#cindy berman.

[frightesa]

🎶 if you have any on your end for clarice, but also cindy.

send me 🎶 ( music notes ) for 3-5 songs about our muses relationship

i think i accidentally got these songs as an arc in their relationship verses the lyrics coinciding with them specifically just to explain the approach a little. a lot of the song also have better tonal vibe than their lyrics provide. CLARICE

kill of the night by gin wigmore : i'm gonna lure you into the dark my cold desire / to hear the boom, boom, boom of your heart / the danger is i'm dangerous / and i might just tear you apart / oh, ah, oh / i'm gonna catch ya / i'm gonna get ya, get ya this is very silence of the lambs to me. i think clarice is being lured by the darkness and instead of being able to recognize that in herself she's too mission focused. like 'the danger is i'm dangerous' feels very point and hannibal. whereas 'i might just tear you apart' feels more like it's directed toward clarice.

devil is a gentleman by merci raines : he's always got the words to say / just enough, so you don't notice /that you ain't nothing but his prey / ah, ah, ah, aah-ah /sometimes the worst of him have the best disguises / ah, ah, ah, aah-ah / he'll go as far as it takes to stay in hiding / oh, don't you know, don't you know / 'bout the devil? he's a gentleman i think this is the dynamic that they are setting. it's the acknowledgement that while hannibal is dangerous, there is a mutual respect there. i think it's that mental discord of 'this person has done terrible things' and 'we seem to have an understanding'

blood // water by grandson : look me in my eyes / tell me everything's not fine / oh, the people ain't happy / and the river has run dry / you thought you could go free / but the system is done for / if you listen real closely / there's a knock at your front door / we'll never get free lamb to the slaughter / what you gon' do when there's blood in the water? first off there's something so satisfying with the reference to lamb to the slaughter. i think it is just chef kiss for them. but i think that this is the open discussion that this event ( meeting him ) has set her on an entirely new path. and while she might want to return to 'normal' the definition has changed for her. it feels like almost a taunt for me.

angry too by lola blanc : i buried the unseemly urges / deep down in the ground with the roots / but it's all coming up to the surface / maybe it's getting ready to bloom / and i don't wanna be a monster in the making / i don't wanna be more bitter than sweet / i don't know how to be just standing by blankly / not getting angry i think that this is the recognition from clarice's end that there has to be a different way for her to exist. that she needs a closer proximity to danger to feel alive. while she doesn't want to enact the violence there's that want - that urge - that she is acknowledging.

masochism tango by tom lehrer : let our love be a flame, not an ember / say it's me that you want to dismember / blacken my eye / set fire to my tie / as we dance to the masochism tango / at your command / before you here i stand for me this is europe right, like she doesn't want to be consumed or dismembered, but it's the want for it. it the dance they do when they are in each other's company. it's that understanding like coming to fruition. it's like a gravity she's being pulled into and a part she is stepping into.

CINDY

ghosting by mother mother : hey, would it be so bad if i stayed / i'm just a ghost out of his grave / and i can't make love in my grave / i won't put white into your hair / i won't make noises in your stairs / i will be kind and i'll be sweet / if you stop staring straight through me this is coming out of the traumatic experience at camp nightwing and looking for comfort. she's so tired of people staring through her and hannibal doesn't do that. she's promising not to be an annoyance to him if the company remains.

this is me trying by taylor swift : i've been having a hard time adjusting / i had the shiniest wheels, now they're rusting & they told me all of my cages were mental / so i got wasted like all my potential & i just wanted you to know / that this is me trying / at least i'm trying / and it's hard to be at a party when i feel like an open wound / it's hard to be anywhere these days i think that this is the honestly garnered between them. and the knowledge that cindy is able to feel a little bit that hannibal expects more than what she's giving.

the good in me by jon bellion : like a knife in the woods / yeah, you hunt down the good in me / one temptation sparked this / now i can feel the darkness / it's my own fault but you had this planned / all of me, you take now, like criminals and shakedowns / yeah, you make me forget who i am (one, two, three) / your heart's a vine that i've bled trying to climb / yeah, you're making a ruin of me this is hope. i think that their friendship, or the facade of it, would inspire hope in cindy. and spark joy in their friendship. i think she believes that everything he's done for her has been life saving when it actually conceals his own motives.

lies by the black belles : someday i'm gonna be happy / i don't know when just now / lies / you're breaking my heart / you think you're such a smart boy / and i'll believe what you say / who do you think you are boy / to leave me out this way this is betrayal. the facade unraveling and how much it hurts cindy. like i think it just would unearth something in her and not in the good way.

playing god by paramore : if god's the game that you're playing / well, we must get more acquainted / because it has to be so lonely / to be the only one who's holy / it's just my humble opinion / but it's one that i believe in / you don't deserve a point of view / if the only thing you see is you this is righteous anger. the recognition that not only was hannibal the harmful thing at camp nightwing but has been placating her for years. i think it's a sort of anger that would inspire action for cindy. i'm not sure she would be successful but this feels to me like the antihero monologuing beofre the end of the movie.

[a-great-tragedy]

Listen, you can’t be partners in crime and also be just “Best Friends”cause there is nothing more gay than planning murder

[lllivia]

They look so tiny I wanna carry them all in my pocket

[horrorwomensource]

Fear Street Part Two: 1978

[emilyskinners]

siblings in horror, you are so dear to me <3

[hadesisqueer]

Man, Fear Street always makes me emotional. The killers being remembered as monsters by everyone when they all were innocent, good people being forced to kill people—many times, their loved ones—. And we know that they at least have some level of consciousness when they do it because of Ruby Lane; she killed herself, which means that at some point she managed to snap out at least for a moment and took herself out before she could hurt someone else. Nurse Lane, who spent her life investigating and trying to get to the truth about her daughter. Ziggy, who lost her sister and spent her entire adulthood thinking it'd all been for nothing and wishing she'd stayed dead (and then at the end when Ziggy visits Nurse Lane and they both finally get their peace? Sobbing).

And most of all, Sarah's story always gets me the most. Betrayed by someone she trusted and accused and killed by people who'd known her all her life for something she didn't do and because she was a lesbian and loved another woman in 1666, and was remembered as a monster too, as the witch who cursed the town when all she ever tried was getting people to the truth. Always hurts to see her story, but it makes it all the more satisfying when she finally gets her vengeance and finally has people who know the truth about her and respect her. That "Sarah Fier, the first Shadysider" at the end and Sam and Deena kissing in broad daylight just like Sarah wanted to do with Hannah always fucking gets me too.

Like fuck.

[willowcried]

comphets final bosses

[ronancecore]

Cindy Berman the woman you are

[magic-is-beauty]

Doomed sapphics you will always have my heart

Lottie and Nat : yellowjackets

Lexy and Nadine : chucky

Sarah and Hannah : Fear street 1666

KJ and Mac : paper girls

Ellie and Riley : the last of us

Cindy and Alice : fear street 1978

Bear and Tiger : sweet tooth

[kitsuzoro]

emily rudd loves to portray lesbians

[frightesa]

SHE WAS NERVOUS. it had be a while since cindy had been vulnerable about something she cared about. especially something that went against the identity she had created for herself in this last year and a half. she smoothed out the piece of paper and directed eddie to turn around with a slight movement of her finger. she takes a deep breath as she began to set the see. " what you hear is not silence, it's just the trees waiting to hear what next you'll hum." she lets the image sit. the forest sprouting from the ground in their mind.

" and what you see is not the dark it’s just the gods upturning inkpots, 'cause they know what you'll become." she doesn't look up from the paper, trying to keep herself reading evenly. "and to those gods they will speak bluntly. we've an accord if you ever touch or harm him please rest assured that you might not fear a man but to a woman by the end you'll kneel and plead."

her shoulder kind of slumped. the sense of creativity that was needed for dungeons and dragons wasn't exactly her forte. "anyway - that was the idea i had for an opening." cindy said a little sheepishly. "i'm not sure where you'd take it from there - or if the prospect is even any good." @metalcursed / s.c

inkpot gods by the amazing devil

[nightmarettd]

collecting angsty sibling relationships like it's my fucking job

[dorkszn]

tommy slater, they could never make me hate you

[horrorwomensource]

Cindy & Ziggy Berman in Fear Street: Part Two — 1978

[mordredisacoolname]

Could you do FEAR STREET characters reacting to male! Reader being a badass in front of others but soft and shy with them?

Love Your contento btw <3

Hey, sorry it took so long, I'm very busy but I try to dedicate as much time as I can to writing, hope you like it

FEAR STREET HEADCANONS - BEING BADASS WITH OTHERS BUT SOFT WITH THEM

MALE READER

Characters: Kate, Simon, Ziggy, Cindy, Nick

Sorry I ran out of inspiration for tommy and alice

CW: maybe some curse words here and there

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Kate

-what made her interested in you in the first place was your strong personality

-she loves how you always stand up for yourself and others and never let anyone walk over you

-you became friends with simon, and sometimes hang out with the rest of the group

-you became close with Deena, which was hard to do

-kate decided to find out why does her friends like you so much

-she invited you to babysit with her, which was odd, but you didn't complain

-she saw how sweet you were with the kids

-it surprised her, given how you act in public

-she decided she likes that part if you too

-when you started dating everyone saw you as a power couple

-never daring to mess with you

-when the two of you hang out alone you were always gentle with her

-wraping your hand around her when cuddling

-playing with her hand

-always complimenting her

-she liked that she was the only one who gets to see this part of you

Simon

-you were the new worker at the pharmacy

-at first he thought you were scary, having resting bitch face

-never tolerating any bullshit from costumers

-of someone made a scene you stayed unphased, answering passive aggressively so said costumers would know how you feel but won't get you fired

-her was attracted to this, to you

-one of the many shifts you worked together were obnoxiously slow

-so he decided to chat you up

-finally

-two his surprise you had a great humor, and laughed at all of his jokes

-you were soft spoken with him

-next shift you even complimented him

-you started hanging out outside of work, and one day you just kissed

-you were high, but after you sobered up you told him you still wanted to explore things with him

-you stroked his hair, or gave him a gentle kiss, and he was surprised every single time

-he felt proud, that you felt comfortable enough with him to be yourself

Ziggy

-you became best friends the second you both stepped in the camp

-she Sunnyvales were mocking you

-you opened you mouth and so many insults flew out of it

-even Ziggy was flabbergasted

-she instantly took liking to you

-the same day she approached you and asked you if you want to help her with a prank

-of course you said yes

-you were inseparable

-doing everything together

-even sheila was scared to touch you when you were together

-you were both comfortable with each other, but it took you both a little time to complete open up

-ziggy thought that if she'll show her softness you would laugh at her

-but what she didn't expect was you making soft gestures at her first

-you sat in her cabin on the floor, backs leaning on the bed

-she was still eating the pastry you stall from the kitchen, and her hair stuck to her mouth

-so you gently wiped it away and tucked it behind her ear

-she looked at you shocked, but than smiled and continued eating

-later that night you somehow ended up laying on the floor, opposite to each other

-there was a comfortable silence

-ziggy sat up, scooching closer to you

-you made eye contact for a minute

-and than she kissed you

-its was quick, and Ziggy had a questioning waiting look on her face, waiting to see how you react

-you also sat up, touching your palm to her cheek and kissing her

-you decided to keep it casual on the outside

-no body had to know what you do behind closed doors

-of course Cindy picked up the moment you stepped out of the cabin

-oh how much more trouble will be coming to the camp

Cindy

-the first time she noticed you was at breakfast

-the Sunnyvale leaders were announcing something and you boo'd them

-they insulted you, but you didn't stay silent

-you made a snarky comment

-making shadyside laugh

-not just then, but every time you had a comeback

-you didn't let yourself get bullied

-you were strong and witty

-so Cindy had a hate love opinion on you

-she admired how you were never scared

-but also thought you were reckless

-you didn't talk much, but one night you had to do chores together

-she barley spoke to you

-when a younger shadysider came in to ask something

-you were so gentle with them

-you asked them what's wrong and reassured them that's ok

-after helping them you went back to work

-after that Cindy decided she misjudged you

-when made effort to talk to you more, and even defended you sometimes

-one night someone insulted her, and you defended her, making the person look stupid and just plain mean

-she later came to your cabin, thanking you

-you offered her to come in and hang out for a bit

-despite what she thought she actually really enjoyed your time together

-you started hanging out a lot, and after two weeks you decided you were tired of waiting and just confessed to her

-she was silent, and you were afraid you overstepped

-before you had the chance to apologize she leaned forward and kissed you

-a sweet and soft kiss

-she encouraged you to be more "soft" on the outside

-but she secretly enjoys every comeback of yours

-she's proud of you for standing up for yourself and your people

-she would never admit it but it turned her on

Nick

-you were in trouble again

-arguing with his younger brother

-so he tried handling it

-"I don't need your help thank you very much"

-after he came to tell you to behave, or you'll be thrown out

-you just blankly stared at him and walked away, leaving him confused

-he thought you were emotionless

-but than he saw you playing water war with the younger kids, laughing about "losing"

-after a particularly messy dinner, caused by Sunnyvales they forced you to clean it all up by yourself

-so he came to help you

-he were an asshole sure, but he was fair

-you silently cleaned the floor

-"thanks" you said

-not ashamed to accept help this time

-"why do you always get in trouble with my brother, you know if something happens they'll believe him"

-"I can't let you win, you already think we're weak losers, I gotta stand up for myself"

-the next few days you had brief interactions

- acknowledging each other and saying hi

-while you were playing a game, Sunnyvales vs shadysiders, you caught him hiding

-"c'mon sunny boy let's get you to jail"

-he stood up from his hiding place

-you stared at each other, not moving

-you though he's going to attempt to escape but instead he just kissed you hard

-you leaned into the kiss, who slowly turned slow and soft

-he pulled away "you know, I don't think they'll notice us missing for a bit" he smiled at you

-you ended up spending the whole night together

-trying to explain in the morning that you're both just that good at hiding

-you both knew that wasn't true

-you spend almost all the time together

-hiding from others

-snicking glances and touches

-at day you pretended to hate each other, lightly insulting each other

-but at night, when you were all alone, you say together quietly talking

-you were the first person nick could open up to, and he was yours

-you became each other's comfort

-he decided he can never lose you, and he'll do anything to keep you with him

[raisedbyanother]

Fear Street 1978 AU: Cindy finds out about Ziggy and Nick.