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the new chapter huh
#jjba#cddh#ryoko kakyoin#crazy diamonds demonic heartbreak#jojos bizzare adventure#jojo#jojo fanart#ok you know what im gonna vent#im worried for ryoko in the followiing#chapter like it didnt hit me#that boingo wearing#her clothes would that#she isnt wearing any??#i really hope we dont have the climax#of this story with her like that#it feels disrespectful to her character#which clearly had a lot of care put on
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i don't even like video games so why have i been playing Red Dead 2 for the past eight hours gay
#i think me brain likes the Reward of successfully one hit killing things with a bow and arrow#i was born in the wrong generation (should've been a hunter gatherer)#i dont even care about the story!!! the tutorial / first chapter was tedious as fuck!#im only completing missions to unlock things so that i can Keep Fucking Around!!!#also my horse's name is wizard and if anything happens to her im killing everyone in this game#thankfully when the fuckin. asshole odriscolls Ambushed me i was riding a backup horse i'd just tamed#so THAT one died instead of my darling wizard. but still. cmon#she was a gorgeous buckskin... her name was gonna be Egg... i was on my way to the stable to name her...#BUT YEAH I DONT EVEN LIKE THIS GAME ALL THAT MUCH WHY CANT I STOP PLAYING#maybe my brain is like 'oh my god finally something New. something other than the same shit we've been doing'#killin turkeys and deer#i tracked an elk into a train tunnel AND HIT IT!!#but it didnt die!!! and ran out!!! and then i couldnt find it!!! cmon!!#this game is so infuriating Why Cant I Stop#absolutely unprompted#though i have been thoroughly entertaining myself with my own antics#'i want to be nice to people 🥺'#ten seconds later im killing a man i couldve easily saved purely bc there were no witnesses around <3#well! he would'a talked! i got a camp to protect and provide for!#oh ok yeah i also think my brain likes being able to be a rugged western man w a beard#riding horses and Providing in a slutty little outfit i picked out#most of the game is Such A Drag (as my darling shikamaru would say)#but there are some good bits. addicting bits. sigh#like the allure of open world. optional story. yeah <3#no rules <3
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the first chapter of lover boy is really intense on an emotional level because So Many Things happen in quick succession it's like beau barely gets a chance to breathe and process it. meanwhile RR opening chapter is just felix and dorothy arguing in a laundromat.
#i used to have a problem with the lover boy first chapter bc i was like#i know what needs to happen thematically and i know the main plot beat that needs to happen to push it forward#but i didnt have any actual like. action to move to story to that place#in a way that had a causal chain#and now im like um!!!! is too much happening#anyway my other writing problem i realised via this chapter is i worry sooo much about the idea of coincidences#like the idea of just 'letting' something happen...in lb mainly two characters being in the same place at the same time#im like there has to be an intricate explanation for all of this which like yeah thats good to think about#but i also think coincidences are an important part of plot bc first of all coincidences happen#but its also not just the coincidence its the decisions the character s made that got them to that time and place#why they made those decisions and what they do afterwards etc....#anyway! i dont know where i was going with that#RR chapter one.....ngl....its SOOO bad lol#like structurally. the prose is fine#but its been 3 years and 5 different opening scenes for that novel and NONE of them hit#but that's a problem for future me#the thing is most of my ideas now come with an opening but RR never came with an opening just the concept#because the rest of the novel slayyyyys#actually i think out of all 3 my favourite atm is the third book LOL#update literally 10 minutes after writing these tags i have an idea for a new RR opening team that i want to sink my teeth into#6th time's a charm!
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Ahjjjhhh
#is it normal to be so excited about a book you havent even read today that you feel sick#every time i think about moby dick i get so excited that i feel anxious and nauseous this is not normal what is this book doing to me#anyway moby dick rambles about many chapters ago#its great the way ahab just drops his pipe into the sea when its not hitting the same anymore. i get you man#and the way he didnt leave his cabin for many days apon shipping#hes depressed and insane i love you ahab#i love starbuck as a kind of foil to ahab#ahab is so passionate about hating the whale and sees no issue in it while starbuck could not careless about the whale and seems to be#the only person on board who understands whales do not infact have it out for you and are not capable of human emotion like that#the “god save us all” was so real from him#and ahab wants to get starbuck on board so bad i laughed so hard at the aside when hes first ranting about the whale#its very good
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do you think honey gold bachisagi's parents know that their absence throughout this cruise has fueled an entire epic love story between their sons.
canonically (according to my outline that only me and ky have seen) yuu knows something's up with them around chapter 7... i like to think she's been noticing all the little things. thinking damn.. my son got rizz........ got himself a real catch.............
#honey gold stuff#i say this like i didnt write the fic and also like i didnt leave bachisagi alone 90% of the time on PURPOSE#because the events that take place in chapter 5 just would not hit as hard if their mamas were watching#bachira meguru's W Rizz -> i literally call isagi the rizzler in the outline somewhere. somethings wrong with me
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realising my life has a lot of odd theming around trains. i am the autistic stereotype
#sophie speaks#how have i almost gotten hit by them twice in my life now#'what does death look like to you?' 'the new south wales train line'#noticed this because im writing my espresso depresso fic again and the first chapter involves mc and the late night train#and she rolls under it to hide#and i was like. hm. wait. i know my memories pretty bad these days but um. hm. hm.#didnt that almost happen to me#and yeah it did rock on. mind the gap folks they really do mean that <3 <3
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terminally unable to free myself from the 'short punchy line to start a new scene' format. sorry it is just so sexy to me it works every time i really dont even know what the alternative would be
#its like 'six word sentence. now every other sentence in this scene will be 90 words.' its called style ok!!#i also think im getting too liberal w hitting enter for line breaks but thats way better than the alternative yk#as an adhd bitch i will not let anyone have to try parse a block of text in my fic 🫡#if i did it in my prev fics no i didnt stop looking there#please though im editing/reviewing/whateverfuck-ing the first part of my wip#for a chapter 1#and i get really weird and strung out nervous when i get close to the publishing stage so i was like#ykno i have a nice quiet house tonight ill make a drink to mellow me out and then do this yay!#girl i am sleepy. and idk if anything i wrote months ago makes sense. um..oh well<3
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Miss your monster art </3
hey im glad to hear someone likes and misses my fanart! monster is still one of my favorite pieces of media ever, but right now im just trying to focus on more silly self indulgent art to fight art block so im not planning to revisit it for now
#i can elaborate#so theres some rambles ahead#naoki urasawa is one of the guys ever and a big inspiration for me#but i had to take a break in consuming his works for now because it oftenly tackles themes of political injustice#like i started reading 20th century boys around January-February 2022#and i fucking loved it#but like the last chapter i read was about dictatorship#and then war started in late February. yeah#same why i cant contunie on reading master keaton#theres a lot of geopolitical issues discussed#like in monster post ww2 germany is brought up often and its not something im mentally prepared to consume#pluto anime came out and ive read it and i think its an incredible piece of work and to my shame i still haven't watched it pass 2 episodes#bc i still have this kind of...block?#a lot of thoughts idk just didnt want to flood the post so its just my rambles that mostly here as a wiggly train of thought#what i say its hits a nerve because i want to feel safe with my art#and i dont have this mental energy to double issues that i already see irl around me first-hand
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actually took the time to look at how many times i updated. can you believe we got consistent updates on nameless at one point DURING THE SUMMER?
#fae talks#i was talking about it with cal and. dude. two updates. in 2023. april and december.#Guys we cant continue on like this AND THIS IS WHYYYY. I HAVE HIT 4K TONIGHT ON THE CHAPTER#IF I HUNKER DOWN AND ACTUALLY GET THROUGH THIS#WE WILL HAVE A CHAPTER OUT SOON.#AND THEN? WHO KNOWS? MAYBE A CHAPTER IN TWO WEEKS. BUT DONT HOLD ME TO ANYTHING#i just feel bad beacuse i didnt realise it was that bad 😭#like my friends tease me because i suck at updating but THAT BAD?#the proof that i was better at updating while i was in high school. soul destroying
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physically holding back my rage when i go get my weekly uchuujin no kakushigoto update and see people bitchin and moaning about it. I WANT TO HURT YOU AND IM NOT FUCKING AROUND. YOU SHOULD HAVE BEAR MACE SPRAYED IN YOUR EYES SINCE YOU OBVIOUSLY HAVE NO FUCKING APPRECIATION FOR GOOD LITERATURE. S2G SHUT YOUR DUMBASS UP BEFORE I GO AHEAD AND SLICE OFF ALL YOUR FINGER TIPS TOO AND PUT YOUR TONGUE IN A BAG CORPSE PARTY STYLE CUZ YOUR OPINIONS ARE ACTIVELY MAKING SOCIETY WORSE.
#i will make a review for uchuujin no kakushigoto later... bc rn i want to see more how the story plays out to see if it gets even better or#if it falls from grace#rn tho im so hooked like every week i need my update its what i look forward to ngl#the manga is soooo good i adore it from the artstyle to the characters to the romance to the message#i love the pyschological aspects so far and think its been interweved nicely if not a little too in your face but its being done p well#i cant wait to see how the author handles the main theme rn of exploring the selfishness in helping people#so many people keep saying its 'so weird' and 'keeps getting more fucked up with each chapter'#AND I DONT GET IT#ITS NOT WEIRD IMO ITS NOT A BIZARRE STORY#ITS A GOOD STORY AND I THINK EVERYTHING MAKES PERFECT SENSE LIKE TBH#IM SURPRISED WE HAVENT SEEN AN ALIEN ROMANCE STORY LIKE THIS YET#THIS IS AN UNTAPPED MARKET THATS LIKE UH DUHH!! WHY DIDNT I THINK OF DOINF THAT FIRST?!?#IDK LIKE I DONT THINK ITS WEIRD I THINK THE AUTHOR IS MAKING VERY NORMAL DECISIONS TO PROGRESS THE STORY#you wanna read weird go read fuckin#KAMI NO KODOMO#I HAD TO FIGHT FOR MY LIFE ON BAKAMANGA TO FIND THIS AGAIN#i should write a review for it. its interesting#not really a fan cuz it just doesnt hit for me but its interesting and unique
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Just a little Ally status update: I'm going to post a shorter part three of the Christmas fic tomorrow and we will then officially be getting a part four that wraps everything up (hopefully before the end of January...)
#allylikethecat#ally's thoughts#Ally's Status Update#Status Update#It's Christmas#the infection fic#the infection fic verse#the infection verse fic#infection fic#infection fic verse#infection verse fic#i know no one really cares about these status updates but me#but they're fun#to me#and this is my blog#so i am in fact sharing this update#i hope you like the next chapter!!#i didnt get as much finished this weekend as i wanted#but i did hit a natural stopping point#so the executive decision was made to make it four parts instead of three#which is hilarious because this was only supposed to be one part originally
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does a cute little smile. ive been in underbelly development mode lately if anyone has any questions about characters or plot or worldbuilding and wants to ask them i will try to do a doodle to go along with the answers...
#ignore me#IM LIKE. AW FUCK. we're almost halfway thru the year and i have NOT made the progress on this comic i said i would#i gotta STOP morbing abt how i don't have all the connective tissue yet and START drawing the scenes i do have#i gotta get this shit underway so we can get to the fun stuff!!! i laid out my chapter notes the other day!#oh my god! it's going to take so long to get to the comic's actual namesake!#it would be sooo funny if i didnt even do the titledrop til sal hits the underbelly. pacrim style.#ANYWAY. questions about: sal laz the friend mac john boots sandra diana annalita the menagerie mister dancy ARE ALL WELCOME!!#esp if the question is: who the fuck is that
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Wow I have not.been making text posts. Uhmmmm OK 3 personal anecdotes from the past 2 days aka the interesting things that have happened to me:
1. So yesterday I woke up at like 2 am from what I Thought was a dream with my heart fucking RACING. Bc in What I Thought Was My Dream there was a very, VERY loud noise and it scared the shit out of me. Nothing else happened, I calmed down, went back to sleep. But in the morning, I went to the bathroom and found. . what do you know.. the big cat carrier on the floor. Which means one of my cats (*cough* tally *cough*) knocked it down from storage, which would've made a HUGE noise, so I connected the dots. Then she pooped on the floor about it and got it on herself. Stinky girl.
2. Cut my finger on a scale 😔 and it's uh actually kind of deep? Doesn't rly hurt much but that's also not a great thing for deep cuts. Oh well.
3. In the night it was raining and I got up and heard water and had a moment of ".....that IS rain, right?" What a life I live where I hear falling water and am unsure of whether it is rain or if my ceiling is actively leaking for what would be the Fourth Time...
Yeah.
#speculation nation#these would be 3 different text posts but i was very sleepy yesterday and went right to bed#so here.have these anecdotes about my days all in one.#yesterday really wasnt too bad. work was busy but i got thru it#for it being the 28th my luck was actually pretty okay#maybe the really loud noise scaring the shit outta me and the finger cut were my penance#the fanart thing made me SO excited and enthusiastic i just HAD to show my coworker#(the ninja turtles fanfic writer one bc They Understand)#hfkshfj im.just very excited about it. and it brightened my whole day yesterday.#printed out a copy of it to put in my room...🥺 bc i wanna look at it Always#and uhmmm. well i sure am getting a ton of hits on itnl bc of it hfkshfjd i keep looking back and Waow#it's at like... hundreds more than it was yesterday morning. i wanna say almost a thousand#but i didnt think to take a screenshot so i dont know for sure. a lot tho.#active encouragement for me to get the next chapter done... i plan to work on it as much as possible today 💪
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noticing patterns in the kind of characters i enjoy
#niche crossover meme time#castle swimmer#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#castle swimmer and jjk are very different stories with very similar overarching themes: change my mind#making this bc i've been thinking about it for days#there are better images i could use but i didnt want to try and dig through 300+ chapters of comic to find them#but yeah no castle swimmer and jjk scratch similar itches for me theme wise#and like i think jjk will end tragically (for yuji at least. f) and castle swimmer will end happily so like#i get both versions of the ending which i like#hitting both the pain and happy versions of this story that i want
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*reaches chapter 16* "ooh, progress!" *checks the number of chapters* "29???!! 😃" *dies*
(i'm loving it so far, the writer wasn't kidding w the slow burn tho lol)
LMAOOOO naur honestly,,, i put the fic into the "entire work" mode so chapters didn't even exist to me help i was just scrolling thru the entire thing 😭
#i think i was at like chapter 20 and it just hit me thay i didnt actually know what the full chapter count was#so i had to exit the fic and look at it and i was like hUH#fairyhaos.answers#ask#friends <3#sky.friends <3#weird-bookworm
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got back from the lake last night
it was a ton of fun and we spent most of it zooted out of our minds. but it also really hit me how much has changed in the last 8+ years. seeing a bunch of people that I hadnt seen since my teens or early 20s. it strangely put a lot of things into perspective for me, especially considering I feel like I lost time due to the pandemic.
all in all, a lot of relaxing and chatting and eating good food!
#[static]#realizing 'hey your closest friend leaving at 22 did impact you a lot' as a 29 year old put stuff into perspective for me#i usually just push through harder events and dont give myself time to process them fully since i spent the first 25 years of my life#in survival mode ... so didnt always get a chance to process things fully#in the last year or two i feel like ive finally gotten a chance to start processing Events in my life#but realizing 'oh we were Young and it wasn't just three years ago when you left' and almost a whole decade has gone by#ive done a lot in that decade but it definitely hit me How long it's been since things were back in the Before times#and me realizing that i consider my friend's departure from the country the end of an era#like i use it as a bookmark - as a big event - that marks the turning of a chapter or the passage of time#i think everyone does this with big life events but i never really let myself process how sad i was when they left because ive mostly#just been happy for them since it's opened up so many incredible life experiences and such for them!#anyways its never too late to process events LMAO#but all in all it was a super fun time and being high for an entire weekend gave me a chance to relax and unpack some mental shit
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