#but today was productive

[chaotic-orphan]

Intoxicating Fear?? 🥺 Take your time though!!!! Lots of love xx

Thank you!!! I will, I will put intoxicating Fear after Semantics then!!!

So number Five on the list!!!😌🫰

[hinamie]

sympathy for cain

[unhappy-sometimes]

For the mission…!

He’s madly in love (for the mission!)

Inspired by the no homo comic by sarah andersen

[ramblinseahorsey]

As a person with bipolar disorder, I never thought I'd see a joke about mania I liked, but Gangle's struggles with her emotions and the heavy guilt for being over the top or needing help all the time was handled with so much care in her "episode". I feel respected and heard... Which is very rare.

Lots of people who are doting when your hurt in a thematically romance-able way, conveniently quiet or depressed and tragic, suddenly don't like helping or being around you, or even knowing you at all once your disabilities make you annoying, discomforting or angry. When your feelings are out of your control, and your hurt and overwhelming emotions disables you from being kind and helpful and happy, people are often much more disconcerted with you than bad behavior from a "normal" person. Sometimes it feels way lonelier than being stuck in a depressive episode somehow.

And you know they often don't mean to or don't know they're disrespecting Gangle, she seems to know too, but she sucks it up because she doesn't know how to "earn" help in either state, and the fear that a sudden surge of happiness will lead to a sudden great fall after solidifies the want to hide your "wrongness".

She is the very opposite of helpful here, but she tries her best, and having someone let her know it's ok for her to be around or have failed attempts to not bother those around her is all she needed to smile on her own face today. It doesn't fix everything, Zooble doesn't even correct her from saying she doesn't deserve their friendship, cause that's not something she will believe or needs to hear right now. She needs to know she still deserves and will get help and more tries, that there will still be people who will forgive and love her, that those who lose their patience with her right back will still want to spend time with her later.

The horrible ups and downs still haunt you, the long long journey to find the right treatment is exhausting, and it still won't ever get rid of all of it, but the episodes don't feel like their going on forever and always when someone will listen to you, wants to listen to you. Wants not just to help you, wants to spend time with you, wants you to be.

Also it is legitimately really funny to me she outright states she's going to weaponize her trauma to get back at Jax for his warcrimes lol. There isn't much out there better at making you feel less guilty about your mania than a legitimately evil person tbh. The manic episode having more seasons pun feels like something a bipolar person or someone who is trusted personally by a bipolar person would say, it legit made me giggle

[serendippertyy]

matchy matchy

[v-poreons]

That's it that's their dynamic

[salvadorbonaparte]

I need someone to edit the "Chantal heul leise" but it's Lindner

[trashmancer]

Evil Gale 🧠 I was drawing this one while finishing up the happy Gale, and it possessed me.

[bluestation]

nami day!! 🧡💐🍊

[tazmiilly]

various small doodles

[warmfuzzyanimal]

i was extremely sleep deprived yesterday when i discovered the dragon survival mod which was LIFE CHANGING when you're on three hours of sleep so of course i made a whole custom forest dragon texture in one day about it. and. just for fun, some concept art i made for it:

[timethehobo]

Lil Emmy prepping for another work week.

[hinamie]

realizing how much i like drawing him a million years too late :<

[butchnoise]

I ain't arguin with an older butch. whatever you say handsome

[ping-ski]

today was a good day :)

(they're free from the ice prison now)

[esmeblaze]

But she steps backwards again, and manoeuvres them both into a complicated circle, and she seems, for the moment, content. Almost-still, her usual frenetic energy gone, the stench of her divinity faded into the background behind sandalwood soap and rose perfume. Two hatchlings, curled into one another beneath the floor of a church. … Above their heads, he hears the low rumble of the Oratrice coming to life, as if it has decided they need music — as if its master has decided the world is waltzing, and so it cannot help but take part.

— Tails From the Court by longk

this fic has everything: dragon dysphoria, high heels, the delicate and uncertain balance of pre-canon neuvillette and furina still trying to figure each other out… go read it (and the other fic in the series rn) and understand the inherent tenderness of being wobbly little sea creatures finding their footing together