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i really need a cyn au badly guys. just imagine. uzi eats the solver, tessa’s body fades away but cyn is left behind. her core is intact and completley void of the solver, it’s in uzi now. her eyes are white because uzi sapped away the yellow in hers. cyn’s still small and her limbs are still janky, her movements shakey, even moreso without fleshy insides weighing her down. she doesn’t have a voice, or at least forgets how to talk for a while, because the solver has been talking through her for so long. she has a horrible, horrible time, dealing with hazy memories of things she wasn’t in control of, of horrible things the solver did through her, all the souls trapped within that died by her body’s hands. n and uzi agree to take her in, to help her through it. v adjusts as she learns that she’s somebody completely different, apart from the solver, someone she never truly knew. she becomes n’s little sister, but for real this time. she becomes all of theirs.
someone help make this au with me im so srs
#murder drones#late night ramblings of a madwoman#md#cyn#the absolute solver#uzi doorman#serial designation n#serial designation v#can u tell im crazy#ive been thinking so extensively tho#since all the fleshy shit melted away from cyn#does that mean it melted away from v and n too?#uzi definitely still has it since the solver is in her still… ya#but anyway#i really wish cyns real personality would’ve come through in the series a little bit#so making her a character was easier#but this just means we can have fun w it!!!!#shes def a lil babie fr
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Personally, I'm on the "Sam Prime has only one life" train because it makes far more sense why he's looking for ways to extend it mechanically if he only has the one than if he has three. A single life is a lot more volatile; one mistake could end it in a flash. Three gives you a little more leeway, so you can learn and live again. For someone to be so intricately entwined with death and escape from it, it feels symbolic to only have one life. (Plus Philza and Techno each only have one, and their relationships with death are Also incredibly entwined with that fact, so it just makes sense to me.)
REAL!! anon you're so real. let me speak on this
Only having one life is definitely much more of a motivator for Sam's clone shenanigans. And i also think it would be important to note that, from what I remember, most of Sam's raving about new bodies is about avoiding injury & outside forces that could kill you. I think he does mention bodies breaking down with age too, but I think it comes across as secondary when he talks about it. At least from what I can remember.
Only having one life also works well with the fact that he knew Phil from when Phil was much much younger (100s? 1000s? of years!). I'm pretty sure both Phil and Techno emphasize that them having one life has to do with where they are from, rather than who they are. Considering that Phil met Sam prior to Techno, and Phil and Techno being from the same place, its pretty likely that Sam is from there as well.
Another thing I'd like to mention is Sam Prime's reaction to waking up after being in a clone body for so long. It was a shocked, "I died." The way he says it isn't a way I'd expect someone who grew up aware that you can die and come back to life twice. And you may be thinking, maybe he's crazy delusional cause he's Sam and he's convinced himself that he can't die in a clone. And this is true. BUT! Boomer also has a very telling reaction. Its very much along the lines of you couldn't have died, you're right here! Now THIS is a sentence out of the mouth of someone who only has one shot at life.
now onto how Sam has died and behaved like a 3-heart character. Sam on the DSMP has no memory of being Sam Prime, and so he believes he's the same as any other person from the region, aka someone who has 3 lives. It could be fun to think that he might have incredibly repressed memories of his lives (or lack their of) when making sense of a comment he made back in the Trapped in Prison streams: he goes through Limbo to get back to his body in between deaths.
"but ryin! he was being metaphorical!" maybe! but what if he wasn't! makes you think. Perhaps if Sam's consciousness is in a clone body when that clone dies, he travels through some type of limbo where he can locate and return to his own original body, another clone, or even re-inhabit the same body that just died. DSMP Sam isn't even aware he has clones or an original body to get back to, so he just reanimates the old one.
Another comment on this Limbo --- Sam Bucket. It is widely agreed upon that Sam Bucket is another one of Sam's clones, and I believe the same. But there are a few things BBH has said about him that really stump me: 1) you can't touch him, 2) he can teleport, to an extent (as seen in the Sam Bucket finale). It's very... ghostly, no? Maybe the case with Sam Bucket was that when he died and was possessed by the Egg, he also lost that knowledge of how to successfully transfer back to another body. Or maybe it was because his conciseness wasn't only his anymore, that it couldn't fit back into his bodies right. So Sam Bucket could be an apparition of the consciousness that was in the Sam Bucket clone, and continues to haunt the Egg. The teleportation could be explained that way, as he doesn't need to adhere to the laws of physics; or maybe since he is so closely bonded with the Egg while being incorporeal, he's gained the Egg's ability to teleport.
Now for why he is suddenly back in his body after DSMP Sam's 2nd death. This one can go a lot of ways. Here're some ideas:
Going off of Sam Prime's shock of having died in a clone, perhaps Sam's Dream & Ponk deaths would be the first one's he'd ever experience. I also want to relate this to the 3-lives system as well, so maybe after 2 'deaths,' the more powerful 1-life Sam Prime had is reduced to an equivalent to a single 3-lives life. If that makes sense. With only one 'life' left, it is instinctively sent back to the original body to sustain it with what is left.
If we want to add the previously discussed Sam Bucket theory into this, here we go. It still makes sense that Sam Prime would not be aware that that body died, as his consciousness never returned to the original body to be added to the mix. Here, it would also help to think of the 1-life as split not into the one death, two deaths, sent back to body, like the previous scenario, but instead the clones can go through 3 'lives' before being forced back to Sam Prime.
Maybe the energy taken from the 1-life Sam Prime has isn't so easily split up into the 3-life system. It could be where energy is just drained over time, and the Ponk death was the straw that broke the camel's back. Its convenient, but possible. Also, it was the only death Sam had after he saw Sam Bucket. Maybe being exposed to his own consciousness triggered something in his head where it defaulted him back to Sam Prime? Who knows
Anyway, that was a lot of words to say Yeah, I like the 1-life Sam theory.
#sorry for any typos#lmk if there r any or if something doesnt make sense#cause my ass is not reading this over#can u tell im crazy#im a lore head to my core... despite my artist exterior#c!sam#awesamdude#sam prime#anon#asks#thanks sm for the ask btw!!#if you couldnt tell i love talking abt this#cough cough 900 word response#cough#did cc!sam plan this out in his head? probably not#am i working with what i have? you best believe it!#where r my insane ppl at#feel free to chime in!
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everybody was very nice on my last post(s) so !!! more cole and manfred be upon you :D
#my arts#dragon age#dragon age veilguard#dragon age the veilguard#dav#datv#da4#dragon age 4#veilguard#the veilguard#manfred dragon age#cole dragon age#dragon age manfred#dragon age cole#manfred the skeleton#cole the spirit of compassion#dragon age veilguard spoilers#emmrich volkarin#dorian pavus#EHHHH TECHNICALLY#not tagging solas or the iron bull tho. that feels cheaty#im still not very good at drawing skeletons (can you tell i was experimenting w his head lol) so take that as u will#but i loooooove doodling cole esp his hair <3 wet cat core. he used to be on so many of my school notes back in the day :]#i think i am going to draw them w some weird friends next (basically. sandal and kieran. cryptic boys my beloveds) but we will see !#also maybe something w varric bc uhhh. yeah >_>;;;#its crazy bc i know like 10 things that happen in veilguard and thats it. but fck it we ball >:3c#oh i also had an AU idea too UGH i have so much i wanna draw but ill stop#thanks for looking at my art and also i love you <33
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i am so normal about them (i talk to my walls about them)
#haikaveh#kaebedo#soukoku#mikayuu#hualian#wangxian#asheiji#eruri#domijeanne#pegoryu#damn i can jus keep going#inuokko#i think my point hss been made im fuckig Crazy#wanderer#a recent discovery#joongdok#yoohankim#SANGSOO#dokja#in general#txt#because im back in the kpop hellhole#kagehina#kenhina#bokuaka#i watched haikyuu incase u couldnt tell#blorbo posting#sasunaru#my brain and my mouth knows no bounds#itafushi
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EVIL MARK, EVIL MARK, EVIL MARK!!! I want to be coherent about this season but please picture me foaming at the mouth and running on the walls. S2 being what if Mark's just like his Dad? Insanity. I love this show. Anyways, AU where an Evil!Mark tries to make Our!Mark worse, and Our!Mark tries to make the other better. Something something confronting your idea of the worst version of oneself. Plus, tweaked black and yellow costume because I saw it and immediately went murder hornet lookin' ass and knew I had to draw it. Evil ass Mark. Horrible. I think he should be dragged kicking and screaming into redemption.
#mark and the fact he is fighting for this fucking life to avoid the Many Bad Endings???? im pacing. getting out the red string.#when the season is about who you are and what you could become. when trying to be good is an active choice and a struggle.#RAHHHHHHHHHHH#chewing on the bars of my enclosure...when every mark is evil OUR mark is the outlier. the exception. the OTHER. RAHHHH#dog poetry being mark poetry because how often can you kick a dog before it starts snarling before you raise your hand?#how often can you beat it before it rips into you without mercy? when it bites not at your hand but at your neck?#when does violence for survival and violence for vengeance start and end? when your opponent is down and you keep drawing blood?#circling and pacing and losing my mind over this btw if you care#anyways self vs self gets me going crazy. did you know i loved the end of atsv? because it shows.#i think o!mark would lose his fucking mind at what evil wasp looking mark has done + this mf wasp would LOATHE mark's kindness#they both see the other as the WORST version of themselves and they can't stand it. They can't shatter the mirror but they think they can--#--change the reflection.#evil mark seeing mark and seeing what he USED to be#mark seeing what he COULD be#CAN U SEE THE VISION??????#digital art#invincible rotating in my mind#invincible fanart#fanart#mark my beloved#mark grayson fanart#mark grayson#invincible s2#invincible show#mark like hello this is my secret twin and he is NOTHING like me hahahaha anyways wanna debate about having mORALS and LIFE#mark grayson vs the urge not to accept every responsibility as his own#he's batman coded that way#ok im done yapping#if this happened in the comics in any way shape or form dont tell me JACK SHIT or i will PUMMEL YOU with my SHOES
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DAY 97: CONGRATULATIONS, YOU WON!
#codacheetah#isat#loop isat#isat spoilers#twohat spoilers#isat act 6 spoilers#TEEHEE#god im so close to 100 days and this is what. the third human loop ive drawn? maybe? can you tell where my interests do not lie#also. im so close to 100 days drawing loop and i've drawn very little actually related to twohats. what the helll#i think it'd be so funnay if loop didn't stop in time. great job champ! you won!#fuck you looking crazy for!#anyways they get to have underclothes as a consolation prize since i didn't want to duplicate the cloak. siffys still under there lol#you all are spared from Regretful Loop Cleavage. sorry or you're welcome#i don't know where your interests lie#EDIT: IF U SEE THE UNEDITED VERSION FLOATING AROUND. NO U DONT
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Slugzi and Nlug !! Another drawing of N and Uzi as slugcats from the best game on the planet, Rain World (I am objectively correct, don't even try to deny) No, I'm not trying to avoid drawing drones, that would be.... unprofessional as J would say.
My opinion on the finale? It was AWESOME. There's some hate that claim the episode was too fast-paced and overall wasn't a very good closure for the series as it left some unfinished arcs and unexplained plot points. And while I don't disagree, I'm grateful for what we got because that episode was SPECTACULAR!!! it was such a fun experience. I do wish we got to see more of Khori after their reunion, I wish we got too see N and V make up at the end or at least hug, I wish we got J trying to redeem or explain herself after Cyn was defeated, I wish we got more explanation for past events we didn't get to see such as Nori's death or if humans are truly extinct, I wish Tessa had more to her than to just be a disguise for Cyn, and so so much more. But even then, it was NOT a bad episode, far from it!! We have to keep in mind that it's an indie show and there are some limitations. We are lucky to have gotten a masterpiece of a finale in the first place cuz a lot of indie projects never even get to see a conclusion, especially not one THIS GOOD. I enjoyed the scenes we got, they were entertaining and exciting. While it was disappointingly short, it still became one of my top 3 favorite episodes. I'm gonna miss MD! I hope we get to see some sort of continuation of the story or perhaps just some funny shorts or official art. I'm not very picky.
#murder drones#fanart#rain world#murder drones spoilers#md spoilers#murder drones uzi#md uzi doorman#uzi doorman#serial designation n#md serial designation n#murder drones n#md n#nuzi#md nuzi#n x uzi#md biscuitbites#my art#should i draw nuziv slugs? tell me u want this so i can get the motiv to draw it lmfao#i should also draw drones more often#slugcats are fun to draw but i doubt a lot of md fans even know of rain world#btw if ur reading this (hello welcome to my tag ramblings im insane) and u dont know what is rain world PLAY IT NOW ITS ON STEAM#play as a funny little slugcat and learn very vague and crazy robot lore
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Stuff i've been thinking about a lot recently (not unrelated to my feelings about star trek)
#it just annoys me that people are so quick to pass off shipping as fangirl craziness#obviously yes some of it comes from nothing and is perhaps excessive#but a piece of media exists as its own entity#and if you genuinely understand an interaction to be romantic#that is a valid interpretation that deserves thought and discussion#there are finer points such as the difference between queercoding and queerbaiting#but frankly the jayvik arc functions solidly and coherently as a love story#im talking narratively as well as just the existence of chemistry or tension or whatever#basically if a creator tells u that a work can only be interpreted one way#You Do Not Always Have To Believe Them#ramblings#jayvik#arcane#and if you read them platonically thats fine too! whatever!! thats the beauty of ambiguity!!!
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soldier/poet/king - patrick/tashi/art
based on that one quiz i made four years ago. if you're interested, you can click here to read all my thoughts on art being the most king to ever king, tashi being a poet with a strong soldier streak despite contradictory results, and patrick being a self-destructive soldier.
#challengers#web weaving#patrick zweig#tashi duncan#art donaldson#t3nnis#soldier poet king#spk#challengers 2024#nourpost#finally revealing the true use of this quiz: assigning spk to my favourite fictional trios#also if u want to argue with me over the assignments u. can. but read the doc i wrote first LMAO like i did make these archetypes#and know them better than anyone. im sorry to say.#so u know. if u want to argue with me make sure ure not just telling me the archetypes i wrote dont match the idea u have of them in ur hea#anticipating because Have I Had Many A Conversation about this fucking quiz lmao#its birthday is in 2 weeks btw :) and it's about to hit 18 million takers on uquiz. crazy innit. my peak fr
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wonderful
#there is a ranboo that goes withthis but i didn't like how he was looking imma restart from scratch tmrw😭😭#ctubbo#michael beloved#ctubbo fanart#Guys you have no idea what i went through today like it wa fucking crazy i need to share this#so i went to the mall after school right and im going home at like 8 on the train with my friend bc i was supposed to be picked up ay her#stop right but then im told to just go to my stop and take the bus and im like ok sure but the problem is my phone is on SEVEN PERCENT and w#hen i get to the stop my moms like u have money for the bus right and im like ueah and i check and i have NO MONEY#BUT I DIDNT TELL HER ANUTHING BC I DIDNT WANT HER TI GET MAD BC I KNEW SHE WOUDKNT WANT ME TO WALK ALL THE WAY HOME AT NIGHT (FOURTY BLOCKS#So im like ok im getting on the bus now my phone is on four percent i have to WALK HOME allll that way and there's this crazy ass upward hi#ll that's like ten blocks long ITS NOT EVEN THAT BAD but like my mom thinks im on the bus so im trying to speed walk as fast as i can and i#RAWDOGGED it too because MU PHONE WAS GOING TO IDE!!!!#I made it home at two percent U guys i was so proud of myself thank u for listening#IM SO MAD IT WOUKDVE BEEN OKAY IF I WASNT IN A RUSH And also if i had music uggghhh Whatever#I bought this really cute skirt at garage hold on let me find it#lexi pleated skort color Navy blue ITS SOOOO CUTE got some new leg warmers too yesss....#I NEED TO DOWNLOAD THE TRANSIT APP i woukdve been able to attach my apple pay and buy the stupid ticket if my phonewasnnt#too dead to do al that...#Guys always make sure u carry cash with yiu goodbye
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The kiss wouldn't have felt so good if we hadn't waited so long for it to happen. It's full of longing and desperation because they waited so long all the love and desire for each other is literally about to explode, and we can feel it bc the made us wait too!
Joke fell for Jack five years ago, he has loved him for so long, he's been waiting for so long to be able to act on his feelings, you can literally feel all of this in that scene - in his eyes, the way he kisses Jack, the way he holds him
And Jack - Jack hasn't waited as long, he's calmer, in a way. Just as hungry for Jokes, but in a different way; he had also fallen for Joke that day five years ago but then he didn't spend the past five years loving him, he spent them hating him. He's just so content now that he can finally acts on his feelings bc there's nothing more standing between them - and in fact he didn't wait at all before confessing, he did it as soon as he knew he could. Jack's desperation in that kiss comes from the fact that he never thought he would be free to do it, he never saw himself free enough to really have Joke.
It happened at the right moment. Jack first asked him to be his boyfriend, Joke first said yes, and then they kissed. They're on the same page, they know they love each other, they don't have any reason to hide what they feel anymore, they can let everything else go. There's nothing standing between them anymore, there won't be any misunderstanding about their feelings for each other. there's so much going on in their lives, there were too many secrets between them, but not about this, not anymore.
It was worth the wait. The wait was necessary. Yin and War have perfect chemistry, but it's not just that that made that scene perfect. it's the build up to it, the fact that we know exactly what the two of them are thinking bc we know what they've been going through to get to that point. we can feel everything they're feeling bc we've been waiting with them this whole time and we were going crazy for it to happen just like they were
#jack and joker#jack & joker#jack and joker: u steal my heart#jack & joker: u steal my heart!#my posts#this is kinda ditected at the people who said they were tired of waiting#and that the show wasnt clear about jack and joke's feeling#really if they had kissed earlier it wouldnt have felt half as good#and it would have brought up more misunderstandings that they def dont need#theyre serious about each other#their relationship is something they want to be honest about#for real#can you tell im going crazy#theyre everything to me
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my last drawing of 2022! dedicated to good ol twijack because im insane for them
#my little pony#mlp#mlp g4#mlp fanart#mlp redesign#twilight sparkle#applejack#artists on tumblr#unicorn#earth pony#caninecrypt#twijack#twilight x applejack#ngl ive fallen in love with doing backgrounds#im getting much better at it and im very proud#this was all just an excuse to make a full piece BUT. to be fair im still crazy for twijack#two overly stressed and responsible ponies. yeah#they pine about it definitely#also i thought itd be cute if unicorns blushed with their horns too LOL#can u tell i wrote these tags while exhausted
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maybe its just me but i cant stand when people are like "it just doesn't sit right with me how teruhashi thought about aiura 🥺" like yes... its not supposed to ??? because her thinking badly of other girls and prioritizing male validation over everything is one of her main flaws ??? can we talk about that WITHOUT making it seem like shes not allowed to have a single actual flaw without suddenly becoming an awful person? nobody can handle complex female characters at all and its so fucking annoying
#you guys all missed the point of her development AND her and saiki's relationship development#like did you miss the parts where the only times he genuinely seems to not like something she does is when shes mean to other girls#and he still understands that she isnt a bad person for having bad thoughts in the private comfort of her mind#and besides... in this case she was literally just being a dramatic and insecure teenage girl LMAO#like dont fucking lie to me and tell me when you were her age you didnt have similar thoughts#youre worse than her if you lie about it while judging her for it#sorryyyy#she shouldve been MORE unhinged youre all just cowards#AND ALSO ? how can something even be 'mean' if its just a thought#thats like if u opened ur friends private diary without permission and then unfriended them over something they said in a random upset vent#and in this specific situation if u found out ur friend called someone a bitch because they liked the same person as her ??#LIKE THATS ?? its bad but its not as crazy as you guys make it out to be#shes allowed to be angry and insecure in the privacy of HER OWN MIND#idk if this makes sense but i just feel that her thoughts are more of a concern about her wellbeing than anything else#like she canonically is extremely kind to others even when she doesnt want to be so why are we worried about how she treats others.#theyre fine. im worried about HER.#and WHY her mindset is so negative... but u guys dont give a shit because u cant handle even a spec of complexity#sorry ive said all this before i just like to rant#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#teruhashi kokomi#meows post
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2025!!! SO FAR... BUT I CAN BE PATIENT...... CRAZY hyped after the level 5 vision teaser for NWOS, I could barely contain myself!! LOVE how things are looking and GOD if I didn't near explode just seeing them together again - Their new puzzle solving animation is SO SO cute!! <3 Seeing them stand shoulder to shoulder working together again is more than my heart can take I'm stupid tired and have too much on my plate rn but I really wanted to draw something for them fdjfhsdf I want to draw something nicer later but!! <3 <3 too exciting!! I'm ecstatic!!
#teenytinyart#professor layton#professor layton and the new world of steam#new world of steam#pl nwos#pl nwos spoilers#new world of steam spoilers#level5 vision 2023 II#level5 vision 2023 II spoilers#level5 vision spoilers#I was flapping and pacing so much and have been rewatching nonstop they make me so crazy my heart is so so full#im so tired & u can tell but AUUHgghghgh THem.. Them...#hershel layton#luke triton
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Gomens s2 comic time! Spent FOREVER making this because I could. Lmao
#did i make an over 20+ panels gomens comic? yea#god help me#you guys you guys you guys you gusy#can you#can yoh tell ive been going fucking crazy over the ending of them#listen i know s3 is coming but. can you blame me for being so viscerally upset i rewrote the end of s2. nah you cant#you guys i was crying at work... somthing had to give#and so all my effort for tears was henceforth but into this comic!#god#good omens#s2 spoilers#mr gaiman youll never read these tags i hope but if you do i love ur show. i love ur characters. im sorry i had to rewrite s2 end im just#unable to pull myself together until s3. sincerely hope u understand fksbfksbd thanks#ineffeble husbands#anthony j crowley#crowly x aziraphale#aziraphale#aziracrow#good omens fanart#good omens season 2#good omens comic#crowley fanart#aziraphale fanart#my art
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Aeneas get ur ass to Italy
#I hope the Latin is the correct line I did some crazy mental gymnastics cross reference#I do not know latin but I recognise the word blood#But anyways this scene is so horrific thanks virgil#And then the tree is like why did u did u tear off my flesh aeneas#And then the tree is a guy??#Does Aeneas need more trauma#im meant to be revising for my world of the hero test and I’m here drawing aeneas#It’s revision technically#my art#The aeneid#aeneas#greek mythology#greek myth art#aeneas art#the iliad#Fanart#roman mythology#U can tell I used myself as reference bc of the bad posture
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