#chronic illness vibes

[50stressballs]

Dude for real though your worth as a human being is not dependent on how productive or “useful” you are. You could do nothing but lay in bed all today and you’d still be worthy of respect and care. Bro you are a living breathing human being and your life has inherent value. Like straight up you don’t have to do something impossible or world changing with your time on earth in order for you to matter. We are all specks of dust in the cosmos and the fact that you exist at all means you are important. Dude you don’t have to earn the right to live bro, like I swear bro, like no cap.

[snurtle]

I've been thinking about the templars lately. they were promised honor, virtue, told that they would be charged with protection of the innocent... And then those same people are systemically exploited and abused, abuse others because they're taught to regard everyone else as either sheep who need to be lead or potential threats. Never equals, except in their brothers/sisters-in-arms. They act as the guard-dogs and military arm of an entirely different organization that they're only a functionary member of but have no governing say in. Even the chantry aren't their equals- they function as the templar order's supervisors! And all this isolation and closing of ranks ends in disability, addiction, death, and abandonment by the system they spent their bodies in service of.

To top that off, retaliations against them just confirm the paranoia they were taught to embrace. It's probably a long hard road to get out of that hole.

Like, listen. the dichotomy of mage vs templars is a satisfying and easy one, but the system is tearing them apart too. have you ever heard of a retired templar?

at the end of it, mages and templars need to unite against the real threat. the chantry.

[spookysalem13]

I'm really not looking forward to this 🫠 I'm sure all my alt and my chronic illness, especially POTS friends can understand why this is going to be unpleasant 🙃

[hypnoneghoul]

the noises my bones make would trigger a war veteran's ptsd fr

[creativesplat]

a little doodle of my favourite fire emblem guys (modern au!)

[musicalteacats]

The vibes are PERFECT.

[whilereadingandwalking]

It’s ok if all you’re doing is staying afloat.

[victorfrankensteinsuggestions]

Me: *is bedridden*

Me: omg… just like in my favourite novel: “Frankenstein, or the Modern Prometheus”…

[miseria-fortes-viros]

it is so fucking difficult to be a sickly victorian woman in this century

[celerydays]

Any update on Reprieve part 2? 🙂

hey hi hello! i'm so sorry it's taking me so long to post part 2 🙇🏻‍♀️ thank you and everyone else for your patience, i really appreciate it, you have no ideaaa 💕

I had a couple of things pop up that made me sorta put my art and the comic on hold. Namely, some health stuff and a brief period where maybe I had burnt out slightly(?) and everything I was drawing wasn't turning out quite right (though it could also just be that my skills likely aren't up to par with how I would hope for this to look 😵‍💫) so I took a week or two off to shake off the art block.

Then my friend introduced me to the Magic Poser app last week which has been a SAVING GRACE for a good chunk of the things I had been struggling with and it's gotten me back on track with part 2 in the last few days (bless her 🙌)

I'm hoping that I'll finally be able post part 2 sometime next week now that I'm back on a roll with this (and now that my health finally seems to be cooperating with me once again lol) 💗

[makenna-made-this]

How do i convey this in a way that will make the people in charge of my insurance copays take me seriously

[spookysalem13]

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I woke up sick today. Sinus issues, chest pressure and a bit of an upset stomach. The part that's hurting the most though is the fibro pain that's come along with it 🫠.

As usual when I'm sick, as I lay in bed and spend all my time on my phone trying to distract myself from the physical pain I'm in, expect more content today 🖤.

It does suck to have to miss more work. I can't really afford to be missing any work right now. But considering I can't really feel my legs from the pain my fibro is causing and I'm contagious with my snotty sinuses, I don't really have a choice.

If you can, tips are always appreciated. They help me to keep making content as I try to expand upon what I do online to build a beautiful spooky 👻 community. Hopefully one day I can work from home. That way my health conditions don't continue to affect my job.

Wishing you all the best, I hope you have a happy Tuesday. Stay positive ✨️ today has plenty of potential.

[anonymoushuman2]

meet the love of my life and my best mate that insisted that I post these. The ones with the purple hair were taken at pride which was tons of fun. This bitch is the best thing to happen to me and I am hopeless to do anything other than what he asks. @eggsrus love you fuckhead.

[crazycatsiren]

The sloth friend in the group. 🦥

[aethereallynephilim]

2024/09/15

i think this week's post may be a bit of a ramble and musing but i think it will be like therapy.

this week has been a lot. two meltdowns, having to change my plans in regards to my exams and also receiving gifts from my friend.

life has been up and down.

i think the worst thing about this week is finding out that i am not recovered enough to celebrate a holiday how i feel most called to because i can't be sure that i am doing it for the right reason. i know the celebration comes every year but it doesn't change that i am still disappointed. so i am now diving into research again. i'm trying my best.

i also have found the next colour i'll be dying my hair so that's good.

the eleusinian mysteries start tomorrow so that's exciting!

let's have a good week!