#by threatening to shoot me dead if i fuck up one more time. swear to god.
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god if no one else got me. i know the drawn to life soundtrack got me.
#how much of adulthood is just fucking up paperwork? and finding out months later how badly you fucked it up?#and trying to determine the fewest amount of people you need to share that with in order to fix it?#inside of me there is a cartoony priest and a cartoony criminal and they are both trying SO hard to spare me the indignities of living#by threatening to shoot me dead if i fuck up one more time. swear to god.#i love doing everything right the first time forever. also i love getting away with things and never having to apologize for anything ever.#but see. i also love being a normal person with a job and proportionate emotional reactions. im sure you can see the conflict.#im sure you can see why im listening to history's best video game soundtrack right now.#but LE SIGH its Fine no one's Dead. it's FINE i'll figure it out TOMORROW or FRIDAY better that i noticed now instead of tomorrow evening#and im sure worse fuckups have happened etc. etc.#and if they FIRE ME i will throw myself into pizzamaking and failed authorship. as my chosen careers. backup plan see#AUGH. ANYWAY.
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Joel Miller x f!Reader
Summary: Joel is taken away from you and upon finding him almost-dead... something in you snaps ((kinda part 2 to clouded judgment / clear mind, but you don't necessarily need to read that one))
Tags: ANGST, angst with happy ending, near death experiences, Joel has surprisingly little screen time but you'll see he was there in spirit
Warnings: REALLY graphic descriptions of violence, small panic attacks, KINDA torture(?) đł, choking, lemme know if i missed something
Word count: 7.5K
A/N: i can't believe i've finally finished it! i aimed for a worthy successor to cj/cm aaand i hope i managed but jeez was it hard. also i told myself i won't be writing sth like that again but i kinda have an idea for the final part (would be hurt/comfort đ€) so let me know if it's sth you'd like to read. anyway as always happy reading!! đđ„° comments and reblogs are greatly appreciated, i absolutely love seeing what you think of my fics!
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You swallowed your tears and rested the chin on your hands, trying to push back the wave of panic threatening to drown you.
âTell me again.â
Tommy sighed, his own eyes empty and worried.
âI donât know who those guys were, but they obviously knew Joel. There was a dark man leadinâ them, and I think he had somethinâ wrong with his lip, but it was too far for me to take a good look. The group consisted of five, maybe six people? And I shot one of them, but he appeared to still be alive when they were leavinâ.â
You were silent for a couple of seconds, trying to make sense of it all.
âAnd where did they take him?â
âI reckon to the old ski resort on the top of the mountain. We ventured pretty far from here to investigate these tracks.â
You nodded and steeled yourself, taking a deep, trembling breath and quickly drying your tears.
âOkay. Iâm going.â
âYouâre not.â Maria leaned over the table, her expression unyielding. âThe decision is final.â
âI am going,â you repeated fiercely, slamming the flat of your hand against the tabletop, but Tommy gave you a stern look, which made you bite your tongue. âLook, I get that you donât want to lose even more people in a rescue missionââ
âThis is not what itâs about,â Maria retorted, almost looking hurt by your words. âBelieve me, if I wasnât carrying another human being inside me, Iâd already be going after them. But you have to take other things into consideration.â
âSheâs right,â Tommy spoke up quietly, though equally irritably, and you turned sharply to look at him in disbelief. âThe route to the resort is very advantageous to fall into an ambush. They could shoot us off like ducks and weâd have nowhere to hide.â
âI donât care,â you ground out, looking from one to the other. âWe canât leave Joel. Heâs your family, for goddamnââ
âYou think I donât know that?!â shouted Tommy abruptly, bringing his hand down onto the table, too. âHeâs my fucking brother and was family way before you were even born!â
âTommy.â Maria kicked him under the table, keeping one hand on her belly. Her husband flared his nostrils, clearly agitated by your words, but you were too angry yourself to care right now. You two glared at each other for some time before Tommy clenched his fists and turned around.
âMâgoinâ to get some air,â he said gloomily over his shoulder, already at the door leading outside. Maria sighed and looked at you again.
âPlease. Donât do anything stupid, and I swear Iâll send a group out as soon as this blizzard ends.â
âHe can be long dead by then,â you answered gravely, really set off by Tommyâs reaction and his words. You tried to will your tear ducts to hold any signs of stress and worry, not wanting to show your friend how broken and helpless you felt inside. âIf it was me, heâd already be halfway there to save me, Maria.â
âI know. But just think about it. If something happens to youâŠâ She shook her head. âHow do you think Iâd be able to look Joel in the eyes and explain why⊠howâŠâ
She genuinely seemed at a loss of words, and you sighed, rubbing your eyes tiredly.
âI understand where youâre coming from, I really do. But I need to get him home, Maria. I have to.â
With that, you stood up, feeling like you were going to suffocate if you stayed in the room any longer. You didnât look back even when you heard Maria calling your name softly.
There wasnât any sense in discussing the matter with any of them â you made up your mind to go and save Joel and there was no way anyone would make you stay. He wouldnât hesitate to go and get you if anyone dared to lay a hand on you.
You remembered that one time when he killed a group of men who wanted to use you as a bargaining chip to gain entry to Jackson. And how afterward you told him youâd do the same for him, unable to bear the painful and guilty expression on his face.
Now you planned on doing just that.
You were scared â of course you were, you werenât stupid â and the nerves were practically eating you alive, gnawing at your bones and hurting your muscles from the inside out.
But the worst was the fear of never seeing Joel again. Of something happening to him. And you couldnât live with yourself if you didnât at least tryâŠ
âIâm coming with you.â
Your head snapped to the side. There stood Ellie â dressed in a warm jacket and a hat that didnât cover her ears. Her eyes were full of fire, and you recognized the anger and determination in her expression as the same which were almost suffocating you.
Of course she was eavesdropping on the conversation. It was Joel that it was about, after all, her dad in all but one sense.
And suddenly you understood what Maria meant by not being able to look Joel in the eyes if something happened to you.
âNo,â you said curtly, walking past her and out onto the street in the direction of your house.
âIâm not asking for permission.â Ellie was right behind you, and the force of her steps showed just how angry and frustrated she was â just like you felt. âI know youâre gonna go after those guys, and Iâm coming with you.â
âYouâre not,â you repeated more sternly, not turning around to face her. You reached your house and fumbled to open the door. âYouâre staying and thatâs finaââ
You stopped yourself and sighed, pressing your forehead against the wooden surface.
It was unfair. You were unfair. If those exact words spoken by Maria have set you off so much, you wouldnât be surprised if EllieâŠ
âYouâre not my fucking mom, remember?â the girl barked angrily, and you let out a shuddering breath, stressed to your limits with everything that happened in the last few hours. âYou canât tell me what I can and canât do just because youâre older!â
Itâs okay. Itâs gonna be fine. Everything is gonna be okay.
âI know,â you whispered after a couple of seconds of silence, still not turning around. âIâm sorry.â
Ellie didnât answer. You repeated your quiet mantra and glanced over your shoulder at her. âBut Ellie, I⊠I canât let you go. Joel would never forgive me if something happened to you.â
Jesus. Exactly like Maria.
Ellie still looked pissed at your earlier words, and she crossed her arms over her chest.
âWell, youâre not the only one who cares about him, you know?â
âYeah, I know. But youâre the one he cares about the most.â
Ellie opened her mouth. Closed it and furrowed her eyebrows, but the irritation in her eyes dimmed. You gave her a small, apologetic smile, trying not to burst into tears.
âHeâs gonna be fine, you know,â you lied smoothly, opening the door. âAnd Maria said sheâll send a group to retrieve him as soon as the storm eases up a bit.â
You didnât even need to look to know that she didnât believe you. To be honest, you wouldnât believe yourself either in this situation.
You waited several seconds to see if the girl wanted to say something else, but after a few moments she spun on her heel and went back, not saying anything. You stared after her, but when the thick snow made her figure just a fuzzy shape, you gently closed the door and pressed the heels of your hands to your eyes.
Itâs going to be fine. Youâll get Joel back and all will be okay.
You took a couple of deep â albeit shaky â breaths to pull yourself together, and when you were pretty sure you werenât about to start crying, you made your way into the kitchen. And stopped short.
At your table sat Tommy, fiddling with his thumbs.
âFuck, Tommy,â you mumbled, trying to calm down your pounding heart. âYou scared the crap out of me.â
The younger Miller looked up, but stayed silent. You looked at each other for a few tense moments, but ultimately you sighed and left him in the kitchen, going to your room to get a backpack and another, more fitting, set of clothes.
He was still there when you returned to the kitchen with your stuff, but you didnât even pretend you werenât preparing to head out. The man watched silently as you put the backpack down by the door, went to retrieve and reload your gun, and gathered some essentials on the table, not once glancing in his direction.
You were persistent in ignoring Tommyâs presence, but then he finally spoke up.
âWe can go before dawn. Iâll get the horses ready and we will take the fourth gate.â
You froze and stopped what you were doing, then turned around and placed your hand on your hip.
âWe canât take horses up there. Not in this weather.â
âWeâll leave them at the fifteenth checkmark. That place in the East where there are so many swallows durinâ spring.â
You nodded, and your gaze softened when you looked him over. Tommy was just as worried about Joel as you were, you knew it. He was just better at hiding it.
âIâm sorry for what I said,â you murmured, feeling terrible that in such a short amount of time, it was a second person you were apologizing to. âBut you know I have to go after him. You know that.â
âFuck,â he swore quietly, sighing. âYeah, I know. Thereâs no way I ainât goinâ either. Just⊠I just hate doing somethinâ behind Mariaâs back.â
You didnât answer â because what could you say? That he didnât have to go with you? As much as you wanted to save Joel, pretending not to care about the dangers or anyoneâs opinion, you knew youâd probably die if you went alone. But it didnât mean you were going to ignore all that Tommy was risking by coming along with you.
âYou donât have to, Tommy,â you whispered. âYou have your wife to think about, after all. And yourââ
âI know,â he interrupted glumly. âDonât worry. All of us will come back.â
You nodded. You really hoped he was right.
*****
At first, everything was going according to plan.
At least, until Ellie decided to show up.
She surprised both you and Tommy a couple of miles outside of Jackson, probably thinking that it was far enough that you wonât try to send her away.
You tried anyway. You were understandably furious, not only because she didnât listen to you, but also that she trailed after you both for so long in this weather. Her reveal caused a short screaming match and a couple of nervous tears shed by you, but eventually you and Tommy decided itâd be more dangerous to make Ellie go back to Jackson alone. So she continued with you to the house where you left your horses, then past it and in the direction of the ski resort.
You didnât know how many people were at the resort, and there were only the two of you â well, three, counting Ellie, but no matter her stubbornness, you werenât going to let her go in â and an attack was too risky in this situation.
So you decided to sneak in. To distract and draw the kidnappersâ attention long enough for you to get Joel out. It was still stupidly risky, but it wasnât like there were much more options that wouldnât end in those guys killing all of you. The plan was that Tommy would find a vantage point and be on guard to take down any threats with his sniper rifle if you were noticed, while you go get Joel.
Ellie⊠Ellie didnât take no for an answer. And as much as you hated that she tagged along on this dangerous rescue mission, you had to admit that she came prepared. Apparently some time ago Joel taught her how to make trap mines and she pitched the idea of planting some up the mountain to create an avalanche.
Well, you and Tommy were both very much against setting off a full-blown avalanche, but it wasnât a bad idea per se. So it was agreed that Tommy will help her set the bombs in some strategic places while you wait for a signal to go in.
The sneaking in part was surprisingly easy. The people staying there didnât leave any guards outside, probably because they didnât expect that someone would actually look for them in this weather, and it seemed that there werenât that many of them inside like you feared. You had a vague idea where Joel might be, based on the positioning of the people present, so you reckoned itâll be the wisest to wait nearby.
It took about an hour of hiding in one of the empty rooms (you had to change your hiding spot once, because someone decided to randomly sweep the perimeter) before you heard distant explosions and panicked, angry yells, and then a rumble of the mountain. You suspected a fair amount of snow was falling down the slope, and you prayed that Ellie and Tommy were in a safe place when that happened.
You heard the sound of footsteps getting further away. Then more of it. It was eerily silent, and you counted to ten in your head, before slowly exiting your hiding spot.
Just as you suspected, Joel was held in the lobby, tied to one of the decorative columns, and even though his back was to you, youâd recognize him anywhere, even by hands or the back of his head alone. A quick glance around the room confirmed that there was no one around, but still you preferred to stay on guard. You silently tip-toed to where he was sitting on the floor, mindful of all the debris scattered on the floor and keeping your head low, and breathed a sigh of relief when you finally reached him.
âDonât move,â you whispered, barely moving your lips. Your fingers touched his wrist and he budged slightly. You angled your face closer to the left side of his head, hoping heâll hear you better this way. âItâs me, Joel. Iâm gonna get these off you, okay?â
Not waiting for the reply, you took out your knife and started to cut the thick, coarse rope binding Joelâs wrists. You winced at the burns underneath, but you managed not to cut him, which was a feat with how tight the ropes were. He was very still, probably not wanting to handicap you.
âOkay,â you whispered when the last of the thick strands were cut through, and you carefully slid the remnants of the rope from his wrists. âNow follow me, Tommy isâŠâ
Your voice died down when Joelâs arms loosely slumped down, along with his head, and a second later his torso started tilting to the side before heavily hitting the ground.
Your heart stopped in your chest.
âNo.â The whispered word escaped you when you hurried around him, now not caring about staying hidden. âNo, no, no, pleaseâŠâ
You rolled Joel onto his back and only now saw the damage done to him â his nose broken, face covered in blood, a gash under his left ear, and a still bleeding gunshot wound in his arm. He didnât look dead, didnât have that lifeless emptiness around him, but his eyes were closed and his chest was still. You put your ear to his mouth, desperate to feel his breath on your skin, butâŠ
No, it canât be, it canâtâŠ
You couldnât feel anything.
âJoel,â you said quietly, taking his face between your hands, but tears were blurring your vision. âCome on, please open your eyes.â A choked sob broke out of your throat and you shook your head when he still didnât even as much as stir. âLove, pleaseâŠâ
Thatâs when your eyes landed on a small, glass vial lying discarded some feet away. You looked from it to Joel, tears clouding your vision, and scrambled forward to check it out.
As you suspected, the syringe â because thatâs what it turned out to be â had the traces of a thick, translucent liquid in it left. There wasnât any writing on it, but the glass was clean, unlike various other bottles and wrappings scattered throughout the facility. You stared at it for a couple of seconds, then fixed your gaze on Joel again.
Just as the sound of footsteps started to echo down the hall.
You froze and strained your ears to make sure you didnât imagine it, then took a look around the room. The doors were slightly ajar, but whoever was coming here, they couldnât see you just yet. Panic seized your insides and you turned to Joel again.
âSweetheart, please wake up,â you whispered pleadingly, shaking his shoulders and slapping his cheek lightly. âCome on, look at me, open your eyesâŠ"
The steps were getting louder by the second. You tore the glove off your hand with your teeth and tried to very quickly check Joelâs pulse, but either in your panic you couldnât find it, or the heartbeat was too slow for you to pick up.
You didnât consider any other option.
There wasnât much time left, so finally you left him and quietly went to hide behind the door, waiting for the incomer to walk in. Your hand reached for the gun on your belt.
And paused.
There couldnât be any other option⊠right? Joel was alive, you just failed to find his pulse. HeâŠ
He was lying, still in the place you left him, and you couldnât see his chest moving. The blood was flowing from the wound in his arm, staining his jacket and the floor⊠Your hand, the one holding the pistol, was covered in it, tooâŠ
Then you did something you never expected of yourself.
The gun stayed in its holster, and you went to grab from the ground one of the heavier pieces of debris you noticed before, a long metal pipe. Your hands tightened on the metal, and your eyes stayed on Joelâs lifeless form. You took a stifled, nervous breath. Then a deep, steadying one.
The person in the hall was really close now. Joel still didnât appear to be moving or breathing, and it made your own chest feel tight and painful.
He couldnât be dead. He couldnât.
But if they did this, if⊠if he wonât ever open his beautiful brown eyes again, say your name in that entricing raspy drawlâŠ
The doors to your right opened and your face twisted in rage and resentment. Your muscles tensed and focus sharpened.
The man who walked through the door made a noise of surprise at the sight of Joel lying on the floor â and that inhaling sound, that maddening noise seemed to taunt you, because how dared he breathe when Joelâs own breath was stolen from him, when you werenât sure if it was still there â right before you stepped forward and swung the pipe with all your might.
The man â dark skin, with short hair â fell down with a loud cry when the harsh metal hit him right in the temple. Your eyes scanned his figure for a weapon, and you hit him again, this time somewhere near his stomach, when he made a move to reach for his knife.
âWhat did you give him?!â you asked with malice and venom that were so alien to you, you almost didnât recognize your voice. The manâs eyes focused on you for the first time when you kicked his blade away, and his confusion turned to anger.
âCrazy bitch!â he spat, heaving for air, and lunged at you, but the open wound in his skull mustâve slowed him down, because without any problem you managed to raise your makeshift weapon before he could grab you.
Since you met him so many years ago, you always had Joel to watch your back. Now you were alone, but somehow that thought didnât scare you. It exhilarated you.
An unpleasant, hair-rising crack echoed in the room, followed by the strangerâs scream, when the heavy metal smashed the bones in the forearm.
âI asked⊠a simple, fucking, question!â you snarled at the man, bringing the pipe down again, aiming for his hand this time. He moved it away at the last second, which enraged you even more, so with a mad, frustrated scream, you smashed his knee, using the pipeâs momentum when it bounced off the floor. âWhat the fuck did you do to him?!!â
He screamed, loudly and terribly, cursing at you with every shaky breath he took, andâ
You felt so unlike you, so⊠out of your skin, somehow⊠but you wanted to make him suffer. You wanted to know this inhuman cry of pain that was reverberating through the walls of the resort was your doing and your power over this bastard. Because of what they did to Joel.
Then a loud bang rang out in the air, and you instinctively ducked your head when a part of the door to your side was shot off. You dropped the pipe â no use for it now â and drew your gun, noticing with surprise that your heart was steady and your breath even, as if you didnât almost get shot just now.
Another bullet was sent in your direction, and a womanâs voice yelled something inaudible, while you stood still and counted the seconds.
Three, twoâŠ
In a rapid movement, you came out of cover and aimed at the person standing in the hall, firing twice. The first bullet hit the woman in the arm while the second seemed to burrow itself in her stomach. She fell backwards with a curt cry, and the man lying at your feet roared with rage.
âNo! You fucking bitch, leave her alone!!â
Your motions were almost automatic as you put your gun away and picked up the metal pipe again, its end splattered with blood. The man in front of you had to see something in your eyes â despair? emptiness? hatred? â because his face fell and he started quietly begging for you to stop and let him go. At least thatâs what you assumed he was saying, because you didnât listen to him one bit.
âDo notâŠâ you started, unexpectedly calmly, bringing the end of the blunt weapon down. The impact caused his shinbone to break, and you lingered for just a moment to hear the bitter cracks of the shattered bones, âfucking⊠go anywhere. Donât you dare move, hear me?â
The man didnât answer, just cursed and wept in pain. The sound was horrible, but you almost didnât notice it â or more accurately, didnât care. Which would be even more concerning if you werenât aware of the woman lying injured in the hall behind the door, and Joel, still unmoving and cold to the touch on the other side of the room.
Slowly, not hearing the black manâs cries or distant gunshots from where Tommy probably was taking down the enemies, and not caring about the blood of a stranger covering your jacket and pants, you dropped the pipe and took out your gun again. Then you made your way down the corridor, your eyes locked on the woman who shot at you.
She was groaning in pain, clutching at her stomach. When she noticed you, her hand reached for the pistol which lay discarded next to her, but you quickly lifted your own and aimed at her before she touched it.
âDonât move,â you murmured, which would sound almost soft if it werenât for the empty look in your eyes. The woman scanned you up and down, and slowly lifted her hands.
âWho are you?â
âWhat did you give him?â you asked like you didnât hear her, coming closer to kick away her gun to the far end of the hall. The womanâs eyes followed the weapon, then shifted to you.
âDo you even know what that man did? What is he guilty of?â
âI know. Now answer the damn question. What did you giveââ
The door on your left slammed open and you only had time to turn your head before a heavy body collided with you, pushing you to the wall. Your head hit the bricks with an echoing crack, knocking the breath out of you. A man who surprised you grabbed the material of your jacket and slammed you into the wall again, but you managed to grab his hair and yank it hard, which allowed you to step to the side and away from the point of disadvantage that being trapped against the wall was.
The man â taller than you, with a black eye and without one of the front teeth â was quick to recover, however, and catched the wrist of your hand that held the gun, pushing it to the side when you pulled the trigger. From the corner of your eye you could see the woman you shot curling up and covering her head, then trying to scamper away, but the wound in her stomach was a significant impediment.
You fired again, trying to wrestle the gun from the man, but his grip was strong and after a few seconds of struggle he managed to knock the weapon out of your grasp, sending it flying to where you kicked off the womanâs one earlier.
Not sooner than your hands were empty, his elbow collided with your face, hard, and you cried when a gush of blood started pouring from the broken nose and a cut on your lip. Fear washed over you, and sheer luck caused you to duck to the side in time, avoiding a fist to the temple.
You stumbled backwards a few unstable steps, breathing heavily. The guy was smirking, acting like he already won â but you werenât about to die in this sleazy, stinky place, leaving Ellie all alone and never knowing why they abducted Joel in the first place.
JoelâŠ
âYouâve made a huge mistake,â said the man quietly, taking one, then two steps forward and swinging again. You backed away a second time, feeling your heart pounding in panic and knowing you didnât stand a chance against a man of his stature.
Finally your luck ran out, and the man managed to hit you in the jaw, making you taste blood on your tongue. Before you could recover, one of his hands shot forward and grabbed you by the throat, and then, still keeping his big hand on your neck, he brought your entire torso down, slamming you to the ground. You hit your head hard and the glass shards on the floor embedded themselves in your skin, but in the next moment the sound of your painful scream was cut short. The grip the man had on your throat tightened, and you started to have difficulty breathing.
Your eyes budged in fear as realization of what was happening dawned on you, and you started to kick and struggle wildly, reaching for your attackerâs face, but he moved out of reach, still putting his whole weight down on you.
Your fists were hitting his forearms, your nails scratching his cheeks, whatever to make him let go. But he didnât, his hands still squeezing your throat so strongly and crushing your esophagus.
âAfter I kill you, Iâll go kill your friend,â your attacker snickered, smiling viciously as he watched ice-cold panic enveloping you. âHeâs not worthy of keeping him alive that long, anyway.â
Something ignited inside you at his words.
Joel.
You suddenly remembered the many self-defense lessons Joel had given you, so that whenever he wasnât there to protect you, you could do it yourself. He was always so afraid for your lifeâŠ
Slowly and with great effort, your fingers crept down, searching for the handle of your hunting knife, while dark spots started to appear before your vision, partially covering the sneering face of the man crushing your windpipe. He said something else â something you didnât even hear because of the ringing in your earsâŠ
And then with the last bit of your strength, you yanked the knife out of its sheath and buried the blade in the side of his neck.
Several things happened simultaneously: the man cried in surprise and let you go, the woman shouted a warning â too late â and you swung your leg over him, straddling and stabbing the man over and over again. His neck, his chest, his face, you didnât even see what you were hitting. Screaming your lungs out and burying the blade in him again, and again, and again.
And again.
With an outraged, desperate cry, the woman lunged at you, but the adrenaline coursing through your system made you not even register something cutting deeply the skin of your arm, your veins and muscles giving way. You spun around, tumbling with her to the ground, but quickly managed to pin her down, blocking her arms in place with your knees, and pressing the tip of your knife to her chest.
She immediately stopped moving.
âLast fucking chance,â you croaked with difficulty, your neck bruised and swollen. âWhat⊠did you give him?â
You didnât know if it was the sight of you, bloodied and wounded, the fact that you just violently killed her friend, or something else entirely â but now the woman looked scared.
âOkay,â she whispered, trying not to breathe too deeply, and glanced nervously at the blade pressed against her skin. âOkay, Iâll tell you, just donât⊠It was a tranquilizer. Nothing dangerous, we just put him to sleep for a couple of hours. He was putting up quite a fight and the guys were getting antsy that heâll pull something off beforeââ
âHeâs not breathing,â you rasped viciously, sputtering blood onto her face. The woman flinched and took a shaky breath.
âHis heart rate is slowed down, but it doesnâtâ it shouldnât kill him.â
You clenched your teeth, then exhaled. Inhaled.
You have to take a grip of yourself. He is alive. He has to beâŠ
Should be.
The weight with which you had pinned her to the ground became lighter, and the woman sighed with relief when you removed the sharp end from her chest.
âIt shouldnât⊠kill him?â you repeated emptily, trying to dismiss the pain in your throat when you were speaking.
âNo.â
Your head was still buzzing, but you tried to push it to the side, to focus on what was important right now.
âWhy⊠did you take him?â
And just with that one, quiet question, the womanâs expression changed. You were considering letting her go, since you already hurt her pretty badly, but the sudden shift in her behavior set off alarm bells in your head once more.
âHeâs a murderer,â the woman said, as if it was the most obvious answer. âA monster that would do everyone a favor if he got put down.â
White, blinding fury flooded your veins and it felt almost as if electricity was cracking above your skin. Your hand held the knife tighter.
âPut downâ, like⊠like an animal. She was talking about the man you lovedâ
You werenât able to stop the hatred and rage flowing out of every pore of your skin. In one swift motion you plunged the knife into the womanâs chest, making her choke and gasp in surprise.
âYou cannot call him that,â you spluttered, barely able to speak from the pain. âYouâŠâ
And then your hand forced its way lower down, still holding the handle of your weapon. Cutting through the womanâs â now struggling and screaming in agony â abdomen and guts.
They went so far as to abduct Joel, they took him from you, hurt and shot him, wanted to torture him, to make him suffer before they ultimately kill himâŠ
But they didnât, he canât be dead, he canâtâ
The woman was conscious the entire time as you were ripping her insides apart, and her screams died down only after you reached the navel.
Your vision was blurry and faltering when you stood up, but your heart was still beating steadily. There was an echo of a scream in your ears, though you couldnât tell if it was your or the dead womanâs voice.
There wasnât anyone else in the hallway. In the back of your mind you hoped that Tommy took care of any remaining enemies, because if theyâd come running here, you didnât think youâd be able to hear them in time.
Clutching your injured arm, you slowly made your way to the room where you left Joel and the man who attacked you first. Your gun was lying near the entrance and you picked it up before pushing the door open and staggering inside.
The man wasnât where you left him. Instead there was a big pool of blood, forming into a wide, smeared path leading further into the lobby. At the end of it you saw him, groaning and crawling to the exit.
You reloaded the gun and walked closer. At the sound, the man turned his head and his eyes widened when he saw you.
âYou fucking psycho!â he spat, bracing himself on the elbow of his left arm â the only one still working. âDo you have any idea what youâve done?! When she sees it, theyâll come for you, and theyâll make sure that the two of you will fucking pay for it!â
His words were flowing through you as you struggled to keep your vision focused. You felt weird â almost like waking up way too early and finding your body not listening to you entirely.
Then you realized. The hungry, burning anger was gone, the embers of hatred slowly dying out. There was only smoke and emptiness left inside you.
âI donât care,â you mumbled, not loud enough for the man to hear you, but that didnât matter â two seconds later he was dead, his brain splattered all over the floor behind him.
Your hand was shaking. Cold crept up your limbs, embracing and almost choking you as you breathed in, out, faster and faster as you finally comprehended what you did.
Your eyes moved down to the manâs indented knee, completely smashed into a bloody mess. The other limb was all wrong, his foot sticking in the opposite direction and no wonder he had to crawl to get away from you, you destroyed his legs, youâŠ
You staggered backwards, your pupils darting to the hallway just for a second before returning to the battered corpse in front of you. The back of his skull was gone now, but how did he stay conscious for so long after you smashed his head with a metal pipe? There was so much blood on it⊠How much pain he must have felt after you left him?
And that woman⊠He begged you to leave her alone, and you⊠you ripped her openâŠ
You moved back, back and further away, before tripping and falling to the floor. Your breaths were fast and shallow, and you reached for your neck, sore and swollen from almost being strangled, trying to will your lungs to work.
They were bad people. They took and hurt Joel, and planned to kill him. You had to kill them, theyâd kill you in a heartbeat, theyâŠ
It wasnât like youâve never taken a life before, but it was the first time that you inflicted pain on somebody on purpose â not in self-defense, but because you wanted to retaliate. It was done in revenge.
You didnât know for how long you had sat there when you heard someone saying your name. It sounded like⊠No, it couldnât have been his voice, he was unconscious, he wasnât breathingâŠ
Suddenly, Tommyâs face appeared in your blurry field of vision â of course it was him, their voices were so similar, after all â and there was a deep crease between his brows. He looked worried and fearful, andâ
âSnap out of it,â he said firmly, shaking your shoulders harder than he should have. Your name fell from his lips when you didnât answer, and his eyes followed yours to a battered body on the floor. âLook at me. Look at me.â Tommy forcefully turned your chin in his direction, and his eyes were full of sorrow and pain. âYou did what you had to do.â
You shook your head, swallowing the tears that streamed down your face. He didnât know what you did. He didnât understand what happened here, what happened with you⊠You yourself didnât know what happened to you.
Tommy brought you closer to his chest, enveloping you in his strong embrace and the smell of leather and gunpowder. You choked on air, unable to stop the sobs racking your body, and deaf to his words, for the only thing you could hear were cracks of bones, screams of pain, and your own vengeful cries.
It was so loud in your mind that you almost missed a quiet grunt coming from behind you.
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Joel slowly opened his eye, then groaned and closed it again. He felt like shit and it was so hard to breathe, but he pushed through the pain and discomfort from the wound in his side, and tried again.
The first thing he saw was the greenish curtain, hiding the rest of the room from him, but judging by the fact that he was lying in bed, alive, with apparently all his wounds dressed, he figured it wasnât the same place that group of angry youngsters took him to.
Lifting his head and turning it to the other side was a tremendous task, but it was so worth it â because there was you. Sitting in a chair next to him, asleep and with your head lying on folded arms on his bed. Joel smiled softly, but then furrowed his brows as a pang of anxiety shot right through him.
Your face was a mess, with cuts and bruises healing, your brow was split, and one of your forearms had a bandage wrapped around it, now a little dirty around the edges. Joel couldnât see clearly, but your neck seemed⊠dark, as if the skin was bruised there, too.
What the hell happened?
He lifted his arm â the tingles and needles pierced his stiff limb â and brushed your cheek lightly, trying to wake you.
âDarlinâ...â he murmured, and you stirred. He tried to say it again, louder this time, but his throat was scratchy and he winced at the feeling. There was no need for it, however, because in the next moment your eyes fluttered open and then widened when you took in the sight of him, realizing heâs awake.
âJoel!â Your hands â God, he missed the feeling of them â cupped his face gently, and your eyes filled with tears in the matter of seconds. âOh my god, babyâŠâ
âHey, hey, Iâm fine,â he breathed out quickly, not wanting to see you cry. âItâs okay, darlinâ... Iâm here.â
You sobbed with a dazzling smile, your beautiful eyes dancing across his features before you darted forward and pressed your lips to his firmly. Joel could almost taste the desperation and worry in your shaky breaths and tears that fell from your eyes and onto his tongue. He wanted to tangle his fingers in your hair and bring you in closer, but a sudden, sharp pain pierced his arm when he tried to move it, and he hissed into your mouth.
âSorry,â you whispered and moved away quickly, letting out a broken laugh and brushing the unruly strands of hair away from his forehead. âIâm just so happy youâre okay.â
Joel wanted to ask what exactly had happened while he was out, but before he got a chance, you leaned in again and started softly peppering his face in kisses â first his cheek, then his forehead, then the tip of his nose and his chin. And Joel didnât have the heart to stop you.
And thatâs how Ellie found you both. She gagged when she saw the display of affection, but there was a grin on her face when he looked over at her.
âGross,â she scrunched her nose. âBut Iâm glad to see you awake.â
âYeah, well, I still feel pretty shitty,â he grunted, scanning the kid for any injuries, but she didnât look any worse for the wear. His eyes strayed to your neck again, and the concern came back double-barreled. âWhat happened to you, sweetheart? Whereââ
âIâll⊠go get the doctor.â You stood up abruptly before he could finish, and looked over at Ellie. âWill you stay with him?â
âYeah. Sure.â The teen shrugged, but now was avoiding Joelâs eyes, and he felt more uneasy and agitated by the second.
âOkay. Be right back, love. Gonna grab you some water, too.â You squeezed his hand and smiled. Joelâs eyes escorted you, and when he made sure you were out of the earshot, he turned to Ellie.
âWhat happened?â
âWell.â The teen blew out her cheeks and went to take a seat you previously occupied. âYou were attacked during the patrolâŠâ
âYeah, no, that I remember,â Joel interrupted quietly. âThey shot me, took me to that ski resort. But how am I here? Did sheâŠâ
He trailed off. Ellie looked at the curtain you disappeared behind, then back at Joel. âListen, I wasnât there, so mânot sure,â she mumbled quietly. âBut after she and Tommy got you out, she was sorta⊠different.â
âDifferent how?â he asked sharply. Ellie bit the inside of her cheek, looking away. âEllie.â
âI donât know, okay?â she answered in a sudden burst. âShe looked like hell. You saw her neck, I think someone tried to choke her, and she had an ugly cut on her leg, a fuckton of cuts and bruises⊠And the doctor spent hours getting all the glass shards out of her.â
Joel got up as much as he could, feeling a pit of anxiety rising in his chest. Ellie was silent for a while before she spoke again, this time surprisingly softly.
âRemember when you beat the shit out of that soldier when we were escaping QZ in Boston?â Joel nodded slightly â she did, too. âYeah. She had a similar⊠kind of look on her face, and it looked⊠not exactly scary, but alien.â The teen looked up. âMy guess is she did some fucked up shit to get to you. Tommy said sheâs been having real bad nightmares since then, but he doesnât want to tell meââ
Ellie snapped her mouth shut at the sound of footsteps, and a few seconds later you emerged from behind the curtain. You had a tall glass of water in your hand and a small, hopeful smile that grew when your eyes fell on Joelâs face.
âI know youâd probably prefer something stronger, but water will do you good,â you said, seemingly oblivious to the fact that they were just talking about you. Joel watched as you carefully sat down at the edge of his bed and put down the glass onto the table to his side. âOne of the nurses will come here in a couple of minutes. You were unconscious for a couple of days so they want to make sure everything is okay.â
âI told you Iâm fine, darlinâ...â
âPlease.â You gently took his hand in both of yours, staring at him with concern. âFor me?â
Joel looked you over, his eyes lingering on your bruised neck and the bandage around your thigh which he didnât notice before. Then he glanced at Ellie with worry, not knowing how to approach this problem or ask what exactly happened to you.
Your eyes were a little red and puffy, and he briefly thought about what the kid said: that you have had terrible nightmares, that apparently you went through some sort of hell to save him. It seemed that whatever you had done, it took its heavy toll on you. And he couldnât bear it.
Joel hated the thought of you risking your life for him, of the experience branding you so deeply that you lost sleep because of it.
Because of him.
The only thing he could do right now was to be there for you. And maybe â just maybe, if he tried hard enough â to do something about those of your scars that he couldnât see.
He lifted your hand to his lips and pressed a kiss to it, keeping his eyes on yours the entire time.
âOkay,â came his soft answer, to which you smiled with relief. âWhatever you wish, darlinâ.â
No snarky remark, no groaning or muttering could be heard from Ellie, and that worried Joel much more than heâd ever admit. He exchanged a worried look with her while you were distracted, drawing patterns on the back of his hand with tender fingers.
âItâs gonna be okay,â he heard you say quietly, though it was unclear whether you were talking to him or yourself.
Either way, Joel squeezed your hand tighter, now feeling oddly afraid of letting go.
âYes, darlinâ,â he confirmed in a soothing manner. âEverythingâs gonna be okay.â
#joel miller x reader#pedro pascal x reader#joel miller x y/n#joel miller#pedro pascal#joel miller x you#the last of us fanfiction#the last of us#joel miller angst#joel tlou#tlou hbo#btw i tried to do some research on tranquilizers and anesthesia drugs but i didn't find anything clear so. everything you read is made up#i could have wrote it better but.. eh#it was challenging enough and i can't believe i've spent almost a month on it
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Stayin' Alive
Used 'Too many beds,' from the "reverse tropes," as a prompt for this fic.
After the events of N'Doul, you stay with Kakyoin at the hospital, waiting for the rest of the group to come. While being led to the room Kakyoin would be staying in, instead of an empty room, you see... mattresses? Watch out! An enemy appears with a power able to rival your own!
JJBA x fem!reader, TW: Swearing, mentions of death, a dead body, mentions of blood, fighting
Word Count: 2,156
'Text' = thoughts, "Text" = music
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No Time To Talk
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"Egypt!?"
You knew you should have denied when this teen and his grandpa began raving about a hundred year old vampire who was killing the teen's mom spiritually. Of course, with the context of Stands, you were more willing to believe them; Joseph Joestar, Jotaro Kujo, Noriaki Kakyoin, Muhammed Abdul, and Jean-Pierre Polnareff.
You were in the same boat as Kakyoin-- no commitment other than to Jotaro's mom, a stranger. While you knew the trip would be life threatening-- you weren't expecting a grave example.
The Emperor and Hanged Man. At first, you played your part. Minded your own business, even managed to tune out Polnareff's and Abdul's argument. You'd barely met them; you didn't want anything to do with their drama.
The whole day became one moment. You, Mr. Joestar, and Kujo stared down at Abdul's dead body. You couldn't help but feel a rattling terror and chill. You'd just met this man in Singapore, and now he was dead. Kakyoin and Polnareff were nowhere in sight.
"What--? What do we do?" You shutter.
No one said anything. Not a noise slipped out.
That day was a while ago. You still think of it-- or, well, it haunts you. Your encounter with N'Doul was arguably also terrifying. Another Stand reliant on sound? Not to mention the useless dog the team acquired. Your headphones were destroyed in that battle-- truly the biggest lost to you.
It did save you, though, temporarily.
All of this runs through your head before a doctor approaches. "Miss [L/N]?" You look up. "We are placing Mr. Kakyoin in his room. Please follow me,"
You stand and follow the moving MD. Your mind is still in a static. "Is he okay?"
"Yes, the main damage was fortunately done to his eyelids rather than his eyeballs." The doctor stuffed his hands in his pockets. "Still, there was some damage, and his eyes need to heal."
"Hey, I'm a big fan of it not being as bad as it could have been," you exhale. "How long will it take?"
You begin to see two nurses rolling a bed towards you and the doctor. It seems you are meeting Kakyoin at his room. "We estimate around two weeks,"
"Shit, two?" You look to the doctor. "That's a long time."
"Optimal for healing,"
The doctor stopped with the bed next to the door. As the doctor opened it, the bed was reoriented to fit through the door. You entered.
"What the fuck?" Bed upon beds upon beds. The room is littered with them. "Is this a storage room or what?"
"Ehm..." The doctor is also looking around the room, confused. "N-no! This is.. this is supposed to be Mr. Kakyoin's room! The key is only for this room,"
You snatch the key. "Let me see that!" You turn and compare the number on the key to the one on the door. "Doc, someone's gotta be fuckin' with you! Why are there so many goddamm beds!?" You throw the key back at the man, growing more frustrated.
"To use against you, [Y/N]~!" A voice echoed from within the beds.
You shoot your head around. "Seriously?" you groan. "Can we not get a day off?" The static was ringing now.
"Your Stand is formidable, I hear," the voice coo'd. "I was beyond elated to have been assigned to handle you and Noriaki!" The doctor was yelling in fear, backing out of the "bed" room.
"Yeah? I can tell by the way you talk, you're overcompensating," You scoff at them. "Why don't you show yourself and see how 'formidable' my Stand is!" You point at the beds, challenging the user.
"Oh, please, as much as I would love to, I also enjoy living." The voice laughed, the source being thrown around the room. "First, the battlegrounds should be in my favour!"
A loud thwap echoed around the room as each and every mattress slapped themselves against the walls of the room. One even managing to slam the door behind you. You look around, now spotting the source of the comments and mattresses.
"Cushioning the walls?" You fold your arms. "I'm guessing so when I beat you, you won't hit them so hard?"
"Don't you hear the difference already, [Y/N]?" They tapped on their ears. "I've made the room sound-proof. The noise we make doesn't bounce back, or echo-- and no noise can get in." They smiled widely.
Your eyes widened. "S-so what?" You stutter, pointing a sharp finger at them.
"So what?" They laughed loudly. "Your Stand, Ace's Wand, is entirely reliant on noises and your feelings. I also know, you don't do well without your music, so-!" They spread their arms out defiantly. "-I have made you your own personal Hell!"
"Shit," you mutter. "So what's your power? Mattress making and manipulation?"
"My Stand is Knave! It's a bit more intricate than that," they explained. "I can create objects from nothing and manipulate them as I please. Mattresses were simply the most inconspicuous object for me to make and plaster."
"Inconspicuous?" You doubted
"It got you in here, didn't it?"
"...Touché."
"Enough talk!" The Knave's wielder yelled, a sparkling object beginning to form in their hand. They launched it towards you before it was fully created.
You gasp, rolling out of the way of the brick hurdling towards you. "Ha!" You taunt, perhaps too early. "ACK--!" A strong heavy force smashes into the back of your head. The brick finally crumbled and seemingly vanished.
"Did you forget the part where I can manipulate what I create?" They snickered, another object beginning to form in their hand.
You groan from the ground, holding your bleeding head. Your vision hurts and blurs, but you're coherent enough to be pissed.
'With enough blows like that, I will forget!' You think to yourself. 'I have to try and use my Stand-- even if it'll be hard to control without music!'
You begin to stand, shakily. Another brick hurdles towards you-- this time you duck down. You summon your Ace's Wand-- partially. You hear the brick change trajectory towards you again. Waiting for the last second, you twist out of the way, allowing the brick to instead smash into the ground.
"Using your Ace to hear my moves, eh?" They hummed. "They may not do as much damage, but perhaps quieter objects will do!"
"Fuck you!" You sprint towards the enemy, almost tripping. You raise a confident fist and throw it towards them. You see them try to raise an arm in defense, but they're too slow.
Your knuckles collide into their face-- you can feel their skin wrap around your hand. With the combination of your Stand, the enemy is launched backward into a mattress.
You breathe heavily, wiping your bloody fist onto your pants. The enemy groans in pain. "I--I think--! I think I'll be better off, out of sight as well..."
"What?"
You can only watch in horror as the enemy slowly melts into the mattress, becoming one with it. 'I need to get some fuckin' music in here, fast!' Your thoughts are all you're left with along with the eerie silence now encasing the room.
You take steps to look around the room, waiting for the next attack. 'Knave creating objects doesn't have a noise.' You spin at the disturbance of air behind you. 'Throwing them rips the air-- but that same sound could be Knave coming out of a mattress... they're too similar sounding!' A flat pane of glass is already too close to you and shatters into your face.
You scream, "AUUGGH--!" the shards digging in and causing you to stumble back. 'Shit! They know what they're doing! Sending things I would hear too late to dodge!' You hover your hands over your face, trying not to touch it.
A small ring alerts you again. You shift to left and watch as a long needle of glass flies by into the wall, shattering into the mattress and disappearing. 'T-too close!' You try to think of a plan while avoiding as many of the glass knives and needles as you can.
You don't avoid them all, though. One needle tears itself through your left shoulder-- another one through the same arm. A ceiling attack rockets a needle and it embeds itself nicely into your right foot, which gives Knave the opportunity to shoot knives straight into your legs. You wail in pain and lay on the ground as comfortably as you can. There was a lot of glass in a lot of your body.
You hear the laughing of the enemy. He reappears and stands above your bloodied form. "It's hard to believe that you, the great [Y/N] [L/N], managed to defeat Yellow Temperance," they stated sarcastically. "You were clearly just lucky."
You shake your head. "I'm-- I'm not lucky," you groaned. "Luck doesn't-- augh--! Luck doesn't win battles!" You smile widely, revealing your blood stained teeth.
The enemy stares down in disgust and horror. "What does that mean!?" Now they're on high alert, looking around the room. "You have your Stand summoned! Where is it!?"
You begin to laugh finally. A loud ringing causes the Knave wielder to look up. A gaping hole in one of the mattresses reveals an intercom. "What!?" They scream, reaching up quickly.
A noise begins to emit from it, though, and the moment it does, the enemy is slammed into the ground. "Well, you can tell by the way I use my walk / I'm a woman's man, no time to talk," Now you hover above the enemy, your Stand taking on a horrifying, yet controlled, appearance.
"You are right, my Stand does rely on music," you explain. "However, my Stand isn't a short-range. It can travel up to 100 metres."
"N-no way!" The enemy cried, your Stand beginning to crush them. "Y-you were using your Stand to dodge my attacks! You couldn't have-- have used it to put music on!"
"Wrong, and correct," you smile. "I wasn't using Ace to dodge, but if I were, I definitely wouldn't have been able to put music on."
"The New York Times' effect on man,"
You begin to bob to the music. "Whether you're a brother or whether you're a mother, / You're stayin' alive, stayin' alive!"
You turn around and walk away, tuning into the music as the enemy begins to scream in pain. The sounds of shredding and crunching are muted to you.
"Ah, ha, ha, ha, stayin' alive, stayin' alive!"
The mattresses disappear as you arrive at the door. "Ah, ha, ha, ha, stayin' alive!" You open the door, the doctor and nurse standing next to Kakyoin's bed in fear.
When they look into the room, there is nothing but the dents and the splatters of blood on the floor. The Bee Gee's echo through the entire building.
"Hey, uh," you begin. "When you're done with Kakyoin, do you think you could take a look at me, doc?"
You remember the doctor nodding frantically, darkness, and then waking up in a hospital bed two metres away from Kakyoin's.
"Damn,"
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"Oh my god!" Joseph exclaimed at you. "I didn't think a Stand user would actually attack at a hospital! Those workers of DIO really are downright diabolical!"
"Kakyoin is the most vulnerable," Jean-Pierre pointed out. "It makes sense they would want to take advantage of that and try to get him while he's down."
"I'm more surprised they were able to clock my flaws so fast," you hum quietly.
"Oh." Jotaro noised as he rummaged around his pockets for a moment. "I found a store that sold these things. It looked like the one you had before."
Jotaro reveals a pair of headphones. You widen your eyes and snatch them giddily. "They're exactly like them!" You excitedly announce. "Thank you! God, it's been Hell without my music!"
You immediately pull out your Walkman, pop a tape in, connect the headphones, and play your music. You leave one headphone on while the other rests on your head so you can still hear the team.
"All the pairs of headphones we tried to get you as replacements," Joseph began his complaint, "And all you wanted were your old ones!? I paid a lot of money to get those brand new, top-quality ones the other day!"
"I like my old ones," you shrug. "I don't like how the new ones feel on my head or ears."
You put the headphones on completely, now unable to hear Joseph and his frustrated and annoyed rant about your pickiness. You bob your head to the music and even close your eyes so as to avoid his angry hand signs.
"Music loud and women warm / I've been kicked around since I was born / And now it's all right, it's okay,"
"And we're stayin' alive, stayin' alive / Ah, ha, ha, ha, stayin' alive!"
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It's been like, two? Years? Damn. Anyways, this is a continuation of my fic, Take Me to Funkytown! It has been a while since I have written for JJBA, and I am still not very good at writing fight scenes, so I hope you lot are able to enjoy this! Shout out to @cheesencrackersinprison for commenting on my Funkytown fic. It was actually the greatest motivation for me to write this.
#jojo's bizarre adventure#jjba#x reader#reader insert#Noriaki Kakyoin#Jotaro Kujo#Joseph Joestar#jean pierre polnareff#jjba part 3#Stardust Crusaders#writing#my writing#fiction#fanfic#my fanfic
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The Price of Freedom
Rated: E for Explicit
Pairing: AFAB Female Tav X Astarion
-Multichapter series-
Tags: DEAD DOVE DO NOT EAT! Abuse, torture, smut, oral sex, rape, healing, beatings, dismemberment, breeding kink, act 3 spoilers, canon divergence, blood, violence, graphic depictions (It is Cazador after all)
Summary: While on a separate quest, it is discovered that Tav is pregnant with Astarionâs child. Problem is, Cazador finds out as well. Things get pretty dark as Cazador abducts her along with Astarion, intent on nefarious purposes. Will the couple be able to heal from his onslaught and what of the child? Read and find out! (Heed the tags! This plays out differently than other Cazador dark fics)
Note: The use of the word âmateâ is more of a shortened version of soul mate, not the alpha stories on werewolves for this fanfiction (obviously we are dealing with Vampires so yeah, no werewolves at all)
RATED 18 PLUS!!!!!
Chapter one - You are here (AO3 link here) Word count is 4.2k words
Chapter 2 - Here (2.3k words)
Chapter 3 - here
Chapter One - A Hot Tip
Tav was going to shoot an arrow into his scaly face if the dragonborn was lying.
The dragonborn kept swearing over and over again that the information was legitimate and that a powerful enemy blocked the path. It was rather cryptic as far as tips went but Tav shrugged her shoulders at it. Most tips seemed to be cryptic now anyways. Tav considered his proposal. Five thousand gold on an untested and most likely fake tip for something she was already beginning to look for behind her loverâs back.
âHow do I know this isnât a fake tip?â Tav asked as she spoke to him at the bar. It was early morning still, and the crew were still sleeping away upstairs. Hells, Tav only got away because she snuck out of Astarionâs arms, and when he awoke, she told him the truth. She told him she wanted to get something to eat and that he should get some rest. She would be back soon, but if she didnât conclude her business with this dragonborn, this man named Jorath, Astarion would grow suspicious and come downstairs and ruin her surprise.
âYou donât, but this is a once in a lifetime opportunity. I swear on Tyr, this isnât a ruse!â Jorath pleaded.
âIf this is so real, then why sell it to me? Why not get it yourself or sell it for a lot more?â Tav asked, pressing the scaled friend.
âI found the location and information by accident in a chest sealed by magic while fishing in the Chiontar, but it claims a very powerful protector guards the treasure. Iâm not stupid. I wonât die trying to get that damn thing, and I wont have someone track me down for revenge cause their brotherâs cousinâs nephew was killed looking either. Iâd rather sell it for a moderate price and not die, than try to get rich and not live to spend it either.â Jorath explained between sipping his coffee.
Tav kept picking around her food but refused to eat most of it. Maybe it was the late night she had but she wasnât feeling that great that morning. Tav sighed and shook her head when she heard the door to the companion room open upstairs, and she knew she had to quickly make a decision.
âFuckâŠFine! Here is the gold. Write down everything. I mean it, all the information, and you better not have sold this to anyone before us or I will hunt you down after we get back. Got it?â Tav threatened, and grabbed the paper the dragonborn held out to her before shoving it in her armor as she scooted off the chair and retreated up the stairs. Tav didnât make it far before having to find the privy to dry heave her empty stomach.
After a bit of time, Tav resigned that after they get the artifact she was searching for, she would ask Halsin or Shadowheart to look at her because she was afraid she was getting an illness. In the meantime, Tav stood up and sat on the toilet fully clothed to read the paper Jorath had passed her. It stated that it was not far from them, located in Rivington, but it didnât say what the threat was that protected the item was. It just said the protector was powerful. That at least meant that there was a good chance the item was still there.
There was a light knock on the door that startled the woman from her thoughts.
âDarling, you okay in there? Youâve been gone from bed for a while.â Tav smiled softly, she almost forgot the bathrooms were public and so hearing her loverâs voice almost made her jump in her skin when he came looking for her.  Tav shoved the note back in the armor and walked out of the stall to greet the man. Astarion wanted to kiss her, but she stopped him.
âI may not have thrown up, but I feel like it, Star.â Tav used the nickname only she can use with him.
 âThe food here sucks. Iâll pick something up when weâre on the way out today.â Tav quickly made up an excuse. In reality, she wasnât sure what was causing the feeling, but she pushed it aside. Right now, she had more pressing concerns.
She wanted to help Astarion permanently stay in the sunâs gentle light rather than run from the harsh rays that would burn him, should they not figure out how to help him before concluding the tadpole business. Astarion, of course, still would comment about the ascension and sacrificing his siblings to gain power and the ability to walk in the sun, but Tav still hoped it wouldnât come to this. She knew he was better than that. She knew he didnât need to kill others to get his wishes, and sought to look for answers in advance to prove just that. Tav hoped that if she found this legendary Sunwalkerâs Ring, that she could spare her lover from having to make a choice he may regretâŠ
âYou sure youâre okay? This happened yesterday too.â Astarion asked while concerned. Tav began walking back to their rooms with Astarion close by.
âI believe so. I havenât been taking care of myself, to be honest. If it helps, Iâll have Halsin or Shadowheart look me over when we get back.â Tav reached for the handle, but before she could turn it, a cool hand overlayed hers.
âWhy wait, darling? What is so important about todayâs mission?â Astarion asked curiously. Tav smiled and kissed Astarionâs cheek. âItâs a secret. But after this, we go after CazadorâŠPromise.â Tav said against his skin as she backed up against the door and opened it to the group room they shared with the others.
âTo be honest, we would have gone after him right away if it wasnât for Orin infiltrating the camp and kidnapping Laeâzel. Now that Orin is goneâŠâ Tav said.
â...And I have her wonderful daggersâŠâ Astarion smirked.
âWe just have one stop and then we can go after that fucker. Trust meâŠPlease?â Tav asked as she clasped her hand around his and threaded her fingers through his. Astarion quirked the corner of his mouth up in a small smile.
âMy dear, you know I trust you.â Astarion whispered his response as they made their way inside since Astarion did not want to air his feelings. Only one woman would know his heart and how he felt and it wasnât a show. Tav smiled at him and let go of his hand.
âGood. Make sure you're ready to go in twenty. Iâll be right back.â
âSo Iâm on the team, hmm?â Astarion teased before she had a chance to scamper away.
âOf course! When are you not on the team?â Tav giggled and Astarion couldnât help himself from taking her lips. Her laughter died as Astarion pressed his lush and supple lips to hers. As much as he wished to deepen the kiss, he was keenly aware of their surroundings, especially when Karlach yelled out in support of the couple. Astarion pulled back slowly as he didnât wish for Tav to think he regretted any form of intimacy they took and shook his head while Tav nervously rubbed the back of her neck.
âIâll, uhâŠBe back.â Tav stammered and went off to Karlach. Astarion chuckled at how easily he could fluster her when he noticed Tav showing a piece of paper to Karlach, although from their distance, he couldnât make out what it said or the significance. Astarion shrugged and figured it must have been the map or something of that nature. If it was important, Astarion figured she would have shared it with him.
In the end, Astarion waited an hour while Tav made her rounds and selected Shadowheart and Karlach to accompany them to wherever they were going. Of course, Astarion wasnât surprised that Karlach was chosen considering Karlach was Tavâs best friend, more or less, but Astarion was surprised by Shadowheart. The woman misses most targets on a good day, so the only reason to bring her would be for healing, which meant that Tav expected they would get hurt, which meant wherever they were going, it was not going to be easy.
As the four of them made their way to Rivington, Astarion had to ask.
âAlright, darling, youâve proven your point on being mysterious. Now, why are we over here? At the very least, you have to tell us something about all thisâŠ.â Astarion asked as he was at Tavâs side, Shadowheart and Karlach behind him.
Tav stopped walking and shuffled off to the side so she wouldnât be in anyoneâs way. Tav looked at Karlach and gave a knowing look, a look that Astarion caught and noticed immediately.
âShe told Karlach where we are goingâŠ.maybe even what this secret is.â Astarion thought to himself and couldnât help feeling a little dejected. She felt comfortable speaking to Karlach, but not him? Astarion tried not to read too much into it. Maybe there was a reason. Astarion waited and listened as Tav turned and spoke to the group.
âIâm here to get something, and it isnât far. It will help us, but I canât tell you what yet. All I know is there is supposed to be some kind of protector, but I am hoping we can get around that somehow. Unfortunately, I donât know what this protector is, otherwise, Iâd have a better plan on the âgetting aroundâ part.â Tav purposely didnât look at Astarion right away, but when she did, he had a rather unhappy expression. To be fair, both him and Shadowheart did.
âLet me see if I understand this. You want us to go somewhere to get something that you wonât tell us about yet. This will be protected by most likely some powerful enemy, because letâs face itâŠAnd no offenseâŠâAstarion turned to Shadowheart at this point. âYou wouldnât be here if there wasnât a plan for us to need healing. Not that you arenât capable of offense, but we all know you are chosen for healingâŠâ Astarion then looked Tav dead in the eye. âso we are going into a scenario were we will all get screwed, and for what, my dear? Hmm?â
âGods below, Iâm agreeing with the vampireâŠâ Shadowheart muttered while pinching the bridge of her nose.
âAlso, love, donât think Iâm not privy to the looks between you and Karlach. She knows everything, I assume, yet she still is with us, so either whatever it is will help us or is incredibly romantic.â Astarion said sarcastically at the end.
Karlach laughed at this and replied loudly.
âConsidering itâs for you, you thinkâŠâ
âShut up!â Tav hissed, and Karlach closed her mouth immediately. This was not what Astarion expected, but from the sigh behind him, Shadowheart must have had an idea it was something along these lines.
âCan we go?â Tav asked and walked off at a brisk pace into the woods. Astarion followed but his mind was elsewhere. Part of him wanted to smirk and give a witty retort like he usually did after being handed such information. Another part of him knew this was a potentially dangerous mission, especially after Tav showed him she wasnât feeling the best the past couple days, yet she pushed herself for some item. Even if he tried to shut this down, refuse to go or stop her in some way. He knew he couldnât. She would be stubborn and just go on anyways.
Astarion growled before replying. âI donât like it. I just want that clear. Iâd much rather we all be safe and back at the Elfsong instead of walking to a potentially painful way to dieâŠâ
Tav gave him a sad smile. âIt will make sense later. Iâm not afraid something will happen. Not with you watching my back.â
Astarion cursed himself and wished he could stay angry at her, but he knew he couldnât. He cared deeply for her and he could be upset but never truly angry at her. Astarion reached his hand out but didnât look towards her. He didnât have to of course when he felt her hand wrap around his tightly and saw her shoulders relax in his peripheral vision. He could practically feel Karlach bursting at the seams in retaliation to the public display of affection, but it really didnât bother him as much as he made them think it did. Soon, Astarionâs thoughts were interrupted as he tumbled down an embankment thanks to Tav yanking him down with her. Apparently she went down first, and thanks to them holding each otherâs hands, Astarionâs perception meant nothing.
Astarion put his arms out and wrapped himself around his lover to break her fall. Thankfully, after rolling down the wet grassy terrain, Astarion felt his backside collide with the cement ground where they seemed to have stumbled onto the entrance of whatever they were looking for. Astarion let go of Tav and stood up, rubbing his sore left butt cheek as he held out his hand to help his lover to their feet.
âAre you okay?â Astarion glanced at what he could see of her body, and everything seemed okay. Tav nodded, but before she could speak, Karlach called from above. Â
âWeâll be down in a moment. There are stairs on the other side. May take a few more minutes but Iâm liable to break something if I follow you two down there. Hang tight, lovebirds!â
Tav scoffed and shook her head as she waited for the footsteps to recede before she spoke to Astarion.
âWe donât have much time, considering I am the reason you got hurt.â Tav stepped forward and placed a hand over Astarionâs as it rested on his backside, now forgotten. âIâŠWellâŠâ Tav looked away with blush overtaking her features.
âNow love, youâve never been coy before, and youâre right, we donât have much time before we have a peanut gallery. What is it you want to say?â Astarion said with a smirk. He was entertained by this and was curious where Tav was leading her earlier comment. Tav took a stabilizing breath and hooked her thumbs in his belt. She dared not touch his hips or skin after the confession at Moonrise. This earned a questioningly raised eyebrow.
âI want to see your injury. If youâll let meâŠYou donât have to, of course. Iâm just worried, and you hit the ground hard when you held me to shield me from getting hurt.â
Astarion chuckled âYou want to see my bruised ass? I mean, I wonât say no, but I didnât suspect thatâs how you get your rocks offâŠâ Astarion cupped her cheek and kissed her lightly before using his dexterity to loosen his trousers.
âYou know what I mean. I worry about you.â Tav admitted and felt relieved when Astarion gave her a toothy grin which showed off his fangs.
âI know, my dear. I think itâs cute. A bit embarrassing, I suppose, but cute.â Astarion dropped part of the back of his trousers so she could see the blossoming bruise. It was a mix of purples and yellows. Astarion pulled his trousers up and made himself presentable while he spoke. âSo, darling, now that you found an excuse to look at my ass, how bad is the damage?â Astarion was laughing to himself as he turned around and slipped his arms around her waist.
âLooks painful, to be honest.â Tav whispered as Astarion began kissing her jaw line and the tip of her nose.
âI guess tonight, when we have a moment alone, maybe we can see where the night takes us. Maybe we can find a way to heal it.â Astarion muttered jokingly when he finally took her lips.
âDonât push yourself, Star. We donât have to do anything you donât want to do. We donât have to do anything.â Tav whispered, her hand on Astarionâs cheek.
Astarion reached around, Tavâs ass cheeks in hand, and ground his hard-on into her soft belly. âDoes it feel like I donât want you, my love? We justâŠyou know. Doesnât mean all intimacy is off the table. Weâve been going slowly as it is. Even if all we end up doing tonight is cuddling and kissing, Iâll be happy.â Astarion leaned down, and this time he slipped his tongue in while Tav was surprised. Tav pressed into this kiss and moaned low and deep. Thankfully, Astarion was once again aware of his surroundings as he kissed her again and pulled away. Confused, Tav watched as Astarion adjusted his hard cock in his pants before he gave some space between them, just as Karlach burst through the door with a panting Shadowheart close on her tail.
âAreâŠyou both okay?â Tav asked, giggling.
âThis woman is insane! She thought she had to go up the stairs to go down the stairs! Next time, Iâm rolling down the grass with you both.â Shadowheart exasperatedly exclaimed while Astarion barked out in laughter.
âIn my defense, no one hands barbarians maps for a reason!â Karlach tried to explain, and although she seemed to be pouting, she wore a smile on her face the entire time.
âOkay, okay, guys. Letâs go. The faster we find this, the faster we get back to the Elfsong and I can get a nice long bath.â Tav had no sooner let the words leave her mouth did she have Astarionâs tadpole in her head speaking to her wordlessly, a private conversation still playing out between the couple.
âWe can rent the room next door to ours for our use. There is a private bath in there, my dear. We both could use a nice soak. Maybe together? We haven't been bare to each other completely since the Last Light Inn. What do you think?â
Tav was going to respond when a hand flew out and yanked her back. Tav was going to say something as she was upset she was jostled around so easily, but then she realized whose arms held her against their body so tightly. Astarion held her in a death grip as where her foot would have landed was a trap tied to a spring loaded arrow. She would have gotten hurt, if not worse, were it not for the elfâŠ
âAre you okay?â Astarion asked as he finally put her down gently on her feet. Tav just nodded, not trusting her voice. Thinking she should still speak to him, she opened up to speak to him via the tadpole.
âThank you for saving me, and about what you suggested earlier? Iâd love to get a private room with you. Then we can cuddle every night.â Tav watched as Astarion smiled, and although no words technically passed their physical lips, enough was said to know. Astarion kissed her forehead before disarming the trap and taking point. He wasnât sure what this item was but it was obvious that whatever it was, others were after it too if there was a need to set up traps. Â
The group made it from room to room before they found a large room that seemed mostly empty except for a throne far on the other side of the chamber. The ground was mostly cement and carpet with a couple chests and treasure-like items behind the throne. Tav had a bad feeling about this roomâŠ
âWait.â Tav said to the rest. âbefore we go on, you guys should know why we are here.â Tav looked to the side and looked at her lover when she spoke next. âAs I was eating, I was given a tipâŠwellâŠhaggled one, from a very loud bard. This tip was found in a sealed chest in the Chionthar so no one knew of it yet, but long story short, Karlach was right and we are here for you, honey. The Sunwalkerâs ring is supposedly here, but I was warned it is being protected. However, I donât know by what. I figured, since this tip was just rediscovered, I should act on it as soon as possible. I didnât want it to be found by someone else in case we need it. In case we resolve this tadpole business and youâre stuck in the shadows. I know you and me have spoken aboutâŠan alternative, and we have conflicting opinions on it, but I love you too much to see this ring fall through our fingers.â Tav had barely finished her explanation when she felt soft lips press against her own. Tav wanted to close her eyes and just enjoy her lover, but everything in her body was telling her they were in danger. Astarion must have known it too as he pulled away.
âWeâre getting this ring, and then Iâm ravishing you as soon as we get back and we get some fucking privacy.â Astarion told Tav via the tadpole, licking his lips for added effect, and to make Tav squirm with the thought of just what he meant, exactly. Sex had been off the table for some time, in fact, they haven't slept with each other since about ten weeks ago. Since then, they have had intimacy, just not the expected kind. It started out with them sharing a tent and taking time to ask little questions about each other (favorite food, color, animal, etc.) with a bottle of wine, or just laying in their tent and reading while lounging on each other. Every night in the privacy of their tent, they would cuddle and hold or touch each other. When she had needs, Tav found she would try to sneak off until the shadow curse made things more difficult and dangerous. That was when she found out that Astarion knew she was sneaking away to handle her desires and would rather they explore them together. At first, he would kiss and eventually fondle her chest as she masturbated. Then he would start to ever so slowly become included more until they reached the point they are now. The rules were pretty simple now between them, she couldnât interact or touch anything below the belt, but otherwise the rest was fine. Now, Astarionâs new favorite had been tasting her. Tav still would ask and offer to reciprocate and she would remind him that she would love doing that as well, but so far, he had yet to give her the honor. Of course, she was also more equally adamant that they didnât have to do anything at all. He didnât have to push himself to do anything. Astarion was starting to find his way with his body and be present during these acts, however, as long as it was her, he was having a lot of fun enjoying himself in the discovery. When they found the Elfsong, it was wonderful. They had beds and warm baths for the first time in a long time, however they lost the privacy and no longer could they sleep in the same place together. As a result, Astarionâs nightmares and terrors returned. Once in a while, Tav would slip into Astarionâs bed in the middle of the night when he had a rough night. When nightmares refused to leave him. Tav would never let Astarion deal with the nightmares alone, regardless of sleeping arrangements. The beds were just too small to comfortably sleep together every night. None of the friends said anything, they all understood, but Astarion hated it. He hated the pity and the looks. Hells, once in a while he would wake to find Clive, Karlachâs stuffed bear in his arms as he suspected the barbarian placed him there to help him. Whether or not that was because of his lover, he couldnât say. The need for privacy was a two-found one. He had a desperate need for his lover and the feeling of having her close by again provided him with a sense of comfort and safety he no longer took for granted. Astarion said nothing to Tav but he longed to make love to her. He cursed that he still could not, but he also knew that he was the only one trying to rush things and that she loved him. She would wait for however long that would take. Astarion just wished he didnât feel so touch starved in the mean time. He knew she felt the same way, but it wasnât until recently the private room opened up.
âAhâŠitâs about time we had guests.â
Note - This will be updated every week and is sweet for a bit before the Cazador content shows up.
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Kai: But when all hope seemed lost, I had an epiphany!Â
Kai, earlier: I'm going to throw myself into the sea.
Zane: Kai, you can do anything!Â
Kai: Anything?Â
Zane: Anything!Â
Kai, holding a torch: ANYTHING?!?!Â
Zane: Wait, not that!
Cole: Guess who just found out the difference between wax paper and parchment paper the hard way?Â
Nya: Wait, whatâs the difference?Â
Cole: One you can use in the oven safely, and the other you can also use in the oven... if the thing you are trying to make happens to be fire.
Kai: Time sensitive question how flirt boy.Â
Pixal: Throw rocks at he.Â
Cole: Hot Dogs.Â
Morro: Kill him.Â
Kai: Thanks guys.
Nya: Clownery. Tomfoolery. Absolute fuckery, I am going to revoke your life privileges.
Pixal: You use emojis like a straight person.Â
Kai: Thatâs literally the worst thing anyone has ever said about me.
Kai: Hey, random question, what are your favorite flowers?Â
Jay: Peonies, why?Â
Kai:Â
Jay: Were you going to get me flowers?Â
Kai:Â
Jay:Â
Kai: ᶊá”âËą á” á”á”˹˹ᶊá”ᶊ˥ᶊá”Êž
Jay: Wow, that was quick thinking on that phony sacrifice stuff.Â
Nya: Oh, that was all real.Â
Jay: Wait, you were trying to help them kill us?!Â
Nya: If Iâm gonna be sacrificed, Iâm gonna do it right.
*The gang is about to do something dangerous*Â
Cole: Shouldnât someone give a pep talk?Â
Kai: Go ahead.Â
Cole: Be careful.Â
Cole: Donât die.Â
Pixal: *Holds back a laugh*Â
Kai: Great. Weâre all bloody inspired.
Jay: FIGHT ME, YOU NERD ASS SLUT!Â
Cole: At least try to sound slightly more sophisticated when you threaten someone.Â
Jay: Oh, I'm sorry. I should ask; dost thou want to engage in a duel, my good bitch?Â
Cole: Somehow that's worse.
Kai: I canât believe my birth certificate says F...Â
Kai: ...How did I fail being born?
Cole: Look at me straight in the eyes and tell me the truth, Zane!Â
Zane: You canât expect me to look into your eyes and be straight.
Pixal: You were wise to seek help from the world's most deadly weapon.Â
Pixal: It's me.
Cole, in a room with Jay, Kai, and Nya: Itâs calm in here.Â
Cole: It scares meâŠ
Nya: Fight me!Â
Kai, standing behind them and holding a knife: *mouths* Do not.
Zane: Nya got into a fight.Â
Kai: Thatâs bad.Â
Kai:Â
Kai: Did she win?
Cole: Jay, I donât think I can handle any more of your tomfuckery.Â
Jay: Oh yeah? Well I can keep going until youâre all tomfuckered out!
Kai: Is that a gun?!Â
Jay: It's not what it looks like!Â
Kai: It looks like a gun!Â
Jay: Okay, maybe it is what it looks like, but in my defense, it doesn't have anymore bullets, so I technically can't shoot it anymore.Â
Kai: ...ANYMORE?!
Kai, to the Squad: Iâd die for you.Â
Jay: Then perish.Â
Pixal: You will.Â
Nya: Please donât.Â
Cole: Cool.Â
Zane: Iâd die for you first.
Nya: If you got arrested what would be the charges?Â
Jay: Theft.Â
Zane: Disturbing the peace.Â
Cole: Aggravated assault.Â
Kai: Arson.Â
Pixal: All of the above. In that order, probably.
Nya: You know what I asked Santa for Christmas this year?Â
Jay: If you say me, I swear IâllâÂ
Nya: You? What? No, I asked him for that cool Ninjago Lego set we saw in Target!
Cole, texting Zane: Zane thereâs a moth on the outside of the bathroom door can you get rid of it?Â
Cole: Pls hurry because Iâm going to cryÂ
Cole: ZaneÂ
Cole: ZaneÂ
Zane: Zane is dead. Youâre next. Love, Moth.
Pixal: A sprite is anything not static.Â
Jay: A sprite is a variable object, be it 2d or 3d.Â
Cole: A sprite is a fucking soda.Â
Cole: You god damn geekass bastards.
Kai: *sighs* I have no friends...Â
Jay:Â
Jay: *coughs* Bitch, what am I? A roach?!
Zane: *tapping fingers on table*Â
Cole: *taps fingers back furiously*Â
Jay: âŠWhatâs going on?Â
Pixal: Morse code. Theyâre talking.Â
Zane: -.-- ..- .-. / - âŠ. . / -.-. ..- - . ⊠-Â
Cole: *slams hands on table* YOU TAKE THAT BACK!
Jay: *finds half a watermelon at Whole Foods*Â
Jay, holding it up for everyone to see: LIES!
Kai: Don't break someone's heart, they only have one.Â
Nya: Break one of their bones instead, they have 206 of them.
Kai, singing: I donât want a lot for Christmas, there is just one thing I needâÂ
Zane: A family.Â
Cole: A better love life.Â
Nya: Mental stability.Â
Pixal: *clueless* Bagels?
Zane: Don't joke about murder. I was murdered once and it offends me.
Jay: I'm sorry. Please talk to me.Â
Kai:Â
Jay: Hello? World's most amazing person?? Sweet pea? Precious cinnamon roll that's too good for this world, too pure?Â
Kai: 'Sorry' doesn't bring back my fucking M&Ms.
Nya: You think thatâs cringe? Moms around the world wait 9 months just to end up naming their kid Jay.Â
Jay: Hey, fuck you.
Jay: Of course I have a lot of pent-up rage, you fool! I've been the same height since I was twelve!
Pixal: Why is Kai crying?Â
Zane: They saw a leaf on the sidewalk and-Â
Kai: IT LOOKED SO CRUNCHY!Â
Pixal: Please donât say what I think youâre gonna say-Â
Kai: AND WHEN I STEPPED ON IT THERE WAS NO CRUNCH!Â
Pixal: NO, NOT THAT!
Zane: Hey, what have you two been up to?Â
Nya: We were helping Kai write his vows, but he kicked us out because Cole was making inappropriate suggestions.Â
Cole: How is âJay, I love your sweet assâ inappropriate?
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I just saw number 4 and I think it's petal giving a presentation why she needs more snapdragons or he needs to let her go. Needless to say he decides on more snapdragons
He quirked his brow and pursed his lips, a scowl threatening to replace the tight lipped chagrin he was looking at you with. It was apparent that youâd Weasley your way into the land of the living and into his earthly office to set up a meeting with him.
Since heâd been avoiding the topic of investing more money on those hellion snapdragons you had, you had clearly found a way around his denial. He was expecting someone else in your place, a falsified account clearly.
âPersephone,â Lloyd was tempted to throw you over his shoulder and drag you back home to earn a punishment although given all the effort youâd used, he almost wanted to hear you out, âyouâre not supposed to be here.â
âYou wonât listen to me in my holding cell? Then Iâm forced to find you here.â You snapped his computer shut and turned in his office chair, one leg crossed over the other.
âOur bedroom is of a prison, Petal.â He huffed and rolled up his right sleeve, your name clear as day inked on his wrist. âOur bedroom is where youâre supposed to be bound.â
âLike a dog?â You rolled your eyes and huffed, following home with your eyes. âIâm not your pet.â
âYouâre making me lose my patience, New Persephone.â
âYouâre going to lose your balls if you donât listen to me, Lloyd.â With you in his chair, he took the seat across from you and sat, rolling up the sleeve of his left arm.
âThis is about those hellions you call pets. No more snapdragons, Petal. I hate those creatures.â Lloyd held the opposition to your desire for more adorable mini-dragons and would have held the winning hand, had it not been for your natural ability to make him weak.
âI take care of the dead, Iâm Hades not a fucking baby dragon caretaker. Enough of those damn dragons, and I mean it.â He protest with force, slamming his hand down on the desk, sparks shooting from the tips of his fingers.
You stared at Lloyd, unflinchingly, and waited. You were his weakness, he would crater you knew it.
âPetal-â
âI have an hour of your time and I swear Lloyd..I can make this next hour stuff of your nightmares. And I will, because those snapdragons need a clutch to survive-â
âFuck!â He cursed, steam and sparks of fire radiating off him. âFine! Get your damn snapdragons, but Iâm not taking care of them. I mean it.â
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Bad Things Happen Bingo: Pinned to the Wall
@badthingshappenbingo â Square Fill #1
ăâ§ă OCs: Kayde de Angelis â
London Friar
ăâ§ă Content: Threatened Non-Graphic Mouth Gore â Strangulation â Cursing â Implied Murder
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â â â â If you wanna break these walls down, you're gonna get bruised; // Now my neck is open wide, begging for a fist around it; // Already choking on my pride, so there's no use crying about it. â
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âYou canât expect me to keep doing this for you!â London slammed the door behind them. âDo you hear me?â
He followed Kayde further into the bedroom, unwilling to relent just yet.
âI perjured myself in the courtroom today! Do you know how much of a risk I took for you? I could lose my licence if anyone finds out. Who would keep you out of prison then?â
âI pay you to keep me out of prison. How you do that isnât my concern,â Kayde responded, shooting a glare in Londonâs general direction. âIf you had to perjure yourself because you couldnât come up with anything better, then Iâm clearly not getting what Iâm fucking paying for.â
âBecause you make it so damn easy to defend you,â London scoffed out his words. âA man is dead because you couldnât keep your calm. Itâs a pathetic excuse, Kayde.â
âItâs only just occurring to you that maybe Iâm not the easiest person to defend? That maybe defending me is a mistake? Right now?â
âI ââ
âThatâs what I fucking thought. You say that you didnât know, but you did. And you know now, but youâre still fucking here.â
âThat doesnât make me think of you any more highly. Youâre still fucking pathetic.â
âIâm pathetic?â Kayde lunged forward, shoving London backwards with all his body weight. âIâm fucking pathetic?
The sheer force knocked Londonâs breath from under him as he hit the wall. Back pressed against the gold-edged maroon wallpaper. Uncharacteristically sophisticated for someone like Kayde, London thought.
âScrew you!â Kayde spat, a forearm lodged against Londonâs throat. âI swear, if you say another fucking word, Iâll cut out your damn tongue. Then you wonât have a problem with your perjury.â
London winced as he exhaled, weighing up his options before he dared open his mouth. He was walking barefoot on shattered ego and Kayde was ready to snap, stretching the elastic of his fragile patience further with every second that London remained silent.
âThatâs⊠extreme,â London rested his head backwards, easing up just a fraction of Kaydeâs pressure. âIsnât it?â
âYouâre a fucking asshole,â Kayde seethed, âArenât you supposed to be smarter than that?â
Immature mockery.
âI think⊠I think that you,â London took a sharp breath inwards as Kayde pressed forward. âYou need to take a couple steps back.â
âThatâs not your fucking call to make!â
London remained silent.
âYou donât get to fucking tell me anything. Do you get that?â
Silence.
âDo you?â
London could feel Kaydeâs anger beginning to boil over â the tightening of his grip over Londonâs throat was the subtlest of hints.
âI understand you ââ a strained inhale, ââ just fine,â London inhaled once more, pausing just long enough to coax Kayde into a single step backwards. âBut you need to watch yourself.â
Kayde glared across, and London could visualise the game of connect-the-dots Kayde was playing in his mind in that very moment. Cogs turning as Londonâs words slotted into place.
âMe? Watch myself?â
âYes.â
âWhat the fuck gives you the authority to demand that?â
London paused once more. Giving Kayde enough time to begin piecing things together himself.
âI get the authority because Iâm the only one who is simultaneously smart and stupid enough to keep your sorry ass out of prison,â London brought fingertips to brush lightly over the zipper on Kaydeâs jacket â pulling it down just slightly in a teasing movement. âDo you get that?â
#Bad Things Happen Bingo#BTHB#Pinned to the Wall#OC: Kayde de Angelis#OC: London Friar#WIP: Unnamed#whump#whump snippet#whumpee#caretaker#angst#mine#whump drabble#whumpblr
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Nightmares
request for: no one!
pairing: platonic!ashtray x fem!reader, mentions of fezco x fem!reader
warnings: mentions of guns, violence, unaliving, swearing, spoilers for 2x08, angst angst angst, fluff asf
i was inspired by this post (which was posted by @fezcossidepiece ) to write this one shot, plus iâm obsessed w the family dynamic of fez, y/n n ash! i hope you all enjoy!
As Ashtray was laying in the bathtub, gun in hand, he knew he only had a few minutes left. He knew there was no getting out of this, it was inevitable. His heart was beating out of his chest as tears pricked his eyes, threatening to fall at any given second. Regardless of how many life threatening situations he'd been in, Ash was unfamiliar with the overwhelming fear he was feeling. Nothing had ever felt as truly horrifying as this. But, he had to remind himself this was for Fez. For Fez, for Y/nâ for their lives and their freedom. That was most important to him.
   He refused to allow either of them to go down for what he did, he had to pay the price for his actions. As Fez screamed for him over and over, begging him to come out, he considered listening to what he was saying. Just to stop his screaming; it was tearing his heart in half to listen to. Yet again, he pushed that thought to the back of his mind as he raised and aimed his gun at the door. Before he knew it, he was shooting rounds through the bathroom door and soon bullets came flying his way as well. He heard Fez grunt in pain, followed by a crash on the floor. Oh my god he thought, What if I just shot my brother? He couldn't dwell on that grim thought for long, despite the heavy, lingering guilt in his chest. Ash quickly ducked down, reloading his weapon and shooting again.
   "Ash! Don't shoot! Ash, come on! Get out of there!" Fez was screaming bloody murder, getting choked up on his own tears as he feared what was bound to happen. "Please! Ash, come on, please! Don't shoot him it's a fucking kid!" He was basically sobbing, absolutely hysterical as he begged. Ash's breathing was heavy as he shot a few more rounds despite his brother's continuous pleas.
Thousands of bullets must have rung throughout their home, breaking everything in sight. After what felt like forever, the shooting stopped. Ash was quick to jump out of the tub and lay flat on the ground in order to play dead while the police approached. His heart was beating against his chest with such force he feared the cop would see it.
The door swung open, "He's down," the cop announced. Ashtray took that as his cue to sit up and shoot the man. He dropped to the floor and he looked over at Fez. He was laying in a pool of his own blood, clutching his stomach and staring at him with a tear stained face. His anxiety was bubbling over as he panted loudly, noticing a red dot moving up his chest and onto his face.
For the first time in his life, he felt like a little kid. His whole body shook as he cried softly, wanting nothing more than to be held in Fez or Y/n's arms. The shot rang, it was almost as if life was in slow motion as the bullet was getting closer and closerâ
Ash jumped up off of his mattress, panting and covered in sweat. His eyes darted all over, feeling a small sense of relief as he realized he was in his room. That didn't last long before he let out a loud sob. The boy pulled his knees into his chest as he cried, willing himself to relax and rid his mind of the haunting images he saw. The house was filled with silence once he managed to stifle his cries. The boy looked all around before hearing pitter patter across the hall. Anxiety struck him like lightening, still he slipped out of bed and went in the direction of the noise. He saw a figure in the kitchen, he realized it was Y/n.
"Y/n?" He hated the way his voice cracked when he called out to her. The girl jumped and turned around, her expression going from frightened to relieved in seconds.
"Ash, hey. You scared me," she chuckled. "Whachya doin' up, bub?"
"Oh, nâ nothin'. Just, uh, can't sleep, gettin' some water." He was hoping he could bullshit his way out of it, but she was unconvinced. Y/n knew this kid like the back of her hand; hell, she helped raise him. His whole demeanor was off, there was a slight squeak as he spoke, and he was just overall acting not like himself.
"Are you okay?" She asked, taking a few steps towards him and examining his face as best she could in the dark. A beam of light from the outside shined through, and she spotted the tear streaks on his cheeks.
"Mhmm, yeah." Ashtray averted his gaze at the floor, pushing past her to go to the cupboard full of glasses. With a shaking hand, he reached up to grab a cup before filling it with tap water. Y/n turned and watched him carefully, studying his movements. He leaned against the counter, glancing at her while drinking from the cup.
"What are you even doing up, Y/n/n?" The boy asked, hoping it would take her attention off of him and his odd actions.
"I thought I heard something but it stopped before I could investigate, plus with the fan running I couldn't tell exactly what it was." She explained, "then I was hungry so I came out for a snack but as soon as I was in the kitchen my body was like, "yeah, never mind." Then, you came out n' spooked me." She added with a slight chuckle.
"I'm sorry," Ashtray squeaked. He felt way worse than he should have, and he knew it, but that didn't stop the overwhelming guilt he couldn't shake off. All because of a stupid, stupid dream.
"Hey, it's okay bub. I was jokin'," Y/n told him, walking over and caressing the little hair he had for a moment before kissing his forehead. "Ash, you're shaking. Are you sure you're alright?"
Ashtray didn't even have time to respond before a loud thud came from the near the couch, similar to the thud Fez's body made after Ash shot him in his dream. His head snapped in the direction of the couch as he jumped, his glass slipping out of his hand and shattering on the floor. The loud, quick crash of the glass sounded way to much like gunshots for his liking. His senses were on high alert, his whole body felt like he could explode any moment, it was the most overwhelming sensation. He couldn't even hear nor process anything Y/n was saying, and before he knew it he was crying. It wasn't even a soft type of cry either; it was full blown hyperventilate-crying.
Y/n pulled him away from the mess before encompassing him in a warm embrace. He wrapped his arms around her tightly as he cried into her shoulder. She swayed their bodies back and forth while rubbing his back, encouraging him to let it all out. She couldn't help but tear up herself, it broke her heart to see him so upset.
Faye stood up off the floorâ her falling off the couch being the loud thud that set him offâ and hurried over to the kitchen. She flipped on the light switch and picked up the glass so Ash nor Y/n would have to worry about it. She didn't know what had happened, all she knew was there was a kid crying and she wanted to help in any way she could. Ash couldn't really think about much, but he was grateful Fez was such a heavy sleeper. The last thing he wanted was for his brother to see him like that.
"It's okay, it's okay bub." Y/n cooed, "it's alright. Just let it out."
Ashtray didn't know how long he stood in her embrace before taking a couple breaths, hiccuping a little bit. He couldn't help but feel embarrassed. He wasn't supposed to be a little bitch, let alone over a fuckin' dream. "I'm sorry for keepin' you up, you can go to bed I can get the rest of this mess."
   Faye looked over, "No, no. I got it, don't worry." Y/n mouthed a quick thank you to her when Ash wasn't looking.
   "Why don't we go sit n' talk about what's got you so worked up, buddy?" Y/n offered, hoping very much that he would accept. She didn't want to push him, but she wanted to know what was plaguing his thoughts so much that he was that upset. She watched as the boy thought about it for a moment before nodding his head, whispering a quick "yeah" then heading back to his bedroom.
   They both sat down on his bed, Ash was fidgeting with his thumbs out of nervousness.
   "So... do you wanna talk about what happened, Ash? Or at least what's got ya so worked up?" Y/n asked, running her hand over the back of his head.
"I had aâ a nightmare, n' it was real fuckin' bad." He began before inhaling deeply. He exhaled before continuing on, "That muthafucka' Custer was tryna get us busted, I stâ stabbed him, n' Fez was gon' take the blame but I didn't want that so I locked myself in the bathroom n' shot at the police." He continued on, almost fearful of what she would think.
The girl just nodded, giving him the opportunity to continue. "I shot Fez," his voice broke and the water works were getting ready to start again. "I played dead n' the cop busted down the door then I shot him n' killed him too, and another cop aimed his fuckin' gun at me. He made sure the red dot was right between my eyes... thenâ thenâ"
Y/n pulled the boy into her chest as he let out a cry once again. "I was so scared, mom. I thought it was real, I thought I hurt Fez n' I thought I was gon' die. Iâ I don't wanna die, Y/n."Â
   "Ash, baby, you are not going to die. You are safe, neither me or Fez will ever, ever let anything happen to you. You're safe, I'm safe, Fezzy is safe, and even Faye is safe. Custerâs never gonna bother us again. And, you don't have to apologize for something you didn't actually do. You didn't hurt or shoot Fez. It was all a nightmare, none of it was real, bub. I promise." All Y/n wanted was to make sure Ashtray knew he was safe and okay, but she understood those dreams can really shake a person up. She wiped the stray tears that escaped the childâs eyes, kissing his forehead softly before pulling him in for another comforting hug.
âDo⊠do you think you could sleep in here tonight? I donât really wanna be alone.â Ashtray sheepishly asked, assuming the answer would be a no.
âYeah, of course Ash. I know Fez wonât mind,â she told him. The two got tucked into the kidâs bed, Y/n half propped up on her arm. She held the boy and rubbed his arm to sooth him to sleep, while on the verge of falling asleep herself.
âMom..?â Ash mumbled tiredly.
âYeah, Ash?â She responded.
âThank you, forâ for helpinâ me nâ for kinda beinâ my mom.â
âAnytime, kiddo.â
so basically this is canon in my head and ash is alive n well n fez is fine bye
ok n e ways i hope you all enjoyed this! this is my very first euphoria one shot (i wrote this one before the maddy one but posted the maddy one first) i tried i really did đ
#ashtray is my son now bye#euphoria#ashtray#fezco#fezco x reader#platonic!ashtray x reader#platonic ashtray x reader#faye euphoria#euphoria fanfic#not requested
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âpour up. (m)
ⶠpairing: jungkook x reader x taehyung
ⶠgenre: fuckboy!jungkook / fuckboy!taehyung + smut Â
ⶠwords: 14,048 (idk how itâs literally just smut)
ⶠrating: 18+
ⶠsummary: sleeping with both notorious frat boys kim taehyung and jeon jungkook doesnât sound so bad â especially when youâre drunk and faded.
ⶠwarnings: mentions of drug/alcohol use, essentially pwp lol, threesome, double penetration, voyeurism, messy rough sex, multiple orgasms, overstimulation, dry humping, manhandling, doggy style, riding (sort of?), fingering, oral sex (f and m receiving), face riding, face fucking, deepthroating, breast play, slight begging (mostly oc making jungkook beg hehe), brief name calling, dirty talking, unprotected sex, creampie
ⶠnote: this is a repost of a fic from my old blog! also shout out to miss jlin @bratkookâ for being the sweetest and for liking this trashy fic of mine, and a happy early birthday present to @onherwingsâ miss juno, the resident taekook lover!! đ
also the accompanying song to this fic is pour up by dean!
There were times when you were sober where you were persistent about never being in a five foot radius of a frat boy, much less strip yourself of your dignity long enough to sleep with one.
Your appalling disgust and immense irritation of the male species that were frat boys kept you well in tune to your rule â until youâre far past the point of drunk and faded. Only then, when your bloodstream is laced with alcohol and your mind is nothing but a hazy cloud of smoke, you shrink into a shameless hypocrite and favour the appeal of a simple hook up. But you have needs too; it isnât entirely your fault. Kim Taehyung offers you exactly that, with the promise to then act as if nothing happens the very next day so that the two of you can revert to despising one another out in public.
You act as if no one knows about your flings with ultimate frat boy Taehyung almost every weekend, as if theyâre just as oblivious as you, but damn near the whole school knows and most certainly the rest of the boys in Beta Tau Sigma, or as Taehyung puts it, his brothers. Itâs a useless cycle of bicker, avoid, drink, sex, and repeat, ever since you joined the school as a freshman and the sophomore boy took an interest in you. Heâs charming in all the right ways and good looking but his smooth appeal was almost too good to be true and, past his âkindâ smiles, you could make him out to be arrogant, vain, and cocky. Maybe you would have given him an actual chance had it not been for his snarkiness but all your brain could truly handle was his dick for a few hours a week.
Unsurprisingly, you always end up crashing at Beta Tau Sigma after one of their raging parties that results in your hook ups with Taehyung; surprisingly, Taehyung is miraculously into pillow talk post-sex and so he doesnât entirely mind if you stay the night. But, by morning, when the alcohol has all but turned into a terrible hangover, he can hardly care less if you stay or not.
Usually, you wake up on your own, courtesy of past sober you setting an alarm on your phone to make sure you wake up earlier than all the other walkers of shame and anyone else in Beta Tau Sigma. Ideally, it was to help guarantee that no one would ever see you or judge you for stooping low enough to sleep with a fuckboy but you donât know how well thatâs working out for you anymore, if youâre being honest.
Thatâs why, early one fateful Sunday morning after a night of fun with Taehyung, you awaken with a start to the shrill Marimba tone that rips through the silence of the room and causes you to literally jump out of bed and crash onto the floor. You groan at the sharp pain that shoots up your spine and accompanies your groggy mind as your eyes flicker open only to be greeted with a blinding light that is the sun as it filters through the shut curtains. Littered on the ground are clothes, your clothes, beer bottles, red solo cups, discarded bed sheets, a singular condom wrapper (you thank your past selves for at least being sober enough to remember to use one), and your cell phone.
âTurn that shit off, for fuck sakes,â he grovels.
His hangover, and the early morning, makes his already deep voice even rougher, huskier, and you blame your disoriented mind for thinking he sounds even remotely sexy. He doesnât bother to lift his head from his pillow or to find where you are in the room, the messy longer-than-usual curls of his hair flopping into his lashes as he flips onto his back. Other bodily remnants remain from the night before, from the mellowing ache between your legs left in the wake of his dick sufficiently railing you to the bite marks on his neck that you had so graciously bestowed him.
Now, you roll your eyes at him instead but dive for your phone nearby and tap the snooze button before it wakes the entire house and rouses the army of fuckboys from the dead.
âGood morning to you too,â You remark. âIs that better, princess?â
âMuch.â
You push yourself to your feet and stretch, the stiff joints in your body popping and cracking, before searching for your clothes. Youâre certain Taehyung has fallen back asleep as you dig around through the clutter to find your belongings but what else is new? Itâs a routine the two of you have come to know well, and one that neither of you mind. You spot some sort of lacy material hidden underneath a few of Taehyungâs dirty laundry laying on the floor and reach for it thinking itâs yours. Youâre only mildly disturbed to find that it isnât yours at all â though youâre more concerned about the hygienic purposes of touching some other girlâs thong than you are about the blatant fact Taehyung sleeps with more girls than just you (a fact you swear you could care less for).
âJesus Christ, your room is a disaster,â You scoff now.
âYou could clean it,â Taehyung suggests sluggishly. Now, heâs awake, pretty and hooded eyes fluttering open to find you nearby. He props his hand behind his head to lift his gaze a little higher.
You snort, tossing the underwear away. âYou never cease toââ
âAmaze you?â
âRepel me more than when I see the collection of thongs you have hidden in your room,â You correct. Fortunately, you spot your own underwear nearby and scoop it up, quickly slipping into them.
âAw, baby, is that a bit of jealousy I hear?â Taehyung asks. He runs a hand through his dishevelled dark locks and shoots you a drowsy smirk. âYou know youâre my one and only. I can always count on you when I want good head.â
âPlease, flatter me some more, Tae,â You quip dryly.
As you hastily slide into your stiff shirt and jeans next and turn to face him, combing your fingers through your hair, Taehyung seems to take your words to heart and tries again. âYou look like shit.â
You feign a voluntarily loud and overly dramatic moan. âUgh, you really do know how to treat a girlââ Your cut off by a shameless snort from Taehyung before you continue on, âYou know, you donât exactly look the hottest right now either.â
âI beg to differ,â he replies nonchalantly. Technically, he isnât lying, but you refuse to feed his ego any more.
âAs if.â
âFunny,â he hums. âCouldâve sworn last night you were calling me hot when you were begging for my dick.â
You donât bother to reply. Instead, you shake your head as you rub your tired face, uttering, âI need a coffee.â
âYou could stay,â he offers. âI can make you one.â
âYou donât even know how to boil water,â You retort. âBut thanks for the gesture. Try not to throw up on yourself today, okay?â
Taehyung mumbles something in response but then heâs already flipping over onto his side to fall back asleep again. You grab your bag from the floor and slip into your shoes before tiptoeing out of the room.
The Beta house is just as much a disaster as Taehyungâs room is and you find yourself stepping over more bottles, cups, empty pizza boxes, and hungover passed out people with phallic images doodled on their faces. The sun filters into the ever grand mansion and only illuminates the chaos the frat boys put it through. Everyone is thankfully still asleep as you head downstairs but, as you sneak past the kitchen, you notice two figures rummaging about, boisterous unabashed laughter filling the house that somehow hasnât woken the others yet.
Jeon Jungkook stands before you with Park Jimin, both fellow Beta brothers, though Jungkook is in the same year as you. They, like most other Beta boys (and especially Taehyung), are well known on campus but Jungkook is perhaps even worse than Taehyung. Now, heâs adorned in only low hanging gray sweatpants that show off the ripples of his toned chest and the happy trail that threatens for your eyes to follow it. He holds a bowl of cereal close to him with the same arm decorated on every inch with tattoos, a snapback pushing his messy hair up and away from his forehead. The best part (and you mean that not at all) â or the worst â is the fact that he stands on a hoverboard, as if walking is too much for him to handle at nine in the morning. Jimin isnât far off wearing the same attire, only his look is paired with the fuckboy-essential-starter-pack of socks and Adidas slides, and heâs at least actually using his legs to walk.
âMorning,â Jungkook smirks. âTime for the walk of shame?â
You have to retain a sigh. âIâm surprised youâre up, Jeon. I was sure you were gone past the point of saving last night.â
âA couple of shots do nothing for me,â Jungkook replies, shovelling a spoonful of cereal into his mouth. âI was pretty much sober.â
At this, you sit back on your heels and look him once over skeptically. âYou kept trying to hook up with me, called your dick Jungcock, threw up in one of the vases, and then passed out in the bathtub. I wouldnât have exactly called you sober.â
The smirk remains on Jungkookâs face. If anything, he seems more so amused and it pisses you off. Jimin bursts into a fit of laughter and shakes his head.
âAlways a pleasure seeing you, Y/N,â he greets. âHey, are you coming to the party going down at Lambdas house after exams? Itâs pretty exclusive but you and your friends are all invited by courtesy of us.â
âUgh, I canât even think about going to another party right now. How do you Beta whores do it?â You grovel. âBesides, why would we come if we know youâre going to be there?â
ââCause Taeâs going and youâre probably gonna wanna suck his dick,â Jungkook suggests snidely.
âI was gonna say the free booze,â Jimin offers instead. âMan, you know the Lambdas. Theyâre all rich pretentious sons of country club owners. They hardly throw parties but, when they do, you know itâs going to be wild. I wouldnât miss it if I were you.â
âWell,â You say, âthanks for the invitation but weâll see. Maybe if we have a pre-game where I can get drunk enough to handle your faces and the Lambda boys together.â
âIâve always said youâre more fun when youâre drunk,â Jungkook hums pensively. Your eyes narrow into a glare and youâre fortunate Jimin is there to block your path from tackling Jungkook.
âOkay, whatever,â You grumble. âIâm out of here. I think if I stay here any longer, Iâll lose all my brain cells.â
Jimin chuckles but hardly seems bothered by your comment. He waves you off as he slips out of the kitchen to retreat into another room, leaving you alone with Jungkook.
âCan I get you anything before you go?â he asks. Thereâs a cheeky tone laced in his words that makes you blatantly aware heâs trying to suggest something more, like his dick.
âAbsolutely not,â You wave him off. âSee you around, Jungidiot.â
He grins and shoves another spoonful into his mouth. âHey, maybe next Saturday you can think about blowing me instead of Tae, yeah?â
Heâs met with you jamming your middle finger in his face and it only seems to entertain him further. As you march out of their home, slamming the door behind you, you have one discernable thought amongst your hangover and that is that youâll definitely need to have that pre-game before you have the audacity to even see Jungkook, or any of the Beta boys for that matter, at the Lambdas.
That Saturday, you find yourself at the Lambdas house party.
So maybe you had sort of been lying when you said you werenât so sure of going to it, but the thought was tempting enough and you arenât one to pass up on a good party, especially when itâs after weeks of headaches and stressing over studying and exams.
Mid-terms come and go and when you finally finish writing your last paper, all you want to do is let loose and party and get dicked down by Taehyung. The Lambdas, despite their pretentious behaviour, looks to be very promising â but only after you down a few shots beforehand and have a beer while youâre getting ready. Youâre not exactly as drunk or as tipsy as you would have prefered but it still gives you a nice enough buzz that makes you warm and lets the adrenaline pump in your veins and excites you even more for the party. The house you rent is off campus but itâs close to Betaâs and Taehyung offers to give you guys a lift to the Lambdas who are a fifteen minute walk away (but you know Taehyung will do anything to not walk anywhere his penny board canât take him â and itâs not even Taehyung who is driving but his friend, Jin).
You can hear the party at Lambdas before youâre even there. The thump of bass coming from the house isnât hard to miss, especially not with the way it seems to rattle the ground the closer you get. The house is crammed full to capacity and people have already begun to spill onto the lawn by the time you have arrived. A potent waft of alcohol and weed fill your senses and it is all you could really make out in the rambunctious party. You can hardly hear yourself think, let alone what others are saying to you. Yet, you still found a way to have fun almost instantly, drifting away from the guys to party with your friends.
Most of the night is a blur and a haze of confusion but you can remember drinking and drinking some more until youâre sufficiently smashed. You canât quite recall where you had lost your friends, though you suspect it was after the intense game of beer pong you were suckered into in which you were certain there were no winners or losers as it was just an excuse to drink even more. Itâs nearing 1 a.m. when you finally bump into a familiar face, pulling you back from the unruly party and the adrenaline rush coursing through your veins.
Youâve just slipped outside for some fresh air, perched on the front porch, when you notice Jimin is passed out on the lawn below. The other stragglers gathered outside barely take note of him but maybe thatâs because he had chosen to faceplant in the shadows under the porch, tucked safely away from the rest of the party. Just before you can even think to walk over to him and make sure heâs still alive, the front door of the house swings wide open and a frenzied Taehyung bursts outside, shortly followed by an equally dumbfounded Jungkook.
âWhere the fuck is he?â Taehyung hisses.
âI donât know,â Jungkook sighs, disgruntled, âbut leave it to him to run off and disappear.â
âLooking for someone?â
The two boys startle at your voice. They whirl around to find you taking a sip of the drink in your hand, as if only just noticing your presence. You hadnât seen them since you parted ways a handful of hours ago in the party, though youâre fairly certain theyâre just as smashed as you.
âAh, babe!â Taehyung beams wolfishly. âWhat a pleasure seeing you out here. Uh, you wouldnât happen to have seen where Jimin went, would you?â
You nod in the direction of the sleeping boy down below. âHeâs there. Heâs passed out cold, though. What the hell did you do to him?â
âNothing,â Jungkook says. He grimaces as he hastily follows Taehyung down onto the lawn to stand near Jimin, and you in tow. âJimin just likes to get out of hand. What should we do, Tae? We canât just leave him here and Lunaâs going to be pissed if she sees him like this.â
Taehyung stares down at Jimin miserably, thinking momentarily. âWell, Lunaâs looking for him so we might as well drop him off at her dorm. He can deal with her when heâs sober.â
Thereâs a brief moment where you spot Jungkook seriously considering this though, as if leaving Jimin on the lawn of a frat house is a safer option than returning him to his girlfriend. Ultimately, he caves and you watch as Taehyung nudges Jimin awake (and by nudge, you mean he slaps the boy across the face) before pulling a very disoriented Jimin to his feet and slinging one of his arms over Taehyungâs neck.
âFuck, heâs heavy,â Taehyung huffs. âGive me a hand, Jungkook.â
Jungkook nods, stepping forward to take Jiminâs other arm and hook it around his own neck. The two boys seem to be struggling carrying most of Jiminâs body weight, though theyâre carrying mostly dead weight as Jimin continues to drift in and out of consciousness.
Before they can leave you offer to help though you donât know what you can really do so you suspect your inebriated mind just wanted to go with them for the hell of it. Lunaâs place isnât far. Itâs a ten minute walk from Lambdaâs, but in that ten minutes, none of you talk about anything of real importance except for chuckle and laugh about things that happened at the party.
Eventually you make it to Lunaâs, who answers the door angrily after you knock on it as if youâve disrupted her slumber and frowns when she sees Jiminâs current state. At least she has the decency to thank the three of you. When she shuts the door behind her, the three of you turn to look at one another, almost clueless.
âSo, what now?â Taehyung asks. âHead back to the party?â
The thought of making the ten minute walk back to the party in your drunken mind seems like an eternity. That, mixed with the way your feet scream in agony from the heels youâre wearing, you begin to pout and shake your head.
âI canât walk anymore,â You whine, words drunkenly slurring together. âIâd be fine just sitting here.â
Jungkookâs nose scrunches as he looks at you once over. âHow drunk are you?â
âI donât know.â
âWell, how about we just go back to our place?â Taehyung asks. His arm slides around your waist then, tugging you close to his side. If one thing is for certain, the boy tends to get more handsy the more drunk he is, and you never seem to mind. âIâve got a fresh bowl we can hit and we can drink there and just chill?â
You and Jungkook consider Taehyungâs offer fleetingly and, to you, it seems much more appealing.
âSign me up,â You say. âThe Lambdas were a bit too over the top for my liking. Thereâs only so much I can handle.â
Jungkook shrugs and nods in agreement. âThen I guess Iâm going with you guys.â
The five minute walk to Beta is short and soon youâre inside the eerily empty house and climbing the steps to Taehyungâs room but not before the three of you raid their cabinets for any type of liquor. Eventually, youâre all lounging in Taehyungâs room, some type of music playing in the background as the three of you pass around a bottle of whisky and the bong Taehyung had promised he had, giggling at each other.
By 2 a.m., you are smashed and faded but blissfully so.
Taehyung and Jungkook are not too far off. Itâs Taehyung who comes up with the idea to play strip poker, though with a twist. His version of the game includes: taking a shot anytime one of you loses a round along with either stripping an article of clothing or being allowed to pass it and get dared to do something else, though each person only has three passes.
Jungkook loses the first round, shedding only his jacket. Taehyung and you lose the second round; you decide to strip out of your own cardigan while Taehyung flicks off his hat. Jungkook and Taehyung lose the third round and both kick off their shoes. The game progresses slowly, with the three of you coming up with âcleverâ loopholes out of the rules, like stripping one sock one round and then another sock the next and all of you are too drunk to really protest. Eventually, the game winds up with Taehyung and Jungkook both in their pants and you still wearing both your shirt and jeans. Both the boys have used one of their passes and are still losing which, you will admit, boosts your confidence ever so slightly especially when you have such a nice view in front of you.
Both boys are toned, with certified gym rat Jungkookâs abs a bit more chiseled, and you know that sober you would cringe at how hard you seem to be drooling over them. Jungkook must notice because he shoots you a wink that has you squirming in your seat.
âLike what you see?â he asks.
âN-No,â You say shortly. âShut up and go. Itâs your turn.â
You end up losing that round, unfortunately, but you have no qualms with stripping out of your jeans and kicking them to the side. The next round, you lose again, except you decide to use one of your passes which has both boys groaning in defeat.
âRemember,â You coo, âplay nice boys.â
The two exchange a look and you wait patiently, taking your shot of whisky in the meantime as Taehyung chides you on encouragingly with a cheeky, âPour up, baby girl.â
You down the shot in one gulp, wincing as it burns down your throat, then chase it quickly with the drink you had stolen from their kitchen. A drowsy smirk tugs at Taehyungâs lips as he takes another rip from the bong, breathing out a cloud of smoke as he hums insouciantly, âIâve got your dare.â
Thereâs a split moment where he makes eye contact with you and pushes his hair out of his eyes.
âCome here and kiss me.â
Had you been sober, you might have rolled your eyes at his simple yet assertive dare but, instead, you canât help but snicker as you lean across to him from your seat on the floor and pull him down for a not so graceful kiss. His whisky coated tongue instantly collides with yours in an open mouthed frenzy thatâs full of teeth clashing and wet sounds but itâs hot, too hot, even as Taehyung pulls you closer to him with his hand grasping at your chin. You instinctively react, teeth nipping at his lower lip as you suck hard, momentarily forgetting about Jungkook sitting in the room.
A moan emits from you as your fingers thread through his hair. Jungkook is left to watch but his eyes stay locked on your figure and the way you cave so easily to Taehyung, the way your mouth moves against his. He canât seem to tear his eyes away from your position on your hands and knees, or the way you arch your back in an attempt to get closer to Taehyung, and he certainly canât seem to look away from the tempting curve of your ass jutting in his direction. All Jungkook suddenly wants is for you to be kissing him the same way youâre kissing Taehyung.
Youâre only interrupted when he finds the nerve to clear his throat after a few moments. âNah, itâs alright, Iâll just sit here. Do you guys want me to leave?â
Heâs being sarcastic, of course, and when you and Taehyung part to look at the boy, heâs scowling. The two of you chuckle lightly but donât respond, though you remember the game youâre still playing. Taehyung kisses you one last time before you settle back onto the floor, a sheepish giggle bubbling in your chest. Taehyung loses the next round and he decides to strip down into his underwear though he hasnât lost yet (the goal is nudity and neither of your drunk selves have enough dignity left to give up before then).
The round after that, you lose again. You decide, once more, to use another one of your passes and the two boys pause, thinking of a dare for you as you take a shot (which, you have realized, only get harder to take as time passes).
âI have one,â Taehyung says at long last.
âBro,â Jungkook groans, âif you just wanna fuck, let me know. Iâll leave. I donât think I can sit here and watch you dare her to suck your face again.â
Taehyung laughs and shakes his head. âEasy there. I was just gonna suggest that youââ he points at you before nodding toward Jungkook, âgive him a lap dance.â
âA what?â Jungkookâs jaw drops open, his eyes widening. âM-Me?â
You glance up at Taehyung, quirking an eyebrow. âHim?â
Taehyung erupts into another fit of laughter but heâs the only one who finds the situation hilarious because you and Jungkook continue to sit there, dumbfounded. When Taehyung calms himself down, he wipes his eyes and shakes his head.
âAre you seriously telling me you havenât been noticing?â he asks.
âNoticing what?â
âThe way Jungkook keeps eye-fucking you,â Taehyung says simply.
Jungkook gaps. âThe fuck? I havenât.â
âJungkook, youâre not exactly sly,â Taehyung says. âHeâs been doing it the whole night, babe. Itâs not the first time heâs done it, too. I just figured we could do him a little favour.â
Your turn to look up at Jungkook and purse your lips. Heâs seated in Taehyungâs desk chair and has a frown painted on his face. Itâs not like it comes as a surprise to you because heâs constantly trying to flirt with you even when youâre sober but his sudden flustered appearance puzzles you slightly. Youâll admit the idea is ludicrous, but Jungkook is undeniably hot, and grinding on his dick sounds more than wonderful to you in your current state. Either way, you stand to your feet.
âIâll do it,â You say. âWhy not?â
âWh-What?â Jungkook yelps. âYou will?â
âYeah,â You flash him a pearly smirk. âWhat? Is confident Jungkookie finally shy?â
At the mention of the taunting nickname, he straightens up in his seat and scowls. âNo. Iâm just surprised you gave in so easily. You must really like me, huh?â
âKeep dreaming, Jeon,â You retort.
The music is still playing in the background as you slink towards Jungkookâs seated figure. Meanwhile, Taehyung is watching with an amused look on his face and sits back, clearly enjoying the view as he tells you that you have three minutes. As you approach Jungkook, he leans back in his seat and watches you with dark eyes. Jungkookâs eyes sweep over your figure, from the way you muse your hands through your messy hair, your tight tank top with one strap falling down your shoulder, your lacy and scantily clad underwear, and your smooth legs. He gulps at the sight and shifts in his seat.
As soon as youâre standing in front of him, you whirl around so that your back is to him and jutt your butt out just enough to catch his attention as you sway your hips to the music. Your hands ghost up your sides just faintly enough so that chills run down your spine and you lock eyes with Taehyung for a split second to see him grinning. You sit back on Jungkookâs lap and his breath hitches in his throat suddenly. He hates to admit how easily youâre driving him crazy and as soon as you are but he takes the time to enjoy the dance anyway, eyes staying trained on your ass as you grind against him in agonizingly slow circles and right against his dick nestled against his thigh. He canât help it when a moan emits from him.
âFucking hell,â he grunts, raking his hands through his hair. You snicker at his reaction, craning your neck to look behind at him.
âEnjoying yourself, Kookie?â
âN-No,â he rasps. This is a lie, of course. âTurn around.â
His command only humours you but you donât disobey. You get up for a second to spin around and face him before climbing back onto his lap, swinging one leg over his. Before you drop your hips completely on him, youâre rocking them back and forth against the thin air, your hands snaking around his neck. His hands suddenly find purchase on your waist and he yanks you down onto him with a sudden neediness that surprises you, though you donât complain. You continue to grind against his lap and you canât help your greedy self when your hands reach out to run up and down his toned chest. He shivers at your slightest touch, his jaw clenched, but he keeps his gaze focused on your eyes, as if challenging you for more. Behind you, Taehyung is taking another hit from the bong and laughs lightly at Jungkookâs reactions.
âLet him touch you,â Taehyung says.
You expect Jungkook to listen to Taehyung and reach out to grab onto you but he hesitates, his hands remaining at your hips. So, instead, you take his hands in yours and begin pulling them up, sliding them along your midriff and up to your chest. You donât even flinch as you let him cup your boobs over your clothes and you watch him slyly as he gulps.
âIs this the first time youâve actually touched a girl, Jungkook?â You quip. âYouâre gawking at my boobs like it is. Not gonna wet yourself, hm?â
âFuck off,â he growls, though thereâs no malice in his voice.
Instead, he focuses his attention on your breasts and the weight of them in his palm. Theyâre soft and supple and he squeezes them firmly, jiggles the flesh as he fondles at you blatantly. He hates to admit it but he feels as if heâs going to combust at any second, repressing the sudden urge to tear off your shirt and burrow his head in your chest, your boobs in his mouth. He doesnât know whether the soft moan that slips from your parted pink lips is intentional to mess with him or because you had been getting carried away yourself. Either way, Jungkookâs certain itâs the hottest thing heâs heard in a while, the hottest thing heâs seen in a while, and he hates how his sudden erection forms, how embarrassing it must be. When you feel his hardened length start to poke at your thigh, you look down at him past your lashes and smirk.
âAre you hard already, Kookie?â You giggle.
Taehyung roars with laughter abruptly and the outburst only makes Jungkook redden.
âIâIââ he stammers helplessly.
You shake your head at him and then purposely press your hips a little more firmly against his, gripping at his shoulders now. Youâre challenging him now too, and he doesnât know what you have in mind but youâre wickedly set on making him cum in his pants before Taehyung stops you.
âTimeâs up,â he says.
Jungkook almost groans out loud in frustration when you pull away and step off of his lap. Heâs embarrassingly hard now but his drunk self doesnât try very hard to hide it. Taehyungâs stare is settled on Jungkook as you walk back to your seat but, before you can even sit down, Taehyung is beckoning you over.
âCome here, babe,â he hums. You look at him curiously but move in his direction. âWhat do you say we help Jungkook with his problem, huh?â
âHelp? How?â You question.
âCome sit,â Taehyung gestures to his thigh.
Jungkook watches with silent seething jealousy as you take a seat on Taehyungâs thigh and then heâs kissing you, pressing his lips against your neck. You react almost instantly, your head craning to allow him more access and your eyes clamp shut, your mouth hanging open in delight.
âTaeââ You mewl, tugging at his hair, as if to prompt him wordlessly about Jungkookâs presence. But when does it become too much? Every action seems to keep building and building, that you know where the night surely must be heading; that you crave it.
Taehyungâs tongue swirls at your neck, his lips sucking on the sensitive skin, before he peeks one eye open to look at Jungkook.
âLook at him,â Taehyung hums against you. âLook at how jealous he is right now. Look at how bad he wants to be me right now.â
You take a moment to register his words, your head spinning. You struggle to find Jungkook as Taehyung continues to ravish your neck. Jungkookâs stare is hard, his jaw clenched; his hands are balled into tight fists that let you see the bulging veins in his arms. Is he jealous? Angry?
Taehyung suddenly bites down onto your neck and you gasp in surprise, leaning against his chest. His nimble fingers find the hem of your shirt which he lifts and discards on the floor with ease. Next to come off is your bra. You donât realize your torso is bare until a slight breeze hits your breasts and perks your nipples and Taehyung reaches up to cup the soft tissue in his large hands and Jungkook canât look away because, fuck, touching you is all he really wants to do.
âDo you see him staring now?â Taehyung asks. âDo you see how desperate he is for you? Look at how bad he wants to touch you right now, baby girl. Will you let him?â
Youâre still staring at Jungkook as Taehyung speaks and note how fast Jungkookâs demeanour has changed. He looks helpless, his erection more prominent in his straining jeans which he shamelessly palms at to feel some sort of relief.
âBetter yet,â Taehyung hums, averting your attention back to him. Heâs sliding one of his hands down your front and in between your legs, pushing your thighs apart. His digits come in contact with your clothed pussy and the sudden touch, light and feathery, makes you jump and gasp. You hadnât been aware of how wet you had been until he touched you just then and the coil in your stomach only tightens with each passing second. âWill you let him play with you?â
It takes you a second to respond, though that isnât because youâre struggling to decide. The thought entices you far more than you ever believed it could. Taehyung is suddenly rubbing his fingers against your clothed clit in so very slow circles that it suddenly has you tripping over your own thoughts. Youâre biting hard onto your lower lip as you force yourself to nod hastily.
âDo you want him to?â Taehyung asks.
âFuck, yes,â You whine. âMmm, Taeââ
Taehyung shifts you in his lap so that your back is pressed against his chest, leaning all your weight against him. Itâs hard to focus as one of his hands fondles one of your breasts while his other presses figure eights onto your clit. Youâre on full display for Jungkook now, though his eyes fall to the wet spot that forms on your pretty little underwear as your arousal leaks from you.
âHow badly do you want him to?â Taehyung asks.
âSo badly,â You whimper.
This catches Jungkookâs attention and he leans forward in his seat. Taehyung smirks against you and then heâs moving, withdrawing his hand from between your thighs to hook around the waistband of your underwear. He gives it a quick tug and you fumble to lift your hips so he can pull the useless fabric down your legs. Once it pools at your feet, you kick it off to the side and then Taehyungâs hand returns between your thighs.
âSpread your legs,â he says.
You do as youâre told, pushing your thighs apart but then instinctively squeezing them shut when Taehyung continues to press his fingers against your clit. The sudden stimulation is too much for you and your face begins to heat up so Taehyung uses the chance to push your legs apart for you. He hitches one of your thighs over his own as if to anchor you in place and it works.
âCan you stay like that for me, baby?â Taehyung drawls. âLook at Jungkook for me.â
You nod, your throat dry as you lift your gaze to lock eyes once more with Jungkook. You find the boy gawking at your sex and you moan suddenly. His head snaps up to stare at you with a sudden blazing determination and lust in his eyes before they fall once more to your pussy, admiring the way it pulsates each time Taehyung swipes at your clit or tweaks at your nipples. But the best part? The best part is just how wet you are, your clear juices coating Taehyungâs fingers, spilling onto yours and Taehyungâs thighs with the passing seconds, and suddenly Jungkook is hungry for you. But what he doesnât know is how you suddenly imagine Jungkook in Taehyungâs place, sat beneath you poised daintily on his lap, his fingers pressing against you.
You twist on top of Taehyung, your own hand reaching up to grasp at your other breast, pinching at the nipple tightly. A delighted moan fumbles from your lips. âJungkookâ Fuckââ
âItâs nice, yeah?â Taehyung asks aloud to the other boy. âSheâs pretty, hm?â
Jungkook nods eagerly and then groans. âSheâs dripping. Fuck, itâs so hot.â
Your face burns at his words but you donât have enough wits to think of a snarky retort like usual.
Taehyung chuckles. âWhy donât you come here then and touch her? Taste her? Is that okay, baby?â
When you realize Taehyung is asking you, you nod eagerly. âShit, pleaseâ Jungkook, wanna feel youââ
At your request, Jungkook practically tumbles out of his seat. As soon as heâs standing on his feet, the realization seems to hit him and he takes his time, walking to you slowly. His gaze sweeps over your exposed body and he licks his lips, his eyes suddenly darkening. Taehyung doesnât stop touching you or marking your neck his even as Jungkook walks closer and it hits you in that moment what exactly youâre doing and who youâre with â and you fucking love it. Jungkook kneels down in front of you and Taehyung nods in encouragement.
âSheâs impatient and feisty,â Taehyung informs. âBut that makes her fun to tease.â
âI know how to pleasure a girl,â Jungkook quips.
âBut you donât know how to pleasure Y/N,â Taehyung replies. âYouâre too cocky, Jungkookie, and she doesnât like that. You need to take your time with her and you donât do that often with girls, do you?â
Jungkook doesnât respond but, judging by his face, you assume Taehyung is right.
âWhat do you want me to do?â Jungkook asks. Heâs staring at your face now and only your face. His intense stare makes you squirm on Taehyungâs lap, and makes you suck your lower lip between your teeth.
âTouch me,â You rasp. âTouch me, please, Jungkook.â
God, how he loves hearing you moan his name. But the anticipation is killing you. Youâve felt Taehyungâs fingers plenty of time; youâve never felt Jungkookâs, and the abrupt need seems to grow more intense with each passing second.
âYou heard her, Jungkookie,â Taehyung says. He draws his hand away from your heat and kisses your neck softly. âGo on. Touch her. Be gentle, go slow.â
Jungkook is shaking with excitement â or maybe itâs just the weed and alcohol in his bloodstream â but he eyes you carefully, gnawing down on his lower lip. He reaches out at a tedious pace and hesitates, his fingers hovering over your core. Taehyung is watching with eager eyes whilst planting open mouthed kisses along your shoulders, neck, and jawline. Jungkook finally presses his fingers against your pussy and your reaction is immediate. You toss your head back against Taehyungâs shoulder and jutt your hips forward.
âNnngh, fuck, Kookââ You whimper. âM-Moreâ Wanna feel moreââ
Jungkook takes that as a good sign and follows after Taehyung, rubbing circles into your clit slowly. He feels just how wet you are, his fingers coating with your cum as they move with ease past your folds, and itâs enough to let the wave of glee wash over him again.
âSee? Look how much she loves it already,â Taehyung says. âKeep going.â
Jungkook doesnât need to be told twice. As he rubs his fingers over your clit, his other hand comes up in a greedy fashion. He canât stop himself from slipping a finger past your folds and it takes all you can not to moan out loud but you give up on the prospect of remaining quiet when it feels so good to have both boys on you.
âLet him know how you feel, baby,â Taehyung purs. âHow heâs making you feel.â
You struggle to find your voice momentarily, too caught up with the lust and desire but then a cry of delight falls from your lips. âFuck, ah, Jungkook! That feels s-so goodââ
Jungkookâs head snaps up to look at you in pure disbelief.
âHoly shit, thatâs so fucking hot,â he huffs. âI never thought youâd moan my name and now youâre so wet and tight and for meââ
âAnd me,â Taehyung admonishes offhandedly.
Jungkook doesnât reply but thatâs mostly because heâs suddenly fixated on curling his finger inside of you and watching your every reaction. Your hips jut forward and you cry out, panting at the blissful feeling but it isnât enough. You need more, and you need more now. As if Taehyung can read your mind, he chimes in again, disrupting yours and Jungkookâs reverie.
âWhy donât you have a taste of her?â he asks. âYou wonât regret it.â
Jungkookâs eyes light up and he watches as you nod eagerly, desperate pleas coming from your mouth. Jungkook lowers himself down between your thighs and you wait with bated breath before heâs licking a clean stripe against your folds with his flattened tongue. The sudden slippery warmth has your body writhing in pleasure.
âJungkookââ You cry out. âOh my godââ
Jungkook grins. Then heâs licking at you again, tasting your sweet succulence, and groans into your hot core.
âShit,â Jungkook huffs. âYou taste amazing.â
He nibbles down slightly on your clit without warning and tugs. You instantly jerk into his mouth, a strangled moan ripping from your throat that sounds something like a scold of his name and a desperate plea for more. âJungkook!â
Taehyung snickers against your neck and you can feel Jungkookâs lips curl into a taunting smirk between your thighs. Jungkookâs finger still curls deep within you as his tongue returns to lapping at your clit and you can feel his nose brushing against you the deeper he burrows into you. Meanwhile, Taehyung is continuing to ravish your neck, his hands tweaking at your nipples. The onslaught of senses is so much for you that you nearly scream when Jungkookâs tongue dips into your heat so suddenly to accompany his finger. He laps at you hungrily and you gasp, your breath stuttering as your hands come down to tug hard in his raven locks, your hips bucking forward and into his mouth. It feels fantastic, too incredible for you to put into words, as you feel the wetness of his tongue lap at your walls and suddenly youâre aware of just how susceptible you are to both of the boys near you.
âFuck, donât stop, Jungkook,â You moan.
âNow whoâs the needy one?â Jungkook coos against your cunt. âGonna cum on my tongue?â
âP-Pleaseâ Want it so badly, Kookââ
He smacks his lips against you, taking as much as he can of you into his mouth and sucking hard until all you hear are the lewd wet sounds of his tongue and finger working miracles against you. Youâre clutching his hair so tight, pushing him closer into your heat but he doesnât relent. One of his hands comes up to hold onto your waist, to push you firmly back onto Taehyungâs lap and closer into Jungkookâs mouth. You can feel Taehyungâs budding erection poking against your thigh and itâs enough to make you flustered once more.
In an attempt to help Taehyung, you find yourself grinding not only into Jungkookâs mouth but onto Taehyungâs lap, earning a growl into your neck. Taehyungâs free hand comes up to your chin which he grabs roughly. He forces you to look at him and then heâs smashing his lips onto yours in a heated fashion for an entirely ungraceful kiss. Itâs needy and hot, completely open mouthed as your tongues mingle in the air and as Taehyung sucks on your lower lip. Yet you tear your gaze from Taehyung to look down at Jungkook as he buries himself further into your pussy, his nose nuzzling against your clit. Youâre dripping by now and you can see your own juices smear onto his lips, dribble down to his chin, and itâs the hottest thing you could ever imagine seeing. He doesnât seem to care as it spills down his neck and suddenly the mere sight has you squirming again. You part from Taehyungâs mouth with a wet pop that rings in your ears and moan.
âFuckâ nghn, IâIâ think Iâm close,â You whimper.
âFuuck, yes,â Jungkook growls against you.
âLet it go, baby,â Taehyung hums, nibbling at your ear. âCum for him, for us.â
Jungkookâs pace quickens, pumping his finger faster in you and sucking at your clit until you have no more strength to hold off. Your hands fumble in his hair, trying desperately to pull him closer, and you hate how badly you want your sweet release already. It doesnât help when Taehyung twists your body ever so slightly so that he can lean down to your breasts and catch one of your nipples between his teeth. His tongue swishes back and forth against the perked bud and you whimper again, the coil in your stomach tightening and loosening.
Youâre so close now and Jungkook can hear it, can feel it, can taste it. You donât have much longer after that before your orgasm is hitting you hard.
âIâm gonnaââ You reach out to grasp at Jungkookâs hair, tugging at the roots. âFuck, Jungkookââ
You cry out suddenly, the coil in your stomach springing apart. Jungkook moans into your pussy as you cum, pulsating around his tongue and finger and dripping into his mouth. Youâre reduced to nothing but a whimpering, writhing mess against Taehyung as you buck back and forth into Jungkookâs mouth to ride out your high. Taehyung pulls apart from you to rub circles into your hips and the seemingly gentle move somehow soothes the intense wave of pleasure into something much sweeter. Fire burns at your core and flicks outward until your whole body is warm and numb and then you collapse against Taehyungâs chest, panting hard. Jungkook drinks up every last bit of you and you begin to cringe at the oversensitivity before you gain some of your wits again. You push his head away hastily and this time he relents.
âDid all your little happy wet dreams finally come true, Jeon?â You snicker languidly.
The boy sits back on his knees and looks up at you, locking gazes with yours. You can finally see his face, his tousled black hair, his swollen red lips, and chin, all of which are covered in your perfect sheen. He licks at his lips and wipes at his chin and neck where his tongue canât reach and he does all of this without breaking eye contact with you. A small smirk forms on his face and suddenly youâre filled with an intense need for payback.
âYeah, you act confident now but you seemed to enjoy it when you were riding my face,â Jungkook says. You roll your eyes, about to reply before he adds, âSo, youâre welcome.â
âYouâre impossible,â You huff, pushing yourself off of Taehyungâs lap.
âWhere do you think youâre going, baby?â Taehyung mewls behind you. âWe still need you.â
âOh, I know,â You quip. You reach down to grab onto Jungkookâs chin, forcing him to look up at you. âBut itâs my turn, donât you think, Tae?â
Taehyung chuckles and nods in agreement. Jungkook, however, hardly looks bothered, though he seems a little taken aback by your sudden assertiveness when you begin pulling him up to his feet before pushing him back onto the bed. Taehyung scoots over so that the three of you can fit comfortably on his bed and then youâre moving, crawling over to Jungkook on your hands and knees.
âAre you trying to intimidate me?â Jungkook asks. âBecause this is sexier than it is scary.â
Youâre hovering over his crotch when he speaks, your greedy hands reaching forward to brush against his hard dick straining in his jeans. He nearly jolts in his seat at the sudden touch and you and Taehyung giggle again.
âMmm, baby, teach him a lesson,â Taehyung hums. âSuck him off nice and slow but donât let him cum.â
âNot unless he begs for it,â You say wickedly.
Taehyung stifles a chuckle. âI told you sheâs feisty, Jungkookie.â
The younger boy is eyeing you carefully as you busy yourself by undoing the belt buckle on his jeans. He acts unimpressed, unfazed, as you unbutton his jeans and began sliding them off his legs, but you can see the needy and impatient glint in his eyes. Your eyes fall immediately to the ever present straining bulge in his boxers and you gulp in response, licking your lips. You canât help yourself when you reach out to brush your fingers faintly along his length. He jolts in his seat and grits his teeth, shooting you a hard glare.
âAre you seriously going to tease me?â Jungkook grumbles. âWe can skip all of that, yâknowââ
âItâs payback, Jeon,â You hum, running your fingers down his dick and then back up again. âWhereâs the fun in it if I skip all of the teasing?â
âYou know,â Taehyung murmurs from beside you. Heâs reclining back, watching you with intense eyes and is completely shameless about his prominent erection contained by his boxers. âIâm surprised the idiot hasnât referred to his dick yet as Jungcock.â
You giggle, an all too innocent and sweet sound for the way youâre palming at Jungkookâs dick. Jungkook, who is apparently having a rather difficult time keeping up with his surroundings while your fingers continue to work against him, scoffs. His eyebrows knit together as he throws a beady glare at the older boy.
âYouâre ruining the mood,â he grunts.
Taehyung clicks his tongue against his teeth, a smirk tugging at his luscious lips. âOf course. I digress.â
You turn your attention back to Jungkook whoâs staring down at your hand with parted lips and a crease in his brows. Without warning, you grasp him through his boxers and he groans suddenly, bucking forward. The desperation of his situation only seems to increase in severity when you peel back the elastic band of his boxers and slide them off his legs, finally freeing his dick which springs out from itâs confines. Heâs much bigger than you expected, his tip angry and red, leaking with pearly beads that dribble down his length and the bulging veins that line it.
âYouâre staring again,â Jungkook hums when he notices you pause, your eyes wide. âSure you donât like what you see?â
You shake yourself from your daze and frown. âShut up.â
The boy starts to chuckle at your flustered expression but yelps when you clasp your fingers around the base of his cock. A beautiful moan falls from his lips and excites you even more. You start pumping him slowly, guiding your hands up and down his length in careful and measured motions, wiping your thumb across his tip each time you reach it. Jungkook shudders in your touch, his teeth coming down to gnaw hard on his lower lip. His eyes are glued to your hands working against him, his face scrunching up in pure euphoria.
âMmm, fuck,â he grunts, his head lolling back. âStop teasing me and go faster.â
You donât listen. If anything, you slow your pace and it has him so frustrated that he lets an involuntary whimper escape him. He bucks into your clenched hand, practically begging for more but remains quiet, safe for his heavy panting.
âYou heard her, Kook,â Taehyung says. âBeg for her.â
âThereâs no way Iâm begging,â Jungkook hisses through gritted teeth. âNever. I never have and never will.â
âBullshit,â You scoff. You fondle at his balls with your other hand and he moans again. Your hand comes to a complete halt all of a sudden, interrupting Jungkook as he is about to speak. Before he can protest, you lean down and lick at his tip, swirling your tongue around him once to taste his saltiness. His hips rut forward into you but you pull back almost immediately and find Jungkook gaping. You meet his desperate eyes for a steady gaze. âBeg. Just once, Jungkookie.â
Jungkookâs stare wavers as you run your fingers along his tip, squeezing slightly. He tries to compose himself, to remain calm, but when you are relentless, he caves very easily. He only gives in when you kiss the base of his cock. And those eyes â fuck, the way your eyes turn so wide and already look so fucked out. How could he resist you?
âFuck, fuck, okay,â he gasps. âI need more, baby, please. Ah, pleaseâ You feel so fucking good.â
His needy pleas satisfy you and your lips curl into a devious grin. You lower yourself on him suddenly, licking a clean stripe up his length and he moans loudly. You enclose your mouth around his tip and suck, earning a small growl from him as he pushes his hips forward for more. In the next second, you sink your mouth down his length, taking as much of him as you can.
âFuck!â he moans abruptly. âAhh, shit, that feels amazing, baby.â
You hollow out your cheeks as you pull your head up and then back down, starting at an even pace that has him moaning and writhing beneath you. He feels much bigger in your mouth but you donât mind even when he bucks himself into you unexpectedly and hits the back of your throat. The action makes you gag around him and, in return, he curses at the way it feels.
âK-Keep doing that,â he mumbles. âPlease, fuck, just like that.â
His fingers thread in your hair and he pulls you down greedily on him but you donât refuse.
âCan you do it, baby girl?â Taehyung questions. His hand finds his way on your back where he rubs gentle circles into your skin. âCan you take all of him in your mouth?â
You nod carefully around Jungkookâs hardened length.
âGood girl,â Taehyung smirks. âGo slow.â
You follow his orders, sinking gradually onto Jungkook until you feel the tip of him hitting the back of your throat. You gag once more but, instead of pulling back, you shut your eyes and take a few deep breaths in through your nose. In, out, in, out, and then you swallow. Jungkookâs reaction is sudden and intense. He bucks into your mouth unwillingly and moans even louder, his fingers clutching at your roots.
âThatâs it, baby,â Taehyung hums and his sudden presence is comforting.
âA-Again,â Jungkook stammers. âAgain, pleaseâ holy shit, you feel amazing.â
You swallow again and then a third and each time you can feel yourself sinking lower onto him. Tears prickle at your eyes as your nose is suddenly pressed against his lower abdomen but his reactions are well worth it and so you continue.
âYouâre doing so well, baby,â Taehyung says, planting a chaste kiss against your shoulder. âYou deserve some more attention, hm?â
His fingers slowly rub circles down your back, his lips following your arch and has you shivering beneath him, before stopping at the dip just above your ass. Heâs kneeling behind you now, his fingers massaging into your thighs. You sigh against Jungkook when you feel Taehyungâs fingers continue their trek to your ass, rubbing you carefully. You, in response, push your hips back, waiting for more.
âYouâre still so wet, baby,â Taehyung says. âI bet youâd come with one touch of my finger.â
With Jungkook buried hilt deep inside your mouth, youâre hardly prepared for when Taehyung slips his fingers underneath to your folds. Itâs embarrassing to admit how right he is. You react instantly, moaning around Jungkook and jutting your hips back for more. The simple vibration has Jungkook groaning, his hips bucking forward. You hadnât even been aware of just how wet you are before Taehyung pointed it out but then you can feel it, pulsing out of you and dripping down the top of your inner thighs.
âBut you need more, donât you?â Taehyung asks. âHow about my cock? Will you let me fuck you, baby girl?â
You nod eagerly, the simple question exciting you even more. Taehyung chuckles and leans down to press a kiss to the arch of your back.
âBut youâll have to be good and keep pleasuring Jungkook too, okay?â Taehyung says.
You hum in response and swallow around Jungkook as if to tell both boys that you have no plans on stopping. Jungkook twitches inside you and scrunches his eyes shut.
âFuck, Taehyung,â he grumbles. âHurry up. Any time you touch her, she swallows. It feels so good.â
Taehyung snickers but he takes his time. He runs his fingers up and down your folds until youâre moaning needily against Jungkook. You look over your shoulder to see Taehyungâs fingers wrapped around his own hardened and pulsating erection, pumping himself a few times as he stares at you carefully. He positions himself behind you and takes the chance to run his tip and length along your folds. You whimper suddenly, hoping your desperate noises will spur him on.
âYou want more, baby?â Taehyung asks.
You hum again, your voice muffled and hoarse.
âOkay,â he sighs. âOnly because youâve been so good.â
You have no time to brace yourself from the sudden impact of feelings. He doesnât do much except for push himself into you, past your folds. Itâs only just the tip and yet your heart jolts in your chest, the coil in your stomach tightens. It feels so good to finally have something of larger girth in you that you gap, simultaneously sinking down further onto Jungkook. The two boys grunt above you, both of them panting hard.
âYou feel so good, baby,â Taehyung mumbles. âFuck, youâre so wet.â
He leans down to press a kiss against your shoulder, his other hand coming up to rest on the dip of your lower back to guide you. He slowly, so very slowly, pushes himself into you, inch by inch, so you can feel the way he stretches you open, feel the way he buries into you. Your leaking arousal only proves to be of an advantage, letting him easily push into you without any trouble. Your fingers grip the bed sheets beneath you in an ironclad grip and you squeak when heâs finally buried hilt deep within you. You nearly gag around Jungkook again, whoâs still panting and writhing above you, but the way Taehyungâs tongue marks patterns into your shoulder comforts you. You whine against Jungkook, pushing your hips back for more and the simplicity of your action has Taehyungâs breath hitching in his throat.
âSo warm,â he grunts and then sighs against your back. âYou always feel so amazing.â
He still hasnât moved and youâre beginning to grow impatient, distraught over the feeling of him rock hard inside you but unmoving. You debate pulling apart from Jungkook to yell at Taehyung but you assume he can understand your haste judging by the way your body writhes beneath him, your fingers clench into fists. He pulls out in one languid movement, his breath stuttering, until only his tip is left before he pushes himself back in, equally as slow. He sets at a steady, easy pace that, at the very least, lets you grasp onto some sensible thoughts and pushes you to keep pleasing Jungkook. Jungkook canât take it anymore; he starts rutting his hips up into your mouth with gritted teeth. Itâs a hot, erotic mess of mingled moans and groans but you never want it to stop â in fact, you want more.
âYou like that, baby?â Taehyung grunts.
You nod hurriedly, humming in response.
âAh, fuckââ Taehyung groans. âWant it harder?â
You nod once more, this time eagerly. When Taehyung pulls back one more time, he slams himself back into you without any warning and you jerk forward, sinking down onto Jungkook. The younger boy moans, his head lolling back as his fingers twisting in your hair. You donât expect Taehyung to do the same thing again, pull out slowly and then push himself back in with more force, but he does, and he repeats the action again and again until he abandons it for a whole new pace. Soon, heâs thrusting into you hard and fast but always making sure his hips reconnect with yours before pulling out so you can feel him practically in your throat.
âLike being fucked like this?â Taehyung asks. âYou like being used like a little slut?â
His thrusts are relentless suddenly, jerking your body and back and forth until heâs fucking you in a way that has you sucking off Jungkook just right so that you hardly have to put in any effort. Although his hard thrusts feel amazing, each time youâre pushed forward, you sink further down onto Jungkook unwillingly and that, paired with the way Jungkook frantically fucks himself into your mouth, you nearly gag each time as he hits the back of your throat, drool pooling at your lips and dribbling down your chin. Tears prick at your eyes from the feeling and itâs too pleasing to quit, to pull away from Jungkook just yet. Jungkookâs staring down at you when he notices your scrunched up face. Youâre surprised when his hand finds your cheek, his thumb brushing reassuringly into your cheekbone.
âYouâre doing soâ ah, fuckâ so well, baby,â he rasps.
You can taste the saltiness of precum on the tip of your tongue and you wonder how close he is. You have no qualms in finishing him off then and there but soon the pleasure youâre receiving from Taehyung becomes too much. Soon, heâs hitting you at an angle that shakes something in you. You pull apart from Jungkook with a loud pop, saliva and cum coating his length and your lips, and a gasp wretches from your throat.
âFuck!â You cry hoarsely. âAh, T-Taehyung!â
Youâre too weak to push yourself up and end up burying your head in Jungkookâs lower abdomen, feeling the heat consume you. Youâre near numb, senseless, as you let Taehyung ravish your body, fuck you hard into the mattress and Jungkook. Itâs a frantic build up, an intense wave of emotions that you seem to pass through, and you can hardly bring yourself to react. All you can hear is the sound of moaning and skin against skin and the heat seems to make its way up to your head, making you warm and fuzzy. Jungkook gently pulls at your face, lifting you up and bringing you to him so that he can smash his lips onto yours and all you can taste is bitter liquor, you, and him, but that doesnât stop him from sucking on your lower lip even when you pull apart to moan and gasp.
âT-Tae,â You sob. âFuck, Tae, IâIâm câcloseââ
âCum for me, baby girl,â he murmurs. âLet me hear you.â
You shake your head frantically at the sensitive sting between your legs still raw from your orgasm from Jungkook, shutting your eyes. Taehyungâs hands find their way onto your hips and he pulls you down his length until youâre balls deep and pauses. He lifts your hips and you can feel him twitch inside you that it even makes your own thighs tremble and shake. Youâre sure youâll collapse on him if he doesnât hold onto you and he must realize this too because he grips your hips tight to continue thrusting into you. Soon youâre tumbling towards your high. Taehyungâs pumps are frantic, growing sloppy with each passing second, as he pushes you to yours and his high. The coil snaps in your stomach again and youâre in a moment of freefall where youâre stunned by the wave of pleasure. Then, Taehyung is bringing you back down to reality with his hard thrusts, the way he moans, and the lewd wet sounds of him pumping himself into you.
âAh, T-Taeââ You whimper. âSo good, fuckââ
His name falls from your lips in a repeated mantra. You crumble beneath him, collapsing entirely against Jungkook, whoâs brushing your hair away from your face. Youâre shaking with each touch, your walls pulsing around Taehyung and clenching hard. He moans and curses behind you and you know he must be close to his high because he, too, is fumbling for it. His thrusts are even more hasty and soon heâs reaching his climax. His moans increase in volume and his thrusts become sloppier until he finally pulls his cock from your walls and nearly collapses against your back.
With his hand clenched tightly around his shaft, he jerks himself off until heâs releasing onto your back in white hot spurts. Heâs panting hard, sweat coating his forehead, but he takes the time to press chaste kisses along your back and shoulders as the two of you attempt to calm your shrill hearts. Itâs silent in the room for a moment despite your panting breaths. Taehyung takes a moment to grab his discarded shirt and wipe at the mess heâs made before he collapses next to you at long last with a huff of air. You moan wearily, rolling off of Jungkook to lay on your back between the two.
âGod, youâre amazing,â Taehyung sighs.
You giggle up at the boy and lean towards him to kiss. His fingers rake in your hair and a few silent seconds pass before youâre nearly back to an even breathing pace. Thatâs when you notice Jungkook, his hand gripped tightly around his still painfully hard dick.
âJungkook,â You pur his name, catching his attention. âWhat are you doing?â
âWhat does it look like?â he quips.
âItâs your turn,â Taehyung points out. Jungkook glances at Taehyung and then down at you, quirking an eyebrow.
âW-Well, I just thoughtââ Jungkook stammers. âI just thought youâve had enough. Itâs okay, you donât have to.â
âI call bullshit again,â You scoff.
âBaby girl,â Taehyung hums, âdo you want Jungkookie to fuck you?â
You nod eagerly but Jungkook doesnât seem too convinced, or maybe heâs hesitant. Taehyungâs eyeing him closely, curiously, before he gaps. He bursts out into a fit of chuckles, earning both yours and Jungkookâs attention.
âShit, of course,â Taehyung grins. âHeâs probably gonna let go the minute heâs in you. Youâre close, hm?â
âOnly because sheâs already been down on me,â Jungkook grumbles.
âYou know thatâs not it,â Taehyung replies. âYouâve been wanting this forever.â
Jungkookâs eyes suddenly darken as he glares at the older boy. âTaehyung.â
âWait, what?â You ask, turning to gawk at both.
âJungkook has a little crush on you,â Taehyung smirks. âThis is all heâs ever wanted. I bet heâll bust a nut the second he fucks you and heâs embarrassed.â
You gasp as you turn to face Jungkook who looks entirely disgruntled but youâre more shocked about the fact that Jungkook likes you than anything else. Jungkook, notoriously arrogant fuckboy, whoâs seemingly made it his mission to give you a headache every waking moment by trying to flirt with you. And maybe youâve always sort of known it; maybe youâve always sort of felt the same.
âThatâs not true!â Jungkook protests. âIâIâ Well, Tae hardly finishes when heâs with another girl. Heâs jacked off to the thought of you before, tooââ
Taehyung starts. âFuck offââ
Youâre stuck between the bickering boys, staring up at both of them with a dumbfounded expression. Before either boy can strangle the other, youâre speaking up and interrupting them.
âI donât mind,â You say. âIâm just⊠surprised.â
Both boys are silent now, aggravated probably, and you giggle. You reach up to rake your fingers in Taehyungâs hair and then look up at Jungkook, using your other hand to grab onto his chin once more and force him to face you.
âCome here, you idiot,â You drawl. âI want you to fuck me. Wanna feel your dick.â
Jungkook seems taken aback but then his eyes are sweeping down your body and he writhes in his seat. Before he can protest, youâre pulling him down onto you to kiss. Itâs passionate and rough but hot altogether as your lips smack against one anothers. Jungkookâs desperate situation seems to hit him again, especially when you snake one of your hands down to his length and wrap your fingers around him to jerk him off. He pulls apart from you, gulping.
âFuck, okay, okay,â he gasps. âI need to be in you right now, please.â
You and Taehyung smirk as Jungkook shifts around on the bed to kneel between your legs. He pauses, glancing up at you once more and noting the way you bite your lower lip seductively, before finally pushing himself in. He goes slow, but not as gradual as Taehyung. You can still feel him stretching you open and he groans. He seems to slide the rest of the way in with a lewd squelch sound because of just how wet you are and then heâs buried balls deep, fitting so snug within you.
âHoly shit,â he whines. âYou werenât kidding, Tae. She feels amazing.â
Taehyung hums in agreement. âWhat does she feel like? Let her know, Kookie.â
Jungkook squeezes his eyes shut momentarily to focus. âWet,â he hisses through gritted teeth. âWarm, tight â fuck, so tight.â
He marvels at the feeling, wonders how you can still clench so tightly around him despite being stretched wide by Taehyung. He bows his head to rest in the crook of your neck and moans. His words are enough to spur on your own reaction and you whimper against him.
âOh, fuck, Jungkookââ
The sensitivity you feel in your core met with his hard cock makes you cringe but simultaneously pleases you and youâre bucking your hips for more. He groans at the feeling, his hands flying down to grip your hips. Heâs big, stretching you wide, but you feel anything but pain except for the sharp burning sensation as the intensity of your past orgasms start to hit you. He rolls his hips back and then thrusts into you so hard that you yelp and jerk back on the bed.
âGo easy on her, Jungkook,â Taehyung admonishes. âSheâs not a doll.â
âIâm sorry,â Jungkook sighs, nipping at your throat. âYou just feel so good, Y/N.â
âIâm okay,â You reassure. You feel his length twitch within you and your head lolls back. âFuck, I feel more than okay.â
âCan we try something?â Taehyung asks.
He receives two weak nods in response. Jungkook pauses, shifts the two of you until heâs on his back and youâre straddling his hips, his dick never once slipping from your core. The older boy grabs onto you and yanks you onto his hips.
âWhat do you say we give Y/N the pleasure she deserves?â he asks. He pushes his length past your folds and is rewarded by the sound of your moans as your jaw unhinges. âThink you can handle both of us, baby?â
âFuck, yes,â You gasp.
Jungkook seems just as enticed by this. Heâs careful as he pushes his cock into you and your reaction is explosive. With Taehyung already stretching you wide, you wonder how Jungkook will fit but itâs snug and perfect. You can feel him stretching you further, inch by glorious inch, and he hasnât even begun moving when your walls clench around the two of them. Taehyung hisses in your ear and Jungkook pauses at once, sputtering for air, giving you time to adjust. When Jungkook pushes himself further into your cunt, rubbing against Taehyungâs cock and your own walls, you canât help the delicious moan that falls from your lips.
âOh my god,â You whimper. âFuck, fuck, that feels so fucking goodââ
Itâs such a sticky, hot mess, and all you can hear is the sound of guttural moans and grunts. You jut your hips forward, a silent plea for something more. Jungkookâs hand grasps at your ass and then heâs pulling out. He growls suddenly, thrusting his hips forward and the sensation suddenly overwhelms you. As he picks up a pace that leaves you breathless, Taehyung slowly thrusts into you and the pleasure becomes too much. Your hands reach out to grab at anything, fingers digging eagerly into Jungkookâs chest, Taehyungâs sides.
âOh, fuck,â Jungkook grunts. His face is scrunched in pleasure and concentration, his mouth hanging open.
âYouâre doing so well, baby,â Taehyung growls. âYou like being stretched wide like this, huh? Such a good girl too. Fuckââ
Heâs sweating, but so are you, and all you can hear is the sound of yours and the boysâ moans, the vulgar wet slap with each thrust Jungkook makes. Itâs only amplified with each small leisurely thrust Taehyung makes into your throbbing pussy, his dick rubbing against Jungkookâs with each thrust. Your walls tighten around Jungkook and Taehyung as the seconds pass and you know youâre already close to your third orgasm of the night but you try to hold off despite the room spinning. All you can do is lay there for Jungkook to ravish and control, for Taehyung to enjoy, too caught up in the moment. Your breasts bounce wildly with each thrust Jungkook makes and his gaze seems fixated on your chest before flickering down to watch himself disappear inside you each time. Taehyung is raking his fingers through your hair, soothing you through your next climax and itâs close.
âFuck,â Jungkook hisses, panting hard. âIâm not gonna last.â
You push your hips forward as if to probe him on and he growls.
âNo, shit, let me enjoy this, baby,â he whines. âAh, so tightââ
Heâs grumbling to himself, cursing under his breath and you smirk tiredly. Jungkook leans his head down to kiss at your chest, catching one of your nipples in his warm mouth. His tongue swishes back and forth over the perked bud and your chest arches into his face. Your fingers are clutching tight at his hair even as he obeys and adds more force with each thrust, slowly picking up his pace. His mouth widens and he sinks lower on your breast, humming against you in pleasure. Taehyungâs own pace quickens. Itâs not as relentless as Jungkookâs but he makes sure to help aid you to your high, ramming his hips into yours until both their cocks slip into a seamless pattern. All you can focus on is the crude wetness, the way their dicks threaten to slip from your hold at how sloppy and wrecked your cunt becomes.
âAh, yes,â You hiss. âFuck, yes, yesâ So good, oh my godâ Right thereââ
Your voice is cut off by a loud moan. You feel the familiar wave hit you once more and this time you hardly have any strength to fight it off or welcome it.
âI canâtââ You wail suddenly. âFuck, I canâtâ Iâm gonna cumââ
Youâre fumbling for words to warn him that youâre close before youâre cuming around them. Their names wrench from your throat in no discernible pattern, accompanied by vulgar curses. Your body writhes between the two boys, your chest arching into his mouth, your legs tightening around Jungkookâs waist.
âYouâre doing so well, baby,â Jungkook coos. âCome on, wanna feel you cream all over usââ
Stars form behind your eyelids and explode into galaxies as they swirl down your spine and to the tip of your toes, making them and your fingers curl in delight. Your vision grows blurry and tears stream down your face at the build up of pressure finally being released for the third time and you canât help it when your mantra turns into delighted sobs and whimpers. Youâre clenched so tight that Jungkook feels as if he hardly has any space to move and the confinement of his length has him gasping. He pulls apart from your breast to watch your scrunched up face with hooded eyes. He moans again, and desperately leans down to suck at your jawline.
Youâre too spent to keep up with him or Taehyung as he helps you further to your high but you know Jungkook is close when his thrusts become messy, quick spurts. You gasp each time he thrusts up into you until heâs finally cuming.
âShit,â he hisses. âGonna cumâ Gonna let us fill you up, baby?â
âPlease, please, wanna feel it,â You mewl.
He slams his hips into yours and stills for a moment as he releases into you in one hot wave and emits a beautiful moan of your name. Youâre panting hard even as he rides out both your highs with a few more incredibly sloppy pumps before he finally collapses against your chest. The two of you are struggling to catch your breaths, your heart beating in your ears.
The room is silent, blissful, and it takes you a few moments of basking in it before youâve regained your breath. Your fingers rake in Jungkookâs soft and sweaty hair and you hum in content. His mouth presses a few open mouthed and hot kisses along your neck and jawline before connecting with your own mouth. This time, the kiss is chaste and you smile against his lips before heâs pulling out of you. You moan at the missing feeling of his warmth and the way his own cum leaks from your core, down Taehyungâs cock, and your own thighs.
But Taehyung isnât done. He thrusts up into you to ride out his own high, pushing Jungkookâs release back into you. His pace is steady, deep, and all you can both do is moan and gasp for air.
âFuck, Tae,â You rasp tiredly. âCum for me, baby.â
The boy gasps for air, nearly fumbling behind you to reach his high. âGonna make this pussy mine. Fuuckââ
When Taehyung finally reaches his own high, itâs in another sticky stream of hot cum, each fluid mingling with the other in a pitiful mess. He pulls his slackened length from you and you whimper at sudden the loss, core and legs aching. As you slide onto the bed between the two tired and breathless boys, Jungkook wipes at your glistening core with a shirt and you sigh in content.
âWhy havenât we done that before?â You gasp, earning a chuckle from both. Jungkook lets out a boisterous laugh and you flick his arm. âIf you say anything dumb, weâre never having a round two.â
âRound two?â he asks, wriggling his brows. âYou want this to happen again?â
You nod, though you can already start to feel yourself succumb to sleep as it creeps upon you. âWhat do you think, Tae?â
âI think,â The older boy hums, âthatâs your best idea yet.â
Jungkook seems surprised, excited even, and you smile sleepily. Taehyung throws his arm over your waist and pulls your back to his chest, wrapping you in his arms as he slips off to sleep.Â
Before you fall asleep that night, you snake your arm up Jungkookâs chest and let your hand rest against his beating heart which you can still feel beating shrilly even long after your messy night together.
You awake to the familiar sound of your alarm.
Itâs loud, annoying, and jolts you awake only to toss you into a haze of muddled confusion and an incredibly terrible hangover. Your head throbs and your body aches. Sunlight splashes in from the closed blinds and illuminates your face, making you squint.
âTurn that off, Jesus Christ, Y/N,â Taehyung snaps, his voice muffled and aggravated.
Your mind is too groggy to realize heâs sleeping next to you, too groggy to suddenly remember what happened the night before. Until, of course, you feel your limbs tangled with not only Taehyungâs but anotherâs. When you crane your neck to look, you see Jeon Jungkook splayed out beside you sleeping peacefully and you gasp.
The events of the night before suddenly flood your mind and everything is hazy up until your wild time with the two boys. Your muddled sober mind alerts your heart and suddenly itâs beating hard and fast in your chest as you register the situation. Youâre used to waking up with a naked Taehyung by your side but never were you used to waking up next to a naked Taehyung and Jungkook.
Jungkook stirs in his sleep then and you curse silently, diving for your phone on the floor before realizing your drastic mistake. Your core is still tender and your legs feel so delicate, nearly caving in beneath you as you wobble precariously. Somehow, you manage to grab your phone and tap the snooze button hastily. Taehyungâs still half asleep on his side but Jungkook lays on his back and youâre surprised to see him looking up at you with a quirked eyebrow and a tiny smirk.
âDonât you dare say anything,â You hiss. âHoly shit, that wasnât a dream?â
You gnaw on your lower lip and reach down blindly to grab the nearest article of clothing on the floor (one of Taehyungâs shirts) to toss over your bare body. To soothe your aching muscles, you resort to kneeling on the edge of the bed.
âIt wasnât,â Taehyung murmurs.
âNice to know you think our dicks are dream worthy though,â Jungkook snorts. âSo whenâs our round two?â
Your promise from the night before dawns on you all too suddenly and, though you feign your usual annoyance for both boys, the potential prospect of another night with the two of them thrills you to no end. Â
âIâ Iââ You stammer.
âCome back here, baby,â Taehyung muses. âItâs too early to be up right now. You can sleep a bit longer before you pretend you hate the both of us.â
Your eyes flicker down to your phone to check the time: 6 a.m. You can barely walk, let alone function this early in the morning, even without the added stress of your hangover, and sleep seems far too appealing to ignore. Maybe you can stay for a few more hoursâŠ
âFine,â You grumble. You crawl back between them and wiggle around until youâre laying back on the bed. âBut youâre making me that cup of coffee when I wake up, Taehyung.â
âAnything else, princess?â Taehyung grins.
âMaybe run me a bath too,â You wince as you settle back against the bed. âEverything hurts.â
âWill do,â Jungkook says. âGotta do the most to make sure we get that second round. Now, come hereââ
The boys snicker and, soon, the three of you have slipped back into a peaceful slumber.
You know that when you wake youâll profusely deny that the night before and the morning after had ever happened; that youâll never again find yourself in either Jungkookâs or Taehyungâs bed, much less with the both of them at the same time â but you find that you never really listen much to rules anyway.
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I survived the chaos of today đ„Č and that is worth celebrating with another chapter.
Unrecognisable Part 3
âOh my God! No, I can't!â I stopped dead in my tracks.
We had only gone about one hundred feet down the dank sewer and already I thought I was going to die from the horrific smell. Jake had LED lights for both of us so we could try to tread carefully, but seeing what we were walking through just made it that much worse. I tried to hold my breath, but realising we'd be walking for miles, that just wasn't going to cut it.
âItâs easier if you put a mask on,â Jake called out from in front of me.
âOh, I didn't think of that,â I reached for my back pocket for my mask. âUgh! I mustâve dropped it back there!â
âSucks for you!â I swear he cackled.
âYou are such an asshole, you know that!?â I yelled.
âThe more you talk the more you inhale shit!â he shouted back.
I tried coming up with a retort, but my senses had enough of my surroundings and I nearly wretched. It took all of my self-control not to lose my lunch.
âPlease, just kill me. This is too much,â I groaned.
Jake paused for a moment, then turned around to come back. With his hood and mask covering his face, I couldnât make out whether he was coming to offer support or chastise me. The last thing I expected from him was to take off his mask and to loop it around my ears. I could feel the heat in my cheeks rising from the feeling of his fingers on my skin.
âDonât you dare vomit on it,â he threatened casually.
I rolled my eyes as he went back to leading the way. Just when I thought I saw a bit of the Jake I knew, he had to taint it with the prick version. I still had so many unanswered questions, but I didnât want linger in the sewer longer than I had to. I walked quickly to catch up to Jake, who didn't even look back.
âShouldnât we be running?â I commented.
âAnd risk slipping on shit? No thank you!â he replied. âItâll take them a while to sweep the building before they realise how we gave them the slip.â
âSo, can we talk about earlier then?â I questioned.
âWhat about earlier?â I couldnât tell if he was playing ignorant or if he really was that clueless.
âYou killed those people back there,â I pointed out.
âAnd?â he acted so nonchalant about it.
âIs that an everyday thing with you?â I frowned.
âOnly when itâs necessary,â he clarified.
âThat was necessary!?â I asked in disbelief.
âFor my survival, yes, I deem it pretty fucking necessary,â he glared at me. âDonât act so high and mighty. When you have people shooting to kill you, you gain a different perspective.â
âIs that what made you so bitter?â I teased.
Jake was quiet for a moment, then responded with a simple, âNo.â
I realised I must've hit a sore spot so I left it there. âThere's still that other thing I'd like to discuss, if it's all right with you.â
âWhat?â he said with a layer of annoyance.
âDuskwood...,â I trailed off. âYou just vanished. I waited a long time for an explanation.â
âDidn't seem like it,â he mumbled. âIt was complicated.â
âTry me. We've got plenty of tunnel left,â I sighed.
âI'd rather not,â he insisted.
âOk, fine. Your turn,â I offered.
âMy turn for what?â he asked confused.
âAsk me something,â I smiled.
âIs there an option where we just walk without the noise?â
âNope! You might as well give up!â I grinned.
âI am still capable of shooting you,â he warned.
âActually, that would be a terrible idea. You'd risk igniting the methane down here and setting off a huge explosion,â I pointed out.
âBut you'd stop talking,â he reiterated.
âWow, you hate me that much, huh?â I shook my head in disgust.
I couldnât tell if Jake was intentionally ignoring me or not as his expression was impossible to read. I gave up and tried to come up with different ways as keeping myself distracted while walking down the sewers. I found trying to come up with a cover story the most time consuming of the distractions. Explaining all of this in case anyone found out was going to be difficult. It probably would be easier to just say my favourite sneakers were damaged and beyond repair in a freak incident. Same for my pants. And my jacket. You know what, the entire outfit had to go. It would save me the trouble of trying to scrub the yuck out of them. It was no wonder Jakeâs bag stunk so bad if he spent a lot of time in places like this just to escape capture. I almost felt bad for the guy. Almost. He was still a jerk.
Suddenly Jake turned and went down a side route that led to stairs up. As we climbed up, I could smell fresher and fresher air until we reached the top.
âOh thank God!â I sighed with relief when I saw the gate leading outside.
Jake opened the gate and held it for me to walk through first. To my surprise, we exited into a grove of trees. It was already well into the night, but there were street lamps in the distance. I could hear the sounds of music so we werenât far from civilisation.
âI'll have my mask back now,â Jake pushed as the gate closed behind us.
âHmm? Ok, sure,â I shrugged and handed the mask back to him. âI only vomited a little,â I teased.
Jake gave me a questioning look as if he wasnât sure whether I was joking or not, then put his mask back on.
âSo I guess I'll see you never then!â I nodded and turned to walk off.
Jake grabbed my shoulder and pulled me back, âWhere the hell do you think youâre going?â
âAway? From you?â I frowned.
âYou think it's over?â he gave me a bemused look as he took out his phone.
âIsn't it?â I raised my eyebrow in confusion.
Jake typed away at his phone, then showed me his screen. On it was a news site displaying a police sketch of a hooded man and a photo of me from my social media with the headline âLIVE UPDATES: International Criminals on the Run in Our City!â
I did a double take, âWait, what? Is this some kind of joke?â
âOh yeah, we just walked through the sewers for the fun of it!â Jake said sarcastically. âNo, the second we slipped through their fingers, they added you to the most wanted list. Their plan to use you to weaken my defences failed, and these people don't take failure well.â
âThatâs ridiculous! Look, we just have to get me to the embassy and itâll be fine,â I thought out loud.
âYour embassy?â he laughed. âYour government is the last one I trust.â
âI'll explain what happened, they'll sort it out with the government here,â I ignored him.
âNo, youâre not listening. Your government is complicit!â he grabbed my arms to make me look at him. âWho knows what will happen if you go there!â
âWhat are you talking about?â I asked apprehensively.
âWe donât have time for me to explain everything. Just trust me, they'll cover this up any way possible. You going home wonât even be a consideration for them,â he insisted.
I tried to make sense of what he was saying. I couldnât go home? That was crazy. âNo, youâre wrong! I'm innocent! I didnât do anything!â
âIt wouldnât be the first time an innocent had their life ruined by them, trust me,â he sighed. âEven if we get you home...â
âWhat? Are you saying I canât go home under any circumstance?â my voice started to shake despite my struggle to control my frustration.
Jake averted his gaze from me, âRight now we need to focus on getting distance from them. Once we do that, I'll be able to get a better feel for how bad the situation is.â
âIs there any chance we can go back to my motel?â I asked innocently. Jake gave me a confused look. âTo shower and get clean clothes!â
Jake's eyes widened, âOf course not! Anything in your name is now off limits.â
I groaned loudly, âSo I'm going to smell like this forever!?â
Jake gestured towards the sound of music, âNo, no, I've got a plan. Come on.â
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Hunter had seen his share of bad days. But this? This ranked pretty high on his all time list of fucky moments. Stabbed, robbed, and then standing in an alleyway, jamming a plasma knife into his side to stop the bleeding, all while B kept running her mouth. His vision swam, the world a blur of shapes and shadows, forcing him to stagger forward much slower than he'd have liked. "Jesus fucking Christ!" he eventually snapped, his voice hoarse, barely more than a growl. "The fact I just got stabbed ain't enough for ya, huh? You gotta stab my goddamn ears too?" his hand pressed hard against his burned wound, the smell a grim reminder of how much worse things could get. But, that wasn't the point. "I swear, I got half a mind to just slice my own fuckin' neck open so I don't have to hear you no more!" his attempt at a threatening tone fell flat, more wheeze than roar, but the frustration was real.
"Broke ass?" Hunter coughed, offended and shooting B a hardened glare. He waved a hand at her, his grip shaky, trying to muster some dignity. "I've seen the shit you do for some rats, B. Don't fuckin' go there with me." he grumbled, a part of him expecting a physical retaliation, because he had been slapped in the face a few times by her. He couldn't even remember how the constant back-and-forth between them had started, only that it never seemed to end. She knew how to push his buttons, and evidently, he did the same to her. When she tossed the pack of cigarettes, she made sure he had to stretch to catch them, an act that nearly doubled him over with pain. He shot her a look, half grimace, half glare, as he ripped the pack open like it had personally offended him. "Fuck you. I was just sayin'..."
His own grunt cut off his words, Hunter slowing his pace even more, the weight of his steps dragging. "Don't go runnin' to me later askin' for somethin' 'cause of this. Jesus." he stopped dead in his tracks, one hand clutching his side, the other already fumbling to get a cigarette to his mouth. "Just gimme a fuckin' minute." the words came out rough as he flopped back against the metal shutters of a closed storefront. They rattled under his weight, making too much noise for his liking, but he couldnât bring himself to care. Snatching the lighter from her hand, Hunter sparked up his cigarette, dragging deep, the nicotine sharp and acrid on his tongue. For a brief second, he allowed himself the distraction, eyes closing against the pain.
But her last comment brought him snapping back to reality, his gaze locking onto her with a glare. "How the fuck you gonna carry me?" he barked, his voice louder now, fueled by indignation but also disbelief at her own stubbornness. He gestured wildly at her with his cigarette hand. "Look atcha" he pointed at her small frame, her ridiculous heels. "Your ankles would snap. You got chicken legs, B. Shut the fuck up." Hunter snapped, but soon let silence settle between the two of them, continuing to smoke and take deeper inhales. All the while, he avoided looking at her before a slight slump lowered his shoulders. "God Damn, I don't feel too good." the admission was quiet, still rough and annoyed.
after years of hearing men talk, bianca has developed a particular skill. their voices slip into background noise with ease, and hunter's is no exception. he's standing there, bleeding out, and all she can hear is blah blah blah. it's almost comical, except for the blood. her eyes are locked on the gash, the angry red spilling out, while his mouth keeps moving like none of it's happening. 'why did i even bother.' she mutters under her breath, confusion pulling at her brow as she stares at his defiant face. 'are you a psychopath? you have to do something! let me take you to mara!' her voice sharpens, edged with worry, as she tries to snap him out of whatever macho trance he's in. but they were famous last words, because when the sizzling of the plasma knife stops, she swears she can still smell the burning flesh.
for a brief moment, in the silence, bianca thinks he might die. worry rising in her as she wonders how the fuck she's going to haul a slab of white meat to mara. but hunter practically awakens himself, purely to hear the sound of his own voice again. as if insulting her is the one thing that stops him from slipping to the other side. 'oh my god, you're still fucking talking?' bianca snaps, louder this time, his voice cutting back into her awareness like nails on a chalkboard. but she's relieved when he finally starts hobbling toward the clinic, her sharp point of a finger directing him like she's rounding up a naughty school boy.
'i donât want your fucking rats, broke ass.' she lets out a bitter laugh, mocking, but her eyes drop to his feet to ensure he's still dragging himself along the street. 'you think iâm gonna come to you for help after this? what can you even help me with?' her laughter bubbles up again, and then the peaceful silence drops over them. it does nothing to quell her concern for hunter, though she won't admit it. she simply isn't someone to let another person bleed out in front of her. though, a small voice reminds her that he technically dealt with it. she didn't have to urge him to the clinic. he uses chris's skills a lot, it's money. she tells herself.
his slow pace grates on her, but she bites down on her tongue, reminding herself he just cauterized his own damn wound. when he asks for cigarettes, though, she shoots him a look sharp enough to cut glass. she doesn't say anything, his demand is clear, but her glare speaks volumes. begrudgingly, she pulls a pack from her bra, tossing it toward him with lazy aim, just enough to make him reach. 'catch,' she says in a flat quip, her tone as dry as her patience. then she grabs her lighter from the other side of her bra, but this time she offers it out to him without making him stretch to catch it. a few more moments of silence and a slight grin twitches over bianca's lips. 'so...if i had a cock, you woulda let me try and carry you to mara? is that what all that was about?'
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law and order thoughts/spoilers
as usual, they're out of order thanks to citytv airing them weird, but OC/og/svu, here we go!
HATE that city tv airs these out of order. I would love to see SVU at the same time as everyone else for fucking once.
We stan a bad bitch wife. Even if she is the real villain. And this seems to be the theme of OC. But also why is this bitchâs hair always GEL SLICKED down like this?? -- WAS THAT A GAY THOUGHT?! OMGâ
OKAY NOT THIS BITCH. THE DR WHO HARVESTED ORGANS WITHOUT PARENTAL CONSENT!?!!? FuckâŠget your extraâs straight PLEASE
Okay. I GET Deniseâs pov when it comes to this shit, ESP with Ayanna missing handoff time for what Iâm guessing is not the first time post split. But like, why must we bury our gays yet again. Why canât we just have a fucking happy lgbt relationship SOMEWHERE on one of these shows???
âtwo people arenât that close for that long and never sleep together.â Stabler: âyou sure about that?â
LOOOOOOLLLLLLL as much as I donât want EO together at this point, I do love all the little easter eggs that they toss into the shows this season
Ayanna really not fucking around with these rats and girl⊠I fucking feel you
Course she lied to the police, saw that one coming. Like, this bitch is not dumb, she clearly wouldâve dumped the phone and is going to help this guy, like, come on guysâŠ
This bitch is gonna be dead before you get to the Canadian borderâŠ
OH SHIT. THIS I DID NOT SEE COMING. Shiiiiitttttt
Iâm way more invested in this than I thought I would be. As usual, I think itâs because of Ayanna
Bruh, sheâs better at de-escalation than olivia is, I said it.
This man is a CHILD. Likeïżœïżœa CHILD. Iâm over him being the main villain of this season Iâm over him, please let this only last half a season PLEASE.
I was JUST about to say âman, I think I liked this ep so much because there was so little Stablerâ and then he goes and rage punches a mirror in a public bar bathroom. Bruh. You better be paying for thatâŠ.
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Mothership time!
Okay⊠wait⊠the girl Nolan was with⊠I could SWEAR thatâs katâs cousin/sister/whateverâŠ.but shit aint up on imbd yet so someone remind me to look this up later.
AlsoâŠdid we *really* need t have two vicious subway attacks two weeks in a row guys??
Also alsoâŠ.sir⊠you are not a cop..you do not have a weaponâŠwhy are you running *toward* the shooting.
Great acting though dude, props to the shaky hands looking legit.
Cosgrove: where the hell did he go? Bruh⊠youâre asking that like you were in hot pursuit⊠heâs LONG GONE
 All they need to do to prove this wasnât the shooter is run a quick gsr test⊠likeâŠstop pushing that angle and work the other ones.
ROSSI??!! Jfc⊠lololol
Okay Iâm 99% sure laceyâs mom was a vic on svuâŠ.like I get it, there are only so many actors, esp for extras and in nyc but likeâŠcmon.. lololol (sidebar: I need imdb to update pls) (update: its not lol)
I bet that they didnât tell the mom that kate knows sign and all of this could be thrown out by a lawyer later on, though they could claim its just lip reading but like, she did invoke and a good attorney would throw hands over this. (even if theyâre not associatedâŠI cant remember the proper word rn lol)
ACCOMPLIASE! THATâS THE WORD!
Listen⊠I just donât like jack mccoy. I donât know why. And itâs more him in the new season, didnât mind him in the earlier svu eps (minus him threatening caseyâs licence multiple times but at least Donnelly had her back)
God Samâs so fucking hot. I may need to rewatch the last season so I can accurately start writing for her⊠and that RED. PLEASE!?!
Okay Nolan and this other attorney defs fucked/dated in the past. Thereâs no questioning it
TAKING THE JURY ON THE TRAIN!?? WellâŠnever seen this shit beforeâŠ(I wasnât paying attention prior to the train so like, if that was some weird imagine thing, pardon me lol) but like DAMN.
I need to have a couple of eps without Nolan. I want to see Sam take first chair or a solo case.
Yeah they definitely datedâŠ
Okay that episode was heavy.. if youâre going to watch, be known that it could defs be triggering, both the opening segment, the main living victimâs testimony and the jury on the crime scene train was all a LOT
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SVU fucking finally. Bring me my babies please!!
Therapy! Thank fucking god! I mean, sheâd obvi have to be post shooting, but like, still. Thank fuck
Okay this amanda does seem like more early season amanda, like, the defensiveness, the closed off, please donât be that closed off with your friends or carisi pls.
But also like, fuck. How hard it must be to deal with what happened when youâre at home with the girls when you canât pick either of them up because thereâs a hole in your stomachâŠ.
âwe bring HOMEâ ???!!!! SO THEY LIVE TOGETHER NOW, RIGHT!?? UGH. THE CUTENESS. I ADORE PAPA CARISI
Okay I cant decide if amanda would be all over this case because of her obsession with social media/reality tv and the like, or if she would just roll her eyes at the way the girl was acting because sheâs done that shit in the past like with⊠skyeâŠI cant remember her real name but when the vics donât see themselves as vics or want help amanda usually shoves them away
âsheâs a millennial, theyâre entitledâ OUCH OLIVIA, OUCH.
YES!! MUNCY! YES!! I LOOVE when they bring in actors realityâs into their characters (and mollyâs a huge sports fan)
Yeah right, âmy daughterâs a huge fanâ amanda?! Please. Itâs you.
GirlâŠif you wanted to not be followed and not stand out why tf are you wearing a BRIGHT pink hoodie??
Liv looking *fire* thank god this season did her so much better
Ugh COUCH CUDDLES GOD LORD HEY ARE FEEDIN US WELL
Would have been made 10000 times better IF she was wearing the Fordham hoodie
Oh jesus fucking christ. I stand by what I said earlier; amanda could never have been coping through this without having someone else helping her with the kids cause she is not okayâŠ
That ring is not gorgeous. It looks like a cheap ass plastic kids toy ring
This case is giving me major Spousal Privilege vibes.
Okay that *is* Tensley Addams momâŠ
HAAAAA!! I KNEW THE WARDROBE ADVICE WAS COMING lololol. Like, nick got told to shave INSTANTLY, this girls been walking around in jeans and baggy hoodies for way too long now.
Okay, I know this is âbasedâ off the depp/heard case, and honestly, Iâm (so far) super happy with the way theyâve done it. It couldâve been a LOT more obvious and this is like, the right way of taking âripped from the headlinesâ and making it into a plot bunny for an actual episode.
Im sorry⊠THATâS austinâs lawyer?!?! The so called âmost expensive, best lawyer in the city?â ARE YOU KIDDING ME?? No.. absolutely not. (and this isnât even me being salty about rita not being aroundâŠthis is just be thinking thereâs no way sheâs the best he could getâŠ) (and no offence to her, itâs the costuming choice in her first sceneâŠbruhâŠno..) (arraignment outfit much better)
YES!! YES!! THEY LIVE TOGETHER!!! (also there was so definitely more to that office scene and they cut it⊠FUCK)
Theres something going on with the red pants in the gallery, theres too many of them to it not be a thingâŠ
 Okay, I was right for the red pants
She canât close the courtroom??? Seriously?? I thought that was a thing? And was honestly already wondering why the gallery wasnât cleared.
Eeeeecckkk I know carisi is doing exactly what he needs to for court, but likeâŠthat argument would be something that would directly affect and hurt amanda, esp the state sheâs in rn. Thankfully, I donât see her in the courtroom so at least she wasnât witness to thatâŠ
THAT ROLIVIA SCENE OH MY GOD PERFECTION
SoâŠthe girl asks for a back exit from the precinct cause she think pappâs followed her, but she walks out the front stairs of the courthouse post verdict???
How tall is this kid!?? Like heâs bigger than carisi?!
Okay, we were fed WELL tonight besties. I am so thankful to finally see amanda realizing what her issues are and dealing with them while having the full support of her (presumably) closest friend liv and her love, like, this is healing, this is growth and progress. Do I hate that sheâs going to leave in a few eps? Absolutely. But this is so much better than the past.
This week had yet another great episode.
#law and order#law and order svu#law and order special victims unit#law and order organized crime#rollisi#rolivia#olivia benson#amanda rollins#sonny carisi#svu
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U&I; bully!megumi
warnings/tw; smut, orgasm denial, oral (both f and m receiving), unprotected sex, cockwarming, slight degrading, overstimulation, squirting, slapping, creampie, stomach bulge, slight blood, fluff towards the end (sheesh thatâs a lotđ)
(all characters are of age)
bully characters event w/ @angedelouvre <3
summary; you always tried to understand him, what you didnât know was that he was obsessed with you, not knowing how to show his love.
w.c; 5.0k
(based on the song U&I by the neighbourhood)
there were many occasions where people would call you naive. your small group of friends, your parents, even strangers of all sorts. they called you naive because they knew you had a choice.
they knew you could just report him to your teachers, school council or, principal even. they knew you were holding back. many times you felt shame, embarrassment, sheer humiliation. the venom in his voice would tug at your heartstrings and threaten to poison you. but you knew you were already poisened.
you asked yourself the reason to being quite. especially the times when he would hurt your feelings to the point you would think of reporting him. it would be a thought shimmering around your head, circling until you felt dizzy to the brim, tears threatening to spill. but you wouldnât cry. you knew you were stronger than that, you knew you could handle it. you had enough practice thanks to your family anyway.
your problem was that, you were too understanding.
too empathic. your heart felt bad for the boy. you had done your research on him. knew that his mother was dead. knew that she probably died due to the not-so obvious criminal acts of his dad.
his dad was threatening. you only saw him once or twice at school, on rare occasions it was that he would drop his son off with his black heavy-duty ram. as if he couldnât get any more intimidating, he had a scar across his lips, frown on his face, bored look in his eyes, thick muscles and veins gripping the steering wheel.
your eyes would dart to megumi, as he would get out the car, closing the door with force you knew wasnât needed. the noise echoing through your ears as his dad would reciprocate with the sound of the heavy engine speeding off. your lips would form a thin line, thinking if thatâs the tension between them without any words, what hell was it at home?
would they scream and shout at eachother? break things? would his introvert and brooding sister get caught up between the two hot-headed men? would they not even talk? as deadly silence fills the whole house?
you would be brought out of your thoughts and snapped back to reality as fushiguro would walk past you, light scoff leaving his velvet lips. looking at you with a frown as if you were below him. as if you were ought to be ashamed for staring at him. as if you didnât have permissionïżŒ to. the threatening look in his dark blue eyes would raise the beats of your heart, yet you wouldnât look away. you knew you would pay for it later anyway.
you would watch as he walked away, your eyes darting to his hair. noticing how it wasnât styled and spiky today as it is normally. his hair was almost messy, as if he wasnât bothered to do anything with it. a few strands covered his forhead, making him look almost.. soft. you internally laughed at yourself for ever associating that word with the boy.
you would zone out all day in your classes, thinking of all the possibilities. thinking of what life fushiguro had to live at home. trying to understand why he would act the way he did. why he felt the need to bully you, no. you hated that word. you hated what it implied. you would like to believe he would only pick on you. maybe you were in denial. thatâs what everybody would tell you. even your brain, telling you that you like to be his punching bag.
so what if he had issues at home? so what if he had self-issues and most definitely daddy issues? that would be no reason to hurt you. a girl. no, that would be no reason to hurt anyone. thatâs what the rational parts of your brain would tell you. the other parts, the more naive and dumb parts, would tell you you want to help him somehow. even if he got some sort of relief by hurting you. you would want to help him.
you didnât know why you would sacrifice your mental and emotional well being for a boy like him. but something pulled you in. he was like a damn magnet. a negative one. and you were the positive. thatâs all you would think about sitting in physics class. but the negative and positive should attract eachother. then why were you the only would attracted? were you?
your thoughts were interrupted by the ringing sound of the bell, everyone picking up their backpacks and leaving. you would always be last to leave the classroom, sometimes staring too hard out the window, getting lost in your thoughts. there was something peaceful about an empty classroom, a place that was always constantly filled with noise and people, now quite.
you sighed as you picked up your bag and slowly started making your way out the classroom, you had a free period now, which you would usually go and have lunch with your friends in. however today you were feeling nauseous, not really in the mood to chew or even swallow anything.
as you opened the class door, making your way to the empty halls, you felt a strong pair of hands grab on to your shoulders, making you flinch. they pushed you back into the classroom in a flash, you were now pushed up against the classroom wall, door closing shut by itself. as you tried to calm your breathing and opened your eyes, you saw the familiar dark blue ones staring down at you with a glint of madness swimming in them. you wish you could swim in them.
your heart started beating faster. how did he know you took this class? you looked down at his hands on your upper arms, hissing as you looked up at him with your eyebrows furrowed, as if you wanted to tell him it hurt with your eyes. not wanting to talk. he slightly loosened his grip on your arms. but still keeping his big hands on you. as if to remind you, to make you aware of his intimidating presence.
he spoke through his teeth, with the same venom in his voice as always, âwhat the fuck were you doing watching me this morning?â he searched your eyes for an answer, yet the only thing he saw was his own so called hate in them.
you batted your eyelashes slowly, âI- huh?â
his grip tightened again in a mere second, pushing you into the wall as you winced, your back hitting against the hard wall. âdonât fucking bullshit me, l/n. you come to school from the other side, what the fuck were you doing on the east side where I get off?â ïżŒ
you closed your eyes and tried to control your breathing. not wanting to break beneath his firm touch and voice. you spoke in a low voice as you looked down, â..I wasâ waiting for a friend that gets off there.â
you felt both his hands let go of you, dropping by his sides. you felt his fingers on your chin, making you flinch visibly, his brows furrowing at you as he made you look up to his eyes.
your eyes darted all around his face, his cheeks looked so soft, his lips pressed together as his face was dangerously close to yours. you finally looked up to his eyes, they were as if searching for something within yours, you bit on your lower lip, his hand left your chin. muttering âliar.â before he swiftly got out, leaving you a mental mess in the empty classroom.
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the day passed quite slowly, it seemed like every hour was adding a new weight on your head. you picked up your bag and left your last class, gaze on the floor as you thought about a certain raven-headed asshole.
you werenât feeling like going home, youâd usually go home after the sun sets, listening to music and biking around. your parents could care less anyway, busy with their own bickering. you walked to the school parking lot, trying to get to your bike.
a tall figure caught your attention as he was leaning against a tree, the shadow of the big willow covering his face. your eyes darted to the willow tree, the cool breeze making the leaves swish from side to side. willows, hope. belonging. safety.
you walked towards the tree, the bike stands being right next to it. you glanced at the boy again, almost gasping as your eyes locked with the same blue ones from earlier today. he walked towards you, hint of a smirk on his face. you swiftly tried to untie your bike and leave. not wanting any more conflict, you thought you couldnât take it.
he grabbed on to your arm with a tight grip, your eyes shooting daggers at him, âlet me go.â for once, venom filled your voice. he gave you the most shit-eating grin, âI wanna talk to you, bunny.â you tolled your eyes at the unfamiliar nickname.
you felt rather bold today, the blood in your veins rushing to your ears as you raised your voice, âlet me fucking go. go and release your daddy issues somewhere else, fushiguro.â
he raise his brows, âthe sweet innocent girl is swearing at me? insulting me? you seem to forget who youâre talking to, sweetie.â his grip on your arm tightened as he pulled you away from your bike before you could undo the restrains. he started pulling you towards the parking lot.
your legs walking for you at this point, you dumbfoundedly followed him as he kept tugging on your arm. almost throwing you when he let go, his voice filled with anger, âget in.â he said as he got into a black hellcat charger parked in the parking lot.
you stood there, the rational part of your brain practically yelling at you to not get in a car with your bully. but your legs were already walking for you before you could listen to your own warnings.
the smell of cedarwood and musk hit your nose as you sat down in the leather seats next to him. looking out the window, you huffed. crossing your arms as the car started with a roar, âwhere are we going?â
he glanced at you from the side of his eyes, âshut your smart little mouth.â this time, his voice wasnât filled with the usual venom, it had a hint of..playfulness?
you dropped your hands in your lap and fidgeted with them, tapping one of your legs against the floor of the car slowly as he pulled out of the parking lot snd onto the street. that didnât go unnoticed by fushiguro, his eyes darting to your fingers and your bumping leg, piecing together that you were indeed nervous.
he spoke in a low, menacing voice, âIâm not gonna kill you, donât worry.â you looked at him with this, letting out a dry chuckle, âoh! like that makes it sound less-creepy!â
he didnât say anything as he smirked and sped up. the car hit a speed bump, his arm shot to you, holding it infront of your form as to shield you like a seatbelt, his bicep pressing into your chest. he removed his arm after a few seconds as fast as he had brought it. your cheeks grew red, putting on your seatbelt, not wanting that to happen again. or did you?
he turned on the carâs radio, and put on a song with a few swipes of his slender fingers on his phone. the screen lighting up and reading âSoftcoreâThe neighbourhoodâ. your scoff at the universe being hidden as he raised the volume and sped up again.
the ride to wherever he was going was pretty long, at some point your eyes drooping from the tiredness of the school day, but immediately opening back up as you didnât trust the boy enough to be unconscious around him.
after a few minutes, you arrived at lookout. he got out the car, and sat down on the hood. you sighed, and got out after him. the view of the city was breathtaking, the sun hiding under the clouds, a few minutes away from setting down completely. the sky a mix of purple, pink, and orange.
you stood by the car door, watching the view as he glanced at you, a ghost of a smile at his lips.
you took slow steps towards him, standing next to the hood of the car yet not sitting down beside him. you moved your eyes from the view and to his face, the sunset had painted his face a faint orange, the dark blue of his eyes almost looking brown. you sighed for what seemed to be the umpteenth time of the evening, âwhy did you bring me here, fushiguro?â
he turned his head to you, motioning for you to sit down next to him. you did. but he stood, moving to stand infront of you, his face being much higher than yours than it usually is. his glanced moved between your lips and you eyes, âI fucking hate you, angel.â
before you could react, he leaned down swiftly, catching your lips in his, putting one palm on the hood of the car next to your thigh and placing the other on your cheek, holding you as his soft lips pressed against yours. his cool cedarwood cologne filling your nose as it pressed against his.
you suddenly came to your senses, hitting his chest with both your hands, looking up at his now lust-filled blue orbs. he took your wrists and placed both your hands around his neck as he leaned into you again, this time you felt his tongue against your lips, begging to enter. you refused, that was until his hands went to palm your ass on the car, making you gasp as he slid his tongue into your mouth.
your tongue slowly moved against his, yet he still dominated your mouth. your hands starting to move on him, one going to grip his bicep and the other intertwining in his soft hair, you were so thankful his hair was soft today for whatever reason. no hint of any of the excessive gel he uses to hold up his spikes. as your hand easily glided through his raven locks, he grunted into your mouth, moving closer to you, opening you thighs with his hands so he could stand in between them.
you pulled away, your lungs not the only thing threatening to combust. a string of saliva connected you both until his ragged sighs and breaths broke it. your looked up at him, your eyes swiftly switching between each of his eyes. he looked down at you and blinked slowly, suddenly pulling you flush against his chest, his arms tightly wrapped around your figure, face burried in your neck.
you slowly wrapped your arms around his waist, snuffling against his chest as it smelt heavenly. he groaned. you pulled backïżŒ, looking up at him with a confused look, until he motioned his head downwards between the both of you. only then you realized something hard poking at your thigh. your face grew red as you burried you head in his chest again, feeling a deep chuckle come from it. he spoke in a deep, throaty voice against the shell of your ear, making you shiver, âare you a virgin?â
you moved away from his chest, looking up at his dark eyes, the sun was almost completely behind the horizon now. you slowly shaked your head, blushing. he smirked, âyou naughty little thing.â
before you could say anything else, he picked you up by your ass, your hands going to tighten around his neck and your legs around his waist. you could hear one of the car doors open as your buried your face into his neck, smelling his cologne, something you clearly couldnât get enough of.
he sat you down on the edge of the backseat, the car door still open as he knelt down in between it, looking up at you with soft eyes. you felt a lump in your throat as you started to get anxious. he realized it too, his burrows furrowing as he put his hands on your kness, his thumbs rubbing circles on your thighs. âwhatâs wrong, baby?â
your heart threatened to convulse at the nickname, sucking in a breath before you slowly spoke, âare..are you going to..use me? and- and thenââ
he cut you off as he squeezed your thigh with one hand, and put his other palm on your cheek. âdonât say that..please.â
you didnât know if he was genuine or not, his gaze holding an unreadable expression. but you fell for him anyway. you knew you were going to be at his mercy and do whatever he asks of you.
his eyes searching for something in yours, you nodded your head against his palm. at that, he gripped your legs and pulled you forward even more, your ass just barely on the seat of the car. his slender hands trailed up your thighs, long fingers resting on the waistline of your pants. your breaths were messy and uncollected as he slowly slid your pants down to your ankles, his gaze landing on your slightly damp underwear.
he licked his lips. the action being too intriguing for you, you leaned down, grabbing a hold of the back of his soft black hair as you smashed your lips against his. at first, he was surprised and didnât move, then he started meeting your hungry open-mouthed kisses to his lips, tongues fighting like a tug of war.
he eventually pulled away, a slight smirk on his face âsuch a needy little slut, hm?â
you bite your lip as he leaves wet kisses on your lower thighs, inching closer to where you needed him most slowy. he looks up at you, and oh lord you could probably cum on the spot from only his gaze. you bite your lip harder. with the action, he let out a deep growl, biting harshly on your thigh, sure to leave a mark. he soothed it with his tongue and he spoke, mouth coming of your skin with a âpopâ, âdonât you dare hold back your moans,â he pressed more wet kisses to your thighs, occasionally sucking and nibbling on the soft skin. âbeen wanting to hear emâ for so long, donât hold back baby.â
little pants and sighs started leaving your mouth, your hips slightly bucking, trying to find some friction with the edge of the leather seat beneath you. fushiguro noticed, of course. his hands came to grip your hips, holding you down firmly as he tutted. âdonât be bad now. patience, angel.â you whined at his words, a low chuckle leaving him as his hands now gripped the waistband of your underwear, slowly pulling it down.
you pressed your thighs together, nervousness creeping up your veins. he looks up at you with his dark blue eyes which looked black as the night before you. âcâmon now, lemme see that pretty pussy, yeah?â
you hesitated. he didnât, gripping your thighs tightly as he pried your legs open. glistening cunt bare to his eyes now. he licked his lips, something you could get used to.
he pressed soft kisses on your inner thighs as he moved closer, hot breath fanning over you cunt. you clenched around nothings as he pressed a soft kiss on your clit, you bit your lip again.
a sudden sharp sting on your clit from his teeth made you scream, looking down at him as he hummed around your lips, gaze never leaving yours. you knew what he meant. he wanted you to be more vocal.
his tongue flicked around your sensitive clit, making you squirm beneath him as you started letting out quite moans, spurring him on to him against your clit as he attacked you with his tongue. his hums would spur you on to moan more, making him hum more. it was a whole cycle of the two of you getting lost in eachotherâs sounds and pleasures.
as soon as your moans turned into whines and your thighs began to slightly shake against his hold, he pulled away, your wetness covering his chin and his lips. making him practically glow in the darkness surrounding you both. you whined, the knot in your stomach slipping from you and getting lost in his gaze.
he licks all around his lips, âyouâre not cumming unless itâs âround my cock, angel.â his gruff voice making you shiver. with that, he stood up, making you lay back in the car seats. he hovered over you, one of his legs still out of the car, as his other leg was in between yours. he brought his lips down to yours, tongues instantly linking together as he hummed in your mouth. you could taste yourself on his tongue, your hands went to his neck and hair, slightly tugging on the black locks.
with a firm grip on his hair, you brought your other hand to his shoulder, pushing him down to sit, his back against the closed door of the car, one of his long legs stretched out on the seat and the other rested in a normal seating position on the floor of the car.
he furrowed his brows at your boldness, lips giving you a soft, lust-dazed smile. you put your hands in his thighs, slightly tugging at his pants. he lifted his hips to take off both his pants and underwear with a chuckle. you wanted to hear that sound forever.
the whole time you looked at his face, kind of intimidated to look down, as he finished and looked at you, he raised a brow, âIt wonât bite yâknow.â
you slowly looked down, your eyes widening at his length. his cock was pretty. he looked long, very longâ maybe more than 7â. the head of his cock was flushed a pretty dark pink, slightly darker than the rest of his length. precum leaking down his dick from the tip.
the sound of another heavenly chuckle of his brought you out of your daze, he waited patiently for you. not trying to push you. was this the fushiguro you really knew? how was he being so soft? so kind almost?
you moved your hand towards him, gripping his length as he hissed. you pumped him slowly, his eyebrows furrowing and mouth hanging open as he let out ragged breaths and threw his head back.
you could easily say he looked the prettiest right now. so you did, âitâs so pretty.â
his dark eyes moved from the ceiling to you, raising a brow as he tried to smirk, you hand tightening around him made him wince instead.
âp-pretty?â he said in a shaky voice, almost making you chuckle. you smiled and nodded your head. if you werenât in pure ecstatic bliss right now, you would believe fushiguro blushed at your words.
you slowly leaned down to his cock, he held his breath as your soft lips pressed a kiss to his tip. you circled your tongue around his head, his thighs slightly shaking at the action. soft pants leaving his plum lips.
you slowly took him in your mouth, less than half of it barely fitting before it hit the back of your throat. you looked up at him, he was biting his lips, looking down at you. you disconnect from his cock with a âpopâ, a few strings of saliva around your lips as you licked them, âwanna hear you too.â you said softly, he nodded swiftly, wanting you to continue your previous actions.
you licked a strip all the way on the prominent vein showing at the side of his length. he winced in pleasure, moaning as you took him in your mouth again, bobbing your head up and down in a slow pace.
he gave out a slow whine, his hand moving to your shoulder, pulling you back from his now saliva-covered cock. his face scrunched as he took deep breaths, âiâm c-close, donât wanna cum in your mouth.â you looked at him dumbfounded, he gave out a low chuckle, âcâmere.â he shifted on the car seat, sitting down completely and pulling you into his lap.
he held your chin, bringing your lips down to his, you melted into him, letting him dominate your mouth with his tongue. you gasped and moaned as you felt him shift, his cock sitting right at your entrance. he looked up at you, holding your hips, âgonna put it in slowly, kay?â his velvet voice making you shiver, you nodded. feeling his tip between your folds, you moaned, hands tightening on his broad shoulders.
he slowly pushed you down onto him, filling you to the brim. you screamed from the stretch, your eyes squeezing shut as he shushed you and drew small circles on your hips with his thumb. you opened your eyes, lids heavy on lust, your teeth pressed down so hard on your lower lip it drew blood. he leaned forward, licking the blood of your lips, then pressing his lips softly to yours.
you made out as his cock still sat in you, unmoving. you could feel him twitch against your walls as you bit on his lip while pulling it. he looked down between you, âfuuuuck,â you looked to where his gaze was, slightly confused. you saw what he was gawking it, his long cock made a bulge in your stomach, you clenched around him involuntarily, making him hiss as he spoke through his teeth, âif you clench around me one more time iâm going to cum without having fucked you.â there was venom in his voice, but it was delicious, you wanted it. you were insatiable.
you clenched around him, this time on command. he groaned as he pressed down on the bulge his cock made on your stomach with his slender fingers. you felt warm liquid fill you up, you moaned, as he started fucking into you, the sound of skin slapping filling the car.
you could feel his cum from a few seconds prior leak onto his thighs as he kept fucking into you, with a bruising pace. you screamed as his hand landed a harsh slap on your ass, kneading it with his palm to soothe the pain, âfuckâfuck, fuck i told you iâd cum, now youâre gonna have to take it.â you clenched around him with his words, cumming around him with a loud whine as he slapped your ass again.
his movements didnât falter for a second. fucking you through your orgasm and after it, your hands pushing away at his chest pathetically, pulling a menacing chuckle from him as he held your arms as you shook.
you had barely came down from your high when you felt him slap you other ass cheek, thrusting into you harder than before if that was even possible, his balls slapping your ass with each movement, your thighs shaking. âf-fushiguroââ, he grunted, âmegumi. say my name.â you shivered, âm-megumi!!â a chant of blabbers leaving your mouth as he fucked you dumb. âthatâs right angel.â
he buried his head into your neck, you could feel his hot breaths on the shell of your ear, his movements slowing down, or so you thought. he started a different pace, instead of fast thrusts, he gave you hard ones, pulling out of your ruined cunt slowly and thrusting back in harshly after a few seconds.
both his palms went to your ass, holding your cheeks to move you with them, he spoke into your ear with a thrust of his hips, âi want you to know,â another hard thrust, making you scream, he spoke with a deep voice, âi need you to be,â another thrust, he groaned as you clenched around him, trying to suppress your moans so you could hear him. âi need you to beâfuck-argh-someone for me in my life,â you wrapped your hands around his head, his mouth leaving sloppy kisses on your neck as he thrusted again, âi canâtâ i canât let you g-go.â
your hand tugged on his hair, and that was his breaking point, cumming into you again as he thrusted, his thumb going to rub on your clit, making you cum with a scream as you tightened around him. your whole body shaked as he held you close, your pussy gushed from the overstimulation, your fluids covering his abs in a glistening sight.
you stood like that for a while, embracing eachother as your bodies cooled down. after a few seconds, he helped you get off of him, cleaning the both of you with a few tissues as he handed you your clothes.
you didnât know what you were now, you just knew you were happy. you were happy when you screamed out the window of his car, his hand resting on your upper thigh as you urged him to shout at the empty road too.
you were happy when he got you both food, eating together as you laughed and talked. you were happy because you felt safe.
safe to just talk for hours with him about your fears and the things youâre ashamed of.. hours of pure vulnerability with him, and when you would look up, expecting the worst. you would feel his lips against yours.
only one thing bugged and ate away at your head when he dropped you off at your house, making you still your hands on the doorbell,
he never apologized.
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riptide (m) | k.sj. | (1/2)
one | two
pairing:Â kim seokjin x reader
rating:Â m (18+)
genre:Â angst | smut | established relationship!au
summary:Â It takes a foolishly trivial incident to unravel how astonishingly little you and Seokjin actually understand each other. It has you questioning your relationship, and him? Well, heâs questioning his whole life.
warnings:Â swearing + implied alcohol consumption + realistic relationship problems + mentions of insecurities, jealousy, complicated mental dispositions + emotional distress + sexual situations (unprotected penetrative sex, dirty talking, a bit of manhandling, fingering) + mentions of masturbation + a ton of miscommunication (refer to the summary smh)
word count: 12.3 k
note:Â itâs FINALLY done, yâall! came up to be a monster of 25k words, so i decided to split it into two. iâll drop the other part next week. this took a lot more time, energy and re-writing than iâd thought it would. i began writing this in january - itâs been five excruciating months! đ© i really hope y'all will like this one~ đ„șđ
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riptide (n) â a dangerous area of strongly moving water in the sea, where two or more currents meet.
Lady, running down to the riptide - Taken away to the dark side - I wanna be your left hand man.
The turn of events has been so fucking hilariously impossible that Seokjin has literally been rendered speechless. Which doesn't happen often, mind you. What can he do, he is just extremely wittyâhe always has something to say about everything, usually and preferably with impeccable comic timing. Especially when it comes to you.Â
This, though. This completely baffling scenario, right in front of him, has him gaping like a goldfish with no words to say.
"Final call, Jin. Gawk at me for five more seconds and I walk out of here," you threaten, an elegant arm poised at your waist and gorgeously plump lips pressed into a thin line. "Say something?"
And Seokjin still cannot formulate a single word, because what the actual fuck? How can you even think that he could everâÂ
"Alright." You catwalk out of his bedroom, leaving him blinking into space.
He jumps the next second, leaping after you. "Honey! How wouldâwhatâI can neverâwhy do I even have to sayâwill you wait? Youâre being so ridiculous, right now, I hope you know that!"
If he wasn't in such a fix, Seokjin would physically cringe at his speech. It was better when he was just gaping.
âHoney! Stop being so overdramatic, youâve known me and youâve known Jimin! For years! Stop acting like you seriously donât know what happened, here!â
You don't stop, though, gliding down the stairs and hopping over the haphazardly tossed items in the living room as you exit out of the house.
And then you're gone. You're really gone, over something so fucking ridiculous, that Seokjin still has no words to say.
All he knows is that his girlfriend of five years has finally gone crazy enough to jump to conclusions of such high magnitude of stupidity.
And, that Park Jimin is a dead man.
It all begins on an unsuspecting Sunday morning, when the entire house is smelling of weed, stale booze and some worse fluids.Â
Last night, Seokjin vacated his own bedroom for the boys to smoke up in at Jimin's request, because that is the only well ventilated room of the house. He spent the night in Yoongi's room with earplugs in, dead to all the chaos in the houseâas he often does on party nightsâto catch up on his beauty sleep. He cannot afford any unbecoming dark circles or, God forbid, breakouts.
And no, that's not a comedic moment, he really does need his face looking perfect this week for reasons outside of personal gratification too, because he has a shoot on Tuesday. He especially took a leave from his part-time job at the Mexican restaurant downtown where his girlfriend, you, work full-time, on a Tuesdayâsaying goodbye to all the amazing tips always forwarded to the cooks on Taco Tuesdayâfor this. Nothing would mess up his face.
Not to mention that one very important audition for a very gigantic project he's been looking forward to. They're yet to announce the date, but it would be this very month. He hasn't really told you much about it, planning a huge surprise for later whenâif, actually, but he prefers to be unrealistically optimistic in every situation possibleâhe bags the coveted position, at the end. He hasn't really decided upon much, other than a long drive and a picnic date to one of those grasslands on the city's outskirts that you love so much. Oh, and bringing up the prospect of moving in together in an apartment with just the two of you.Â
He's pretty certain you must not remember him raving about the opportunity, because it has been months since he did that. He then proceeded to be covert about all the mini auditions and trainings he underwent to prepare for the final audition, and he is confident you have not connected the dots.
But that is all a discussion for later â he doesn't even know when he would be auditioning.Â
The crux of the whole matter is that he needs to keep looking as flawless as he can until that audition happens.
So he has slept like a baby, last night, while the rest of his friends have partied, including two out of three of his housematesâHoseok and Jiminâalong with Taehyung and Taehyung's girl. Namjoon had foregone attendance in lieu of the Halloween party, next weekend, that he knows he would definitely be forced to attend because Hoseok is hosting. Yoongi, his third and final housemate, escaped the house altogether to spend a night of music-making with Jungkook in his dorm.
So, in the morning, when Seokjin is moving around his kitchen that seems to have been hit by a tornado, checking the fridge and mentally praying that his baggie of smoothie ingredients is still in good shapeâa scream echoes around the house.
Seokjin freezes. That sounded a lot likeâŠyou.
Immediately alert, he runs out of the kitchen and into the drawing room. Hoseok is hanging upside down on one of the couches, something that looks a lot like undigested white sauce pasta puddles on the ground, inches from his new, fiery red hair. Seokjin grimaces.
"Kim Seokjin!" your screech tears the silence.
Seokjin twists on his heels, looking up in the direction of his bedroom. It really is you. And you're in his bedroomâthe room he did not occupy last night.
God only knows what kind of a scene you have walked in on. He hopes these idiots didnât have an orgy up there, although he really canât put it past them.
Not waiting another second, Seokjin rushes up the stairs and pushes through the doors to his bedroom. His mouth falls open on an audible gasp.
You stand next to his bed, dressed up elegantly in a navy dress that ends above your kneesâwhich makes him wonder if you are here for an impromptu breakfast dateâwith one hand clutching his duvet that has uncovered what looks likeâŠ
âŠa head of long, dirty blonde hair.
Who the fuck?
In his bed?
"Hey, Honey!" Seokjin's voice is a squeak. "You⊠you here for a date?" he manages out of a suddenly parched throat.
You roll your eyes. "Uh huh. A fact you would've known if you looked at the texts I sent you last night." Your eyes are narrow at him. "This explains why you didn't, though. Busy night, Jin?"Â
He balks at your words, at a loss. How could you even think it was him, when you know all about Park Jimin and his escapades?!Â
Seokjin's blood boils. Fucking Jimin. There is going to be blood on Seokjinâs hands.Â
In the midst of it, the blonde head shifts.Â
Soon after, as you two watch, a pair of brown eyes with smudged makeup emerge from inside Seokjin's bedâand the audacity?! Thereâs makeup all over his covers! Jimin will pay for the dry cleaning. The face is followed by a whole, tiny woman of five-something feet who is, thankfully, covered in a shirt.
Seokjin is almost not breathing when the blonde starts to give him a dreamy smile, his gaze switching between her and you. And itâs extremely stupid, because he hasnât seen this woman before, ever, in his entire life. But he catches the way your arms fall to your sides and those elegant, dainty fingers of yours ball up into fists as you look at the blondieâs face.
Fortunately, the girl recognises him at last before her grin could turn fully dopey, and with a squeak, jumps out of the bed. âYouâre notâum. Hi. Sorry, I, uh. Iâll get going.â
And surprisingly, she does exactly that in less than a minute, leaving you to stare down at Seokjin.
âYou know, itâs really unbecoming for a girlfriend to keep finding girls in her boyfriendâs bed every other week and not be given an explanation, ever.â Your tone is teasing, but your eyes are taunting. âYou shouldnât always be so dismissive, you know? What if I start getting ideas? I donât think you even remember how to make up with your girlfriend, at this point, because I never fight.â
That is when Seokjin starts gawking. And literally doesnât stop until youâve left the house.
âI donât get it,â Jackson says, stuffing cold noodles into his mouth and chewing on them without closing it. âDo you think he cheated on you, or do you not think he cheated on you?â
You look at your best friend with your face twisted up in disgust. You swear to God you would never have agreed to make friends with this guy on your motherâs insistence when the Wang family moved in next doors to you, had you known heâd turn out to be such a barbarian a decade later. Twelve-year-old Jackson had been such a decent kidâstudious, elegant, well-mannered. What went wrong, along the way?
You exhale, shifting on your chair, very wary of any dried up fluids that you might come in contact with. âI know he did not cheat on me, Jax, the very notion is completely ridiculous.â
Jackson stops chewing and looks away from the WWE match playing on the TV to squint at you. âIâmâŠconfused? Wait. What is the problem, then? What are you mad at him for?â
To be completely honest, you arenât quite certain yourself.
But you do know that you donât feel good. And that this feeling has been building up over a couple months, but you have only really acknowledged it head-on, today, in all five-something years of your relationship. Five years, seven months and eight days, to be exact, but thatâs kinda besides the point.
Youâve had at least a few monthsâ worth of buildup that has gotten you to this point, you would admit. Especially after Seokjin had to cancel that visit to your hometown at the end of June, for your parentsâ thirty-fifth wedding anniversary celebration because he had an important audition for a big-brand ad film. The cancellation was acceptable, but his offhand comment that, âthirty-five isnât even that special, weâll get them a huge gift for their fiftieth,â stayed with you longer than it shouldâve. Things got okay-ish when you reminded yourself how Seokjin never really thought too hard about things he said, always being a humorous, unattached clown in every situation. But this morning's dismissal has pushed you over that edge. You straightaway goaded him, claiming he doesnât remember how to make it up to you, and all you got in response was his shock and being called âridiculousâ and âoverdramatic.â Fun.
You were most certainly joking, if a bit caustically, when you said what you did. He could have taken it as a joke and laughed it off. He could have taken it as a threat and comforted you, said it was Jimin that used his room, and maybe kissed you. You already knew what had happened when you saw the girl, anyway. But this was probably the third time this situation had happened, this month.Â
Sure, you are understanding and really do know Jimin and what all he gets up to, but is that really supposed to be such a given? Asking your boyfriend to hug you close and kiss your forehead when you discover a girl in his bed just as you were about to cuddle the lump of sheets thinking it was him, is not too much to expect, is it?
Granted, Seokjin has never been extremely expressive, but still. It feels like heâs consciously trying to keep you at a distance, these past few months.
You donât have the complete grasp of the storm of thoughts in your head yet, but you want to try and explain it to Jackson the best you can.Â
âIt was about respect, in a way, I guess,â you quietly mumble, and Jackson turns the TV off, now sitting cross legged on the couch to face your chair. He puts away his takeout container to frown at you, probably gleaning how serious this is for you. âHe stood there, without saying a single word, expecting me to stop being mad. Almost willing me to stop being mad by making these big, incredulous eyes at me. Like it was that horrible of his girlfriend to demand for an explanation when she found a girl in his bedroom. It was just the two of us, I wasnât making a scene in front of anybody. He justâugh! He couldâve simply asked me to not be mad, said it was Jimin who spent the night in the room and maybe even laughed about it, or plotted Jiminâs murderâI wouldâve joined inâbut no. He acted like I was being stupid, told me not be ridiculous and dramatic. And that made me feel really stupid.â
Jackson winces. âAnd why do you think you were not being stupid?â
You exhale. âI wasnât. Because I wasnât actually accusing him of anything, and five years down the lane, he should know that now. I just wanted him to say it and not scold me when I tease-taunted him. He always expects me to know everything. And even though I always do, it gets tiring sometimes. These weird thoughts get to you â that maybe youâre being too understanding and heâs using that to his advantage, you know?â You look down at your lap, playing with your nails. âItâs justâŠum. I wanted him to coddle me, I guess. To treat this as something big because I was throwing a tantrum about it and, just, I donât knowâtry to cajole me? Assuage me with his words, maybe? But he didnât. Because he hasnât done that in forever. Because I never need him to, because I always freaking understand everything!â A sob leaves you.
Jackson pats the place next to him. âCâmere, you dumdum, and stop hyperventilating,â he mumbles, hugging you to his side when you move to sit on the couch. âI donât exactly understand how the relationship dynamics work, but from what you told me, I get that you wanted attention? Some loving? And instead you got disappointed looks because Jin expected you to be mature and rational about it â the way you always are â and that too with his fucking eyes and some low-key insult words? Is it something like that?â
Wow, Jackson really paraphrased all that amazingly. âYes, actually. Itâs exactly that.â
Jackson sighs. âYâall have been together a long time, babe, so I guess itâs kind of a given that youâd get to a no-bullshit point. Which is why he hasnât done that in forever, because yâall probably donât need that kinda stuff between you anymore.â
âI get that, itâs how a relationship matures. But Iâm pretty certain that itâs not supposed to make me feel like this,â you sound slightly muffled, having stuffed your face into Jacksonâs hoodie-covered chest. âI feelâI feel like we got too comfortable and now heâs just started to take me for granted. And I also feel like Iâm being too needy. Am I being needy and annoying? Heâd hate me if I told him all this, wonât he? Half of the reason weâve worked out so well is because weâre both career oriented and donât waste time overthinking stupid shit.â You gasp. âOh, noâwould he leave me? Heâs used to his girlfriend being mature, not needyââ
You are cut off when Jackson pulls you away by your shoulders, giving you a serious look. âWait, wait, stop. What did you say? Not the needy part, youâre allowed to be needy once in all the damn three-sixty-five days yâall stay busy for. TheâŠtaking you for granted part. Pretty big of a thing to say, babe.â
You sigh. âWe havenât been on an actual date in months. Seokjin thinks thereâs no need for that extra effort when we spend lunch breaks at work together, everyday. Outside of the restaurant, our meetings involve our entire flock of friends by default. Itâs been three months since we slept together.â You sniff, hating having to impart such a private detail of your life. âSo no, I donât think itâs that big of a thing to say, at all.â
âWow.â Jackson gives a slow whistle. âYouâve really been bottling up a lot in there, huh?â
You shrug. âI guess. It never made me feel underappreciated, though. Sure, I was irritated at some occasions and disappointed at others, but⊠Today I feel horrible, Jax.â
âDid you share anything with Byulyi?â he asks, referring to your flatmate and good friend since college.
You shake your head. âShe already has a lot on her plate, right now. She got rejected by the photographer she wanted to intern with, so itâs back to freelancing for her.â
âYeah, that must suck.â Jackson grimaces. Then he looks at you. âYou need to take a break, hun. Sit back, today, and have tacos and beer with me. Reset your inner thoughts. Talk to Jin tomorrow. Although, I must say, itâs kinda depressing that you have to actually tell your boyfriend that heâs being a bad boyfriend. Isnât that kind of shit supposed to be realized on your own?â
You purse your lips. âI guess, yeah. ButâŠdonât say that heâs being a bad boyfriend, Jax. I donât think he even realizes something is wrong.â
âAnd thatâŠdoesnât make it worse?â At your raised eyebrows, he concedes with a roll of his eyes. âFine, fine, in any case â maybe try to hint at it before you dive straight in with the kill? See if he reacts?â
âI donât know, Jax. What if he doesnât? Heâs really not the best at taking hints and reading signs, or that kind of subtle stuff.â
âThen you can just say your shit. All Iâm saying is, give him a chance to figure it out on his own. Heâs probably really clueless why you reacted so big on something so small, this morning. If you drop hints, maybe heâll feel it out.â
You nod, somewhat amazed at how sound Jacksonâs advice seems. âHow are you doing this, Jax? Being a love guru all of a sudden?â
Jackson scoffs. âIâm just tryna put myself in Seokjinâs shoes. If I was in the situation heâs in, this is what Iâd like to happen â be given a window to figure out whatâs wrong. Youâve been together a long time, hun. It really shouldnât be that difficult for him.â
You shrug a shoulder. âI wonât be too sure about that. Why does it even matter if he can or cannot, though?â
Jackson seems to be mulling over something before he drops his chin to his chest. âBecause youâre supposed to be partners, hun. If you can tell whatâs up with him with a single glance, why can't he? Not being good at taking signs is not a good enough excuse. My gut says that heâd be able to, though. And that knowledge will make you feel infinitely better, trust me. Itâll be reassuring to learn that he really knows and understands you well, wonât it?â
You nod, slowly, but you still have your suspicions. Seokjin has just been the kind of guy whose emotional depth goes to a certain extent and then just â well, stops. There are things that he feels and realizes and sees, and there are things that he doesnât. It isnât even something he does, you believe. Itâs just how he is. Certain feelings just donât fall in his orbit. And youâve never found there to be anything wrong with it when heâs been an immaculately amazing boyfriend and tended to every single one of your needs, always. Well, you have never actually needed emotional consoling, too, so you havenât had the chance to audition him for that. You keep yourself too busy for all that unnecessary mental pressure. It comes as a surprise, but you have never cried on Seokjinâs shoulder in all these years of your togetherness. Youâve kept your head straight and chin up, even during your college exams. And so has Seokjin, because youâve never seen him cry, either.
Lately, though, things have been kind of weird. The gradual transformation into your professional lives that began after college, has been drastic in the past few months. Seokjin has been constantly prioritizing his career over you, and you have been understanding about it because you agree with it â to an extent. Seokjin believes it all the way through, though, and you have known for a while that you would hit your limit at some point, and would try to bring him back to yourself. Today morning, it seems, you hit that limit.Â
You felt dispensable.Â
You hate this feeling.
To be very honest, you know you can get over this. You can give it some time, remind yourself of how much your Jin loves you, believe that he is eventually going to come back to you once he settles, and be understanding about the entire thing.Â
You can â but you really donât want to.
Something tells you that this feeling of getting too comfortable will only fester and take a worse form as time goes by. You can wait it out, sure, and hope you arenât being a pushover as he works on building his career. You are building your career, too, after all, and at least some of it has been for each other.Â
The thing is, your plans with Seokjin are long-termâmarriage, kids, white-picket fence, and all that. And you believe that if you are sensing a problem now, you better deal with it now before it has the chance to change its form and affect you both when you are at a more responsible point in your life.
Mind made up, you look up at Jackson, immediately grimacing when he forwards a greasy hand to pick up a taco for you. âI donâtâŠI donât like tacos. And may I exchange the beer for scotch?â
âYou work at a Mexican restaurant, and you donât like tacos,â Jackson deadpans.
âThey mess up my skincare.â
âOh, fuck off! Have a spinach smoothie with a drink, why donât you?â
You purse your lips to hold back your laughter at his ire, your own worries forgotten in the moment as Jackson gets up to get you a glass of scotch and some healthier snacking alternative.
âYou're a dead man.â
Jimin stops dead in his tracks, arms frozen in the act of putting a t-shirt on. He blinks at Seokjin with big round eyes. âHyung?â he mumbles, a picture of unblemished innocence, especially when he covers his toned torso with the oversized t-shirt he was in the process of getting into. âWhatâwhatâd I do?â
Someone who doesnât know better would never believe that this young, innocent, frazzled haired fairy-boy could ever do any wrong. But Seokjin knows better. âYou chaotic womanizer,â Seokjin nearly hisses, "you've gotta learn to clean after yourself. Honey found a girl in my bed. A girlâin my bed.â
Jimin had the decency to drop the innocent act. âOh. Oh.â
Seokjin raises a brow. âOh? Thatâs it?â
"Yeah, well, I clarified to her that it was a one time thing when we got to it. She was obviously expecting something more if she didn't leave when I told her to. Disappointed but not surprised." Jimin is frowning when he comes to sit down on the couch next to Seokjin. âSorry you two had to see that. You clarified to Honey noona that Iâd been the occupant of the room, though, right?âÂ
âIâwhat?â Seokjin scoffs. âWhy would I even need to do that? She knows that already, obviously. Sheâs been seeing you for over five years, or have you forgotten?â
Jimin squints. âI meanâŠokay, fair point, I guess. Whyâre you so worked up, then? Did something else happen, too? Whereâs she, now?â Jimin looks around the living room as if looking for you.
Seokjin sighs. âWell, I couldn't really get much out before she was storming out of the damn house, altogether.â
Jimin blinks. âStorming out? Why? She⊠um, was she mad?"
Seokjin opens his mouth â and then shuts it. Was she mad, indeed. "I don't know. She looked kinda mad, yes. But maybe she was in a hurry?"Â
"Why would she be mad? Did you try to call her? Text her? It's unlike her to react so big on something so small." Jimin bites down on his lip, looking lost in thought.Â
Seokjin shakes his head. "She didn't pick up or text back."
âThereâs definitely got to be an underlying reason for her being like this. Are you sure you guys havenât been fighting, hyung?âÂ
Seokjin sighs. âYes, Jimin, Iâm absolutely certain that there hasnât been any fighting of any sorts between the two of us before today.â He pauses. âWell, she was slightly irritated that I didnât check her texts last night, but she knows I go to bed at eleven on days leading up to a shoot, so that oneâs on her.â
Jimin looks genuinely concerned, which, in turn, makes Seokjin concerned. Jimin isn't the type to stress over stuff if he can help it. Sure, he cares about the boys and would always be down to do whatever he can for them, but his throwing-caution-to-the-wind way of life causes him to not take most of the things in life seriously.
Youâve been like an older sister to the boys ever since Seokjin started dating you and introduced you to them. They all have their ways of showing their respect and affection to you. Well, maybe not Jungkook because he canât get over getting unnecessarily intimidated by Seokjin enough to relax around you.Â
Jimin, especially, always seems to be affected by any tension in Seokjinâs relationship. Everyone can see how it upsets his entire life when you two are fighting, although heâd never admit to it. He doesnât need to, because itâs pretty obvious when he becomes a cranky six-year-old who hates the world.Â
Right now, he has a guilty frown on his face. "I should've seen to it that Suzette left before I went to shower," he mumbles as if talking to himself. âShouldnât have trusted her to leave just because I told her to.â He looks up at Seokjin with troubled eyes. "I'm sorry, hyung."
Seokjin can not believe himself when he shakes his head at Jimin's apologyâthis little demon causes so much chaos in all their lives that any apology coming from him should be justified and welcome. But this one isn't really on him. "It's not entirely your fault."
Jimin's demeanor changes a bit and the attitude Seokjin is used to witnessing makes an appearance. "Right? That's what I was thinking, too!" Jimin exclaims, some of the concern on his face lifting. "You have to talk to Honey noona and make things right, though, hyung. Sheâs the only womanly touch in our man cave. Weâd all be barbarians without her.â Jimin looks very wary and kind of nervous.
âItâs funny you would crave her âwomanlyâ presence when sheâs rushed off because of a woman that you brought home.â Seokjin scrunches his nose. "And I said it isn't entirely on you, because it is partially on you, Park Jimin. You borrowed my room to smoke up in. Why couldn't you take your Suzy back to your own room?"
"Suzette," Jimin corrects under his breath while shaking his head. "Yeah, I should've, but⊠your room just felt like a better choice during the high," he finishes in a mumble, dragging a hand down his face. âHyung,â Jimin says with a pout on his lips, âthe last time you two fought was two years ago, remember? On your birthday? When Hobi hyung dumped cake in noonaâs hair and she had her first shoot for that bigshot magazine, the next day?â
Seokjin nods with a sigh. âShe yelled at me for having stupid friends, and I yelled at her for caring more about the shoot that having a good time on my birthday. Yes, I remember.â
âAnd then she didnât visit us for a whole week. Please donât let that happen, again.â Jimin looks up at Seokjin with big, round eyes. âI canât take that kind of unrest in my life."
Seokjin briefly wonders, if Jiminâs nightly conquests were to see this side of him, would they run in the opposite direction or be more attracted to him? Jimin definitely needs someone in his life that would bring out this side in him and stay to provide him the emotional comfort he requires when he gets like this.Â
âI will try not to, Jiminie, butâŠâ Seokjin shuts his eyes. âI seriously do not understand her actions from the morning,â he finishes in a mumble.
âMaybe sheâsâmaybe sheâs worried about something else? Some other aspect of her life?â Jimin suggests with wide eyes. âAnd sheâs just projecting onto you.â
âAs sound as the explanation is, I am literally involved in ninety percent of the aspects in her life,â Seokjin says with a twist to his lips. âI would know if something was wrong anywhere.â
âThatâs cocky of you to say,â Jimin snarkily comments with narrowed eyes. At Seokjinâs raised eyebrows, he amends, âThatâs cocky of you to say, hyung-nim.â
Seokjin scoffs, but then he shrugs his shoulders. âItâs true. We work at the same restaurant, weâre scouted by the same agency. Even her agent is best friends with mineâshe gossips a ton about how Honey passes up so many opportunities and pisses her agent off. Her friends are, wellââ Seokjin stops short when it hits him. âWang. Wang could know something!â
Jimin is looking at him skeptically when Seokjin meets the youngerâs eyes. âI just think you should have a simple talk with noona first before digging around.â
That is sensible advice. Seokjin nods as he pulls his phone out.
âJust find out whatâs been troubling her, hyung. You two are rational people, Iâm sure youâll work it out.â Jimin pauses to scratch the back of his head. âJust please donât let this be another fight like that one?â
âDonât worry,â Seokjin finally says with a pat on Jiminâs shoulder as he finishes sending off another text to you, âthis one is nothing like that fight.â
Turns out, this fight really is not like that one. Or any other fights Seokjin has ever had with you, in fact, because youâre giving him the silent treatment.Â
Youâve never given him the silent treatment.Â
Not even when you were students and didnât have a load of time on your hands and used to waste precious sleep hours arguing over stupid shit that would probably resolve itself if you just slept on it and looked back at it with a fresh state of mind. Not even then did you forego talking.
Needless to say, Seokjin is distressed.
You drive to the house to pick him up at your usual time, the next morning, after not having responded to any of his calls or texts for the entire day. Seokjin is aghast as he gets into the car.
âHoney! What is going on? Why didnât youâwhere have you been?â
You simply start the engine and take off. âBusy,â you murmur after a while.
Soekjinâs head is close to exploding. âBusy? Doing what?â
Your face remains stoic as you weave through the morning traffic. Seokjin looks at you. Youâre dressed up in your waitressing outfit that consists of a shirt, skirt and tights, and being who you are, Seokjin can proudly say that you would stand out to be the most well dressed server in the field. Youâre always pristine and tidy â no accidents happen to you at the job ever. No spillage of drinks or ketchups, no soiled hands being wiped down on your skirt. Nothing even ruins your manicure.Â
It is something that Seokjin has always tried to keep up with, this cleanliness streak of yours. Because he has always assumed you would expect it out of him, too. You were attracted to the cover model version of him, after all. It is quite natural that you would have those kinds of expectations. And Seokjin has always been more than happy to deliver. It has become a part of him, in fact. He doesn't even chew with his mouth open even when he's among the boys, anymore.
It has, somewhat, made him practical and less emotional in life, too, but he doesn't really think of it as a bad thing. You have always been practical in life â the most ambitious girl he has ever met, someone that has always prioritized her career and goals over everything else. Seokjin has admired that since college, and has tried to show you that he has similar priorities even if he has had to work on thinking from his mind more than his heart.
But when you are already by his side, what does he even need his heart for, anymore, when it's already yours?
Now, looking at you sitting with a morose expression on your face as you give him the cold shoulder, Seokjin is just as much in love with you as he was when he first met you.
âStuff,â you say with a shrug, after some extended silence. âYou should know about that, right? Your scheduleâs always busier than mine and I never complain.â
Your sharp words have him reeling. Whatever do you even mean by that? âUhm, okay. Fair enough. But⊠did you really not have the time to respond to a single text?â
âIt gets impossible sometimes, Jin, you know how it is.â
Seokjin frowns. He does know that, but he doesnât feel okay. Something is very off with you. It is as if youâre saying something else and expecting him to discern a different meaning out of it.Â
He doesnât understand why, though. You, of all people, should know how terrible he is at decoding signs.
He sighs.
Seokjin, after his conversation with Jimin yesterday, had decided to ask you about the morningâs incident, head on, whenever you called him back. But you didnât, and this is the first opportunity heâs had to talk to you, so he decides to bring it up, now. âWhatâwhat happened yesterday morning, babe? You got really mad and stormed off, and⊠I mean, youâve got to know the girl had been Jiminâs companion for the night, right? You know him, how he is!â
You say nothing, hands tightening a bit on the steering wheel. Seokjin looks down at his own hands.
âYou know I was only surprised at your words because we really do not have the time to be discussing silly things." He shuts his heart down when it tries to tell him to go soft. He knows it isn't something you would appreciate. "After five years, you know what Iâm capable of right? You can never start getting ideas, because that would be insane and stupid. Iâm already so supremely occupied as it is between two jobs, when would I even have the time to cheat, right?â he jokes, snorting to himself.
Youâre still quiet, but your tongue comes out to moisten your lips. It is a nervous tick of yours which Seokjin recognizes very well, because with your skincare and scheduled regular application of lip balms, your lips never need the extra moisture.
He frowns. Was he too straightforward? But this is exactly how you communicate with him! âHey, is everything okay, babe?â
You exhale, noisily. âEverythingâs fine, Jin,â you finally say with a roll of your eyes. âAnd youâre right. I know you wouldnât cheat. You donât have the time to chat me up, how are you gonna pick someone new to impress, huh?âÂ
Your snort sounds lacking in humor, but Seokjin still gives a couple of stilted chuckles. Even so, he's still somewhat relieved. âRight. Just so weâre certain, that was a joke, right? I mean, it would be really ridiculous of you to think that I wouldââ
âYes, Jin!â you cut him off with a deep frown. âIf I wanted to talk to you about something, or accuse you, or confront you â Iâd do that without you having to prompt me. Stop obsessing over yesterday and stop trying to explain yourself. I know it was Jiminâs doing.â
Seokjin feels immensely relaxed at the conviction with which you say the last sentence, certainly, but something is still off. âWhy were you ignoring me, then?â
âI just didnât have anything to say to you.â You stop at a red light, the last one before you reach the restaurant, and turn to look at Seokjin with really vacant eyes. He doesnât like your stare one bit. âWeâve been together five years, babe. If neither of us have got anything of significance to say, Iâd rather not text too much, if thatâs okay with you? Iâve got a busy schedule to work around, too, you know?â
Seokjin wants to remind you that both of you had something of significance to say after you left his place in anger, but chooses to just roll with whatever youâre playing at. Maybe he's thinking too much. He nods. âSounds alright to me.â
âGreat,â you breathe out, somehow looking disappointed along with the preexisting sorrowful expression you had on your face.
You really do not have a concrete explanation for why you acted the way you did with Seokjin, this morning.Â
You were supposed to hint at being mad, not blatantly try to give him a taste of his own medicine. It could turn out to be a good thing if he eventually starts to miss you and reaches out, sure, but playing mind games never feels right to you. But when he started to joke about not having time to cheat, and something just turned off in you. He really couldâve seriously reassured you of his love. That wouldâve been actually comforting. But no. He chose to joke about that, too. You didnât feel like putting in all that energy anymore, after that.
Now, you sit down in the break room to check your phone during your ten minutesâ rest break. A text message floats at the top of your notifications.
Jax đœ Hey Howâd it go?
With an exhale, you decide to call him back. Your fingers are too tired to type, and Jackson is sure to launch off into a rampage of texts the moment you tell him youâve tried to turn the tables on Seokjin.
Seokjin is in the kitchen, his usual rest break not being for another hour, so you donât have to worry about him walking in.
âHey!â Jackson jovially greets you as soon as he picks the phone. âDid you get my text?â
âI did, yes,â you respond in a calm voice. âIâve been looping milkshake mugs through my fingers since eight am, they needed some rest, so I decided to call.â
âYeah, no, itâs cool. I was in a really boring class, anyway. So. How'd it go?"
You pull in your lip between your teeth. "I⊠I kinda ended up telling him I am a busy person too and that we shouldnât text that much."
You hear silence instead of the outburst you'd expected.Â
"Jax?"
"Are you actually gonna try to play a mind game with the dumbest human being you know on earth?" Jackson so very eloquently asks, his interpretation making you pinch the bridge of your nose. âHeâs never even gonna figure it out!â
âI know how it sounds, okay?â You exhale. âI honestly donât know what came over me.â
âOkay, alright, one thing at a time. So, no coddling?"
"Not a single soft word. Just more expectations of me understanding, and claiming that anything but that would be stupid of me. He acts like I'm supposed to know everything about him and everyone in his group of friends," you mutter in irritation. âAs if those dumbasses know the first thing about themselves.â
You realize you're being a bit harsh, because his friends â basically your younger brothers, at this point â are a bunch of clueless idiots that love, adore and respect you. You shouldn't be badmouthing them, Seokjinâs growing callousness towards you isn't their doing. It's his own.Â
You sigh. You really miss how things used to be when you were in college.
âUh, I think we need to rewind a bit. What happened? What triggered this?â
It makes you smile a little when Jackson asks that. At least your best knows youâre not wholly clinically insane. âWell⊠I drove him to work. HeâŠ" your brows lower at the recollection, "he was the first to bring up yesterday morning. And yet again, he gave me the same you've got to know this and that crap, and then he tried to assure me in the dumbest possible way. Do you know what he said, Jax, do you?â
âUm, do I wanna know?â
âHe said, and I quote, he doesnât have the time to cheat. Jackson Wang, are you hearing this? He really straight up said he was too busy to cheat on me and so I should rest assured! Who says that?!â
âHe mustâve meant it as a jokeââ
âYeah, he said that, too, and then very immaculately added that itâd be ridiculous of me to think otherwise. I have lost count of how many times the words ridiculous and stupid came up.â
âGoddammit.â
âGoddammit is right,â you mumble, morosely resting your head on your palm.
âWhat did he say, by the way? When you told him to text less?â
You give a wry chuckle. "Well, he said it sounded alright to him."
"Son of a bitch. You â you two are messed up, man. Messed up bad. Why the hell can you not just say shit you really mean and actually want to instead of saying shit you don't? You don't wanna text less because you're busy, you want him to dote on you because you miss him!" Jackson sounds beyond frustrated. "And it doesn't fucking sound alright to him! It sounds scary, it sounds confusing, it sounds like something you would never say to him!" He groans. "But none of you would say that shit to each other! Youâre choosing to be evasive and fucking plastic instead of honest, and falling deeper into your mess."
You reel from the onslaught of his harsh words, eyes widened and breath stuttering. Jackson isn't usually the type to pay so much attention to your relationship problems. But this time, you guess, he has garnered the depth of your unhappiness and thus has gotten so involved.
You realize he is right. Nothing good can come out of any turned tables, because Seokjin is, anyways, not even going to be able to work out the problem by himself. He may even go around talking to his friends about how you were being cold with him and not giving him any time, and still not realize he has been doing the same to you. He is thick like that.Â
When his friends tell you tales of his compassion, you're unable to relate. You've never seen that side of him. He has probably grown up from that emotionally overwhelmed high school graduate who had made friends on a whim, the night of his graduation.
You certainly don't appreciate the emotional abstinence, though, and would very much rather prefer if he would open up a bit more. It would help you be more open with him, without fearing him calling you "stupid" in response.
But itâs still alright, you accept him with that thick brain of his, because heâs still only ever going to be the only one for you.
"How are you two gonna get around to having a proper chat if you just keep building more walls between you both?" Jackson asks after the long pause from your end, this time softer. âIâm sorry, babe, I was wrong. Giving him signs and making him realize shit wonât work. It was stupid of me to suggest that. Itâs probably why you ended up being so caustic with him.
âNo, no, it was all me, Jax. I couldâve chosen to not listen to you, but my ego got in the way, I guess. Itâs not exactly easy, telling your boyfriend youâre feeling neglected. I mean, what if he laughs in my face and tells me Iâm being paranoid? What if he thinks I have no regard for his career â or mine â because my priorities donât align with his?â You bite your lip, shutting your eyes as your insecurities attack you.
âHey, no. None of that is gonna happen if you really share with him what youâve been feeling. No hints, no sarcasm, youâre gonna have to tell him point blank. Allow yourself to be raw. Heâs the love of your life. You donât have to protect yourself from him, right?â
You sigh. âYeah, I know. Youâre absolutely right, Jax. But I really have no idea how to even approach him, at this point. Heâs either too busy with shoots, or with the guys, or some meeting. I cannot do this on call, because that always leads to misunderstandings.â You bite down on your lower lip, contemplating. âBut Iâll figure something out.â
"Yes, you will. You always do. So, thatâs good then. In the meanwhile, can you at least clean up this latest pile of poop? The talking less thingy is gonna make you two more distant, hun."
You scrunch your nose at his metaphor, but then your shoulders slump. "I don't know, Jackson. The way he so impassively agreed to it would make me sound really stupid if I take it back. And given what he keeps saying, he really doesnât want me to sound stupid."
Jackson gives a snort at that. âHah, funny. But listen. At the end of the day, heâs your boyfriend. You're gonna have to really decide if you're trying to get your boyfriend to give you more love, or if you're fighting a battle of egos and would like to bend him to you."
You bite your lip. âYou make me sound manipulative.â
âYou yourself confessed you let your ego come into this, one time. Donât let that happen again. Iâm trying to make you realize that complicated problems can have simple solutions, too. If only youâd communicate. Just talk to him soon, please, and make him understand why youâre hurt. Donât carry on with this stupid cold war, okay? You gotta figure out exactly what you want, first.â
âYou know what I want, Jax. Youâre literally the only person that does, actually,â you remind him with a sigh.
âOh, he is, isnât he?â
You freeze, eyes bulging at the familiar voice. âIâll⊠Iâll call you back,â you mumble before you disconnect the call and turn to look over your shoulder at Seokjinâs unreadable face. He stands with his arms crossed, still in his uniform but without the apron. âJin⊠whatâuhâŠâ
âWhat am I doing here?â he scoffs, lips curling in distaste as he stares you down. âWell, I was going to the loo when I saw you sitting here. You looked upset, so I thought Iâd check in on you on my way back.â He clicks his tongue, a dry chuckle tumbling out. âBut apparently, youâve got other people doing it for you, already.â
You wince, shutting your eyes. The one time he was finally going to give you some much needed attention â you sent a bad message his way.Â
âSo. Good to know there actually is someone who knows what you want. Wouldâve been easier if it were me, though, given how I stand to be the one that is to deliver.â Seokjin sounds pissed off, and despite your irritation, you really want to make him understand.
You rub at your forehead. âStop talking like that, Jin, it was just Jackson.â
âWang?â He seems to seethe more, for some reason. âOf course, itâs fucking Wang!â
You frown, standing up. âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
Seokjin looks at you incredulously. âYouâdo you not see how this looks? You have problems with me, Honey, but you choose to discuss them with him? Whoâs he, your therapist?â
âHeâs my best friend, Jin, someone I trust,â you grit out.
Seokjin seems to take it the wrong way, his agitated expressions slowly fading into a blank stare. âOh. You trust him, as opposed toâŠâ He trails off with a shrug, but the implication is as obvious as it can be.
âJinââ
He raises a hand up, palm facing you as he looks away. âIf you need some time apart, you should tell me in plain words. You know Iâm not good at reading signs.â
Seokjin gives you a blank stare before turning around to leave the area. You stand rooted to your place, jaw dropped and eyes wide.
Some time apart? Has he lost his mind?Â
He really is a huge freaking idiot who cannot pause to think what implications his words have. He seriously doesnât recognize what all his âdonât be ridiculous/overdramatic/stupidâ speeches do to you. You realize you should really make him understand. This has gone on for way too long.
But maybe you should take some time to yourself to cool off before that. You donât want to say the wrong thing in your rage and complicate things further.
You sigh to yourself as you slump back into the bench you were sat on before.
Youâd set out to tell your boyfriend you were feeling neglected, but you ended up making him think you want to be apart. How the heck did you get here?
You belatedly recall Jackson's words.
Why the hell can you not just say shit you really mean and actually want to instead of saying shit you don't?
Youâre choosing to be evasive and fucking plastic instead of honest, and falling deeper into your mess.
Your usually dumbheaded best friend was right on this one, you realize. You shouldâve just talked like a normal human being instead of letting Seokjinâs words get to you and get pissy in retaliation.
You give a weary sigh.Â
Seokjin is grateful for the sudden busyness heâs got on his schedule, or he would explode from all the pent up frustration you have been causing him.Â
He realized he wasnât as upset with you as he was irritated, right after he walked away from you on Monday. He dropped you a text with some excuse of needing to stay back so that he wasnât forced to ride with you in the car again, and later took the bus home.Â
You had told Jackson Wang about what was troubling you, but not him. It made Seokjin feel upset, incompetent and more than a little insecure. Seokjin absolutely hates feeling insecure. Especially about you. Youâre the singular most precious entity in his life â not that you are an entity, per se â and anything that seeks to threaten your position in his life or his position in yours, makes him lose his shit.
So it was understandable that he jumped to unfairly disproportionate magnitudes of conclusions that day. When he thought about it, later, he could easily tell that you are just mad at him and not actually contemplating leaving him, not even for a little while. Not that heâd just sit back and have you do that so easily.
Seokjin also hates overthinking, but that is all he did for the entirety of his Monday.Â
Monday, though, was the last time he had time to overthink. Life got exponentially busier after that.
Immediately after his shoot on Tuesday, he received his agentâs call and was informed of his jam packed schedule for the remainder of the week. He was pulled into two separate magazine ad shoots on Wednesday, a perfume ad film drank up all of his Thursday, and today, a hair product ad film needed him to report to a sunrise point in the city at the ass-crack of dawn. The sky was still dark when he rode across the city with his agent at nearly four in the morning.Â
And now, the afternoon sun beats down on his car as he drives back alone, his agent staying back to tend to some business. Stopping at a red light, he reaches for his spinach smoothie with one hand and his phone with the other. Ugh, he feels beyond tired.
Blearily, he looks down at the device around a yawn, fingers habitually reaching for your chat.
He took a week off from the restaurant and dropped you a text, late Tuesday evening, informing you of the same.
Honeyâšâ€đž Hm, kay. Good luck x
Unsurprisingly, that stands to be your last message in his inbox. Itâs been four days.
Sighing, he swipes a hand down his tired face and exits out of the message app. He went to bed at nine oâclock, last night, and owing to the way he has trained his body to sleep on command, he did manage to get a sleep of nearly six hours, too. But it was fitful and plagued with nightmares featuring you.Â
Knowing he doesn't have to be at the restaurant until Monday and that his next gig isnât until Wednesday, he cannot wait to get back home and drink his weight in alcohol before he sleeps his way through the weekend.
Just as he has moved past the intersection, his phone rings.Â
Honeyâšâ€đž calling...
He nearly spits the smoothie he just sipped at.
Coughing, he roughly jostles the plastic cup back in the holder and pulls up to a side of the road to pick up the call. âHey,â he breathes into the phone, embarrassed at his desperation.
âJin. Um, hi.â You sound awkward, as if youâŠhave been compelled to call him due to some reason.
He is immediately worried. âHoney? Is everything okay, do you need something?â
He hates himself for being so concerned when you have been neglecting him for so many days â yet again, despite your spat at the restaurant â instead of finally talking to him about whatâs bothering you, but he canât help it. At the end of the day, you are the love of his life.Â
âYes, yes, Iâm okay. Itâs just, um. Can you pick me up from the restaurant?â you sound nervous.
But, Seokjin realizes, I was right. You do need something. He clears his throat. âUh, okay, I guess,â he agrees before stopping short when he realizes the time. âWait, itâs barely even two. Why are you leaving?â he asks, confused and a little concerned. You work your shift till five every day and till eight on weekends.
âTomorrow is Halloween, Jin. Weâre closing for the weekend, remember?â
Seokjinâs mouth falls open on a gasp. He really had forgotten. âOh. Oh, okay. Yeah, Iâll be there in five, wait up.â
He swerves the car into the lane and takes off in the direction of the restaurant.Â
He laughs at himself. He has been so caught up in work that he literally forgot Halloween. He wonders if this is what actual adulting is.
He is stopping before the restaurant within three minutes of your phone call, eyes immediately spotting your delicate figure standing on the sidewalk with your hands crossed against your chest.
You step down from the curb when you spot his car, and walk towards him. He watches your elegant legs as they beautifully fall in a straight line. Even when exiting your job as a waitress, youâre every bit the elegant model he met in college. Your hips sway tantalizingly, and something akin to longing swirls in his chest.
He composes himself quickly when you cross the car to get into the passengerâs seat. You awkwardly clear your throat as Seokjin busies himself with starting the vehicle, unsure if he should initiate conversation.
âUm, sorry about this. You were probably getting ready for shoot,â you finally say. âByulyi dropped me off today. She wasnât picking her phone up. I was trying to get a cab for half an hour. And the bus stopâs really farââ
âHey, stop. Itâs okay. You shouldâve called me sooner.â Seokjin catches your apprehensive gaze on his oversized hoodie when he chances a glance at you. He sighs. âI was returning home from shoot, actually.â
He feels you stiffen, and he feels even more mentally drained at this. You used to be updated with his schedule to the tee â just short of having an actual copy of the calendar his agent carries on him. And the same goes for him with your schedule. This feels so wrong.
You are quiet for a while, your hands fidgeting in his peripheral vision.
âHowâhow was it?â you finally say, voice coming out like a croak.
Seokjin shrugs his shoulders. âThe usual. Blinding, tiring, exhaustive. I did okay, I guess.â
He feels your gaze snap up to drill holes into his skull. Your eyes are wide when he checks. âOkay? Since when do you do anything less than amazing at shoots, babe?â
He feels endeared at your casual use of a pet name. âI had to get up at three in the morning and go through a skincare routine. Then drive across the entire city to get to the location, because they wanted to capture actual sunrise. I was more tired than excited by the time they rolled cameras, so.â He shrugs. âCanât really say I gave my best today.â
You nod at his admission.Â
Seokjin almost jumps when his phone rings, again.
Jiminie calling...
He feels you shift in your seat. His mouth sours at the reminder of that Sue girl that started off this entire tussle between you and him. Fucking Jimin and his conquests. What happened to the shy and more than a little glum looking freshman he let into his living space, three years ago?
Your hand suddenly reaches forth to accept the call, putting it on loudspeaker, immediately. Seokjin gapes at you, momentarily looking away from the road.Â
âUhâŠhyung?â Jiminâs confused voice echoes in the car.Â
Seokjin snaps out of his daze when you gesture towards the device. âWhâJimin, hi, whatâs â whatâs up?â he stumbles his way through a haphazard greeting.
âHyung, I needed a favor. Are you on your way back from the shoot, right now?â Jimin asks, and Seokjin sees you freeze in your seat.
He feels a perverse sense of satisfaction. Yes, take that! Park Jmin knows of my schedule better than you do! This is what you get for ghosting me! âI was, yeah. What is it?â
âOh, great! I kinda need your help, hyung. My tire gave out. Could you pick me up from the Kappa hall?â
Seokjin scowls. âYah! Who am I, your butler? Hop on a damn bus!â
He notices you pursing your lips, no doubt finding his agitation humorous â you always do.Â
âHyu~ng,â Jimin whines. âI would take the bus, but the next one leaves in forty-five minutes and I need to be back within an hour!â
âWhat? Why?â
âI started on my sem project really late, hyung, and now I gotta spend any time I can spare at the rehearsal hall. Iâm meeting a choreographer here in an hour. Please help me out!â Jimin is still whining, and maybe his reasoning is kind of alright, butâ
Seokjin is tired to his bones. He literally cannot drive all the way down to your apartment and then drive back to the university campus to pick Jimin up.
He sighs, wearily. âJimin⊠Iâm really tired.âÂ
âAnd Iâm really desperate, hyung! Dancing is tough! And the subject I've chosen, tougher. I haven't done ballet since first semester, Freshman year! I have to work my butt off and be done in under two months."
Seokjin exhales, feeling beyond exhausted. But then your finger is tapping on the screen and the call has been muted. Seokjinâs surprised eyes fly up to meet yours. You look conflicted, biting down on your lower lip as you shake your head with a frown.
âYou should go home and rest, Jin. Leave the car with me, Iâll pick him up.â
âHyung? Say something?â
Seokjin blinks. âYouâŠâ
You roll your eyes. âIâll pick him up, yeah. Heâll drop me off and drive back to your place.â
âHyung?! Did you put me on mute, or what? I can't hear a thing!â
âTell him youâll be there in ten!â you say, unmuting the call.
âIâm in the car, the network must have glitched. Iâll, uh⊠be there in ten?â Seokjin nervously finishes off, looking at you in question. You give him a nod, blinking slowly. âWait up, okay?â
âOh my God, thank you so much, hyung!â Jimin practically squeals through the phone. âIâll be in the ice cream shop across the building. I love you, hyung-nim!â
Seokjin rolls his eyes and disconnects the call. He looks at you from the corner of his eyes as he takes a right, now moving in the direction of his apartment instead of yours. âYou sure about this? Jimin, um, knows. About ourâŠâ Seokjin doesnât want to call it the f-word, because he would like to believe that you two arenât actually fighting. âYou being upset, I mean,â he settles for the easier alternative. âHe might ask questions.â
You give a small huff of wry laugh. âI can handle it, Seokjin. Iâve known Jimin for almost three years now.â
Seokjin doesnât like it when you address him by his full name. And so, his lips remain pursed for the remainder of the ride, only parting to tell you to âdrive safe and text me when you finally get home,â and then he walks inside his apartment without looking back.
He hears his car come to life and then speed away. He shuts his eyes, leaning against the kitchen counter. Gathering his emotional as well as physical bearings, he opens the refrigerator to rummage through some leftovers to munch on while he breaks out a six pack of Budweiser.Â
Before his fried rice has even reheated, Seokjin groans at the sight of an all too jovial Hoseok entering the kitchen with a glint in his eyes. âNo, Hobi. Not now.â
âWhat? I didnât say a word, hyung!â
Seokjin winces, shutting his eyes just as the microwave beeps. âI donât have enough energy to deal with your general aura, right now,â he mumbles, extracting the piping hot glass bowl. He leans down to open one of the compartments beneath the kitchen table to get to the beer that heâs been dreaming of for nearly an hour, now. âIâm dead on my feet andâwoah!â Seokjin gasps, cutting himself off.
Hoseok hops into the kitchen, coming around to stand behind Seokjin. âSo you found âem,â he says around a chuckle.
âFound âem? This is you?â Seokjin whips his head around to glare at Hoseok up from his crouch. âWhy is my liquor closet resembling a liquor shop, Hobi? Why do we have all thisââ he turns around to read the labels, cursing under his breath. âWhy do we have,â he pauses to count, âfive bottles of Tequila and eight bottles of Vodka?â
Hoseok frowns in concern. âEight? There should be ten, hyung, check again.â
Seokjin actually gasps, this time. âWhat the hell, Jung Hoseok? Explain yourself before I start throwing hands!â
Hoseok smacks a palm against his forehead, taking Seokjin by surprise, yet again. âTonightâs the Halloween party, hyung! Did you actually forget?â
Seokjin screws his eyes shut, letting his head roll back with a frustrated whine. âNo~o, donât tell me it's tonight. Halloweenâs tomorrow, right? Why is the party tonight?â
âYes, hyung, Halloween in tomorrow, which is why it would be stupid to hold the party when Halloween is ending.â
Seokjin finds the logic to be very severely flawed, but his energy is draining out fast and he cannot keep up with this quarrel. Thereâs no point, anyway. Heâs known about this party for nearly a month. And Hoseok isnât going to postpone a whole party just because Seokjin is tired.
âYou look tired, hyung. You should rest. Recharge yourself before the party, okay? Thereâs plenty of time.â Hoseok pats Seokjin on the shoulder with a kind smile.
âIâm not even in the mood to party, Hobi,â Seokjin mutters, reaching behind all the glass bottles to extract his pack of cans.Â
Hoseok scowls at Seokjin. âBecause youâre upset about your fight, I realize that. All the more reason to party, hyung! Take your mind off it for some time, why donât you? You donât even have to dress up, come as yourself.â
âIâd rather just drink myself to sleep and not wake up for the next twenty four hours.â
Hoseok blocks his path as Seokjin moves to exit the kitchen. âIs Honey coming?â
Seokjin sighs, shrugging his shoulders. âI donât know, Hobi. Did you invite her?â
âNo, hyung, because you said you would.â
Seokjin clicks his tongue. He completely forgot. âThen she isnât coming.â
Without listening to his protests, Seokjin trudges upstairs with his food and beer. He will be forced to come down for at least a couple shots, he is certain, so he better make as much of the time he has on his hands as he can.
These days, it seems to be becoming a pattern for you to do things without really understanding why you do them.Â
You nibble at your bottom lip as you recall how gaunt and pale Seokjin had looked when you sat in the car. You had been really self-centered as it is, not really keeping in touch with him for four days, and then reaching out when you needed help. You couldnât bear to think, on top of everything, that he had driven you home despite his extreme exhaustion while you sat back selfishly and let him drive around the city to pick Jimin up when he looked like a ghost.
You shake your head at yourself as Jimin jogs down the road to enter the car, ten seconds after you texted him.Â
His gaze is slightly hesitant when he meets your eyes, even though his smile is nothing but genuine. âHello, noona. How come you areâŠâ he trails off, gesturing around the two of you.
You start the car, shrugging one shoulder. âSeokjin came to pick me up. Now youâre gonna drop me off.â
Jimin gives you a huge smile, before his eyebrows suddenly lower. You look away, veering onto the road. âWait. Were you in the car with him when I called?â
You chuckle. âYes.â
âOh,â Jimin mumbles around a small laugh.
You hum to yourself as you drive, distracting yourself from the thoughts that keep encircling your head. Seokjin is your boyfriend, no matter how mad you might be at him â you love him and care about him. Which is why you have tried to help him out. Not to mention, you felt slightly guilty, as it is, about calling him to pick you up. Why is your gesture of goodwill bothering you, then?
This is what you do for people you care about. Seokjin would do the same.
Your train of thoughts suddenly comes to a screeching halt.
Would he? Would he, really?
âYou okay, noona?â
You jolt back from your thoughts, wide eyes turning to look at Jimin. âWhaâyes, yeah, I'm fine.â
He cocks an eyebrow at you. âYouâre gripping the wheel really hard.â
You look at your tightly clenched fists, and immediately ease them. âOh, uh. Sorry. A lot on my mind, I guess.â
âUnderstandably,â Jimin mutters, looking out of the side window when you turn to look at him.
You purse your lips and press down on the accelerator.Â
A few beats of silence pass between you two before Jimin clears his throat. âCan I say something?â he asks you in a soft voice, looking nothing like the seductive persona he puts forth to get ladies falling in his bed.Â
You exhale. âSure.â
âYou, um. You are not just hyungâs girlfriend, you know?â he says slowly.
You scoff. âOf course, I do. I am also the very best server my restaurant has ever seen and the best struggling model youâll ever meet, on the side.â
Jimin snorts, before giggling with his eyes closed. âYou know thatâs not what I meant.â
You do. But you do not want to face it. You want to be selfish, for once. You do absolutely know that you have been ignoring all the boys in your anger at Seokjin, but you absolutely do not wish to do anything about it. Not until youâve resolved this tense air between you and Seokjin.
âYou are also a part of our little family,â Jimin quietly finishes.
You suck your lips in at that. The word âfamily'' really gets to you.Â
Heâs right, isnât he?Â
All eight of you â well, nine, now, with the addition of Taehyungâs girlfriend â have been a family since the day you met these guys.
You smile as the memories start to filter in.
You had had a giant crush on Seokjin since the very first time you saw him in your Freshman year. Well, having a crush on the guy wasnât that unheard of given how handsome he was. It also helped matters that he modelled for the cover page of your universityâs journal within his first month in college. What surprised you was his reciprocated interest when you both finally got to know each other, thanks to Byulyi. Your current roommate was majoring in photography back then, and somehow roped the two of you into modelling for her portfolio. Seokjin asked you out during the sixth month of your Freshman year.
You recall being introduced to Yoongi in your Sophomore year, when he entered your college as a Music major. You found him laid back, calm but really sassy, and fun to be around. The three of you often hung out together, and you took immense pleasure in singling Seokjin out with the two of your sarcastic back and forths.
In your senior year, Hoseok transferred to your college as a Sophomore, and Taehyung and Jimin entered as Freshmen.Â
Hoseok was literally the most lively person youâd ever met in your life. There wasnât a single moment of boredom next to him. He was easily given the responsibility of planning all your outings and parties, henceforth â a position he still holds with full competence.
Taehyung was usually found to be lost in his head more often than not in his initial college days. He was confused about his major for two entire semesters. With inputs from the group, when he eventually picked Art, he eased into college life. After that, he came out to be one of the weirdest and unwittingly funny guys in the group. You still donât get how he was the first amongst all the boys to find him a girl.
Jimin was a really quiet and reserved individual, at first. He very rarely interacted with you all, choosing to stay holed up in his dorm room, instead, that Taehyung had forced him to share with him. You suspected he was recovering from a recent heartbreak. It became evident when he started dating someone within a week of getting into college, only to confess it was a rebound when he got dumped. The whoring around that began after the whole debacle is yet to cease, though. Obviously.Â
Hoseok comes from a really well-off family, and had brought along with him the four-bedroom apartment he currently resides in with Yoongi, Jimin and your boyfriend. His uncle gave it away to him, rent-free of course, and he proposed to share it with the rest of the guys. Seokjin and Yoongi were immediately on board, more than eager to leave the chaotic dorm life behind. Taehyung, contrarily, decided he wanted to get the whole college experience and refused to quit the dorms. Jimin, then, left the dorm he shared with Taehyung to move in with the elders.
You met Jungkook immediately after your graduation on the boyâs eighteenth birthday. He instantly struck you as a smart kid, really good at singing as well as art. Yoongi disclosed he wanted to be a music major in your college, and you tried to encourage Jungkook about it, but the guy could hardly even look at you. It was cute but also hilarious how much he was scared of Seokjin, and by principle, you.
You believe that is still true. Now that you think about it, you're pretty sure you havenât seen Jungkook ever actually relax around the two of you.
âNoona?â
You blink, coming back to the present as Jimin calls out to you. You take a deep breath, the memories hitting you with tender emotions. All these people are really precious to you, arenât they? The bunch of you really are a family, arenât you?
A sad smile swims up to your face. You miss the boys.
When he calls again, you turn to look at Jimin, questioningly.Â
âPlease donât be mad at hyung,â he slowly says, looking down at his lap. In this moment, he looks quite unlike the Jimin you are used to and reminds you of, instead, the one youâd first met. âHe might lack tact, sometimes, but he really loves you a lot. Youâre his whole world. Whatever it is that you are angry about, you should tell him about it. I donât think he would be able to figure it out by himself.â
This, you agree with. âIâll try, Jiminie.â
âWe all miss you. Especially Hobi hyung and I,â he says with a lopsided excuse of a smile.Â
You resist the urge to fluff his hair. Jimin and Hoseok have been like the younger brothers you never had. You miss them, too.Â
He suddenly chuckles. "And Yoongi hyung hides it well, but I think he's the one that misses you the most. No one helps him roast Jin hyung quite like you do."
You roll your eyes. "Of course not. It's a waste for Yoongi to even try to find a better partner at roasting Jin."
You spot your apartment building and pull up to it.Â
âIâll try to talk to Jin as soon as I can, Jimin, I promise. Don't worry so much about it,â you say as you step out, patting the boy once on his head. "I miss you all, too."
You give a small wave and faint smile to him as he drives away.
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note: so! a lil bit of backstory and the infamous halloween party - how we feelinâ so far? the next part is ~12k words, too, and iâll post it next wednesday, wait around~ đđ
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Canât Stay Away From Me.
Cherry!Seb (mob!seb) x Stripper!reader.Â
What is âcherry!sebâ? Basically just mob!seb but like, daddy-er. (click on the tag for more)
Run-through: You've known the mob boss for a while now. Heâs a regular at your club, and you are his personal favorite, everybody knew that you were his girl. You two have definitely broken the âno sex on premisesâ rule many, many times. And although he called you his, you two were never officially a thing. So when he mysteriously doesnât show up at the club for weeks, you decide to just put the hurt aside and move on. But the mob boss comes back from the dead just in time. And he doesnât like what he sees. So he reminds you that you belong to him. Just him.Â
Themes: smut, stripper!reader, angst, dirty talk, slight daddy kink, swear words, fluff
a/n: I wrote a hc quite similar to this last year or something, I read it recently and thought why not turn it into a fic since many of you have been missing Cherry!Seb lately. Enjoy!
You stared at yourself in the mirror of the dimly lit locker room. You were alone in there, all the girls had stepped out already. You gently touched the diamond choker you always wore and adored, your fingertips grazing his name upon it.Â
His name. His choker. His girl. Everybody knew that. You were his girl so you had certain privileges that the other girls didnât have. But you never took advantage of the power you had, mainly because you had fun with your job, but also because most nights over the past many months, you spent with him. And you loved every single moment.Â
You sighed for the fifth time as you stared into the mirror. Tonight marked a little over three weeks since Seb last showed up at the club. You had no idea where he was, what he was doing, who he was with. And it hurt, bad.Â
At first you were worried about his whereabouts, then by the second week you were annoyed and now all you had energy for was anger. Clearly he didnât care, perhaps he was out there having the time of his life with other women and here you were sulking over his mysterious departure.Â
Over the past weeks, you gained quite some new clients. Some new regulars as well. You did some champagne rooms, and earned decently well. But you didnât make as much money as you made with Seb.Â
You decided to stop acting like an overly obedient pet waiting for its master. You had to work and earn, like you did before him.Â
You took one last look at yourself in the mirror and then went on to take the choker off. It would be humiliating to be proud of being his girl and wear his name on your neck while he was out doing God knows what.Â
You tossed the choker onto the dresser with a heavy heart and walked out of the locker room, deciding to just be yourself tonight; the same beautiful, confident woman you were before meeting him all those months ago. He hadnât been back in weeks, who knows perhaps he might never come back here.Â
When you walked out, you noticed all the eyes on you. You looked good and you knew it. You sent some smiles around, some winks, a couple of flirty lines and by the time you made it to one of your regular clients, you had already earned some money bills.Â
Your client tonight was an older gentleman. He was not like the typical, lousy businessmen who came by your club often. But he was very giving. The moment you settled on his lap he tucked a bundle of cash into the waistband of your thong, that alone earned him a lap dance to a sensual song. Besides, you were feeling yourself tonight so you were extra good today.Â
You were carefree. You felt confident, and beautiful and sexy and you could feel all the eyes on you tonight. You danced like thereâs no tomorrow. Your client was so satisfied he even put his golden chain on you at some point. You felt spoilt, so you gave him your best obviously.Â
Amongst all those stares you got, one of them burned the most. You could feel the vibe around you change. You discreetly scanned the room and met with a pair of eyes you least expected. Stormy, ocean blue ones which made you tremble in both fear and hunger.Â
Surrounded by his loyal guards, he stood there looking like a god; expensive, dark suit, the button of his shirt carelessly undone - he looked delectable - gawking, unable to believe that his precious babygirl dared to sit on another manâs lap. He was furious, and you could tell by the way he was shooting glares at you.Â
Guess you didnât expect him to just pop out of nowhere. But you didnât let his presence ruin your mood right away. You maintained eye contact with him as you moved salaciously across the manâs lap. Biting your lip and being as inappropriate as you could; breaking all of Sebâs rules.Â
He noticed it all. How you werenât wearing his collar, how your dark red outfit was ridiculously revealing, how your body moved just to torment him, how you captured everyoneâs attention. The more he looked at you, the angrier he got.Â
You held his stare, daring and confidently. He decided not to cause a scene at your workplace so he simply pointed towards the corridor which led to the champagne rooms and walked off in that direction, expecting you to follow immediately.Â
You could do so. You could drop everything and run to him because you missed him so much. But you purposely didnât. He had made you wait over three weeks, he could wait some more minutes you thought.Â
Meanwhile Seb was fuming inside the room. How dare you? Most of all, how dare that guy touch you like that? He couldnât wait to have that talk with you and remind you that you belong to him and only him, because it seemed that you had forgotten.Â
After finishing up your dance, you took your time and gracefully moved away from the man. You didnât take off the golden chain, you didnât take out the bundle of cash tucked into your thong either; you walked into the champagne room just like you left the man earlier - a little flushed.Â
You knew which room he was in since his guards stood outside the door. They let you in and judging by their faces you could tell that their boss was in a bad mood. And you intended on making it worse.Â
âHave you lost your way? Are you sure youâre in the right place?â You sassed, upon walking in. You took in his appearance for a moment or two and realized just how much you had missed him. Â
Seb sat on the dark red couch, manspreading like it was his throne; quietly sipping on his liquor while his piercing eyes shamelessly roamed your body. The ridiculously bright neon signs behind him were the only things illuminating the room, buzzing slightly. Seb took his time and studied you; torn between loving and hating what he was seeing.Â
Your lingerie drove him insane. Your excuse of a see-through cover up did too. Your slightly smudged dark lipstick made him want to ruin it even more, but the thought of where your lips had been were making him even angrier.Â
He hated the sight of the golden chain around your neck, replacing the very expensive diamond collar he had given you a while ago; with his last name on it. That was a gift you were meant to wear all the time; to remind you and everyone else that you belonged to him. The mob boss was very possessive when it came to you, and now here you were, disrespecting him.Â
But the thing he hated the most, was the bundle of cash tucked into the waistband of your underwear. And he knew that you were purposely showing it off.Â
You caught the way his jaw clenched as his eyes roamed your body. He was thinking, plotting. You felt hot under his gaze. You had always loved the way he looked at you, like he owned you. He looked at you the same way, but right now he was pissed off as well. Â
Seb had missed you. He even hurried his way back, eager to find you and have you on his lap while he finally touched you and told you all about the time heâd been gone. But instead, he returned to find that his girl had defied him. He felt betrayed.Â
âCome here.â He simply said, authority dripping from his words. You could tell he was annoyed and troubled by what he saw out there but he had brought this upon himself. You stayed put despite his very clear order. You didnât move a muscle. He sighed and rolled his eyes before staring deep into your soul again. âBabygirl,â he sounded threatening, âI said, come here.â He pointed to his lap.Â
You approached him, knowing he would be a pain in the ass after all that he saw. But you knew heâd eventually give in because he had said it himself, he canât stay away from you for too long. Neither could you honestly, and that was why him being gone for so long hurt so bad.Â
Seb watched you as you slowly walked over to him, and before you even came to a full stop in front of him, he reached out and pulled you into his lap; gripping your jaw to make sure he had your full attention.Â
âGet your fucking hands off me!â you slapped his hand away, surprising both you and him. You had never acted this way before. Usually you craved his touch. You did even now, but right now you were angry at him too.Â
Seb growled as he pulled you closer and placed his hand back to your face, gripping your jaw harder this time and it hurt just a little but nothing compared to how you had felt this whole time heâs been gone.Â
âWhy are you being such a brat, huh? And what the fuck do you think you were doing just now, outside?â He asked, using the same tone he used when dealing with his rivals. Just a tone of pure anger and annoyance.Â
Normally he was sweet and gentle with you, so this was new for you. But you wouldnât give in so easily. You scoffed. âMy fucking job is what I was doing! Now go get fucked somewhere else! Iâm not your little toy!â You were mad too, and your anger camouflaged the hurt.Â
You tried to get off his lap but he wouldnât let you move. His grip on you was firm and strong.Â
âWatch that tone with me, babygirl.â He threatened. This was the second time you had been entirely disrespectful while talking to him tonight. Seb was so close to losing his cool.Â
âOr what?â Just two very bratty words from you was enough to make him lose his mind, and his calm and composure.Â
Within a second he flipped the two of you and he had you pinned down on the couch beneath him. He held you by the neck gently, wrapping his long finger around your throat and applying the slightest bit of pressure which made you gasp softly.Â
âYou will not disrespect me like that. You know I donât tolerate it.â He reminded you of his inability to put up with disobedience.Â
You chuckled, mocking him. âAnd what are you gonna do about it? I have nothing to lose, Seb. Iâm just a toy for you to play with, just a whore, or just an easy fuck on most days, arenât I?â You sounded as though you were questioning his power, insulting him and hurting him at the same time.Â
How dare you say that? How dare you assume that you were nothing but those things to him? You meant so much more to him, and you had no idea. Of all the people in his life, you were the only one who didnât spend time with him out of fear. You were the only thing which he looked forward to almost each day.Â
The mob boss was not good at being affectionate, so he thought that perhaps showering you with gifts and money would convey how much you meant to him. But apparently not, because you still dared to say such things right to his face. And upon hearing those things, something in him flipped like a switch.Â
You saw it in his eyes; wild, and determined.Â
âJust a whore, huh? Well, let me show you how I treat one,â he whispered before going absolutely feral.Â
He tore off your lingerie in less than a few seconds. And you let him. You were mad, but you had missed him too and the truth is youâd take whatever heâd give you. He was mean, and dangerous and unpredictable but you loved him. Oh you loved him, and his cold heart and his dark soul.Â
While he tore your clothes off your body, your shaky hands tugged at his suit and his shirt too. You could feel his hunger, and him yours. He wanted nothing more than to just be slow, and loving and love you and tell you just how much he missed you. But before all that, he needed to teach you a lesson.Â
âI was stupid to even give you any attention.â He kissed his way down your naked body, kissing and nibbling on your skin as he went. âShouldâve left you out there, to be used like a little whore.â He mumbled, growling under his breath through clenched teeth while he parted your legs and settled in between them.Â
Your breaths were short and fast as you looked up at him towering you. You had missed the sight of him above you, all big and strong. In less than a minute, he had his erected cock out in his hand. And the sight of him stroking it ever so gently made you whimper in need.Â
âI was stupid to even put you on a fucking pedestal, and call you mine. I leave for some time and you get back down to where you truly belong. Guess whores never learn, huh?â He was quick to push himself in you, not even bothering about your whimpers and moans.Â
You dripping wet core gripped around him immediately. Your body arched off the surface of the couch as you gasped and moaned. He supported himself above you and smirked as he saw your face morph into a frown.Â
âNothing...â he pulled out and pushed back into you again, â...but a fucking toy for me.â He repeated your words back at you as he sped up and pounded into you, making you moan wantonly in pleasure. He knew his words were a little harsh, but he wanted you to feel how he felt when he walked in to find you on someone elseâs lap.Â
You whimpered at how good he felt. He quickened his pace. He was relentless.Â
âGuess youâll do anything for money, huh?â His hand came down to grab you by the jaw again, forcing you to open your eyes and look into his deep, blue ones. âTell me, did he fuck you like this as well? Did he touch you like daddy does? Did you let him?â He asked as he merciless pounded into you.Â
You could only moan in response, and he got the answer he needed. He knew your body, and judging by the way you moved and squirmed under him and the sounds you made, he could tell no one had touched you since heâs been gone. Â
âAll fucking mine,â he growled as he let go of your face, grabbing your wrists and pinning them above your head. He grabbed the golden you wore and yanked it off you, throwing it somewhere on the ground behind him.Â
You moaned out loud, struggling to keep your eyes open as it started to water. But the moment your eyes started to close, you felt a gentle smack on your cheek.Â
âLook at me,â he leaned down to bite your mouth, âWhat is it? You canât take daddyâs cock?â He taunted. âBut isnât that what whores do? Hmm?â he growled, âShut up and take it then, take all of me. What else is a whore good for, huh?â He moaned and growled right against your mouth, clenching his teeth or occasionally biting down on your lip as he pounded into you relentlessly.
You moaned as he fucked deeper into you. You whimpered at the intensity of his thrust, and he kept going. You cried out as the pressure built up nicely in between your legs. Seb moaned at how your walls gripped his cock and milked it.Â
You felt him too; deep inside you, touching you everywhere you wanted him too. You felt your tears fall down your cheeks. You were close...so closeâŠ
âPlease⊠please daddy...â you whined, begging pathetically and unable to arrange your words or your thoughts any better. âPleaseâŠâ
Finally, your body betrayed you and you came all over his cock without any warning. You squirmed and moaned incessantly as the pleasure washed over you. Seb didnât slow down, he kept pounding into you as your eyes rolled back and you moaned out loud as you came.Â
You whimpered at how he kept slamming into you even after you came, and your face burned as you felt the knot forming again right at your core. He fucked you relentlessly; not even stopping for a second. He panted and groaned at how good you felt around him; wet and warm all for him. Your walls clenched around him violently and your body arched off the couch. You felt your second release approaching while you recovered from the first one.Â
âLook at me,â he mumbled as he noticed your eyes were closing. You fought the need to shut your eyes and stared into his blue ones. âYouâre mine. My little whore,â he growled as he sped up, âMy girl,â he let out a grunt, âMine. You hear me?âÂ
You nodded. Your body trembled as you came again; gushing out around his cock while he still pounded relentlessly into you as he felt your walls clench around him, milking him perfectly and triggering his orgasm.Â
Seb came right after you did; groaning and swearing under his breath. He pulled his cock out of you and looked down at the lovely mess you were; his cum dripping out of you. He gently reached down to touch your sensitive and throbbing core, it was wet everywhere.Â
He didnât hesitate before shoving two fingers inside you again. âJust gonna finger my cum back into your greedy cunt. And youâre gonna let me, won't you? You little slutâŠâ he whispered. You moaned at how sensitive you were; youâre body shuddering under him. âYouâll take whatever I give you, huh?â he whispered before he leaned down to kiss your open mouth again. His tongue invaded your mouth like he owned it while he fingered you.Â
You were a mess as he fingered you faster, and faster until you came all over his fingers again. You could barely keep your eyes open as Seb pulled your naked body onto his lap. You had missed his warmth so you instinctively clinged to him, wrapping your arms around his shoulders and pushing your face into his neck.
You didnât mean to cry, but you couldnât help it. Everything was too much, you felt overwhelmed. Sebâs heart broke at the sound of your quiet sobs. He had been rough, more than usual, and quite mean too⊠He was aware of that.Â
He stroked your bare back gently, tightening his arms around you. âAre you okay, babygirl?â He asked. You didnât answer. âBaby?â he whispered again, softly. You didnât respond, instead you sniffled again as you tried your hardest to fight back your tears but they fell anyways.Â
âBaby, Iâm so sorry.â He spoke again, his voice a stark contrast to what it was just a minute ago. He was gentle now, soft. He was apologizing for everything.Â
âYou left me.â You finally spoke, voice strained and tired. You sobbed softly, still holding him tightly, âYouâre so mean.âÂ
His heart broke a little more. Once he was done with you, you couldâve easily left and asked him to never show his face around here again, but you didnât. You needed him as much as he needed you. You stayed because you had no one else, and you needed to be held and taken care of.
âIâm sorry baby. Iâve been away for a long time. I know.â He apologized.
You sniffled again. âStill. You were so mean.â You spoke, pulling away to look at him with tears in your eyes.
He wiped your tears away and pulled you into him. âI lost my mind when I saw you with that guy. Youâre mine and you know that. But you still let someone else put their dirty hands on you. How could you, baby?â He was calmer now.Â
âI didnât wanna do it.â you said, pulling away from him to look into his eyes. His eyes were soft and deep; it only reminded you of how much you loved him.Â
He was confused by your words. âDo what?â he asked, gently running his hands up and down your sides lovingly.Â
You wiped some more tears away and took a deep breath. âI didnât want to perform for anyone else. But I was running out of money, and the rent was due.â You finally confessed.Â
âYou couldâve just told me that, baby.â he said, sounding more caring than you wanted him to.
You almost chuckled. âYou werenât here. You were gone for weeks, Seb. Besides, thatâs my problem, not yours.â You made it clear. But he didnât like that.
He reached out to grab your face, making sure he has your undivided attention. âYou are mine. All your troubles are mine, okay? You donât have to worry about a thing from now on. Iâll take care of you, and everything else. Iâll make it up to you, I promise. But please forgive me. I never wanted to hurt you.âÂ
Of course youâd forgive him. But just for the hell of it, you said, âNo.â and avoided his eyes. Seb sighed, knowing youâd come around eventually. He had you back now and that was all that mattered.Â
He took his suit jacket and put it around you to shelter you from the cold air. âYou donât have to worry, youâre never gonna work in this club again.â
You knew that possessive, slightly arrogant tone of his, and it only entailed surprises. âWhat do you mean?â You questioned further
âIâm buying it. You can run it.â He spoke as if it were nothing at all. He had been thinking about this for a while now.Â
You were shocked. âSeb, what-â
He cut you off, pulling you closer to kiss your forehead. âYou heard what I said, baby.â He mumbled against your skin.Â
âWhy?â You questioned, looking down at how you straddled his lap.Â
âBecause I want you all to myself. I want you to be with me.â
You scoffed. âThis is how you ask girls out?â
He looked at you and smiled. âNot girls, just you.â He caressed your tear stained cheek lazily. His heart fluttered as he looked at you, he loved you so much. He could find better ways to show it though.Â
After talking about it, after he constantly apologized for his previous behavior and a few playful banters later, he got up and offered you his hand to take.Â
âWhere are we going?â you asked.
âHome.â he replied.
âYour home?â
âOur home.â he corrected you. âYouâre coming to live with me. Iâve been far from you for too long and Iâm done hiding what I feel for you.â You began to say something but he spoke up again before you could say a word. âAnd I wonât take no for an answer.âÂ
You smirked. âWhy? Havenât you had your fill just now?â you teased.Â
âI have.â He answered as you took his hand and stood up. âBut every king needs his queen by his side. And I need you. Iâll keep you safe and happy, and Iâll love you. Forever.â
You gave him a teary smile. âYou never told me what suddenly brought you back after three weeks.â
He smiled and pressed his lips against yours, whispering, âYou know I canât stay away from you, babygirl.âÂ
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Deadbeat Pt. 1
Lee Bodecker x F!Reader
18+ ONLY
Warnings: age gap (reader is 21), smut/masturbation (implied/mild), cursing, abandonment, infatuation, alcohol, cheating, violence?, mild housewife kink?Â
Word Count: 4.3k
Summary: You work at the bar at the edge of town, the Sheriff is going through a divorce and needs to rent a room.Â
A/N: Iâm terrible at writing summaries and Iâm so sorry about that! I donât think I would consider this a dark!fic, but it does cover a lot of themes, and topics that are darker than I usually write about- but I think that comes with the territory of writing about Lee Bodecker. Iâll make sure to update the warnings for each chapter and do not read if you are underage. I also ignored canon for this one.
There are no tags on this one, because no one has specifically asked to be tagged on smut fics and I donât want to make anyone uncomfortable!
I hope you all enjoy!
Tags and Requests are OPEN
âGet out of here Lee,â you spat, pointing to the door he just walked into the bar from. âYou swore to Janie you wouldnât touch a drop.âÂ
âCâmon (y/n),â he said sitting at the bar anyways, a smug grin on his face, making you scoff.Â
âI ainât having anything to do with you breaking your promise to that lovely woman,â you say confirming your point. You wipe your hands on the towel that was hanging from your apron.Â
âJack and coke?â He asks, looking at you with eyes that would be endearingly puppy dog if it werenât Lee Bodecker. You shook your head.Â
âA coke it is,â you say and he gives up trying for now. He regrets telling you on his last visit heâd be swearing off drinking cause Janie finally threatened to throw him out.Â
You slide a glass bottle of Coca-Cola down the length of the bar to Lee and he grinds his teeth slightly. The sugar was always his temporary fix. You also sent down his way a small bowl of roasted peanuts, feeling bad for the mess of a man.Â
âSheâs gonna leave me anyways,â he grumbles and you shake your head, picking up on his attempts to illicit sympathy to coax you into giving him a drop of anything.Â
âStop giving her a reason to Lee,â you point out, gesturing with your hands to emphasize that he was in the same small bar on the edge of town he always wandered into on weeknights. Heâd tell Janie he was on duty but heâd really be down in this little box of a building getting drunk as a stunk.Â
âSheâs the one who gone and cheated,â Lee said in an angry tone, not towards you, just at his situation. âThat Miller fellow living a few miles down from me. I see his truck parked outside my house plenty of times to know heâs not just being neighborly.âÂ
âIâm sorry Lee,â you say with a genuine tone of sympathy. You felt for him and his pain. You knew the stress of the job he led and the pain of knowing the love of your life donât love you.Â
âSheâs going to leave me,â he says, staring intently at the condensation on the bottle in front of him. âIâd been trying so hard for her and our marriage and sheâs two timing with the neighbor when Iâm out working.âÂ
âAnd the thing is I donât even care if she cheated,â Lee continued, âIâd look the other way if I knew sheâd be staying with me. But itâs cause I know she donât love me anymore. Thatâs whatâs hurting me most.âÂ
âMaybe yâall can work through this-âÂ
âThis was inevitable,â he says, cutting you off. You donât point it out, cause heâs clearly distressed but normally youâd have no problem saying to Lee âFuck you, let me finish Sheriff.âÂ
âDo you got somebody?â Lee asks you. The question takes you back cause it wasnât like the Sheriff to ask your about anything personal. He would come in, and youâd shoot the shit, exchange small talk, maybe some harmless flirting for a larger tip, but that was the extent of it.Â
âNo, not anymore,â you say, having recently broke things off with your boyfriend. âI was seeing Arvin Russell for a couple months, but we just broke it off.âÂ
âYouâre too good for him anyways,â the sheriff scoffed at the mention of the Russell boy and took another swing from his bottle of pop. âHow old are you anyways, sweetheart?âÂ
âTwenty-one,â you respond, not thinking too much about the nickname. He had a habit of frequently using names like that when he talked to the women in this town. You think it started out as a tactic to win re-election and then it just stuck. He nodded.Â
âYeah you two are around the same age,â he said, more so thinking out loud than it being a statement directed towards you. âWhyâd you break it off?âÂ
âBeat up my brother,â you answered, âGranted, the little shit had it coming. Canât blame Arvin after I heard how the asshole was bothering that sweet thing Lenora. But he just took it too far. Almost killed the kid. The boy saw red so I got myself out of the picture. You canât be with a boy who does that to your kin.âÂ
Lee nodded understandingly. You didnât interpret his actions or questions as genuine concern or interest in you, but that he was just asking you questions to distract from his marital woes.Â
âIâd do so many things different if I could be your age again,â he chuckled in a self-deprecating tone. âIâd sure as hell love to turn back time and have myself go down a better path.âÂ
âItâs not just you, Sheriff,â you reply after collecting money another man sitting at the bar. You nod as a goodbye to the man, and then curse under your breath when he doesnât tip you. âAsshole,â you mumble, tossing the few pennies into the tip jar. You walk back over to the sheriff and prop your elbows on the bar. âIâm sure everyone is this town wishes the same thing,â you say, trying to make him feel better.Â
âIâd love to just be your age again,â he says with a sigh, and then pops a small handful of the peanuts in his mouth. âYoung, got your whole life ahead of you.âÂ
âIâm not sure working in a place like this is setting me up for great things, Sheriff,â you chuckle moving to wipe the bar in the area where that other customer left. âA woman working as a bartender is equivalent to just being a whore according to the eyes of the Lord... at least in this town,â you laugh, using the towel from your apron to wipe the rings left behind on the countertop from the glasses.Â
âArvin didnât think so,â Lee countered, trying to make you feel a little better about your position. âI donât think so. Hell, people in this town are so uptight about things that arenât their business. Youâre young, you need a job and you have one. Itâs that simple.âÂ
âI wish more people in this town thought that way,â you reply with a smile. âThat new preacher last Sunday-âÂ
âDonât listen to that asshole,â the Sheriff scoffed, and chuckled when your eyes widened at his derogatory words towards the preacher. âHeâs a showboating son of a bitch and heâs as phony as they come.âÂ
âThose ruffled shirts are the most pretentious thing I ever seen,â you say, letting out a big laugh thinking about when he is giving a sermon in what looks like tacky prom attire.Â
âPay him no mind,â Lee said, bringing the bottle to his grinning lips as he looked at you. âYouâre a better person than he is.âÂ
âI appreciate the sentiment,â you chuckle.Â
âHave a goodnight hunny,â another customer at the bar says dropping cash on the table as they leave. âGoodnight Sheriff,â the older man tips his hat and then walks out.Â
âHave a goodnight Marvin,â you call after him, âGive my love to Loretta!â You clear the empty glass and drop the cash off in the register.Â
While youâre moving around, Lee takes a moment to actually look at you. Any man with eyes knew you were pretty, but he ainât never noticed before just how attractive you were. His eyes lingered for a moment at how the canvas waist apron extenuated your figure. He couldnât believe this stunning young thing was stuck in a place like this with a dead end job talking to a deadbeat like him.Â
âHow long you staying for Sheriff?â You ask suddenly, pulling him out of his trance.Â
âUh, not sure,â he says, looking up at the dingy Luger Beer clock that hung on the wall. âWhy sugar?âÂ
âSeeing as though your sober I was hoping I could trouble you for a ride home?â You ask shyly.Â
âOf course,â he said without hesitation. âNo trouble at all honey.â
âThank you, Lee,â you say with a smile, making his heart skip a beat.Â
Heâd talk to you most weeknights and never had this feeling. Maybe he had but he was too wrapped up in his own troubles to notice it. You were such a sweet girl, and he realized what an injustice it truly was for you to be stuck here.Â
The thought crossed his mind very quickly about if he wasnât married- even though he knew divorce was coming around the corner any day now. If he had met you at a different time in his life if it wouldâve been better. Instead of meeting you as an overweight, deadbeat of a sheriff which a drinking problem- heâd met you when he was fresh out of school, same age you are now. You all coulda fallen in love, started a family, and that wouldâve been enough to keep him from taking up drinking in the first place.Â
He knew from the beginning Janie ainât ever loved him. Hell, heâs not sure if he ever loved her thinking back on the whole relationship. Lustful, without any sort of promise behind it and they both were users. They used each other. He knew he treated her poorly as poorly as she treated him. He definitely had loved her, that much he knew was true, but now sheâs cheating- something Lee never thought of doing at all no matter how many fights they had until the early morning hours. Â
As you maneuvered around behind the bar, locking up the liquor and wiping down the machines getting ready to lock up for the night, his mind played little tricks on him. The canvas apron was instead a pinafore, and the bar was his kitchen. Heâd loved the sight, thinking about coming home to you instead of what was soon to just be an empty house.Â
Hell, he wasnât even sure if heâd even be the one to keep his house. The idea of finding a new house- buying one for you, and being able to start over sounded like a dream life. Hell, heâd run away from this town right now if you said the word. Heâs sure he could secure an election in another town, he had the connections to make it happen.Â
âI just got to lock up the office and Iâll be ready to go,â you say, untying your apron. He gulps and nods as confirmation. You disappear in the back room, cash drawer in your arms to lock away in the safe. He heads behind the bar to dispose of his empty bottle and the cardboard tray his peanuts were in.Â
You come back, your peacoat buttoned and the sash tied around your waist in a bow you had made. You had a small handbag in one hand, and your work apron in the other. Suddenly, he was nervous and didnât know how to carry himself around you. Undeniably, the Sheriff was developing a crush. He couldnât shake the feeling. He wanted to ask you out on a proper date, but he knew with his age and reputation- it wouldnât be fitting. He was moving way too fast in his own mind to keep up with. Just daydreams, he thought to himself, suppressing the thoughts of a future with you for now.
âOkay,â you said, giving the place one more once over to make sure it was all set. âThat does it.â
âAfter you,â he said, holding the door open for you. You giggled, and once you both were outside, you used your key to lock the front door. He held the door open for you to take the passenger seat in the cruiser. As you buckled your seatbelt, he walked over to the driverâs side and then slide into his seat.
You were a little nervous. You werenât sure why. This wasnât the first time youâd asked for a ride home. Usually, itâs never this late. When you close, you usually walk home alone. You definitely didnât live that far, but again that was more dangerous than getting a ride home.
You realized that you were worried about nothing. You thought maybe some would accuse you of something scandalous, getting a ride home from a man so late. However, this was the Sheriff and the streets didnât have another car on it at all. The town knew where you worked and if anyone were to see you, theyâd know you were closing shift and you asked for a ride to avoid walking home this late alone.
âThank you again,â you said, starting up a conversation as the sheriff was backing out of the tiny lot that was next to the bar.
âOh, donât mention it, hun,â he said, âItâs my job to make sure you get home safe. Your house is the white one at the end of Birch?â
âThe very one,â you say, looking out the window. There arenât any street lights, and the only light for miles is coming from the headlights of the cruiser. You donât catch Lee stealing glances at you as he starts moving forward.
âHowâs your ma doing?â He asks, making conversation.
âOh, she left,â you said nonchalantly, and it makes Leeâs eyebrow raise in confusion.
âWait. What?â He asks looking over at you for a second before turning his eyes back to the road.
âOh, I thought you wouldâve heard,â you say softly, your façade of indifference torn down. âShe left us about a month ago. Met a man from Columbus and moved in with him. The whole town was talking about it for weeks.â
âSo, is it just you and Tommy now?â he asks, wondering what kind of a mother leaves her girl to take care of her high school aged brother on what she makes at the bar.
âOh, he went with her,â you explain, âHouse is all mine. After the whole thing with Arvin, she decided to pull him out of school and he goes to school in Columbus now. She wasnât gonna bring him but after that, she changed her mind.â
âThey just left you?â
âI chose to stay.â
âNo offense but why would the hell would you chose to do that?â he jokes, making you laugh a little.
âItâs all paid off, and my grandpa left it to me and not her anyways,â you explain. âHouse has been in my name for three years now. And if we sold the house, sheâd just piss the money away. Besides, would you move back in your mother now, Sheriff?â
âNo, I canât say I would want to,â he chuckles.
âSo, Iâm just supporting myself and that ainât too bad,â you shrug.
âSounds lonely,â he comments and you nod in agreement.
âIt can be,â you admit, as he turns down your street.
âYou ainât worried living alone?â He asks.
âYou tell me, Sheriff,â you joke, âIf I got something to worry about it sounds like youâre not doing your job.â
âOuch,â he says and holds a hand clutching his hand to his heart dramatically. It made you laugh, and it made him smile that he made you laugh. God, he loved your laugh.
âThank you again, Lee,â you say sincerely, quickly kissing his cheek when he parks in front of your house. The gesture takes him back, and heâs relieved you canât see how red his face is. Heâs almost angry at how flustered you make him and you have no idea. âHave a goodnight,â you say.
âGoodnight, (Y/N),â he says, a little shakily. You get out of the car, and he watches you walk up to the porch, your hips swaying naturally, and he bites his lip. He groans, but at his disappointment in himself for staring again. You disappear behind the front door and he hits his palm on the steering wheel, trying to shake whatever feeling this was.
He reluctantly drove home, not wanting to have to talk or see Janie. He knew he was just heading home to a fight for being out so late, even though he knows she takes full advantage having fucking Miller over. His jaw is locked, angry about a fight he hasnât even had with her yet. His cheek still tingles from your touch, and he thinks about if he should just leave Janie. He could just leave, get an apartment nearby or something. He doesnât even care if she gets the damn house. Heâs bracing himself for another night of fighting as he pulls into his own driveway and heading up to his own house.
He fumbles with his keys in the dark. He thinks he had the right one, but it doesnât work. He tries another that is the same shape, still doesnât work. He intakes a sharp breath and tries the first key again- heâs positive thatâs his house key. âFucking Christ,â he mutters when the key wonât even go into the lock. âJanie!â he shouts, pounding on the front door. She changed the locks.
âFuck,â he exclaims, stomping down the front steps and walking around to the back door. He tries his keys again with no luck. He pounds into the door hard and incredibly loud. He knows sheâs there, upstairs in their bed, ignoring his knocks. He tries the kitchen window, but itâs locked. Every window on the first floor is fucking locked. He curses again and heads back to his cruiser. He slams the door shut and his grip on the wheel is turning his knuckles white. Does she expect him to sleep in his car in the driveway?
He doesnât even think about where heâs going to go, but he knows damn sure heâs not going to give her the satisfaction of sleeping outside of his house in his cop car for the whole town to talk about. He just pulls out of his driveway and starts driving. He isnât even thinking about what route heâs driving, itâs like heâs driving on autopilot while he screams out every curse word in existence.
By the time he calms down, he realizes heâs driving down Birch again. His muscles in his body tense, and he thinks back to your conversation when he dropped you off. Your mother and brother were gone, meaning you have two spare bedrooms. He knows he shouldnât but the temptation is way too overwhelming. He has nowhere else to go. If someone saw his car⊠well, heâd worry about that tomorrow. Your house is two miles away from your nearest neighbor, settled back at the end of a long dirt road. Someone knowing he was there was unlikely. He had people who could save your name. It was all innocent. Janie kicked him out and he knew you had an extra room. Hell, heâd rent a room from you- Wait. Thatâs perfect. That solved all of his problems and yours. He knows you were downplaying how hard it must be to keep up with the house and by him paying rent, you could take care of the house. It was a win-win.
He felt so confident now and he was so proud of himself for devising this plan. He parked his car out front and then walked up to your front door, knocking gently. The sound of the knock made him now incredibly nervous. He didnât want to scare you or for you to think he was trying to take advantage. Granted, there would be a lot more than financial benefits to being able to live with you, which he knew were selfish, but the idea of being able to see you everyday was overwhelming. It was the closest thing to the dream he was wrapped up in back at the bar. He could live out his little pretend domestic bliss, and youâd get the money you need for the house. He knew he was insane and this was probably wildly inappropriate, but he knew you were too kind to turn him away.
You opened the door with a small yawn, a yellow bathrobe secured over your nightgown fully, to keep yourself decent when you answered the door. You were going to call the Sheriff when you heard the rapping at your door so late and ignore the knocks, but looking out the window of your bedroom you saw it was Leeâs cruiser parked outside.
âLee?â you ask quietly, sleepiness very evident on your mumbled voice.
âJanie kicked me out,â he said softly, âChanged the locks on me. Darling, Iâm so sorry for intruding but I have no where else to go.â
âCome in,â you say sympathetically, the news waking you up quite a bit. âLee, Iâm so sorry. You can take my momâs old room; itâs got an attached bathroom you can use too.â
 âThank you (Y/N),â he says quietly. You close the door and secure the lock and the chain again as he looks around the house.
âDonât worry about it,â you insist. âI can take you there. Follow me.â
You walk up the stairs, Lee following closely behind and heâs ashamed that he took the opportunity to just openly check you out again. At the top of the stairs there was a hallway lined with photographs in mismatched frames. You point to the door at the end of the hall.
âThatâs the master,â you explain, âThereâs a bathroom attached inside if you want to clean up or anything. Thereâre clothes in the dresser if you want pajamas- should be in the bottom drawer.â
âOkay, thank you,â he replies, looking down at you as you yawn again, and he notices how your hair is a little messy. The sight drives him wild.
âAnything in the kitchen is up for the taking to,â you offer.
âLook, (Y/N),â he says, âI know this isnât the best time to be talking about this, but I really need a more permanent plan on where to go. I know it sounds crazy and out of the blue, but could I rent that room from you? Name your price. I figured⊠I really need a new place, and you could probably use another source of income to keep up with the house. Plus, itâs safer than living aloneâŠâ
âUmâŠ,â you begin to speak, but you bit your lip, showing that youâre intently thinking about his offer. Everything he said was right. You needed the money, and he was right that living alone was dangerous in this town and living with the sheriff is the safest person there was in the whole town. People would talk, of course, but no one would deny that the circumstances were just ideal for the two of you and nothing more. You were an adult, a homeowner, and it was your business who you rented a room too. âYeah, I think that makes sense for both of us,â you agree. âWeâll sort out the details tomorrow.â
âOf course,â he says with a smile.
âAlright, um,â you say crossing your arms around your chest awkwardly. âGoodnight, Lee.â
âGoodnight, (Y/N),â Lee responds as you head back into your own bedroom. He letâs out a heavy sigh and heads into your momâs room- or rather his new room. Heâd have to figure out how to get his stuff back from Janie tomorrow. Heâd really just need his clothes and some other necessities.Â
The room was fairly spacious. There was a closet and dresser. The closet still had some clothes of your momâs left behind, and for the most part, the room looked fairly intact. It was like she up and left with just a few things. Lee shook his head, angry at how poorly you were treated by your mother. He pulls off his leather jacket, tossing it and his hat onto the bed. He opened up the bottom drawer of the dresser, and just like you said, it was filled with menâs clothing. He concluded they had to belong to the man your mom lived with now, more things just left behind.
He tosses a pair of plaid pajama bottoms and a white t-shirt onto the bed, and then he heads to the bathroom.
In the drawer beside the sink, he finds a new toothbrush still in its packaging, that he opens for himself and drops it in the white toothbrush holder on the counter. The towels are all clean and folded neatly on the shelf above the toilet. He finds a new soap under the sink as well, and decided he needed a shower to just wash off everything of tonight off in hopes heâll feel better.
He strips of his uniform, folding it nicely knowing heâll need to wear it all again tomorrow morning. He steps into the shower and turns on the water. The hot water just immediately helps him to loosen the muscles that had been so tense. He lets the warm water run down his face and back, just letting himself enjoy the feeling. He lathers up his body with soap and then it finally hits him that he was here, living with you, and then suddenly heâs hard.
âFuck,â he mutters, resting his head against the shower wall, the running down his back. He was in so much trouble he realizes. As he beats himself off in the shower, his mind is clouded with thoughts of you. The way the apron at the bar looked around your hips, and the smell of your perfume when you leaned into him. The way your body looked as you paraded yourself around behind the bar. The way you have no problem talking back to him when he walks into the bar after saying heâs off the bottle the night before, just making want to shut you up with a rough kiss. The feeling of your lips on his cheek and he imagines your lips on his neck. He thinks about how your hair looked tousled when you just showed him to his room. He lets himself slip back into that same domestic daydream. You being his wife⊠married to you instead dealing with this goddamn divorce. The absolute sickening sweet domesticity making him groan, as he imagines his hand is yours. Why on earth did he think heâd be able to do this?
PART TWO
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