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Soundleasure | Choi San || CH. 34

Pairings: Soft!San x fem!reader || Strangers to lovers, fake dating

Genre: smut, angst, fluff, online sex, ghosting

Warnings: inexperienced!San, fem!reader, masturbation, online sex, camboy, first times.

Summary: You can do whatever you please and be whoever you want on the Internet. And San knew that a little bit too well.

After finally following all the signs the universe was throwing at him, he started living a double life that no one was aware of. Everyone in his daily life knew him as Choi San, the reserved and quiet boy who wouldn't raise his voice, and would barely communicate with anyone outside of his comfort group. But only a few knew him as Soundleasure, the man with a sexy voice and a filthy mind that had their toes curling just with his narrations.

He never thought of the possibility of those two lives ever meeting, he had always tried for them to follow a parallel route and had always played safe to keep his friends from ever suspecting that side even existed. But his plans will start to crumble when he gets a little too close with one of his subscribers and she invades his real-self and altergo's universes without being able to stop it.

Y/n will not only help him to keep his secret from his circle, but will also show him there's more of Soundleasure in him than he'd like to admit.

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Aprox. time of reading: 14 minutes

The room felt colder than usual, even though the police officers had been kind enough to offer coffee. Y/n sat beside San at the small dining table, her fingers curled tightly around the mug, though she hadn't taken a sip. The adrenaline from earlier still pulsed in her veins, her mind replaying the terrifying moment when she realized someone had been inside her apartment.

San sat close beside her, his presence a comforting barrier against the chill of the night's events. Two officers, a man and a woman, sat across from them, their notepads ready, their expressions serious but calm. They'd already swept the apartment for any immediate signs of danger, but the tension still lingered in the air.

—Can you start from the beginning, Mrs. Y/s? —the man, Officer Carter, gently asked her— Just walk us through what happened tonight.

—We came back from a short trip —she mentioned, pointing at San at her left—. Everything felt normal: the doors were closed, there weren't any signs of anyone being here... But then I received a text, which led me to the note behind my TV.

—I checked the place in case there was something open, but everything was normal —San shrugged.

—And the door wasn't forced? —Officer Daniels asked, writing down notes.

—No —Y/n repeated—. And I'm sure I closed it when we arrived.

—It could be that the person has a copy of your keys.

—Not a lot of people do —Y/n frowned—. Not even my father does. And my ex returned his keys when we broke up.

The two officers exchanged a look, almost as if she had given out who could be behind those texts and messages.

—Did you see anyone suspicious in or around the building? —Y/n shook her head at the question— Did you end on good terms with your ex?

—Not really, but on my side, not on his. He was pretty much pleased with letting go.

—Did he ever ask to come back...? —Officer Daniels' lips pursed while she left the question hanging in the air.

—No, not at all. Tom pretty much disappeared after we broke up, and I only heard things from his father, who's an important partner in our company —she further explained.

—Let's get back to the notes —Officer Carter insisted.

—I started receiving flowers with creepy notes four or five months ago, although I never really paid much attention to them. I thought they were a prank from someone in the company, so I just asked receptionists to stop sending them in —she kept explaining—. They kept finding their way to my office either way, until they just stopped coming and the person switched their notes to text messages. Each text kept getting darker...

—Darker how? —Officer Carter raised an eyebrow.

—At first they were the typical crush notes, then they were creepy poems, and then they started implying they were watching me. No one knew we broke up —she pointed at herself and San—, except for us and my father. Well, and some close friends, but neither of them knew we were back together, and this person did.

The officers exchanged a glance, their pens moving in tandem as they noted down the information. San's hand rested on Y/n's knee under the table, a small gesture of support that she was grateful for.

—Have you kept those notes?

—No. I threw them away. But I have the texts —she remembered, offering her phone to them.

While Officer Carter gave a look through her phone, Officer Daniels turned to San with a serious look.

—How long have you been dating?

—Four months already. Well, not yet. It's a complicated story —he stopped himself—. We weren't really dating the first two months, but we just pretended. So I guess it's actually two months of real dating.

—Why did you pretend to date? —the cop turned to Y/n.

—We met online, so when his friends found out about me, he told them we were dating. At some point it was just playing along, because the lie kept reaching people it shouldn't. And we eventually caught real feelings, which took us here.

—Hmm —he nodded—. You were already inside when the note was posted —San's eyes widened at the accusation, briefly looking at his girlfriend.

—It wasn't me —he tried to defend himself.

—The person seems to be close to her —she hummed—. And you were already here when the note was positioned, which means you didn't need to open the door and wouldn't make a sound while opening it and closing it.

—Officer... —Y/n tried to stop her.

—Were you together when she received the text?

—No, but... —San was again interrupted.

—I wouldn't bet any money on anyone, but I'd bet my life if it meant trusting him —Y/n interrupted—. I didn't even know San when I started receiving the notes. I don't know who it could be, but it's definitely not him.

—So you don't have any idea who it could be? —she changed the question.

—No —she shook her head, hand still on San's forearm.

—Tom showed up out of nowhere, her ex —he explained—. This week he started working in the company for a project. And it adds up to the text where it says they're closer to her than she thinks.

—Okay —Officer Daniels wrote down, still giving a suspicious look to the man sitting across from her—. Anyone else?

—N... no —Y/n tried to think—. Although, is there a remote chance this isn't a love admirer, but someone who wants to take revenge on me?

—Sometimes, stalkers take the victims over the edge, it thrills them to see someone panic over something they do. It'd be more than them just loving the control they have over your fear. So it could be.

Y/n's mind raced as she thought through the people in her life. The secret admirer's letters had always been anonymous, vague enough to make it hard to pinpoint anyone. But after that night, she couldn't shake the feeling that it wasn't random. Someone knew her, intimately.

—A few years ago I fired some people. Most of them had the normal reaction to it, but there was someone who went over the line there. I remember they threw at me fish guts, but I could never confirm if it was him —her head tilted to the side momentarily—. I never heard from him again though.

—Name?

—Jesse Murray.

—Is this the only phone number this person has used? —Office Carter called her attention.

—Yeah —she frowned.

—They aren't answering, which isn't weird —he clicked his tongue—. We'll try to find out whose phone number it is and come back to you with the information.

—We'll definitely follow up on these leads —Officer Carter followed—. In the meantime, it's important you both stay alert. Keep your windows locked, and we'll arrange for a patrol car to pass by your apartment regularly for the next few nights.

—It'll be just to see if there's anyone suspicious around —Officer Daniels tried to calm her down—. I think it'd be better if you had somewhere else to stay for a few days, at least.

—She'll stay in my apartment.

—San...

—The boys won't care, even less after this —he explained.

—And if you receive any more letters, or see anything out of the ordinary, contact us immediately —Officer Daniels explained—. Even the paper could give us a hint of where they buy those flowers, and it could get us closer to them.

Y/n nodded, feeling dumb for throwing something that important away, while she sweeped the big problem under the carpet.

The officers stood, giving both Y/n and San a reassuring nod before heading toward the door. As the sound of their footsteps faded, Y/n finally let out a breath she hadn't realized she'd been holding.

San turned to her, his hand still resting on her knee, his face a mixture of concern and determination.

—I'll pack some more of your clothes —he let her know.

Despite her having some things there, they weren't planned for long stays. Y/n nodded, leaning into him as the reality of what had happened began to sink in. The break-in, the letters, the looming presence of someone watching her -it all felt too much.

—I just hope they find whoever did this before it gets worse —she whispered quietly.

San squeezed her hand, his jaw set with resolve, before he stood up to talk to her room. Suddenly, the house felt like the most dangerous place she had set foot in, with every small sound triggering her, her body ready to start running in any direction while holding onto the chair to push it away to gain impulse at any moment.

She just didn't want to be alone.

Her body reacted for her, making the same route San made, finding him coming and going from her closet to the bed, neatly leaving some of her clothes there.

—Do you need any help? —she asked, nervously pressing her lips together while standing in the middle of her room.

—No, sit there and rest. You already had enough tonight.

The softness in his voice almost had her breaking in front of him, allowing herself to be weak and fragile in his presence, knowing he'd have her back no matter what.

Y/n followed San into the cozy, which, after the scare at her place and the long talk with the police, felt like the safest place in the world. She was hoping for a quieter evening to really digest what had happened, but she should've known better when she knew Mingi and Wooyoung were the ones she'd be living with.

As they stepped inside, the familiar scent of something cooking hit her nose, along with the unmistakable sound of bickering echoing from the kitchen.

—For the last time, Mingi, you do not put ketchup on gourmet pasta! That's a crime against humanity! —she heard Wooyoung shouting from the kitchen, frustrated.

—Says the guy who thinks adding three cloves of garlic to everything makes it fancy. Maybe some people like it with ketchup, ever thought about that?

—You being a Korean and saying that about garlic is indeed a crime —Wooyoung answered back.

San sighed, running a hand through his hair as Y/n stifled a laugh. She wasn't new to those antics. Wooyoung was the self-proclaimed chef of the group, obsessed with perfecting every dish he made, while Mingi's approach to food was... questionable, at best. Their constant bickering was like background noise to life at the apartment. And maybe that was even better than the peace she thought she needed.

—Woo, we have a visit. Have some manners —Mingi called him out when he was aware of their steps behind the couch.

They hadn't even made it to the living room before Wooyoung appeared in the doorway, wiping his hands on a towel and giving Y/n a warm grin.

—Thank God you're here, Y/n! Please, tell Mingi that putting ketchup on pasta is culinary blasphemy —Wooyoung said, dramatically.

—Sorry, Mingi, but I'm with Wooyoung on this one. Ketchup on pasta is an aberration —she grinned.

—Et tu, Y/n? —Mingi threw his hands up— I thought we vibed together. San, back me up.

—I'm staying out of this one —he chuckled—. I'm not anyone's plan B.

Wooyoung smirked triumphantly, turning back toward the kitchen. Y/n could hear the clattering of pots and pans as he resumed his role as the only one who had minimal knowledge in cooking in that apartment.

—Dinner will be ready in ten minutes —he called over his shoulder—. I'm making carbonara. And yes, Mingi, I'm making it the right way. Thank you very much.

—Great, can't wait for garlic-flavored everything again —Mingi grumbled—. Hope you guys brought breath mints.

Y/n laughed softly as she followed San to his room, before he told her to go rest on the couch while he worked on that. She sat down beside Mingi. Despite the chaos, it felt good to be there, surrounded by the banter and warmth of their friends. She noticed Mingi watching her from the corner of his eye, a knowing grin spreading across his face.

—So, now that's official, when's the big reconciliation dinner? Or you'll go straight to the wedding invite? —Mingi teased.

—Mingi, please. Not tonight —San groaned, peeking his head through the door frame.

—I'm just saying. There's a romantic vibe in the air tonight. You're back here after a week, you seemed quite close... Are you guys working things out or what?

—You, stop annoying her —Wooyoung called him out.

As he spoke, Y/n could notice he was carrying two steaming plates of carbonara, which he proudly set down on the table. As they all got up and answered to his food's claim, the brunette went back to the kitchen to pick up the other two plates of pasta.

—See this? —he proudly asked, before sitting— This is a love plate. This could solve all relationship problems.

—And what about your problems? —Mingi teased.

But he didn't answer back with words, the deathly look he threw at him was enough to have him shutting up and sitting in his place.

Y/n couldn't help but laugh at San's pained expression. As much as he tried to hide it, she knew he secretly loved his friends' antics and pretending to be the only normal person in that house. And despite their bickering, Wooyoung and Mingi always had a way of lightening the mood.

—You better step it up, San —he pointed at him with his fork—. If you don't put a ring on it, Mingi might beat you to it with one of his setups.

—I have a great track record —Mingi tried to defend himself.

—Really? How many couples have you actually set up? —Y/n interrogued, eyebrow raising— And Sims don't count.

—Funny —Mingi answered—. Okay... So, maybe none, but I've got good intentions.

—That's because you usually end up setting yourself up —San smirked.

Wooyoung nearly choked on his carbonara, laughing, as Mingi rolled his eyes dramatically. Y/n settled into the laughter, letting the tension from earlier slip away. For a moment, the worry about the intruder, the police, the secret admirer -it all faded into the background.

As dinner wrapped up, the playful jabs and laughter continued, filling the apartment with a warmth Y/n hadn't realized she needed. It wasn't perfect -there were still questions hanging over her, and the unease of the night lingered at the back of her mind. But there, with San and their friends, it was easier to forget the weight of everything. At least for a little while.

—By the way, Y/n, can this not be a temporary thing? If you plan on moving here, we'll kick Mingi out.

—And who will I live with?

—I bet you'll find yourself a place with Yunho and Iseul —San assured him.

—Well, actually...

Y/n went to her room for a moment to brush her teeth, leaving the three friends alone in the living room while trying to think of what to watch on TV.

—Thanks for not bringing it up —he thanked them.

—Why are you thanking us for that? —Wooyoung attacked— It's common sense. The last thing she needs is to be reminded of what happened.

—But, is she okay? —Mingi asked.

—Yeah —San nodded—. She's just scared now, and frustrated. But the police will get whoever is behind it.

As the evening wound down, Wooyoung and Mingi retreated to their rooms -after more dramatic bickering about who was washing the dishes -and San pulled Y/n close on the bed, his arm around her as they sat in comfortable silence.

—You told them not to bring it up, didn't you? —Y/n asked, caressing his forearm while she stared at the way his ring shined under the moonlight.

—No.

The lie was evident on every feature on his face when she turned around to look at him. He was an awful liar, and she was extremely good at noticing those small details.

—Mingi kept looking at me with worried eyes, before he burped the biggest nonsense —she accused—. The only one who knows how to lie is Wooyoung, and even him was acting a bit weird.

—I just didn't want them to remind you of what happened.

Far from being upset, her arms wrapped around his waist, dragging her body closer to him before leaving a peck on his chin.

—Thank you.

They both laid there in silence, looking into each other's eyes, while San's hands played with her hair, brushing the few locks away from her face just so he'd be able to look at her with nothing hiding her from him.

—You know I wouldn't do anything to hurt you, right?

For Y/n, it was a matter of time before San brought up the accusations that were placed over the table by the officers, with that light frown that always gave out his worry.

—Don't let it hunt you —Y/n whispered, moving her hands up and down his side—. The officer stepped a bit over the line, but she didn't say anything that made me point a finger at you.

San calmed down under her gaze, feeling her palms sliding slightly under his black t-shirt to touch his warm skin directly, brushing her fingertips so softly he thought she was able to brush all the pain and worries away.

—Is this the moment of the story where I trust you and then I casually find the phone you've been sending those texts with?

San simply rolled his eyes at her joke, rolling over his body so his back would face her. Y/n giggled, snuggling closer to him while trying to remind him that it was only a joke and she was only teasing him. In response, her boyfriend carried her body with no effort, moving her over him until she was placed back next to him, face against his chest, with him cuddling as close as he was able to.

—I'm glad you're here —he whispered.

—Me, too.

In the safety of their shared space, surrounded by the warmth of their friends, Y/n allowed herself to relax. And she was sure that was the only place she'd actually be able to succeed at silencing the noise in her head.

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rollercoasterwords · 1 year

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hey rae! you said you haven’t been reading many fics lately and i was wondering what were your favorite books you read this year :))

LOVE this question omg thank u 4 giving me an excuse 2 talk abt books <3 i'm gonna split this into fiction + nonfiction + poetry...will try 2 keep it somewhat concise but. fear it may get long...

fiction

the archive of alternate endings, by lindsey drager [favorite book i've read all year]

how to live safely in a science fictional universe, by charles yu

giovanni's room, by james baldwin

stone butch blues, by leslie feinberg

i'll give you the sun, by jandy nelson

and then i woke up, by malcolm devlin

on earth we're briefly gorgeous, by ocean vuong

cursed bunny, by bora chung

i have the right to destroy myself, by young-ha kim

infect your friends and loved ones, by torrey peters

the bloody chamber and other stories, by angela carter

at least we can apologize, by lee ki-ho

nonfiction

playing the whore: the work of sex work, by melissa gira grant

cistem failure: essays on blackness and cisgender, by marquis bey

gender trouble: feminism and the subversion of identity, by judith butler

essays against publishing, by jamie berrout

trans liberation: beyond pink or blue, by leslie feinberg

females, by andrea long chu

socialism: utopian and scientific, by friedrich engels

capitalist realism: is there no alternative? by mark fisher

whipping girl: a transsexual woman on sexism and the scapegoating of femininity, by julia serrano

poetry

soft science, by franny choi

grit, by silas denver melvin

in the pines, by alice notley

#would be happy 2 go more in depth on any of these re: what they're abt #what i liked etc...but just the list by itself is long enough lol #also wrt nonfic even tho it's my list of faves from the year...don't necessarily agree w all frameworks used in every text #esp. in capitalist realism + whipping girl but. still found them v informative + enjoyable #just generally speaking calling something a fave doesn't mean it shouldn't be read w a critical lens etc etc #ask #book recs

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moirtre · 7 months

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‎ ⋆⠀⠀ʬ.ʬ.⠀⠀٬⠀⠀ THE LOVE MAP OF LETALIS.

trigger/content warnings : shitty behavior & questionable choices.

NAIRA⠀⠀┉⠀⠀*⠀nawanthorn somwan & carter kim.

‎ ꨄ⠀⠀&.⠀⠀DURATION › 2009 - present. ‎ ꨄ⠀⠀&.⠀⠀CURRENT STATUS › on & off. ‎ ꨄ⠀⠀&.⠀⠀LEVEL OF PUBLICITY › general fandom knowledge.

‎ ‎ ┉ * ﹙ㅤʬ . OVERVIEW: naira's tragic relationships can all be traced back the the number nawanthorn, nicknamed true but anything but, did on her back in the 10th grade. the two came from relatively familiar families and although naira tries to deny it, she knows deep down that she's going to end up marrying him because it's what their parents want. constantly on and off, naira and true always come back to each other, no matter how much they attempt to drift away.

‎ ꨄ⠀⠀&.⠀⠀DURATION › 2019 - 2021. ‎ ꨄ⠀⠀&.⠀⠀CURRENT STATUS › no contact. ‎ ꨄ⠀⠀&.⠀⠀LEVEL OF PUBLICITY › deep fandom knowledge.

‎ ‎ ┉ * ﹙ㅤʬ . OVERVIEW: toxic, lowkey obsessive on naira's end. started out as a fun rebound after she dumped true for the 2nd time, turned into a weird dynamic where she gave him the world and he couldn't be bothered to be honest about anything. finally ended when she overheard hwaseong calling her a loser for sleeping with him and realized how weird the whole thing was.

MELANIE⠀⠀┉⠀⠀*⠀hudson taneti.

‎ ꨄ⠀⠀&.⠀⠀DURATION › 2011 - 2013, 2016 - present. ‎ ꨄ⠀⠀&.⠀⠀CURRENT STATUS › long term relationship. ‎ ꨄ⠀⠀&.⠀⠀LEVEL OF PUBLICITY › public knowledge.

‎ ‎ ┉ * ﹙ㅤʬ . OVERVIEW: scoring the hot guy in the year above her was melanie's crowning achievement her junior year of high school. the two met at a house party in 2011 and dove head first into an intense and often publicly problematic relationship. aside from their screaming matches in the school parking lots after his matches, the two genuinely fell head over heels for each other. with hudson leaving college to play rubgy professionally and melanie moving from brisbane to seoul, their breakup gave them the space and time to grow up apart from each other. reuniting, fittingly, at a championship afterparty, they easily picked up where they left off. a frequent presence in melanie's circle, the girls have their own unfavorable opinions about hudson; considering his role in the fallout between melanie and heri. but, none would ever dare mentioning them to melanie.

JUNIPER⠀⠀┉⠀⠀*⠀choi dahae & margaretta young.

‎ ꨄ⠀⠀&.⠀⠀DURATION › 2016. ‎ ꨄ⠀⠀&.⠀⠀CURRENT STATUS › cordial. ‎ ꨄ⠀⠀&.⠀⠀LEVEL OF PUBLICITY › fandom rumor.

‎ ‎ ┉ * ﹙ㅤʬ . OVERVIEW: juniper's first everything. dahae was the first person juniper came out to and their relationship quickly spiraled from there. a lot of sunshine and rainbows and puppy love. the relationship taught juniper a lot about what she likes and doesn't like. but the stress of being completely secret eventually got to dahae who was fed up with juniper's reluctance to come out to her friends.

‎ ꨄ⠀⠀&.⠀⠀DURATION › 2019 - present. ‎ ꨄ⠀⠀&.⠀⠀CURRENT STATUS › long term relationship. ‎ ꨄ⠀⠀&.⠀⠀LEVEL OF PUBLICITY › worst kept secret.

‎ ‎ ┉ * ﹙ㅤʬ . OVERVIEW: it's been said that pearl annoyed juniper into a relationship and it's not too far off from the truth. juniper's fatal flaw is that she doesn't care much about anything. pearl, deciding she would be the one to fix that, stepped up to wiggle her away into juniper's frigid exterior. they're been going steady for a while now as an open secret between their shared fandoms.

EMMY⠀⠀┉⠀⠀*⠀cara chapman-oliver & quinton ong.

‎ ꨄ⠀⠀&.⠀⠀DURATION › 2011 - 2012. ‎ ꨄ⠀⠀&.⠀⠀CURRENT STATUS › friends. ‎ ꨄ⠀⠀&.⠀⠀LEVEL OF PUBLICITY › unknown.

‎ ‎ ┉ * ﹙ㅤʬ . OVERVIEW: cara and emmy were yearmates attending the same finishing school in bristol, england. neither of them took the relationship to be a big deal considering they hadn't ever discussed their sexualities. the relationship was slow though the lines between their friendship and the relationship were often a mess of tangled feelings. nothing much ever happened between the two beyond a long kiss or a short cuddle and by the time emmy had decided to leave england for korea they had already been more friends than girlfriends.

‎ ꨄ⠀⠀&.⠀⠀DURATION › 2015 - present. ‎ ꨄ⠀⠀&.⠀⠀CURRENT STATUS › long term relationship. ‎ ꨄ⠀⠀&.⠀⠀LEVEL OF PUBLICITY › fully public.

‎ ‎ ┉ * ﹙ㅤʬ . OVERVIEW: fans often joke that emmy got the y/n treatment when she started dating quinton and it's all very true. around the time that quinton's band, chaos theory, started performing small gigs in korea, emmy made it her mission to go to as many shows as possible. after her attending three consecutive shows, she was noticed by the drummer and invited backstage after the show. despite the half-assed disguise she'd throw on, quinton was quick to realize she was a member of a blossoming letalis. after emmy was famously accused of being a groupie, apricus would confirm their relationship to the public just a year after they met. the couple is unabashed in their interactions and posts with each other, being one of the most beloved couples within the company.

NARYUN⠀⠀┉⠀⠀*⠀park hyunki & trenton won.

‎ ꨄ⠀⠀&.⠀⠀DURATION › ? - 2018. ‎ ꨄ⠀⠀&.⠀⠀CURRENT STATUS › no contact. ‎ ꨄ⠀⠀&.⠀⠀LEVEL OF PUBLICITY › highly scandalous.

‎ ‎ ┉ * ﹙ㅤʬ . OVERVIEW: it's not publicly known how or when naryun and hyunki started dating. the official story apricus gave was that he was the son of her longtime ballet mentor and they began dating in 2014, after naryun's 19th birthday. most fans don't buy the story after naryun accidentally let it slip that she had been dating hyunki for six years in 2017. while it is true that hyunki was the son of naryun's mentor, it's well known that she started dating him in 2011 when she was 16. hyunki, who was seven years her senior, quietly led her on for years. naryun's realization that hyunki had only promised her empty words came in the form of a daintily packaged invitation to the baby shower of his pregnant fiancee in 2018. needless to say, naryun and hyunki do not speak anymore.

‎ ꨄ⠀⠀&.⠀⠀DURATION › 2021 - present. ‎ ꨄ⠀⠀&.⠀⠀CURRENT STATUS › long term relationship. ‎ ꨄ⠀⠀&.⠀⠀LEVEL OF PUBLICITY › fully public.

‎ ‎ ┉ * ﹙ㅤʬ . OVERVIEW: naryun and trenton have known each for over a decade. beginning with his work on the group's debut album, trenton is a staple to the letalis sound. famously, trenton developed an unrequited crush on naryun who was deeply entrenched in her relationship with hyunki. after witnessing the mess hyunki left naryun in, trenton jumped at the first opportunity to be naryun's rebound. although it took two years of sneaking around, trenton finally found the courage to present naryun with an ultimatum. giving in, the couple posted a joint announcement asking fans for privacy and understanding as they made their relationship public knowledge in 2023.

JISEO⠀⠀┉⠀⠀*⠀niels holtz-park & samuel myung.

ꨄ⠀⠀&.⠀⠀DURATION › 2017. ‎ ꨄ⠀⠀&.⠀⠀CURRENT STATUS › friends. ‎ ꨄ⠀⠀&.⠀⠀LEVEL OF PUBLICITY › heavily rumored.

‎ ‎ ┉ * ﹙ㅤʬ . OVERVIEW: there really wasn't much to jiseo and niels. they had met in passing a couple of times, he got her number from corey, they dated for like two months, and broke up by the time rumors started circulating about them. they've been pretty good friends since then and niels has contributed to some of jiseo's solo work as recently as last year.

ꨄ⠀⠀&.⠀⠀DURATION › 2019 - present. ‎ ꨄ⠀⠀&.⠀⠀CURRENT STATUS › long term relationship. ‎ ꨄ⠀⠀&.⠀⠀LEVEL OF PUBLICITY › open fandom secret.

‎ ‎ ┉ * ﹙ㅤʬ . OVERVIEW: jiseo and sungjoon have known each other since chaos theory started playing shows in korea in 2015. frequently accompanying emmy to their gigs, jiseo and sungjoon quickly established a solid friendship. as jiseo became further integrated into sungjoon's friend group consisting of corey and ian, jiseo found herself in the whirlwind of their wild habits and notorious parties. bonding over their introversion, jiseo and sungjoon would become each other's closest confidante. unfortunately, the very parties that brought the two close would end up dividing them after a particularly dangerous night left sungjoon spiraling. though it would nearly take a miracle, the two were reconciled in 2019, deciding to take the relationship they had avoided seriously.

HERI⠀⠀┉⠀⠀*⠀carter kim.

‎ ꨄ⠀⠀&.⠀⠀DURATION › 2021. ‎ ꨄ⠀⠀&.⠀⠀CURRENT STATUS › complicated. ‎ ꨄ⠀⠀&.⠀⠀LEVEL OF PUBLICITY › deep fandom knowledge.

‎ ‎ ┉ * ﹙ㅤʬ . OVERVIEW: a lot can be learned from carter and heri's relationship, if it can even be called one. don't sleep with your groupmate's ex-fuck buddy, don't help each other pick up girls, and most importantly karma often comes in the least expected person. it's been said that carter truly did fall in love with heri who couldn't be bothered to return the feeling. it's also been said that heri's entanglement with carter drove naira mad with envy. interestingly, carter hasn't dated since then, and melanie finds the whole situation hilarious.

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prettyymafia · 2 months

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certified ATL crashout

#ts4 cas #sims 4 #simblr #crsent.sims #oc #carter choi #when carter ain't busy collecting niggas kidneys she putting someone's daughter through a mattress

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heffy1111 · 2 months

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•°☆SATURNUS☆°•

Own gg dr.

Debut: On February 11, 2017

Introduction: ~ "stars are the brightest in our universe, hello we are saturnus”~ (cred @starrihideshere)

↳ Kprofile

Saturnus Members Profile

Saturnus Members Profile and Facts:

Saturnus (토성) is a five-member girl group under Hybe Entertainment. They consist of: Holli/Storm, Jisoo, Sukja, Hyoji, and Yuri. They debuted on February 11, 2017, with their first single album “solar love”.

Fandom Name: Novas

Official Fan Colour: deep blue

Official Accounts:

Website: saturnus[.hybe.com](http://hybe.saturnus.com/)

Official Website (Japan): saturnus[japan.com](http://saturnusjapan.com/)

Facebook: Saturnus

Instagram: Saturnus_official

Instagram (Japan): saturnus[official_jp](https://www.instagram.com/saturnusofficial_jp/)

Twitter: saturnus[Official](https://twitter.com/saturnusOfficial)

Twitter (Japan): Saturnus[_JP](https://twitter.com/Hybesaturnus_JP)

YouTube: Saturnus official

YouTube (Japan): Saturnus [JAPAN](https://youtube.com/c/saturnusjapan_official)

TikTok: saturnus[official](https://www.tiktok.com/@saturnusofficial)

TikTok (Japan): saturnus[official_jp](https://www.tiktok.com/@saturnusofficial_jp)

Members Profile:

Holli/Storm

Stage Name: nine (아홉)

Birth Name: Carter, Holli (카터, 홀리)

English Name: Holli Carter

Position: Leader, Lead Vocalist.

Birthday: January 9, 2000

Zodiac Sign: Capricorn

Chinese Zodiac Sign: Dragon

Height:5’3

Nationality: Welsh

Holli facts:

– Hollis hometown is *********** , Wales

– She became a trainee in 2016, so she trained for 1 year.

– TXT‘s Kai calls Holli Bighits Hidden Weapon

– Holli auditioned to Bighit with “Achilles come down ” from gang of youths.

– Favorite food: tteokbokki.

– Favorite color: dark purples and pastel blues and greens.

– She is the shortest member.

– Holli has a puppy named Minx.

– She ranked 9th on TC Candler’s 100 Most Beautiful Faces 2019.

Jisoo:

Stage Name: Jisoo (지수)

Birth Name: kim Ji soo (최지수)

English Name: Julia Kim

Position: Main Vocalist, Sub Rapper

Birthday: July 21, 2000

Zodiac Sign: Cancer

Chinese Zodiac Sign: Dragon

Height: 162.3 cm (5 ft 3¾ in)

Weight: 43 kg (94 lbs)

Blood Type: AB

MBTI Type: ENFJ

Nationality: Korean

Jisoos facts:

– Jisoo’s hometown is Seoul, South Korea.

– She has a younger brother.

– She attended Incheon Sinsong Elementary School (graduated), Shinsong Middle School (transferred), Northern College Eight School Jeju (transferred), Shinsong Middle School (graduated) & Seoul Performing Arts High School – department of Practical Music (SOPA / graduated)

– Her nicknames are Honey Jisoo, Cinnamon susu

– Her role model is her dad.

– She feels most comfortable with Holli and Sukja.

– Her stage name comes from ‘Julia’, her English name. Her aunt gave her that name.

Sukja:

Stage Name: Sukja (숙자)

Birth Name: Kang Suk ja (강 숙자)

English Name: Lilian Kang

Position: Main Rapper, Lead Dancer, Sub Vocalist, Center

Birthday: April 17, 2001

Zodiac Sign: Aries

Chinese Zodiac Sign: Snake

Height: 164 cm (5’4’’)

Weight: 49 kg (108 lbs)

Blood Type: B

MBTI Type: INTJ

Nationality: Korean

Sukja facts

– Sukja’s hometown is Seoul, South Korea.

– She has a younger brother.

– She attended Seoul Gwangnam Elementary School (graduated), Daejang Middle School (graduated), Gyeonggi Girls’ High School (transferred) & Hanlim Entertainment Arts High School (graduated)

– Yang Hyun Suk offered her to join YG, but she decided to stay at Bighit.

– Sukja has 2 Kitties “Byullie & Dallie”.

– She was a trainee for 4 years.

– Sukja’s role model is GDragon (bigbang).

Yuri:

Stage Name: Classy (고급스러운)

Birth Name: Choi Yuri (최 유리)

English Name: Alaw Lee

Position: Main Dancer, Sub Vocalist, Sub Rapper

Birthday: June 5, 2001

Zodiac Sign: Gemini

Chinese Zodiac Sign: Snake

Height: 166 cm (5’5″)

Weight: 46 kg (101 lbs)

Blood Type: B

MBTI Type: ISFJ

Nationality: Korean

Yuri facts:

– Her hometown is Yongin, South Korea.

– She attended Yongin Seocheon Elementary School (graduated), Yongin Seocheon Middle School (graduated) & Hanlim Entertainment Art High School (Musical major / graduated)

– She became a trainee in 2014. She trained for 4 years.

– Her nickname is “Snow”.

– Yuri gets scared easily.

– Her hobbies are watching dramas, sleeping and eating delicious food.

– Yuri can compose music.

– Her favourite song is “Because of You” by Ne-Yo.

– Her favourite music genre is Ballad.

– Her habit is touching her hair.

Hyoji:

Stage Name: Hyoji (효지)

Birth Name: Kim Hyo Ji (김효지)

English Name: Regina Kim

Position: Lead Rapper, Lead Dancer, Sub Vocalist, Visual, Maknae

Birthday: December 9, 2003

Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius

Chinese Zodiac Sign: Goat

Height: 170 cm (5’7’’)

Weight: 46.8 kg (103 lbs)

Blood Type: A

MBTI Type: ENFP

Nationality: Korean

Hyoji facts:

– Hyoji’s hometown is Suwon, South Korea.

– She has an older sister.

– She attended Suwon Hwayang Elementary School (graduated), Yeongbok Girls’ Middle School (graduated) & Hanlim Entertainment Arts High School (Practical Dance Department / student)

– Hyoji used to wear braces.

– She trained for 3 years.

– Her favorite color is crimson.

– Personality: Extroverted.

– She’s the tallest member.

#bts #k-pop dr #k-pop shifting #shifting community #shifting realities #own gg dr #shiftblr #shifting blog #shifters #shifting #reality shifting #RAHHH STARR 💜🩷

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lgchyoseop · 1 month

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LGC5TH GIFT FROM CHA HYOSEOP, CHA SORI, KIM CHERRY AND JUJU!

wow... has it really been so long? five years is a lot of years, i've come and gone a couple of times, but soon i'll have a muse turning three years ! (congrats cha hyoseop, my idiot, i love you). this is an incredible community, i've gotten so many friends here, and i've had so much fun, me and my muses truly love legacy <3 as a gift for you all, i've gathered a bunch of quotes (around 200-ish), then given the quotes a number and used a randominzer to pick which quote each muse should have, so it's basically fate giving you this quote! thanks to legacy, the mods and members!

(you can use ctrl+f to search for your muses name)

ahn jaehwa “you have not failed, until you make failing stop you”

ahn yein “don’t let life discourage you; everyone who got where they are, had to begin where they were”

bae heejin “tough times never last, but tough people do”

bae nathan “define success on your own terms, achieve it by your own rules, and build a life you’re proud to live”

bae sojin “take chances, make mistakes. that’s how you grow. pain nourishes your courage. you have to fail in order to practice being brave”

baek byeongkwan “there is nothing on earth that blooms all year long. nature wasn’t created to do that and neither are you.”

baek seona “some of us think holding on makes us strong, but sometimes it is letting go”

carter jaejin “focus on the step in front of you, not the whole staircase”

cha hyoseop “sometimes our limitations tell us when to stop. but sometimes they can show us where to look next”

cha sori “it is not our abilities that make us who we are, it’s our choices”

chae rua “the only time you should ever look back, is to see how far you’ve come”

chen maylin “i wasn’t afraid to fail. something good always comes out of failure”

cho iseul “if you really want to do something, you’ll find a way. if you don’t, you’ll find an excuse”

cho minkyu “make failure your teacher, not your undertaker”

choi junkyu “i’d rather attempt something great and fail than to attempt nothing and succeed”

choi kai “in youth we learn, in age we understand”

gong hyejoo “there’s a crack in everything, that’s how the light gets in”

han hyunhee “do not fear mistakes, there are none”

han jisoo “a failure is not always a mistake, it may simple be the best one can do under the circumstances. the real mistake is to stop trying”

han noeul “hope is being able to see there is light, despite all of the darkness”

han rowon “if you spend your whole life waiting for the storm, you’ll never enjoy the sunshine”

han seunghyun “one that want the fruit, must climb the tree”

hirawa emi “if you focus on results, you will never change. if you focus on change, you will get results”

hwang minki “rise above the storm and you will find the sunshine”

im yunseo “nothing is impossible, the word itself says ‘i’m possible’”

ito mio “you learn more from failure than success. don’t let it stop you. failure builds character”

jeon haru “doubts kill more dreams than failure ever will”

jo eunwoo “the secret of getting ahead is getting started”

kang maximillian “success is a state of mind. if you want success, start thinking of yourself as a success”

kang minjun “remember, you can regret things you did not do”

kang sarang “i hold it true, what’er befall, i feel it, when i sorrow most. tis better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all”

kang yojoon “to be a champion you have to believe in yourself when no one else will”

kim cherry “i have not failed. i’ve just found 10.000 ways that won’t work”

kim jinhyuk “if you look closely, most overnight successes took a long time”

kim jinseo “turn your wounds into wisdom”

kim jinyoung “the best way to make your dreams come true, is to wake up”

kim nayoung “failure is a detour, not a dead-end-street”

kim sehun “only put off tomorrow what you are willing to die having left undone”

kim seyoon “don’t be pushed by your problems, be led by your dreams”

kim yujin “always dream and shoot higher than you know you can do. do not bother just to be better than your contemporaries or predecessors. try to be better than yourself.”

kuramoto misaki “follow your dreams, they show which way to go”

kurosawa akio “in order to succeed, your desire for success should be greater than your fear for failure”

kwon baekhyun “life is not a problem to be solved, but a reality to be experienced”

kwon hyuntae “the only thing that doesn’t change in life, is that thing changes”

kwon sena “the sea is dangerous and its storms terrible, but these obstacles have never been sufficient reason to remain ashore”

lai wenjun “being lost is not bad, as it is what happens before you find your way”

lee hyunsoo “the elevator to success if out of order. you’ll have to use the stairs… one step at a time”

lee jiho “if opportunity doesn’t knock, build a door”

lee minji “don’t judge each day by the harvest you reap, but by the seeds that you plant”

lee yushin “time you enjoyed wasting, was not wasted”

lim sanghyun “i will either find a way or make one”

liu yuxi “to lose is still to learn”

mae jasper “if you can’t fly, then run, if you can't run then walk, if you can’t walk then crawl, but whatever you do, you have to keep moving”

min chaeyeon “i can’t change the direction of the wind, but i can adjust my sails to always reach my destination

min hanbin “failure is simply the opportunity to try again, this time better-knowing”

min soyoun “some people want it to happen, some wish it to happen, be someone who makes it happen”

moon hayoung “don’t be afraid to give up the good to go for the great”

moon jiah “success only comes to those who dare attempt”

moon jino “you can’t connect the dots looking forward. you can only connect them looking backwards, so you have to trust that they will somehow connect in your future”

moon somin “do not let what you cannot do interfere with what you can do”

nam gyuri “the best way to predict the future is to create it”

noh areum “it is best to act with confidence, no matter how little right you have to it”

oh eunhye “life can only be understood backwards, but it must be lived forwards”

okamoto kentaro “life isn’t about finding yourself, life is about creating yourself”

park chaekyung “we may encounter many defeats, but we must not be defeated”

park hyukjae “don’t wish it was easier, wish you were better. don’t wish for less problems, wish for more skills. don’t wish for less challenge, wish for more wisdom”

park seojin “exhale the past, inhale the future”

park sujin “scars only show us where we’ve been, they do not dictate where we’ll be”

park taeha “be not afraid of storms because you are learning how to sail your ship”

park zoe “difficulties are meant to rouse, not discourage. the human spirit is to grow strong by conflict”

seo minseo “sometimes good things fall apart, so better things can fall together”

seo nina “it does not matter how slowly you go as long as you don’t stop”

seo yura “your life does not get better by chance, it gets better by change”

shin jieun “in three words i can sum up everything i’ve learned about life: it goes on”

son nabi “you need to let go of the past’s hand so you can catch the hand of the future”

su parker “you don’t have to see the whole staircase, just take the first step”

sung haneul “if you fell down yesterday, stand up today”

takanashi asami “fairytales are more than true: not because they tell us dragons exist, but because they tell us dragons can be beaten”

watanabe miyu “let the past take care of itself, and let the present move towards the future”

won yeonwoo “tomorrow is a mystery, yesterday is history, and today is a gift, that’s why they call it present”

xu lili “asking for help isn’t giving up, it’s refusing to give up”

xue yichen “never give up on a dream just because of the time it’ll take to accomplish it. the time will pass anyway”

yamashita ichika “anything is a journey if you start somewhere”

yang aeri “you cannot swim for new horizons until you have courage to lose sight of the shore.”

yoo haemin “dreams do not have an expiration date, you can always keep trying”

yoon bitna “aim for the moon. if you miss, you may hit a star”

yu milan “getting lost is part of the journey” zheng leo “don’t let the fear of losing be greater than the excitement of winning”

#chachacha hyoseop ooc #lgchyoseop #cherrylgc #lgcsori #( gift from us ! hope you like your quote(s)~~~)

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