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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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He made her an offer she couldn't refuse
#my art#comic#is this funny? i dunno i thought it up while i was daydreaming as per usual#well its funny TO ME#im easily amused :3
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white queers are always so damned certain that "true" queerness is for them & them alone. expressions of queerness from Black people (most notably, Black women & those percieved as women) that don't center whiteness & aren't tailored for white audiences are always, always pegged as being unbelievable. all this plus a heaping dose of thay classic "all bi women are dirty attention seeking liars" brand of biphobia. fuck off man
#not sure if 'percieved as women' is the best language but I dunno how else to articulate that#remembering that post from a couple weeks ago that was about exactly this#megan thee stallion#misogynoir#biphobia#white queers
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When I was young my dad offhandedly told me he thought people treated fish with so much casual cruelty because fish can’t scream.
The words branded themselves across my soul.
As an adult I think he may have been joking. He payed no especial attention to any indignities fish suffered in our household but I could never forget. I saw fish in a different light after that.
Fish kept in tiny bowls, breathing their own poisons, dying by inches. Fish kept in cold tanks, casually disposed of. Fish touted as being short lived when they could outlive the better loved family dog if only they could breathe. Fish casually won and discarded in cheap plastic bags, thrown away a week later.
How they would scream, if they could.
#fish#poetry#I suppose? I dunno#animal cruelty#I’d actually love to keep fish but I’m terrified of trying to meet the needs of a creature that can’t bother me#they’re so beautiful and mistreated#writing
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you’re just like the rest of them
#thomas the tank engine#thomas and friends#ttte gordon#ttte henry#’s skeleton#3x4#casa tidmouth#senjart#kind of a follow up piece to the one before this#tfw you have complicated feelings towards your estranged old friend and him d*ing and coming back to life is NOT helping 😂😂😂#I dunno where I was going with this honestly… pure experimental#this casa tidmouth stuff is crazy. what kind of ttte have y’all been watching 😂😂😂
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Taking off a costume
#nothingbizzare art#artist on tumblr#mob psycho 100#mp100#mp100 fanart#mob psycho fanart#kageyama shigeo#shigeo kageyama#i dunno i was just feeling a little bit like this
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#tma#the magnus archives#i wonder how long itll take before it reaches people who dunno what this is#elias bouchard#jonathan sims#the archivees#the head arc-eye-vist#elias bitchard
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painted this while procrastinating my various responsibilities 😔 tempera on paper, 19 x 27 cm. sold
#I've put so much effort in painting her profile as accurately as possible#dunno why. i wouldn't have forgiven myself otherwise#the x files#dana scully#artists on tumblr#txf study#traditional art
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Check out my wares (thick soup)
my humble rating via Bruce:
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And then they explode
#sans the skeleton#sans#sans undertale#undertale#undertale fanart#w.d. gaster#undertale gaster#gaster#dadster#I have such a hard time drawing biblically accurate sans like#i HAVE to have an image of his sprite just sitting there in the corner at 20 opacity otherwise it looks ass#and each time I go into my layers I get sans undertaled#sans fanart#gaster fanart#yes my watermark is b flat. i just thought it was funny because I usually go by buba on the internet#ALSO! I dunno what I did with the effects but like#yum???#so vintage! wow!#my works
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clammy ganon will become a fixture to my vocabulary now. excellent
#splorin……#dunno if this is botw or totk bc i have not played totk#so we’ll go with#botw#loz#legend of zelda
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They share their secret cute photos of Law.
Masterlist
#roseyart#comic#one piece#donquixote rosinante#corazon lives au#corazon#bepo#trafalgar law#still dunno if I want this Cora to have makeup or not
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#dunno if her makeup would really do that but i like the way it looks#atla#avatar the last airbender#avatar#suki#atla fanart#art#digital art#fan art#kyoshi warriors#h draws
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my mom was saying that I'm pretty unlucky when it comes to cat health, but I was saying that a lot of folk have issues like mine, it's just that they don't deal with them and then the cat dies.
she said "that's not true at all," and I had to list how many cats my aunt and uncle have burnt through in the same time I've had Pangur and Grim. and then I talked about an old friend who would never even name her kittens, because they always died within the first year. and of friends who've watched their cats deteriorate without going to the vet, while saying "there's nothing I can do." in mainstream culture, cat death is normal and invisible. it's just that a lot of time the cat dies outside of the house (whether through illness, accident, or predation) so people get to maintain deniability.
#pangur easily could have died 10 years ago when she first got pancreatitis#and Grim..... I dunno. she needed her teeth out pretty young#because of an autoimmune thing#so they could've rotted in her mouth and led to some sort of massive infection without treatment#I just keep saying “NO” >:( whenever they try to die
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Average arcane act 2 experience </3
#arcane#jayvik#caitvi#Isha arcane#all these doomed gays (+a child) 😭#I dunno if we’ll recover from this one fellas#riot you have a lot to fix here#i’m watching you 🫵 :’)#Sam rambles
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