#bc its 4am and ive been reading (and crying) for hours

[reading-writing-dying]

Google search: how normal is it to cry after reading romance stories

[ammerynth-moved]

honesty hour: tell me about your dreams, tell me what you're thinking about, rant about stuff!!!, talk to me about aliens~

lmao if id seen this as soon as id got it it wouldve been perfect bc it was like... 4am here when it was sent, but i was asleep rip

honestly i have no idea what i want to do in the future except maybe get a cat, i did work experience in a research lab for a few days and i guess id like to do that?? but its not really something id call a dream i guess.. i also want to get, like. Real Good at art which im working on but im absolutely not there yet :o

i woke up crying this morning because i had a nightmare that i slept in and was 20 minutes late for an english exam. i dont even do english any more. but holy shit it was terrifying, exam stress is real and it follows me everywhere

also i was wondering how many followers do i need before i start getting random anon hate lmao

todays ssss update was the Big One i mentioned a while ago when i recommended it, it was........... upsetting and i dont want to talk about it. u should all still read it though its excellent and my offer of warning which pages might be disturbing still stands

i believe in aliens tbh i think its impossible that theres NOTHING else out there but idk i dont think about it much, so i dont have any developed ‘theories’, just what ive picked up from other people. like, the ‘great filter’ is something like thumbs, or the jump from single cells to multicellular life. would aliens even have cells? maybe not, who knows. theres probably multiple filters, like the biological ones and then the civilisation ones.maybe they communicate some way humans cant perceive or even comprehend. they probably look cool as shit though.