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Feeling inspired by all the erotica books so I’m doing a little bit of shopping….
Looking forward to welcoming my girl back home when we are back together, oh I’m going to take my sweet time with my new purchases.
#my girl 🌹#all the good quality stuff is so expensive#one day I’ll splurge on them#really want a leather harness#can’t wait to use it all on her#I love spoiling my girl
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i literally have the bestest friends ever. like of all time
#i don’t have a single right to feel lonely having such an amazing core unit of friends around me. i am surrounded w so much love#got this text while sitting on the ground w my textbooks sprawled around me alternating between 8227 different subjects#reaching a fucking CEILING#then i read this. and my heart is full and i got this#life is GOOD i am good i am happy and one day i will be a doctor helping people and i can’t wait#she’s in med school/was pre-med w me but there’s literally no competition bw us. no toxic pre-med culture#we push each other to grow and are proud of each other’s accomplishments and tell each other so much#insane how we met through my ex of all people. the main reason i dont regret meeting him#literally cannot wait to see her this weekend i’ve missed her sm#i’m so blessed. that’s all#p
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It’s been 3 years since we first learned the title for Silverborn: The Mystery of Morrigan Crow! The book will release in 2024/2025 depending on location.
#raise your hand if you can’t wait to read it the moment it comes out 🙋🙋🙋#it comes out in either September and/or October for UK (9/26?) and AUS (10/30). US is 1/28/24 unforch 🥲#nevermoor#silverborn#memories#remember when we all called it ‘neverfour’? good times#when we have some proper release dates and stuff I’ll try to gather and share info for the best / cheapest ways to order internationally#everyone let’s hold hands and manifest covers / blurb / dates reveal in June 🙏🙏🙏#the source for the 3 years is when Jess posted about it however her Insta is private so can’t link to that. source: just trust me bro
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feixiao: and these are my friends jiaoqiu and moze, people call us the going through it squad
moze: you’re the only one that calls us that
feixiao: just another way i’m going through it😔
#honkai star rail#hsr#hsr incorrect quotes#yaoqing trio#hsr feixiao#hsr moze#hsr jiaoqiu#feixiao’s number 1 trouble: friends not being Silly™️ with her#feixiao’s number two trouble: some moon thing or whatever lol#really can’t believe they gave us the most fun and trusting trio ever and then traumatized the HELL out of all three of them#me @ hoyo: stop stop!! they’re already traumatized#mentally unwell about them forever and i will be patiently waiting for them to get less traumatic content pls and thank😤
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me and the beanie are celebrating our 10 years together ♥️
#:’) best friendship i ever had. can’t believe how lucky i got#exactly ten years ago almost to the hour. i was sitting on a park bench next to her explaining my feelings terrified of losing a friend#little did i know! she was gonna shut me up with an awkward kiss in a few moments! it almost missed my face#it was funny and sweet and fully defined us as a couple#you nourish and build it effectively and none of that love will fade at all. we just roll jolly on#cant wait for the next ten years and then the next <3#text
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Haha noo Haku haha you’re too pretty to be a spy haaha
#I have a strong sense it’s him and if I’m wrong I never doubted you bestie !!!!#but he was the other ghoul that appeared with us ep one so…. idk#I just can’t think who else it could be ngl#from frostheim tohma is sort of sus but seems more like a herring#vagastrom they are either himbos or dumb I don’t think it’s them lmao ly Alan and sho but I trust them#and Leo is just a loser so it’s not him either#maybe haru too? but idk seems a bit random and the other two I don’t think so either#sinostra and mortraken too obvious too I think#and Rui already has a lot of heavy lore in his back so not Obscuary either in my book#which leaves hotarubi and I love them but they all sus for traitor vibes#haku ily it’s okay you can be my fav traitor!!!! catch me being incredibly wrong#can’t wait for this chapter to be over you guys best part so far has been that clerk in the store that appeared for like .2 dialogues#tokyo debunker#haku
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when the slowburn makes the ship extra cute~~~
#kimikawaii this week for sure!!!!!! (has been saying that since july)#ik the nghy payoff will be ✨sweet✨ but it’s kinda funny how hw are slowburning nagisa’s role in the series as a whole#mans has a grand total of 3 songs to date and only 1 has a cv ver#place your bets what do you think will come first? nghy duet or ariken duet#t h o u g h. ariken is also kind of a slowburn but we all knew they’d get together since ijiwaru release (shoutout to the og miku ver)#some say that ariken is still not canon in the novels to this very day#can’t believe we got arisa’s future career aspirations reveal before ariken canon in the novels smh#but i digress!!!!!!!!!!!! nagisa needs more action and attention!!!!!!#he did have kind of a ‘the bus came back’ moment with the izumo collab but we never saw his face again after that#(full cast merch doesnt count bc p. much everyone’s included in them except for the school nurse and kako)#so. all im saying is: slowburn nghy by all means. just dont slowburn nagisa’s character arc aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#now that mona mania has cooled off (to a degree) and chizusweep has mellowed out (somewhat) it’s shiranami’s time to shine!!!!!!!!#y. yeah. ik it’s harder to market him bc he’s a literal average (albeit handsome) joe but that’s part of his charm!!!!!#i mean!!!!! he can cook!!!!! he stans ft4!!!!! he’s devoted to the girl he loves!!!!!! he’s a dreamboat!!!! what more could you ask for?#but. i do have to say that nghy developments have been kinda awkwardly handled as a whole… esp with heroine ikusei#i think nagisa should’ve been introduced in heroiku or something… since he was planned from the start of hiyori’s development…#maybe they were trying to pull a ‘2nd love wins’ kinda parallel with kthn? but the ascana retcon made everything awkward huh…#i think it could’ve worked out in the mv-verse. like if they’d placed heroika+sukiuso after the fight+make up in herotaru#so the timeline would go smoothly from heroiku -> herotaru -> heroika#with hiyo realising that she’d be better off focusing on work and track after the asuka debacle + chizu fight#like a ‘forget romance!!! i gotta work hard and run hard!!! omg wait nagisa wdym you love me???’ kinda thing#but the [redacted] anime p much cut + pasted the asuka arc with the nagisa visit and. hm.#is this just an excuse to blame the clumsy handling of the nghy arc on the [redacted] anime? m… maybe…?#but it all still could’ve kinda worked out if they’d shifted the timelines around a little. y’know. since sukiuso mv has nagisa visit in oct#idk i think having hiyo learn how to doll herself up from lxl for her first crush (asuka)#and then using what she learned to yassify herself to meet up with nagisa would’ve been neater?#like a ‘hey look nagisa :) i applied what i learned from my pals :)’ kinda thing#or maybe chizu and juri could’ve helped her with the nagisa dressup scene post-herotaru fight… but i digress!!!!!!#hmmmmmmmmmm… well. this has gone way off topic… anyways nghy canon and cute that’s all byeeee#the dude from gamushara
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Larchpaw
She/her, 8 moons, cis molly
#Larchpaw#beetleclan#apprentice#clangen#warrior cats oc#kiri’s clangen#warrior#kiri's clangen#Wow i wonder who this mini Berrymurk is. Surely it’s not his one and only daughter#surely him and his daughter don’t have nearly identical sprites save for Larch having a slightly yellower tint and an apprentice pose#But to be so forreal the name Larch is actually really fitting becuase of that becuase larch trees are a conifer that isn’t an evergreen.#their needles turn yellow and fall off in the fall which fits because she’s just a little more yellow than her dad#I also made the pointy parts of her fur point down instead of up like the rest of her family just to show she doesn’t look all that much-#-like her grandma Gravelshock#She’s technically half-clan and her other parent is unknown so I like to think her other parent had droopier fur (though I have no one in-#-particular planned)#Anyways she’s sort of friends/rivals with Swallowpaw (who I’m planning on having as the starting POV for beetleclan) so expect to see and-#-read a lot of her whenever I get to the actual story part#I actually love Larch a lot she’s very cute I’m tempted to do her POV at least sometimes#but Idk#Also I’M FUCKING BACK!!!#can’t say how regular posts will be considering the computer I use to add the border afterwords is Wigging The Fuck Out Constantly and I-#-can barely use it but I’ve got one more cat queued after this at least so there’s that!#I can’t wait to get to the actual story I’m gonna do it in fic form with some illustrations scattered throughout instead of a comic (unless#-I feel like a specific moons needs a comic)#and I think I’ll put in on my AO3 which’ll be fun so yeah. I’m excited to finally get through all these designs hopefully over this summer#and I’m done with hs now so I can continue working on it during this next year because I don’t plan on doing college immediately!! So yeah-#-I’ve got a lot of time on my hands now and I’m excited to get back to Projects!!#I’m thinking of doing commissions on my main too (including warriors/clangen designs) so look out for that if you’re interested
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I need a completely rewritten teen wolf series with Derek Hale as the main character. I think it would heal me.
#we follow Derek from New York. Laura left for beacon hills. it’s been six years since he was back but he hasn’t heard from her#and hes going stir crazy waiting. he packs up and travels back. it’s almost too much immediately. he still can’t get a hold of Laura#he can’t resist going home. it’s like a natural pull that guides him back. all at once he’s 16 again. staring at the wreckage of his life#deputy stilinski is sherrif now. it’s reassuring in the slightest that the police force seems to have moved on from how corrupt it was#he catches her scent and it’s putrid. bile catches in his throat. he seeks it out. still in denial to what he knows it means.#when he finds Laura it’s like the world ends all over again. he can’t stand to see her like this. he gives her a proper burial.#the best he can do at least#he visits Peter. he’s not the man Derek remembers- so full of fire and cunning. their relationship may have been strained at times.#often Derek felt more like Eve being swayed by the snake than a normal friendship#but this isn’t the sharp tongued uncle who guided him. this is a broken shell. all that remained of his family. he was so lost.#22 but he barely knew how to function without his family- his pack paving the way#Laura handled everything. she got the apartment. she made sure they had food. Derek looks back and feels so useless#he was so lost in his grief. Laura must of felt the same way but she never let them drown in it#she made sure he got his GED. even got him to enroll in community college classes.#he took them online. he never was able to warm up to people the same way. he used to be so full of life. now he just wanted to be left alone#he studied English. never finished his degree. doesn’t look like he ever will now. he can’t go back to Laura and his shared home.#can’t bare to see another shell of a home#he vents to the vacant audience of Peter and his cold fixed eyes#Derek leaves. he wants to promise he’ll return soon#but promises feel costly these days#he decides to go back to the reserve. maybe he can find some clue as to what happened to Laura#someone lured her here. someone who knew them and their history here#his mind went to the worst. Kate. why would she go through the trouble six years later. why wait so long.#Derek couldn’t stomach the thought of facing her. he focused on the woods. the scents were all over the place.#clearly multiple people had been through here recently. two scents were much stronger. Derek follows them#but when he hears the crunch of leaves he realizes why the scents are so strong. they’re still here#he ducks behind some trees. listening in on their conversation. but an echo of their scent catches his attention#he spots an inhaler on the ground. he puts two and two together and swipes it from the leaves.#he comes out once they’re closer. tossing over the inhaler- he figures they’ll leave. dumb kids messing around in the woods#he reminds them this is private property. though that may not be true anymore. he recognizes the scent of a new beta. interesting.
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the magic mountain meets greek tragedy meets bluebeard & other folktales meets the secret history meets grand budapest hotel meets radetzky march & emperor’s tomb meets the haunting of hill house meets black mirror meets midsommar meets the yellow wallpaper meets primeval and other times -> olga tokarczuk’s the empusium
#or at least this is my impression so far#tbf these are just vibes & motives. but I See Them#i would say: maybe (maybe) not as exceptional as the best olga can be#but I’m still having so much fun. immaculate vibes I can’t wait to find out what it’s all about👀#though I already have my theories and it’s not like olga writes mystery stories for mystery’s sake so yeah. I’m not expecting something#totally unpredictable#also i suspect part of the enjoyment is kinda lacking because I’m used to reading her translated in italian rather than English#so the tone of voice is slightly different#still. I’m already halfway through which might give an idea about how enjoyable the book is#the empusium
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obviously everyone can like any character & I like characters who are mean to each other it’s kinda my whole thing but also I hate it when everyone loves a character that *i* *hate* because they’re mean to *my* fave in a way that bothers *me* specifically ok
#this is about Julia tcoaal 💀#you guys she’s not precious & cute she definitely bullied & excluded Ashley & used her to try to get to Andrew#I can’t wait for the vindication when I’m proven right#although I guess the fans who love her will keep loving her#again. I recognize that that’s fine & to each their own but you know. I also have my opinions#& my opinion is that I hate Julia & I don’t get the hype#is your instinct not to protect Ashley graves at all cost?? can’t relate
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something about finding the people who sit through your info dumps with joy on their face and enthusiasm for your passions. something about finding the people who info dump right back at you because they know you love hearing about their passions. something about finding the people who manage to sum up your being in one niche, oddly specific sentence that lives in your mind rent free for the rest of time. something about finding the people who not only accept you for who you are but embrace you for who you are. who not only tolerate your quirks and differences but love and cherish them.
#i’m in my feels today if you couldn’t tell#just thinking about one friend in particular who i don’t get to see in person nearly enough but i text all the time#idk it’s the little things#the way we send each other videos of ourselves explaining whatever we’re learning about right now#the way we don’t write it in a long message because the emotion and vibes don’t translate properly#the way he’s told me that the way i dress is so gender nonconforming in his eyes#how even though i’m afab and i wear glittery makeup and crop tops and have pink hair#i still look so queer and so gnc and so Not Girl in his eyes#how that felt so validating#how i could feel the genuine love in his words#how he told me once that i’m ‘not a person with lore but rather a person with a schtick’#and how he explained to me what my schtick was and how accurate it was#how he told me he can’t wait for me to get my degree(s) and be an openly queer person in stem#how he can’t wait for me to defend my thesis sometime in the future and be wearing the brightest makeup and the biggest earrings#and the tallest boots#how he loves that i go to my chem lab every week with glitter on my eyes#how it’s cool that i don’t care if i stick out like a sore thumb because i’m me#i remember how he dropped the she/her pronouns immediately upon ne saying i didn’t really vibe with them#(even when they were still technically on my list of ‘ok to use pronouns’)#how his boyfriend who i don’t know very well has always they/them-ed me because my friend does#and if my friend is doing it then it must be the right thing#idk i just love my friends#and this friend in particular is someone i’ve gotten really close with over the past 6 months or so#and i’m so glad to have him in my life#platonic love#friendship#tell your friends you love them
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my beloved imac from 2014 with a cracked screen that i conned my dad into giving me so i had a computer on which to do stupid freelancer shit for him but use primarily for personal use (file storage, use appletv to play streaming sites on our actual tv, play sims) seems to be……engaging in behaviors that for lack of a better way to put this best resemble when my elderly cat started having seizures after a hard summer of kidney problems and we had to be like. oh it’s the end the end? obviously less emotional than that but. you know. she’s had a long good life and maybe it’s her time. that’s okay. all things end. anyway. all this to say we are trying to coax her into not just waking up again but pretty please just giving me two files that are the backbone of the recurring stupid freelancer shit i do every month. please baby i have hand problems i can’t build those templates again. please.………
#also rip to my photos backed up there rip to my huge sims 4 cc folder#but those. well. everything is temporary all things end. i lost all my photos in 2017. i lived. besides most r still on my phone#bc that was a long term work in progress i’ve just been out of space on here for months LOL#but christ the system i have for those was a pain in the ass to set up and it wouldn’t be any less work this time#so eva’s trying to salvage them.…fingers crossed#we knew she was getting old but i kind of thought she’d last forever for her limited uses#like no she can’t take new software updates but she ran mostly smoothly!!! mostly!!!!#but wow she is. hmmmmmmm well she’s dying. Sad!#ok that’s all. pray for my stupid fucking powerpoints and their stupid fucking linked excel sheet#at least i don’t keep my writing on there LOL lotta school stuff but that’s…oh shit some of that might only be on the comp#oh wait no i think i used google drive for those so i could bounce back and forth w my ipad. ok good i had some good essays probably#but my 100k of fic work recently (guys it’s insane i’m writing a BIG FIC…and i’m doing it patience mode im fucking drafting the WHOLE THING)#THAT i back up. that i would be sad to lose. i am so glad i am not losing that. that would be worse than the freelancer bs by FAR#but wow i don’t want to remake those. but if i must i must……#eva’s trying…#a ten is blogging
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Can’t tell whether I should rejoice at the new bsd chapter or be even more sad :(
Old man doomed yaoi 😞 Fukuzawa’s reaction is devastating
BUT ada reunion coming soon!!!!!!! Right right?????
Atsushi return yippeeeeeeee!! This is the worst situation but he’s so silly
Aya making me cry as per usual
ALSO ALL OF THIS HAPPENED IN ONE DAY???? HOLY H3LL
BUT ALSO OMGOMGOMGOMG GUESS WHO’S BACK!!!!! I’M ECSTATIC BUT SO CONFUSED
Actually the best part of this chapter was LOUISA APPEARANCE YAAYYAYYYYY!!!!!!!! MY GIRL IS BACKKKKKKKKKK
#bsd spoilers#bsd#bungou stray dogs#I have nothing smart to say LMAO#MY BEST GIRL I CHEERED#louisa’s gonna be the deus ex machina I swear#her genius is underrated#us: asagiri can you please give one of your characters a childhood pls#asagiri: 🫢🙂↔️🙅♂️😋#I saw the aya part before I got to read the chapter so it was on my mind#I FLIPPED OUT AT THE END OMG#can’t wait for when all of this is over and we can go back to cute domestic found family times ahahaha…#I'm happy for aya but like just stop it with the deathbaits omg
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oh thank goodness the d1 polycule is in tact. FALSE ALARM GANG
#mikan was useful for once#also this is small but kazucihi!! didn’t call her ‘miss sonia’ and also gundham’s hair went back to normal#also those three stood together. a lot.#and also kaz couldn’t resist complimenting gundham that one time#whatever this was a good series#dark as hell though#ALSO SAKAKURA WAS??? ACTUALLY GAY???#i knew there was something i liked about him. he gave me mondo vibes#apparently those vibes were ‘being in love with a high-ranking student council member’#dr3 spoilers#danganronpa spoilers#dr3 anime liveposting#oh hey also i can’t believe kyoko gets two dads and their both dead now#keeping this tabbed for non-despair aus#hey if they’ve got the tech for brainwashing and robo-hands and all that jazz#do you think they’ve figured out cloning#or at the very least like. the ability to make a human body.#for. i don’t know. a ghost to possess and potentially bring everyone back#just spitballing here#OR WAIT#MAYBE BECAUSE KYOKO DIED SHE CAN SEE GHOSTS NOW#HOLY SHIT WAIT#I CAN WORK WITH THIS
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it was never my life to live and he didn’t fall for the real me… he fell for an accessory and thought he could just change the label while things stayed the same
#sorry y’all I’m probably gonna be venting about this the next few weeks#still getting over the sudden ending of this SR and I’m working my way through it#wait why am I apologizing it’s my blog 😭#mine#SB chronicles#it will probably irk me for a while that he thinks I’m at fault for the way things ended when it was entirely him#and he will probably think of me as sensitive and petty and a hoe that was just after his money and he’ll be all the more bitter#towards women after this and I feel bad for whoever he picks up after me#he’s just on a cycle of rebounds…. not healthy at all#his punishment is who he is and no woman in her healed mind is going to stay with him once she realizes who he is#he will end up alone sooner or later#or keep running through women bc he eventually takes his facade off#maybe white women can handle all that emotional abuse but not me baby#I like my men respectful sweet patient and kind and good at communication#I still can’t believe I was going to date him for real and before I could get those words out#he immediately showed me why I would have regretted that decision#I somehow dodged a bullet but still experiencing pain and feeling like I was owed more good times with him#I just wanted a few more months of all the good…..#but there were a lot of things that irritated the shit out of me and I’m forgetting to remember those things#I’m romanticizing our time together#I mean it was wonderful while it was good but I hated hearing and smelling his fucking gross f*rts#that is definitely something I will never get used to tolerating from a man#or how easily distracted he was or how he didn’t like to sit inside of moments like I do#how he often gave me the illusion of choice but then we ended up doing whatever he wanted#I definitely would think ‘oh I can’t wait to never deal with _____ again’ and now I don’t have to 🤷🏾♀️#I just miss the affection attention and sex and how I felt disconnected from my sad reality when I was in his world#I just liked his world#it was rich and quiet and high quality and carefree
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