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voidzphere · 4 months ago

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sorry ink sans i cant do your inktober this month. art block is currently dragging me into a pit love you though

#killz yapz #inktober #good lordddd #cant even draw shit anymore #how am i supposed to work in these conditions !?#ink sans #utmv

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kenchann · 4 months ago

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uh oh

also change my yuus outfit www

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townslore · 1 year ago

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watching the miraculous movie has done irreversible damage to my brain. hands you miraculous shuake au.

#i said it before and i'll say it again. i never liked aus until these 2 came around. i really do not know how or why it happened #i see them in everyone and everything #persona 5 #miraculous #miraculous ladybug #squeak squeak #idk why i drew that weird pose for goro i wanted to show off his cape but then i realized i'd have to draw his like. backside #and im not good at that. oof.#i like the akira drawing so much more Oh well #they cant all be winners #anyway the movie. i really liked it.#i watched the show often in the past and loved it but then all the weird shit happened and like #i still liked watching it even then but then my brain switched #and i couldn't fucking STAND it anymore #i genuinely hated seeing anything about it. filled me with rage. but this movie? did not.#might have to do with the fact that astruc or whatever his name is didnt influence it as far as i know #goro akechi #akira kusuru #shuake #idk if everyone can read my handwriting i wanted to actually have like the. au details on the drawings #and i dont like writing so much on my tablet.... gets a jumbled mess after a while

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secretly-of-course · 2 months ago

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please think twice before you point out an innocuous mistake in someone’s art, you could end up ruining an entire piece they spent hours on for them.

#i know i shouldn’t still be upset bc the person said sorry and it’s been an entire year but uggghhhhhhh i cant even look at that drawing #-anymore bc my eyes just Zero In on that Mistake and a piece i spent 6? hours drawing and was proud of for maybe a grand total of 2? hours #-just makes me think about how much i hate my own work and leads me into the the untalented loser spiral my brain loves to go on #and i don’t Want to delete the piece bc i Did work hard on it but idk 😩#especially hurts since it was a stev/////atya piece and i make that shit FOR ME #ugh just needed to vent

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risingsunresistance · 8 months ago

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twitter is entering their "rts > likes" phase now that likes are private after they spent years calling us ungrateful for being demotivated by ratios lmao

#man fuck yall just support artists you enjoy #dont attack people who dont rb/rt your art (hell they might even have it scheduled) but also dont constantly demand ''content'' from people #ESPECIALLY without telling them that you appreciate the effort they put in to show you cool things they made for free #you should've been rt'ing/rb'ing from the START 😒 just show people you care!#im just waiting to scroll through post after post of ppl calling out ''entitled artists'' lmao #btw my opinion on the whole thing is painfully neutral if you couldnt tell #i dont think you should care that much about numbers and ppl take it wayyyyyy too far #throwback to that one guy who personally @ everyone who didnt reblog their art that was CRAZY. i would straight up report you KJFGHKG #i also understand and have personally experienced how much engagement can change your mood #a simple ''i love this!'' can make someone's day. it's not hard to understand why ppl like engagement #when they make post after post without so much as a little tag they dont care about sharing anymore #the fact that people call that ''entitlement'' is also crazy #i have a lot of drawings i havent posted or just left nonrebloggable bc it really doesnt make a difference lmao #the only ones i leave rebloggable are the ones that i Know will do well and get attention. like the little pig redraw #if it's cute or funny it gets positive attention. anything else is shit on here lmao #it's just not as fun to share. it either leads to no engagement or negative engagement #would rather have nothing than something rude so whatever #some ppl say it's always been like this but no it absolutely was not always like this #idk what exactly caused the change. probably a lot of factors #could even just be the fandoms i hang around in! but considering i've seen the same sentiment from a bunch of ppl i doubt it's that #the best solution to no engagement is to just make friends and have fun #but 90% of the internet is hostile and negative and rude for no fucking reason #when i unfollowed someone on my old public twitter and they @ me over it. damn i dont know why but NOW i know why 😭#this post has gone way off course im just ranting at this point. i havent talked in a while hi how have you guys been #work was a lot yesterday and today is too slow (im not at work im just going crazy in my house)#(and i cant leave my house bc there's construction blocking the road someone save me)#chat

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ducktollers · 7 days ago

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if im bein real i am so deeply frustrated with my art every single thing i draw looks and feels wrong everythings worse than i envision it feels like i cant seriously improve anymore i cant decide on a style i like doing i cant find a brush that does what i want i have no creativity or self expression i only feel remotely skilled when im using an exact reference and even if im satisfied with a finished product its still not good enough and feels like i will never be good enough to be successful and why is instagram full of teenagers that are better than me and how fucking good would i be now if high school me didnt slow down drawing and university me didnt almost completely stop drawing. so anyways

#im sooooo. i cant even process how deeply pissed off i am constantly #NOTHINGS RIGHT NOTHING FITS NOTHING WORKS DUDE I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE #ik im just. havign growing pains. been having growing pains for years but theres no way ive hit my ceiling at age 23 #ik i just need to keep practicing and i have some bad habits that r making me stuck and i just gotta. study more work harder practice more #i know i KNOW ive just got a boulder sized roadblock and there has to be a way to get past it but I CANT FIGURE IT OUT #ik my weaknesses but even when i try to fix them i still do them #i dont draw guidelines so things turn out wonky and the volume and perspective of 3d forms is always wrong #i wish i could go more cartoony so i didnt need to do so much but i Know things beinf detailed n realistically proportioned is more my style #but also if i go to realistic then everythings fucking boring #but i havent done non realistic shit in years and i have no style so im just fumbling around #GOD IM JUST SO FUCKING OVER IT DUDE #and social media makes it worse i feel like how my art performs online is gaslighting me and i cant trust my instincts anymore #like if i think i like how smth turned out. and then i post it and its crickets everywhere im like. Am i crazy do i actually suck #is this really bad and i have no idea. WHAT THE FUCK #and ik letting external validation get to me like that is bad but im just like. none of this would be so fucking difficult if i was better #esp now that ive quit my job i sure would love to ignore numbers but i gotta grow and get better to get commissions i dont got a CHOICE #and also i just constantly see art thats better than mine and its confusing yk #i feel like. i need to stay offline for like a week #predownload some work from some artists i like as a few concrete inspirations. study anatomy books. work without anybody watchcing me #or me watching anyone else #yk #but also i have no life if im offline for a week that means i get like no social interaction besides my parents for a week #I DONT FUCKING KNOW #IM SO FRUSTRATED #i feel like im constantly complaining but its constantly bottling up like shook pop #x

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pastellmochi · 16 days ago

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non paralive moots im begging yuo listen to my wife singing

#i was behind the camera nd i never blinked once lookinf at him i will jeffthge killer style burnoff my eyelids so th better i can lookathimw #i need to put My oil in his pores #i woudl fry my food w his face oil i'll let him feed me cockroaches and set me on fire like the one vid of the guy w the cockroach as long #s i get to set him on fire back i hope they project this on time square toe curlinf music tha t makes me gag if i was a vampire and he was #n his period. strawberry jam im in the background of all the shots just watching him itmust be crazy goinf from ibuki imperialism #sitch to kenta character focus all rise for the anthem of every country ever united under one stupid greenfHIS EXTRA VERSE IS PLAYOING OAOO #kenta shimeji that deletes all my shit and only plays his songs #gonna recite thi slike a mantra to myself rock myself back and forth in a corner if i get out of a parakive concert itll look like attempte #murder but i did it all myself in will be the guardian angel to everyone who worked on this everything after gokuluck is opposite of peak #poo. opposite of peak is poodoodoo. imagine having to ppost yer music after peakuluck kenta solved all my problems ever I LOVE WHEN YOU #CAN HEAR KENTAS SNARKY SMILE his little Alrights and okays and buu!If the sneezing when someones talking ab you myth was true #he would be sneezy bc of me HANDSOME HIII HANDSOME how am i gonna talk to non paralive moots what do i even say Hello! How ar e you!#i cant do that anymore im the surprise man from freak month are you sure its alright are you sure UUGUHHHH THE LITTLE wikaioaiugh at beginn #ng i love music thanks for inventing music guys thanks for inventing handsome Lockjaw Parvo Tetnis Botfly kenta tetnis eerm i thought yousa #tetris ☝️‼️‼️‼️ EVERYONE SHUT UP HES SPEAKING. LISTEN LISTENthe world will be like that one scen e in the one movie where they all stop tal #EXTRA VERSE CUTIEBEAR I LOV E YOU YOU SOUND SO PRETTYYY WE FINALLY GOT PRETTY SOUNDING KENTA AWROOO BOW WOW !!!!!! ing when he heads upstai #and just look at him when claudio went how cute how fun how SWEET and also when claudio went i spit in it my saliva is now inside all of th #se peoples bodies thats me when kenta leaves his energy drinks unattended but dw itll add extra fizz Hi ryog A the only way to describe how #i feel about kenta is like claudio gregory shawn mendes you cast a Spell on me Spell on me! STILL ALIVE okau HES SO CUUUTE kenta i will hel #you dispose of every other groups bodies okau man i gotta draw salkenta after this day 1 of scarface I already feel my beast form taking p #HIIIIE KENTA RIDE ON RIDE ON INDEED WAUAUUAA WAUUAUAUUAUA WAUAUAUAUAU kachi toru made lets be like UTV and the archiver babydoll my face is #n fire and SOOOO ARE YOUUUU KENTA COVER OF EVERYTHING FOR APRIL FOOLS CROSSING MY FINGERSS NO POINT IN ACTIN LIKE I DONT LIKE HIM I FOOOOLD #IM YOURS cozmez long forgotten they can be locked in the dome forever for all i care salkenta time im going to sweep kenta off his feet pri #cess style MY PRINCESS YOU DID SO WELL I'LL REWARD YUOUUU youre right youre a musical genius my god my savior my everything you are light y #u are like a fallen angel to me im gonna go kiss him sloppy now and listen to His Own music and draw him GOD WHAT HAVE YOU DONE IM A GOKULU #K GIRL thank you for reading so far i really love kenta and he straight up changed my life i got rid of my ocd opened tabs so i could #watch the stream and i started drawing after 3 years and got back into music and made friends bc of him genuinely i love this guy so much #and no amount of content creation or words could ever convey it but i'll do s o either way i love this community i love my friends i lvoe m #paralive friends i love kenta. i lov ekneta i love kenta

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cavity-collector · 5 months ago

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i genuinely need to be put down like a dog i cant do this anymore man holy shit

#yall dont know the meaning of terminally online til u meet me #i hate myself so much its not even funny i am the most miserable worthless scum #my sleep schedule is 7am to 3pm all i do all day is rot on the couch and sometimes draw if i have a drop of motivation #depression is completely kicking my ass and im not even fighting back i give up what the fuck man #theres not even a point for me to keep trying i just want to stop feeling such deep despair 24/7 please #i dont want to die i just want the pain to stop so i can peacefullylive out the rest of this year before i turn 18 and its all over for good #but i cant even have that! im just gonna suffer the whole time thanks great #i wish i could just get better and fix all of this but i cant its not working we dont have the money to #actually get me the help i need to make it work. i just have to figure it out or die #i just wanna go back to ***** ** *** i just want to stop being lonely and useless #i dont know why im posting this shit to tumblr. its so stupid i should just be journaling or something #probably because im worthless selfish scum. idfk.#the last 6 months have been a complete blur. just rotting on the couch or in bed occasionally seeing friends once every other month or so #ive already wasted half of being 17 abd im probably gonna waste the rest too. ill do nothing of worth before i die.#even my art is ugly and horrible and not worth leaving behind. people tell me to work to improve it but i dont have the time left #ill never create any of the things i wanted to create ill never be a good artist im just going to die exactly like this #an absolutely terrible person.#the only people i can talk about the things that make me a terrible person with are people who are terrible in even worse ways #no one can comfort me except them because theyre the only people who know what ive done and actually do see it as less than absolute evil #because they know absolute evil because it is them. but i actually don’t believe that i think theyre bad but could be good #idk what im saying anymore #someone shoot me #please im not kidding #just make it stop #tw vent #tw sui #delete later

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arolesbianism · 4 months ago

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Doodle I did of my girl Juliet earlier

#keese draws #lobotomy corporation #oc art #not super happy with this but I do enjoy looking at her so I can lower my standards for her #at least I feel like I have a better idea of her general shapes now #I spent hours and hours today on the lob corp grind and I think Im Finally ready to actually move forward with they story #Ive also been thinking abt my nuggets during their lor eras and thats been fun #in particular its been fun to think abt my ogs because half of them are experiencing their crash from finally being free from lob corp hell #and the other half are like frolicking in fields and making friendship bracelets and have made peace with their past and upcoming futures #and that half is the half that are all just godawful people who do not deserve that peace and happiness while the people they actively #traumatized are just left to deal with it #this is mostly abt juliet and loki they both suck I love them sm <3 #juliet is the one thats caused more active harm tho since shes that type of boss that will obsess over those she thinks have ~potential~#and once youve caught her attention you are guaranteed to have a horrible time as she will get what she wants out of you no matter what #she doesn't even work on abnormalities anymore just just breaths down ppls necks and fights when need be #loki is very similar in that regard he puts a lot of pressure on his team to provide the results he wants #hes less likely to like. directly psychologically torture those who are under him. but he still isnt a good boss.#hes also more openly rude and disrespectful towards those around him because while neither respect anyone but eachother #loki much more frequently openly states that fact to ppls faces because he feels like everyone around him is wasting his time #now loki actually does legitimately like a few other ppl he works with which is smth that cant rly be said for juliet #but hes also the one whos always on team 'lets murder the newbies for science' so y'know #ding is like his least favorite person here and its like 30% because he specifically accepted her into the info department because he #planned on getting her killed to finish off some research on a tool abno that was being worked on #but she survived the process so now she just like actually works here and he despises her despite the fact that shes rly good at her job #juliet doesn't usually send ger guys to die on purpose but if they do die she doesn't care #she simply feels that if they die early they were weak links anyways #she will still be 'nice' to newbies and to all of her coworkers for that matter but she still has quite the bad reputation regardless #some newbies do fall for her polite act but anyone whos been here for more than like a few days knows that she doesn't give a shit abt them #theyre both doing fine in lor theyre just like we may have lost everything but at least we have eachother :) (mason wants to strangle them)

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shrimp1y · 5 months ago

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when people argue against AI art they should stop pushing the narrative that the Labour of the process and the Practice is what makes art Art. like, AI is bad just as Many Technologies are bad because it was built on exploitation and its use on a corporate scale would be Detrimental to everyone, not just artists. it's not bad because it's easy.

If i could make art super easily through a press of a button i would 100% lmao, but like with most things under capitalism. making things isn't just about Making Things, it's about making money. its about a corporation ripping more people off with their shit content or an artist struggling to make ends meet because their days-long processes can't compete with a few button clicks

#hell. commission work do not pay shit.#and original work pays Negative shit. but its passion so i want to do it still but its just like. My Goddamn Energy.#is so limited.#world hard. we can only focus on what we can do #and when you only have so few functional hours in a day. well. sorry but i cant work a day job or do studies and then draw comms after #i know many people can. i cannot.#and ive stopped trying to think that i can brute force my way through it. i used to value myself greatly for my output but #we aint doing that anymore.#we make just enough money to live. if thats even possible. then we have fun. so we dont kill ourselves.#krill livestream #if commission pays me enough to move out and go to my therapist regularly then ill do it lmao.

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sulfvr · 5 months ago

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Art teachers when you use your artstyle: