#but the tears were sad tears
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Google search: how normal is it to cry after reading romance stories
#personal#i know i have issues#its very fun being me#a chronically single hopeless romantic#with a lot of emotions#also will reiterate the fact i was not crying at sad parts#but the tears were sad tears#because im fucked up in the brain and lonely!#did stop halfway through reading to monologue to my cat#about my fragile emotional state#this is why i shouldnt be allowed to read or think past midnight#bc its 4am and ive been reading (and crying) for hours
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okay is she being actually immature or is it just a woman over 30 expressing a human experience you find to be immature.
like yeah. at certain ages... let shit go. im not defending the real immature shit. im not defending the karen you're picturing. i worked in retail i hate those people too. (once somebody got mad at me because she didn't like how our winter window decor was a snowman smoking a pipe. i wish i was joking).
but men at 57 will write books about how 17 year old girls are soooo sexy. they will invent worlds where women have to be naked for "armor reasons." they will write songs that treat women as objects. people rush to defend them. meanwhile a woman at 35 will be like "heartbreak is hard, actually" or "i feel betrayed by a friend" or "i am struggling with something emotionally." immediately people will say stuff like this woman is 35 by the way. by the way this woman is SO OLD to be experiencing this. BY THE WAY.
im 31, almost 32. the other day a poet was blasted online because at her "big age", she had written a poem about feeling unloved. top comment was "this woman is 29 by the way." this woman is too old to still be useful, by the way. she has to behave better . maybe if she was a good wife and mother she could stop existing loudly, and the story could continue on without her. this woman has served her purpose, by the way. she's so cringe, by the way. at 29 - so old! - she still hasn't figured out that her existence should be one of shame.
#what the fuck.#unfortunately by the time i'd switched accounts (from personal to my poetry one)#i couldn't find it :(#this is why u SEND URSELF THE POST. WHICH I KNOW TO DO BUT!!!#i was so mad i just was like “i'm about to tear this commenter in twain” and . lost da post#if u urself are the 29 and got recently flamed by instagram#i love u. come here. write with me. i was about to pick up a sword for u.#i mean a BIGASS sword.#like we all know im a wlw girlie but the way ppl will be like ''id NEVER write sad poetry about a MAN not LOVING me!!!"#..... wowwwww ur so cool. anyway. people often experience emotions regardless of what u consider cringe.#& if ur gonna shame straight/bi women for feeling a certain way. hope u never write about the#weird relationship between u and ur father. or feeling different from ur brother.#or how ur male best friend fucked u over. since it's SO CRINGE. to have ANY feelings caused by a MAN#like be so for real. beloved. nobody is fucking saying this when men do it.#''oh it's cringe to like a woman or feel heartbroken by her.''#controlling women's feelings and actions???? it's more likely than u think.#btw op is nonbinary do NOT be gender essential on this post i'll kill u with my teeth#edit: btw for the person who dm'd me ''when is it misogyny and when is it actually valid''#pretty easy. if a man had done it#would it be cringe? . like if a man sang a sad song about ''she broke my damn heart''?#if he said ''i want to have kids with her'' or something sexually explicit?? like would u even LIKE IT if a male poet had said it?#& if it's like. nah a 35 yr old man being upset about this is cringe too. yeah it's just cringe. that exists. we both know it does.#but .... often i see this ONLY about women. and i can't help but hear like. how back in middle school#we were fed the lie ''girls mature faster.'' ... why do i have to be emotionally regulated? but if a man wrote about the same things?#..... idk . im pretty anti cringe culture to begin with. but this one feels so bad to me . ur still a person past 33.
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#a doodley#i had to make this blue so tumblr would stop hiding it from the dash#anyway no caption this happened 2 hrs ago#im happy abt my surgery but it and other things this year keep beinging conversations like these up#and i cant handle it at all.#everything my dad tells me just makes me feel worse and not bc its anything bad but bc I Feel Bad#like the conversation then continued to him being like no dont cry im just saying i wpuld have wanted to#quit my job decades ago and set aside money so I wouldnt be struggling as much now but that didnt happen#and i just dont want that to happen to you guys :)#so we have to support u so that your life is what u want it to be#and i cried even more bc what do u mean. thats so sad. ur a person and u were a child and baby once and ur gonna die#and you always almost cry when u talk about your mom who passed away decades ago#and your brothers that passed away#recently and im going to be your age and still sobbing bc i miss my dad. just like i have been prematurely crying about since i was 7#the other day my dad asked my mom if i cried a lot when i was a baby/kid and my mom said no and then my dad#said that when i Did cry it was so severe he thought i would ''drown in my own tears''#bc i could never stop. like. thats still true today. ive been crying on and off since then#i think i mentioned he's just been telling me stories about his life lately and it further fuels this. i get so sad. im sorry your life was#like this. i dont want to die i dont want you to die im sad im sorry im sorry#im scared. im never going to see you again. how horrible. how horrible#i cant enjoy my day today bc every day is a day closer and i get sad
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Lament
#phighting#phighting fanart#phighting overseer#overseer phighting#death in the family phighting#a lot of the details in this were lost im so sad#like how the tearing was supposed to be “eyes” so the “blood” coming down from it were also tears#the pupils were losstttttttttttttt#anyways#this BARELY looks like him im so sorry
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The Links (+ a Zelda!) from all the LoZ games I've played
#the legend of zelda#echoes of wisdom#links awakening#tears of the kingdom#breath of the wild#majoras mask#twilight princess#wind waker#loz#loz ww#loz tp#loz mm#loz botw#loz totk#loz la#loz eow#link#zelda#josh art tag#soo... many.... tags...#accidentally almost posted this without having clipped the characters onto their squares so there were messy edges left at the bottom 😭#ive been planning this drawing for so long that LA and EoW werent originally there cuz i hadnt played LA yet and EoW didnt exist lmao#possibly even before TotK?? idk. wouldnt have changed much since its still the same link#also in this case “played” doesnt mean “finished” lol#thats why im so desperate for ww and tp to be on switch(2 ig). i want to actually make good progress in them!#also havent finished LA cuz i got interrupted/distracted by the release of EoW#if ur wondering why i made LA link's hair pink its cuz hes the same link from ALttP whose sprite has bright pink hair#im so sad the pink hair technically isnt canon (no official art depicts him with it) cuz that means we'll likely never get a proper#pink link :(
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starting looking at old photos of seb at ferrari and regretting it bc my heart hurts for this man. i miss him so much... so cute.. he was so smiley, so happy and proud holding those trophies above his head, decked out in vibrant red. you couldnt take your eyes off him even if you tried . he was beautiful like a flower in bloom
#sebastian vettel#sniffles...wipes tear......#athy taught me not to look back at old times with sadness wishing i was still in them but to be happy they happened and were so good to us#:’)
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nobody look at me nobody talk to me im. I'M REALLY NOT OKAY....
#what the...... fucm.......k......#stares at his topknot lovingly#guys...... guy... s.........#holding back the tears in my eyes#how am I supposed to be normal under these conditions#I have so much to think about now#im just. staring at him#never expected to see him again#I feel so sad and so strange#to be honest I'm not even caught up on part 2 I'm like 30 chapters behind#I just read the chapter today#so I kind of. have no idea what's going on#it's like if you were watching a random show about random people you don't know#and then suddenly. the love of your life appeared#wtf wtf this is so messed up....#I don't want to even work today.....#I missed him so much I cannot#LIKE HOW IS IT EVEN REAL#AND TO BE CONTINUED??! WE WILL GET ANOTHER FLASHBACK OF HIM#I'm. so#hayakawa family pls save me
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i finished it, was kicked out of the game, and then spent the next 10 minutes drawing this. i will now go take a shower, most likely cry, and then go through the emotional turmoil of convincing myself to reset so i can do a geno run. i hate it here :D
#undertale yellow#uty#my art#<- ifg#spoilers under these tags beware. although it is mostly just me being very very sad#that entire thing was heart wrenching. anyways#CEROBAS FIGHT??? HELLO???#i had to exit out of it the first time (i got to the last phase) to get better items but i came back and won pretty quickly#but THE CUTSCENES?!?!?#JFC NO WONDER THIS WOMANS SO MESSED UP. HER HUSBAND PRACTICALLY DIED IN HER ARMS AND THE LAST THING HE LEFT HER WITH- HIS DYING WISH- COULD#ONLY BE FULFILLED BY PUTTING THEIR ONLY CHILD IN DEATHS WAY. AND THEN WHEN SHE TOOK THAT RISK THE WORST THING HAPPENED AND SHE NOW HAS TO#LIVE WITH THE GUILT OF BEING THE ONE TO. MOST LIKELY. KILL HER ONE AND ONLY DAUGHTER#ALL THE WHILE SHE WAS PUSHING AWAY HER CHILDHOOD BEST FRIEND AND CONVINCING HERSELF THAT SHE WAS IN THE RIGHT TO SACRIFICE CLOVER WHO HAD#BEEN ONLY KIND MERCIFUL AND JUST THIS WHOLE TIME. EVEN TO THOSE WHO WERE TRYING TO KILL THEM. FUCK.#AAND WHEN CLOVER HUGGED HER I DOUBLED OVER IRL BC *THATS EXACTLY WHAT I WANTED TO DO IN THAT MOMENT* I HATE IT (read: love it) HERE#n dont even get me STARTED on after that. when clover started moving on their own and the gd white screen came up and we got flashbacks of#everyone's words. thats when the tears rlly started coming bc it clicked for me. 'oh. this is it. isn't it?' and IT WAS#WHEN THEY GAVE THEIR FUCKIGN HAT AND GUN AWAY TO MARTLET AND STARLO WELL THATS WHEN I REALLY STARTED CRYING#AAND THE GROUP HUGG#I WAS SOBBING WHENEVER I HAD TO WATCH THEM CRAWL UP AGAINST THE WALL AND DIE AND HAVE FLOWEYS WORDS PLAY OVERHEAD#AND THE FUCKOGN#THE F U C K I N G#AFTEWRCREDITS SCENE WHERE WE GOT THE 'You heard someone calling for help. You answered.' I GOT CHILLS SO BAD#to think that all the other souls have stories just as expansive and emotional as clover n frisks. how fucked up is that. in a good way tho#and finally the last scene where we got all 4 of our main friends sending us off in waterfall and we see clovers items end up in the dump#just waiting to be found by bratty and catty. fucken hell man this was a masterpiece#anyways time to reset and obliterate everyone and never emotionally recover from that ever!! really is feeling like 2016-17 again w the way#this game has me sobbing my eyes out and feeling the guilt of knowing that i dont HAVE to kill them all but im too curious not to#oh well. at least i have the balls to do it this time around instead of letting a youtuber do it for me ig
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Chainsaw Man Chapter 186:
⚠️ TRADE OFFER ⚠️
I receive:
Your most vital organs
All the demands I have made so far
You receive:
A 0.5% chance of slowing down Chainsaw Man
no organs lol
Humanity turns into big ass trees
#csm 186#chainsaw man#csm spoilers#aging devil#fr tho what an amazing chapter#public safety is totally enamored with aging's plan and they smile as it tears them to shreds#it looks like they were looking for any big bad authoritative devil to fill the hole makima left#i even feel bad for the diarrhea woman fumiko#like she sucks and is evil but to watch her degrade herself before and die for a totally amoral being is sad and disturbing
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Playing the new OL2 Demo and finding out the friendgroup is lowkey falling apart by step 2
#KAJNSDKJAS IM BEING DRAMATIC#but the opening narration was talkin about how the trio dont usually walk together now and i was in tears on the floor#LIKE WDYM WE ARENT BESTIES FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER??????????????#Maybe OL1 just spoiled me with the friendship with Cove but my GOD#also Tamarack???? STOP BEING SAD ITS MAKING ME SAD :((((((((#our life#our life now and forever#ol2#tamarack baumann#olnf qiu#qiu lin#olnf#olnf tamarack#olnf mc#“Tamarack and Qiu were no longer friends” What if i died. what then
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Not saying that people with more obvious physical limitations have it any easier, but if you're going to have a disability that gets in the way of schoolwork and class attendance, you are absolutely screwed if it happens to be "totally invisible and mostly unheard of 'can't wake up and get to morning classes on time' syndrome"
#guess who got dropped a whole letter grade in his german class because of his POTS getting in the way this semester!!#i simply do not think they should be counted as unexcused absences if on the first day of class you sent an email to the instructor#containing your letter from the disability center explaining you have 'can't always make it to class' disease#and would not always be able to make it to class#and then frequently reiterated to the instructor that the reason you were missing class was because of a disability#but i know that 'sorry i just can't wake up on time' sounds like the stupidest and fakest excuse ever so here we are#(yes i am fighting this because i deserve the B+ i worked for in that class and yes i will be getting my disability coordinator involved)#(but i am sad and frustrated and scared and sent my email about it in tears and know that it's a fight i might lose)
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I'd like to imagine Tim Drake just going around killing the people who've hurt him and his family (who are not also his family)
#and when he comes back alfreds like *britishly wipes away a single tear* i am so proud of you my boy#tim drake#dick and jason have managed to hide it from bruce#they dont know how the fuck tim managed to kill ra's al ghul or deathstroke but theyre proud of him#those two and joker were the only ones jason and dick knew about before tim showed them a list#the list was organized by family members and they knew well enough not to ask them or tim why they were there#joker's death was much more painful because he hurt literally everyone in the batfam#tim contemplated murdering quite a few other people as well but knew it would make at least one family member sad#lets be fair tho all the people in the batfam how hurt tim have at least since regretted and either apologized for it#or there was like a mutual 'we're not talking about it'#can you tell i like tags
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Too tired for words
Waaagh sniffs sobs hhh.... cries sniffles sniff... wahh... starts rolling on the floor crying...... wahgh
#i genuinely bettered how i draw optimus ! i understood his face better#i changed the eyes' position and shape and git how his eyebrows work and how his face is shaped#i almost sobbed at the. the jaw or what is it called#the cheek shape? what the fuck it's so sad#his big brows made me sigh loudly like ah ahh 😞#but the most important thing was the little thingies at the eye bottom#i would call it eyeliner but it's disrespectful#it's tear streams. Engraved into his eyes sharp#AND RATCHET#i haven't drawn his eyes open once#because there's just something that i can't reach right now.#there's just something about his optica that i cannot grab right now#the art of prime book stated that his eyes were made to be softer than everything else#like he may seem blocky but the eyes!! they tell you he's soft#i need to study them#because if i do not do this#i will never understand what's here and what I can't understand about them#the big eyebrows#and the soft eyes underneath that i right now do not understand how to make soft#also they were supposed to have earphones but i couldn't figure it out#transformers#tfp fanart#margosher arting art#tfp#transformers fanart#optiratch#tfp optimus#tfp ratchet#ratchet tfp#optimus tfp
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I’m about to cry I just spent 3 hours making ravioli and it’s so good ;-;
#I WAS SO SURE THEY WERE GONNA FALL APART WHILE BOILING AND THEY WERE PERFECTLY AL DENTE#I’m genuinely near tears I was so sad I thought this was gonna be a flop bc this was all the energy I had today was to make these ravioli#they’re just a 4 cheese ravioli and an Aldi pumpkin chipotle sauce but my depressed ass#believes this is truly the best thing I’ve ever eaten#the ravioli do not look good but MAN I tried#i only had a glass bottle to roll the damn dough and it was so uneven but it turned out good!!!!#today was a good day :)#bones speaks
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rewatched barbie my thoughts can be summarised with a) ken is a more interesting character than barbie b) the daughter’s outfits get girlier the more feminist she gets and c) weird barbie’s first line is her being heterosexual. so like i think. a) you failed at a crucial element of feminist story creation b) you failed at the lesson You wrote that people are more than just the archetype forced upon them and c) you commodified lesbianism without even letting it exist
#this is reductive but it’s the gist of it for me#makes me feel sad and weird and gay!#and then obviously it’s all over the fucking place with its metaphors and parallels#it’s good i think if you don’t think about it too much. but also you really need to be thinking about it too much#there were lines and partial sentiments i actually heard and enjoyed this time#but like. ‘first comes sparkle then comes female agency’ is only a good critique if you don’t put the daughter in a fucking sparkly dress#so yeah still not a fan! but also importantly it’s only so bad because it claimed to be so good#it wouldn’t be this horrible if no one saw it but its sole purpose was to get every person alive to see it#oh yeah also just. allan#maybe only truly good bit of it#and when i say good i mean why would you like he’s he doesn’t he’s not happy and you use him but don’t accommodate him why even like wh#why do that to him…….. my allan…………#cried every time he came on screen. the scream. the tears. him always existing in his own shot?? truly isolated???#feels so homophobic yet also understanding? yet also homophobic and i enjoy it so much#+
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Reposting this here cuz this old 2019 Inktober art I did of Link and Zelda with dragon spirits is more relevant than I expected back then, with Tears of the Kingdom.
I'm gonna redraw this. I just really like the idea of noddle cuddles after what this game's main story has done to my emotions.
#Hi! I'm back from my long weekend holiday!#old art that I hope to redraw#i made this back before I jumped into using photoshop - with a really good ballpoint pen and two highlighters#the noodles in this game made me so sad.....so what they were noodle cuddle fwiends! ;w;#legend of zelda#tears of the kingdom#link#zelda#zelink#totk
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