#but this was stuck in my brain and i just had to draw it
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Caramelo Duro ib: Caramelo Duro by Miguel please listen to it while you read :) patrick zweig x fem!reader
Dulce. Dulce. Dulce.
Patrick thought you were sweet. Sickeningly sweet. Sweet like candy. He couldnât get enough of you. Sugar is 10 times more addicting than any drug in the world, how could he not be addicted?
He knew you were sweet from the first time he saw you. He was smoking a cigarette outside a bar he frequents. You and your friends had just come out of a nearby club and you caught his eye immediately.
Slinky gold dress draped on your body, accentuating your curves. It stopped just above your mid thigh. Your back was completely exposed due to the backless nature of the dress.
Your skin was shimmering, the light of the moon reflecting off your skin, your dress, and the gold jewelry adorned on your skin.
Patrick never knew what his sisters meant when they said stuff like âthis color brings out your eyesâ or âthis is your colorâ but he did now. Gold is definitely your color.
His brain feels stuck. Like heâs stuck in your trap. The sickeningly sweet honey energy you exude drawing him in. He tosses the butt of his cigarette, walking over to you. He knows thereâs not a chance in hell someone as beautiful as you would give him the time of day but he tried anyway.
âare you a vampire?â He debated his opening line on his walk over and of course the stupidest one fall out of his mouth.
Your nostrils fill with the scent of cigarette smoke and mint as he stands in front of you. Heâs quite tall, maybe a good five inches taller than you which is saying something since youâre wearing heels.
Youâve had a few lychee martinis so you feel inclined to see where this goes. You smile, âwhy? you want me to suck your blood?â
He laughs. Youâre funny too. âmaybe I do,â he smirks.
Thatâs how he ends up in your bed that night.
The next morning you ask him what he meant. Heâs sitting by your window, cracked so he can smoke.
He takes a quick drag before blowing the smoke out the window, âyou know because vampires twinkle in the moonlight or whatever.â
You laugh from where you lay on your bed. Youâre wearing his t-shirt. You decide to keep your body oil shimmer secret to yourself, you donât want to kill the mystery.
You proved him right everytime, you are sweet in more ways than one. Your energy, your body, your taste.
He ends up staying the night every night for the next two weeks.
Dulce
Dulce
Dulce
a/n: this was on my mind for so long I had this song on repeats for weeks and patrick has been on the front of my mind hehe lmk if you like :) critiques always welcome of course
#mel speaksïŒïŒŸÏïŒ#challengers#patrick zweig#patrick zweig x you#patrick zweig smut#patrick zweig x reader#patrick x reader#patrick x you
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So this song fits them so very well right?
#malevolent#john doe#john doe malevolent#john malevolent#arthur lester#tw blood#cw blood#implied child death#cw bones#tw bones#my art#if i need to add more tags just ket me know#idk the original author or the name of the actual song im sorry :((#but this was stuck in my brain and i just had to draw it#theyve been in my brain rent free :[#this was kinda a pain in the ass to color tbh and to actually draw#also i need to practice lettering :///#but its done and im very happy about that i out a lot of thought into it#the stuff in the middle represents the people they hurt/killed (sorry no parker and like some creatures)#also are you guys going insane they are indeed holding hands!!!!?!?! crazyyyyy
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comic
#badtober#badtober2024#my art#digital art#batman#bruce wayne#mlp#mlp fim#mlp g4#pinkie pie#mlp pinkie#joker#dc joker#crossover#I really dont know how Ive managed to get this much mileage out of batman X mlp crossover art. Why is my brain stuck on this.#also i cheated a bit for this prompt bc I had that first panel drawn back in August and just made another drawing to turn it into a comic
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Having adhd is like being stuck in rooms with no exits and then told by neurotypicals i should have just done like them and walked through a door
#im just a bit frustrated today#there were things i wanted to get done today but instead ive just been sitting in my chair waiting for my brain to allow me to do SOMETHING#like literally ive just been sitting#nothing else#stuck in my head trying to at least do smth i enjoy#like i wanna draw#but nooooooo my brain had to load for 2hours before i could do even that#adhd#neurodivergent
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the oneshot Iâm writing now is, I think, the weirdest, most self-indulgent thing in the worldđđâ„ïž Iâm having so much fun with it butâŠ
I hope it all pulls together in the end but even if there is only one reader who loves it (me) I will be satisfiedđđ«¶đ«¶đ«¶
#sorry i am tired of talking about it & I wish I had time to draw too#like I have a million and one ideas but ZERO TIME !!!!!!!#Iâve been reading SO MANY short stories and lots of amazing books in the mornings before I walk the dogs#(waking up extra early đđ like 5.30am earlyâŠ)#anyways I feel like these stories are just feeding my brain#F Scott FitzgeraldâŠCortĂĄzarâŠflowers for algernon (đđđ)âŠcount of Monte CristoâŠ.#rereading cien años de soledad AND MY GOD WHAT A NOVEL#muchos años despuĂ©s frente al pelotĂłn#de fusilamiento el coronel Aureliano BuendĂa habĂa de recordar aquella tarde remota en que su padre lo llevĂł a conocer el hielo#LIKE MY GOD WHAT AN OPENING SENTENCEđ«šđ«šđ«š#and itâs just stuck with me forever how the village is so new that they didnât have words for anything#if you havenât read it please read 100 years of solitude like it will change your brain chemistry#GarcĂa MĂĄrquez is just a master writer and you will feed your brain#my god sorry for these ramblings I just get passionate about reading#and I do not pretend to write at their level but my god good writing really does inspire me
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thinking of buffy squished between drusilla and spike on a very lazy afternoon for her,,, the purr pile vibrating her like a wasp between bees. her two panthers <3
#they purr in their sleep btw. when there's at least two of them together but especially all three#AND PANTHERS R THE ONE BIG CAT WHO CAN ACTUALLY PURR SO#!!!#well and cheetahs? are cheetahs considered big cats tho?#anyways#guys my brain is melting I just want to draw them so bad#I've had this one image of them stuck in my brain for MONTHS and now this one as well...#it's evil man. straight evil that I can't#also funny I am using such violent imagery for them but I think it fits#hello spuffsilla nation hope you enjoyed my nothing contribution I love them <3#spuffsilla#spuffy#sprusilla#druffy#spike btvs#drusilla btvs#buffy summers#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer
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awkward way to have a convo but okay
[plain inks below cut]
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#oc#a dollar and 75 cents#pose i've had stuck in my head for a hot minute with side effects like Radiation Poisoning so i have to dispel and now the effects are just#like. a little bit that way kfjsshfvh#//anyway got this all done today isn't that sick !! think you can tell from the lack of cleaned lines for some spots and the Confusing#things but yea :D#//also i meant to work on a totally different canvas than this but uhhh this happened somehow lmao#Also i Do try to do fanart sometimes i'm being so honest right now. because i think things are cool more often than i lead people to think#UT i'm super bad at staying on task so i always end up drawing completely unrelated ocs. it's like a superpower Jhfsjfvsj#This Time though i can blame the really bad brain fog though :33 i forgot. i thought. i did something else. ceaser said that i believe#//but anyway yea these two.. definitely got a thing [energetic but vague gesturing] goin on. don't like whatever it is bc it's funkin with#my brain chemicals in a jazzy way and i can't take more psychic damage from them rn dude i've already got the worse-than-usual brain fog bu#Yea hfsjfhbvhsgjf#/why isn't vernor here? because she's a well-adjusted and routinely concerned party she doesn't need the extra trauma thank you Jfsjfvbhsf#i'm gonna give her a tea party though. she's earned it#gonna be the kind with tap water and ice cube tea cakes But! it Is a tea party lmfsvhfh#//anyway Yeaaaah i'm sleepy tired now. sigh!#wanted to finish this movie i have here and then rewatch tangled but i now just want to sleep. there's to-OH tomorrow's saturday let's go#but YEA i gotta sleep. fingers crossed i do that hfshvhf#and yepyeayee Toodles !! night :3 :D
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hello!! i just want to tell you that your art is so goddamn scrumptious, you are literally feeding my xmen brainrot and I find myself smiling when i see your art come across my feed. I love how you draw charles, pretty privilege and post (lets be fr he's serving every time)
i hope you always have fantastic brainrot and id kiss your blessed hands for giving us the gift of cherik and charles xavier, you are literally an icon
hope you have a great day ahead of you and more!! you deserve it !!
well i'ma absolutely have a wonderful mornin after readin this AWWWW thank you so so much !!!! i haven't been postin xmen long, so it's been really heartwarmin seein the warm reception to my work in the wonderful tags people have been leavin on my posts- and especially gettin to answer the lovely asks y'all've been sendin in (âÂŽ ✠`â) !! im glad people also like my goofy text posts and esp quotes from my brother he really has no right being so funny at the most random times
i hope to be xmen posting a while: ive got at least 60 years worth of stuff to look through and ongoing, so i dont imagine my interest'll wane anytime soon :]] !!
#fave#snap chats#'xmen posting' is so generous ive been posting the same two freaks day in day out !!!!!!#my blog desc does not lie i am cherik posting near exclusively because these two have captivated my brain in such a diabolical manner#that doesnt mean i dont love the rest of the xmen cast ofc ..... its been fun getting back into this franchise more in depth this year#its funny honestly: i was more of an avengers kid growing up but like. by the SMALLEST technical margin#i Vaguely caught eps of 92 as a kid and i distinctly remember the 'real raven' scene from first class when i was a teen#because of course thats the one (1) scene i saw as a kid while channel surfing jELJEA like Hello mr lehnsherr. Your zesty turtleneck.#and mystique. hello. but it didnt really go any deeper than that ... until recently HIIIII#i missed the train like a mfer tho all Three of my friends had watched the xmen movies growing up but better late than never !!#i got into comics through my bro and he only really took me to see avengers movies and the like but avengers hasnt really. stuck with me#not in the way xmen has recently. maybe its cause im older idk i just find myself attached to it and more interested in it as a whole#BUT ENOUGH OF THAT PRATTLE thank you so much for the kind words !!! they really do mean a lot i'll cherish this ask forever#im very happy people like how i draw charles i love drawing him sm.... pretty privilege and post thats heinous vjlkjvALVJELKJ#BUT VERY TRUE HE'S ALWAYS HANDSOME THO i love me a bald mfer im so serious this is no game#dark phoenix gets my ire for having mcavoy be bald the whole time but then i have to deal with The Rest Of The Movie#he just looks so good .... i mean Granted but he just looks especially good ... do we catch my cold ... ill stop now ...#point is i look forward to drawing charles many more times in the future Bald Or Not with his ex by his side <3#i dont even wanna post this i just wanna keep readin it. and replyin to it vJEALKAEJKL BUT i must thank you ... so thank you !!!#i hope to continue makin the people happy with my silly postings :]]]
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Anyone out there got a solution for when you're feeling really stuck with your art and everyone and their mother tells you the solution is to do studies and figure drawings and other such things but even just thinking about doing those things makes you Spiral and want to Kill Yourself?
#monster noises#it's 1am no one will see this it's fine#it's a genuine problem though i Wish i could be aotherfucker who found it engaging and satisfying to do figure drawing#but i both A) had some bad experiences with this type of learning in highschool that i guess kinda make them triggering for me i guess?#and B) my brain doesn't seem to be able to like.. Learn Things.... That Way.... or at least not Obviously#i mean obviously i've improved as an artist over time in general#and i won't lie and say i've Never done figure drawing or studies or anything#but i never leave those situations feeling like i've Learned anything#mostly i've just sat for several hours growing increasinglyore frustrated#at my limitations and inability to achieve what i feel should come to me intuatively#and even if i Did feel like i've learned something i can seemingly never turn around and then apply it to something else#my brain does not make those lateral connections#it's why i can't do word problems in math.#and plus i also find stuff like figure drawing especially Rarely helps me make progress on the parts of my work i Actually want to improve#fluidity/mobility/stylization and surrealism#and only reinforces practices i want to pull away from#realism/'correctness'#all this combined leaves me just kinda stuck because i really can't power through my fear of these practicing methods#because i also don't find them useful#but i have no alternatives because it's like.. the only thing anyone suggests because theoretically is Does Work#but just not when you're Specifically Busted like I'm Busted#and so I just continue to stagnate until idk.. i find something else that can abruptly and suddenly launch me forward again?.#augh.. being an artist is The Most Enjoyable (_=<=)_
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Hiii, saw you taking art requests, if itâs open, is it ok to request you Mey Mey from wonderful pretty cure?
AHHH sorry I haven't gotten around to this ask!!! I haven't seen this anime before so I don't fully know if I got him right but looking at some pictures of this guy he seems so cute! Honestly might just get around to watching it after I finish dungeon meshi :D
#I have had this ask stuck in my brain since I got it so I finally got myself to actually draw him#In a good way btw! Like he just seemed so silly and intriguing to me#wonderful pretty cure#wonderful precure#cure wonderful
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ç„ăŁăœăăȘăăăăćæŻăç„ăŁăœăăȘăăăăMy God!
i saw someone's fanart of nahobino as the girl from pinocchio-p's god-ish and considered doing my own version, but then i got the idea to do it as flynn instead
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#smtiv#shin megami tensei#shin megami tensei iv#smtiv flynn#megaten#smt flynn#smt fanart#I LOVE FLYNN SM HES MY FAV PROTAG I CANT BELIEVE IVE NEVER DRAWN HIM BEFORE#actually i can cus i never draw men đtoo hard#this idea was beamed directly into my brain in the middle of the grocery store btw#i considered doing walter instead of isabeau for the little aimaina in the collar/flynn's scarf#but i ended up going with isabeau just cus i like her#i also got to play around with a new pen i found and i think i really like it#i always had a hard time finding a pen that i liked#so i just stuck to the one that ive used for years#cus it did the job well enough but ive been wanting to find a new one
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on the one hand listening to music while drawing is an easy solution to wanting uninterrupted background noise While I Draw however the downside is every time a new song starts theres a 50/50 chance that ill remember how i wanted to make an animatic/comic for it and ill scream inside
#snap chats#i think at this point ive abandoned my Im A Controversy animatic cause i just keep getting ideas for new ones and i wanna work on those#maybe if i finished my work for once i can finally do shit i WANT TO#but nooooo ive had Cubicles stuck in my head all month cause i wanna make a mine/minedai aniamtic for it so bad#or at least a comic. idk. i just know the chorus caresses my brain lovingly before beating me with a mallet as the images come in#and if i said i had multiple mcr songs i wanted to make animatics/comics for. no one is surprised#was talking to my mafia friend about how mcrs prob like. CONSISTENTLY our favorite band since middle school/maybe elementary#so it is no surprise most things i want to draw involving music involve their songs sorry im predictable everyone#by the by does anyone know the info on their new album. allegedly. alleged new album. is that out yet. im scared to check any info ever#so im hoping the day its out i have at least two people in my inbox telling me about it#anyways i have to finish this so i can go back to being sick bye
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Fuck it, I don't care if it's possible or not , but I decided Hiraeth can transform into a Selkie.
I need an excuse to draw a Selkie, so I decided Hiraeth, due to a trick of Damh to keep her safe from his father's wrath -before he actually found her- would transform her into a seal, and from then on, she would become a Selkie.
#nemo babbles#i kinda also need to draw Dottie as a Selkie#I mean#that's pretty much Aura#but I still need#I was listening to sea shanty all day while working on Mephistea#and now I keep hearing them in my brain#pretty much I am in a Yurgir situation#that I need to solve#oh yes#and I want to also draw Mephistea mermaidy stule#i mean#the size difference is just calling for me#plus#I had an old Jottie Mermaid!smut AU that. was just *primo*#so now I need my Mephistea one#i am babbling#but it's almost midnight and my brain is literally speeding through ideas#just because I have songs stuck on my head#gods I love it
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Song: Eat the Acid by Kesha
#loz#zelda#botw#totk#skyward sword#yza animates a thing#aaaAAAHHH it's done!#after a week of frantic creative energy it's done!#is it perfectly lore accurate? haha no#but hopefully you get the ~feeling~ I was going for#I am really really happy with how this turned out#and I learned a lot making it!#this song was released a week after totk#and the two immediately got linked in my brain#this animatic idea has been developing in my brain ever since#I actually did the thumbnails a few months back#while stuck in a three hour meeting that had nothing to do with me#but since then they've just been sitting on the shelf...#but here it is! And it's done! And it mostly looks like what I imagined!#Yza draws a thing
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For the whole fucking day I had this dumb fucking fursona in my brain and all I could think about what the hell her lore was gonna be like

Name: Dulcie Comet
Species: Dritten or a Drat (Cat Dragon Hybrid)
Gender: Nonbinary (They/Them but you can use She/Her)
Sexuality: Bisexual
Extra Information/Lore: Has two different souls, DESPISES any sort of cult or just anything religious (good or bad), absolutely fucking hates Vor'oxen despite him being apart of her, essentially immortal, dating Kelly

Name: Dominic Xiaver Vor'oxen
Species: Unknown Shapeshifting/Shadow demon
Gender: Agender (Any pronouns but prefers He/him or They/them)
Sexuality: Straight Ally
Extra Information/Lore: Cometâs other soul, doesnât exactly have a psychical form so he just possesses Comet to use as a puppet to move around, the reason for Cometâs immortality, dating Kelly, would rip the fillings out of a man just for fun, has a major fear of fire


Name: Kelly Marsh
Species: Human
Gender: Female (She/Her)
Sexuality: Polyarmous, Monster Fucker, Uranic
Extra Information/Lore: was abused so she is very touch starved, likes Tv Girl, dating Vorâoxen and Comet, literally the only thing keeping Vorâoxen and Comet from killing each other (even though itâs basically impossible to kill them),


#Oc#oc art#my ocs#digital art#artists on tumblr#my art#drawing#fursona#furry art#furry oc#sfw furry#This dumb little purple cat has been stuck in Amy brain for a whole day and I just HAD TO MAKE MORE LORE FOR A OC ILL NEVER FUCKING USSSEEE
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#what do you call it when a mind is lacking in depth of m thought? is there a word for that?#because all my mind can do is spin in tiny circles. never push any further. no depth of thought#i cant even carry out this line of thought to completion in my head. i have to write it down like this or else it remains stuck in an eddy#its so frustrating. when my thoughts are pressured i spin so fast it feels like my head might pop but the thoughts never go anywhere#bc they just repeat the same god damn things all thr fucking time. they drag me around in circles. then when im feeling low or even like#normal. my head just feels empty and it freaks me out. i have no intersting thoughts to think. theres nothing behind my eyes#possibly its just my brain on 0cd. but how am i suppose to escape the spiral if its in my own head? i guess im just supposed to changr my#reaction to it. recognize what it is and let it go. but i dont like it#i just want to curl up on a warm tile floor. press myself into a quiet corner and not think anything#in an aquarium or a conservatory. specifically the conservatory in Columbus. i love that place#i went there for my birthday when i was like 12 bc i liked it so much. the botanically gardens and the butterflies and the stained glass#i dunno. i just like it there. ugh. im just tired#god. there was a really cool talk today and im always like im not that inattentive lol but then i cannot for the life of me follow a talk or#read a paper all thr way through. my short term working memory is just a tiny little cup. easy to overfill#so i miss mostly everything. its so frustrating#its all frustrating. whatever. back to the psychiatrist tomorrow. probably up thr lamicta1 dosage#bc im past where i was last time i had a reaction to it đȘ#i just wish i wanted to draw. drawing just makes me tired and impatient rn#unrelated
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