#cg ambessa

[softpawpup]

— caregiver ! ambessa from arcane !! ( request from anon )

🐺 she can't stand making you upset, she doesn't like how soft you make her feel and how much she hates to see you upset

🔴 likes to call you her cub, kit, prince/princess/majesty and sunshine

💀 doesn't like bringing you to meetings, usually leaves you with servants when she has business to attend to, she tries to keep you separate from it all

🐺 she likes showing you little battle moves and training you in weapons!! she gets toy weapons for you and has a whole gym built with cute and colorful equipment and decorations for you

🔴 you are always spoiled rotten. you are showered in gifts, food, clothes, toys, books, jewelry, etc. ambessa cannot help herself

💀 ambessa likes to eat all her meals with you and take baths with you, she doesn't get to see you a lot because of her work as a ruler, so she spends as much as she can with you outside of meetings and travels and such

🐺 likes dressing you in her colors so you can match

🔴 has strict rules and high expectations, she's never mad at you if you can't do something but she expects you to try your best

💀 she is also your biggest cheerleader and supporter, she praises you for everything you do and encourages you all the time

🐺 likes to bottle feed you and cradle you in her arms, she also likes to rock you to sleep and carry you to bed

🔴 insisted on making you an extravagant playroom, nursery, etc. for all your regression needs!! got you a handmade crib carved to look like a pride of lines were on the bottom

💀 buys you custom collars embroidered with your name on them

🐺 has a huge, soft pet bed in her bedroom beside her bed for you

[cowboy-kidd]

did i disappoint you?

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—DNI NSFW—

note: angst! angst! also multiple parts :3 - takes place after Jayce attacks Viktor

When Viktor is injured by Jayce you’re there. The resounding blast injures you and your previous interactions with the arcane alter you. Before Ambessa and Singed come you're in his lap. Crying and sobbing so quietly. Begging for him to come back and read to you like he always did- pushing his soaked fabric back and forth into his skin. The resultant sounds echo into the space but you don’t hear it over the pounding of your heart and wet sobs.

When Ambessa and Singed do come- they look you over. Watching your distrust and overprotective prowess. The dirt on your cheeks and the dried tear streaks, the raggedness of your clothes and the obvious blight of the arcane on your skin. You crowd over Viktor and don’t allow them to get close to either of you until she instructs one of her soldiers to come and take you.

“If it wants to act wild, put it in a cage.” She says, staring down at you over the line of her nose before dismissing the soldier holding you by the scruff.

For days, it feels, you are held up in a cell. Watched by red and grey guards with sharp eyes and even sharper tempers. You feel lost and the constant buzzing under the blight of the arcane sometimes becomes unbearable. You scratch at it and roll in the dirt of the cell. All gnashing teeth and flying fists. Trying and failing to pull its roots from underneath your skin until Ambessa shows up at the iron bars of the cell you’ve been forgotten in.

She once again stares down at you from the line of her nose. Mouth fixed in a way that makes you feel like she doesn’t want to be here any more than you do. For a moment, the buzzing dies down- becomes bearable. Your breath is labored- anger confused with other swirls of emotions and thoughts that cloud your judgement. All you feel is that familiar buzzing outside of yourself now- in your fingertips up your arm. It by far, is not pleasant- like the very fabric of your arm is being torn at its seams. It only serves to further your anger and you charge at Ambessa who snatches you up just as fast.

“It seems you’ve inherited the same affliction as him..”

Your rage is lost in the ocean of your confusion. She dangles you by the arm, eyes scrutinizing the way your blight acts under her touch. Then she sets you down. A gentle lowering of your bare feet against the dirt before your crumbling into a heap on the floor. The metal bars which have crowded you in for what feels like an eternity disappear with a look. Her eyes are set on you, light brown that feels like hot fire when they take over your scuffed and dirty appearance. She’s turning her back before you can analyze her the way she did you, yet the metal bars remain just as open as they’d never been before.

“Come, child.”

You perk up at her beckoning and she side-eyes you, a look that demands you come, and then you’re scrambling to your feet and running to her side.

The walk is long and your feet begin to hurt from disuse. Ambessa’s own strides are long and purposeful while you shuffle against the pavement. Your arm buzzes in the silence and you’re sure she can hear it with the side glances she keeps shooting your way. It is that familiar discomfort again- you want to roll in the dirt again and scratch and groan- but you bite your lip for fear she’ll send you back to the cell. The proximity seems to only make the buzzing worse, her warmth like an attraction to your blight. As the walk continues you work up the will to reach out for her hand. Just two fingers between your palm that silence the discomfort to dull solitude.

At the point of contact, she doesn’t push you away or immediately make you do the long walk of shame back to your cage. All she does is glance at you for a long minute- eyes like fire boring into your own as you stare at her with almost the same intensity. You end up looking away first, but that doesn’t make her pull her fingers away- and for the rest of the walk your blight is a cool relief which you hadn’t been privy too until now.

However, the following actions are one of blurry and confusing compositions. She brings you into an unfamiliar room. People dressed in difficult to explain clothing crowding around you, their close contact enough to satisfy the discomfort without Ambessa nearby. Still, all these unfamiliars are disconcerting and overwhelming and you find your voice enough to call for her who begins to close the door and leave you behind.

Ambessa concedes to your call for a while. Watching you be immersed in hot water and cleansing scents you’d been otherwise unaware of until now. She laughs when they go to take care of your hair and body measurements. It’s all a very overtly uncomfortable ordeal that you come out of unscathed. Clothed with the same blood red and strips of black and gold as her. Hair in neat, identical plats on the side of your head. You reach for her hand again in the absence of any warmth but she dodges and places her fingers on the small of your back, guiding you out of the room and into a brighter, stark white one.

All at once your knowledge of where you are becomes clearer. There is a big purple ball in the center of it all and the familiar faces that take care of you are there- laying on the floor in odd positions. Still, you know they’re not dead- their surface blight glowing with the rapid beating of your heart. Your eyes are drawn to the orb though, an inexplicable feeling blooms in your chest. One that you can’t describe, that urges you to grab hold of your heart in whatever way you can. One of those faces looks up, recognition deep within his eyes. He goes for your hand after catching his balance, a soft smile on his face that falters when he sees the condition of your skin. You don’t see it, to wrapped up in your own emotions. Still, you know exactly who that is.

“Hello, Nabi…” he whispers, arms held out for you to jump into.

[perr1e]

My friend showed me your blog and your boards are literally so perfect!! Can you maybe do a cg Ambessa? I'd literally die 😭

Ambessa Cg Moodboard!

Aw ty! I'm glad you like my moodboards :3 that means alot hehe, here's your board! I hope you like it!!

Sorry it took me a while I got a bit busy so wasn't able to start your request till today :>

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[ember-owlet]

do you have any agere thoughts on the new eps? I’d love to hear them <333

thank you so much for asking firelight!! i'm assuming you mean arcane but if i'm mistaken please let me know! /lh /gen

rambles under the cut ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ spoilers ahead for season 2 of arcane!!

i do have quite a bit of clips in the works to polish tonight before uploading tomorrow, so i hope it is something to look forward to!! but after everything the majority of the cast are vent regressors with different leans/dynamics,, especially vi, mel, and jinx give my girls a BREAK!!!

vi and jinx having to see their father be killed and resurrected on multiple occasions was so painful to watch,, like can we give them ONE stable paternal relationship pretty please /j

i am 100% convinced at this point that both jinx and vi are canonical regressors. i don't think i need to reiterate jinx/powder being a regressor since many people in the agere fandom have discussed it (and not mad about that in the slightest, i'm so glad to see it! if you firelights want to hear about my thoughts then feel free to send a flare! i'd be happy to share.) but seeing vi regress to her teenage self multiple times throughout the show was enough for me to slap the label on her as well.

niche agere opinion as well,, but can we appreciate heimerdinger in a cg role as well? specifically as a mentor? it was so comfy seeing him as a professor and being ekko's support line throughout the chaos. ((and guys i promise he's alright!! yordles are immortal <3))

i also have a bunch of ambessa content on the way,, can you blame me she was in her prime as the antagonist of season 2 and i loved every second of it,, like come on guys she literally called characters little one and child consistently she just IS a mama now.

and honestly,, i might be the only one but i am in dire need of regressor sevika content. like come on we have prime pickings here she has SO many baby moments,, not just a mama to me. she seems like the type to regress in private (and very unique take but i would like to think in headcanon and in a sfw context when she goes to the brothel she has a cg that she visits take care of her. she literally has the weight of zaun on her shoulders WHO'S TAKING CARE OF HER???). /lh /nm

[kitty-cutie-zack]

HEY BUDDY!!!! besides viktor and jayce, do you have any headcannons for arcane characters?

Hello!!!! Yes omg of course!!! I love the entire cast, even if i often end up hyperfocusing on my silly scientists :3

General Arcane Headcanons under the cut!

Vi

Vi (to me) has biiiig flip Vibes. Like her instinct to help and protect others bleeds into CG mode when with a very small little, and it could potentially also help her heal from her trauma w/ Jinx by "trying again", if that makes sense. And plus! She gets to have fun again, play with her little one!!! Yay! But she is DEFINITELY a little regressor, too. I think her regression age would vary from toddler to teen, depending on her environment and who she's with! She gets to heal in so many ways like that :)

Caitlyn

Caitlyn...... Mama mia. She's also a flip. Definitely more of a Mama CG. I think that being able to care for someone helps her learn who she is, because, you know, it's evident she was extremely sheltered as a kid, so i think that, to be able to take care of someone that isn't herself might help her in general. Also she would looove being able to plan tea parties with her little, take them to the garden, perhaps even have a plant the little takes care of. Teehee. Although she Definitely regress. I don't think she regress to any specific age, it's just... A general feeling. And i think she only regresses around Vi, as she's one of the only people she trusts. And when she's really emotional/upset (looks at her mother's fate). Get her away from Ambessa btw.

Ekko Also a flip leaning caregivier. But tbh i think he's a big brother/guardian cg. He knows how to take care of his little one, keep them safe, entertained and he loves it. Loves seeing the joy in their eyes. So in general i think he caregives most of the time. But, he does have those small moments. I'm thinking specifically when Vi hugs him in S1. When he's by himself, or with people close to him, he has those moments where he regress, before he saw everyone die. Just to be happy and free again.

Jinx 100% a regressor. She involuntarily regresses a lot in S1. Constantly teetering to the edge of it all. And it's pretty self evident as to why. It's also a v common symptom for people with BDP, if I remember correctly. But, I do feel that that constant regression subsides in S2, and those moments become more like just quiet moments of regression, a small peaceful moment amidst her suffering. Though, i do feel that, she is a situational caregiver- Isha being the perfect example. She doesn't necessarily willingly become a caregiver, but she does seem to have small bursts of it, depending on the situation.

More to come of the other characters!!! Sorry i often HC everyone has flips JDGTLRGDF but thank you sm for the ask!

[pbear]

I was thinking of finally making one of these without a D20 show, but I wanted to see it fight Critical Role. Opinions on each below the cut. There may be spoilers for any of them, especially since most of these are shows where I'm watching the newest season.

Sasaki and Miyano: Put this one on hold, not because it’s bad but if you are familiar with some of the other entries in this poll, I think you can understand. Very cute and they use the shoujo filter a lot.

The Legend of Vox Machina: I knew Percy wouldn’t stay dead (since he appears in a later campaign), but that didn’t make it hurt any less. Good stuff in the most recent season. I honestly thought they were bringing the show to a close with everyone heading separate ways, but there was foreshadowing so I guess there's more (I haven't seen the actually DnD campaign so I don't know where things end). Most of the characters got some development except Grog, and I think Pike could have gotten more. (Grog got quite a bit in the second season so I think it evens out at least)

Blue Lock: Hahaha this is a very underwhelming second season and that is due to the animation. I’m no expert in animation but once it was pointed out, I couldn’t ignore it. (Watching the Haikyuu movie also made me remember good animation). The CG was already pretty bad and now it's just yikes.

Heaven Official's Blessing: In comparison to the previous entry, this is so pretty. Watching the English dub because I wanted to see Howard Wang as Xie Lian. Nothing too eventful has happened yet, but I like it a lot.

Dimension 20: A Crown of Candy: I knew this was an intense campaign going in and it really is. The stakes are set up very early and only get higher and higher. I'm currently at the fight in the cathedral and I know it ends badly already but I'm still scared of what's going to happen.

Arcane: WOO NEW ARCANE SEASON. As of posting this, only the first three episodes are out, but it's wild. Animation is fire as always. So many interesting things have been set up. Jinx's activities in the Underworld. Vi being forced to choose whether to side with Piltover or Zaun. Viktor with the Hexcore seemingly inside him. Jayce, Ekko, and Heimerdinger learning more about the Arcane. Ambessa settling in Piltover's affairs. And Caitlyn!!! I honestly think she's the most interesting with how her mother's death has affected her. I'm so excited to see the rest of it.

Outer Banks: I watch this show because my sister's into it and yet I'm ahead of her in terms of watching it. I don't know how necessary a season 4 was, but it's not been too bad so far. I hate Rafe though. And JJ's been making some decisions that annoyed me even though he is my favorite.

[beforeviolets]

2025 hopefuls

I was tagged by @libraryleopard to share some books I want to read in 2025! I decided to keep it to 2025 releases specifically because I couldn’t strike a good balance between new books, paperback releases, and my own TBR! and I love sharing my excitement for upcoming books that folks might not have on their radar yet. 📚✨

[books listed in images:

The Maiden and Her Monster by Maddie Martinez, an adult sapphic retelling of the myth of golem (I’ve actually had the pleasure of reading this one and I can’t wait for it to be out in the world.)

A Treachery of Swans by AB Poranek, a sapphic YA Swan Lake retelling!

The Sea Eternal by Emery Robin, the sequel to one of my favorite books and a queer scifi retelling of Antony and Cleopatra (the first one was Julius Caesar!)

The Starving Saints by Caitlin Starling, adult medieval horror with sapphic bacchanalia.

The Sacred Space between by Kalie Reid, an adult gothic romantasy by a dear friend!!

Hazelthorn by CG Drews, I still need to read his other one but I saw AJW and Shirley Jackson as comps so I will be there.

The Isle in the Silver Sea by Tasha Suri, a sapphic fantasy with knights and witches and reincarnation comped to The Green Knight and The Starless Sea (I nearly pass out from excitement every time I think about this one for real. I’m taking deep breaths rn.)

Fate’s Bane by C.L. Clark, if R&J were cursed sapphic artificers, so yeah i’m there. (also shout out to the Ambessa book, I’m also SO hyped for that.)

The Second Death of Locke by VL Bovalino, an epic fantasy comped to Gideon the Ninth and Six Deaths of the Saint.]

This is the year of devastating knight romances and reincarnation and I genuinely could NOT be happier about it.

tagging: @haliespages @caitsbooks @etherealacademia @yaboywillyshakes @hayniacstuck / anyone else who wants to make one! just tag me cuz i’d love to see your anticipated reads :)

[sevikasangel]

🎀 being called mommy 🎀

🌈including: grayson, ambessa, sevika, renata glasc

warnings: mommy kink, nsfw, sub/dom, cg/l, overstimulation, bondage

🍓Grayson: the enforcer for certain is fond of the dynamics of the cg/l relationship. grayson's nature is tender and motherly, and of course, she would let that show in her relationship. when grayson loves someone, she has an instinct to protect and care for that girl. she would feel special if you had enough trust in her to come up to her about your wish to be babied and pampered like a little girl. she would be so delighted in taking care of you like a little princess. grayson would absolutely cherish being your mommy: expect cute dresses, baking together, being carried around, cuddles, cute nicknames...however, she wouldn't do it sexually. a no no for her. she wouldn't sexualise this aspect of your relationship.

🍇Ambessa: look at this woman and tell me she doesn't have a mommy kink. ambessa loves anything that makes her feel like a goddess being worshiped. She enjoys the feeling of power that being called "mommy" gives her. she's not kind, giving, let alone caring, she's brute, so expect that response from her. as a warlord, she has a ton of accumulated anger and pent up tension to get rid of, so you would happily assume the role of her vassel of frustrations. she revels at the imagination of you lying by your side while she fucks you from behind with a strap-on, big hand clasped around your throat while she whispers in your ear if you've missed your mommy, ordering you to be beg your mommy to let you cum, to beg your mommy to ruin you...her beautiful, little slutty girl.

🍑 Sevika: she tries her best to please you and not let you down, not that she will admit it, knowing sevika, she will take this secret to her grave. when you first approached her with the mommy conversation, she was silent about it and it made you sad, thinking that she just ignored you and judged you as weird. you even feared that she would leave you because of it. however, a couple hours later, she would sigh and tell you that you both could try it, though she wouldn't promise anything. not that she wasn't into it, but more of she feared she would fail at her role and disappoint you. bullshit. she would be a wonderful caregiver in her own way. she'd take care of you and make sure your needs were being attended. you would get all the cuddles from your buff girlfriend, she wouldn't admit she loved them, but you knew she did just as much as you. so overprotective. someone dares say something funny? they'd get their teeth bashed and end up unconscious on the cold ground. however, sexually, she would prefer being called titles like "daddy" or "sir", she wouldn't mix it up. mommy was her gentle side...it wouldn't really suit being overstimulated and getting slaps across the face while sevika pulls the fifth orgasm out of you.

🍒 Renata: she would be the person to approach you about her own "mommy" role and you would be so delighted to comply. she is an experienced dom. she knows exactly what she is doing and she would teach you a lot of the lifestyles so you could meet hers and your own expectations. I assure you: renata wouldn't let you down. she's the best you could get. she's a strict mommy with a list of rules she expects you to follow, but she'd make sure to rewards you properly if you were a good little girl for her: buying your favorite snacks and feeding them to you, letting you sit pretty on her lap while she does her work in the office, letting you take off her mask and caress her face, taking you out to your favorite dates, buying you plushies, warm baths...and whichever your little heart desires. however, if you were bad, she'd also have a list of punishments: bending you over her lap and making you count out loud as she spanks you (if you miss, she'd start all over again), edging you for hours and not letting you cum, overstimulating you are crying and begging her to stop while begging for mommy to forgive you, making you kneel down by her feet tied down with a vibrator strapped to your clit while she works and doesn't even pay attention to you...

[perr1e]

ahhhh I love your boards so much!!! Could you maybe do a board for little Maddie and cg Ambessa or cg Cait? I know you've only done solo characters but I think it'd be cute 💝

Little Maddie and Cg Caitlyn moodboard!

I'm glad you like my moodboards hehe 🙈 I did little maddie and cg Cait since I don't think I've ever made any Cait related moodboard yet! I hope this is to your liking :3

While I was making it a cute image of Cait putting stickers on maddies face came to my head :>

Oo oo and merry Christmas! 🎄

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Ahh I love them they're so cute, btw maddie hate is not tolerated on my page!! Just a message to the maddie haters :/

[softpawpup]

hihi!! i saw that u did sum arcane hcs, and i wanted 2 ask if it would be ok to request cg!ambessa hcs? ik shes not the nicest of characters bur i wanna cuddle wit her 😓

hihi !!! i have some scheduled to post tonight !!! also i am a very big comfort > canon person so... i dont really like to hate on peoples' comfort characters, fictional caregivers/regressors, etc. canon is a nice place to start and yknow its nice to take into consideration but also yknow its your regression, cater it to you

[perr1e]

the other person's Maddie and Caitlyn ask made me think of this but could you do a Little Caitlyn and a CG Ambessa moodboard? Please and thank you 🩵

Little Caitlyn and cg ambessa moodboard

Hii ty for your request! I hope this Is to your liking, I'm not the best at duo moodboards I feel but I tried my best! :3

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