers, it wouldn't actually bother us if there were fakeclaimers coming for us. It's just difficult because sometimes it Does bother some of us. People can be MEAN! And once that snowball starts, it only gets worse. We 100% do Not fit the "fakeclaimers code" of what a "real system is", but that doesn't bother us at all, we are very confident in our diagnosis, we've had it for quite some time now, probably almost a year at this point, and we've been struggling for at least 3 years of knowing about it.

Should we start advocating again? We would really like to, it's just conflicting on pros or cons, very much do not want to set back any of our healing..

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Okay so, we have a partner system, while being a system ourselves. we both are autistic systems which usually entails having a lot of fictives. And boy oh boy do we have good crack ships for you! I just wanted to list some of our crack ships between our fictives. (which are okay with us doing this)

Have a look!

Kokichi Ouma x Dave Strider: (danganronpa and homestuck) we are both hosts and our systems are dating overall so it just kinda became a very interesting crack ship because of our sources lmao

Seven Zero Seven x Sollux Captor: (mystic messenger and homestuck) these two are such an interesting pair i don't have much to say about them though, they are rather good together!

Kokichi Ouma x Hypnos: (Danganronpa and Hades) hypnos is just a sweet guy what can i say!

Fluttershy x Lil Hal: (My Little Pony and Homestuck) thqis one is SO crazy to me, not to mention fluttershy is a fucking stoner-

Kokichi Ouma x Karkat Vantas: (Danganronpa and Homestuck) there's a lot of homestuck and danganronpa introjects in our systems, so that will probably be most of these lmao

TommyInnit x Dave Strider: (MCYT and Homestuck) this one is.... something... they sure are a pair those two wreaking havoc anywhere they go cause they're adhd bASTARDS

and last but not least, the most crack ship of all...

Mumbo Jumbo x Selina Kyle (Catwoman): (MCYT and DC) THIS ONE IS SO FUNNY- they're also both sexual protectors in system and they get along so well, it's fucking crazy though-

Anyways! this is some crack ships in our systems it's super silly and we love each other no matter what our sources are and we don't exclusively treat people as source, which is something y'all shouldn't do FICTIVES ARENT THEIR SOURCE

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Reese's puffs x Cpr x Misery mashup but it's our system members singing it.

Zero: Cpr

Kich: Reese's puffs

Jason: Misery