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mannnnn nobody has a laugh like sydney greenstreet. I love his laugh so so much
#1) yeah yeah i usually have the maltese falcon on in the background lately#2) but i especially feel this for christmas in connecticut!!! PLEASE watch the most shenanigans of all shenanigans#3) IT'S JUST SUCH A JOYOUS LAUGH............#4) related -- i like the book a smidge better than the movie bc no matter how many times i watch the maltese falcon.....#......i still feel so confused. the book is easier for me to process.#even if the movie is a great adaptation.#i guess you could say it manages to make me as confused as sam is every single time despite knowing how it works out.#which is an accomplishment i guess?? bc when you break down the events into how they worked out#(which yes clearly i have on my online plot wall)#it works out fine! makes sense!!!! there's just something in the movie that is hard for my brain to hold.#it's also like. the falcon doesnt show up LATE. but the first mention of it takes time. and it's a whirlwind of pieces to keep track of.#but some scenes i watch and immediately experience great clarity. the last time i watched the very end i was like NO NO I GOT IT.#i feel this way about north by northwest too. i watched both movies like. pretty young#and then continued watching them as i grew up so sometimes it takes some years and many rewatches for my brain to override the initial#childhood confusion watch#you know how many years it took me to finally understand the plotlines in godfather 1 and 2???? like 5 years.
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I’ve seen the fandom take a bastard character and make them a poor little meow meow, twice now
Which isn’t a lot but it’s fucking disappointing.
#media literacy#i am begging#mha dabi#oh yeah I watched that train wreck#sir crocodile#guys why#let him be a bastard#I don’t care if he’s trans let him be evil#crocodad#I love it too#but stop making croc the endless victim#he can have a shitty childhood a shitty reletionship#but stop being like “well he wasn’t evil just sad#you are bashing dragon like you did enjoy and dragon isn’t even a abuser#y’all cannot handle nuanced characters and it fucking shows#dragodile is a fascinating ship#dragon is a fascinating character#so why must you fucks burn the ship down with no reason#it’s a goddam witch hunt entirely limited to fandom spaces#I am so confused how people think dragon stole luffy#or some shit#if croc wanted to keep luffy#he would’ve kept him#he’s not powerless#the man had a information network that spanned paradise#Yeesh#you can love croc#but stop using a FANON theory as justification#to hate dragon
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Huevember 22
Brent, the most expressive bard to ever bard.
#my characters#oops i fell in love#i love brentholomew the bard#brent just deadpanning his support is wonderful and karen appreciates it a lot#because hey man brents hilarious esp due to the dryness and she really loves chatting with him#so having him as her support for bardic inspiration so she can murder just brings her so much joy#right and karen probably hype him up in game as a petty rivalry to paul and his npc hot bardtender#like yeah you might have your npc of your crush but WE have the better bard look hes wonderful#hes practically glowing look at him paul do you see the superior bard#and brent is just staring at paul and paul is staring back and they both dont know what to say in the situation#bc what is there to say? i prefer the npc? or maybe point out that the four are literally in a party together?#like sure hb is an npc but paul is actively running around in game with brent and like.... what do you say#brent doesnt actually want to point out theyre in the same group bc then karen and right will stop antagonizing paul#and honestly nothing against paul but its fun to watch him get quiet and confused#chris is off to the side begging them all to focus on the actual campaign - they can hype brent up later please just focus#which is a nice contrast to right having to play responsible adult at the police station#now chris has to wrangle the other adults and also keep them focused good luck!#i love brent a lot im totally biased bc hes my depression as an oc C:#so he means a lot to me and his lack of socialness and his childhood emotional neglect is a la my experiences#like brents my depression and rights my anxiety#smoosh them together and theyre soul mates haha how very ace of me as ive said before#but also i main bard in ffxiv when i play which is also possibly the bias for brent to be a bard in the dnd au#gang im so tired
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missing spitfire in these trying times.
#spitfire#young justice#yj#wally west#artemis crock#yj was a big part of my childhood & watching it helped me process my life#its during that time i found lifelong friends & i'm happy to say they've stayed after 10 years#artemis especially#her character means a lot more now past the confused angsty teen stage#the issues in my life now have changed and yet stayed the same#it's wild to see i've grown up with these characters#hm
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i was taking some mark/justin clips for edits and i love this one specifically, but only completely out of context.
the animation is kinda bad because its season 10 (it even has some animation errors) but i just really love how he is just in a class, talking with such enthusiasm.
i may be tripping, but it looks like he is invinting all his classmates over an epic party he is gonna throw.
and thus, this clip made me wonder: what if instead of hiding in timmy's elementary school, he went to dimmsdale high? him trying to adapt to a whole different planet would be a really cool metaphor for how teens try to adapt themselfs in high school due to the drastic changes that comes during that time, such moving schools, saying goodbye to most of your old friends and you need to get used to this completely different enviroment which you'll spend most of your time.
i understand that it wouldnt make much sense with the whole plot of him fleeding to earth to escape his arranged marriage, considering that he went specifically to the dimmsdale elementary school because thats where he could be around timmy turner so he could protect him. BUT STILL---
it just would be so much fun seeing him do more teen things besides getting in a relantioship.
btw, if he went to dimmsdale high, he would become instant besties with dunsworth, they are pretty similar and would definitely get along. dunsworth would take mark to hunt with him.
#mimir's ramblings#the fairly oddparents#fop#mark chang#i also kinda just wanted him to be more teenager-coded#his age is SO confusing#sometimes i wonder if originally he was meant to be more like those fucked up children that has a crush on their babysitter 😭#but he talks like a teen and his feelings for vicky are clearly way beyond a weird childhood crush#also he can get married so he might not be THAT young#anyway he eventually will become my oc#just watch#winston dunsworth#<- cuz i mentioned him
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just watched Ferngully - why did they make pollution have such a sexy villain song? Why does he moan during the song? 😭
My friend showed it me and she said this goop made her "feel things".
Ya know I'm never one to kink-shame but I feel like it is warranted for her continued mental health. (Joking)
#ferngully#first time watching#this is a joke#kinda#Why Tim Curry why?#I'm not complaining#Just confused#First the fish from Shark Tale and now this#Our childhood movies are so overly secual for no reason#Rewatched Shark Tale and Lola is introduced to the song 'gold digger" - she literally has no redeeming qualities!#But she is one sexy fish I guess#Now we get sexy goop#I liked the split second of skeleton but not his herculese-esque goopy physique#That's just a personal preference tho
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Hear me out. Yuji would love Chowder
#he would be laughing the ENTIRE TIME#and he’s showing Megumi bc he’s like ‘we need to bond let’s watch my childhood show’#and Megumi is not laughing#he’s so confused and disgusted by the show#Yuji is holding his stomach and crying#crimsonkenjii rambles
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What’s a movie that changed the way u looked at things
bestie i am unfortunately not a huge movie watcher n 90% of the time i recall zero (0) details after watching one 😔😔 but i think i would say my neighbour totoro & barbie and the magic of pegasus <3
#just every movie i watched in my childhood has a special place in my heart <3#speaking of movies !!!!#i went to watch smile 2 today n ummm it was absolutely terrifying i kept my eyes closed for half the movie#but the movie was also saur bad??? the ending was so weird and confusing n the genral storyline of it was so boring too#the only entertainment were those 5 boys sitting beneath us who would sometimes comment something funny n make me giggle#anywayyyy i hope i'll be able to sleep tonight <3#my friends said the movie wasn't scary at all but i think they're all psychopaths <3#darly asks#anon
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I imagine Kylar showing Sydney dragon ball Z and Sydney just trying to be super saiyan while Kylar is in the background cheering him on
why am i actually in tears over this. do you think syd would actually watch dragon ball z though or would it be satanic or something
#dol#nica's headcanons#my childhood best friends were evangelical christians#n i remember once wanting to watch h*rry p*tter with my friends#but they said they couldn’t watch it because their mom said it would make them start doing witchcraft#i (raised catholic) was SO confused#anyway they both are in mlms now. just like their mom#sorry for the tangent. again
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Just found out Ultimate Spider-Man has Noir in it… I now have to watch the show just for him.
Also, is this the show that got cancel because Diseny bought some sort of right but can’t continue it so they made another spider-man TV show with a team of White Cat, Nova, and some other guy
#spidernoir#spiderman noir#spiderman#SeiTalks#I only remember that becaus it was my childhood#Really tried watching Avengers cartoon only to be confused as a child because how is that Loki#Abd who are these random characters. Which BTW! are captain marvel black panther and some other peeps..#child me doesn’t understand some things are separate lol
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thinking about the baddest bitch of them all (little mut from the animal shelf)
#did anyone else watch this show as a kid or was i the only one that had the best childhood?#look at that little face!!!!!#he always looks so confused. like for real :o#he is honestly living his best life and i'm LOVING it <33
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#i joke about it and all but like. i cannot emphasize enough what an impact it had on me to be uhhhhhb#micro-institutionalized in the way that i was for the first 14 years if my life#and i am honestly going to count the time i soent in ''elementary'' school bc it wasn't a normal school. it was a charter school#that began as a parent organized alternative and swiftly devolved into an authoritarian nightmare#a bunch of people who were simply not ready to educate children let alone ''problem'' children#of which there were MANY because that school got all the kids who had been turned out of public school for behavioral issues#there were hardline rules about literally everything. normal childhood behavior was pathologized and punished and as a kid#you had no way to understand WHY#and so many of your peers were having problems because ofc those ''problem'' kids were typically severely traumatized#or were actively being abused#so even if it wasn't happening TO you you were being exposed to it in a hundred little ways every day#so i was confused and miserable all the time AND was struggling academically bc i had undiagnosed adhd#(or possibly just trauma?? i honestly neither know nor care which came first at this point)#so my mom pulled me and my brother out. him at 11 and me at 6 and said ''i'll just do it myself'' and#raised us in a way that wasn't religious but resembled evangelical or lds stuff#i couldn't watch commercial tv or listen to popular music bc my parents didn't want me exposed to what they considered inappropriate#and while i still had extracurriculars i was always the odd one out bc i had no exposure to pop culture or normal socialization#for my age group#it resulted in me always feeling alone and like i didn't belong. and since most of my social life was my parents and their friends#that was the perfect soup for adultification#i was fine with adults. put me with my peers and i was a mess#it made the transition to high school incredibly difficult but i DID make it#but that was only 4 years still in an institution. everything began to unravel once i tried to move into anything resembling ''real life''#and then my dad's suicide which was a major trauma in early adulthood which only made my mom's grip on us tighten#i did get to START life until 26. not really. and it's just been a game of catch up for the last 5 years#and im so *angry* at the unfairness of it all. at the time and experience and milestones that were taken from me. at how i blamed myself#for it for so many years and the problems i developed because of it all. dissociation and substance abuse and suicidality#the fear that still has a death grip on me#the courage required to just exist#it's *exhausting*
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I mean there’s still 4 episodes for this drama to fuck up, but I do think tale of the nine tailed 1938 is about to become one of my all time faves
#the fact it's a sequel... but I'm watching it without having seen the first... and it still makes complete sense and im not confused#not to mention the character dynamics between the brothers... between the childhood trio... are so brain rot inducing#it's a comedy with THE darkest undertones since this takes place during japanese colonized korea....like!!!!!!!#i love all the characters!!!!!!!! sm!!!!!!1#tale of the nine tailed 1938#think i might write essay level review on it after#but i do love how this isn't a romcom... and i think that has to do with 90% of my enjoyment#there is romance dont get me wrong but it's cute and on the side
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I was just reminded that Ai No Kusabi exists and for the life of me I can’t remember anything else about it except that I was like “oh boy.”
#I REMEMBER THAT I WATCHED THIS AND I FEEL LIKE I WATCHED IT ON TV SOMEHOW#ai no kusabi#ah yes..... my problematiq childhood bl that I barely remember#I think I only caught random episodes like HUH?? HUH??? WHAT'S THIS??#or am I getting it confused for ANOTHER problematic bl anime I saw on tv somehow
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if the poll is over... WHAT WAS THE LIE?????? yes, i'm invested just like that
LMAO BESTIE I FORGOT ABOUT THE POLL UNTIL I SAW THIS 😂😂😂😂
but yes, let me reveal all ✨
poll winner: my first coming out story takes place in a log cabin
the actual lie:
i watched the Sailor Moon sub before the dub 🌙
*cue the Sailor Moon op*
#AND THERE YOU GO#omfg babe you will not believe the absolute conFUSION i had when i watched the sub#uranus and neptune went from cousins to lovers AND LITTLE ME WAS TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT HAPPENED LOL#😂😂😂😂#and for the record: yes i did need to be told so many times in middle school what gay meant#smart with academics i was! but dumb with everything else i also was#you could blame my sheltered childhood yes bc i thought heck was a bad word for years but you could also blame#the fact that i was given no information or examples of queer people and queer love ever until middle school#anyway#I def annoyed one of my friends lol they had to always reexplain things to me#but yeah!#happy pride#2 truths and a lie#queer pride#lgbt pride#pride month#asks#thiamsxbitch
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#is this what dissociating is???#I never feel like I’m out of my body watching myself or anything#and I don’t feel fake#I feel distressingly real and present#but like this life and body are not mine#and I don’t know how to act/use them correctly#or like I experienced a time jump and my childhood self#is suddenly in my adult life#and very confused about how I got here and what to do#polls#tw unreality#I guess???
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