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[gilverrwrites]

STOP WAIT THE TIM DRAKE WITH SIONIS!READER THAT WAS AMAZING

love academic rivals to lovers frfr

anyway but tim is also canonically a high school drop out so sionis!reader finishing school without him (technically dropped out when bruce went missing) 💀 idk why but with roman hating the wayne clan so much, I could see it being kept secret.

like a cute little forbidden fruit/secret relationship. robin & the daughter of the most notorious crime lord in the city?? jeez and you wanna ask why bruce/roman are paranoid /hj

but it's them sneaking around and then tim obviously leaves for his search for batman, dropping out of school, and it leaves sionis!reader all alone.

and then tim comes back!! and bruce is back but bruce doesn't really matter to them(reader), because tim left without a word, without a goodbye, and now he's back and I can imagine all the changes between that happened in that year he was too, the angst of him coming back.

like, would they try to find tim? would they try to go to wayne manor and figure out what the hell happened? I feel like it opens the door to possibilities between them

Hang in there, this is a real rambley ramble.

Ngl, I was picturing it for when he went to Ivy (which he also dropped out of lmao), and I like the idea of them being upfront about it for the comedy/reluctant acceptance angle, but there is still the potential for drama. However, I can see the appeal of them keeping it totally secret too (I'm gonna talk about that later in the post).

For now, heres my vision: You’re Romans favourite kid, his perfect lil angel child, the only one who wants anything to do with him so he dotes on you (to the extent that Roman can dote on anyone) and you go to him one day like; “I get perfect grades, I never miss curfew, I help with the family business, I never ask you for anything, PLEASE accept my boyfriend.” And at first `Roman’s just like… “No.”

Queue the “But Daddy I love him!” tantrum.

Unlike with Jason, Roman has never had any strong feelings toward Tim other than a general distaste cause of the Wayne association, so eventually he tries to come around, but it’s just awkward, and Tim hates it too cause he know your dad is Black Mask, and he can’t do anything without risking being exposed as Red Robin or upsetting you by causing a scene/fight. Is it to much to ask for the two most important men in your life to get along for one dinner? Please?

So, every time they meet the vibes are just off. However, they’re both trying really hard to get along cause they love you.

One night Tim unintentionally catches Black Mask red-handed and he can’t not do his job. The whole time they're fighting, Tim has this whole internal monologue going on about whether he should let Roman off with a warning for your sake, but eventually he’s like WWBD?

So, he hands Roman over to the authorities and the next day he sees you and your bawling! Inconsolable! Your dad is going to prison, your life is ruined. You’re also a bit of drama queen but validly tbh, what will this do for your social standings? Your college applications? Your career aspirations? Fuck Red Robin, you hate that guy!

You were raised by Roman Sionis, of course your inherited at least a little of his melodromatic genes.

Even though you're distressed Tim can’t keep from being like ‘You're mad at the wrong person here! Red Robin is the good guy! You're dad is the criminal, he wouldn't have been arrested if he wasn't a bad person! Who does bad things! He needs to face justice!”

It becomes a massive-ass argument until you’re like “Why can’t you be normal about this? I love my dad and this is going to have a huge effect on my life, why can’t you just be upset for me?”

Tim doesn’t have an answer cause the answer is "I'm Red Robin" but fuck that guy, right? The whole issue goes unresolved.

Or maybe he does snap and tell you the truth but that just makes things worse! "You're my boyfriend and you arrested my father! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?!?"

When you visit him at Blackgate, your father is quietly elated by the break up, he doesn’t say as much. He plays the concerned father, offers you comfort. He reminds you that when he killed lost his parents, it started a new age of loyalty amonst the Sionis clan. As long as you're good to your family (him), it will be good to you. Oh, and btw, he needs you to handle a few things while he's gone. Don't worry, your family pisses money, he'll be out of here in no time but this stuff is important and time sensitive, and he needs you to keep it on the down low.

The next time you see Tim, he’s Red Robin and you’re the one he catches in the act.

Also, Tim telling that Bat-Fam “So yeah, I’m seeing someone new, it’s Y/N Sionis.” And everyone looks at Steph for a second, then back to Tim and is like “Dude! Get a new type!”

Also also, you visit the Wayne family for the first time, and after growing up drilled to hate these people you’re lowkey so nervous. You’re expecting them to hate you, because you learned nothing from presuming the same thing about Tim. The youngest one is definitely scary, and the butler must be convinced you’re gonna steal something because he will not allow you to be left alone (he’s remembering teenage Roman hanging out with teenage Bruce and being the worst), but otherwise everyone is actually kinda chill. Maybe a bit overly polite but not unpleasant.

But I can totally see the appeal of them keeping it totally secret too. Especially if Tim tells you about being Red Robin. How it might force you to come to terms with your morality by enabling your father/not holding him accountable. Major existential crisis material.

Of if he doesn’t tell you, the angst of your boyfriend just up and leaving without a word, not responding to your calls, texts, emails.

When he does come back you’ve ‘moved on’. Or you thought you had until you saw him again. But after he left you high and dry you’re fuming, and won’t allow him to just walk skate back into your life.

Tim pining after you while you’re excelling in your college/job pursuit. You keep catching glimpses of Red Robin while you’re out on dates or visiting your dad. Tim tells himself he’s just vetting your new boyfriends or ensuring your dad isn’t up to no good. But really its because he’s missed you and doesn’t know how to make up for cutting you out of his life.

He also notices how you never bring your dates home. How you still bury yourself in his old hoodie at night. How you haven’t finished binge watching that show the two of you were working on together. Those little nuggets of hope are what keeps him hanging on.

[naskaolgia]

Your Craig headcanons got me curious

What are your Stan headcanons?

OKAY UHH SO

There aren't as much because craig is my boy and I know every little thing about craig, but I still have stan headcannons that are kind of idk personal?? so

•He's mixed, half Colombian half white, Colombian from Randy's side and white on his mom's side

•he doesn't know Spanish because randy never learned it cause of cultural assimilation and stuff

•I'm a trans ftm stan truther frfr, he's kind of always known he was a guy or in the transmasc area sense he was itty bitty so he's pretty stealth

•randy honestly probably has no idea his son is trans because he don't pay attention enough

•Stan and craig only know they are related through a school dna test which I thought was kind of funny

•him and kyle go off to santa cruz with their dad's every summer, i feel like the beach is important to both stan and kyle

•stan growing up to be a vet of sorts I've always loved the headcannon

•stan is like oblivious and like BAD at lying, he's just bad at it

•he's like a very clingy bastard and also a romantic because duh

•it's basically cannon at this point but he's definitely a alcoholic mann

Yeah thats all I can think about rn but thankyou for the ask!! I'm having fun answering all them

[svefs]

Definitely the better Suzuki ever 👍

TW!: Cursing and mentions of alcoholism, NOT incest FFS, we love Iruma, IruAzz shipper reader frfr, I support other ships (not the bad bad ones y'all calm down)too don't attack me, im high and it's 3am, Fem!reader, hey bbg you look kinda cute

Summary: You're Iruma Suzuki's younger sister cause yes. Not really known by most of his friends since you're like 10 years younger than him (basically a kid that still can't attend school). That is untill you followed your older brother to Babyls secretly (how? Idk why are you asking me im defo not the author 🤷‍♀️)

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"Shichiro" said Kalego surrounded by an ominous aura while the misfits are sweating buckets in the background.

Balam Shichiro was only trying to help a toddler. Getting a lecture by co-worker was definitely not in list.

"BAT!" you screamed on the top of your lungs as if you were a drunkard

Uh oh

Few hours earlier

"Pera! upsies,"you babbled wanting to be carried.

"Y/N-sama, please forgive me but I am a bit busy here," Opera said while carrying the dirty laundry.

You huffed and walked away pouting at the fact that Opera was busy. It's childish but your still a kid so do whatever you want.

Unfortunately, a bright idea sparked into your mind. Your adoptive grandpa is the principal of Babyls, the school your big brother goes too. So if we're to go on a little adventure you'll be able to get your older brother and maybe your grandpa to play with you. It's basically child's play (how ironic), but you're a human child so it's fine.

So the journey begins, with you leaving Opera in a state of panic while you're following your carefree brother and his two friends while they walk to school. Of course it is harder for you to catch up to them since you can barely walk but you can crawl your way through hell if you wanted to.

Once you reached the school entrance it was basically empty, meaning you weren't fast enough to play with your brother before his class starts. As you were about to enter through the door, a deep voice startled you.

"A child?"

You look behind to see a tall man with chicken feet and short white hair. Iruma has told you about a white haired tall teacher with chicken feet named Balam Shichiro that is intimidating but kind nonetheless. So what do you do? The only logical thing duh.

"Bal!"

you shouted rendering him speechless.

"You know me?"

he asked while picking you up while you answered by nodding.

"VROOM VROOM!!"

"Vroom....?"

Few minutes after (he finally got the memo)

"So.... you want me to bring you to Iruma?"you nodded in response as he started walking somewhere. You were completely relaxed in Balam's hold which made him question your identity even more since he was used to people being scared of his appearance.Getting to Iruma was not really that hard. You can tell where he is all the time especially with the people he hangs out with. Poor Iruma, can't even live his school life quietly without drawing attention. But since class already started, he's definitely in the Royal one. He wouldn't be the type to skip class at all.

Back to the present

"AAAAAAAAAAAAA BIG BAD BAT!!!" you started shrieking definitely startling half the class from your sudden outburst.

"Y/N! Calm down," your brother takes you away from Balam's hold inorder to try and calm you down. Did it work?

Lol no.

Why?

Cause seeing a certain pink haired male, made you think of all the times your brother would come back home just to rant to you about him. Oh the burning pain, hearing your brother talk about his oh-so obvious crush that he has yet to realise. Almost felt bad for this Azz guy if it weren't for the fact this Azz guy has also yet to realise his feelings. This is too much bs for you to handle. Definitely too much.

Meanwhile Opera was still panicking at the mansion lmfao

Note:

You have no idea how bored I am

[meistwentyinchheels]

THE may lore post

Hello everyone, it is time. TIME to share a bunch of my Keyframes winter MC, May's, lore!!! This isn't gonna be all of it (gotta keep up the air of mystery somehow), but just as a heads up I will be touching upon some more sensitive topics (toxic relationships, slight familial issues etc.) incase y'all don't wanna read that.

And if you're unfamiliar with May then here is the link to her introduction post!! Please do read that before you read this as I will not be heavily repeating stuff I've already said...although if you're in the KF fan server then there's a chance you already know some of this stuff, because it's always Mercy angst hours there (TRUST 🙏) and I just love to ramble abt her.

To start off this experience I am sharing May's angst playlist!!! (it's not the only one actually uh) and the lore rambles will be under the cut. Note: this post is really fucking long by the way so be prepared to be reading for a WHILE.

Beginning with her background, there isn't really that much to say? But I will say that she was born in Incheon, South Korea although she moved to Los Angeles, California, US at the age of 7. Her immediate family consists of her, her father, mother and younger sister. May's younger sister, April (legal name is Haeyoon), is younger by 4 years meaning that she is a high school junior at the time the first spring semester demo takes place. Her father is a surgeon and her mother is a baker.

Soooo...some of you might be wondering why May and her family moved to the US, right? Well, the answer to that question would have something to do with May's father's side of the family. I've mentioned in her introduction post that her family is wealthy and that is where a large portion of their wealth comes from. And you guessed it! That entire side of the family are extremely bigoted (to put it lightly...if that says anything). Her father's family also did not approve of her mother which would add another reason as to why they would want to get away from them. Technically they could have moved to Jeju Island, which is where May's mother is from, but due to certain reasons that wasn't an option and so they opted to move to the US in hope of a better life.

Despite physically moving farther away from them, they are still in low contact. This does occasionally cause issues, but May's parents make an attempt (emphasis on the attempt) to keep her and her sister out of it all. The occasional visits back to Incheon also don't really help their situation. But that is as much as I'm willing to share about her family situation :3 Also guys don't worry, May's mother's side of the family are actually normal (thank god). Her cousins on that side love to make random shitposts with her on TikTok (so real of them frfr).

Oh also, speaking of moving. May did move back to South Korea by herself when she was like 13. Then she returned to the States the year she turned 16. Will I explain why she moved back? Nope! Although I will say that her 3 year stay in SK affected her decision to stay as an indie musician instead of trying to go mainstream. If you're catching onto what I mean then no the fuck you don't.

Then moving onto May's horribly messy love life (and if my predictions regarding the Percy route are correct then...my condolences)! There is uhm, a lot. to unpack here. I think I've mentioned in an ask that May has been in 2 relationships and 1 situationship before. None of which ended well actually I MEAN WHO SAID THATTTTTT. So if I attempt to shortly summarize those it would be something along the lines of...

Her love life beginning with a situationship with a girl called Lucia in like sophomore year of high school. See the thing that makes this thing so complicated is that Lucia's parents were homophobic as fuck. This influenced Lucia, obviously, which caused her to go into denial and whatever was between her and May fizzled out. Wanna know why? Because she ghosted May!!! Yeah. Then she got a boyfriend like 2 weeks after that. So safe to say that May's first experience with romance was not that great. She also gained a fear of abandonment so uh. do with that information what you will.

Then we move onto her first actual relationship which began merely 4 months after the ordeal with Lucia. This is where the real shitshow begins by the way!!!! Anyways so, she got together with this guy called Chris who she was introduced to by a friend of hers called Jenn. This relationship was also May's longest one so it lasted like BARELY over 2 years. Honestly their breakup was kind of(?) expected considering everything kinda...went to shit after the Sacramento Incident. Which took place like a year before their breakup (so during HS senior year).

Will I be elaborating what I mean by the Sacramento Incident? Hmmmm nah, although I will say it's smth smth smth the beginning of the downfall of May's entire HS friend group smth smth smth Chris and Jenn (?) smth smth smth people got into a lot of shit after it. Also for context: Sacramento is like...a 7hr-ish drive away from LA. How did a bunch of high school seniors get there? Who knows. I do! But am I gonna tell y'all? NOPE. Also May didn't return home for like 4 days after it then got grounded for like 3 weeks with her only communication method with her friends being her fucking school email.

Oops I derailed for a sec there, ANYWAYS! The reason why Chris and May broke up? That would be because Chris cheated on May with Jenn. Lovely isn't it!! I will not explain any further. And so since it was her first ever relationship (and a long-term one at that) the breakup kinda. fucked her up mentally like...permanently. Girlie is NOT okay. Then like a month after the breakup, May started college at Wryn Mayer. So she was still very much recovering from that heartbreak.

Then we get to May's 2nd relationship...oh boy. This one was CRAZYYYYYY. Like actually. I'm not joking btw. So, like around November of that same year she got together with this guy called Tavon (who was like a 3rd year at Wryn Mayer when they got together). However, guess what...Tavon is the ex of one of May's college friends, Sienna. And because she got with him like only 2 months after Tavon and Sienna ended things uhhhh safe to say that the two girls were no longer friends (yikes).

To add to the fucked up factor, Tavon was kind of a rebound for May? Like she hadn't fully moved on from Chris when she got together with Tavon. Also I'm not really gonna get into the nitty gritty details of May and Tavon's relationship, because there's some REALLY fucked up shit going on there 😭 But if I sum it up uhhh...let's just say that Tavon was manipulative and controlling as fuck. That's just barely scratching the surface of whatever went on there, but when she was with him it's like May's self-respect was non-existent (which is a huge contrast to her usual self).

Tavon also uhm. cheated on May like 3 times? And because the dude was too good at manipulating her she did forgive him each time. But by the end of her 1st year at college she was slowly coming to a realization that he's destroying her mental health and so she broke up with him like just a few weeks before summer vacation. Then they were also on and off for another 2 months after that. But her besties (Cam and Deja) managed to convince her to cut him off completely. May has been single after that shitshow and now has not only a fear of abandonment, but also trust and commitment issues!!

That whole ordeal was also the reason why May impulsively bleached her hair blonde during the summer before her 2nd year in college. Before that she had never bleached or dyed her hair before so she had virgin black hair for 20 years. She also stayed blonde for like half a year I'd say? She didn't dye her hair red until like a month before the BBQ where she met the boys. That red won't stick for long either because I'm planning on her to dye her hair black during the summer lol.

So yeah May's been through some shit, but at least she still has some of her high school friends and also Cam and Deja to help her heal <3 Let's hope all that healing doesn't go down the drain once she gets with Percy (devs if you're reading this then please spare us 🙏). Speaking of him actually!!! I have a Mercy (May and Percy's ship name btw, say ty to one of my friends for suggesting that name) playlist and it's actually what I've been listening to the whole time I've been writing this. So here's the link!

And yes May is very very very Ethel Cain coded (LISTEN TO THE PREACHER'S DAUGHTER ALBUM!!! GUYS TRUST!!!). There is honestly so much more lore I could elaborate on, but this is already long enough that I feel like speaking more on it will kill me internally. So I'm gonna leave this off here!! Ty for reading and I'm so sorry because this is like 1.6k words long...

[neutrallyobsessed]

you've said before you're okay with/like incest, but are you into noncon as well? if so, what scenarios are your favorites?

Yes, i also enjoy non-con stories, specially with a comedic funny tone and since this is a sensitive topic, the elaboration and mucho texto will be under the cut

I got a bit stuck on this one cause I was thinking exclusively on fanfics, and I dont usually read that for the simple fact that it doesnt come up in fandoms/ships that im interested but then I remembered of ero manga and lmao yeah thats where all the noncon I like to read is. Anyways, my absolute fav scenarios are trapped in a wall and chikan ♡

What I like about these scenarios is that the victim just casually gets themselves on the situations. Like I was just using the short cut I've always used or I'm literally just taking the train to school. It's all so easy and simple and to the point, not to mention all that comedic potential. And there's no brute force involved, just an embarrasment predicament and someone coming by to take the opportunity~~

The Trapped in a wall trope is very versatile, it doesn't even have to be in a wall and it doesn't have to be in a vertical way. When I tell you that posibilities are endless I truly mean it and they all are sososo good! And yes, here is where most of the comedy is stored, I don't think I need to explain much on the way, you can find yourself that if the story isn't a hurt/no comfort prostitution one, then it's most likely a more lighthearted funny kinda story ;P

On the other hand, if the Chikan is not literally Being molested from behind standing up in a crowded train then it doesn't do it for me lmao. I've read the sitting next to the pervert, on a bus, straight up gangrape on a train tropes and I'm like ._. jsksjksjsk I'm not exactly sure why I'm so precise with this one but yeah I can read this exact same plot a thousand times and it never loses its charm, I really really love this one ♡

I enjoy dubcon too. Blackmail, hypnosis, just having good enough oration, get someone to sleep with your words, with the power of your mind and strategy, by being Very Convincing. The victim second guessing themselves but it feels too good to say no now, so might as well. Very big fan of the Might As Well, very big fan of noncon turned con because dick/pussy game so superb x3

In non-penetrative non-consensual shenanigans, non-cuck vouyerism with the peeping tom masturbating to the scene is the absolute best, ate left no crumbs more of this please. I haven't seen like, shipper gets to see confirmation first hand (pun intended) when that could go so hard frfr but maybe I can look for it… RigsPelt with Jane (or maybe Cho that'd be so fuuny) sounds plausible. Also I did write a NaruMayo with Edgeworth but I'm kinda ehh on posting it, but I still could, who knows.

With this information I went to read fics about these tropes and like I don't know if the filtering failed me or something but I don't think this is cutting it :/. It is rape so of course people will write paragraphs of ohh i don't want this, my body is reacting in ways I don't want to :((( shuuut tf up and enjoy the free sex, goodness are some bitches ungrateful sometimes… Doujins may have dialogue like this too but it's easier to ignore and just look at the pretty pictures of the victim's orgasms and all that ^^. Best I could find is like, asmr scripts? since they're mostly from the abuser's pov so you get all the feeling good (and maybe guilty) parts without the this feels bad and it hurts parts, so that's pretty epic

That being said, there's this narumayo fic that is SO GOOD cause it's about Maya channelling Dahlia so Phoenix can take revenge on her and MY GOD THAT IS LIKE THE GREATEST MOST ROMANTIC THING EVER!!!!!! Maya is willing to give her own body and even get hurt so Phoenix can get his closure and if that's not love then idk what is. And what I love most bout this fic is that it is literally so them, this could totally happen in canon, I love canon complaincy so fukking much!!!!

((cough 4/5 Topher/Reader fics are noncon and they all so good holy fuck, specially the first two but specially the first one, a 9.5/10 basically and when it hits it hits. whoever wrote that knew what was up and I'm saddened that there won't be a Proper Climax if you know what I'm saying but oh well cough))

In conclusion: I like it when everyone is enjoying themselves, especially the victim; if consent can be revoked at anytime, then it can also be given at anytime; no force, only strategy; being Stuck in a Predicament is Epic; Funny! Creative! Canon-Complaint! Yes, Yes, Yes >w<!!!; absolutely NO hurt or pain or trauma, only happy endings~♡

[last minute addition: superpowers can be pretty cool too, but again, no (super)force only strategy. Invisibility and Time Stopping are neat for a general one-shot and for fandoms that include superpowers, it's just a matter of using them in a cool, canon-complaint manner and I'm hooked! Examples I've encountered: Mineta using his quirk to trap victims, classic I like it. Ino passing her mind onto Sasuke's and make his body assault her unconscious one, THAT'S FUCKING GENIUS I LOVE IT!!!]

[aceagilecrash]

ok so obvi;ously spoilers for arcane s2 finale

this is the first time I've had a dream about a ship and I figured I just wanna share it with you guys.

So it starts off right after jayce and viktor come together within the crystal / arcane and as some people have theorized it's actually a teleportation rune so LOLOL MY BRAIN HAD THOUGHT UP that they ended up in a location far removed from piltover/zaun.

In the dream they crash land into a meadow with a large tree near a cliffside. I just remember jayce and viktor waking up slowly and realize that they didn't actually die and that they lived through that. viktor still in his ratty ass blanket and with his cunty bob and jayce in his final battle clothes but obvi no hammer in sight. it's just the two of them and jayce can't believe that they're still alive despite everything. a little ways over is a small town / village

in my dream all i remember is jayce introducing himself as jayce talis and then when people see his hand on viktors' back hes like and my partner, viktor (which causes so much confusion amongst the villagers about their actual relationship)

ITS LIKE sometimes I see some scenes and I'm like there's no way the brain thought of that, but I remember them not really speaking about their relationship and it's so.... jayvik coded of them, because when it comes down to it that's one of their major issues between the two of them. THey don't know how to communicate lol

i just feel like it's been viktor's whole life to put up walls and barriers for himself to try to fit in with able bodied kids, to trying to fit in within piltover / the academy so he can prove that he's worth it as someone from the undercity/zaun that he belongs there. and so he's never really been himself or has the space to be himself except those brief times when he's with jayce, but i still feel like he puts up these walls to protect himself (i.g. when he wakes up and immediately pushes jayce away and breaks up with... def a defensive mechanism fer sure) bc he's scared that people won't accept him because of his flaws, that he's from zaun which people look down upon and he's disabled and not the most perfect looking guy.

then i think jayce is like... not to say spoiled, but he's used to getting everything that he wants, the only time notwithstanding is when he almost got exiled, but it's like he has funding to do the research that he wants and he does. and despite the forementioned exiling that still worked out in his favor because he ended up with viktor ( HIS SAVIOR ALWAYS ALWAYS HIS SAVIOR, MORE ON THAT LATER) and inventing hextech. but i think the thing with jayce is that like he is like this perfect example to piltover to like not only innovation Man of PRogress frfr, but like an able bodied man from a House TM with a sponsorship from a Counsilor House. And there's totally nothing wrong with that I will always at the end of the day be a jayce defender but the guys like that popular kid in high school thats captain of the football team and also on the math team you know? on top of that he's kind, but I just don't think he's had to work hard at something you know? and with viktor you would have to work hard to break down his barriers.

for example if you look at jayce's relationship with mel, it did start off because mel wanted something from jayce so that she could secure good footing with the creators' of hextech and to also establish jayce as a person with power that she can influence (hence him becoming a counselor its just the right moves for her) right? but it's also like you can't help but fall for jayce and his puppy dog eyes and I'm not saying i'm anti-mel, I think she's beautiful and smart and sly aND THE WOLF but she's also sorta perfect. the perfect girl for the perfect guy, except the whole time that jayce was with her jayce mostly brought up his imperfect dying best friend. he slept with her, but viktor is the one who's bedside he stayed by yk? like i think a part of him and what he realizes in season 2 from season 1 is that he has all these expectations placed on him and at the core of it, he's just a big nerd who's special interest is magic and he just wants to be with viktor

anyway so back to my dream, it's like my brain knew that and knew that a big reason why season 2 is the divorce arc is all the not communicating jayce and viktor do. so in this perfect area and smaller scale than piltover/zaun it's like they can start fresh and they do. but they don't talk about what happened to them and why they're there in the first place. their first logical step is survival mode they need to eat and they need shelter. so they do that, albeit with a lot of kindness from the villagers who feed them and house them temporary. in my dream, they use their engineering degrees to the fullest to help out in anyway despite the fact that between the two of them they only have like 2.5 functioning legs.

jayce builds them a house and it just makes sense frugal wise that there's only one bed and one building and he ends up with the town's black smithery but the black smith is very old and they don't really need him as much because they can get a lot of their supplies from other places when they can afford to go to other ports.

in my dream viktor builds the town children toys because the town is basically just old people and children and everyone else of age went to go to some military campaign? idk brains work weird and dreams just assume things. he's doing that and sometimes learning how to cook so that the two of them could actually stop relying on this old grandma that felt bad when she found them out in the woods eating random ass salamanders that jayce catches randomly and viktor didn't realize he got the appetite for them.

at the climax ish of the dream is that the village people start getting sick, and viktor realizes that hey actually he became somewhat of a mage, it's not as all powerful as what the hexcore was but he's still and has learned to be attuned with magic, it has the added bonus of not totally corrupting him. so he wants to help the people out because at the core of viktor IS THAT HE WANTS TO HELP PEOPLE. that's why him and jayce get along because sure they're both brilliant, but at the end of the day they're just nice dudes that wanna help people. so viktor wants to help people with magic. but jayce:?

jayce is scared because he wants nothing to do with magic anymore. he's overcorrecting the issue, he was obsessed with it and now he wants nothing to do with it. to him magic used to be the thing that saved him but then he realized that his actual savior has always been and will forever be viktor. and he lost viktor to the arcane, sure he's the one that gave him the hexcore to keep him alive, but it's only because of the influence of the arcane that viktor even did what he did in s2.

so they fight because for viktor it's about autonomy hes in control this time and he can do something to help so it's not within him to not help people who need help. and jayce is NOT getting what he wants which is now to live a peaceful life with viktor. and thats what the fight's always gonna be about is that they want two different things, but don't know how to communicate to each other in a healthy way, so viktor tries to leave.

but jayce has seen what alternate post herald viktor has seen and he's been told by him about viktor that jayce is the only one who convincer viktor otherwise, so he fights to keep him. he tells him how he cant lose him again honestly instead of just implying it with the stupid house he built and the working hard to provide him a home honey and building a house right next to the tree they landed next to because viktor loves sitting underneath it on sunny days to rest his leg when it's acting up. bc to me? i think jayce fell first, he just didn't realize. jayce fell in love with the man that stopped him from jumping and always wanted him to share in the spotlight. that he calls partner and never once looked down at viktor and always treated him as an equal and saw his faults and imperfections and it's not until that he had GONE INTO LITERALLY THE ASTRAL PLANE OF VIKTOR'S EXISTENCE? MIND? that he saw oh this man's not perfect and I still want him anyway. that life isn't worth it if he's not there. and it's why hes so anti magic now because to him even though for a long time he thought magic saved him, he realized that in actuality it's always been viktor. so he doesn't need magic anymore

viktor is soo unprepared for this bc to him this whole time period is about repentance for what he's done. he's not sure if he fully believes what jayce has said about him, but he's also not pulling up his barriers so high that jayce can't reach. (tho he did lower it mostly because he literally saw through jayce's minds perspective to him and its never weak, or unequal and he is seen as eyecatching to jayce) bc he's so used to seeing jayce with his perfect girlfriend, perfect life and he's like there's no room for me there so i will leave first before he can hurt me.

uhm and yeah i dont remember the rest of my dream, but my rambles and head canons are in here and i'm just so UGH FERAL ABOUT JAYVIK FER REAL like why did they do that LOL

i'd like to think that they work it out, that they find some way to help but also maintain their simple life and that its always gonna be the two of them in it together. that viktor lets himself despite his flaws get what he wants and that he deserves jayce. and jayce learns that sometimes you gotta fight hard for what you want and that if you're with the right person sometimes all you need is eachother.

anyway if you made it this far through my fucking rambling and incomplete sentences and incoherent paragraphs all for this stupid ship from a freaking toxic game, congrats! you also have a problem LOL also hit me up in the comments if you wanna see someone write this (not me someone write this for me hello???)

[zhvakinnn]

HIIII how are you?? I hope you are doing well and getting enough sleep and food to eat!!

I was wondering if you can do a Logan x black fem! reader? I just love my blonde nerdy boy, he needs some lovin' frfr

You could do anything you want with it, I don't personally mind at all, yk cuz ue the writer and all lmao, plus I don't like pressuring ppl either.

THANKKKK YOU AND HAVE A BLESSED DAY 🫶🤍

Yess logan needs more attention!

Warning's: racist (yuck)

✨as always i don't know much English so if something is wrong correct me✨

You were alone because your getting teased about being black

His alone because his getting teased about being nerdy

So when you two were group its kind of awkward you were both scared to talk to each other but then he find out your in the astrology club too you two suddenly became close

Just two outcast being together, when you visited his house you met his grandparents and thought they hate you but they were kind and caring

While walking with him after school Barron always pick up on you and logan yet he was the one who always gets hurt in the end

You want to confront them but Logan just shrugged it off and told you that there's nothing to worry about

Everytime you drop him in his house his grandparents always ask you why did he have a bruise again and you always find a way to lie about it and they somehow believe you?

But even all this things you two were never not attached to the hip even the teachers wants you two to be grouped because no one ever dared to talk to you or him so you were always a pair

Then all the sudden poof you both have now a new five friends

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After everything that happened logan starting to change a bit you was a bit more serious he doesn't talk to much like before

"hey (name) fun fact if you sneez so hard you might break a rib cage?"

*new trauma unlock*

On more and more blah blah stuff that you like about him starting to fade away

You miss everything about him even though you dont though you don't understand most of them you still love him blabbering every small detail about those things

That's where you feel those feelings like you swallowed a whole pack of butterflys in you're stomach yet you kept overthinking what if this was all a bet and he didn't like talking to you

What if he won't like you back because you're black (I'm no racist don't attack me)

This things keep swerling in your mind

You also noticed in the realm his more tired i mean we're all tired but his different he was starting to avoid you like if you said hi he will smile at you then walk away

Even in the real world you wanted to walk with him but he denied you're offer and said he can walk himself

You wanted to confront him but you don't wanna sound clingy so you just let it go

But he really wasn't ignoring you he was only embarrassed of his feelings too but doesn't know how to say it

It was so awkward between you two that made your friends question what happened to the both of you

You two were attached to the hip then suddenly you and him suddenly became distance

They wanna fix what has been done because you two are cute together they even think that you and logan are a better couple but doesn't say it because you said so

But whenever they let you two sit in a room its getting more awkward and awkward causing it to just let you two out

Then they tie you up together causing you having tantrum because of how tight the rope is

They tried everything they can but ben said or wrote "its better if the two of them fix this than us fixing it" Ashlyn nodded

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"aw where's you're little boyfriend now"

The woman speak she was one of those bastard that goes with Barron now what do they want..

"he's not my boyfriend you asshole"

You wanna punch her so bad but couldn't escape one slice of your throat and your dead

"what did you say to me?"

Then the door open revealing Barron and his minions, ngl they do look like a minion

"what do you want now" you frown at him and glaring

"remember that one time you literally beat the shit out of me in the arcade huh?!" The woman let go of you, and you stumbled to barron

"listen here N(word, I will not say it) my friend left me because of that boyfriend of yours"

"okay one since when did a friend do and follow you're orders because friend always helps each other not follow one because this world doesn't need a follow the leader for you and second i just told her Logan isn't mine" whenever you denied he's not your boyfriend you feel a heavy chest you wanna take back what you said

"you stupid bitch, you're gonna regret this" he smirked at you

You tried to fight but you were outnumbered you took down most of them but still couldn't

Now you were laying down near the dumpster crying that Logan was there to hug you but you just curled up taking the pain where they beat you up you cried silently

Then a hand touches you

"w..what the hell do you want now-" your words cut when you met a worried teary eyes there is the one you're looking for that face that you love, that you wouldn't get bored to stare at it

"who- what? Uh why are you just sitting here..and you're hair..." Yes you're hair was cut after you smack that womans face atleast she was a broken nose now

You stayed silent then cried Logan tried to calm you down by hugging to and you're head at his shoulder this is what you wanted. Even at this serious situation Logan couldn't help it his chest was beating so fast

"did you find?!...her" Taylor screamed then stop when thay saw you and logan

" i know you two need a moment but can i ask what happened to (name) hair?" Aiden said not breaking a smile

You still stayed silent "are you okay? Do you wanna tell us or maybe later or not" he cupped your cheeks making you dizzy you were so inlove with this nerd

"Barron.." once they heard his name they changed reaction mostly Logan "what did he do?" You can see aiden trying to calm down and angry bird i mean an angry Ben

You shake your head not wanting to say nothing more

Then logan came looking for him you tried to stop him but he got out of your grip you told your friends to stop him but they just stayed silent and took you to you're house. Tyler was piggy backing you because you felt numb and weak at the moment once you got there you asked them if Logan texted them

They shook their heads and waited Ashlyn texted Logan that you are in you're house

Not a minute later the door came busting open he was dirty but not that dirty

He looked angry and kind scary aura around him

When you walk up to Logan everybody knew it was time to leave you two alone

"don't worry that woman regret cutting your hair" he said while he hugged you and you can't help but smile even that little things he did can make your heart beat

Then now you were the one who was cupping his cheeks " thank you Logan" your face was so close to him causing you two to back away Logan scratch his nape and your scratching your arm

"hey.."

"um.."

You two said it at the same time

"you go first" you told him

"look i know we've been friends for not that long but long enough so I'm okay if you leave this friendship once i told you this"

You're eyes were widen your feelings starting to sink you don't wanna end this friendship nor do not wanna lose this feelings for him

You were caught when your lips and him were connected suddenly then pulled away only you taking the collar of his shirt kissing him again you pulled away when the door was open" hey you two okay there?... Sorry" aidne peek then close the door you look at logan and you both giggle

"are you sure you want me? I mean I'm not that you know those skin-"

"I don't care about your skin or anything else I just know that i love you and that won't change anything" you started to tear up again and hugged him

"Once the sun asked moon for a hug they call it an eclipse "

You giggled at Logan poetry again and told him it was cheezy

"it was not?! Here is one i remember and i promise it's not cheezy"

You giggled and told him to go one he cleared his throat

"so, i love you because the entire galaxy conspired to help me find you" -paulo coelho

"alright alright that's enough" you two were giggling little do you know they were listening to the both of you smiling

"told you, you can't fix between a two bird if you invade them" ben wrote

Okay maybe he is a good at poetry too

I LOVE LOGAN SO MUCHHH

Masterlist | about me | rules

[sunflowersemblance]

CHARACTER PROFILE/INTRO [MOUTHWASHING]

Jordana Stefka, clocking in!

Hi!

Super excited to be here. I’ve never worked in space before! Actually, never really worked full stop. I’m nineteen, pretty young to have a proper job. Just finished school, heh.

Sure, technically it’s unpaid labour and stuff, but I get a safe place to sleep, work experience and I also get to go into space?? Like. Hello! Space!!! That’s so cool!

I didn’t even have to do a whole big astronaut training mission thing or whatever, because I’m not going to like… unexplored territory, but still. Pretty sick, right?

Anyway. I’m writing this at the start of my new ‘job’. I don’t do much crazy stuff. Not much of a mechanic, ‘cause I always end up breaking things when I try to fix them. And I’m not really one for numbers full stop. So at the moment, I’m just here to help with basic things! You know. Cooking, cleaning, basically a glorified janitor and cook, but it goes for work experience that I can totally use later! But the company did say I’d probably be allowed to help out if we wound up finding like. Weird alien plants or something. I doubt it, but it would be so awesome (it would be so cool) if I got the chance to use all that silly plant knowledge…

Well.

I’m really looking forward to this, actually. Beats going to university for like eight years just to go into space for sure!

I’ll write a log again when something interesting happens.

Seeya!

-J

// OOC //

Okay gang lord help my anxiety 💥💥

It’s so scary writing frfr

[virocci]

おはよう　みなさん！ welcom back to the blog ppls

i figured i should do a life update once more since its been a good while.

firstly,

i think i wanna try speaking more japanese, im learning it with my school rn and ik that i understand and can speak quite a bit. its just i forget vocab so easily :,) maybe ill start tryna speak/test more in my blog posts :>

game segment *woosh woosh super cool transition*

i bought the $30 season pass for strinova hehe. i went level like 85-87 and then bought it and gave me and extra 25 to complete the battle pass :> idk if im gonna go ahead and do that again, it all depnds what in the pass and if i feel that ill be able to finish it :,)

i also pulled THE HERTA in hsr :> (my last post) but i speant all my stellar jades on her which is soooo sad. i was planning to get jade for her if i got herta early... but i didnt :( i think ill try to farm for jades and to see if i can pull jade :> i reeeeeeally wanna build a herta team hehe. i also still havent built sunday yet... or rappa for that matter. i think one day ill have to sit down and js do allll my grinding lol

also, i havent acc rll touched zzz since i completed the event but ive been feeling and itch to log again so maybe ill do that. im saving to get the vtuber girls and they supposedly are supposed to come out in march SO I REEEEALLY gotta be saving HARD.

also miku in fortnite. i legit downloaded fortnite JUST for miku and am acc lowk thinking abt buying her skin lol. only problem is that both of skins is like 4.6K vbucks and if I were to buy it id need to spend 50$ and i cant rlly afford to do that rn :(

ive also gotten like 10-ish hours into persona 5 :> the point to when your exploring the second castle. :D im reeeeally enjoying the game so far AND I CANT WAIT FOR FUTABA.

game segament done *super cool silly woop woop transition*

this next two weeks i have aaaaall my finals so iv been studying super hard. this friday i have my grade 12 math final exam and omggg im have been studying HARRD. I AM LOCKED IN FRFR. i rlly hope i do well so i atleast wont have to redo the exam when i do the course again :>

also eggrolls (the g u y, refer to past posts lol), COMPLETELY turned away from me when i went to see a friends that has lunch on the same floor w/ him. theres a whole group of ppl there and he eat w/ those ppl since his gf is there. And, my friend wasn't there so i was tryna ask someone ik we she was, and i looked to eggrolls for a minute (HE COMPLETLY avoided me btw) and HIS GF answered saying my friend isnt eating there anymore (or today idk what she said). but either way i found it kinda funny. idk if i mentioned this but i ended up never following him back on his public account, i js thought he didnt deserve it :) also there was a day we were doing some activity in class and he tried asking me for answers, i js pretended i didnt hear him and didnt move (there was also a group around his desk/behind me so it was plausable i didnt hear him) and i feel kinda proud of myself for not budging.

also there was a day during winter break i saw people from my old school when i was out with wifey 2. they were two guys who bullied me and were just assholes to me back in 8th grade. they just made fun of me for watching stuf like gacha and anime (listen i was in a phase back then) and also for wanting to dress more alternativly. acc, everyone in my class would say i was weird cause i wanted to dress differently and less basic (if i may say). that day i was wearing like a SCRUMPTIOUS fit. and after we saw them, i felt so proud of myself for being able to prove them wrong. like it felt so satisfying showing the ppl who put me down for being myself and prove that i executed it SO WELL.

anyways, i believe thats it for now :) i think another life update will have to come after exam unfortuanelty :(\

side note... if anyone actually sees this and reads this its kinda just a public journal :3 i feel i should be documenting more things that happen to me so this is my way of doing so. either way id still appreciate some interaction... i like seein ppl listen to what i havce to say :3

here is a yummy song for chu since you read allllll that :3

[tojiscrack]

Heyy, so to put things shortly, I'm one of the many people who fell in love with you work, liar, liar and wrote to tell you about it. Unfortunately, I've deleted my previous account because that extra Gmail was getting annoying. If you remember me, I asked you for writing tips and you gave me some very valuable insights!

I haven't opened tumblr in so long because of the grind of school 😭😭😭. But I still kept on reading your work, (the bonus chapter on 10-year-old yn and megumi was so cute, especially when megumi stayed outside the door she was locked in to correct her grammar) and YN'S APOLOGY HAD ME REELINGGG. I fell face first into my pillow laughing after I read it again just now.

Btw, I completely understand where you come from when you mentioned the hiatus. But still it feels like an itch being left unscratched. It ain't a slow burn, it's a slow roast and to think there won't be another chapter in 5 months....

Btw, I truly wish all the best for you, and FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART, THANK YOU THANK YOU for the kind of writing that was something I never knew had been looking for. It's different. It's unique. And soooo freaakinggg authentic!!!!

Thank you for lighting up my days with your writing, frfr.

HI HELLO ML <3

‘If you remember me, l asked you for writing tips and you gave me some very valuable insights!’ — YES OFC I REMEMBER YOU, I WONDERED WHERE YOU DISAPPEARED OFF TO HAHA.

just to be clear, you’re @sowhatdoiputhere right? i remember giving some writing insight to this person specifically like wayyyy back in the early days of LL 😋

BUT I’M HAPPY TO SEE THAT YOU’RE ALIVE AND WELL? how has your story been coming along? did my advice work?

‘I haven't opened tumblr in so long because of the grind of school 😭😭😭’ — you’re telling meeee, school’s kicking my ass rn 😟 but we’ll survive, just push through 😤

‘But I still kept on reading your work, (the bonus chapter on 10-year-old yn and megumi was so cute, especially when megumi stayed outside the door she was locked in to correct her grammar) and YN'S APOLOGY HAD ME REELINGGG. I fell face first into my pillow laughing after I read it again just now’ — AHHHH 🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽

i’m so gladddd, writing that scene was also just jokes for me too, honestly 😭 i loved every bit of it and i’m so proud i managed to make you laugh (genuinely one of the greatest compliments i could ever get from ANYONE — alongside compliments about my writing hahaa) 🤭

i’m also relieved you get where i’m coming from with the hiatus. i was so afraid everyone would hate me 😟

‘still it feels like an itch being left unscratched. It ain't a slow burn, it's a slow roast and to think there won't be another chapter in 5 months....’ — girl i know 😭 i NEARLY picked up my LL google doc to write this morning and had to force myself to turn away from it ☹️

but you’re so right. even if i did continue weekly updates, it’d still be such a longggg slow burn, like you’d get tired of it, honestly 😭 and then on top of that, the 5 month hiatus?

trust me, i understand, i really do. i tried putting off the hiatus-call for as long as possible. like if you stalk the tags in some of the asks i’ve answered, you can probably find underlying hints of a hiatus going to be announced at some point. it was actually supposed to be announced back in september but i put it off and now i’m behind on sm school content

‘Btw, I truly wish all the best for you’ — girl, this means sm to me, especially ‘cause u made such a valid point about the slow burn not being a slow burn 😭 i appreciate ur support SOO much :)

‘FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART, THANK YOU THANK YOU for the kind of writing that was something I never knew had been looking for’ — noooo, i thank you for dropping by and having been part of the LL family for so incredibly long 🥹 you watched it grow and didn’t leave, not even during the once-every-three-month updates i used to do :(

‘It's different. It's unique. And soooo freakinggg authentic!!!! Thank you for lighting up my days with your writing, frfr’ — 🥹🥹🥹

i genuinely dk how to respond to that, i’m at a loss for words ‘cause this was so incredibly nice of you 😭🤍🩷❤️

i’ll keep you and everyone else who continues to support me through the next quiet, 5 months in my mind as i work hard for my exams <3333

[starjxsung]

IN STAR WE TRUST

I didn’t know all this stuff he did in detail cause I just don’t do research like that until it involves me, example him doing a collab with skz.

BUT I JUST ALWAYS HAD A WEIRD FEELING ABOUT THIS MAN

I was just like he’s giving me the ick rn and I have no idea why but skz Collabing with him I was like “this isn’t gonna be good it’s a gut feeling”

AND I WAS RIGHT

I specifically made a whole two hour playlist of skz songs I haven’t listened to yet so I can listen to that instead of this single

I just find it so weird how they are doing the MOST for this, a physical album, probably a lot of content. All for one song with a terrible person is just so damn weird

Also if you wanna listen to it go ahead just don’t bash the stays that have morals and don’t wanna support a terrible fucking person. Someone talked about it and said “always pick morals over kpop” and that’s valid af

I don’t wanna see people saying “UR A FAKE STAY” just cause I don’t wanna listen to ONE out of the HUNDRED PLUS song skz have created and for a valid ass reason. Like bsffr 🙄

Anyways stream their Japanese single Why? And Seungmin’s solo 🥰🧡

- 🧡anon

Like even ASIDE from being a shitty person he’s just so icky and his music sucks 😭😭 I remember being so disappointed when he collabed with Jungkook LORDDDDD I was hoping for literally any other artist but Charlie Puth is such sellout trash western music

And I agree!!!! Why is there SO much going into this for just being a digital single? I hope to god it’s not that they’re performing at Lolla together because BOOOO TOMATO TOMATO 🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅 I’m going to be so silent if they bring him on stage I SWEARRRR…

“Always pick morals over kpop” THIS ‼️‼️‼️‼️ some stays are acting like skz are going to be personally financially affected by one boycott for a single song LMFAOOO they’re going to be fine and candidly any artist who doesn’t understand WHY a boycott is taking place…. Do some research challenge! Go back to literal elementary school challenge !!!!! Already had people dub me a “fake stay” ooooh noooo guys I chose my morals over one shitty kpop collab 💔😔

Like if you actively choose to stream after knowing what Charlie Puth is like as a person then that’s on you. But don’t come in here telling people who are boycotting for a very valid reason that they’re “fake” and “childish” um choosing a kpop song over your morals sounds very fake and childish to me !

Also I heard a snippet of the song somewhere and it’s not for me. I’m still in Super Bowl era frfr

[sxnii]

Hello I think your matchups are so cute and would be honored if you could do one for me!! I would like a matchup please! Post timeskip, haikyuu and long!!

Name: Averie

Zodiac: Cancer 🦀

MBTI: INFJ, the advocate

Likes: reading, video games, legos, cute stationary, Taylor Swift, Barbie, pink, glitter, tea, dogs, tan lines, the beach, strawberries, anything strawberry flavored

Dislikes: black licorice, super spicy food, horror movies, thunder storms (beyond terrified of them), cold/winter (I’m always cold), grape flavored anything

Hobbies: reading (I mostly read romance novels and mystery books)

Video games (I’ve been into animal crossing, stardew valley and legend of Zelda)

Legos

Swimming

Skin care/nails/journal/yoga (all stuff I sweep under self care)

Ideal traits: love languages:

Giving: words of affirmation and acts of service

Receiving: words of affirmation and quality time

Personality: someone who is sweet, and thoughtful, but not afraid to break me out of my shell sometimes. They would need to be patient with me because I am the type to overthink. I can be a ball of anxiety sometimes so someone who is patient and understanding with that would be great! Someone who’s funny and isn’t afraid to be silly sometimes, but also knows when to be serious. I would also love someone who’s also a hopeless romantic, but tends to keep the romantic gestures more private, I’m not big on pda due to worrying about making others uncomfortable, most I’ll do is a kiss on the cheek or holding hands.

Height: I don’t mind!! I love a short king, and I also love tall guys too, as long as they love me I’m cool with it yknow??

Other: also I love when people are like wow the way he just looks at you, that’s how you know he loves you. I want a guy that looks at me like I hung the moon. A soulmate if you will LOL

Personality: I have been told when you first meet me I come across either super nice or really disinterested. I have the worlds worst rbf and the most deadpan voice, but most times I’m trying very hard to come across nice! Once you get to know me I think I am very sweet and thoughtful, I try to remember little things about all my friends like favorite candies and snacks for gifts. I also am going to school to be an elementary school teacher, and currently work at a daycare! Due to working with kids, I like to think I’m pretty patient and don’t get angry very easily. Though I tend to thrive on routines and lists, and love cleaning and keeping myself extremely organized. I also am a very hard worker, despite working full time I still manage to maintain all As in grad school, and have and still would work myself to the point past burnout if someone does not make me take a break. I am caring, kind and empathetic, and try my best to stay positive in all situations!

Preference: male please!

I appreciate you if you’re able to do this!! Matchups are my favorite thing ever, I think the people who do them are so talented frfr 😚🙏

omg when i read what your future occupation was gonna be one i just knew who it i am actually geeking over it rn😭🙏 BUT I GOTCHU!!

Your matchup is: Sugawara Koushi!!

Bro like its actually so perfect i cant rn😭 No cause i legit searched on google the compatibility of cancers and geminis(suga is a gemini btw) and it said geminis bring cancers out of their shells!! its a match made in heaven i cant😭

Suga is also an infj and two infjs in a relationship w each other will make an insightful relationship which is stable. since you both are infjs you will be able to understand each other on an emotional level!!

and when i read that you were going to school to be an elem teacher i was like “its perfect how.” cause suga is also an elem teacher😭

i can imagine that would be how the two of you met and i think its really cute!! because like he would be nice and easy to approach and you guys would just compliment eachother so well i cant anymore🙏

imagine playing stardew w suga😋 thats actually so cute

sugas love languages are definately words of affirmation and quality time because i think he would love to spend his weekend afternoons alone at his house with his partner just spending time together!!

since suga is on the more caring type i think he would also know how to make you take breaks from overworking yourself!!

And since he is an infj he would know that you are trying your best to seem nice and as smn who is also like that(pls send me a suga irl i need it) its really refreshing to have smn who understands that you are not trying to be rude or look rude its just that you cant help it!!

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Thats all i hope you enjoyed ur matchup!!

pics of suga btw!! (hes so cute😭🙏)

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theres a transfem student at this school i work at that is always giving me the sickest music refs like constantly ebm post punk synthy shit and its so heartening how stoked she is to see another older weirdo adhd autistic ass trans woman working at her school. big ups to her. also the music project shes working on is named tante titania after magnus hirschfeld’s nickname tante magnesia . old trans healthcare history but make it cool and industrial. respect to her she is going far frfr. shes still a kid and a student so i have to enforce some boundaries cause she is very much trying to be my homie but i let her know im lookin out for her and am gonna support the hell out of her and her music. literally harvey and i have been talking about how much the world feels like segregated into these cohorts and generational divides and we need community in other generations so its rly cool to be able to do that for ppl like her and some of my zoomer friends (who are ultimately much closer in age to her than me). heartening shit

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MORE AND MORE PEOPLE ARE JOINING THE CAUSE THIS IS WONDERFUL. A VERY WARM WELCOME TO YOU ALL.

Also I'd like you to know the moment you said "why haven't you considered this possibility" about yeo being one of the culprits my suspicion was immediately UPPED but I'm suspicious of pretty much everyone except y/n and mingi (and joong yunho and jong are also pretty much fine) so it doesn't really make much of a difference to my list of suspects in the end

But also not sure if I think yeo is the culprit because why would he intentionally switch the bottles/contents and then nearly get himself killed??? He could be playing some 4d chess with that move if it is him but I somehow doubt a 12 year old would be quite that clever

AND YES GO MINGI STANDING UP FOR YOURSELF AND THAT WAS SUCH A CLEVER MOVE TO GET THE PHONE I APPLAUD YOU

Also woo being so concerned with his looks he immediately changes clothes for fear of being lame? LMFAO sounds about right 🤣 quick everyone point and laugh

Speaking of the brat, WOO DEFINITELY KNOWS ABOUT SOMEONE OR SOMETHING RELATED TO THE MURDER ATTEMPT AND WE WILL FIND OUT YOU VAIN CHILD YOU ARE NOT SAFE FROM US

And even yeo was starting to avoid woo before the accident? I'm still kinda sus on yeo but hmm it seems he may definitely have known something if he was being like that...

And y/n having a whole laundry list of tormentors, what did the poor girl do to deserve this that's so cruel :(

The culprit better be scared because we are coming and can't be stopped >:D

And finally, it's THEORY TIME!!!!!!!

I looked at some previous chapters to see if there were details we may have missed or forgotten.

I forget what exactly it was about (i think something school related), but in one conversation woo said "if yeo was here he'd back me up" and I couldn't help but wonder.......has some form of coercion possibly taken place? And perhaps someone (maybe yeo) put their foot down to stop it and this happened as a result 🤔

Either way, yeo deffo knows more than he's letting on or at least he DID know and has forgotten, curious to see what comes next

- mercenary anon 🫶

oh dude odln!yeo was a kid when he did it and he's DEFINITELY the type to be peer pressured into doing shit he shouldn't and honestly he was probably told that it would be fine bc the alcohol wouldn't be that much and he didn't expect to be in such a situation bc after that, he and woo were like BESTIES despite them having nothing in common

ODLN!MINGI PROBABLY HAD BEEN PLANNING TO SAY THAT FOR SO LONG HE JUST HAVEN'T HAD THE CHANCE LMAOOOO GOOD FOR HIM meanwhile odln!woo can still be an insecure loser and just like fucking shut up for 2 damn seconds

it's annoying that odln!woo is like THAT but he knows THAT MUCH i super duper hate it and like he can choke on his belt frfr bc like remember (y/n) is his FAMILY and not just family but his TWIN like dude ??? wtf is wrong with you ???? odln!woo and the other perpetrators better watch their 6 their days are numbered

let's be real, would odln!yeo, the spineless loser coward that he is, stood up to someone with THAT much narcissism ??? he'd wrestle a crocodile in a mudpit before he does that

how will things unfold tho ? 👀

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MATCHUP TRADE WITH @sugutoad - 100% completed

A/N: Hi Anna! im so happy to do yet another trade with you! these are so fun to do and hopefully we can do more soon haha. I hope you enjoy this so much as much as I did with mine.

HARRY POTTER FAMILY ANALYSIS

Your Significant Other Is…

You have been matched with Regulus Black! After some thinking about your other HP matches he seemed like a more better fit for you.

Kallias Black!

The oldest child and brother! aka Regulus and Annas first child! He was born after you guys got married, He went to school the same time as the boy who lived did. they arent really close together since Kallias despises him for some reason. He is also Regulus's favorite child (he loves all his children ok??). Regulus was over the moon when he found out his son got into slytherin, He's very proud of his kids, even if they dont know. Kallias can get a bit too angry sometimes but calms down right away when his parents comfort him, he would do anything to make his mom and dad proud.

Illiana Black!

The second and oldest child! the sweet and intellegent child of Anna and Regulus Black. She daydreams a lot because you know... she dreams a lot, and she can acheive those dreams! She's really good at all of her classes, the black family is very intellegent. She's always with her pet dog, Sirius, which annoys her uncle sometimes and Regulus is super happy about haha.

Fayette Black!

The Third Daughter of Anna and Regulus Black! She's known for being super rebellious and mischievous. She gets in trouble a lot or playing with other peoples wands or causing chaos. She reminds Regulus to much like his Brother Sirius, they're just too alike! but it doesn't nessacarly make him annoyed or angered, he loves his daughter so much, he probably has to stop some arguments with her siblings. Regulus is a girl dad frfr.

Dorian Black!

Second Son and The Fourth Child! I think Kallias got a little jealous and upset when he got told that he's gonna have a younger brother, he wants to be the only son! enough with that though... Dorian is the peacemaker, he's everyone's favorite even if they don't show it, he's super popular In school and he knows it! He can be a little shy around people he doesn't know, so when his mom or dad is around he'll always hide or stay beside them, its so cute to regulus and Anna haha. He has to be forced to do his work or he'll be grounded which causes him to whine for a while but eventually stops. You always have to cook vegetarian meals for Dorian sinces he Vegetarian which you and regulus are fine with of course.

Nyla Black!

The Last and Youngest Child of Regulus and Anna Black! The cutest child in the house, you guys spoil her a lot and she turned out to be a cute yet has no brain cells kinda bimbo. But shes very hardworking and Regulus is very proud of that as well. She's probably the first person in the black family to want to do more independent things in the house. one time when her boundries were being pushed too far she scared the person with some scary figure and lets say that person never came back...

Raising a Child — before, during and after

Regulus was probably only present for the three of his kids birth after Voldemort controlled his mind into maddness

It was hard to raise 3 kids on your own, you had help from his brother Sirius, and some other family members but it was still hard without having the father present.

But before that they raised their children with so much love that it would blind you. They would take their children to places they wanted to go and they would also buy their children as many toys they want

While Regulus was away, Anna did everything she could to make her kids not forget their father, she would tell stories about Regulus when they met at Hogwarts, how their dates were, etc...

After a while Regulus came back and there were a lot of tears... of happiness of course, it was good for Regulus to be back with his family again, he never let you guys go when he came back.

He would take his kids for ice cream and to the park on the best summer days possible, he even takes them to the pool and teaches his younger kids how to swim!

Overall, this family is very successful and very happy, for eternity.

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Black Family: You were probably in an exchanged marriage with Regulus ngl, but in a good way, your family was rich and successful so why wouldn't they wanna get you both married! little did they know you guys were already dating, which shocked them but surprising it didn't make them mad, when they found out you guys were having kids they were so overjoyed, Sirius always comes to the house to spoil your children (only when his parents aren't there)

Family Dinner and Date Nights

Family dinners can be a bit chaotic since everyone is gonna talk over one another about their days, or just random stuff, sometimes even food fights happen with the younger ones! but they are stopped right away.

Usually its very nice when having dinners though, its always good to hear the kids talking and just having a good time

Date Nights happen very rarely since you both can be busy sometimes but you'll always try to find a way to get out of the house, and you'll get Uncle Sirius and Jaxrel to babysit the kids LMAO

Your dates with him are with you going to your favorite places, or staying in a cafe while its raining and hands are intertwined together, your love with Regulus is very peaceful and heartwarming.