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Feeling inspired by all the erotica books so I’m doing a little bit of shopping….
Looking forward to welcoming my girl back home when we are back together, oh I’m going to take my sweet time with my new purchases.
#my girl 🌹#all the good quality stuff is so expensive#one day I’ll splurge on them#really want a leather harness#can’t wait to use it all on her#I love spoiling my girl
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i literally have the bestest friends ever. like of all time
#i don’t have a single right to feel lonely having such an amazing core unit of friends around me. i am surrounded w so much love#got this text while sitting on the ground w my textbooks sprawled around me alternating between 8227 different subjects#reaching a fucking CEILING#then i read this. and my heart is full and i got this#life is GOOD i am good i am happy and one day i will be a doctor helping people and i can’t wait#she’s in med school/was pre-med w me but there’s literally no competition bw us. no toxic pre-med culture#we push each other to grow and are proud of each other’s accomplishments and tell each other so much#insane how we met through my ex of all people. the main reason i dont regret meeting him#literally cannot wait to see her this weekend i’ve missed her sm#i’m so blessed. that’s all#p
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It’s been 3 years since we first learned the title for Silverborn: The Mystery of Morrigan Crow! The book will release in 2024/2025 depending on location.
#raise your hand if you can’t wait to read it the moment it comes out 🙋🙋🙋#it comes out in either September and/or October for UK (9/26?) and AUS (10/30). US is 1/28/24 unforch 🥲#nevermoor#silverborn#memories#remember when we all called it ‘neverfour’? good times#when we have some proper release dates and stuff I’ll try to gather and share info for the best / cheapest ways to order internationally#everyone let’s hold hands and manifest covers / blurb / dates reveal in June 🙏🙏🙏#the source for the 3 years is when Jess posted about it however her Insta is private so can’t link to that. source: just trust me bro
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me and the beanie are celebrating our 10 years together ♥️
#:’) best friendship i ever had. can’t believe how lucky i got#exactly ten years ago almost to the hour. i was sitting on a park bench next to her explaining my feelings terrified of losing a friend#little did i know! she was gonna shut me up with an awkward kiss in a few moments! it almost missed my face#it was funny and sweet and fully defined us as a couple#you nourish and build it effectively and none of that love will fade at all. we just roll jolly on#cant wait for the next ten years and then the next <3#text
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Haha noo Haku haha you’re too pretty to be a spy haaha
#I have a strong sense it’s him and if I’m wrong I never doubted you bestie !!!!#but he was the other ghoul that appeared with us ep one so…. idk#I just can’t think who else it could be ngl#from frostheim tohma is sort of sus but seems more like a herring#vagastrom they are either himbos or dumb I don’t think it’s them lmao ly Alan and sho but I trust them#and Leo is just a loser so it’s not him either#maybe haru too? but idk seems a bit random and the other two I don’t think so either#sinostra and mortraken too obvious too I think#and Rui already has a lot of heavy lore in his back so not Obscuary either in my book#which leaves hotarubi and I love them but they all sus for traitor vibes#haku ily it’s okay you can be my fav traitor!!!! catch me being incredibly wrong#can’t wait for this chapter to be over you guys best part so far has been that clerk in the store that appeared for like .2 dialogues#tokyo debunker#haku
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when the slowburn makes the ship extra cute~~~
#kimikawaii this week for sure!!!!!! (has been saying that since july)#ik the nghy payoff will be ✨sweet✨ but it’s kinda funny how hw are slowburning nagisa’s role in the series as a whole#mans has a grand total of 3 songs to date and only 1 has a cv ver#place your bets what do you think will come first? nghy duet or ariken duet#t h o u g h. ariken is also kind of a slowburn but we all knew they’d get together since ijiwaru release (shoutout to the og miku ver)#some say that ariken is still not canon in the novels to this very day#can’t believe we got arisa’s future career aspirations reveal before ariken canon in the novels smh#but i digress!!!!!!!!!!!! nagisa needs more action and attention!!!!!!#he did have kind of a ‘the bus came back’ moment with the izumo collab but we never saw his face again after that#(full cast merch doesnt count bc p. much everyone’s included in them except for the school nurse and kako)#so. all im saying is: slowburn nghy by all means. just dont slowburn nagisa’s character arc aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#now that mona mania has cooled off (to a degree) and chizusweep has mellowed out (somewhat) it’s shiranami’s time to shine!!!!!!!!#y. yeah. ik it’s harder to market him bc he’s a literal average (albeit handsome) joe but that’s part of his charm!!!!!#i mean!!!!! he can cook!!!!! he stans ft4!!!!! he’s devoted to the girl he loves!!!!!! he’s a dreamboat!!!! what more could you ask for?#but. i do have to say that nghy developments have been kinda awkwardly handled as a whole… esp with heroine ikusei#i think nagisa should’ve been introduced in heroiku or something… since he was planned from the start of hiyori’s development…#maybe they were trying to pull a ‘2nd love wins’ kinda parallel with kthn? but the ascana retcon made everything awkward huh…#i think it could’ve worked out in the mv-verse. like if they’d placed heroika+sukiuso after the fight+make up in herotaru#so the timeline would go smoothly from heroiku -> herotaru -> heroika#with hiyo realising that she’d be better off focusing on work and track after the asuka debacle + chizu fight#like a ‘forget romance!!! i gotta work hard and run hard!!! omg wait nagisa wdym you love me???’ kinda thing#but the [redacted] anime p much cut + pasted the asuka arc with the nagisa visit and. hm.#is this just an excuse to blame the clumsy handling of the nghy arc on the [redacted] anime? m… maybe…?#but it all still could’ve kinda worked out if they’d shifted the timelines around a little. y’know. since sukiuso mv has nagisa visit in oct#idk i think having hiyo learn how to doll herself up from lxl for her first crush (asuka)#and then using what she learned to yassify herself to meet up with nagisa would’ve been neater?#like a ‘hey look nagisa :) i applied what i learned from my pals :)’ kinda thing#or maybe chizu and juri could’ve helped her with the nagisa dressup scene post-herotaru fight… but i digress!!!!!!#hmmmmmmmmmm… well. this has gone way off topic… anyways nghy canon and cute that’s all byeeee#the dude from gamushara
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Larchpaw
She/her, 8 moons, cis molly
#Larchpaw#beetleclan#apprentice#clangen#warrior cats oc#kiri’s clangen#warrior#kiri's clangen#Wow i wonder who this mini Berrymurk is. Surely it’s not his one and only daughter#surely him and his daughter don’t have nearly identical sprites save for Larch having a slightly yellower tint and an apprentice pose#But to be so forreal the name Larch is actually really fitting becuase of that becuase larch trees are a conifer that isn’t an evergreen.#their needles turn yellow and fall off in the fall which fits because she’s just a little more yellow than her dad#I also made the pointy parts of her fur point down instead of up like the rest of her family just to show she doesn’t look all that much-#-like her grandma Gravelshock#She’s technically half-clan and her other parent is unknown so I like to think her other parent had droopier fur (though I have no one in-#-particular planned)#Anyways she’s sort of friends/rivals with Swallowpaw (who I’m planning on having as the starting POV for beetleclan) so expect to see and-#-read a lot of her whenever I get to the actual story part#I actually love Larch a lot she’s very cute I’m tempted to do her POV at least sometimes#but Idk#Also I’M FUCKING BACK!!!#can’t say how regular posts will be considering the computer I use to add the border afterwords is Wigging The Fuck Out Constantly and I-#-can barely use it but I’ve got one more cat queued after this at least so there’s that!#I can’t wait to get to the actual story I’m gonna do it in fic form with some illustrations scattered throughout instead of a comic (unless#-I feel like a specific moons needs a comic)#and I think I’ll put in on my AO3 which’ll be fun so yeah. I’m excited to finally get through all these designs hopefully over this summer#and I’m done with hs now so I can continue working on it during this next year because I don’t plan on doing college immediately!! So yeah-#-I’ve got a lot of time on my hands now and I’m excited to get back to Projects!!#I’m thinking of doing commissions on my main too (including warriors/clangen designs) so look out for that if you’re interested
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I need a completely rewritten teen wolf series with Derek Hale as the main character. I think it would heal me.
#we follow Derek from New York. Laura left for beacon hills. it’s been six years since he was back but he hasn’t heard from her#and hes going stir crazy waiting. he packs up and travels back. it’s almost too much immediately. he still can’t get a hold of Laura#he can’t resist going home. it’s like a natural pull that guides him back. all at once he’s 16 again. staring at the wreckage of his life#deputy stilinski is sherrif now. it’s reassuring in the slightest that the police force seems to have moved on from how corrupt it was#he catches her scent and it’s putrid. bile catches in his throat. he seeks it out. still in denial to what he knows it means.#when he finds Laura it’s like the world ends all over again. he can’t stand to see her like this. he gives her a proper burial.#the best he can do at least#he visits Peter. he’s not the man Derek remembers- so full of fire and cunning. their relationship may have been strained at times.#often Derek felt more like Eve being swayed by the snake than a normal friendship#but this isn’t the sharp tongued uncle who guided him. this is a broken shell. all that remained of his family. he was so lost.#22 but he barely knew how to function without his family- his pack paving the way#Laura handled everything. she got the apartment. she made sure they had food. Derek looks back and feels so useless#he was so lost in his grief. Laura must of felt the same way but she never let them drown in it#she made sure he got his GED. even got him to enroll in community college classes.#he took them online. he never was able to warm up to people the same way. he used to be so full of life. now he just wanted to be left alone#he studied English. never finished his degree. doesn’t look like he ever will now. he can’t go back to Laura and his shared home.#can’t bare to see another shell of a home#he vents to the vacant audience of Peter and his cold fixed eyes#Derek leaves. he wants to promise he’ll return soon#but promises feel costly these days#he decides to go back to the reserve. maybe he can find some clue as to what happened to Laura#someone lured her here. someone who knew them and their history here#his mind went to the worst. Kate. why would she go through the trouble six years later. why wait so long.#Derek couldn’t stomach the thought of facing her. he focused on the woods. the scents were all over the place.#clearly multiple people had been through here recently. two scents were much stronger. Derek follows them#but when he hears the crunch of leaves he realizes why the scents are so strong. they’re still here#he ducks behind some trees. listening in on their conversation. but an echo of their scent catches his attention#he spots an inhaler on the ground. he puts two and two together and swipes it from the leaves.#he comes out once they’re closer. tossing over the inhaler- he figures they’ll leave. dumb kids messing around in the woods#he reminds them this is private property. though that may not be true anymore. he recognizes the scent of a new beta. interesting.
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the magic mountain meets greek tragedy meets bluebeard & other folktales meets the secret history meets grand budapest hotel meets radetzky march & emperor’s tomb meets the haunting of hill house meets black mirror meets midsommar meets the yellow wallpaper meets primeval and other times -> olga tokarczuk’s the empusium
#or at least this is my impression so far#tbf these are just vibes & motives. but I See Them#i would say: maybe (maybe) not as exceptional as the best olga can be#but I’m still having so much fun. immaculate vibes I can’t wait to find out what it’s all about👀#though I already have my theories and it’s not like olga writes mystery stories for mystery’s sake so yeah. I’m not expecting something#totally unpredictable#also i suspect part of the enjoyment is kinda lacking because I’m used to reading her translated in italian rather than English#so the tone of voice is slightly different#still. I’m already halfway through which might give an idea about how enjoyable the book is#the empusium
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feixiao: and these are my friends jiaoqiu and moze, people call us the going through it squad
moze: you’re the only one that calls us that
feixiao: just another way i’m going through it😔
#honkai star rail#hsr#hsr incorrect quotes#yaoqing trio#hsr feixiao#hsr moze#hsr jiaoqiu#feixiao’s number 1 trouble: friends not being Silly™️ with her#feixiao’s number two trouble: some moon thing or whatever lol#really can’t believe they gave us the most fun and trusting trio ever and then traumatized the HELL out of all three of them#me @ hoyo: stop stop!! they’re already traumatized#mentally unwell about them forever and i will be patiently waiting for them to get less traumatic content pls and thank😤
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obviously everyone can like any character & I like characters who are mean to each other it’s kinda my whole thing but also I hate it when everyone loves a character that *i* *hate* because they’re mean to *my* fave in a way that bothers *me* specifically ok
#this is about Julia tcoaal 💀#you guys she’s not precious & cute she definitely bullied & excluded Ashley & used her to try to get to Andrew#I can’t wait for the vindication when I’m proven right#although I guess the fans who love her will keep loving her#again. I recognize that that’s fine & to each their own but you know. I also have my opinions#& my opinion is that I hate Julia & I don’t get the hype#is your instinct not to protect Ashley graves at all cost?? can’t relate
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LOVE when the pharmacy decides to fucking dick around with my meds so badly that now I’m off my mood stabilizer, my pain meds, and my fucking birth control (in a few days) because they’re insisting I should have extra fucking bottles of each one and I DONT because they don’t let me pick up more than a one month supply of narcotics at a fucking time so do explain where these extra bottles are, hmm ????? and they didn’t have enough caplyta ordered last time to even give me my usual 3 months supply of that so … ???? get your fucking heads out of your asses and give me the fucking meds you owe me ??? like ??? but I’m in a nasty headspace right now so if I call the pharmacy this morning, I’m going to be that cunt ass customer they bitch about all day because this isn’t the first time they’ve done this. in fact, the first time, they straight up committed insurance fraud by marking one of my scripts as filled and picked up WHEN, IN REALITY, THEY FUCKING LOST THE SCRIPT AND HAD NO RECORD OF IT BEING FILLED OR PICKED UP IN THEIR SYSTEM, BUT YET, MARKED IT AS SUCH AND CHARGED MY INSURANCE AN ALMOST 8 GRAND FOR THE FUCKING 3 MONTHS OF MY MOOD STABILIZER THAT I. NEVER. RECEIVED. I’m genuinely about to report this entire pharmacy to the pharmacy board because I’m so fucking done with this place. it needs to be shut the fuck down because you’re telling me, out of an entire pharmacy, y’all share the same IQ point AND dead brain cell, collectively ??? then don’t fucking work in healthcare where people rely on you to know your shit and keep track of their fucking meds because you’re just constantly making shit worse on people since you can’t seem to not fuck around with these meds and not ‘lose’ scripts. fuck out of here.
and I’m pretty much out of weed, which is usually my back up pain management method, without the money to afford a delivery order by their cut off time to order in 3 hours because I just paid my fucking bills and have SOME to go towards it, but not enough for delivery to be free, and I’d still have to walk my ass to one of the ATM’s nearby because they don’t accept my bank as a prepaid method OR any of the cards I have on my person. 🫠
I can literally feel my back spasming and seizing on and off while I’m laying on my fucking side, I’ve had a migraine with a stupid ass aura for almost a week now because chronic migraines fucking suck and i was REALLY hoping this one would be over by now, my muscle inflammations that my pain meds are supposed to limit are already beginning to start their itching deep in my muscles so soon they’ll blossom into a whole fibromyalgia fucking episode and become entirely inflamed, my joints in my hands fucking hurt because of the dreary weather so I really need to get into a rheumatologist at some point soon as well and get that shit figured out, I’m nauseas as fuck from all the pain, and I’m moody, hormonal, and just feel like fucking death physically.
I’m just. I give up.
this shit is exhausting and painful and so mentally fucking taxing to constantly deal with and I just want a fucking break from all this fucking shit. I wish I could just … not exist … for even just a little while with how fucking painful existing actually feels right now 🫠😭
#i hate that CT weed is so fucking expensive#half a fucking ounce shouldn’t cost me $250 …….. not when I can go to MA and get an ounce for $108 after tax ……..#but I don’t have a way to MA because my fucking best friend. who made plans with me OVER THE WEEKEND. HER. SHE INITIATED THEM.#canceled on me last second even though I texted her early the night before when I know she would see it 🫠#nope instead she waited from the text I sent at 6:30pm until noon the next day to cancel because her period is kicking her ass#NOT FOR FUCKING NOTHING BUT SO THE HELL IS MINE ???? AND IM ANEMIC ??? AND DEALING WITH ALL THIS EXTRA PAIN ON TOP OF IT ????#and I know I’m being irrational and insensitive because pain tolerance is a sliding scale for everyone#but like fucking come on you do this 3 out of 4 times YOU make the plans to hang out and I’m fucking over it.#plus I’m the one that always pays for everything and does she ever even OFFER to hit me back for the COUNTLESS ounces of weed I’ve got her#all because she couldn’t afford it so I said I’d cover it and she never paid me back. I’ve bought her at least a grand’s worth of weed#just over the last couple months and she’s never ONCE offered to pay me back for a single one#like ……… I don’t expect it. I give if I have it. but you can’t even just offer ??? like the invitation to pay me back would be enough to no#leave m ragingly pissed off and feeling used as an atm again for yet another ‘friend’ because they don’t even OFFER to be considerate#of course I’d say not to worry about it but it doesn’t even cross your fucking head to ask if I want anything towards it#like the next time you get paid ??? when you go and spend your own money on weed that day but can’t reimburse me for anything IVE paid for#oh and I always have to give her gas money if I even simply just want to hang out because she’s always fucking broke somehow#and she works in healthcare like bitch I know what you make and you can’t play that you don’t have enough to get by or throw me 50 bucks#towards YOUR weed that I’m buying every once in a fucking while when I’m already paying for everything fucking else#I’m so angry and I know I’m being irrational and bitchy but this is what happens when you’re tripped off your meds cold turkey#and one of them is a mood stabilizer that makes it so you DONT feel this way about people and aren’t so bitter when you’re let down 🫠🫠🫠#because now my rejection sensitive dysphoria is going to be triggered even easier than usual and I’m just.#I actually fucking give up. I don’t even know what to do here. the pain going through my body is so fucking intense#I keep losing my train of thought because everything hurts and then every once in a while a DIFFERENT pain acts up and throws itself in too#I just. I just can’t fucking win.#I hate fucking struggling with my mental state like this when I’m off my meds.#and because I have to be a month without my stabilizer/pain management/birth control it’s going to take me ANOTHER month to get readjusted#to those in my body so I won’t feel normal again until nearly fucking mid to end January the earliest#and that’s fucking bullshit. I’m going to fucking **** myself by the time I get back on these fucking meds since it’ll take that long#fucking hell I just. I give up. I give in. I’m self isolating and cutting myself off from everyone because it’ll be in THEIR best interest#for me to do so when I can’t control my mind like this. I’m so tired of feeling so fucking shitty and I’ve only been off them for two days
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something about finding the people who sit through your info dumps with joy on their face and enthusiasm for your passions. something about finding the people who info dump right back at you because they know you love hearing about their passions. something about finding the people who manage to sum up your being in one niche, oddly specific sentence that lives in your mind rent free for the rest of time. something about finding the people who not only accept you for who you are but embrace you for who you are. who not only tolerate your quirks and differences but love and cherish them.
#i’m in my feels today if you couldn’t tell#just thinking about one friend in particular who i don’t get to see in person nearly enough but i text all the time#idk it’s the little things#the way we send each other videos of ourselves explaining whatever we’re learning about right now#the way we don’t write it in a long message because the emotion and vibes don’t translate properly#the way he’s told me that the way i dress is so gender nonconforming in his eyes#how even though i’m afab and i wear glittery makeup and crop tops and have pink hair#i still look so queer and so gnc and so Not Girl in his eyes#how that felt so validating#how i could feel the genuine love in his words#how he told me once that i’m ‘not a person with lore but rather a person with a schtick’#and how he explained to me what my schtick was and how accurate it was#how he told me he can’t wait for me to get my degree(s) and be an openly queer person in stem#how he can’t wait for me to defend my thesis sometime in the future and be wearing the brightest makeup and the biggest earrings#and the tallest boots#how he loves that i go to my chem lab every week with glitter on my eyes#how it’s cool that i don’t care if i stick out like a sore thumb because i’m me#i remember how he dropped the she/her pronouns immediately upon ne saying i didn’t really vibe with them#(even when they were still technically on my list of ‘ok to use pronouns’)#how his boyfriend who i don’t know very well has always they/them-ed me because my friend does#and if my friend is doing it then it must be the right thing#idk i just love my friends#and this friend in particular is someone i’ve gotten really close with over the past 6 months or so#and i’m so glad to have him in my life#platonic love#friendship#tell your friends you love them
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i am making a list of everything i will take from this house when i move out, aka everything my roommate has forgotten belongs to me and happily let her dog destroy, and giggling with evil glee
#i’m taking furniture that is wrecked to pieces and my dad will just end up using for firewood#it’d be much more convenient for her if i left it here but i’m not going to#apart from the sofas. she can deal with them frankly#disgusting slob#basically all the kitchen stuff is mine. all the dining room stuff. all the living room stuff#she’s going to go back to living in an empty house and i can’t wait to think about her going to cook something and realising :0#none of that stuff i wrecked was my stuff!#that’s right. i’m taking it all and tossing it in a skip down the road
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Can’t tell whether I should rejoice at the new bsd chapter or be even more sad :(
Old man doomed yaoi 😞 Fukuzawa’s reaction is devastating
BUT ada reunion coming soon!!!!!!! Right right?????
Atsushi return yippeeeeeeee!! This is the worst situation but he’s so silly
Aya making me cry as per usual
ALSO ALL OF THIS HAPPENED IN ONE DAY???? HOLY H3LL
BUT ALSO OMGOMGOMGOMG GUESS WHO’S BACK!!!!! I’M ECSTATIC BUT SO CONFUSED
Actually the best part of this chapter was LOUISA APPEARANCE YAAYYAYYYYY!!!!!!!! MY GIRL IS BACKKKKKKKKKK
#bsd spoilers#bsd#bungou stray dogs#I have nothing smart to say LMAO#MY BEST GIRL I CHEERED#louisa’s gonna be the deus ex machina I swear#her genius is underrated#us: asagiri can you please give one of your characters a childhood pls#asagiri: 🫢🙂↔️🙅♂️😋#I saw the aya part before I got to read the chapter so it was on my mind#I FLIPPED OUT AT THE END OMG#can’t wait for when all of this is over and we can go back to cute domestic found family times ahahaha…#I'm happy for aya but like just stop it with the deathbaits omg
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oh thank goodness the d1 polycule is in tact. FALSE ALARM GANG
#mikan was useful for once#also this is small but kazucihi!! didn’t call her ‘miss sonia’ and also gundham’s hair went back to normal#also those three stood together. a lot.#and also kaz couldn’t resist complimenting gundham that one time#whatever this was a good series#dark as hell though#ALSO SAKAKURA WAS??? ACTUALLY GAY???#i knew there was something i liked about him. he gave me mondo vibes#apparently those vibes were ‘being in love with a high-ranking student council member’#dr3 spoilers#danganronpa spoilers#dr3 anime liveposting#oh hey also i can’t believe kyoko gets two dads and their both dead now#keeping this tabbed for non-despair aus#hey if they’ve got the tech for brainwashing and robo-hands and all that jazz#do you think they’ve figured out cloning#or at the very least like. the ability to make a human body.#for. i don’t know. a ghost to possess and potentially bring everyone back#just spitballing here#OR WAIT#MAYBE BECAUSE KYOKO DIED SHE CAN SEE GHOSTS NOW#HOLY SHIT WAIT#I CAN WORK WITH THIS
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