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todays the day | s.r. x fem liaison!reader
something in the air told you. today was the day. you were gonna marry spencer reid, well first a proposal should happen then the marriage. but you didnât need a huge wedding anyway, you just wanted to marry that man.
last month marked three years of dating, this month marked a year of living together, and today will mark a new occasion. you knew after your first anniversary that spencer was the only one for you and he even told you himself âi still canât believe i get to call you mine. one of the few good things out of my life.â
so today was the day. it was a rare day off from work, fingers crossed for the whole twenty-four hours, and the two of you were just enjoying laying in your bed until noon. spencer curled up as you big spooned him, nose nuzzled into his lean neck, spencerâs hands holding onto yours that hugged his torso.
a delicate press of lips to skin, âspenceâŠâ wanting to wake him up slowly. he shifted and hummed in his throat, you pressed another kiss at the bottom of his neck, âi need to ask you something.â
you heard his deep inhale then he slowly rolled over so now the two of you were eye to eye. his sleep heavy eyes blinked slowly and his lips barely curled up, âhi.â the word an octave lower.
you brushed some rough curls away from his eyes as you drank him in, âhi handsome.â whispering to keep the atmosphere warm. his large palm came to sit on your exposed hip, his thumb rubbing into some of the soft flesh of your stomach. âwhatâd you want to ask me?â
you let your fingers trail along his profile, âwill you, spencer reid, will you marry?â
he smiled, âof course iâll marry you.â giving his answer as more of a statement then the finite answer. âi just wasnât expecting you to be the one asking, not that iâm against the norm, but yes of course i want to be married to you.â
you pushed onto your elbow, âno, iâm serious spencer. would you like to get married, as in today. at the courthouse.â
now spencer sat up, a slight concern to his pretty features. âare-are you sure? well first, yes i want to marry you like i said. thatâs a no brainer for me, but donât you want a wedding ceremony?â
you shook your head, moving your body so you were able to rest both knees at spencerâs hips. you grabbed both his hands and intertwined your fingers, setting them on your chest. âi just want to be married to you. i donât need a big fat greek wedding, or a-a million guest watching us say i do. although i would like us to get some professional pictures taken, but that can wait.â
three kisses to the back of spencerâs knuckles, âi donât really want to wait any longer. and weâve both said it, we love each other and always talk about our futures. so letâs start making them come true. i want to be able to call myself mrs.reid.â
spencer smiled and his eyes shown brightly in the afternoon light, âdo you really want to get married today?â
âabsolutely. i donât think i could wait another moment being single-ish.â needing to restrain yourself from getting jumpy.
âokay, weâre getting married today! weâll work everything out as we go.â spencer agreeing to your spontaneously ridiculous request and you screeched in delight. throwing your arms over his shoulders and holding him tight. âweâll call penelope as our witness.â
âoh sheâs gonna love and hate us.â
#spencer reid early seasons#spencer reid fluff#spencer reid x fem!reader#spencer reid x liaison!reader#spencer reid imagine#spencer reid x reader#spencer reid fic#criminal minds x reader#criminal minds imagine
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4 months to go...
Someone clearly has JM etched on their hand and on the brain.
Miss those two so damn much.
Funny how as time is closing and discharge from military etching closer I feel like it's moving so much slower than the first 14 months did. Is it only me that feels that?
But time is nearing, nevertheless, and as it is, I can't help but think what comes next. What is the day after going to look like?
Obviously, I'm not the only one thinking of that.
The two of them are clearly contemplating the day after as well.
We don't know what their hopes and wishes are for that post military future is, but I can tell you what mine are.
My hope for post military is that they will continue to be as openly inseparable as they have been going into the army and spending those 18 months of their service together.
I know they are together and their relationship is as strong as ever. With as little as we've been getting from them in the past 14 months of their service, they have shown us that ever so loud and clear.
I want them to be able to continue and be open about it.
I want us not to go back to the reality of 2023. A reality in which we KNOW they were spending their time together, but we weren't supposed to know it. A reality in which they gave us crumbs and clues and puzzles to solve but couldn't be loud and clear like this:
or this:
I do feel like there has definitley been a shift since their joint enlistment.
Obviously, them enlisting together was a HUGE part of it.
AYS and everything we were allowed to see in that show (and everything we know we weren't allowed to see as well) was just as HUGE.
But it doesn't end with that.
14 months of service and we barely got anything from them. But when we did, even more so in the last few months, it always contains a clear message of their "togetherness", take it in anyway that you will (they spend free time together, sing together, exercise together, shower together, have heart to heart conversations with each other before going to sleep - together - might not have been said but clearly implied).
To little ole' me this is not a coincidence. This is a clear pattern. A plan in place, one may think or conclude.
So yes, my hope is that when we reach the end of these 18 months we will be walking into a new reality. One in which they don't necessarily 'come out' officially (I think that is asking too much of them, and it would be a huge decision for them to make - together - one that will obviously impact not only them, but the whole of BTS), but do not shy away publicly from just how close and co-dependent they are of each other. A reality in which, dare I say, it's an obvious natural progression for them to continue to live together as "roommates" (in JK's huge mansion, of course) because "they got used to living together while in service". One in which being seen together in public isn't a big deal, it's a norm. One in which neither of them has to cower away or freeze or double take when they are caught on camera together (JK's deer caught in the headlights looks at the camera in mind). One in which when they aren't together them mentioning of the other isn't an "oh" or "ah" moment, but a natural "not a biggie" thing, because that's just something they obviously do. One in which ot7 army who love to ignore just how close those two are (because they are too close and too suspicious and acknowledging that means acknowledging there is more there and that Jikookers aren't delusional shippers that are fantasizing or fetishizing those two, but clearly seeing what they have been purposefully ignoring) cannot continue to ignore any longer.
And I wouldn't have wished for all of the above if I didn't think that was something they wanted.
Because most of all I want one thing.
Most of all I want them to be happy!!
#Jikook#Kookmin#Minkook#Jungkook#Jimin#JK#JM#Jikook post military#my hopes and wishes for Jikook in the future
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Theory of love Episode 1: I hate myself for loving you
Well well well, what do we have here? Could it be my half-baked thoughts on Dear Dakanda, a movie I was supposed to have finished watching 3 days ago, but couldn't get through in a single sitting because I was too busy face-palming myself the whole time, and how it relates to episode 1 of Theory of love? Yes, it is.
The film is about a shy art student, who's in love with his bestfriend but is unwilling to confess because he's scared of losing their friendship.
Third in his review of the film:
I was practically cheering for Khaiyoi. I felt relieved for him.
Even though the film is told from Mhoo's perspective, we know very little about the man himself, other than his unrequited love, which made it really hard for me to root for him. So, Third was definitely projecting onto Mhoo.
As @lurkingshan has already pointed out, Third sees himself in Mhoo and has chosen to out do him in his pining for his bestfriend. It makes me wonder when Third saw Dear Dakanda for the first time, whether it was before meeting Khai or after. He and Khai had a meet-cute which is similar to that of Mhoo and Dakanda, atleast that's how Mhoo views it.
If he had watched the movie prior to meeting Khai, then he was just setting himself up for failure by comparing Khai to Dakanda. Now, if it were the latter, I wonder why he couldn't see himself in Nui rather than Mhoo. Maybe Nui was too honest about her feelings for Third to relate to her. I'm pretty sure that one of the reasons Third likes Khai is because Khai isn't afraid of confrontation, unlike him. Khai goes to the film sceening of a guy his ex chose over him, just to publicly humilate the guy. Third can't even himself to show Khai the concert tickets he bought for them to go together.
Side note about their meet-cute: It's a reference to the characters from My girl, which credits the director of Dear Dakanda as one of its screenwriters. If I'm remembering it right, My girl is also on the list.
@neuroticbookworm made a note about the romanticisation of pining in the movie and I'm pretty sure Third caught that because he was embodying it. As harsh as it might sound, the suffering of both Third and Mhoo is self-inflicted.
At no point were they given any indication that their feelings might be reciprocated and yet, they continue to resent the other person for treating them 'only' as a friend. I understand yearning, I love it, but give me some insight into the character before showing them as a pathetic loser (my favorite genre of men, if I may say so myself).
@bengiyo made an interesting note about the overtly heterosexual bubble Third lives in. This gave me a whiplash because in 2025, I'm kinda used to bls where queerness is the norm. We don't know anything about Third's past experiences and how long he's known that he's attracted to men to make any judgements here, but let me just note that Third is not some wallflower, he's part of a clique that is rather popular. Now that Two saw Third crying in the dark over Khai, maybe he'll find an ally, because Third definitely needs someone in his corner.
Something I'm interested in knowing more about is what Khai brings to his friendship with Third. Third repeatedly says that being friends with Khai is better than nothing, so he can't be a friend that flakes on him constantly, as he did in this episode. Hope you're not that much of a masochist, Third!!
Mini-rant:
Having Dakanda mention that she broke up with her boyfriend in her letter to Mhoo was definitely a choice and I wonder how much of that factored into Mhoo mailing her the postcards in return. Also, Mhoo writing I'm happy that, in the end, the thing that lasts the longest and can't easily be ruined is our friendship and ending the postcard by stating that this will be his last correspondence with her doesn't sit right with me.
Of course, one can outgrow a friendship, but, was Mhoo only friends with Dakanda in the hope that she might wake up one day and see him in a romantic light? That would be rather disingenuous now, wouldn't it?Is a female friend worth having only if she's a potential romantic partner? Is the narrative punishing Dakanda for not recognising Mhoo's quiet pining and replying with Why did you confess now?after he let her know about his feelings for her by having her break up with her boyfriend? This whole sequence reeks of valourization of Mhoo's unrequited love over Dakanda getting herself a boyfriend and Third definitely feels the same way about his pining and Khai's flings. Told y'all, I can't look at het romantic relationships objectively because biases start kicking in.
(OR)
Maybe it's about Mhoo choosing to move forward in his life instead of trying to see what can become of his relationship with Dakanda, now that she's aware of his feelings towards her.
We can't know for sure, but I feel like it's a bit of both.
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more great things about the lying in the grass metaphor:
applies equally to all of us who, for various reasons, are lacking the stability of previous generations. single when your mom was married with three kids at your age? sounds like you canât get in the house. renting your sixth apartment and wondering whether youâll ever own property? yeah, we definitely canât get in the house. working a series of dead-end underpaying jobs? my brother in Christ it seems to me like youâre not in the house. join me on the grass.
when somebody well-meaning comes along and says âbut this is such a great phase of life youâre in and youâll miss it when youâre married/have kids/whatever!â or âyou should be content, maybe this is your vocation!â you can take that with a massive grain of salt because you know, for sure, in your heart, that you are not in a house, you are on a patch of grass. there are nice things about a patch of grass. and God can be found in a patch of grass. but it does not have the stability or homey-ness of a house. you are not imagining the inconvenience and suffering of trying to live on a patch of grass. you can both flourish and complain.
#it is so important to me that my worldview always have room in it for complaining#because suffering is NOT in your head itâs REAL#so any answer that says âactually itâs okay maybe even wonderful that your life is like this!!â i reject that!!#can I live with it? yes! is it normative? nO!#anyway#in which cate tells stories#lying in the grass
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You know it's annoying how people accept gender being a complex thing. How the way you identify and the way you present are not the same. How complicated and fluid your gender can be.
And then turn around and deny ALL of it for sexuality. That sexuality is binary and strict.
#queer#'yes you can be masc presenting trans woman NO you cant be aro and date'#'yes you can trans by being girl most of the time and sometimes biy NO you cant be ace because of grey fluidity'#you know what fuck you all aplatonic are queer too gnc are queer too#(if they feel like it)#queer is about FUCK you socity for dictating what normal and not normal is#sometimes you are queer for how you are born and sometimes you are queer for how you live#queer is messy not the way society demands human identity to be#so once again FUCK YOU for reinforcing the same toxic suffocating ideas#FUCK YOU#yes i am angry#i am pissed off at people who supposed to know how shitty it is to be judged by who you are#to be pushed in one box only and cutting pieces off that do not fit#and then DO THE EXACT SAME THING#i KNOW queerness is complex#that it takes time to learn what being trans is what sexuality is how different kinds of attraction works#how society norms on what gender is supposed to be is bullshit#how society norms on how we are supposed to interact with each other is bullshit#but the VERY first rule should be to keep an open mind#something feels conflicting and off?#RESEARCH FIRST#learn more to figure out that its not all that simple and there are experiences beyond your comprehension#your first instinct should NOT be to hit WTFUCK
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Today has been one of those "Sorry! I couldn't hear you over the texture of my socks" days.
#autistic#actually autistic#audhd#it's so embarrassing!!!#like yes i care and yes i was listening but also no i have no idea what you just said#getting diagnosed gave me permission to admit what's REALLY wrong and also do shit outside social norms to make it suck less#but it also makes me look âweirdâ to non autistic people (and past me who wasn't diagnosed til my 30s)#I can remember past me saying that I couldn't be autistic because I don't do [thing] (I was powering through and suffering)#It's like... I have a mild allergy to a couple foods but didn't know for YEARS so I'd eat whatever and either suffer or take benadryl#then well into adulthood one of my friends was listening and was like DUDE YOU ARE ALLERGIC TO THAT ARE YOU KIDDING ME!???#doctor had me change my diet DRASTICALLY but the constant itchiness and sore throat and stomach pain went away#but sometimes people act weird or put out when I ask questions or refuse food#sometimes people lie and say a food is safe when it's SUPER not and then I'm having an allergic reaction on the way home#my body is permanently damaged because of decades of trying to eat like everybody else#meanwhile my mental health took that hit from decades of trying to ACT like everybody else#I'm sooo much happier now with my safe foods and silly fidgets and good textures AND I can live an active life!#but sometimes people give me funny looks when I ask for the grill to be cleaned or don't like a new shirt because it makes me anxious#hell the other day a dude gave me a weird look (and I overheard shit they said) because I HAPPY STIMMED at Hot Topic (Hazbin merch)#meanwhile my friends love my stimming because its the âJamie barometerâ#my (best friend's) mom says the biggest compliment to her cooking is when she can hear me foot tapping under the table#so... yeah#a diagnosis is permission to be me and have a better life at the cost of dealing with assholes because I'm not masking or lying anymore#bluewind talks#holy journal entry batman!#did NOT intend the tags to turn into... whatever the fuck this is XD#but if for some reason you read this far? I hope you found something in it that made you think or made you smile (if not hi anyway! ^_^)
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the version of tashigi that lives in my head is soooo much cooler than anything oda could ever hope to write about women. oda doesnt understand her I Do Though
#the smoker and tashigi episodes that live in my mind. oda wishes. he wishes he were me#this is true of every woman in 1pc but its so frustrating watching any scene with tashigi bc like#yes shes clumsy scatterbrained etc etc those are fine those can stay bc through all that shes. SUPPOSED to be competent. shes been /said/#to defeat strong opponents and theres a /reason/ shes smokers right hand but odas allergic to letting women fight onscreen. bc hes a coward#im taking her away from him im taking away his tashigi rights. Girl You Are So Cool To Me#this is like. gdjgffgjdhf between tashigi and kuina oda does this thing where hes like. ''what if i almost engaged with being a woman in a#heavily gendered society in an interesting way and i /talked/ about doing so but then never follow up on that. so rather than creating a#story that includes gender norms for the purpose of questioning them i just /talked/ about questioning them but then reinforced them with my#starring cast of characters bc im incapable of writing a woman who isnt Dainty. what then.â and what happens then is i Bite him#and by 'allergic to letting women fight onscreen' i mean. women can only fight women and if theyre NOT fighting women they still have to be#Elegant or Feminine about it and occasionally a woman could defeat a Manâą but shes always gotta be Pretty about it. nami complains about#fighting and robin Only Slaps People Bc She Doesnt Like Punching :( and tashigi (whos fighting style is more traditionally. yknow. Fighty)#doesnt get to Do that often or when she Does she gets put out of commission early and its. Bro You Are So Close#head in my hands. 1pc is good i love it dont get me wrong but i could make it Better
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I don't understand why there's such a pressure on representing your gender identity outwardly when it's literally so fucking dangerous. If you're brave enough good for you. If you have enough mental strength, good for you. But y'all need to stop taking that and using it as an example of how trans ppl should present themselves and then making them feel less than and invalid when they don't do it your way. It takes a lot of strength and a lot of bravery and a lot of mental strength, to be able to do that. Like an astronomical amount. Expecting everyone to have that ability is weird. And I know, logically, people don't expect that. When you actually sit down and have a nuanced conversation, everyone understands this.. but the way trans ppl who don't pass or don't outwardly represent a binary gender on their bodies, get invalidated and treated like they're not good enough bc they're not as brave as you,is ridiculous. It needs to stop.
#people are superficial and self absorbed#yes trans ppl too#and when a trans person like that transitions or outwardly expresses themselves and even moreso when they âpassâ#they DO (not always) make it a point to invalidate you or leave you out of the conversation#if youre not able to express yourself as well as they are#ppl put others down in order to make themselves feel valid#thats gotta stop#ive been irl friends with 4 trans guys#all who outwardly transitioned and are expressive and open about it#all 4 of those trans guys have excluded me from my identity#misgendered me relentlessly#i keep having to reiterate that im a man bc ppl see long hair and and âfemâ clothing#and imply that im not a man bc of it#yall are obsessed with cis normativity#youre obsessed with the gender binary#youre obsessed with pink meaning girl and blue meaning boy#you have not done the work to unlearn that ignorance at all#stop making ppl suffer bc youre insecure and ignorant#anyways its easier for me to look the way ive always looked and to be hidden. im used to living that life. i can cope with this saddness and#distress ive had since i was 4.im used to it... i cannot cope with more pain and distress added on by making myself an open target for hate#trans ppl arent martyrs and we should stop forcing ppl who arent comfortable and dont feel safe from the public and themselves#to be martyrs
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saying that as someone who once stood for it but the way the phrase "not all men" has been demonized has done irreparable damage to feminism
#actually Yes not all men.#you're never gonne live a healthy life and get society anywhere if you automatically distrust people for what gender they are#you can point out tendencies amongst groups and expected norms within these groups without acting like every person in that group is evil#besides you KNOW the pipeline goes men are bad -> males are bad -> all AMABs are bad#that's just a sentiment that leads to transphobia no matter how you twist it or insist that you're only targeting cis ppl with it#not all fucking men. nobody's part of a monolith. there is no community where all members are identical.#the problem was never the phrase 'not all men' the problem was the intent with which it was being said#as in often by antifeminists to try and dismiss feminist rhetoric or attempt to make it sound unreasonable#the phrase itself is fucking fine#don't give me the ol' ''some people say yes all men to cope'' 'scuse#i don't believe any therapist would encourage hating and being weary of an entire subset of people as a coping mechanism#hate patriarchy. fuck patriarchy. give everything you've got to dismantle it#but acting like every single man is inherently some kind of irredeemable demon one should stay away from is just#how the fuck do you live your daily life even.#it's so counterproductive. it gives shitty men a pass to be cunts because hey. ain't that just how all men are ?#don't 'all men are bad' do 'all men are capable of good which is why those who do bad should be scrutinized or punished'#'yes all men' is basically rephrased 'boys will be boys'. it's giving excuses to shitty men by framing shittiness as inherent to manhood.#stop it lmao idk what to tell you
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The implication that Ford had more fun fighting for his life through the multiverse than Stan did running the Mystery Shack fills me with unimaginable rage
#yes I AM vague posting and I donât CARE#my blood is boiling and I need to do something about it#itâs gorgeous I know but how the fuck can a post like that get so popular#do you genuinely believe that??#do you hate Ford so much you need to rewrite his story to not feel bad for him?#sure he definitely had fun some times but that was the exception and not the norm#Stan got to hang out with people who cared about him and had enough down time to have a rivalry with a 10 year old#and yes absolutely he put so much time and effort into the portal and was consumed with grief and had to hide it for 30 years#but he had the space to live something akin to a normal life parallel to that#Ford did not.#Iâm gonna start biting people#when the artist has amazingly beautiful art but takes that make you want to rip your skin off#beanâs post#probably shouldnât put this in main tag but I like organized tags so#gravity falls
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if smoking is so bad an some higher up people put spooky pictures to scare away people from smoking how about you pay people enough for them to live and not survive? and have realistic standards recruiting people especially students! because i'm thinking to pick up smoking if it will fucking make it bearable living for at least a moment
#i'm so done#how the fuck people with no work exp have to gain exp???#do i shit it out? someone didn't tell me i can if yes#like what the actual fuck#the rent is absolutely deranged in my city and it's one of the highest numbers for the whole eu#and they expect me to accept a full time job which will only cover my rent and barely even food???#i am months away from my uni degree and companies literally offer bits and crumbs here#not to mention no company wants to teach students shit if they are not fresh graduate right after summer#so the fuck do i do? sit and wait for student holidays to pass?#i'm honestly losing my mind#surviving is fuckind depressing and somehow it's now the norm of living
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I was on a plane this weekend, and I was chatting with the woman sitting next to me about an upcoming writerâs strike. âDo you really think youâre mistreated?â she asked me.
Thatâs not the issue at stake here. Let me tell you a little something about âminirooms.â
Minirooms are a way of television writing that is becoming more common. Basically, the studio will hire a small group of writers, 3-6 or so, and employ them for just a few weeks. In those few weeks (six weeks seem to be common), they have to hurriedly figure out as much about the show as they can -- characters, plots, outlines for episodes. Then at the end of the six weeks, all the writers are fired except for the showrunner, who has to write the entire series themselves based on the outlines.
This is not a widespread practice, but it has become more common over the past couple of years. Studios like it because instead of paying for a full room for the full length of the show, they just pay a handful of writers for a fraction of the show. Itâs not a huge problem now, but the WGA only gets the chance to make rules every three years -- if we let this go for another three years and it becomes the norm? That would be DEVASTATING for the tv writing profession.
Do I feel like Iâm mistreated? No. I LOVE my job! But in a world of minirooms, there is no place for someone like me -- a mid-level writer who makes a decent living working on someone elseâs show (Iâd like to be a showrunner someday, but for now I feel like I still have a lot to learn, and my husband and I are trying to start a family so I like not being support rather than the leader for now). In a miniroom, there are only two levels -- the handful of glorified idea people who are already scrambling to find their next show because you canât make a decent living off of one six-week job (and since there are fewer people per room, there are fewer jobs overall, even at the six-week amount), and the overworked, stressed as fuck showrunner who is going to have to write the entire thing themselves. Besides being bad for me making a living, I also just think itâs plain bad for television as an art form -- what I like about TV is how adaptable it is, how a whole group of people come together to tell a story better than what any of them could do on their own. Plus the showrunner canât do their best work under all of that pressure, episode after episode, back to back. Minirooms just...fucking suck.
The WGA is proposing two things to fix this -- a rule that writers have to be employed for the entire show, and a rule tying the number of writers in the room to the number of episodes you have per season. I donât think itâs unreasonable. Itâs the way shows have run since the advent of television. Itâs only in the last couple of years that this has become a new thing. Itâs exploitative. It squeezes out everyone except showrunners and people who have the financial means to work only a few months a year. It makes television worse. And that is the issue in this strike that means everything to me, and that is why I voted yes on the strike authorization vote.
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This is a semi spinoff of this post, but really its own thought.
When a job pays less than a living wage, it generally attracts one of two types of employees:
Desperate people (usually poor and/or otherwise marginalized or with barriers to employment), who will take any job, no matter how bad, because they need the money, or
Independently wealthy people (usually well-off retirees, students being supported by their families, or women with well-off husbands*), who don't care about the pay scale because they don't need the money anyway.**
And sometimes, organizations will intentionally keep a job low-paying or non-paying with the deliberate intent of narrowing their pool to that second category.
People sometimes bring this up when discussing the salaries of elected officials -- yes, most politicians are paid more than most "regular people," but they're not paid enough to sustain the expensive lifestyle politicians have to maintain, and that's on purpose. It's not an oversight, and it's not primarily about cost-cutting. It's a deliberate barrier to ensure that only rich people can run for office.
The same is true, albeit to less severe effect, of unpaid internships -- the benefit of "hiring" an unpaid intern isn't (just) that you don't have to pay them; it's also that you can ensure that all your workers are rich, or at least middle-class.
When nonprofits brag about how little of their budget goes to "overhead" and "salaries", as if those terms were synonymous with "waste," what they're really saying is "All our employees are financially comfortable enough that they don't worry about being underpaid. Our staff has no socioeconomic diversity, and probably very little ethnic or cultural diversity." ***
This isn't a secret. I'm not blowing anything wide open here. People very openly admit that they think underpaid workers are better, because they're "not in it for the money." This is frequently cited as a reason, for example, that private school teachers are "better" than public school teachers -- they're paid less, so they're not "in it for the money," so they must be working out of the goodness of their hearts. I keep seeing these cursed ads for a pet-sitting service where the petsitters aren't paid, which is a selling point, because they're "not in it for the money."
"In it for the money" is the worst thing a worker could be, of course. Heaven forbid they be so greedy and entitled and selfish as to expect their full-time labor to enable them to pay for basic living expenses. I get this all the time as a public library worker, when I point out how underfunded and underpaid we are. "But... you're not doing it for the money, right?" And I'm supposed to laugh and say "No, no, I'd do it for free, of course!"
Except, see, I have these pesky little human needs, like food. And I can't get a cart full of groceries and explain to the cashier that I don't have any money, but I have just so much job satisfaction!
And it's gendered, of course it's gendered. The subtext of "But you're not doing it for the money, of course" is "But how much pin money do you really need, little lady? Doesn't your husband give you a proper allowance?"
Conceptually, it's just an extension of the upper-class cultural norm that "polite" (rich) people "don't talk about money" (because if you have to think about how much money you have or how much you need, you're insufficiently rich).
*Gendered language very much intentional.
**Disabled people are more likely to be in the first category (most disabled people are poor, and being disabled is expensive), but are usually talked about as if they're in the second category. We're told that disabled people sorting clothing for $1.03 an hour are "So happy to be here" and "Just want to be included," and it's not like they need the money, since, as we all know, disability benefits are ample and generous [heavy sarcasm].
***Unless, of course, they're a nonprofit whose "mission" involves "job placement," in which case what they're saying is "We exploit the poor and desperate people we're purporting to help." Either way, "We pay our employees like crap" is nothing to brag about.
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ââ FALLING FOR THE PLAYBOY.
ăŸ(Ž`âĄ)ïŸ ë°ì±í x fem! reader content roommates to lovers non-idol au college/university au ᄫᥠwarning not proofread explicit sexual content unprotected sex (stay safe!) petnames used kissing mean!dom sunghoon (i tried my best) choking fingering pussy eating degrading kink brief possessive sunghoon (if you squint) corruption kink(?) . . .!? 4030â mlist. | req
note. this has NO business taking me this long to write. i had to rewrite the start like multiple times before i was satisfied with it. and i might have gotten out of hand when writing this, whoops...sorry if the ending is shit... taglist. @tfwbluu
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You gritted your teeth, clutching onto your pen with a vice-like grip that you nearly snapped it into half. You were working on your project when your roommate thought it was a great idea to bring someone over. Unfortunately for your poor ears, the walls separating your rooms werenât thick at all. This means you were able to hear every single noise and sound coming from the other room, much to your utter horror and annoyance.Â
Sighing, you grabbed your headphones and wore them, increasing your music until you couldnât hear them anymore. Once you were satisfied with the volume, you resumed working on your project. This was the norm for you and as much as you hate it, there wasnât anything you can do about it. You couldnât afford to pay the rent of an apartment if you chose to live by yourself, which was why you ended up choosing this small hostel that wasnât far from your college.Â
You knew you would be staying with someone but you didnât really care, as you assumed that both of you will live your respective lives. But how wrong you were when you first met your roommateâPark Sunghoon. Being one of the popular guys on campus, itâs common to see girls going heart eyes, whipping out their phones as they giggled and squealed amongst themselves whenever he walked past them. You have heard about him and whether you liked it or not, he was everywhere you go.Â
You would scrunch your nose in disgust whenever you hear girls talking about the âbest sex experienceâ they had with him. Of course you knew about it, considering how you lived under the same roof as him. Sure, you admit Sunghoon is attractive, easy on the eyes and perhaps you have a tiny crush on him but thatâs it. Nothing more and nothing less. As much as you tried to convince yourself, you were facing a losing battle.Â
I need a breakâŠÂ
You sighed, running a hand through your hair as you stretched your arms above your head, groaning. One glance spared in the clockâs direction tells you it was close to six in the evening. As if sensing this, your stomach growled out loud and you knew it was time for dinner. You grabbed your phone, still wearing your headphones and stepped out of the room.Â
âWhat theâSeriously!?â You exclaimed, slapping a hand over your eyes when you stumbled upon a horrifying sight. You immediately whirled around to face the wall and your hand was still covering your eyes.Â
âWhat the fuck? You didnât tell me you have a girlfriend!â Your ears registered an angered female voice, followed by the sound of her frantically grabbing and (you hope) wearing her clothes. You wanted to reply but you held back, not wanting to create a huge mess than it already is.Â
âWhat? Sheâs not my girlfriend, sheâs my roommate,â Sunghoon scoffed, sounding both bemused and disgusted at the thought of having you as his girlfriend. You hated how your heart sank at his words.
âWhatever, it doesnât matter. Iâm leaving,â the same voice from before spoke up. You heard what sounded like retreating footsteps followed by the door closing and then, it was silent.Â
âYou can turn around now, unless you wish to keep staring at the wall forever,â your roommate deadpanned.Â
â...Are you wearing clothes?â You asked, turning around but you refused to drop your hand.Â
Sunghoon sighed, heading to the kitchen to pour a glass of water for himself. âYes, donât worry. But if you wanted to see me naked, you couldâve said so.âÂ
âNo, you idiot! I donât want to see your dick!â You exclaimed, finally dropping your hand. You heaved a sigh of relief when he was fully clothed, removing your headphones to leave it hanging by your neck as you followed him to the kitchen.Â
âYouâre acting like youâre a virgin. What? Have you not seen a dick before?â He teased, sipping his water while his eyes remained on you.Â
You ignored his piercing gaze, choosing to busy yourself in grabbing a pot and a packet of instant noodles. âOf course I have. But unlike you, I donât go around fucking everyone or anyone.âÂ
Sunghoon hummed, observing your movement with an unreadable expression. None of you said another word, the kitchen filled with the sound of you filling the pot with water. You placed it on the stove, ready to turn it on when he stopped you.Â
âThen, do you want to fuck?âÂ
Silence.Â
âWhat?â You turned, openly gaping at him.Â
âWhat?â He owlishly blinked.
It was as if he had asked something casual when it wasnât. To you, it was a dream come true. Sure, you had fantasies of having sex with your roommate but it was under different circumstances. A part of you was afraidâafraid he might realize that you were actually a virgin. You didnât want to disappoint him, not when he had plenty of experience as compared to you. You squirmed on the spot, no longer having the courage to look at the other.Â
âIâŠI donât do⊠whatever this is,â you replied, wincing at how awkward you sound.Â
âDonât do what? Itâs not like Iâm asking you to date me. Itâs just sex,â he answered, furrowing his eyebrows.Â
What he doesnât know is how his blunt words felt like an arrow, aimed and fired at your heart, effectively breaking it into pieces. You slowly nodded, eyes now staring at the potâas if it was the most interesting thing in the world.Â
âRight, itâs just sex,â you muttered under your breath.Â
Sunghoon sighed, placing his now empty glass on the table and approached you. You nervously gulped, pressing yourself against the stove counter behind you. With your roommate standing before you, arms resting on both sides of you, barricading you in. You were able to get a faint whiff of his cologneâwoody and minty.Â
âSunghoonâŠâ You whispered his name, leaning your head back to create as much distance as you could. But it was hard, especially with the way he looked at youâlike you were the only person he sees.Â
âTell me you donât want this,â he murmured, voice soft. The way his eyes trailed down your face, taking in your features, only for it to linger on your parted lips made you feel breathless.Â
âKiss me, please.âÂ
Sunghoon instantly closed the distance, his lips crashing against yours the moment you finished speaking. You whimpered, throwing your arms around his neck as you tried to match his pace but it wasnât easy. Shivers ran down your spine as he slid his hand underneath your shirt, slowly trailing up along your spine, leaving his warmth behind in its trail. You gasped when he bit your bottom lip, only for him to part your lips with his tongue and oh.Â
Sure, you had a few experiences of kissing someone but you have never reached the point where your tongue was involved. Your knees threatened to give way when Sunghoon explored your wet, warm cavern with one, thorough lick. You moaned into the kiss, gripping onto the back of his shirt when he harshly sucked on your tongue. Your ears flushed red at the sounds of you kissing but you couldnât find it in yourself to care.Â
You squeaked; startled when Sunghoon easily lifted you up, carrying you in his arms like you weighed nothing. Your roommate placed you down on his bed with such gentleness that you wouldâve thought you were lovers and wasted no time in pulling you in for another kiss. This time, it was more desperate.Â
âCan I?â He asks, hands hovering along the hem of your oversized shirt, waiting for you to give him the green light. You nodded, breaking the kiss and allowed him to remove your shirt, tossing it to the floor.Â
You tried to cover yourself, realising how you were left in your simple black bra and shorts, unsure of how to react as Sunghoon stares at you. But he was quicker. He moved your hands away, using one hand to pinned your wrists above your head. You nervously gulped, feeling extremely small in your current position.Â
âDonât hide from me. Youâre beautiful,â he said, faint awe and admiration in his voice. As much as you wished to not believe him, you couldnât. After all, thereâs no harm in indulging in this, even if itâs just for one night, right?Â
âStop staring and do something already,â you retorted, flinching when he cheekily pinched your hips with his free hand. You tried to kick him but he held your legs down, chuckling at your reaction.Â
âPatience, sweetheart. How about you tell me what youâve fantasized about?â
You froze. âWhat are you talking about?â
Humming, Sunghoon leans in until his lips graze against the sensitive area near your ear. âDonât think Iâve seen the way you looked at me, princess. I can feel your eyes on me whenever weâre in the same room. I can also see the way you clenched your thighs, thinking about the many and different ways I can ruin you.âÂ
You sharply inhaled when he trailed kisses down your neck, stopping at a certain area to leave a hickey behind. You tilted your head back, granting him more access and you swore you felt his lips curling up against your skin at your obedience. Sunghoon slipped his hand behind, only unbuckling your bra when you nodded your head, freeing your breasts from the constricting article of clothing.Â
âFuck, youâre so gorgeous. If only you know how crazy you make me feel,â he whispered, not giving you time to articulate your response, leaning down to wrap his lips on your left hardened nipple.Â
âSunghoon!â You gasped, arching your back off the bed.Â
You whined at the feeling of his tongue teasingly swirling the edge of your nipple. The contrast of his warm mouth against your cool skin made goosebumps formed on your skin. He finally released your wrists, moving to give your other nipple equal attention by using his fingers. Now that your hands were free, you blindly grabbed onto a fistful of his hairâa poor attempt to ground yourself.Â
âNghâSunghoonâplease,â you cried out, eyes squeezed tight in pleasure. He hums, pulling away from your chest to swiftly remove your shorts and panties in one go, leaving you naked under him.Â
You frowned at the sight of him fully clothed. âThis isnât fair.âÂ
âWhatâs not fair?â He asked, amused with the way you pouted, his hands lazily drawing circles on your thighs.Â
âYouâre still wearing your clothes. Take them off,â you whined.
Laughing, he obliged and only removed his shirt. You have seen him shirtless before and you should have gotten used to it. But maybe it was due to your current dilemmaâthat youâre about to have sex with your roommate that made your cheeks flushed red. He grins at your prolonged silence and how you were staring at him.Â
âTake a picture, itâll last longer,â he teased.Â
âYouâre so annoying,â you retorted, digging your nails into the sheets when he spread your legs as he moved down, pressing soft kisses along your inner thighs. You watched with bated breath as he moved up and up, until he was near where you needed him the most.Â
âTell me what you fantasized about,â he said, eyes flickering up to your face.Â
You gulped, knowing he has no intention of doing anything until you speak up. âIâŠI thought about you kissing me.âÂ
âUh huh, go on,â he prodded, eyes never leaving your face. You dug your nails deeper into the sheets, feeling embarrassed with what youâre about to say.Â
âI wanted you to touch me, eat me out andâŠâ
âAnd?âÂ
âAnd be mean to me.âÂ
Sunghoon raised an eyebrow, his signature cheeky smirk stretching across his face. âOh? I didnât expect you to have such indecent thoughts about me. I guess I should be honored.âÂ
You groaned, having foreseen his reaction. âSunghoon, IâNgh!âÂ
You were harshly cut off when he smacked your inner thigh, dangerously close to your clit. You twitched, your hole clenching down on nothing but thin air as the area turned red. He grinned, eyes darkening a shade as he hovered his fingers along your clit, tracing your folds.Â
âYou know, youâve an attitude for someone whoâs been thinking about this. Is this what you want, hm? You want to be treated like a whore?â He cocked his head to the side, slowly pushing his index and ring fingers in, watching as your folds parted to let him in.Â
Breathless whimpers fell from your lips at the sudden intrusion. You could feel your walls hugging onto his fingers and as far as you were aware, this was only two fingers. And yet, it was enough to make you feel light-headed.Â
Sunghoon coos, taking note of your current state. âLook at you, already out of breath when itâs just my fingers. All you need is something to fill this pretty thing to shut you up.â He twisted his fingers just right, hitting the spot that made you cry out.Â
âFuck!âÂ
âShit, youâre insane. I shouldâve done this sooner,â he cursed, pulling his fingers out that were covered in your juices.
He brings them to your mouth with an expectant look on his face and you obligedâparting your lips to let him push his fingers in. However, what you didnât expect was for him to shove his fingers down, until they were hitting the back of your throat. You made muffled choking noise, tears forming in your eyes as your tongue licked at whatever areas you could reach. Sunghoon didnât move, watching as you cleaned his fingers, only removing them once he was sure you had thoroughly cleaned them.Â
Sniff, sniff.Â
Your sniffles piqued his interest and he saw how you were rubbing your thighs together, smearing your leaked juices all over your inner thighs.Â
âHoonieâŠâ You begged, too drunk to even realize you had addressed him by a nickname. The sound of his name coming from your lips made his cock twitched, still restricted by the constraints of his sweatpants.Â
âYes? What do you want?â He asks, tongue darting out to wet his lips.Â
You whined, making grabby hands at him and the way you were looking at himâwith your doe-like, innocent eyes was testing his limits. âWant your mouth on me.âÂ
âYeah? You want that, pretty girl? Where do you want me, hm? Do you want me here?â He asks, brushing his lips against your thigh, choosing to tease you. You shook your head, frustration written across your face. But he couldn't help it. You were simply too cute to not tease.Â
âOr is it here?â He moved slightly higher, fingers digging into your unblemished skin to leave crescent-moon shaped indents behind on your upper thighs.Â
âN-No, want you here,â you replied. Sunghoon didnât expect you to take it into your own hands, grabbing his left hand to where your clit is.Â
âSince you asked so nicely, who am I to deny you?â He hums, pleased with your initiative and wasted no time in diving in.Â
He lapped at your juices, swirling the bud with the tip of his tongue. The delirious sensation drives you wild, filled with nothing but pleasure. Sunghoon groaned at your heavenly taste on his tongue and determined to have more, he parted your puffy lips, sliding his tongue in until he was practically fucking you open with the wet muscle.Â
âFuckâSunghoon, hah, s-so good,â you slurred, eyes rolling up as you rolled your hipsâlike youâre riding his faceâchasing after the stimulation.Â
The room was filled with the lewd sounds of Sunghoon eating you out and your mixture of sounds endlessly spilling from your lips. You gripped onto the pillow beneath your head when you felt your stomach tightening.Â
âIâm gonna c-cum,â you panted, warning the other but your roommate merely hummed, the vibration was enough to make you tipped over the edge. Your body shook with the intensity, tears rolling down your face at the first orgasm.Â
You whimpered, body going pliant at the overstimulation because Sunghoon refused to grant you any second of relief. âSunghoon, st-stop, ngh.âÂ
Eventually, he relent and your face turned as red as a tomato at the sight of the lower half of his face covered in your slick. He wiped them away with the back of his left hand, bringing it to his lips to clean them. The obscene sight was something straight out of your wildest fantasy and you gulped, craving more of him.Â
âYou taste divine, princess,â he groaned, moving up to kiss you, giving you a taste of yourself as your tongues meet.Â
Your arms wrapped themselves around his shoulders, hips absentmindedly rolling against his. Both of you moaned as your clit rubbed against his cock through the fabric of his sweatpants. âH-Hoonie, please.âÂ
âFuck, okay,â he cursed, hands fumbling to unbuckle his pants, tossing it along with his boxers to the ground.Â
You watched, heart beating in anticipation as he moved your right leg over his shoulderâforcing you to spread yourself open for him. You mewled as Sunghoon grinded his cock against your wetness, using your slick to act as lubricant.Â
âYouâre so wet. Is it for me?â He murmured, faint amazement heard in his voice.Â
âMhm, f-for you,â you replied, and something about the way you easily admit it triggered Sunghoon. He pushed in in one quick thrust, forcing your gummy walls to make space for his cock. You moaned, feeling like you were floating on a cloud as you were stretched wide open.Â
âYouâre still so tight even after Iâve ate and fingered you open, sweetheart. Do you think youâll still be this tight if I were to fuck you every day, make you warm my cock?â He groaned, unable to tear his eyes away from the mesmerizing sight of your walls fluctuating around his cock.Â
The thought of that made you whine out loudâfilled with nothing but pure desire. Sunghoon chuckles, starting off with a steady rhythm. He watched as your breasts jiggled due to the movement, how your lips parted to form a silent âOâ shape as he snapped his hips forward.Â
âDo you spread your legs for anyone, hm? Do you bat your eyelashes at anyone, hoping for them to fuck you like this?â He taunts, reaching out to grab a fistful of your hair and tugging you up, forcing you to meet his eyes.Â
He sneers at your teary eyes. âLook at you, already so fucked out on my cock. I doubt anyone can fuck you better than I can. Isnât that right?âÂ
You sobbed, nodding your head with whatever strength you have left in you. But Sunghoon wasnât pleased with your non-verbal response.Â
âIâm asking you a question and I expect an answer,â he warns.
âY-Yes,â you cried out, unable to focus on anything but the way his cock kept abusing the same spot, over and over again. It was driving you mad and Sunghoon could tell.Â
âGood, if you ever try to sleep with other people, I want you to know theyâll never fuck you better than I can,â he chuckles, releasing your hair and increased his pace, now ruthlessly pounding into you without hesitation. The bed started creaking as it moved along, the bedframe occasionally hitting the wall.Â
Heat spread under your skin like wildfire as you felt the familiar building pleasure. Seeing how you were about to reach your climax for the second time, Sunghoon moved his hand down to where youâre connected to rub your poor swollen, sensitive clit. His action elicited an instant wail of protest from you. You didnât know if you should chase after his hand or move away, too drunk on pleasure to think straight.Â
âHahâH-Hoonie, please, please,â you sobbed, not sure what youâre pleading at this rate.Â
âPlease what, sweetheart? You want to cum?â He asks, his breathing ragged as he rested his thumb on your bud, teasingly rubbing it in slow circles. You vigorously nodded your head, unable to form a sentence anymore. He was about to pull out when he was nearly reaching his climax but you stopped him.Â
âDonât, wanna feel you inside,â you whimpered and Sunghoonâs breath hitched in his throat.Â
âYou canât say things like that,â he muttered but obliged.Â
All it took was one final, powerful thrust to make you orgasmed. It felt like a rubber band had snapped after being stretched out. You mewled when he emptied himself inside you, feeling full of his cum. Your body went limp, being pushed over your limits as you laid on the bed, in the dirtied sheets. Sunghoon, on the other hand, slowly pulled out. You made a noise, not used to the sudden empty feeling.Â
You clenched down, able to feel hot, thick and white liquid trickling down your legs. Your roommate climbed off the bed, grabbing a few damp towels from the bathroom. He returned shortly after, wiping you off with such gentleness that you would have dozed off right there and then. But then, reality hits youâthe reality of you having sex with your roommate. You were afraid, not sure how this will impact the both of you in the future.Â
âI can hear you thinking, you know?â Sunghoonâs voice snapped you out of your train of thoughts. He handed you a cup of water, to which you gratefully accepted it and took slow sips, not sure when he had gone to the kitchen.Â
â...What does this make us?â You asked in a small voice, having no choice but to get it out of your heart.Â
He went silent, busying himself in dragging the dirtied sheets off the bed as he dumped them to the floor. Sunghoon grabbed a random shirt from his wardrobe, tossing it to your lap. You shot him a questioning look and he rolled his eyes.
âIâm letting you wear it, unless you donât want to.âÂ
âOh, thanks,â you replied, putting the cup on the bedside table as you wore the shirt he tossed you. The shirt felt like a dress, reaching your upper thighs and your senses were filled with his scent, making your cheeks flushed red. Sunghoon was now fully clothed, sitting on the bed beside you with his arms crossed.Â
âIf I were to tell you I want to be more than roommates, how would you react?â He asks, turning to face you.Â
Your eyes widened. âWhat?âÂ
Sighing, he ran a hand through his hair, not looking at you. âIâve liked you for a while now and I didnât know how to tell you.âÂ
âSo you decided to sleep with other girls? Is that how you wanted to get my attention?â You scoffed, finding it hard to believe.Â
He looked guilty at your response. âI didnât fucked them, though. I only made out with them and nothing else that involves removal of clothes. I couldnât do it, not when you kept popping up in my mind.âÂ
Your breath caught in your throat. âDoes that meanâŠyou were thinking about me every time you kissed someone?âÂ
Sunghoon sheepishly chuckled, scratching the back of his neck. âWell yeah, when you put it that way.âÂ
You barked out a laugh. âYouâre ridiculous, but fortunately or unfortunately, Iâd like for us to be something more than roommates.âÂ
âYah! What do you mean by "unfortunatelyâ!?â He shot you an incredulous look and you giggled, finding his reaction adorable. He jumped on you, wasting no time in tickling your sides.Â
You squealed, thrashing about like a fish out of water as you tried to shove him off of you but it was futile. He easily overwhelmed you with his strength.Â
âH-Hoonie! Haha, stop! Please!â You exclaimed through your barrage of laughter, your vision turning blurry.Â
âFine, youâre lucky youâre cute,â he sighed, surrendering and plopped down on you, suffocating you with his body weight.Â
âGet off me!â You smacked his back, only to flinch when he pinched your sides.Â
âYouâre so annoying, I swear,â you retorted, but there wasnât any bite to your words.Â
âToo bad youâre stuck with me now.âÂ
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Reblogging this as a reminder to myself!
This seems especially important for modern settings...if it's "like the current time, just everybody has a dynamic" then there's no reason why cultures meeting and mixing shouldn't be a thing.
Show the differences between the protagonist's views on relationships versus those of their hopeful partner's, due to them being raised in different areas. It can come up in conversations around physical or emotional intimacy, family planning, or sharing a home. Do they have different ideas of what these look like?
Maybe your omega comes from a background where nests are built and packed away every day, and their beta partner keeps watching in confusion or concern, because in their upbringing a nest stays put if the omega is happy.
Touch on the culture shock of a rural alpha moving into a big city and trying to fit in among peers who interact with each other differently.
Writing omegaverse coffee shop au? Why not have background characters who speak other languages, or have clothing that signals their religion, or varying family structures, or a variety of races? Same kinda stuff you might see at the grocery store or your local cafes.
It doesn't have to be a story about multiple cultures to have them appear.
Fanfic might be tougher to create space in, and it's very possible that it won't come up in the story if the canon characters didn't have such differences. But in totally original settings, I don't see why not, you know?
(which honestly might explain why the handful of existing titles I've been considering tossing omegaverse at, are all ones with multiple races or species present already... source didn't go into the different cultures? that means I can't contradict canon by adding stuff I think is interesting!)
People writing/creating omegaverses without considering different
countries,
languages,
cultures,
customs,
social norms,
beliefs/religions
in one world/setting is a real crying shame.
#omegaverse headcanons#omegaverse dynamics#omegaverse worldbuilding#a/b/o worldbuilding#my fellow suburbanite christian raised americans: please dont forget that there are more people in this world than just us#yes christian beliefs and cultural expectations are overly loud in the world where we grew up so i forget too sometimes#but there are gonna be people who either dismiss or reject those views because they werent raised in them#maybe that ârebellious omegaâ is just normal in their own eyes because their parents were egalitarian#maybe your beta isn't âpretending to be an alphaâ in order to compete but because in their culture male betas are raised like alphas#maybe your alpha is on suppressants because they came from one of those groups focused on high offspring numbers and ruts are a reminder#maybe your omega works outside the home and your alpha stays with the kids and this is completely normal in the culture of the story#which confuses the omega's coworkers in thier voice calls - they live in a place where taking turns is the norm now thanks to remote work#remember: not everyone's health coverage sucks as much as ours often can#perhaps the struggle around scent patches or heat suppressants you wanna write can be due to sensory issues or allergies instead of price#well that turned into a tag ramble again oops
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one thing i think people get wrong about Martyn in the life series is he really isnât loyal
like yeah, we all know him as the Hand, following the Red King as far as their shared grave, but that is⊠truly the outlier and not the norm with him
i mean, letâs take a brief look at other seasons. i canât speak to Secret Life, as it came out when i was incredibly busy and i havenât yet had time to watch it, but what about the others?
he won Limited Life because heâs a chronic traitor! he betrayed Scott, his ally for the whole season, so that he could win, and said heâd been planning it / wanting to do it the whole session. spent a whole season protecting and helping Scott, and laughed in his face to betray as soon as he saw a shot to do so
Double Life was a whole mess of Martyn and weird loyalties. just one example: he spent all of the first session hanging out with Pearl in favor of even looking for either of their soulmates, with no regard for how heâd been putting his soulmate in danger. when their soulmates dumped them due to being ignored all session and stormed off, he dumped Pearl just because. one session in and heâs betrayed both his soulmate and his day one alliance!
Last Life he teamed with the Southlanders and then made the Shadow Alliance in secret, so he was on two teams and never truly committed to either. he tried to kill Grian basically immediately when he got boogeyman, for example, and in the final fight he tried to lure Ren to himself by offering to team and then tried to blow Ren up
of course, iâm simplifying and ignoring a lot. he doesnât earn the loyal reputation for nothing. he does a lot of things to help his teammates, like giving a life to Ren in Last Life, trying all season to win Cleo over for all of Double Life, or working to protect Scott for all of Limited Life. itâs not like Martyn doesnât play the part of a loyal friend well, but, well.
the thing about Martyn is that heâs selfish. heâs basically always going to prioritize his own survival over anything else. heâs never going to roll over and die, especially not for another person. heâs good at looking loyal, because having allies will help you survive, and he knows making outright enemies is a bad idea. he knows he canât make it obvious heâs a traitor, because then heâll certainly be killed. but, when it comes down to the wire, he will generally bail at the last minute to save his own skin rather than protecting the people around him. when his loyalty is tested, nine times out of ten, he will not only fail, but do so completely without remorse
it doesnt take a lot to become Martynâs ally, and once youâve got a foot in the door, he will take his allegiances seriously (at least, to a point). but it takes effort to really earn Martynâs trust. and, even when it looks like you have, thereâs no guarantee he wonât yank the rug out from under you if he decides having you alive is more detrimental to his survival than seeing you dead
and yes, you can especially see all of this in Third Life. Martyn was absolutely not instantly ride or die for Renâfor a lot of the earlier episodes, he wonât say heâs on Renâs team or that he lives at Renâs base, and often tells other players heâs simply Renâs employee rather than teammate and that heâs wandering or homeless. he trusts Ren so little due to Renâs inability to keep a secret or stand up for himself that even Ren acknowledges in the third session that Martyn is probably going to leave him and find someone else. Martynâs loyalty had to be earned, and it very nearly wasnât. if Ren had taken a session more to grow a spine, Martyn probably would have left
but Ren became an ally that Martyn could rely on, who could stand up for himself and keep secrets. it became more beneficial to Martynâs survival to have Ren around, so he stayed with Ren for the rest of the season, and committed hard to their kingdom. Ren earns Martynâs trust by becoming a more dependable ally, and because of that, Ren earns Martynâs loyaltyâŠ. probably
(half related, bc i want it in the post and i donât know where to put it: after the execution, two sessions after Ren officially earns Martynâs loyalty, Ren admits to being genuinely convinced Martyn was going to take him out of the series as soon as Ren gave him the chance!)
because yes, even here, even after Ren earns his trust and Ren trusts Martyn to execute him and they become King and Hand, Martyn was okay with killing Ren to save himself. Martyn has said he was going to betray Ren in the final session of Third Life. his entire plan was that when he and Ren hit the final 5, he was going to kill Ren. end Red Winter, usher in Red Spring. even the most loyal version of Martyn was a traitor!
now, you can decide for yourself if you believe he could have actually gone through with thisâhe and Ren were 6th and 7th out of the game, after all. maybe he wouldnât have been able to steel himself. maybe his loyalty would have, for once, been too strong to kill Ren.
but itâs very possible that even the most loyal version of Martynâthe version of Martyn who has created this âloyalâ image of Martyn in fanonâwas only loyal because he died too soon to show his true colors
#says words#thinkin my thoughts#third life#inthelittlewood#trafficblr#life series#i keep seeing ppl comment on how Martyn is always super loyal and i ahve to wonder if weâre talking about the same guy#anyway i love Martyn#iâm aware this is rich coming from the Martyn religious devotion fic guy but listen. heâs a bitch#his only loyalties are to himself and his own survival. and the bit
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