#chronic pain my beloathed

[d0ubledarez]

waking up with stiff and creaky joints that crack whenever i move this is so zombie coded (ouch)

[4e7her]

just realized i forgot to publish chap 4 of making of a miracle today. i’ll do it on monday

[loth-creatures]

Going about my day like holy shit I am disabled. Goddamn. Wtf.

[ferretpup]

nighty night chat 🫡

[lifeonkylesfarm]

warning: this is probably really rambly

I hate people who basically just tell you to be healthier. I literally can't just exercise and eat well and do things that aren't being online. Y'know why I'm online all the godamn time? I'm so tired I can't stand. I'm so tired I can't even sit up sometimes. I'm so tired sometimes that laying down still hurts. It's like just being dead but you're forced to still be alive. You think I have the energy to do that shit? People will act like you'll have more energy if you do these things too. Yeah, maybe slightly. Maybe I'd feel a little better if I didn't sometimes eat like trash cause I'm so tired I can't do literally anything. Maybe it'd be nice if I could do art and not just be in such excruciating pain that I avoid eating and drinking and showering. But I cannot do these things. I'm currently trying to get a wheelchair. I really need it. Yet, I've had people recommend all these different asinine things to try and convince me I don't need one. I honestly don't think I could possibly exercise unless I get a wheelchair. I have to walk everywhere. It's exhausting.

[alecscudder1987]

i think ankle hurt should be banned . forever thank u 👍🏻 no more pleasw !i have had enough 🥰

[voidfragments]

i am still being a bit slow on account of hand pain btw

[ravio-the-cabinet-man]

oof ouch my arms :(

[crowlore]

got wizard high on painkillers last night and now the world is catching up to me

[a-scary-lack-of-common-sense]

Falls on my face. Explodes. Screams. Cries. I'm disabled and use a cane. I LOVE YOUR DISABLED MERC STUFF. IM ACTUALLY SOBBING AND CRYING IM JUST SO AHWHEAUUEUEEUIWIWIRTUEI HAPPY!!!!!!! i actually headcanon Spy to have EDS and fibromyalgia (I'm not projecting whaaaaat) and Sniper to have chronic back, knee, and shoulder pain. And I have other hcs but sniperspy are my blorbos

Anyway i just wanted to say that I really really like your stuff. Made my day tbh

Chronic pain and shitty joints aside, Spy would forever continue to slay and serve absolute cunt

"You better not be slaying cunt when I come back"

Spy:

[hayakawapartner]

aki with a s/o with chronic pain . . .

!!! this post is sfw, but minors/ageless blogs dni with this post/blog !!!

notes: gn!disabled!reader, this is self indulgent i tried to make this fitting for more general chronic pain! reader might come across as ehlers danlos-coded (is that a thing?? weird thing for me to type)

aki is already so sweet and caring with you, of course he would be helpful when your chronic pain flares up.

he notices that you’re moving a bit slower, taking shorter steps, taking a longer time to get up from your seat… and he’s immediately there to help

VERY quick to ask what you need, but he also tries to offer your usual solutions

“where does it hurt? do you need a heating pad? painkillers? tiger balm? do you want me to run a warm bath?”

if you have fluctuating mobility/occasionally use a mobility aid, he does his best to keep everything in a convenient spot for you. crutches near the bed so you can slide your arms in and get up with a bit more ease, rollator in a place where you don’t trip but it’s easy to access…

he was initially Overly Careful with you so he didn’t aggravate your pain further, but as he grows used to your needs, he’s still careful but he’s not scared of breaking you like he used to be

kisses the back of your neck while gently massaging your sore joints/muscles, murmuring soft “i love you”s and “you’re gonna be okay”s while he’s rubbing tiger balm onto your sorest spots

if he hears your joints pop he gets really nervous until you specify if it was a good/bad pop

if a spot is too sore, he won’t touch it in case he hurts you even more.

and if you just Can’t get out of bed for the day? he calls off from work to take care of you. brings you comfort food, helps you to the bathroom when you need it, makes sure you’re hydrated and taking your meds…

SPEAKING OF MEDS. this man is so good at reminding you

“did you forget to take your meds? maybe you should take them now, love. it’ll help you feel less sore.”

he’s very careful to make sure he doesn’t shame you for forgetting meds, for needing help, for being in pain. he just does whatever he can to make sure you’re okay and empathises with your complaints about your aches.

while he hates seeing you in pain during a flare-up, he becomes extra doting just to make sure your needs are met. cooks your fav comfort meal, makes sure all your pillows are soft and arranged to keep you comfy, refills your water bottle whenever it’s almost empty, etc.

he’s just so loving… aaauuuu

[starlit-warren]

my chemistry class this semester has to have All the notes be handwritten and oh my GOD my hands are going to hurt so much

i'm only a page and a half into taking notes on the first textbook chapter and i am already so tired and my hand hurts so much. chronic pain my beloathed

[aldoodles]

Self portrait

[signanothername]

Someone save me from this sensory overload hell

[theglitchmaster]

I was recently diagnosed with Hypermobile EDS and the more I read about it the more the random annoying "quirks" of my meat suit start to add up:

Like... fuck man

[brightlotusmoon]

Raise your hand if your seasonal allergies have been particularly disruptive especially with sinus pains. I'm doing data collection.