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reading-writing-dying · 16 days ago

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Google search: how normal is it to cry after reading romance stories

#personal #i know i have issues #its very fun being me #a chronically single hopeless romantic #with a lot of emotions #also will reiterate the fact i was not crying at sad parts #but the tears were sad tears #because im fucked up in the brain and lonely!#did stop halfway through reading to monologue to my cat #about my fragile emotional state #this is why i shouldnt be allowed to read or think past midnight #bc its 4am and ive been reading (and crying) for hours

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skunkes · 4 months ago

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#a doodley #i had to make this blue so tumblr would stop hiding it from the dash #anyway no caption this happened 2 hrs ago #im happy abt my surgery but it and other things this year keep beinging conversations like these up #and i cant handle it at all.#everything my dad tells me just makes me feel worse and not bc its anything bad but bc I Feel Bad #like the conversation then continued to him being like no dont cry im just saying i wpuld have wanted to #quit my job decades ago and set aside money so I wouldnt be struggling as much now but that didnt happen #and i just dont want that to happen to you guys :)#so we have to support u so that your life is what u want it to be #and i cried even more bc what do u mean. thats so sad. ur a person and u were a child and baby once and ur gonna die #and you always almost cry when u talk about your mom who passed away decades ago #and your brothers that passed away #recently and im going to be your age and still sobbing bc i miss my dad. just like i have been prematurely crying about since i was 7 #the other day my dad asked my mom if i cried a lot when i was a baby/kid and my mom said no and then my dad #said that when i Did cry it was so severe he thought i would ''drown in my own tears''#bc i could never stop. like. thats still true today. ive been crying on and off since then #i think i mentioned he's just been telling me stories about his life lately and it further fuels this. i get so sad. im sorry your life was #like this. i dont want to die i dont want you to die im sad im sorry im sorry #im scared. im never going to see you again. how horrible. how horrible #i cant enjoy my day today bc every day is a day closer and i get sad

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cedobols · 2 months ago

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starting looking at old photos of seb at ferrari and regretting it bc my heart hurts for this man. i miss him so much... so cute.. he was so smiley, so happy and proud holding those trophies above his head, decked out in vibrant red. you couldnt take your eyes off him even if you tried . he was beautiful like a flower in bloom

#sebastian vettel #sniffles...wipes tear......#athy taught me not to look back at old times with sadness wishing i was still in them but to be happy they happened and were so good to us #:’)

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meownotgood · 20 days ago

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nobody look at me nobody talk to me im. I'M REALLY NOT OKAY....

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peachyutdr · 1 year ago

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i finished it, was kicked out of the game, and then spent the next 10 minutes drawing this. i will now go take a shower, most likely cry, and then go through the emotional turmoil of convincing myself to reset so i can do a geno run. i hate it here :D

#undertale yellow #uty #my art #<- ifg #spoilers under these tags beware. although it is mostly just me being very very sad #that entire thing was heart wrenching. anyways #CEROBAS FIGHT??? HELLO???#i had to exit out of it the first time (i got to the last phase) to get better items but i came back and won pretty quickly #but THE CUTSCENES?!?!?#JFC NO WONDER THIS WOMANS SO MESSED UP. HER HUSBAND PRACTICALLY DIED IN HER ARMS AND THE LAST THING HE LEFT HER WITH- HIS DYING WISH- COULD #ONLY BE FULFILLED BY PUTTING THEIR ONLY CHILD IN DEATHS WAY. AND THEN WHEN SHE TOOK THAT RISK THE WORST THING HAPPENED AND SHE NOW HAS TO #LIVE WITH THE GUILT OF BEING THE ONE TO. MOST LIKELY. KILL HER ONE AND ONLY DAUGHTER #ALL THE WHILE SHE WAS PUSHING AWAY HER CHILDHOOD BEST FRIEND AND CONVINCING HERSELF THAT SHE WAS IN THE RIGHT TO SACRIFICE CLOVER WHO HAD #BEEN ONLY KIND MERCIFUL AND JUST THIS WHOLE TIME. EVEN TO THOSE WHO WERE TRYING TO KILL THEM. FUCK.#AAND WHEN CLOVER HUGGED HER I DOUBLED OVER IRL BC *THATS EXACTLY WHAT I WANTED TO DO IN THAT MOMENT* I HATE IT (read: love it) HERE #n dont even get me STARTED on after that. when clover started moving on their own and the gd white screen came up and we got flashbacks of #everyone's words. thats when the tears rlly started coming bc it clicked for me. 'oh. this is it. isn't it?' and IT WAS #WHEN THEY GAVE THEIR FUCKIGN HAT AND GUN AWAY TO MARTLET AND STARLO WELL THATS WHEN I REALLY STARTED CRYING #AAND THE GROUP HUGG #I WAS SOBBING WHENEVER I HAD TO WATCH THEM CRAWL UP AGAINST THE WALL AND DIE AND HAVE FLOWEYS WORDS PLAY OVERHEAD #AND THE FUCKOGN #THE F U C K I N G #AFTEWRCREDITS SCENE WHERE WE GOT THE 'You heard someone calling for help. You answered.' I GOT CHILLS SO BAD #to think that all the other souls have stories just as expansive and emotional as clover n frisks. how fucked up is that. in a good way tho #and finally the last scene where we got all 4 of our main friends sending us off in waterfall and we see clovers items end up in the dump #just waiting to be found by bratty and catty. fucken hell man this was a masterpiece #anyways time to reset and obliterate everyone and never emotionally recover from that ever!! really is feeling like 2016-17 again w the way #this game has me sobbing my eyes out and feeling the guilt of knowing that i dont HAVE to kill them all but im too curious not to #oh well. at least i have the balls to do it this time around instead of letting a youtuber do it for me ig

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dizzybevvie · 1 year ago

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Playing the new OL2 Demo and finding out the friendgroup is lowkey falling apart by step 2

#KAJNSDKJAS IM BEING DRAMATIC #but the opening narration was talkin about how the trio dont usually walk together now and i was in tears on the floor #LIKE WDYM WE ARENT BESTIES FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER??????????????#Maybe OL1 just spoiled me with the friendship with Cove but my GOD #also Tamarack???? STOP BEING SAD ITS MAKING ME SAD :((((((((#our life #our life now and forever #ol2 #tamarack baumann #olnf qiu #qiu lin #olnf #olnf tamarack #olnf mc #“Tamarack and Qiu were no longer friends” What if i died. what then

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cloudyvulpine · 23 days ago

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late night doodle bc when i say "i will never recover from Blitzø's nightmare sequence and flashbacks" i fucking mean it this entire episode destroyed me (thank fuck he got some fucking comfort though oh my god)

#just thinking abt Blitzø's life makes me sad #like i doubt stupid cash let him stick around after the fire #how long was it just him and his mom's little charm #e nough sad lemme autism abt the actual piece noejdjskdj #i loved doing the desaturated colors sm it makes the whoke thing feel so much sadder #i also mimiced Blitzø's handwriting for the text #it was a little tricky but with pen stabilization off my shaky hands helped #the tears were killinh me bc my reference was Blitzø watching his mom burn 😭😭😭 it was not fun #also SAD FACT: when i color picked for Blitzø it came out that his mom's charm is the same color as his eyes #but yeah if i cry you cryJSDHSHXKA #my art #clouds posts #hb spoilers #helluva boss spoilers #helluva blitz #helluva boss blitz #blitz hb #blitzo #helluva blitzo #blitzø #Blitzø i love you but why must you have eight bajillion tags #ghostfuckers

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margoshamangolord · 7 months ago

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Too tired for words

Waaagh sniffs sobs hhh.... cries sniffles sniff... wahh... starts rolling on the floor crying...... wahgh

#i genuinely bettered how i draw optimus ! i understood his face better #i changed the eyes' position and shape and git how his eyebrows work and how his face is shaped #i almost sobbed at the. the jaw or what is it called #the cheek shape? what the fuck it's so sad #his big brows made me sigh loudly like ah ahh 😞#but the most important thing was the little thingies at the eye bottom #i would call it eyeliner but it's disrespectful #it's tear streams. Engraved into his eyes sharp #AND RATCHET #i haven't drawn his eyes open once #because there's just something that i can't reach right now.#there's just something about his optica that i cannot grab right now #the art of prime book stated that his eyes were made to be softer than everything else #like he may seem blocky but the eyes!! they tell you he's soft #i need to study them #because if i do not do this #i will never understand what's here and what I can't understand about them #the big eyebrows #and the soft eyes underneath that i right now do not understand how to make soft #also they were supposed to have earphones but i couldn't figure it out #transformers #tfp fanart #margosher arting art #tfp #transformers fanart #optiratch #tfp optimus #tfp ratchet #ratchet tfp #optimus tfp

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stealingyourbones · 3 months ago

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I’m about to cry I just spent 3 hours making ravioli and it’s so good ;-;

#I WAS SO SURE THEY WERE GONNA FALL APART WHILE BOILING AND THEY WERE PERFECTLY AL DENTE #I’m genuinely near tears I was so sad I thought this was gonna be a flop bc this was all the energy I had today was to make these ravioli #they’re just a 4 cheese ravioli and an Aldi pumpkin chipotle sauce but my depressed ass #believes this is truly the best thing I’ve ever eaten #the ravioli do not look good but MAN I tried #i only had a glass bottle to roll the damn dough and it was so uneven but it turned out good!!!!#today was a good day :)#bones speaks

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vrmxlho · 2 years ago

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hi !! if u haven’t, do u think u could do sae bf texts, thank u ^^

see @earthtooz there are others like me 😏

cw: ooc + swearing

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aufi-creative-mind · 1 year ago

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Reposting this here cuz this old 2019 Inktober art I did of Link and Zelda with dragon spirits is more relevant than I expected back then, with Tears of the Kingdom.

I'm gonna redraw this. I just really like the idea of noddle cuddles after what this game's main story has done to my emotions.

#Hi! I'm back from my long weekend holiday!#old art that I hope to redraw #i made this back before I jumped into using photoshop - with a really good ballpoint pen and two highlighters #the noodles in this game made me so sad.....so what they were noodle cuddle fwiends! ;w;#legend of zelda #tears of the kingdom #link #zelda #zelink #totk

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screechingfromthevoid · 4 months ago

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This is after me calling Orym an FFA kid with his green and brown aesthetic

#silver sending stones #dorym #orym of the air ashari #dorian storm #i started thinking of a highschool au and got sad.#Imogen and orym are in ffa together #ashton and laudna are the punk/goth kids who are too fucking weird to sit at anyone elses table #i hadnt gotten to letters or chetney yet #dorian is tory bolton #im only half kidding #i was thinking new kid who was a sports ball player at his old school but since changing he thought itd be a good chance to reinvent himself #and he had a good excuse not to be on a team because moving in the middle of the year does that. so he takes theater and thinks about #starting a band. and ultimately finds his way to his people #and orym #the sad thing is #orym and will were childhood friends right?#the question is. in highschool. why is will not there?#which i was thinking natural disaster took out a chunk of oryms neighborhood. like a tornado tearing through #and will and derrig... well...#idk that sucks and this sucks but we'll fucking see

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coconut530 · 5 months ago

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panel that hurt me so much I redrew it ✨

#Nevermore #Nevermore Webtoon #Webtoon #6 #Some things look meh but I just had to get this out of my system #It was so sad!!!!!!#like the way I recorded it just makes me die inside #Anyway #the tears were actually kinda hard for some reason #I wish I could’ve done the one down her check but it just like didn’t work #Upping the saturation was so good I love the colors #And the eyes I’m always a sucker for the eyes and this time they look so good #Lenore honey it’s gonna be okayyyyyy

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dolcegbaby · 13 days ago

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i just finally watched little women (i always procrastinate watching movies cuz so long) and might be a new fav movie...

idk why i add gifs to like every post

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lemongogo · 1 month ago

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college … wasted on the youth (me)

#didnt help that 2/4 yrs was covid telezoom but man.. MANNN #forgetting how impossible it is to pursue rhe degree plan u actually want (advising hell) i feel like . theres just #so many diff things i want to learn now Knowing that im more solidified in my interests and who i am and what i would be interested in doing #and like.😭RGAAAAAQH TEARING MYHAIR OUTTT every other week i have a night where im sititng there like damn i couldve been sm1 completely dif #dgmw i still rly enjoy some of the upper div classes i Did take but what if i took x and liked it more or minored in y and it led me to z #bc i do feel rly set in where i am rn which . i DO ! like it but im never gna be in that environment where u have the flexibility to explore #ykwim . i wish i had taken physics and calc srsly . i always thought i hated that shit but i like it. i like it quite a lot actually😟#or more geology .. urrghh.. sprinkle in sme extra art history . no bc thats what actu pissed me off ab school #i rmbr wanting to dual major and they straight up told me no i cant . but then i was like maybe an arts major bio minor when i wanted to do #science illustration but sry we dont offer bio minor . ok bio major arh or studio art minor . no sry not enough open spots we rly only #reserve it for when we have extra openings post admission❤️#and then even late into sophomore year u would still be last in registration so all the cool classes would be closed #and then bc of covid half that shit was cancelled bc they couldnt transfer labs online (rip comparative vertebrate anatomy)#and then by senior yr an additional collection of classes were unavailable bc u dont have the prereqs bc the prereqs were cancelled during #covid and u dont have enough semesters left to actually take it . like it was gen such an awful experience so ik why i couldnt ever do what #i wanted but .😭 AND LIKE the classes i DID enjoy like genomics or molecular genetics were closed by registration and i had to email and beg #for access . thts crazy .literally crazy .#anyways . i think i want 2 start reading textbooks bc i think thats the closest ill get LMAOO #i remember seeing my coworker read a textbook for fun one time and idk why i just didnt understand why bc it seemed so dry but i Get it now #like yeah .. u knew what was up ..#sad too that like . i could theoretically audit a course but i Work..during the day .. so sad . so sad #guys wht if i just said yes to grad school (<the devil talking.dont agree)

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scammydoesstuff · 3 months ago

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Been a minute since I've been able to draw or even post anything. And that's cuz I've been busy af with a job that's been slowly killing me for the last 8 months. But it's all good; I'm actually leaving that shithole at the end of the week. Yay! Maybe that means I can open up commissions again since I'll actually have time for them? Who's to say...

Anyway! Had a rough weekend at Fan Expo Chicago last week, and I've kinda had this in mind to draw ever since my disappointing interaction with Neil Newbon. He was very nice, but it felt pretty clear that he only really cared about Astarion. And, like, to a degree I get it? Astarion seems like a cool character that means a lot to a lot of people, but to act like no one cares anymore about Resident Evil Village cuz it's an "older game" (his words, not mine), kinda killed my mood for the weekend. Not to mention coming back with COVID. That was also a bummer...

*I* still love Heisenberg, at least. And if I'm the only one, then so be it. ❤️‍🩹

#scammy art #scammy talks too much #shut up scammy chan #con venting #resident evil village #resident evil 8 #karl heisenberg #karl heisenburg fanart #self indulgent #neil newbon #mostly just needed to get out the sad feels #I could go on about this weekend #worst con I've ever attended #spent the majority of the weekend in tears #and not of joy #also I don't dislike Neil or think less of him #this is just me dealing with my own disappointment #Neil was otherwise very nice and stuck around well after the con hall closed to make sure he got through everyone #I just think it's sad that he only really cared to engage with this one character #he didn't even have any prints of other characters outside of a general RE print of all the characters he'd done #and honestly I'm also just...kinda sad he didn't like the little Heisenberg plush I'd made...#I know how stupid that sounds but I worked hard on that and it meant a lot to me #and people in line were all excited by it #so to hear Neil be all not interested was just...kind've a bummer...#so yeah...just...in my feelings a lot lately and needed to get it out...#also drew Heisenberg in a way I don't hate for once and I wanted to share that much at least

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