#but the autism is eating me ALIVE

[biohazard-inevitable]

Human biology: ugh we are sick and need to go to sleep the tv is too bright and its 2 am go to BED we called out of work we couldnt breathe this morning we were so congested

The creature within: BUT THE HYPERFOCUSSSSSS!!! THE AUTISM YEARNS FOR THE ANSWER!!!! STATISTICALLY WE COULD GO TILL 6 am!!!! WE COULD FINISH THE ZOU ARC TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!

[beastlyidiocy]

my sweet old man who is genuinely too kind for the world he lives in :(

[malaierba]

One of the servers I'm in low-key gave Toshiro arfid but I don't think they noticed

[zombiehearts2007]

I just ordered the cutest leatherface earrings off esty

Jk they were only $34 which is cheap if your shopping in Australia

[maretriarch]

does anyone know who this guy is

[spilt-ash]

gang help

[little-candy-store-of-horrors]

Vent piece idk

Ok to reblog but ignore the fucking tags hhh

[iexcistoutofspite]

[sera-wasnever]

Popular internet neurodivergence is all fun and games until you realise people have decided that cause they're cool with people with like fandom hyperfixations and no other symptoms that they have to see via social media, any cruelty they show for autistic traits irl is okay and not ableist

[wildermouse]

y’all i think i’m hypomanic

[pehpurr]

MY FRIEND VINNY SHOWED ME AN EDIT OF C!GRAECIE AND C!RED AND I WAS LIKE "LOL THEY NEED A DUO NAME"

YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT THEY SAID TO ME?

FUCKING. *FLOWER SHOP*.

SO I AM NOW OBSESSED WITH THE IDEA OF FLOWER SHOP DUO AND ME AND THEM ARE DOING AN ART COLLAB OF THEM RUNNING A FLOWER STAND (LIKE A LEMONADE STAND BUT FOR FLOWERS) WITH FLOWER CROWNS ON AND JUST HFKLJGHDGDG

AND I TOLD THEM THE IDEA AND THEY LOVED IT AND NOW THEYRE GONNA DRAW A SCENE OF THEM RUNNING THE LITTLE FLOWER STAND TOGETHER AND THEN IMA DRAW THE SAME SCENE BUT AT NIGHT WITH THEM CLOSING UP THE SHOP FOR THE DAY

DONT MIND ME................

(IM VERY NORMAL I PROMISEEE /SAR /LH)

[depresseddepot]

don't know how to describe it without metaphors. audhd feels like I have 10 strings hooked into my body pulling me in opposite directions and leaning towards one string to try and "fix" that problem (cooking, cleaning, classwork, etc) just makes the other strings pull tighter and hurt more. this point of this whole post is to explain that when I see someone older than me who also struggles with exactly the same things to the same extent that I do, it makes a couple of those strings loosen and stop pulling. not forever, because they always start pulling again, but having the expectation lifted of needing to have a "normal functioning life" by age whatever is so nice. everything still hurts but for now at least that part of my brain can rest.

[moe-broey]

I HATE WHEN I exit hyper focus mode against my will bc I ran out of energy but I still have The Things in my fucking brain and they're NOT done yet but I physically CANNOT continue and all I can do is just. Turn evil about it. Gnashing my teeth clawing at my enclosure drenched in blood screaming and wailing ect ect

[nei-ning]

9. Your body is hungry, fridge full of food, but you just don't have any appetite / desire to eat anything. You go to the fridge over and over again during the day, always "noping" your way away from it.

10. Not having mood, energy, motivation or anything else to actually cook food. You also live in a tiny farm town where's no places where you could order food from. So you just sit on the couch, hunger twisting your guts, but you just don't get yourself to eat.

The adhd modes of food

1. You ate that burger so fast. You ate that burger so fucking fast and now the whole Red Robin is staring at you god what the fuck

2. You started eating like a normal person, but then you started talking or daydreaming and now the waitress is handing you the check but you’ve still got half a plate of cold fettuccine

3. You were going to go out to eat, but then you saw a video in your YouTube recommendation that drew you towards it like moth to a flame, and now it’s 10 pm and you’ve got an empty bag of tortilla chips in your hand and shame in your heart

4. Mac And Cheese

[reesiereads]

I’ve noticed that my favorite characters of any fandom always fall into 3 different types of blorbo.

The Relatable Blorbo: The one that I personally relate to the most, either because my personality is similar to them, I have similar trauma/issues to them, I view them as trans, or they’re some level of autistic. This is the kind of blorbo that when I read fics or analysis about them I feel like I come away learning something about myself.

The Well-Written Blorbo: Whether this Blorbo is actually, objectively well-written or not doesn’t matter, only that I believe them to be well-written. Whether this is because I think they’re good representation for something or because they have significant parallels to those around them or because the way they’re written forces me to think and examine them more closely to understand them fully. This is the blorbo that I have to search through constant misinformation and mischaracterization about but when I find a good fic or analysis it’s an actual work of art.

The Bluescreen Blorbo: This is the Blorbo that when I look at them my mind becomes nothing but a keysmash. I can’t articulate why I like them or what it is specifically that draws such a strong reaction out of me when I see them but by god I love them. 100% the blorbo I am the most likely to be an apologist for. They’ve raided my brain and turned it into a microwave, no thoughts only blorbo. Don’t read as many analysis and fics for this type but look at a lot of fanart.

And then there are the Blorbos who fit all three catagories and they go into my personal Blorbo Hall of Fame.

[greencheekconure27]

hey what's your beef with peta? if it's that they operate "kill shelters" you might want to read the newsweek fact check https://www.newsweek.com/fact-check-peta-responsible-deaths-thousands-animals-1565532 (tldr: "Just as a hospice has a high mortality rate, so does a shelter that takes in those near end-of-life, feral, aggressive, dying and discarded animals." "Cherry-picking animals to only allow in the most adoptable at shelters with limited admission (otherwise known as 'no-kill') policies doesn't help and often leads to people dumping animals, or neglecting them in other ways,")

Oh no it's so much more than that.Constant spreading of pseudoscience and misinformation, ableist campaigns (such as "drinking milk causes autism", racist and antisemitic campaigns (comparing pig farming to the Holocaust for instance), sexist campaigns under the guise of feminism (veganism is feminist because cows have a womb they are women too) more misinformation and pseudoscience, financial scams, at least one instance of abducting someone's beloved and cared for pet to euthanize it, harassment, using emotional manipulation on children ("your mommy is a murderer because she eats meat" etc), harassing and breaking into zoos and research labs , frequently killing the wild animals they rescue, that one bullshit monkey photograph lawsuit, being against ALL animal agriculture and hunting EVERYWHERE, being opposed to pets (yes cats and dogs too), actually paying people to abuse farm animals for staged videos, cultish behavior,absolutely insane ideas, and oh, misinformation and pseudoscience.

As to kill shelters, it's the lies and the hypocrisy that bothers me, because these are the same fucking people who will insist they're doing good by keeping animals alive when they have no quality of life to speak of anymore. One moment they're gushing over some poor piglet born without trotters or blind legless bird being kept alive and miserable for months, the next they're all pro euthanizing healthy animals en masse, all while they collect donations for both.

I know a lot of people donate to them in good faith but don't. Even if you are vegan. They're not doing anything good with that money.