#but whatever it is it's AWFUL
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I actually feel so sick and miserable
#i feel a lot like i did when i had covid but covid for the most part was just a super bad headcold for me#with ALL of the symptoms turned up to 10#im wondering if i have a sinus infection?#i know i mentioned i took a test yesterday and it was negative#well that was before i remembered my mom's also been fighting a bad cold for like a week now#for which she did go to urgent care and they gave her both a covid and flu test and they were negative#so im guessing i probably got this from her and it's not covid but i will keep testing myself#but whatever it is it's AWFUL#my head hurts.im full of fluid. i can barely watch richard iii :(#tales from diana
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[image id: a four-page comic. it is titled "immortality” after the poem by clare harner (more popularly known as “do not stand at my grave and weep”). the first page shows paleontologists digging up fossils at a dig. it reads, “do not stand at my grave and weep. i am not there. i do not sleep.” page two features several prehistoric creatures living in the wild. not featured but notable, each have modern descendants: horses, cetaceans, horsetail plants, and crocodilians. it reads, “i am a thousand winds that blow. i am the diamond glints on snow. i am the sunlight on ripened grain. i am the gentle autumn rain.” the third page shows archaeopteryx in the treetops and the skies, then a modern museum-goer reading the placard on a fossil display. it reads, “when you awaken in the morning’s hush, i am the swift uplifting rush, of quiet birds in circled flight. i am the soft stars that shine at night. do not stand at my grave and cry.” the fourth page shows a chicken in a field. it reads, “i am not there. i did not die” / end id]
a comic i made in about 15 hours for my school’s comic anthology. the theme was “evolution”
#dinosaur#evolution#comic#prehistoric#animal#wildlife#paleontology#biology#poetry#comics#original#my art#archaeopteryx has no direct living descendants i know#but i wanted something aerial and the dinosaur to bird connection is classic and well known anyway#also the chicken over any other bird is very on purpose#its the mix of truth and comedy and genuineness and the fantastic in the mundane#its me asking you to see something so wonderful in something taken so un-seriously#and to love it both ways#also the jurassic park thing#where someone saw the reconstructed gait of a dino#and said. hey hang on. i know that walk.#and pulled up footage of a chicken walking#which jumpstarted the entire study into the link between dinosaurs and birds#in the end take whatever you want from it i just thought id provide some insight#i always like it when other artists do#the point is that i enjoy when people laugh at the end and when they dont#and i like it when they cry. i like it best when they both laugh and cry. eeaao intent#anyway mourn your losses but to live is to change#also hi guys i finally figured out tipping after 5 months so no more annoying ko-fi link#the antidote to despair is awe
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truth serum / system reveal au where shen qingqiu gets hit with an uncloaking spell that reveals the system in the reflection of his eyes every time it pops up.
during one of his missions, in the treasure hoard of some dragon-like creature, he finds a golden, oval shaped hand mirror, its gaudy style more victorian based than anything (airplane you hack!), that doesn't seem to do anything when he looks into it. but when he does, it reveals the system's screen in his eyes.
he doesn't notice this, of course, because he can't see it, and the system, surprisingly, stays quiet.
the peak lords think he's cursed.
maybe mu qingfang is the first to notice, during the mandatory post mission check-up, when shen qingqiu is scrolling through his most recently accumulated points and mu qingfang can see the strange vividly-blue lines reflected in his pupils. it's gone when shen qingqiu blinks, like it was nothing but a trick of the light.
it comes out when yue qingyuan is visiting and, just as he's done laying out the plans for a new mission, shen qingqiu's eyes glaze over and a bright blue box takes over the whole of his iris. shen qingqiu goes quiet; the thing in his eyes moves, shifts, pulses for a second, like static worms crawling all over his pupils. then he blinks, and it's gone, and shen qingqiu accepts the mission that yue qingyuan was almost sure he would decline.
maybe there is an intervention, when the peak lords corner shen qingqiu at qian cao peak and try to figure out what's wrong, subjecting him to all kinds of treatments and curse-finding spells that turn up empty, they can't find anything.
of course, the silencing threat is still very much up and running. at first shen qingqiu was kind of confused by the whole ordeal, but when the peak lords start describing a "strange blue box", he realizes, with sickening suddenty, that they're describing the system. and he can't say anything.
this only makes everything worse, because their fellow peak lord now keeps evading every question and acts like he doesn't understand. liu qingge points right at his face and asks, "that blue box, what is it?" and shen qingqiu laughs nervously and starts talking about how bright the weather is and surely it's the sky and nothing to worry about!
even worse, during the intervention the system thought it was a good idea to start talking to him, so now even the peak lords who hadn't seen it and who might have been persuaded by light tricks and reflections, get a first row view that no, that definitely isn't a trick of the light.
they try to do the whole thing of "are you in danger, blink twice" but shen qingqiu can't even do that because it's still a direct admittance!
maybe eventually he starts saying vague confirmations that don't actually confirm anything, like "this master hears what you're saying", or maybe he goes with a classic "this master can neither confirm nor deny that." but the system starts warning him for that too and eventually he stops saying anything, which worries the others more.
luckily mu qingfang catches on that every time they ask a direct question about the box or shen qingqiu says anything vaguely confirming, it appears. it doesn't appear when they ask about curses or demons, so it must not see that as a threat.
for a little extra angst: maybe the peak lords keep pressuring him for answers, and at some point shen qingqiu gets fed up and snaps out something like, "why don't you understand that i'm not allowed to answer that!" the system counts this as a direct admittance, threatening it's existence. so it punishes. shen qingqiu has a qi deviation so bad it lasts two weeks and takes two people every day to cleanse his meridians. the system doesn't appear in that time. it doesn't appear for a long while after that, either. the peak lords stop asking, mainly because shen qingqiu will instantly leave the room if they do. they don't stop searching for a cure, though.
shang qinghua returns from a business trip and catches on the second someone mentions a blue box and forced silencing.
#i like the idea of sqq sort of disassociating every time he talks with the system#like his eyes go unfocused and he goes quiet and doesnt seem to hear what others are saying#and the others always thought that was odd but hey. whatever. until some strange *thing* started showing up#i do also like the idea of the system slowly allowing sqq more liberties#bc its decided it likes this storyline#liu qingge comes to cleanse sqqs meridians and gets red with anger when the system pops up in sqqs eyes#but then sqq reaches out to him and says ''no. it... likes you.''#the system doesnt (cant) really like anyone. but its gifting him friendship points when liu qingge visits him and that's positive?#liu qingge doesnt see it as positive and gets even more mad because what do you MEAN this monster enitity ''likes him''????#liu qingge is going to kill it the first chance he has!!#yue qingyuan talks about a mission looking for volunteers and you can *see* his face fall when the blue box appears#''it wants you to go. doesn't it?'' ''this shidi would like to join this mission.'' ''i understand.''#sometimes the blue box appears and sqq looks *stricken*. like he just saw something really awful#but he just cant talk about it#svsss#scum villain's self saving system#scum villain#shen qingqiu#yue qingyuan#mu qingfang#system svsss#svsss au#reveal au
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good morning ☀️
#your mom#today is the first day in like three weeks that i didn’t wake up with that fuckin awful cold#gay#also we had a proper blizzard yesterday after like no snow yet this year#and it was magical#and then it rained this morning so it’s a mess outside but whatever#gay hot#gay bulge
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Charles “We’ve got literally forever to figure out what the rest means” Rowland
#what in gods name is their ship name#someone make a poll so we can vote and figure it out please and thank you#dead boy detectives#charles rowland#edwin payne#paynland#I’m not tagging chedwin because that’s awful#tho my issue with paynland is people are gonna get confused if it’s payneland or paynland#whatever#payneland#they are so important to me#I love how romantic love isn’t shown askre important than platonic#devoted if the best way to describe their relationship
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happy 57th anniversary to spock and kirk writhing in the sand
#historic moment#i drew this months ago but i guess now is the perfect time to put it out there since it’s just been gathering dust in my files#star trek#star trek tos#amok time#spirk#kirk/spock#spock#mr spock#james t kirk#captain kirk#k/s#some of the tangents are really awful but i am absolutely not fixing them lmao its whatever
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exy fans + Twitter (the au where andreil gets outed)
#oh you guys already know the one line Andrew response that I have ready is gonna slap#but yes#possibly one of the very few scenarios in which I can picture Andrew and neil actually coming out#enjoy!!!!!!#andrew minyard#neil josten#andreil#aftg#all for the game#tfc#the foxhole court#in universe memes#mine#I was distracting myself by making this and now the sun is rising and I still feel awful#so goodnight good morning whatever!!!!!!!
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i am thinking how much poorer, how much less colorful the world would be if art was only made by "professionals." if all the music, all the stories, all the sketches & paintings & craftwork of the world was created only by the small category of people able to make a decent living from their art. imagine if the only people allowed to create were the experts & the renowned & those aspiring to the top. what a grey world that would be. how much joy would be bleached away! i love you people who create for the sake of creating, i love you artists who do art for tiny audiences, i love you people who make things even just for one person, even just for themselves, even if no one's watching, thank you thank you thank you for decorating the world in which we all exist
#not a shitpost#related: the most powerful crafters alive are crocheters who spend 7+ years making an intricate table cloth no one is allowed to eat on#all that arcane magic into making a display object primarily for their own enjoyment#and that of the blessed few lucky enough to be invited into their home to behold what is by rights a sacred object#if you spend a certain number of hours crafting something u have the right to have it put in a shrine or museum of your choosing i think#you have imbued it with your Life Essence by sheer force of concentration and obsession it is Holy now#anyways. old ladies who knit/crochet/embroider etc are a thousands times more powerful and intimidating#than old white dudes who are obsessed with war memorabilia or whatever#i have nothing but respect awe and appropriate amounts of fear towards crafters. my liege
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what if…. Noel centric angst? ever think about that?
#more like Noel centric hurt/comfort but WHATEVER#they…………………..#IF ITS NOT CLEAR he had an awful kiy nightmare and was freaking out when we jolted awake#Oscar here to lend a shoulder to sob in and a lap to fall asleep on#artists on tumblr#malevolent#malevolent fanart#malevolent podcast#oscar malevolent#detective noel#noel malevolent#charlie dowd#holy ghosts
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someone asked for my fav c!disc scene. Guys why did he say this
#I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED THE. INITIAL ASK#IM SIRRYYY#whatever anyways#idk why I made this a comic#also this is a good time to reiterate if ur a dream Stan ur not welcome here fuck off#this is cdream. his character who is also fucking repulsive evil awful#anyways#c!tommy#dsmp#my art#art#doodles#comic#link is the audio for the dialogue
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well, I can't say I expected the new chapter to feature Idia (metaphorically) going to (metaphorical) hell, getting a pep talk from his (metaphorical) Phantom brother which helps him finally move on once and for all from his brother's death, and (metaphorically) overblotting again to fight his way back out of (metaphorical) hell, only to have his darkest fear (non-metaphorically) come true when his mom goes through his computer and finds all his secret files. but I am glad it did!
also this is all a flashback for the purpose of explaining to our group what the heck is going on (whether or not any of it is getting through is another matter)
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 chapter 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 chapter 7 spoilers#it's okay she said she didn't look in the password-protected folders#your secret recipes are safe#what's up guys it's IDIA TIME#red idia. redia. is this anything#(my thoughts are all over the place so this is not going to be comprehensible sorry in advance)#woooooo and his character arc is resolved!!!!#including my new favorite shroudbros interaction#idia: ortho i need to apologize for how much i must have hurt you --#ortho: whatever niisan i went to SPACE#they're so stupid. i love them so much.#not to mention idia starting to realize something is up when he pulls 3 ssrs no problem#(stares at 3 currently-running ssr pickups) twst is mocking me personally#aw man though! i forget if he had that line before about crimson muscle coming to his entrance ceremony or if that's new#either way i think that's sweet!#there's been a bit of a running subplot that idia actually really does want to be friends irl#but is too shy/anxious and convinced crimson would hate him immediately if they ever met#so idk. it was kind of a throwaway line but it still got me! when are he and lilia gonna meet for reals :(#(this will definitely involve makeovers) (this is not how idia expected their friendship to go but he has no choice now)
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Remember when Rafayel asked:
And then he-
Sir, you could step on my neck and I'd say thank you. What kind of question is that!?
#10/10 would let him do awful horrible wonderful things#do i have a degradation kink now...?#pretty he could call me whatever and id be down#love and deepspace rafayel#rafayel#rafayel x you#rafayel x mc#rafayel love and deepspace#l&ds rafayel#lads rafayel#lnds rafayel#rafayel x reader#qi yu#qi yu love and deepspace
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awful aggressive nerd flirting
#ty pio for the brony shirt idea and bell for the sailor moon shirt even tho you CANT SEE THEM F#awful femcel cumplane#cumplane#rule 63#t4t#or cis whatever you want#genderswap#airplane shooting towards the sky#peerless cucumber#svsss#scum villain#shen qingqiu#fem!shen qingqiu#shen yuan#shang qinghua#fem!shang qinghua
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I finally did the trend
#malevolent#arthur lester#john doe#my art#the kiss#as always drawing fluff is more emberassing than any suggestive thing i have ever made its trully awful#enjoy my suffering tho it turned out pretty cool#my john design is already insoired by this paiting tho so whatever#i got to play around with some brushes which was nice
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them!!! they!!!!!
#when i tell you i have negative 20 understanding of whats fashionable#idk what looks good at all#yet another reason to love this series cos everyone looks stylish#i wouldn't know style if it came into my house and busted my kneecaps#but i like comfy clothes!!!! so thats what they get!!!!!!!#the hands came out weirdly good in this too usually my hands are awful but look at em#im being so mean spirited to myself today wth WHATEVER POINT IS#this is a doodle take the doodle i hope you like the doodle#skip and loafer#skip to loafer#mitsumi iwakura#shima sousuke#shima x mitsumi
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what was the point of lila thinking home was a feeling she didn't deserve and could never earn until she found diego. what was the point of them finding deep, meaningful love in each other. what was the point of lila opening her heart and confessing that all she really wanted was a family with him.
what was the point of developing diego and lila over two seasons, creating such a beautiful, chaotic bond, just to destroy it for no reason.
#the umbrella academy#diego x lila#lila pitts#diego hargreeves#what was the point!!!!!!#isn't it great when there's no character resolution and everyone just gets erased from existence#instead of giving us emotional closure they just added more pain and trauma and called it a day#what was it all for exactly. to give the handler a peaceful happy life of all people#don't even get me started on the bracelet or that awful pointless love triangle#steve blackman is gross and so is the way he talks about lila like she's not even a character in her own right but just an afterthought#someone who was there to pair with five while diminishing all that she is#five needed a love story so they just shoved lila into that role as if she were some random accessory to five's story#rather than her own character with thoughts and feelings#a woman's entire character arc is ruined just to give a guy a love interest#i feel sick#i've already mentioned some of this on twitter but whatever#as you can probably guess i'm not going to gif this so-called new season#lila deserved better. diego deserved better. we deserved better
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