#can i just tag all my hyperfixations
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iāve discovered a common theme amongst my ships
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yāknow i started this as being about TenRose and Fabienke/Fabine but now realise it also applies to Lockyle ā¦.
#het huis anubis#house of anubis#fabian ruitenberg#fabian rutter#nina martin#nienke martens#lucy carlyle#lockyle#lockwoodandco#lockwood & co#anthony lockwood#oh my god it also applies to rapunzel and eugene oh my god#can i just tag all my hyperfixations#tenrose#doctor who
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jesus christ, doc, i thought you were a goner! warn a guy next time, will ya? jesus christ, doc. jesus christ
bonus doodle post-extra-long-hug:
(listen im a sucker for the forehead kisses alright. whenever it happens in a fic i eat that shit UP. it's the cutest thing ever idc)
#back to the future#bttf#bttf fanart#marty mcfly#doc brown#emmett brown#happy bttf day! good thing i fell into the hyperfixation hole before the crash course of dates here in oct-nov instead of after#otherwise i'd have to wait a whole year! anyways#THEY SHOULDVE HUGGED IN THIS SCENE ARGJARHGARHAJ#they totally did guys trust me they totally did.#honestly i love how everyone agrees yeah they hugged immediately after the scene cut we just didn't see it#bc it is real. and true. canon even!#they should've hugged at the end of part 3 also but i digress#im so happy im an artist guys i can draw whatever the hell i want. i can will scenes that should've happened into existence#see what happens when i really try? see what happens when i give it my all? /ref#this turned out soo well i'm very happy with it. at the same time i can totally see it being one of those pieces where you look back in a#year or two and go damn why that limb at that angle#the tool belt is not accurate at all i just couldn't be bothered. drew a āplaceholderā thing for it before looking at refs and got lazy#kit does an art#tag as ship and it's your knees
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pass the yaoi
#new hyperfixation. you may or may not see more of him in the future#my art#digital art#art#artists on tumblr#aoba seragaki#dmmd#dramatical murder#sly blue#aoba#dmmd aoba#dmmd sly blue#he is my favorite . ever#ok I know I said new HF but I liked dmmd like 10 years ago#so. not new fucking AT ALL I just can actually draw now#hf tag#WINK
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so did you guys know theres this character called tristan vik disventure camp and
#disventure camp#disventure camp fanart#tristan vik#disventure camp tristan#ghostofsnails#my art#It would be SO tedious to post all of these separately but to be honest ive been dead for so long that i think its just funnier like this#like. yeah. just in case you guys have been wondering what i've been up to.#I have like 2 more i think but i'll give them their own post so i can explain them#ive never hyperfixated on a character like this in my entire life. usually a character hyperfix is super intense and lasts like 2ish weeks.#GUYS ITS BEEN 2+ MONTHS. AND I STILL CANT THINK ABOUT ANYTHING EXCEPT FOR CARTOON GOTH NONBINARY SILLY PERSON#actually fuck you can i write an essay in tags about why i love them. this is tumblr. and whose even gonna read this anyways. fukit we ball#i followed dc kinda casually as a guilty pleasure for a while but i was instantly drawn to tristan when the designs for the s4 cast dropped#i was like You're telling me there's a GOTH who is UPBEAT and isnt designed like a flawless elf TWINK and is NONBINARY? ME FR????#LIKE OHH THE GOTH NB GETS TO LOOK A LITTLE WEIRD. THEY GET TO BE UNCONVENTIONAL. my aesthetic attraction to them goes crazy. vampire style.#i remember when they got revealed people redesigned them to look more generically pretty & it PAINED ME bc it missed the point SO. BADLY.#ik some people find them boring also & even tho i disagree i can see it if u dont rlly care abt alt stuff. but for me the fact theyre so#kind & upbeat & extroverted WHILE being a SUBCULTURAL GOTH is the draw bc while i do get a kick out of the exaggerated depressed goth#stereotype - its not exactly true to life and so seeing a character that looks and acts like me and real goths makes feel so seen and happy#they also capture my desire to have goth friends SO BADLY im projecting on them SO HARD. They are such top tier friend material you guys...#AND THEYRE A FASHION DESIGNER WHICH FEELS SO IN THEME WITH BEING GOTH THAT IT MAKES ME SO JOYOUS AND CRAZY.#its all so funny because im 100x more excited about getting good goth rep than nonbinary rep LMFAOOO but them being nb is SO important too#Not to mention their voice actor is FANTASTIC and elevates them SOOO MUCH. Also the amount the va is obsessed with them fed my obsession -#sooo insanely you guys.... i feed off of other peoples emotional attachments. AND THEIR ACTING FOR TRIS ADDS SO MUCH DEPTH TO THEIR#CHARACTER IF YOU LOOK FOR IT. I COULD LITERALLY WRITE ESSAYS ABOUT TRISTAN YOU GUYS. IM NOT INSANE.#god you guys this is the first time ive ever had a genuine āi feel seenā feeling from a fictional character I KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE NOW.#i LOVE NONBINARY PEOPLE EXPRESSING THEMSELVES. I LOVE HOW QUEERNESS AND GOTH CULTURE INTERSECTS AND HOW THATS REPRESENTED IN TRISTAN#THEY MEAN SO MUCH TO ME. AND I KNOW THEY MEAN SO MUCH TO SO MANY OTHER PEOPLE. WHICH JUST MAKES THEM MEAN EVEN MORE TO ME. I LOVE LIFE.#its an endless feedback loop i fear. im trapped in it & loving every second. i will be drawing them until i am in my grave & maybe after.
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hello flondon tumblr
i was giggling the whole time i drew this im ngl.
heres the version with the original photo bg too
#fallen london#flondon#poor edward#bonus transparent eddie under the cut. feel free to put him in places and situations if you so desire#anyway ive been meaning to make a blog to ramble about fl and my flpc because the hyperfixation has been REAL#mostly so i can have an archive where i can dump all my stuff and stare at the oc content hoard. yall know the feel? so. here goes nothing#will make an intro post later maybe. or just cryptically throw stuff in the tag and run. who knows#chaindoodles
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bad ending
#vtuber#holostars#holotempus#regis altare#and the rest of the guild but I shan't tag them#I consumed too much horror content lately#it tickles my brain#alas that filters straight back into tempus#because I am but a little lamb to my hyperfixation#I DO THINK ELYSIUM BEING A DIGITAL WORLD#MEANS THAT THEY CAN RESET THOUGH#why am I enabling time loop regis altare. as if he doesn't have enough to deal with#I mean it's TECHNICALLY time loop but it's also not#because the time itself isn't resetting#it's just the memories that everyone has#so the corruption gets worse and worse and altare keeps trying to put his guild back together again#it feeds back into the fact that all of VG are corrupted#I DO THINK THERE IS A HAPPY END#it's just not this one#I actually think 'time loop but not really' works for them because#flayon. for one. will always remember due to being an anomaly#and magni. for two. will always remember due to being a clone that has memories stored separately#and BETTEL. for three. due to whatever the hell he has going on with phantom. might also remember#SO THE LORE YOU SEE- (I am dragged off stage)#I'm literally writing all these layers of nonsense in my brain like people know what I'm talking about#those three are particularly interesting because neither mag or betsy actually want to be heroes#and flayon is already baseline upset that altare is trying to save a world that didn't want to save itself until he stepped up
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fairly odd parents still infecting my brain have a redraw
og screenshot ^ im already working on stuff with backgrounds i dont need to make even more
#fop#fopanw#dev dimmadome#fairly odd parents#the fairly oddparents#fairly oddparents#development devin dimmadome#fairly oddparents a new wish#fop dev#fop a new wish#fanart#from here on out are my own tags#memo's constellations#ā³ļø#:dev#ahhhh millions of different tags for one thing i did not miss you#I STILL GOT IT THO! it being creating actual full lined pieces#very fun drawing. back to the reference sheet and animation mines for me though#i dont think i said it but i'm actually animating in fopanw reanimated!!#this drawing was just a quick break and also to make a discord icon thats my own art#i havent been so hyperfixated on something since fuck. i dont even know#but this show is taking over my mind dogggg its all i can think about#i keep saying this but#if you told me like a year ago that id be being really ill about doug dimmadome owner of the dimmsdale dimmadome etc's grandson#to the point of adding him to my fucking kinlist which hasnt been updated in fucking months#i would not believe you#but. here we are LOL#if you think im insane. honestly i dont know what to say except watch anw cause Jeeeesus christ dev dimmadome is one fucked up kid#okay sorry for ranting in the tagsss certified memo moment of ranting in the tags. its over now BYE <3
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in my head, kieran survived the oādriscoll kidnapping, but by the time heād got back to shady belle after someone found him bleeding out in the street and took him to the doctor, the gang was gone, and he took the opportunity to escape the gang lifestyle, running off to strawberry and beginning work with the timber folks
years later, you can find him at pronghorn ranch in epilogue 1, lovingly tending to the horses in the barn when you go to scoop the manure, and heās made an honest living for himself. and the oādriscolls are gone because sadie killed then all and he is finally safe and happy is anyone listening can anyone hear me
#does anyone care where javier fits in here#in my little mind world they run off together but not at the same time#i want to write more about this but i have no idea where to start and this is all i can find the words for at the moment#if my brain can work for a little longer i may reblog w javiās side of this au#it takes him a lot longer to actually buck up and run off but it happens literally right before the pinkertons come to beaver hollow#like he takes the opportunity during the height of the confusion when john renters camp to run off#because john is alive and dutch lied and he misses kieran so much and itās just his last straw#his heart is broken and loyalty matters to him still more than anything but it isnāt dutch heās loyal to anymore#iām literally delusional#autism is a crazy thing cuz why am i literally making up an entire au and constantly thinking abt a ship that literally only 3 people in the#world ship#please put me down i wish i could have gotten hyperfixated on a Normal ship but noooo#itās THIS ONE#someone please indulge me i have so may thinks and thots#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#kieran duffy#javieran#i wonāt tag javi because. heās literally not mentioned in the actual post LOL#text#hero's talking to himself again
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congratulations christopher!
self indulgent near-future in which when christopher graduates high school buck n eddie take hiim to hawaii to celebrate and they all have a nice vacation over here. friend n i were brainrotting it a bit and we decided buck definitely hyperfixated on hawaii and stuff (history, nature, geography, mythology, etc)
#buddie#christopher diaz#eddie diaz#evan buckley#911 abc#mustasekittens#i still struggle drawing all 3 of them its a nightmare#anyways gavin is getting really tall and i thought it would be kinda funny if he was almost taller than eddie once he's an adult#my friend and i expanded on buck's hawaii hyperfixation so there's def gonna be a short comic to follow this up LOL#the lei christopher is wearing is called a maile lei#theyre usually worn by men but anyone can wear a maile :]#maile lei are usually worn at grads/proms/weddings or just cuz!#buddie are married at this point. (wink wink. bucks ring. wink)#i shouldve made buck more sunburned#idk if people even read tags this far but anyways more little details#also idk smth smth buck wearing yellow eddie wearing blue n chris wearing green (although not exactly) bc theyre a weird blended family#the brand of shirts the 3 of them r wearing is called sig zane and its a local (fancy) aloha wear brand here! its based in hilo!!#my local friend who's from big island brought it up to me and i remembered it existed#i see people wear sig zane all the time here on oahu but i am so shit at remembering names. that is extended to clothing brands LMFAO#what i mean by fancy aloha wear i mean these fucking shirts cost upwards of $130-145 EACH.#and they are fucking BEAUTIFUL.#i did take some liberties with the designs for the 3 of them tho#buck and christopher's are almost directly referencing existing designs from their catalogue while i smplified one for eddie's#christopher's is an ulu (breadfruit) pattern and i kinda ate that ngl#i was originally gonna just use some stamp brushes i found on the csp asset store but they looked so tacky i just decided to draw them LOL#anyways enjoy this self indulgent stupid stuff who cares anymore
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Thinking abt how Jurassic Park is like obviously abt chaos and the evils of mindless capitalism that destroys what it touches for a profit but also itās abt the people you know? This is coming from the movie standpoint bc the book didnāt really check off the right boxes for me but the movies are just so inherently abt people and connection! To me
Iām gonna just give my thoughts abt mainly dinot3 bc they are something. So special. To me.
Imagine youāre Alan Grant, in love w dinosaurs and being in the field, ur at the top of your game and it doesnāt even matter as long as you get to study what you love. Then, unexpectedly! You get to share this passion and love w another person and part of you doesnāt understand why it works but thatās ok as long you get to dig up dinosaurs and be with her, Dr. Sattler (understandable
Imagine being Dr. Sattler and always chasing after something and wanting more. You find the love of your life and he doesnāt hold you back at all, heās perfect! You both thrive in your own lanes! You get on a helicopter to who knows where and you meet this exciting new guy, you donāt love him, not like Grant but heās exciting and new and you feel like he sees you for something youāre not even sure you see yourself
Imagine youāre Ian Malcolm and youāre made aware of people trying to remake dinosaurs and you know itās impossible but you also know that life finds a way so you go along. You flirt w some paleontologists, have fun, berate the senselessness of the actions around you. I mean what else is there to do. Then, you get a life altering injury thatās gonna bug you forever and the last person you see is a person you hoped you got to save, who is risking his life to save children (I.e. Grant) and then suddenly youāre waking up to the face that saves you (I.e. Sattler).
And through that all, nobody comes out ok! Thereās nightmares and injuries and assumedly theyāre quarantined in a Costan Rican hospital till everythingās sorted and people are good to go. Alan and Ellie always find each other, planets in orbit etc, and of course Lex and Tim are connected to Alan after everything. The kids cling to them and they protect them, but also they at least have each other and are stronger for it, but it also makes them aware of how awful it would be to be alone right now- Ian Malcolm. So they all spend time together drifting in and out of hospital rooms (most commonly Ianās bc he canāt move around much) and after all that theyāre connected by shared experiences and the knowledge they canāt share. Pandoraās box and all that but they all end up woven together.
They separate but Iām sure itās apparent that Malcolm ends up alone, not wanting to rely on anyone, especially not his ex-wives and kids cause that would be unfair and even in pain heās still trying to protect other people. So they end up together again, how could they not? Malcolm needs help, they all do but thatās a touchy topic and itās easier to focus on what they can see. Alan and Ellie and Ian finish up at the dig and Alan just wants everything to be the same so he can forget and Ian needs the change, but Ellie? Sheās not really sure and it leaves her unsteady.
All at the same time you have Malcolm writing his book bc the truth was always what was most important to him, like Alan to dinosaurs. Alan doesnāt want him to ruin his life, and Ellie wants to support him but doesnāt know how but they coexist.
Ian gets better. He leaves w/ Sara a woman he met shortly after the hospital and whom he seems inexplicably fond of having witty banter with. He leaves so that when he publishes his book it doesnāt come down on them, he leaves because Ian Malcolm has never been one to want to settle down and heās afraid of becoming complacent, that if he stops moving heāll lose something critical (heās shark-like, Ian).
And then the digs over and Alanās ready to throw himself back into another, but Ellie simply isnāt. She gets a teaching position in another state, and Alan doesnāt ask her to stay but by god he wants to (just like he wanted to w Ian although he never had the chance bc he was gone so much quicker) and itās the biggest mistake he ever makes.
Ellie leaves. Ian reconnects w his kids, reminded by Alan and Ellie how important family is and that hiding only does them a disservice. Alan digs.
They still stay relatively close, stuck in orbit even though theyāre separated, they message and mail and spontaneously stop by when theyāre in town (Ian). Thereās distance but itās not uncrossable, theyāre still there for each other. They still call and those calls never go unanswered, no matter how late.
Ian goes to Isla Sorna and itās shoved in his face that heās changed, whether he wanted to or not. He wants something more stable, of course he still wants independence but he also wants to come home to *something* (he misses what he had w Alan and Ellie but heās trying to avoid that iceberg). Alan and Ellie find out and itās the beginning of an end, they fly out immediately and check in w him, and stay a few days. But. But Ian didnāt tell them, didnāt tell them abt something so critical to the three of them.
They grow a lil farther apart.
Alan goes back to work. Ian mutually splits w Sara (word is she and Nick have something weird going on when they arenāt traveling the world for respective careers)
Ellie marries Mark, the guy she met while teaching. He made her laugh and was a lil plain but she liked it (reminded her of Alan). Although Mark is different, he brings up kids on the third date and heās everything she needs right now, heās stable and kind and his job travels w him so she never has to worry which would take precedence (her or the job). He loves her for her or what she is right now and thereās something in the back of her mind but she loves him and they build a life together.
Ian meets a woman he can settle down with, an intellectual and a perfect mix of Ellie and Alan (although he doesnāt know it) and he settles down too, finally ready for that build-a-family lifestyle that heās started to want. They have two kids (canon compliant due to the five kids comment in Dominion) probably around Ellieās kids age, they probably have play dates. Alan doesnāt come around too much but he mails occasionally or helps set up furniture, but heās undeniably pulling away.
Alan who couldnāt just ask people to stay, is alone and heās become increasingly aware because of his new grad student. Billy Brennan is a mirror, heās everything Alan was (admittedly more flirtatious tho) and Alan canāt do anything but nurture it because he wouldnāt even know how to change (because god knows he wants to). So he pulls away and focuses on work and at least w Billy heās not alone and maybe maybe he can help him get on a better track (his version of accepting defeat)
Of course he doesnāt stop seeing Ellie or visiting w Ian over mail or the occasional spontaneous visit (couldnāt bring himself to) but he pulls away still. During play dates, Ian sneaks looks at Ellieās calendar and will conveniently tell Alan when Marks out on business ( bc I refuse to believe Alan didnāt visit Ellie even tho Mark first meets him when Charlie is 2 so I believe he snuck on in cus it makes sense you know). Alan loves Ellieās kids more than himself and probably bought Charlie his dinosaur toys (Ellie groans abt his taste but she knew it would happen and loves him anyway).
And then Alan, who has never really been alone but has isolated himself to that point, gets a chance to see dinosaurs again (he says itās for the money but dinosaurs are whatās always made sense to him). He gets lost. Heās got no way out. He calls Ellie bc sheās always been his beacon of light, saving grace, Hail Mary etc etc. (Also him bringing Ian up to Eric bc that man has never been normal about *either* of them).
Ellie meets him at the hospital (maybe w Ian who knows) and Alan is made increasingly aware (between yelling and crying and thank gods) that heās not alone heāll never be alone as long as theyāre around.
And after that theyāre sort of ok. They have regular visits and thereās distance but they settle, they try. They bitch abt Jurassic World together and how all the kids theyāve collected are doing. One of Ianās eldest going into paleontology bc she met Alan Grant at the age of 15 and it altered how she thought academically and Ian is exhausted. Ian and Ellieās partners donāt really understand it but they also know not to interfere (even if sometimes frantic calls wake them up in the middle of the night).
Alan stays in his ways (hoping for a change but not seeking one).
Ian and his wife have a tiff bc she accused him of loving her bc he loves Alan and Ellie at least at first (still does in a different and perhaps more powerful way than her?) and he canāt lie bc itās all the truth with him. He says itās not fair to her to not know that Alan and Ellie are just his people, you get it. She doesnāt, not really, it only ever made sense to the three of them. They divorce but itās amicable.
Ellie and Mark have been on the rocks for a little, theyāre relationship has always been a bit boring but that was never a real problem. However, she wants to go out and do more field work (writing books was great but sheās ready for a change bc the world turns quick but sheās always moved faster). He wants to have an at home life and one thing spirals to another. She chose him bc heād never need to choose between anything and she wouldnāt either, they could both have everything and heās a great guy, but. But now she needs a change and once again sheās left in a situation where someone canāt bend for her, so she breaks it. They divorce and itās heartbreaking, they love each other, but Ellie has always needed some flexibility (she calls Alan and Ian later on and they drop plans to have dinner together, she doesnāt bring up the break up but she does note how they changed things for *her*, itās nice maybe they changed)
Maybe theyāve all changed a lil you know? Ian travels, lectures, makes connections, and visits w the people he loves. Ellie writes paper after amazing paper after amazing book between field work. Alan digs. They communicate in academic papers and books that they send each other, their love notes are annotations that feel a lil too raw so theyāre kept private. Every new paper and book and interview fuels the three of them forward and keeps them in orbit. Despite everything.
Then, Ian is hired by Biosyn (Ellie encourages it a bit bc she doesnāt trust them, Alan discourages it for the same reason). And then theyāre back, they are SO back. They come together to fight against what theyāve always had to fight against, itās a lil exhausting but they have each other. Through it all itās always them. Every single time. Alan and Ellie meet and see each other like they donāt see anyone else. Itās a little unfair to Ian because theyāre prepared and his entire world gets flipped for a second when he sees them (itās ok he recovers pretty quick). They fall in step, into old conversations and patterns.
And between taking down Biosyn and avoiding dinosaurs they all kind of fall in love, not again bc itās always been that way for them but itās just so so apparent. They canāt give each other up and everytime they look at each other thereās comfort and understanding without words. It was easier to deny a part but now they are here and itās just so. Perfect
Ellie tells Alan she needs to go, sheās always been too fast for this world, Alan tells her heāll stay which is the best love declaration she could have asked for.
Ian says he needs to tell the truth, heās always had to, and they say āweāll be with the you, we will tell the truth with you.ā You know and thatās their love declaration, Thats them asking him to stay, to be with them.
And at the end of it all, Alan says in the end heād just rather not be lonely again, and Ian and Ellie look at him like heās absurd bc of course heās stuck w them now. Itās always been them even if they didnāt realize it
OH MY GOD LOOOOONG POST IM SORRY IM NOT NORMAL AT ALL HAHA. Dinot3 is something Iām not normal about because look at their stories!! Look at how through everything they fit together!! They are in Montana somewhere rn having a beer and laughing abt something silly one of them did and talking abt their collective kiddos.
TLDR; just my thoughts on DINOT3 and just their canon timeline and how itās always been those three.
#long post#analysis#analyzing fiction#DINOT3#dinot3#jurassic park#jurassic park 2#Jurassic park 3#jurassic world: dominion#alan grant#dr alan grant#dr ellie sattler#Ellie Sattler#Dr Ian Malcolm#Ian Malcolm#sara harding#Dr sara harding#Nick van own#he was mentioned just a trendy bit maybe I shouldnāt tag? who knows#sorry Iām normal now who wrote all this what#this is for me but anyone as equally insane abt them can just like go ham#someone will get me#the culmination of my silly Dino movie hyperfixation#they are actually everything to me tho#analyzing fandom#sorry for spelling mistakes Iām insane still
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Lowkey just finished the minutetech video and like.... kind of lowkey REEAALLLY need sundial duo sick fic where zam takes care of minute after the manepear duel.......... like..... idc if it's /p or /r IDC BRO I JUST NEED IT......
#Sorry myy fingers are all twitchy... tooo mnayy thoughts rnnn.....#Lowkey so hyperfixated obsessed with lifesteal it kind of hurts...#Wairtt rightrsa#Tagggsss....#Prince Zam#MinuteTech#PrinceTech#Lsshipping#<- kind of? Eehhh idc#Sun dial duo#Sundialduo#Or like..#Sundial duo#Idk#Uhhhmmmm....#I BELIEVE IN MAINTAGGING I AIN'T NO PUSSY š£š£š£š„š„š„š„#It surprised me when I saw there was no fic like this like...#And then I remembered it was the holidays and was like āOHHHHH!! okay yahā#airy's silly thoughts ~~Ā°ā#I hate forgetting taggs#Sorry at the end there im lowkey tweaking and crashing out right now#MinuteTech season 6 video hits DIFDEERRNNET#i lowkey actually need to lock tf in bc I can NOT be acting like this in front of my family lowkey......#I NEED TO STOPP YAPPING BROO GRERRRRRR#SORRY FOR SO MANY TAGS OMG MINUTETECH BRAINWORNS TOOK OVER LOWKEY....#Tag civilization#Should just... make that one of my tags lowkey
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perpetually suffering the tortures lately
#don't ever make a very complex/esoteric story based around a pre-existing fandom .worst mistake of my life#<-(the tortures)#half joking but the autism has been extremely agonizing lately in almost every way imaginable#.mostly just in the typical way of. it being impossible to believe i can actually be welcomed in any sort of fandom/community#and feeling horribly embarrassed about continuously pushing my posts into tags where people are trying to enjoy themselves#so. been spending the last month or so trying to beat my brain out of being hyperfixated on the blorbos to the point of embarrassment#<--putting this here mostly as an apology/explanation ig for not posting much lately .#trying to exile myself from the fandom + in general. it has been hard to do literally anything but lay in bed all day#also as well as just like. summer sensory hell + sadd moments#ough . the tortures
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How did you manage to handle not one, but FOUR separate accounts in fl? I recently made the account for my HD little guy but having to do the tutorial again just seems miserable
there's... weirdly several answers to that question, actually??
a HUGE part of it is due to the way FL is structured. the 10-minute action timer is a core part of the game on a fundamental level, and the fact that i can very easily run out of stuff to do on one character and thus have an excuse to quickly and easily swap to another is just... convenient? satisfying? i'm not entirely sure how to explain it. the fact that i can make progress even while i am fundamentally simultaneously Not Making Progress is like pure dopamine for my freak insane awful little brain. there's just something really pleasing about spending all of my actions pursuing The Goal Of The Dayā¢ on one account before casually swapping to another and doing the same without feeling like i'm wasting time or acting to the first account's explicit detriment. the downtime helps! the recharge time helps! the structure really really works!!
i'm technically only actively playing three, maybe two accounts minimum. the only reason the fourth (the one that'll be my future BaL playthrough) currently exists at all is so i can get his earlygame completely out of the way now and not have to waste time running through it all later, when what i actually want to do is play the ambition i've made myself wait a full year to play. and also getting free goodies as seasonal stuff happens,, something something surprise tools to help us later. the only two accounts i'd say i'm really "actively playing" at the moment are caeru and lark- and of the two, lark takes the most priority, since his ambition is the one i'm currently pursuing in earnest. for a couple months now- despite being My Main FL Character- the scoundrel has actually been pretty inactive on a gameplay front outside of the occasional progression in TLC and discordance content. purely by virtue of having Very little left to do outside of Very long-term grinds and vanities. they're in their "now what?" "now you can start playing the game" era. they've graduated to previous protagonist background cameo in a sequel anime series. they're like the yin FLPC equivalent of red at the top of mount silver. they're Literally just vibing rn. i only keep posting about them regardless because i'm insane and i will never ever ever ever ever let that bat go. but yeah, big TLDR, outside of doing the bare minimum to keep making waves/notability up every week, i'm not actually spending that much time on accounts i'm not currently actively interested in playing. and that accounts for way more gaming spoons than you might think.
i have a virtually lifelong history of playing MMOs, especially and specifically world of warcraft. i was born in the endless grind for useless video game pixel vanities and/or bragging rights. molded by it. you all have merely adapted to doing the same piece of content a pointlessly excessive amount of times for literally no reason besides whimsy and folly. me? i've done my time. i've served my sentence. i've spent weeks doing the original burning crusade netherwing dailies. i've devoted days to running praetorium over and over and over again, back-to-back, nonstop, long before square enix cut it in half and made it NOT take at minimum an hour and a half per run. i've perfected my silverwastes + auric basin goldfarming strategies. i've (almost) crafted dragonwrath tarecgosa's rest. i've killed the sha of anger so many times its dying scream of agony is embedded into the very fabric of my being. ""only"" doing making your name content four times over? that is nothing to me. it means nothing to me. it is so infinitesimal i can do the persuasive seduction quests in my sleep. it's not a matter of handling misery, or having the capacity, or even sighing as i remember the brass embassy raid segment of the watchful questline seriously i don't know why i keep forgetting that exists or what even is my problem with it i just am so consistently mildly inconvenienced by it and its highly specific resource requirements and it is the worst thing ever. maybe i'm just so used to the scoundrel's near-infinite money and troves of disposable items that i've completely forgotten what being poor is like. despite having done that step 3 fucking times now. ahem. anyway. i have transcended the feeble mortal bindings of my resistant-to-grinding flesh and ascended to a higher plane of enlightenment, they may call me insane but they will be the ones left laughing when they see what that "insanity" has wrought, i've usurped them, i've usurped them all-
hacks and coughs and awkwardly clears my throat. i mean. uh. um. Ahem.
the empress' court artistry + tales of the university nerfs helped too.
#and yes#before you ask#i have forgotten which account has which items/has done which content many a time#i think the most painful incident was forgetting to keep up the scoundrel's making waves while i was still playing nemesis with caeru#given that im trying to build it up to 12 and reset their specialization... that was uniquely painful#then again they have like 40 BDR so it wasnt actually that inconveniencing lmao#fallen london#ask#long post#sorry for the infodump + sudden villain monologue.#all jokes and personal accounts aside i totally get the apprehension abt doing that stuff again#it's not for everyone. not by a long shot.#im only doing this because im genuinely invested and in love with this silly little browser game#and way back when i started i made a (only half metaphorical) solemn oath to experience all of its ''main stories''#and truly see everything it has to offer#(bc i like. physically cant do hyperfixations by halves. i need to consume Everything abt the thing or i'll explode)#(and even then i'll probably explode anyway. it's either completely drop it or go All In until it stops taking up so much space in my brain#(and. given the track record. that is not happening with FL for a while yet)#but like. that isnt actually normal behavior. just. just to clarify.#from what ive seen a VAST majority of people do not go out of their way to play literally every ambition#and that is so valid. it is so overwhelming. you have to juggle so much.#you have to play the earlygame So Many Goddamn Times.#(as i said. served my time. did my sentence. i am my scars. etc etc)#the best advice i can give as someone who's so completely desensitized to that repetition it doesnt even phase me anymore?#the same advice i can stress to all FL players. legitimately just take ur time with it. play when you want to.#dont when you dont.#sometimes you have to grit your teeth and bear things. and when it comes to alts you Will have to grit your teeth and bear it all again#but the beauty of this being a game that one plays for fun is that unlike. say. crushing deadlines or annoying coworkers in real life#you are completely within your power to decide when where and if you want to grit and bear it all#..wow this is ADVANCED yin rambling holy shit. i actually reached the tag limit. i think this ask should be put on some kind of list
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#sketch#my art#shigaraki tomura#flowey#wanderer#scaramouche#otto apocalypse#I won't tag fandoms themselves since this is a mess#but this mess really describes what is going on in my head for past couple of months#this is hyperfixation pile#I can talk without rest about those four or at least could when it comes to wanderer#there's simply not enough stuff to talk about#Otto or Luocha too#Flowey and Tomura on the other hand somehow make the simplest stuff seem interesting#like... idk how many times I've talked about ch 235-237 they're just...#anyway it's a month old sketch that I finished just now#and I actually revisited all of those stories at least a little#forgot to color the phone in Tomura's hands but it actually looks better uncolored#fanart#in my head if you try to mix Wanderer with Tomura the latter will just do the same thing he did with Overhaul#which is showing that he is way stronger still#or something like that#Flowey is just chilling and so does Otto#as long as one does't annoy the other they're all chilling#but running is still the best option since all of them are highly dangerous#and would probably make an awful team since 3 out of 4 think that they are the important one of the team#while Otto is the one doing all the stuff while watching them fight#he's literally the voice of reason here and it's REALLY bad if that's the case#he's a great teacher and mentor but his life choices are still questionable#still better than afo for Tomura but eerily similar
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#i need to work on mspaintpetfinder lord#it's been too long now i've just been hyperfixated on so many different things#i can still draw i just take forever in ms paint and i need a certain fixation and motivation to draw the pets in there#i WILL get on a schedule soon i better#im ass at schedules which is funny because im hella autistic#there is no schedule in my body which means weird sleeping habits along with drawing#mental illness too lol#im all good just all over the place rn#anyway#whoever reads these tags thank you also remember to drink water#miles' art#doodle#papa louie#papa's freezeria#cat#fursona#crittersona#inanimate insanity#fan inanimate insanity#hatsune miku#in relation to the stickers on the laptop#also fafa#cant forget fafa#the cat bandana is a character from a project im working on can you tell im really good at starting but not finishing projects#sdglernjuhg4lgtjunrthjgruhtrtuhwuhgwe
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Eddie and Karis performed On The Roof/Dead Mom at the Australian Open!!
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#Beetlejuice australia#Beetlejuice the musical#Karis oka#Eddie perfect#six australia#six the musical#Tagging with six the musical bc i found her through sixstralia#Ngl i think her voice sounded a little tired but also what a whirlwind of a day that must have been for her so completely fair#She is literally made for the role you know youre good when literally all of the aussie theatre fans say its gotta be you#And eddie was good too... but also i feel maybe overdoing the voice a bit much or im just used to alex brightmans version?#These are just my thoughts btw i am so hyped for this and they will do amazing#Wish they did say my name though#On the roof makes sense because they just chucked eddie on the roof but say my name would have been such a vibe#I can feel the hyperfixation calling me#Robyn rambles#Youtube
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