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Ok so I don't typically post anything that can be considered political on my page cause it's supposed to be my little happy space free from torment on the internet but I feel like I'm loosing my fucking mind right now.
WE NEED TO STOP FIGHTING WITH EACH OTHER.
Political parties are the stupidest fucking thing that was ever invented- I hate to break it to you, but you're not all so different. Lots of people have the same ideologies as you and are on the "other side" of the political spectrum, but you are only hearing the outspoken angry people.
You ever play that game "we become what we behold"? It is a prime example of what's happening right now.
Anyways that's not my point right now.
My point is:
No one who is part of the 1% or in power wants to or is going to help you.
The government? Doesn't want to help you. Those billionaires? They don't wanna help you. Anyone who is running for president or any government position? They won't help you.
There has been an exorbitant amount of time for policies to be put into place to help the people who are struggling today. The only people who are in power or want power today are people who want to control you. I'm not talking about making it safer for people- I'm saying they want to continue to exploit and abuse the working class for their own gain.
And if we don't come together and fight the common enemy?
We'll continue to become more and more enslaved to corporate greed.
For once, stop complaining on the fucking internet and fighting with people you won't ever see in person in your lifetime and look at the people in power. They are the ones oppressing you. Not some random joe shmoe on Twitter. The political party they are with doesn't matter. They don't care about you. You are nothing but a bug under their shoe. You can "call them out" on the internet all you want, but that won't do anything in the long run. Register to vote, sure- your options are all ass- Do your own research look at what bills they endorsed or if they had been in the government before look at what they promised and what they delivered.
None of these old bags running are gonna tell you the truth, whether they're republican or democrat or an individual runner. Cause they wanna win. Start pushing for actually beneficial bills, make petitions, fuck run for president yourself.
As the people we're supposed to have the power. But we aren't fucking acting like it. Stop letting these old mother fuckers make outdated decisions and start pushing back. There are more of us than there are them.
I'm not saying riot or storm the white house for fucks sake. I'm saying do the paperwork, work with your local government, push back against the insane amount of leniency the government gives themselves.
They want us to fight with each other because it keeps our eyes off them.
If we keep looking at the state of our country and going "eh someone else will fix it" nothing will get done. I'm sure you know the bystander effect.
The people you see everyday are not so different from you. And guess what? We're all humans and we're all learning as we go. So the last thing you should do is ridicule or harass someone who's goal is to learn and better themselves for a better future. We need to stop acting like one different opinion means we can't get along with each other- because guess what? If we only interact with the most extreme sides of the spectrum we'll never learn from each other. It's okay to change your opinion when you are exposed to new information- stop acting like it's not.
This is not a post about anyone specific or anything specifically happening. I just want people to stop fighting each other when they have just as little power as the other person.
At this point I hate this point and really don't want to post it cause people have a habit of misinterpreting things said on the internet, but I think I will this time.
I'll reblog this with a link with an official list of current bills. If I can find anything else helpful I'll add it too. I can also look for more specific things if asked nicely. I'll see if I can get a link for voter registration too. Since things vary state to state I can only do so much. On more reminder that I don't want to fight with anyone, I want to be as helpful as possible.
#ugh#politics#cw politics#tw politics#united states#america#i keep drafting similar posts but not posting them because it goes against my whole brand#but everytime im on here i see people arguing and its driving me insane#send help#american politics#election#eat the rich#if we dont start helping eachother noone else will#if you disagree with anything stated please be gentle#cause im loosing my mind#like im about to go Chris McCandless and live in the woods until is inevitably starve to death#im not here to fight with anyone#this is supoosed to help unite people#as cheesy and classic American as that sounds#ugh im having serious doubts about posting this#if the response is overall negative ill delete it#i mean like ill delete it and never comment on this again#cause im new at being an adult but all this fighting is ridiculous#im sorry i broke my now politics rule but i feel like my mind is going to snap from the stress#democrats#republicans#political parties
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Im legit out here being vulnerable (sending poems thru anon ask) for someone who I havent even met irl
#hey siri play Jonny by Faye Webster#cause Im loosing my mind#the fuck am I like this?#seriously#fuuuuuck I hate liking someone this much#be still my heart#and shes a girl too#I dont remember feeling like this towards a man#oh wait I do#sht its not about me being bisexual#this is me as a person im afraid#fuuck#seriously tho the poems are becoming a series now#personal
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Venom au
Emily: I sleep with a knife under my pillow.
Morgan: Weak. I sleep with a gun.
Spencer: You’re both pathetic
Morgan: What do you sleep with?
Spencer: Y/n.
#starchildz incorrect quotes#keith stop making new aus#my aus are based loosely around my actual ocs but i just leave appearance and nams ambiguous#cause im silly like that#criminal minds#spencer reid#spencer reid criminal minds#dr spencer reid#im mentally unwell#spencer reid fanfiction#criminal minds x reader#criminal minds x you#spencer reid x reader#spencer reid x male reader#criminal minds x male reader#bau x male reader#bau x reader#criminal minds bau#venom symbiote#venom symbiote au#venom au#criminal minds fandom
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I sure do love Papa Emeritus IV
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was listening to this and thought about oplita and now the world is miserable and everything is gray (dramatic)
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[lyrics] it's about loving someone till the end of time but realising that their time is nearing but yours isn't and nghhhhhh oplita, some of the lyrics are literally "You looked into my eyes.Said you'll stay by my side until the end of time.Now I know. We can't be eternal"
#also lyrics: “I'm stuck in your lie. I'm still in the time” like bro. 1/2 oplita said they'll be together until the end of time but#obviously!! they can't be!! their doomed to never to be able to exist happily with one another so that was a lie !!!!#crashes out#cries#cries all my body fluids out until I become a crimpled raisin#I already cry when it comes to this song the first listen I was BAWLING cause like im a sentimental person bro and#it was written with parents and loosing parents in mind#oplita#transformers#elita 1#elita one#optimus prime#Optimus prime x elita 1#elita one x optimus prime#Elita-1#Elita-One#optimus x elita#MY XDINARY HEROES X TRANSFORMERS PROPAGANDA NEVER STOPS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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No but actually coming from someone with fine wavy/curly hair who had some hair loss and lots of issue I really and truly wish I could sit down and talk with Chan because he really needs someone who understands curly hair to get him some products and show him what to do and he also needs to stop using heat. Like no straightening. No hair drying. Or at least very sparsely.
#like i think the reason it makes me so Eye twitch is bc I've been in a very similar spot#i get it. i loved straightening my hair loved colouring it too#but i didnt colour or straighten it for a good long while and it did help#didnt cure me! but it did help.#and my hair got back to the spot where i could colour it again without as much issue#and mind you i do sometimes curl my hair or blow dry it for special occasions like im not a be all end all never do anything to it again#person. honestly thats why so many methods and stuff always put me off bc they were so dramatically like NEVER DO A SINGLE FUN THING AGAIN#but with him it'd be interesting to see 6 months with no colouring (including black! black is better than bleach but it still damages!)#and especially no straightening/blow drying etc.#i think that would really help determine if those are the things causing trouble or if its something else#bc hormones and stuff can also do it#like at the end of the day i think hes lovely but its p clear his hair is something that bothers him and idk#i would like to see him get to the point where it isnt as much of an issue#also still ascertain he'd look good with it short but thats just me#anyway Woah long tangent Sorry#its all said with love#also he doesnt have super tight curls like my dad had Tight curls#but his are def more soft/loose so thats a factor too
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Pretty when I cry- bitch I have been unable to cry since I was 8 I’ve tried them tears don’t fucking run- whose fault is it? MY PARENTS
#just a lil vent post cause im loosing my mind but I literally cannot cry im trying but I can’t cry#wtf wtfw tfw
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i swear if i miss a arc finale cause of a fuckin hurrican im goin straight to jail not even playing anymore this one important
#go rush#ygo go rush#yugioh go rush#im being serious bro#ill loose my fucking mind#if i miss the DL update too??#ill get put on a list or smtg#cause ill be blowin shit up#this is not a joke i fucking hate this place#may go outa town for some internet#im not missin this one
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Currently near breakdown point cause I have this existential dread that I am at my core a boring person
#AND I HATE IT#BECAUSE I CANT ASK PEOPLE IF THEY THINK IM BORING#because then I’m begging for reassurance and they’re not gonna say that#it puts them in an awkward spot where they’re obligated to say something nice about me#which makes them uncomfortable cause it’s not fun when someone makes self deprecating comments#I even feel bad complaining about on the internet#but here I am cause I’m loosing my mind
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I beg have we been playing the same game orrrr
#like Childe he’s obviously a sweetheart but ig I can understand ??? like he’s so rambunctious and loud and whatnot and yk#ig I can see how you can mischaracterise him as that but kaveh ????#the only reasons I can think of is cause he’s an alcoholic which perhaps in some ppls minds that makes him a fuck boy cause you kinda loose#sense when you’re drunk (?) <- the classic stereotype#but I genuinely do not understand like is it the outfit 😭 cause I swear everyone has something to say about his outfit it’s always the#reason for everyone’s complaints 😭😭😭#because the way I look at it is kaveh and I are so similar it’s crazy even his whole argument with alhaitham I’ve had numerous situations#like that but with my parents and istg it’s infuriating to me when they say stuff like alhaitham does#ANYWYAS THATS just a snippet but istg 99% of his character is like a Noor dupe crazy#WHICH BRINGS ME TO THE POINT LIKE IM THINKING OF IT AS THIS you calling him a fuckboy#is like calling me the female equivalent of that and I’m like THATS SO FUNNY ???&;83&3 😭#how does one arrive at such a conclusion he’s just sad and never wants to hurt a fly bro how would he be a fuckboy 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 the concept of#him using someone like that is just so ooc and not in the mischaracterisation way in the sense like you just took him and#made him your oc with a completely different personality like heck#although I love alhaitham I can see why ppl would make him out to be a f boy but kaveh is like hell naur 😭#the only situation I’d assume kaveh can be characterised as that is if he gets hammered especially hard with alcohol to the point he just#blacks out or something memory wise and does random stuff#every time I stray from his canon characterisation I see a voice line of his and#I’m like awwwe ☹️ why is he actually precious LMAO he’s so cute and wholesome like how he gets excited over the lightning bolt shape#ORRR when he opens a treasure chest or his joining the party line ABDUSIWKAKSSIN he’s such a cutie#his ‘waaah what are you doing here’ <- line in the event AAAH WHAT AN IDIOT / affectionate WHAT ALMOST 30 YR OLD MAN SAYS WAAAH#I LOVE HIM 😭#dora daily#the way this turned out to be a kaveh lover post by the end I’m actually so sorry#and before we get weird about me liking kaveh sm and saying he’s just like me and a me dupe I wanna preface this by saying#maybe postface cause this is after the fact#ANYWAYS I mean he’s just like the better me he’s Noor pro max frfr
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Unfortunately i cannot stop thinking about The Rat and framing it in the terms of [comedian of mixed repute] words "you think your dad is weird now? Wait until HIS dad dies."
#some shit#turbles...#see joke i made abt our were doing socratic seminar abt men and their relationships to their fathers#cause isnt that really whay all medias about????#<- joking. onky a very large percent of media is about it#ill have to see if i can pluck some of leos emotional arc from city at war arc.#a little challenging due to. the 13 issues of it all. but im loosing my mind.#love a large media it has room for [aw cute moment] and [im gonna kill that fucking rat]. you understand
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I know my dads fucking great and all cause he raised me and my sister by himself for over a decade cause mom was a crack head and left, but now that we all are moving out on our own soon he's just like really selfish and clingy. My sisters noticed it too and i get that he's lonely but like I'm not going to fucking baby him forever and be his only fucking source of companionship he needs to find someone else to bother. Like I'm trying so hard to not fucking snap at him I just want him to leave me alone and I know I'm supposed to care and be happy and be nice cause we are all about to live alone most likely in different fucking states so we wont see each other again aside from holidays. But like the time we are supposed to be enjoying he's just weird. He's weird and, as my sister would say " It's triggering me". Like it just fucking sets me off. He's different IDK. I know he's high ever since weed got legalized he's been smoking all the time and I fucking hate him when he's high he's pathetic and annoying as shit. And like yea that's a really fucking mean thing to say but I AM HIS MAIN FUCKING SOCIAL SUPPORT. He comes to me with EVERYTHING. He always sounds so fucking miserable and its only ME that he vents too like that he doesn't vent like that to my sister. And if I say I don't want to he gets fucking pouty? like a fucking child? So I shut down and stare at the wall and let him say whatever nothing it is that he's saying then I leave early cause I'm holding back fucking screaming at him like I don't care shut the fuck up . I can BARELY GET OUT OF FUCKING BED MOST DAYS. FUCK YOU. LEAVE ME ALONE IM DYING I CANT HOLD YOUR BAGGAGE TOO. YOU WANT ME TO BE HAPPY THEN STOP USING ME AS YOUR FUCKING LIFE PRESERVER IM DROWNING.
FUCK OFF.
#The more i remeber my dad did everything “ For his kids” The more i realize it was for “ HIS” kids. ya know?#I wonder if he just liked the idea of kids#i dont want to live here anymore it sucks#He just feels so selfish these days. He only talks about himself and theres no room to say anything#Leggit i can stand there and look like im about to shoot myself in the head#and he just doesn't stop talking#but he NOTICES.#he KNOWS i dont care he FUCKING SEES IT#I hate that even more#like he doesn't value what I want to do with my time at all#I've heard the same shit for 5 fucking years he just repeats himself im fucking tired of it#I was always pretending to listen cause i didn't really care all that much but not its getting to the point im just so fucking angry man.#He took off an extra day each week to “Help me with moving”#He gets high all day and does nothing and when i go to him hes like “ oh yea i forgot” or “ oh i did things for me today”#Don't fucking act like your taking off for me if it's just an extra day for you cause your tired#If your tired thats fucking fine but how fucking DARE you use me as the reason why your taking off.#Your just getting high you fucking addict#and i leggit spend all monday WAITING for his ass cause im like " well he said im basicly owned by him for this whole fucking day so i have#“To literally be at his beckon call all day otherwise he will be like ” but I said Mondays are for uss :////“ Fuck you fuck you fuck you fu#Now i only have one day where i get time alone and im so fucking angry i NEED time alone like i loose my MIND if i dont#Im going to fucking kill someone i stg#“Mondays are for us” Yea bitch and where on the contract did i sign? Like i had no say in this I NEVER do i just sit there and take it#you would never really listen anyway#god this is where i got it from#i got it from him#and mother#Am i evil?#having a really fucking bad day i guess man like shit#im gona play videogames about it felt nice to vent tho omg
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explodes myself DONT EVER DRAW WITHOUT WARM UPS WE'VE TALKED ABOUT THIS
#got too excited to draw bill cypher but i added more stress to my already stressed body by not gettig anywhere for an hour#im really trying to be kind to myself here#dipper gets me#I lost a file I worked on today for school and that caused me to loose my mind#also im sore and my legs are shittier than usual and stairs hate me#but i need to draw or else..#school would be so much more fun if I wasnt chronically fatigued and if sitting didnt hurted
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Just wanted to drop in and say thank you for finding and posting the ONI logs that you do! As someone who loves the story of the game but absolutely would not have the energy to find all of the logs that aren’t on the wiki legitimately its nice to be able to see some of them. The one w/ nails in it is especially interesting! Nails was already one of my favorite dupes but that log made me like them even more tbh. Everyone say thank you to Human Nails™️ for making dupes like actually cognizant.
Also, saw your ONI stuff on artfight! I am absolutely not plotting and scheming anything at all i swear :]
Oghhhh tysm :')!!!! I've been feeling a bit self conscious abt my oni obsession lately so this means a lot! I still need to get around to making my oni story catalogue actually readable, I started a while back but ran out of steam after the like 50th incident with said one with Nails in it lol. And I actually recognized you from artfight! Saw your oni guys a few days ago and I'm honestly obsessed with them, it would be a shame if I had my hand forced and had to draw them :3c
#rat rambles#oni posting#I hope Ill have the energy to draw multiple of them tbh Im bad at chosing what characters to draw#but yeah it is rough to be an oni lore enjoyer in this world where all out of game sources are horribly outdated#and even the stuff thats not outdated on the wiki is often just. straight up wrong.#I believe I went and fixed some of the worst stuff at one point but I mostly only fixed the easier stuff to fix if Im remembering correctly#as in incorrect names and job descriptions and stuff#I should go check if the jackie thrratening to burn nikola's work thing is still there because as far as I know thats just not true#I think that was probably a misremembering of a seed is planted where nails talks abt jackie burning some of their work#because outside of that I dont think jackie burning stuff was ever explicitly brought up?#or maybe I just dont remember it or smth it has been a lil bit since I've reread everything#Ive been rereading some stuff every now and then but I havent sat down and binged it all again yet#well hey Ill have plenty of time to comb over everything once I get back to cleaning up my log doc eventually#and then maybe after that Ill. sigh. go update the wiki. sighhhhhhhh#I rly dont want to but at the same timr Someone needs to for ppl like you aka most of them who arent going to manually hunt it all down#cause trust me it feels like loosing your mind to try to find all the logs in game even while actively cheating#you know its bad when I had an easier time learning how to read the code and finding the logs there then actually finding them all in game#plus as far as I know a decent amount of them are dlc exclusive which makes it even more hard to get into#well maybe not harder but more money yknow#but yeah Im glad I had the experience of hunting lore stuff down manually but I would not wish it upon others lol
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warning: aphrodisiac venom
Sorry just keep thinking about nagas during the winter.
Maybe you’re shoveling snow when you notice a poor naga curled up on a rock, struggling to warm himself. You help him into your home and attempt to get his body heat up by placing him by the fire…
But he’s still so cold!
You don’t know what to do, but you’re pulled down into a hug with him, his lower body wrapping around you and his face burying itself into his neck.
“Warm..”
He wraps his body around you, and the only way you can get him to uncoil is by convincing him that you’ll both die in the snow.
“Come on, you can come inside. If we stay out here my body heat won’t be enough to keep us warm for long.”
So he joins you inside, wrapping around you again the second you close the door. Perhaps letting a creature that could strangle you and swallow you while wasn’t a good idea, but what other choice did you have?
He was a possessive thing, keeping his face buried in your neck and long body curled around you at all times. Recently he even started rutting against you, his two fat cocks peeking out of the slit in snake body.
“Inside… gotta be inside, okay?”
You whined as he easily slid your pants down, one of his cocks fucking your thighs while the other rubbed against your cunt.
He bit at your neck, aphrodisiac coursing through his fangs and into your bloodstream, making you go limp and your brain fog up.
The only thing on your mind now was getting off, and he was happy to oblige.
Being inside of you during winter was like Heaven. Feeling your warm, fat cunt tighten around one of his cocks caused the other to twitch against your thigh. Soon you’d be wet enough to fit both…
He pushed the head of his second cock against you, giving you another dose of the aphrodisiac. Your body felt like it was on fire, and he was quite enjoying the heat that radiated from your skin.
“That’s it, I know, you want more… I’ll give it to you, pet. Just be patient…”
Once you were wet and loose enough, he slowly slid his second cock into you, letting out a grunt as you stretched around him.
And then… he started purring. He felt so content, your body keeping him warm as he fucked in and out of you.
It was then he realized that you wouldn’t just be an object to keep him warm for the winter.
You would be his mate.
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My number one question is how does alhaitham live with kaveh and not LIKE crumble into pieces because he’s literally living with the most majestic person ever
#BRO#I think. I’d just discombobulate#like imagine a Lego character just spontaneously dissassmebling#HOW DID HE LOOK AT KAVEH SITTING ON THE TABLE IN FRONT OF HIM AND NOT LOOSE HIS MIND#I would’ve screeched and passed out fr#then woken up and cried#HES SO BEAUTIFUL CHAT AAAAAAAH#THEN RAN AWAY CAUSE IM EMBARRASSING MYSELF IN FRONT OF THE MOST BEAUTIFULEST BEING EVER#he’s so beautiful DHEIWLSSMAKA pls this is horrible#absolutely horrible oh my gosh SEDARE ME PLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLS#so much for not liking kaveh anymore I literally got dragged by the hair back to him 😭#dora daily#kaaaaaa😭😭😭😭veeeeehhhhh😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#future me is cooked if she sees these and she’s no longer into kaveh I pray for her safety#ACTUALLY I PRAY FOR YALLS SAFETY WHOEVER READS THIS IM SO SORRY I BET THIS LOOKS SO CRINGE IM SOBBING
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