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hamspamandjamsandwich · 1 month ago

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my fucking car is bordering on “no longer roadworthy” and I don’t have any money lmfao

#personal.txt #cars make me want to kms #I hate them so much #but I literally have to drive one where I live or else I would have no way to work #my brakes and my suspension are in very bad condition #I cannot DIY I have never been successful with literally any DIY attempt I’ve ever done #I’ll definitely make it worse #so I’m freaking out lol #about to burst into tears in the work bathroom #because idk what I’m gonna do #and if I can’t work then I’ll get evicted because I have $25 in my savings account #basically I’m totally fucked #wonderful

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maggot-baggage · 9 months ago

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Methinks its time to move back home actually

#i talked to my aunt about it and honestly like. i might as well #im broke im in a bunch of debt i have no access to medical insurance so i cant get therapy im alone depressed and my bills are always late #and ive been stuck in my apartment for months bc of this ridiculous registration shit for my car #so as much as i dont want to sell my car OR move im. thinking about it now #like at least id have the house almost to myself since my sibling moved out #and i could make the upstairs my own pretty much. plus ive been meaning to jelp renovate up there so #why not #plus i can save for tattoo stuff properly #i just feel like im giving up i was trying to prove i could care for myself and #I feel like ive proven km incapable pf being an adult bc of this it sucks #but at least my ma and my aunt are willing to help me as i figure shit out. im lucky to have them #mag.txt

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blissfali · 5 months ago

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GOD GIVE ME THE STRENGTH. IM AT MY WITS END I CANT DO IT!!!!!!

#No context vent idont want to say details i just eant to kms bro this shit sucks ASS JUST SHUT UPPPP IM GONNA RIP MY HAIR OUT #LIKEEEE STOPPP PLEASE I DONT WANT TO TALK I WILL KILL MYSELF IN FRONT OF YOU #I JUST NEED TO MAKE IT TO MONDAY BRO😭😭IDK IF I CAN DO IT #Like its making me so fucking mad im trying to not to be a dick but holy hell how can i not #i need to be run over with a car #like i actually cannot get through this #why is this shit the hardest thing ive ever dealt with its so fuckin stupid bro😭😭😭😭

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itsalwaysdark · 18 days ago

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and when i live on my own ill be able to decorate like real life decorate ive never gotten to do that in real life b4

#like im not barred from doing it Nd i do like. a little bit kind of but its like. Idk my entire life is a very transient thing and im rly #rly rly not used to being in one place for a long time so as a kid we never rly decorated ever #and like obv i wont be Owning a house or anything like that so itll still have to be moveable but i can like. but furniture that i like and #stuff... ive never gotten to do that b4 even in um. wa. i didnt rly get to do any of the decorating even when i was in the actual house bc #him and the roommates umm. did all that. Okay well now ive sort of freaked it by making myself think of that so im going to go stare #longingly at the floorplan i did #bc umm. well ideally id like to move into one of the apartments thats right across the way bc theres a couple of apt buildings like right #there 5 min walk tops and one of the places Has an open one but no floorplan #i wont be movjng out for ages i just wanted to look at floorplans yk #but like i said no floorplans BUT theres one a bit further away not rly walkable bc its umm #youd have to walk on the interstate and stuff and um. no sidewalk and everything but theeeeeeeeee thing had a floorplan #still very close by like 2 min drive but yk. but i still did my little mockup floorplan with that apartment instead #i want it to be closeby so everybody can come visit and so that i dont die and explode . i dont rly want to continue living in this town #4ever once km like Normal and have savings and ive got everything worked out i wanna maybe move to chicago or something since il is better #for the transgenderisms. + ive always wanted to try living in a big city at least once and i think itd be awesome #but thats Ages and ages away like maybe 5 years depending on how good i am. weeee will see if 5 years in the future is like on the table 4 #me LOLLLL 24 year old connor seems rly crazy to imagine. but anyways....#but itll be nice to move out and still be in town bc then i can have the same job yk . and maybe ill know how to drive atp and i can like .#buy a car ..or something . if i do know how to drive #which i probably should since this town very car dependent and i dont want my mom to have to drive me to work esp if umm. i dont live with #them ... im just rly rly rly rly rly fucking scared of driving but i know also in my heart that when i do know how to drive the bond between #me and that car will be crazyyyy like. idk how many of you followed me last year but you may remember my insane bond with angel my cart from #work and there was a lot gokng on woth that <- was Very delusional at the time and i was convinced that she was a sentient thing and had the #power to make my life better or worse if i upset her so i said good morning and goodnight to her every single day so that i could have a #good day . looking back on it probably was something to be concerned abt but whatever.... she is still my best friend and i do miss her #deeply #her bathtub and heater were my besttt friends when i was in wa LOL. i was quite unwell #bathtub is still in my room tho yayyy. heater lives with lamp now and angel is of course at my old job....#bathtub currently is holding a project i gave up on. everyone say thank.you bathtub im looking at her right now

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way2gosuperrstarr · 5 months ago

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me when the rsd is . rsd. ing. oh my god

#salmon jibberish #also funny how when i do the art im most proud of it like . Does Ass /lh #my last two full art pieces im so so proud of (especially resonance) and they just kinda . did ass #i always tell myself dont do it for the numbers #and im not!#but it still . guh #i like. i like people seeing the stuff i make #i hate begging for reblogs!!! but i !!! want people to see my stuff ajd like it!!! yknow?!#i feel like an evil bitch for wanting thing #*things #i need to get hit by a car. or something #joking of course #naturally #logically i know the stuff my brain is telling me to kms over is really fucking stupid but #ow. ow. ow . ow. it hurts #yaknow!#im taking poison damage or something #god i need to be euthanized or solething #brain things #also i feel like i fucked up friendships before they even got off the ground but thats a subject for a whole different day and post so um #!!!!!!!! lets ignore that #ive been ripping my brain apart for the past four days and i just .need to speak !!!! now !'nn or i'll die

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bueris · 5 months ago

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"12 things to do if you're an academic weapon planning on going to uni" I'll kill myself in front of their admissions office

#i literally would rather get hit by a car #why do i have to jump through hoop after hoop after super curricular to get a place at literally just Some University #bitch im already giving you my money if you think im doing all that to look pretty on a personal statement for you i think you should be put #in a home #jfc #i hate this #like i don't eveb want to be here im literally just going so i can get a job that doesn't wanna make me kms soi dont starve #my entire academic career has felt like stomping on a nail board on a daily basis #bue waffling

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satellitefeed · 1 year ago

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4 wheel drive car? umm... dont all cars have four wheels and drive?

#looking at cars for sale makes me want to kms #journal

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selfinflictedgunshotwound · 8 months ago

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i love living in a time loop i love eating the same food everyday and having the same issues everyday and experiencing the same sensations everyday waiting for an imaginary person who will crash through my bedroom window and save me while i do nothing to actually deserve being saved i love that no matter what i try to change in my life my dad finds a way to ruin all my progress and make me feel like a stupid petty child for wanting things to change at all i love having no control over my life and i love having no relief from the constant onslaught of how awful i feel and how powerless i am and how much nothing is ever going to change no matter how hard i try to change it because it just isn't in the cards for me and i love that i both believe all of this and don't believe it at the same time because i believe in magic and miracles despite the fact that it has never served me or helped me at all to think like that. i'm gonna rot in this house

#please for the love of god can i just get hit by a car #sorry for venting #today i fept very proud of myself for throwing a lot of shit away and making some actual space in this trash heap of a house #but my dad got mad at me for touching 'his stuff' again so. back to wanting to kms i guess

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wonpiltual · 9 months ago

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I NEED A FUCKING HOBBY !!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#🦈#first thing that comes to mind is crochet which i actually have stuff for crochet HOWEVER. i hate the feeling of knitwear #🫥#like i would be able to do it obvs but making stuff for myself would be a nightmare.#i wanna customise some of my clothes but im ACTUALLY a pussy and i dont wanna ruin them #i got back into reading which slays but the Pull Of The Phone is sm stronger #so i think i need smth like Actively hands on #i want to paint but my tablets are kinda fucking me right in the creativity muscle rn but i kkinda need them to function so #WHAT I ACTUALLY NEED TO DO IS MESSAGE THE GUY ABOUT BASS GUITAR LESSONS #i bought a bass when i bought my car (TWO YEARS AGO) and i havent learned to play.#anyway. kms attacking myself ripping my hair out #i need to figure smth out bc like 10+ years on the computer is sickening

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todayisafridaynight · 2 years ago

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For a change of pace, what if they made a dragon or unreal engine video of thirst trap Mine on the beach instead

We all know Yokoyama is really into him. The chances are low but never 0

I hope rgg gets the Dead or Alive treatment and theres a gratuitous beach-episode spin off game complete with volleyball, gambling at the casino, and jiggle physics

#snap chats #ill be so tbh only ryujis got jiggle physics and i feel like he’d never step foot on a beach #player gets sent to okinawa and now has to spend the month with all these ex yakuza #you got beach mine you got. kanda. i guess.#and what would a beach episode be without ICHI #I KNOW INSAID I WAS OVERSATURATED WITH THE ICHIBAN ASS TALKING IK BUT JUST THIS ONE #LEMME MAKE A JOKE ABOUT IT JUST ONE THEN WE’RE DONE #im sitting in my dark ass car cause i wanted to kms again alright let me laugh a little #anyway im going to walmart yall want anything

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foxmulderautism · 1 year ago

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like i don't want to dunk on unsplash as a resource or all the creatives putting their work on there but.....trying to find photos on there really feels like pulling my teeth out

#i need the horror edition of unsplash im tired of just getting like portraits of men being normal #and photos of bikes or cars #scrolling through the experimental tab is a good shout sometimes LOL #i literally just want cool and experimental pics with red and black THATS ALL #the fact i cant sort by colour makes me wanna kms because thats how i found everything before!!!#i search 'red' in the search bar and like it does nothing most of the time

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autopsytableromance · 1 year ago

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hey why did my manager unprompted tell me and like 3 other coworkers a story about how he had his dog terrorize her girlfriend for three hours while he took a nap and she hid in the car afraid like it was a funny story to tell.

#i said i would never run after a guest. i dont run and he said i could make you run. i have a rottweiler.#and then launched into this story.#also once we were alone he stated talking about how he used to be a personal trainer and how once girls lost weight they had way too much #confidence and would tell men to leave them alone which he made sound like a crime of the highest order. and asked me again if i was a mom.#which would be like whatever if he hadnt mentioned multiple times how many times he had made specifically moms obsessed with him.#like to the point it was concerning to their mental state. and he just openly admitted this to me as if it were a funny thing that happens #to everyone.#i hate having to work with him when its just the two of us. unfortunately he makes the schedule so i cant even be like hey can we avoid tha #none of this on its own is really that deep its just all of it together... i get such a weird vibe from this guy.#and he keeps trying to set up outside of work events and im just like. i dont know how to tell you that i would rather kms.#like he wants us to fucking roadtrip to san antonio which is like. fucking 7 hours or something? i cant stand a fucking 6 hour shift #and youre not even there for half of that! i would end up trying to physically fight the guy if we were stuck in a car for that long #he is literally my only problem with this job at this point. like customers piss me off sometimes but theyll do that anywhere #he just. makes me deeply uncomfortable anytime were alone #prsnl

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lovecrazedpup · 11 months ago

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just had one of the worst cries of my life i think