#chai milestone

[taichi-x-koushiro]

Thank you to everyone who got me to 100!

[willowcrowned]

hi, i'm willow! my first and biggest hobby is saying words recreationally. my second biggest hobby is sharing those words with tumblr dot com. i'm so happy to have you all here!

my most recreational of word sayings go under #willow's wastebin tagxon. my ao3 is willowcrowned. I've been working on longer and harder projects lately, so I haven't been posting as much as I used to, but I have a decent assortment of works already up, and am still very much writing.

otherwise, my askbox is always open, I am always full of opinions (but occasionally very bad at remembering I was going to share them), and am very happy to answer any and all questions—barring, of course, the ones about chewku

[chaileaf]

i just wanna say thank you all for over 100 followers!! i am so very appreciative of the love and support i have received. i never thought something i wrote would get over 100 notes, but you all who loved anonymous bidder got me over 1000!

i’m going to start posting on twitter and ao3 as well if y’all wanna follow me there! i hope to continue to write and hopefully it’ll be things y’all enjoy reading.

if you have any requests for one shots, multi-part fics, headcanons, etc, send in an ask! i promise i won’t bite. i’m here for you guys. i write what i love but i also hope what i write is something you all love as well.

thank you so much. i’ll do my best for y’all. much love, chai!! 🫖✨

[missgirlsthings]

their campaign is donation protected but it has not been verified or really seen by anyone yet. the more shares and views it has by others the more validated it can be!

Please help us ( Shere , Donate)🙏 I am Mohammed Abed from Gaza🇵🇸, in the midst of suffering, continuous displacement and genocide. I am 20 years old. I am responsible for 11 people in my family. I need your urgent help, my friends. Thank you for your time.

[girlmostlikely]

Absolutely love my kitten so much I could stare at him for hours and some days I feel like I have. I have been in full nesting mode since he arrived and all I want is to pamper him even now I’m waiting for his kitty vitamins to be delivered. I need him perfectly happy, healthy, and growing exactly as he should through all his milestones. Omfg I miss him even when my boyfriend and I are out running errands why can’t our cats text and FaceTime us. Thoroughly believe that I needed this tiny sleepy creature more than anything. I love you Chai!! I wish you had tumblr.

[mitushipandey]

i don’t know if i’m putting it the right way, but i love knowing more – specifically, the little things.

of course, there are life-altering traumas, incidents, and milestones that everyone goes through. but i want to know if you ever think of love as the kind we all grew up watching. do you have a fond memory with your father, despite how unkind he was, and does it ever make you smile, even though it doesn’t mean anything anymore. do you wish your mother had been more forgiving do you love chai because, as a kid, it meant the family coming together, talking about things that made the little kid in you listen, giggle, wonder, or feel scared? did those moments shape you in any way?

you know how, sometimes, you look at houses and wonder what they’re like inside and who the people living there are? i sometimes feel the same way about human hearts.

[xannador]

Mostly (h)Armless, a Hi-Fi Rush fan comic: page 36

Updates every Sunday! Read from the beginning:

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Chai unlocked stealth mode, so proud of him. ❤️

Based on the current page count, we're halfway done with Mostly (h)Armless. However every time I reach a milestone, the total has increased. I've been 20 pages away from the ending for about 2 months now lol.

[chgdraws]

Thank you @carlalovesyourart and everyone who got me to 10 reblogs!

I simply have no regrets

The art belongs to @ask-chai-and-casino-cups

[audreycritter]

hi idk if other people have said this already but im halfway through developmental milestones and just wanted to drop by and tell you how much dev means to me as a desi girl. all the little details of his home life and the food his mom made and speaking in urdu and chai and ahhh. down to his name itself and his beard and all the other seemingly inconsequential things that add up but without being Too Much. they’re just natural parts of him and those are what really bring him to life. it’s already rare for an oc to be this brilliant and gain this type of notoriety in a fandom so it’s an absolute delight to me that he’s such a well represented indian. thank you thank you thank you <3

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hi thank u this made me cry. you're so welcome. and thank you for reading and sending the ask.

[bluestjayy]

fic authors self rec! when you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five other writers. spread the self-love~<333333

I'm not going to tell you how long this sat in my inbox because I completely missed its existence - but I have seen it now!

And you know what, I have had a really hard time loving my own creations lately, so maybe it's time I exercise some hecking self love through the medium of some self-promo.

So here's my favourite five fics I've written (in no particular order):

won't be pretty, won't be sweet

Rating: Explicit

Chapters: 10/14

Word Count: 62,910

Summary:

"Oh. I'm sorry," Hands clasped before him, Fruit bows his head. Because that's what you’re supposed to do for an older Omega. You show respect. It scrapes against Pete’s nerves like sandpaper though, and he almost reaches out to pull Fruit back to standing and insist he never do that again, but he pops back up all on his own. "I thought you were– I've never smelt any Omega like–" Fruit's stuttering halts abruptly, and he bows again. "Forgive me, Kaan."

The boy hurries into the bathroom, cheeks bright pink, and Pete redirects his gaze to the wall opposite. He focuses on doing his job. On protecting. On searching for danger.

He does not think about how Fruit had mistaken him for an Alpha. Because Omegas don't smell like how Pete smells.

He does not think about the title that haunts him through his every waking moment. Kaan Pete.

I obviously had to put Kaan Pete on here. This is one of a few fics that I have been working on for well over a year. It initially started as a small idea, an older omega 'past their prime' and a young cocky alpha that wants them anyway and then it exploded into a whole AU. I love this fic for a lot of reasons, but mostly because I got to put my own spin on a lot of aspects of Omegaverse tropes and build a bit of evolutionary lore around why things are the way they are. Also, for anyone who doesn't already know, this fic is part of a much wider verse that covers multiple pairings from KinnPorsche, so even when this fic ends, I will still be writing for it!

take a hit and close your eyes (I know what you fantasize about)

Rating: Explicit

Chapters: 2/3

Word Count: 18,690

Summary:

The box means nothing.

And yet, it means everything. Representing the last remaining obstacle between Kim and his deepest desires. Dramatic or not, it’s the only way to frame it in Kim’s mind. A means to an end. A tool. A key that fits the lock currently strapped around Kim’s insides. Kim has been waiting so long for the right moment to take this step, because as much as he doesn’t buy into society’s twisted view on how one should measure the milestones in their life, this feels like something he will never be able to come back from. Things will not be the same once he goes through with this.

A stupid little box containing the makings of Kim's future. All that power in something so small.

Another long fic I continue to be obsessed with. This one was a gift as part of a winter exchange I ran in a discord server and the prompt involved the idea of the sex pollen trope and of course because I'm me, I immediately turned this into a character study. This is one of my favourite fics because of how I get to pick apart Kim and his issues with vulnerability, intimacy, and how he approaches those things with Chay. He's a person who wants so deeply to show every layer of his psyche to Porchay but doesn't know how to do that, so of course he goes to the most insane solution - aphrodisiacs! This fic I feel is a really nice balance of silly, angst, and smutty, but I'll let you judge that!

I've lost control and I don't want it back

Rating: Mature

Chapters: 1/1

Word Count: 13,938

Summary:

Pete and what he needs is at the bottom of the priority list. Vegas will always be at the top, and by proxy, Vegas’s little brother will come immediately afterwards. So Pete doesn’t voice how anxious it makes him to be banished to the sofa on the other side of the room where he can still see Vegas but his view of the window isn’t as clear and he’s a little too far away from the only exit. He doesn’t intervene when Macau climbs all over Vegas even if he can see how the man goes pale and winces, how his muscles tense like he might try to squirm away.

Pete doesn’t protest when he’s regularly and unsubtly shooed from the room so the brothers can spend time together alone.

He doesn’t say a damn thing even if he wants to. Even if he’s realising that he’s not entirely sure who he is anymore when he’s not in Vegas’s direct eyeline.

Another VegasPete fic! This one might be one of my favourite VP works I have ever worked on. I am a sucker for exploring the post cannon relationship between Vegas and Pete, and how they get from A to B. There's still so much for them to come to terms with about themselves and each other and it's such a crunchy topic to get into. So that's what this fic was, a whole 14k words of Pete figuring out who Vegas is, and who he himself even is and how that's something Vegas can love. Just a lot of angst and a hopeful ending for them both!

even diamonds here don't shine

Rating: Mature

Chapters: 1/1

Word Count: 7,759

Summary:

Chay is about to ask someone what’s going on when two policemen step through the door. Min suddenly reappears, rushing right to them and talking hurriedly and… and she’s pointing right at Chay. “Officers,” Chay bows his head in polite greeting, but doesn’t let his eyes leave the pair of them. He tries to stand tall, the way Big has been teaching him to do, to not look intimidated. But he knows his fingers are twisting together in front of him as he asks, “Is there something wrong?” The men look at each other. The one on the left, slightly taller, and who’s chest reads Port, frowns down at Chay sternly. “We’ve been made aware you’re in possession of a credit card that isn’t yours.”

This one (according to stats) is my most popular fic on my whole page, and I am so glad people love whumped characters as much as I do. I love this fic so much. I love hurting characters and then making them better after and that was the whole point of this fic. I also got to explore a little bit of a darker side of Kim, in the sense that, I think Kim can be an inherently violent and dark person, just because of the environment he was raised in, but I don't think he likes or wants to be that person. And Chay doesn't want him to be that either. So it's really fascinating to play with Kim who defaults to that mindset when his loved ones are threatened because that's who he has been taught to be, he has been taught that's the best way to keep people safe, and on the other side there's Chay enjoying being protected but hating the fact Kim has to resort to this mindset - like a cornered animal, and yeah it's just so crunchy and chewy and they're so nuanced as characters!

painting stars on our hearts

Rating: Teen

Chapters: 1/1

Word Count: 2,588

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Summary:

Historically, Raon does not do well with rules. They’re constricting, rigid, and in his experience, unnecessarily stunting. Rules are the reason he had found himself high-tailing it from the only home he’d ever known with Hachi squealing deliriously in the passenger side of his stolen ship, and a pocket full of currency he wasn’t even sure he’d be able to use where he was headed. Because rules have followed Raon wherever he has gone in life, from the moment he entered the world. “Don’t touch that!”

I may be cheating with this final one a bit. Because in actuality it's the whole series that I'm promoting.

This is my Wuju Bakery series. And it's one of the fics I'm most proudest of because it's really given me a chance to flex my imagination when it comes to lore and world building. This whole series started the day we had a couple of pictures leaked of Jeff and Barcode in their costumes filming, and shortly after my imagination went crazy. There's I believe 5 fics in this series in total already, with at least 3 more planned. I know none of what I've written will become cannon, but at this point since we don't HAVE cannon, I am calling it my version of the show!

And that's it. Sorry for the really long post, I hope you enjoy some of these fics if you haven't read them before, or if you have, enjoy them again. I'm working really hard on now just the wips on my account but also some really long form AUs that have been in progress since KP was actively airing so! Hopefully I can share all those soon!

[kazumist]

hey! congrats on 100!

for your tea event, could i request chai tea with alhaitham?

thanks!!

note: thank u!! credits to @futuristic-tsuki for the idea lili ure a life saver mwa

prompt: chai tea; how do they spice up their relationship?

100 milestone event: closed!

alhaitham — !

although it’s really simple, whenever you compliment or show alhaitham affection, he usually tends to ignore you. however, you see his ears slowly turning red as you continue to show him more affection. in return, he too does the same for you—but it ends up with him pulling you closer to make you sit on his lap, peppering you in kisses. (now you’re both a blushing mess.)

[v-vox-v]

“Breaking News! I’m interrupting your regularly scheduled program with an important announcement! It’s a certain someone’s birthday and that someone would be @aflowergarden! Happy birthday Chai! Today will be a spectacular day for you because it’s all about YOU! But wait, there’s more! This isn’t just any birthday, it’s a milestone! You’re officially on the path of adulthood! How exciting! Now then, go make some wonderful and unforgettable memories and how about you save me a slice of cake?”

[wiccawrites]

KinnPorsche Fic Masterlist | wicca @ ao3

Last Updated: Sept. 26, 2023 | my ao3

Series: A Blooming Oleander (ABO Verse)

The premise of KinnPorsche The Series but in an omegaverse setting where Kinn is an omega and Porsche is an alpha. Diverges from canon.

Blooming Oleander (18/18) | Explicit | 175,274 words | Alpha!Porsche x Omega!Kinn

One does not become the only omega among the heirs of the Thai underworld without knowing how to take what he wants.

Notable Tags/Warnings: Graphic Depictions of Violence, Morally Ambiguous Characters, Trope Inversion

Warm Heart (1/1) | General Audiences | 11,915 words | Alpha!Kim x Omega!Chay side story to Blooming Oleander

Five times Chay puts up with Kim's mixed signals and the one time where he finally has enough.

Notable Tags/Warnings: Fluff, Pining, Getting Together, Friends to Lovers

Series: of the feline persuasion (Jaguar hybrid!Porsche Verse)

Someone pays off their debt with a rare jaguar hybrid and Kinn gets much more than he initially bargained for.

Feline Purrsuasion (6/6) | Mature | 36,591 words | Mafia Boss!Kinn x Jaguar Hybrid!Porsche

"He's a cat hybrid," Kinn says, unable to hide how underwhelmed he is. Considering the price Ban had mentioned, Kinn had hoped for a dog hybrid, at least. Someone who was less likely to be averse to working with others and who would probably make a good bodyguard with sufficient training.

Ban tries to reply but he's interrupted by a deep, menacing growl that crests into a full fledged roar before he can get a word in.

Kinn whistles.

"Alright, he's a big cat hybrid."

aka: 5 times Kinn accidentally makes his jaguar hybrid bodyguard purr + 1 time Porsche purrs for him on purpose

Notable Tags/Warnings: Fluff, Pining, Oblivious!Kinn, mentions of trauma, references to past torture

the cat that got the cream (1/1) | Explicit | 9,662 words | PWP sequel to Feline Purrsuasion

Some things are worth the wait.

Or: In which Porsche finally passes his Assessment and makes Kinn fulfill his end of their agreement. Many times.

Notable Tags/Warnings: PWP, Dom/sub Undertones, Orgasm Delay/Denial, Rough Sex, Body Worship, Size Queen Porsche, Pet Names, Come Swallowing, Vibrators, Praise Kink, Size Kink, Dirty Talk

Alone Together (3/?) | Explicit | 12,584 words | Ancient Vampire!Kinn x Fledgling Vampire!Porsche

It is twenty years after The Awakening – the global phenomenon which ultimately led to humans discovering the existence of vampires – and Thailand is on the cusp of a long-awaited political milestone. After a decade of hard work, a bill that aims to uphold both human and vampire rights is close to being finalized.

Unfortunately, this is also when something decides to turn Bangkok into its own hunting ground.

Notable Tags/Warnings: Morally Ambiguous Characters, Political Intrigue, Mystery, Childe/Sire Bond(s), Soul Bond

Moonchild (we're born in the moonlight) - 3/3 | Explicit | 3,619 words | Red Riding Hood Retelling

"Let me walk you home, then," Kinn offers, recalling the recent accidents and all the superstitions he'd heard about the forest ever since he was a boy. "Even if you live close by, these woods can get dangerous. You should always get home before nightfall."

"Trust me," Porsche smiles, teeth sharp and brown eyes glittering an almost golden hue under the late afternoon light. "I'll be fine."

He lets Kinn walk him home anyway.

Notable Tags/Warnings: Dark Fairy Tales, Werewolves, Fantasy, Trans Male Character, Mates, Vaginal Sex

just this once (1/1) | Teen and Up Audiences | Canon Compliant Kinn x Porsche

Kinn gets a moment of clarity. A brief second where he becomes painfully aware of two conflicting facts: first, he wants to kiss Porsche and second, he is not drunk enough to give in.

He does anyway.

aka the ending of Episode 3 from Kinn’s perspective.

Notable Tags/Warnings: Character Study, Canon Compliant, First Kiss

Recovery (1/1) | Teen and Up Audiences | Canon Divergent Kinn x Porsche

"I should have known better than to give you an order and expect you to follow me," Kinn says from the doorway of Porsche's hospital room.

aka my take on the side story before we knew there was gonna be a side story

Notable Tags/Warnings: Fluff, Mild Hurt/Comfort, Sharing a Bed

i'll be yours (if you'll be mine) | Explicit | Canon Compliant Kinn x Porsche

Kinn is a flame, burning, burning, oh so bright, and Porsche wants nothing more than for Kinn to consume him if it means he gets to have Kinn to himself in return.

Notable Tags/Warnings: Character Study, Porn with Feelings

The Call of the Deep (1/1) | Explicit | Eldritch Horror!Kinn x Mermaid!Porsche

To the Merfolk, the depths of the ocean are as equally terrifying as the surface – and for good reason. But Porsche isn't about to let anything stop him from finding his missing brother.

Notable Tags/Warnings: Rape/Non-Con, Dead Dove: Do Not Eat, Aphrodisiacs, Drugged Sex, Tentacle Sex, Corruption, Forced Orgasms

mirror, mirror (1/1) | Explicit | Canon KinnPorsche

When they started this twisted game of cat and mouse, Porsche was sure he was the cat. After all, he had the advantage of studying every single blindspot in every single room that Kinn entered. Kinn, on the other hand, had a reputation to uphold. An image of invulnerability that couldn't be tainted with losing his composure because of mundane things like, let's say, having his bodyguard's foot on his crotch during a security briefing.

But somewhere along the way Kinn had taken a different approach; had studied Porsche and found all the right buttons to press. Kinn started using his words. And Porsche, to his own horror, found that he liked them.

Or, Porsche fucks around (with Kinn) and finds out (more about himself than what he'd initially bargained for).

Notable Tags/Warnings: Mirror Sex, Praise Kink, Pet Names, Dirty Talk, Kink Discovery

Mahiwaga | Dragon!Porsche x King!Kinn | To be expanded

Adjective. mysterious, inexplicable, miraculous

Or: In which Porsche is a dragon deity and Kinn comes to him for help to save his kingdom.

(the future is) bulletproof | Dystopian AU KimChay

Kim had never really bought into the kool aid that his father seems to have successfully sold to everyone else in Oasis City. There had to be something in the barrenlands beyond the Mirage – otherwise, there wouldn’t be such strict laws on leaving the city borders. He sneaks out in search of the truth and finds so much more than he bargained for.

AKA son of a corrupt government official!Kim x youngest in a ragtag group of rebels!Chay, but in a post-apocalyptic setting

the oxygen of the soul | KinnPorsche & ChatKhem Reincarnation AU | To be expanded

"It feels like I can only be free if you're by my side."

A few more scattered posts in varying stages of completion:

Bodyswap!AU - To be expanded

(Single) Parenting 101 - To be expanded

Full Shift Werewolves AU

Hades AU

[chaileaf]

to everyone who is supporting me, i appreciate y’all so much! i’ll have new content out soon. i promise to not disappoint! i didn’t think i’d get this much support, but i’ll do my best to get on a posting schedule! i’m very busy until the 27th but i’ll do my best for y’all who are giving me so much love. thank you so much. love, chai !!

[ae-azile]

The Non-Newtonian Newborn Preview: Chapter 3

Chay estimates he has about 45 more minutes until Achara gets hungry and needs to be fed. While he doesn't want to keep her from that, he wants to spend more time with her. This was his way of giving Kim a break, but he wishes that break could be longer.

He wishes Kim had his pump already.

Maybe he can do that, get a pump and a suitable nursing bag so Kim can have it stocked in case he needs to take the baby out. Or in case Chay watches her again. She's so cuddly and sweet, despite being so young. Chay feels comfort when he holds her. He also feels inspiration. Music hasn't felt the same since everything went down with Kim. Every time he touches his guitar, he either immediately puts it back down or comes up with something super morose. But for some reason, he wants to play it now so he can write a song for her, like a lullaby-

Chay’s thoughts come to a halt when he feels something hit his leg. He takes his eyes off Achara for a second to look towards his left, tilts his head in confusion at the sight of the appearing guitar, then looks back at the baby.

“Did you do that?” Chay asks. Achara gurgles happily in response. He should be more freaked out by this. What if she can read minds? Sometimes Chay has thoughts that babies have no business reading. But at the same time, teleporting his guitar to him is so thoughtful of her. He had been thinking of wanting to play it and come up with something for her and she was sweet enough and powerful enough to teleport it over.

She's so cute.

“Okay,” Chay says, then puts her on the blanket in front of him, “Be patient with me. I’m probably a little rusty.”

Achara just kicks her foot once and gives him a smile. She really is ahead of her milestones. Smiling, advanced arm and leg movement, teleporting, possibly reading minds.

He really hopes she isn't like Renesmee and ages super fast. Chay wants her to stay a baby for as long as possible. Not forever, of course, but for the amount of time babies should stay babies since-

Chay is pulled from his thoughts once more when Achara makes a cooing noise. He takes it as a hint and gets to work. At first, he feels like nothing is good enough. But when he takes a short break, tickles Achara’s belly, and looks into her eyes, something clicks and he is able to pick up the guitar again. The music pours out of him. When he comes up with the perfect tune, the lyrics pop into his head as well.

As for a notebook and pencil, they both fall on his head.

“We are gonna need to talk about not reading people’s minds all the time!” Chay chides as he wiggles her foot. Achara giggles with delight. While the sound is just as much music to his ears as the previous chords he played on the guitar, it still worries him enough to make him pick up his phone.

When do babies start giggling?

The search results vary. Some of the sources say it could happen as early as one month old, and some say it could happen as late as six or seven months old, with most saying it happens around three to four months old. But when he looks up pictures of babies of each age, Achara looks younger than them. He starts searching for babies even younger than that. If Chay had to make an absolutely uneducated guess, he would put her with the babies around a week old or even just a few days old. But what she does and how she looks really don't match.

It's confusing. Concerning, but Chay doesn't want to think about it right now. He should write this song for her since that is something she clearly wants him to do too. So that's what he does. He switches back and forth on music and writing and asks for her opinion on certain decisions. Chay has determined that happy coos mean “That is an incredible artistic decision” while silence means “You can do better”.

He's about halfway satisfied with what he has come up with when there is a knock on the door. Before Chay can get up to check who it is and unlock it, the deadbolt clicks and the door swings open, only to reveal Kim.

“Telekinesis too?” Chay asks her. Achara lets out a happy sound, then redirects her attention to her father.

“You didn't unlock the door yourself, did you?” Chay asks suspiciously, “Like, you didn't pick the lock or anything?”

Kim shakes his head, “I had no reason to do something like that, considering you're in here. Why?”

Chay lets out a sigh and looks down at the baby, “She can do more than just teleport, I think. When you knocked, the deadbolt unlocked itself and the door swung open. So she can apparently move things when she wants to. When I was thinking about wanting to write a song for her, she teleported my guitar, notebook, and pencil to me. She can teleport things other than just herself. And how would she know that I wanted to write a song for her unless she could read my mind?”

“You wanted to write a song for her?” Kim asks softly.

That is the thing Kim is most surprised by? Out of literally everything Chay just told him, he is focused on the song and not the newly found telepathy and telekinesis, as well as the established teleportation powers having broader limits than all of them originally thought-

“Can I hear it?”

Chay immediately gives Kim a look, only to wince when he sees the effect it has on Kim. It’s as if Kim is shutting down and closing in on himself. Before, Chay wouldn’t have cared.

That's a lie. He would have cared. He would have perseverated on it. But he would have given an award winning performance of pretending not to care. Now, however, he does care. He feels a jolt of guilt. He may not be ready to play music with or in front of Kim yet. He may never be. But he can still be nice about it. He already told Kim he would support him through this and be his friend.

“It isn't ready yet,” Chay says quietly, which is the truth, “I was getting her input on different lines and chords, so I can write her something that suits her. I…Maybe I’ll let you hear it when it's ready.”

Kim nods and looks away, “...Okay.”

A moment of silence passes between them. It isn't the most comfortable of silences. Chay just doesn't know what he can say to make it more comfortable.

“I should feed her,” Kim says, bending down to pick Achara up, “Thank you for watching her so I could get a little more rest.”

“Did you actually rest though?” Chay asks. While Kim doesn't give him a solid answer on that, Chay can't focus on it anyway. The sight of Kim walking away with the baby to go back to his own suite is making his heart ache.

Why?

“Uh…” Chay starts, quickly getting to his feet when Kim is partly out the door, “Do you need anything else?”

Kim glances back at him and shrugs, “We’re good for now, I think. Why?”

“I…” Chay starts, then clears his throat, “I figured you might need a few necessities. You’ll probably get a lot of stuff at the baby shower Khun is planning, but it's possible you might need stuff before that. If…I don't know. If you want me to pick anything up for you-”

“I do need some things, but I would want to go to make sure it matches with the color scheme and theme I have in my head.”

Chay raises his eyebrows at that, “Color scheme? Theme?”

Kim shifts slightly, “We’ll be staying here for a while, probably. The situation is…strange, at best. Plus, my address was leaked. I want to make sure she is safe. So we’ll probably move into one of the family suites, a three bedroom one so I can have a home studio and a nursery. I have been looking at different things online this morning and I have a rough idea of what I want.”

“Okay,” Chay says agreeably, “So I'm guessing you were on Pinterest for most of the morning, at least whenever you weren't calling and texting to check up on her?”

Kim doesn't give him a solid answer to that question either.

“Would you want to go look for some things together?”

Kim glances down at Achara, “...Yes. But she…I should stay with her.”

“Khun, Kinn, or Hia can watch her.”

“I know, but…” Kim says, then rolls his eyes, “I want to be with her.”

He says it as if the sentiment comes as an annoyance. Maybe for Kim, it is, feeling an attachment so strong that he can't bring himself to let someone watch his baby for a few more hours. But at the same time, it’s understandable that he feels stressed by leaving her with someone else right after picking her up.

“...It's still early,” Chay says, “And a weekday. The stores probably aren't busy. And you have money for those smaller, high-end boutiques. They might be more likely to keep your visit quiet anyway. We could take her with us.”

Kim stares at Chay for a few moments. Chay can't help but wonder if Kim is trying to figure out his angle. The truth is, Chay doesn't have one, not really.

But like Kim, he feels drawn to Achara too. Maybe it's because she is Kim’s, even though that's a strange reason. He has resented Kim for months.

He never stopped loving him though.

“I just need to feed her,” Kim says, “Change her into different clothes.”

“Dress her in something cute,” Chay says, “Khun and Hia got her some really cute clothes yesterday. Do you want me to meet you in your suite in thirty minutes or so?”

“...Okay.”

Despite the answer being hesitant, a small smile is tugging at Kim’s lips. Going by the happy gurgle Achara lets out, Chay has a feeling she is satisfied with the plan too.

Read Chapters 1 & 2 here:

[tearfallpixie]

Oblivious - Chapter 2: Lazy Mornings

I stretched as I blearily woke up and registered my surroundings. I was still on the couch from the night before and the tv was playing soft music from a playlist I didn’t recognize in the background. I rubbed the sleep from my eyes and went to sit up but an arm held me in place. That’s when I remembered the events from the night before and smiled to myself as I rolled around to admire my sleeping boyfriend. That was such a foreign word to associate with Rick but I loved it so much. He looked peaceful while sleeping, his short hair hanging in his face. He had cut off his gorgeous long hair nearly a year ago but I still hadn’t gotten use to the new look. It looked amazing on him though.

“Morning baby girl.” He murmured, not quite opening his eyes yet. He leaned forward and pressed a kiss to my lips, smiling into it.

“Morning. Do you want breakfast?” His arms tightened around my waist, and he shook his head into my shoulder.

“No. Too early.” I wiggled around and grabbed my phone off of the coffee table, clicking it on to check the time. My eyes squinted as the bright light blinded me but once they adjusted I saw that the numbers read 8 am.

“Baby, its not too early. Its 8 and I work today.” I giggled. I felt him shake his head again and squeeze me tighter.

“Fine. 5 more minutes though.” I rolled my eyes but snuggled under his chin with a hum. I felt warm and safe in his arms and to be honest I never thought this would be possible. I had had a crush on both him and Chris for as long as I had known them both and I had secretly hoped that Chris would ask me out since we had been friends for so long but when that never happened I assumed he didn’t like me like that. Rick and I had always had a flirty relationship though, so I fell for him hard and fast. I had supported the band from their early days so I had been there for every milestone.

I had actually known Chris since we were in high school. We met on the first day and had been inseparable ever since even when no one else wanted anything to do with the two ‘emo’ weirdos. Since we were so close we always cuddled and had sleep overs, even sharing a bed on occasion. That bled into our adult life too. Whenever I visited them on tour I would just share a room with him. If he had one of his days where he wanted to be alone I would stay with Rick and who ever he was sharing a room with if we were in a hotel.

“Come on baby. We have to get up at some point.” I murmured a good 20 minutes later.

“I guess.” Rick grumbled. We crawled off the couch and went up to my room so I could grab him some clothes that he left here the last time he stayed over. I tossed them to him before picking out a pair of jeans and a crop top for me to wear. “Oh, you look sexy as fuck.” He smiled brightly, coming over and wrapping his arms around me. I blushed and shoved his chest lightly.

“Shut up.” I mumbled.

“Never.” Ricky laughed. We headed downstairs and I pulled out a pan to make us eggs and bacon while he got plates and utensils for us. As I was collecting the food I heard the front door unlock and boots step into the house.

“Hi Chris!” I called. “Do you want breakfast?” The singer came around the corner and kissed my cheek before taking a seat at the table.

“Sure. I grabbed coffee for you on the way, but I didn’t know Rick would still be here. Sorry man.” Chris grinned at the guitarist who playfully glared back.

“You never get my order right anyway.” Rick snarked back as he dug through my cabinet and pulled out the stash of his favorite coffee that I kept stocked for him. He put the k-cup in my coffee maker and grabbed an extra plate for Chris as I started cooking the eggs. “I mean how hard is it to get black coffee or a chai tea right?”

“So boring.” I giggled at their banter as I dished up Ricks food and set it at the table where he had sat down. I quickly made my food before cleaning the dishes and starting on a tofu scramble for Chris. “Hey by the way, I’m taking Casey to Disney next week, so I won’t be able to help you with your video until later.”

“That sounds fun. I’ll probably convince her to take time off next month to go up to visit my parents. They’ve been expecting us to start dating for a while so I want to tell them in person.” Rick said casually.

“Wait, when did two did start dating?” The singer teased.

“Well, we haven’t been on an actual date but he asked me out last night.” I blushed, joining them at the table and giving Chris his food.

“Well I’m happy for you. It was about time you too made it official. The sexual tension between you two was unbearable on tour.” I swatted at my best friends shoulder making him laugh and try to bat me off.

“Did you manage to get any tour footage this time around?” I asked Ricky. He shook his head and swallowed his food.

“No, I’ve been on a writing kick lately. I really think I have something good for an actual chapter book but I don’t quite know what it is yet.”

“Well Gloom was amazing. People are still scrambling for that book so I know this one will be just as good.” I assured him.

“Your support means a lot to me. I’ll get it done. I just need to sit down and focus on it for a bit.” I had always been a fan of his writing and loved when he let me read it ahead of time. I glanced at the clock and gasped.

“Shit! I have to leave in 10 minutes.” I stood up and dropped my dishes in the sink before bolting upstairs to finish getting ready for work. I threw my hair up in a messy bun and put on a light layer of make-up, not caring what anyone thought. I worked as a desk clerk at a law firm and hated it but it paid well when I needed the money. My interests were actually in theatre and photography, and I did them occasionally but I wanted to do more with it. 

“Do you need a ride? Its on my way home.” Chris asked.

“You came the entire 20 minute drive to my place just to say hi to me before I went to work?” I sputtered.

“No! I spent the night at my parent’s place after I helped my dad install the security cameras.” He acted like I should know that that was what he was doing last night.

“Security cameras? Are they ok?” Rick asked. I knew he had a close relationship with the singers’ parents because they were there for him when he moved from Seattle.

“Oh yeah, they just have some weird new neighbors, so they wanted the extra security.” I grabbed my bag from my office and headed to the door where the boys were waiting.

“I’ll text you later baby girl. Have a good day at work.” Rick murmured, pulling me into a kiss.

“Ok. I’ll see you later.” Chris took my hand and we walked out of my house to his car before we all went our separate ways. It took 10 minutes to get to my job and when we got there I dug through my bag to find my badge.

“Please be safe today.” Chris pleaded. He had made it very clear that he hated my boss and I knew that was what he was referring to. My boss was creepy but I didn’t think he would actually try anything against me.

“I will. I promise.” He started moving towards me so I turned to face him only for his lips to hit mine and I kissed back out of habit. He and I had made out before in moments of loneliness or drunkenness so us kissing wasn’t anything strange, but it still shocked me every time.

“Sorry.” I mumbled, blushing hard.

“Why?” He looked genuinely confused so I shook my head.

“Never mind.” I pressed a kiss to his cheek and climbed out of the car, giving him one more wave before disappearing into the office.