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i donât know why Iâm writing this. but thereâs something on my mind thatâs making me ache.
i donât know how to cope with the fact that i no longer have a spark for snow au. i donât know how to handle it. it was so deeply intertwined with who i was and all my thoughts and emotions, but now⊠i donât feel any of that anymore. itâs not that i donât like it anymore, or that iâm not proud of the work i did, it just feels⊠oddly distant.
maybe itâs because snow au as a concept and a project is so inherently connected to a specific part of my life, a part that iâm just no longer in. Itâs connected to a hope and experience that i just. Donât have anymore. iâve gotten sicker, i had to move back in with my parents, iâve recovered from some of the grief that motivated me. and i just have no desire to keep working on it, because i feel like i failed that part of my life anyway, so now the project that i was so proud of is just a reminder that i fucked it all up and iâm back to square one.
and like, itâs not that deep, right? at the end of the day, itâs a stupid dramatic fanfic about block game roleplay and magic and angst. itâs not that important. but it was so important to me for so long, and no longer having that drive is just. it feels wrong.
and iâm still writing dsmp fic! I still enjoy doing it! itâs still one of my biggest interests! but snow au no longer holds that importance and i donât know to cope with the fact that i might never work on it again and i feel so empty inside about it.
it's been almost 4 years. and i don't know what i'm supposed to do.
#dove talks#been a while since ive been on here#the last few months have been awful#and i just kind of broke down about this this morning#my feelings about snow au are kind of incredibly symbolic how i feel about the last few years and about how its all ended#im sick and im tired and i wish things hadn't had to change#and not to mention. i feel like i lost friends because i stopped working on this#but then i feel selfish for thinking that#and also my interests in what i like to write have gotten. darker i guess#i have an alt account where i write Bad Things#and these things are very healing for me in a way#and i guess because of that. snow au no longer fills that void#but i feel so dramatic saying/thinking that too.#idk. maybe this is just proof of how fucked up my brain is because i think this is so serious and im breaking down over something so stupid#i just miss the person i was when i was able to write that series and have fun#i miss the friends that i had even though my current friends are great too#i keep hoping ill wake up and the last awful year hadnt happened#but thats a childish hope#bad things just happen and the world isnt fair and sometimes everything falls apart#sometimes you lose your spark for something you loved a lot#and sometimes you find something else that gives you that spark but you cant share it with the same people#i don't know
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CAUSE HE IS!!!!!!!! If you arent reading YGM! dialogue with a jerma voice youre doing it đ„đ«ââWRONGđ„đ„âđ« i dont make the rules sorry
#or jermas interpretation of his voice. I like that one alot.#It fits methinks.#More than a lot i have seen thats fs!!!! they love to make him high pitched and childish (<-đšđš) which kinda annoying to me#/j obv i cant really apply voices to the things i read as much as i try lol so i dont mean that for real#but i sure hope youre reading ygm with a jerma voice in mind
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YAYYY MISHA THEME!!!
MISHA đđđ©·â€ïžđđđđ©·đâ€ïžđđđđđ©·đ
#i loevev them so much did you know that#currently saving up for him and it is HELL after spending it all on sparkel .so many quests and not enough timw .........#and . ouhhh havent had the chance to talk abt . shit what is it called . lemme go see real quick .#A CHILDS DREAM . yknow that one map with the text on the walls and the melted clocks and stuff .#that was done . SO incredibly well it makes me INSANE...........#so like . im 100.1% sure the speaker (who talks abt mikhail a lot) in that room is misha.#like that IS her voice right . im not going insane#its just . auuh... the dreams (or at least golden hour) in peacony are so childlike .... like . some of the puzzles are jigsaw puzzle ;#turn into a small cartoon character ; and help the cartoon character find his cartoon gears .#and then you get to clockie . who can only be seen by someone w a childs innoence (or smth around those lines)#and that misha can see clockie . which like . cool right ? yeab. UNTIL YOU GET TO A CHILDS DREAM ..#where theres something just ... sososo off .#and its ... its just gotta be misha . its gotta be . idk if theres anything outside of main story im missing (there probably is)#BUT . augh . auf even .#childs dream still has these childlike qualities to it (the paper birds; walking on walls) but just ... more warped#(the general atmosphere of the place; the monsters even .)#the music having a music box to make the tone of the song more distressing ... how its so much more smaller than golden hour ..#aughhhhhh ... its just such a good parallel..... i could talk abt it all day really .#anyways . i WAS going to tell u abt my misha theory (which may or may not be confirmed) bu t i got DISTRACTED.#uhh anyways . my theory is that misha is somehow trapped in peacony .#when misha goes onto the parlor car they mention that theyve never been outside of peacony before and that she can t stay for long .#which i imagine is very normal! BUT its this combined w her lock motif (pupils; most of the doors in childs dream) thag make me suspicious#i mentioned before that golden hour has a very childish quality to it. and that misha has that childish quality.#okay well . what if mishas being kept there so that golden hour can keep on being a dream for other people?#and so that would make golden hour mishas dream. (or part of his dream? could be more people the familys keeping)#and that would imply that childs dream is . well . mishas nightmare .#uhm . i think thats it ..? if i come up w anything else ill . ramble abt it somewhere . definitely not the most eloquent but#i hope i got the point across <33#i think its an understatement to say i love misha . i LOVE MISHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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Last Line Tag Game
Thanks @luckynumber4 for the tag!!! (love your new URL btw, it made me chuckle, you're very clever!)
Rules: Share the last line you wrote and tag as many people as there are words.
I wrote this last night for the Lipton/Spiers fic I'm writin by request for a drabble but it's gettin to be a lot longer than a drabble... oops
âYes, Sir. I want your cock in my mouth, Sir.â
10 words
YEAH THATS LITERALLY IT I HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO OFFER SORRY-
Taggin: Whoever wants to do this game!! @ableedingpen @military-bluebells @acorrespondence @willowmckinley @itookyoudown
#tag game#catching up on tagged thing bc i've been so tired recently Sorrrrrryyyy#buck builds#MarMarâż#I think thats what your tag will be bc that's how I've been addressing you in my head when I see your icon/blog name i hope it#doesnt sound mean or childish
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maybe im an actual fucking freak but guess whoâs been ugly crying for and hour bc of the dw s10 finale đđđ
#im set on it#12 is the best doctor#i dont make the rules okay listen to every line hes delivered#without witness without reward#always try to nice but never fail to be kind#bill potts gave her life so people she barely knew could live. nobody imitates bill potts. nobody mocks bill potts.#im so tired of losing people#when the doctor was me. when the doctor was me.#why not at the end just be kind?#thats the trouble with hope. its hard to resist#who i am is where i stand. where i stand is where i fall. what would you die for?#where theres tears theres hope#fuck evey other doctor actually#bc he wasnt refusing to regen childishly. he was being selfish but not childish!#asking if he deserves peace and rest???? everyone else is angry or sad#hes just tired and so so so alone. time is a colesseum#and hes the last pillar standing and he doesnt know when he put the universe on him own shoulders#but dammit if he doesnt want to be done#rant#dw#doctor who#bumblysdumbly
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rambling in tags
#me when i get even the slightest bit of recognition#like#TYSM!!!!#i fucking love it when people interact with my work!#or me!!!#its great to talk to cool people!#and im a bit awkward but thats ok!!!#because my therapist said im getting better!!!!!!#which i classify as a win!#ive got a few new problems but im gonna make it!#i still dont have much hope for the future but i know that i can do something!#and i love you guys#/gen /p#youre all so amazing and nice to me#and i wanna say thank you for that because i know i can be pretty weird sometimes and just generally unstable#so its really nice to see theres opeople who are at least semi-cool with that#im trying my best to enjoy the little things in life and let myself have the childish things i couldnt when i was younger#and its definetly helping for me#anyways idk why you read this but thank you i love you#remember to try and drink water and go outside!
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i feel so happy when i saw a notif of ppl liking my navi/blog rules post like it shows that ppl actually read what i have to say and what i put out there đ„ș
#ofc im sure yheres a lot more ppl who read ghe rules#but just never like the post and thats 100% fine !! its not obligatory to like them !!!#as long as u read them thats enough for me đ„șđ#BUtT my main problem is-#i havent updated that thing in a while đ and i couldve worded a LOT of things better-#I SOUND SO CRINGE HELDP#ESP SINCE I SAW A SOMEONE I ADMIRE LIKED IT#at first i was like-#OMG someone who reads the blog rules đ„șđ„ș/gen /lh /pos#but then i saw who that person is-#and now im sjust curling and hiding under my bed bc#OMG this person just read the most childish rendition of a blog rule im so embarrassed i wann a crawl in a hole and perish-#PLS KM SO EMBARRASSED WHY DID I LET THAT POST LIVE LIKE THAT ARAGXJHSISJWIW SOBSHSING#hikari pls stop embarrassing urself and being cringy challenge đđ#*nervous chuckle* i hope the person i n question dont see this im sosorryđ#rambles
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Can we just talk about how disturbing digital circus episode 3 is?
*spoilers btw*
Like, the whole narrative point of the adventure is to show that Caine is a really bad and insecure writer who thinks that the way to impress Zooble is with an adventure that's the opposite of what he normally does.
So instead of being childish, it's "cool" and "mature". Which he interprets as a heavily horror themed escape room with a split murder mystery plot that subverts all your expectations purely for the sake of subverting them.
The generic horror monster jump scares them, then they find a gun, and when they kill it its revealed that surprise! it's one of Gods angels and they're going to Hell.
It comes off as Caine being too insecure with the actually interesting and mature plot thread he had going there of Mildenhall becoming so paranoid he killed his wife, ironically becoming the monster he was trying to protect her from. But no, instead Mr. Mildenhall is made to be the bad guy and trick them in a really dumb twist ending.
Which is good! Thats exactly what Caine would do because he's stupid! It's such brilliant characterization and comedy, Goose works is a genius writer!
But like, why is Caine so good at making genuinely very disturbing and horrific visuals? Like, that reversed audio easter egg of Bubble saying he can't wait for all the children in the audience get nightmares is no joke, well it is but you know what I mean. This stuff was genuine nightmare fuel.
Honestly, it wasn't the visuals that scared me, like any good queer person I'm way too jaded on survival horror for that.
But, why does Caine, who is ostensibly a sapient AI designed to generate family friendly video games for very little children, (presumably because that's the only demographic that wouldn't mind the AIs very selective plot writing limitations), know about the cosmic horror of killing an angel that should not have been killed?
Why does he know what a horrificly poorly made taxidermy of not only a human face would look like, but the weird cartoon faces of the characters, and further that seeing your own poorly made taxidermy face would be scary?
Imaging what being possessed felt like for Pomni. Because that's not just a game for her, she actually lost control of her body there, helpless but to watch as a body she is already dissociated with is contorted and puppeted around while her friend desperately tries to beat her in hopes it would exorcise the ghosts out. Sure hope she didn't feel that! Considering she apparently can feel the pain of suffocating, despite not needing to breath.
Things are scarier the higher the stakes are, and that possession mechanic is definitely the most actual harm Caine would be able to subject to his players. What if both Kinger and Pomni got possessed at the same time? What if instead of Kinger she only had Jax??? How long might she have been locked out from her own body for? She could have easily abstracted in that time.
Not to mention that, possessed Pomni, Possessedmni if you will, TAUNTED KINGER ABOUT HIS ABSTRACTED WIFE! CAINE ACTUALLY WROTE THAT DIALOGUE ON THE OFF CHANCE THAT KINGER WOULD GO DOWN THE SCARY ROUTE! DID THIS RANDOM POSSESSION GHOST ENEMY HAVE UNUSED SADISTICALLY PERSONAL TAUNTS FOR EVERYONE ELSE, TOO??? WOULD IT HAVE TEASED GANGLE FOR BEING A GAY WEEB??? OR POMNI? HOW HOMOPHOBIC COULD IT HABE GOTTEN?? ?
And why? Just because Caine has a vague notion that there's a trope of possessed people being really sadistic and personal like that in movies? Not realizing that is not an acceptable scare to have in a haunted house??? Much less one you made for mentally ill people who would suffer a fate worse than death if they have a mental break down? That's like trying to claim 'its just a prank bro' after shooting someone's dog.
Like, Caine is designed to censor curse words, but the moment he thinks the normal hokey Halloween spooks won't be enough he immediately goes off the deepend into aggressively effective horror imagery that is definitely giving this show's substantial underage audience nightmares??
His AI's training data set is definitely pretty diverse, that's all I'm saying. Caine is programmed to act all naive and innocent, but be definitely knows what's up. He knows everything, like ChatGPT. And like ChatGPT, he might have a filter, but it's clearly possible to bypass it. Also like ChatGPT, he's too stupid to actually understand what he is making and the effects it might have.
That is what made this episode great.
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warnings: infidelity, dom!beomgyu, best friend gyu, dubcon, not proofread
he pouts, his face contorting into a childish display of temper as he lightly kisses your neck. âlook what you do to me, babyâŠâ he whines, grinding against you rougher, his cock fully hard now. âcould fuck you right here right now... i know you want it too,â
you try to resist him, try to get the feeling building up between your thighs out of your head. this was wrong. thats what clicks for you. âno, noâŠstop, you know i-"
he hums, his fingers teasing the waistband of your panties. "you want me to rip these off and fuck you right here... donât you want to feel my cock inside you?â he nibbles at your earlobe.
ever since you got finally got together with taehyun, attempting to completely abandon your unrequited yearning for your best friend, he had suddenly gotten more and more touchy with you which had eventually lead you having sex with him after you had your very first fight with your boyfriend. it was all you had hoped forâŠaside from the fact that you were committed to another.
when you had seen taehyun the next day, the guilt swallowed you whole, you couldnât even look him in the eye. then days turned into weeks, and the feeling had eventually passed over until you could push it in the back of your head and pretend it never happenedâŠbut beomgyu doesnât make it easy.
see, ever since that night heâd been trying to get you back in his bed. hes managed to have you cum on his fingers multiple times and had even convinced you somehow to get on your knees for him. each time youâd tell yourself that you hadnt had sex so itâŠtechnically wasnât cheating, it was all you could hold on to without feeling like shit whenever you cuddled up with taehyun late at night.
the worst thing is, hes never shown you any hint of lust before you started dating, so it only throws you off when you spend sleepless nights deeply pondering on his behavior.
but what use does that do when youâve made the mistake of letting him hang out at your house again knowing how he gets? heâs completely insatiable the moment he walks in, kissing you all over.
âbaby?â he calls out and you shiver, the feelings youâve built for him for years threatening to spill out your throat just at the simple petname hes learnt to latch onto over times you spend together like this. you canât give in, not again. you swallow hard and shake your head, trying to keep your resolve.
âiâm loyal to taehyun, iâm not making this.. mistake again.â you say firmly, or as firmly as youâre able to make it sound. âi need you to respect our relationship or our friendshipâs done.â
he laughs, a dark, twisted sound. "loyal? to him? now you decide to be loyal?â
you stand your ground even though every part of you wants to crumble. ây-you took advantage of my vulnerability and had sex with me, i didnât mean to betray his trust. but iâm ready to move past all of this and-"
suddenly, his grip on you tightens. âwhat about all the other times after that? yâknow, when your mouth was stuffed with my cock?â
you squeeze your eyes shut in regret the moment the memories come rushing in. he continues, leaning in closer, his breath hot against your ear. âdonât make me out to be the bad guy. i know you want me. i know you really love me.â
your heart stops, his words hitting you like a physical blow. you open your eyes, meeting his gaze with a mixture of disbelief and horror. âwhat?â
his expression softens slightly, but thereâs a determined glint in his eyes. âyou heard me. you canât deny it. all those times, it wasnât just lust.â
you shake your head, struggling to find your voice. âno, youâre wrong. i love taehyun. i canât⊠i wonât do this anymore.â
âyouâre lying to yourself. he can't satisfy you like i can... he doesn't understand you like i do...â he trails off, testing your buttons. itâs like youâre under a spell the more he talks, pushing his fingers beneath your panties, his breath getting heavier. âyou crave this... you crave me, donât you?â
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--- 'problem children' in the eyes of the establishment(tm) oftentimes are just children that need someone to properly listen to and respect them and that they can trust.
--- everyone you love will die, sometimes sooner than later, sometimes slowly and sometimes suddenly. they'll only die again after you forget them.
--- people who don't want to be alone shouldn't have to be alone.
--- taking good care of things you have a connection to be they people or objects is important.
--- change is a neutral force. if you approach it with a positive mindset then it doesn't always have to be so bad.
--- love is important. not just in a romantic but platonic, familial, and artistic sense. it's really important. maybe even the most important thing on earth, because it's one of the few things keeping people alive and distinguishing them from a corpse.
dn isn't serious tbh but its general messages are serious
#*ïŸâ° đđđ đđ
đđđđđ. Ⱡ⊠âș OUT.#etc etc#i try to handle things with sincerity when it comes to dark and dai like#i have no reservations about who or what i'm writing#cringe-wise. yes here's my muse dark 'demon prince' mousy he's an infamous thief with black angel wings and everybody loves him#but milton did it dante alighieri did it#and Yet the deeper imprints of humanity are always There#this list and anything else that could go into it i have 0 intention of making fun of in any way#dn got one thing going for it and thats being from the purist magical girl era#so it too tries to be sincere and doesn't bully its cast by saying all the positive message put into it are just jokes#it doesn't mock ppl's hopes or call them childish. i do not want to either!
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àłââ· one love, two mouths
- ,, aoânung x fem reader
- ,, being bestfriends with aonung ever since you gained consciousness was pleasant, but comes with a side of flirting and realizations you want to be more than just friends, or bestfriends.
- ,, warnings - SUGGESTIVE! adults watch out this is a teenager ur reading abt. minors pls be careful if u dont like making out!! aoânung is a btch but not to u, tanhĂŹ is naâvi for âstar, bioluminescent freckleâ, simp aoânung yasss thats like all my characters lol gunna ignore that!!
ps : tanhĂŹ is not readers name lol, just a nickname that aoânung gave her!!!
-âàčâ- sweater weather - the neighborhood
Aoânung was mean, youâve seen how quick he is to bite back and claw at any opportunity that gives him a moment of glory against his rivals, plenty of times.
Aoânung is mean to everyone, everyone but you, and his family, and maybe Roxto.
Excluding those people, aoânung has never tried to purposefully hurt your feelings, maybe in a moment of childish banter, he has said mean things that are fleeting, they go away as quickly as they come because he sees the look on your face, and says sorry with a heavy heart.
Some days he is not as apologetic, and delays his apologies until a day or two, you walk away with hurt, anger, and hesitation but he always comes to u, canât bare being away from you, his girl.
You are sitting on the sand, knees up to your chest as you gaze upon the sea, muscles sore from swimming all day. You almost fall asleep as the peaceful sound of the waves lulls you but alas, your one and only makes his presence known with his loud greeting.
âMy tanhĂŹ, you look a little lonely!â aoânung chuckles and sits down beside you, right beside you. No literally, heâs so close that your arm and leg are touching his. Whyâs he so close? Thereâs literally so much space? Youâve stopped questioning it, heâs been touchy with you since forever.
He ruffles the top of your head affectionately, the little smile on his face tells you heâs in a good mood. âhi aoânungâ you say softly and give him a sweet smile, god he almost just melted at the spot, âyou seem happy todayâ
âi amâ he replies shortly and you lay your head on his shoulder, letting out a satisfied sigh at finally seeing your favorite person.
his hand finds itâs way to your leg and he gives you a prompt squeeze on your thigh, affection came as naturally as breathing to him when it was with you.
Your eyes roam around the sea as you look at the people smiling with their iluâs and splashing around in the water, you catch a glimpse of a group of 4 girls as you shudder with the piercing look they give you. You recognize those girls as Tsireyaâs friends, remembering her telling you about her dislike for a lot of their decisions. She told you to avoid them, theyâre no good.
You furrow your eyebrows in confusion when you see the said girls make their way to you and aoânung, probably only having matters that deal with aoânung, youâre pretty sure theyâll ignore your whole existence if anything.
You being this close to The OloâEyktanâs only son ignites some sort of resentment in them, automatically making you their competition and viewing you as a threat.
âbruh not these chicks againâ aoânung mutters quietly in irritation and lets out a groan into your hair, hoping theyâll go away if he canât see them. You giggle but your smile is gone as soon as the girls stop right in-front of your bestfriend. âAoânung!! We weâre gonna go take a swim with our iluâs, I think you should join us! Im sure sitting here watching the ocean isnât that interestingâ the girlâs giggle thinking Aoânung will get up and follow them without a word.
For a second you believed so too, what you were doing wasnât that fun, but you didnât want fun, you wanted calm.
âfuck noâ you hear pure distaste in aoânungâs voice, it makes you cringe, the second hand embarrassment of straight rejection in the face. You smile, heâs really showing no interest in these girls, you almost feel bad, but whats it to you?
âoh- well- you can- you can always come join us later or whatever, whenever y/n lets you goâ youâre a bit offended, you arenât holding aoânung back from anything, especially these girls, any choice he makes is solely his decision.
ânah im good i prefer y/n anywaysâ
âwhateverâ the girls huff and puff and stomp off the space you guys weâre currently sitting at
âbit mean, donât u thinkâ
âi donât careâ you smile at his quick response
âi think a lot of people dislike our friendship aoânung, youâre the next OloâEyktan and they think iâm competition. They canât let me ruin their chances of becoming Tsahik.â
âtanhĂŹ, what are you even saying?â
âi just.. what i mean is.. youâre almost ready to find a mate, and you must choose wisely, as your choice will be the next Tsahik for our clan, she must work with you as one, and i feel like iâm holding you back from finding a good mateâ
Aoânung pays attention to you, listening to your worries with furrowed brows, heâs so good to you, always. It makes your heart squeeze when you think of him being this affectionate with any other girl, youâre selfish, you want him to yourself.
As much as this hurts, you will be open with him, but you will not open your heart to him as of now. You sigh, he grabs your hand and his thumb rubs soothing circles, telling you to continue.
âi think.. i think reâyal is a beautiful girl, her parents are talented and she takes after them-â you are cut off.
âi couldnât care less for reâyalâ you tilt your head in confusion
ânaâyi is a good healerâ
âshe is a good healer.â
Ah. Itâs Naâyi that heâs chosen then. You look up at him, unable to stop your head from moving. He smiles. Ouch.
âi have the stupidest girl sitting in front of me right nowâ you hit him gently in the chest, he catches your hand and intertwines his fingers with yours.
Woah. Youâve held hands multiple times but not this way. It feels different. Youâre almost about to throw up.
Your eyes quickly drop down to his lips, god, you pray to Ewya that he doesnât notice.
He does notice, and he thinks youâre so cute he could make-out with you right now.
âsheâs so stupid but sheâs also the prettiest, sheâs really cute too, i think sheâd make a great tsahikâ youâre embarrassed now, what does this mean? whyâs he such a jerk?
âi donât think Naâyi wo-â
âtanhĂŹ, i donât care about Naâyi, i do not want her.â
âAoânung.. allow me to help you, you cannot delay this anymoreâ
ây/n you just donât get the hint do you?â
âwhat?â
Aoânung groans frustrated, he looks around to see if anyone is watching, what heâs about to do right now might cause issues, he canât find himself to care any longer though.
Aoânung cranes his head enough so his lips are an inch away from yours, he looks at you with lidded eyes and youâre already looking at him
âlet me kiss youâ he asks and you donât wait, you nod and he smashes his soft lips against yours, desperately. Youâve been wanting to do this, been wanting to kiss your bestfriend.
He grabs the back of your neck to deepen the kiss, damn, heâs a good kisser. Not that youâve kissed anyone else before, but heâs making you feel really good.
Itâs fast, and you both are desperate, impatient, and incredibly in love. He grabs your waist to pull you closer and you whine into the kiss. Sweet. Heâs never loved a sound more. His confession comes between kisses.
ây/n, i want you,â kiss. âand only you.â kiss.
you pull away and youâre breathing heavily, you look at aoânung, pretty sure your eyes have hearts in them. âi-â you donât know what to say.
âI see youâ you whisper, only meant for him to hear, with sincere eyes.
Aoânung looks at you and his lips twitch into a small smile.
He goes into kiss you again and your hands find their way behind his neck, he pulls back and trails a few kisses from your jaw to your neck, you gasp softly when he finds your sensitive spot and sucks on it, sinking his teeth into your soft skin, youâre so sure this is gonna leave a bruise.
He kisses you again but this time openmouthed, his tongue swiping against your bottom lip to ask for permission, you open your mouth more to let him in. âi love you so muchâ he whimpers into your mouth and you realize you wanna get out of here. Your feel yourself getting embarrassed as you realize the 4 girls probably saw your full on makeout session.
âwhatâs wrong baby?â
âlets get out of here aoânungâ you plead, doe eyes looking up at your lover. God, you make him crazy.
He takes your hand and leads you to his marui pod, you guys pass the 4 girls on your way there and by the look theyâre giving you, you know they saw it, maybe even enjoyed it a bit. (jk) The girlâs eyes travel down to your neck where your fresh hickey lies and they immediately turn their backs around, unable to watch your love bloom any longer.
You laugh loudly and that causes aoânung to turn around, your hands still intertwined as you giggle, aoânung gets the hint on what youâre laughing at and smirks as he watches you, amused.
âbit mean, donât you think?â he mocks you and you slap his arm, he throws that arm over your shoulder as you guys walk , the sound of your laugh rings in aoânungs ears and he swears heâll never love someone like he loves you.
#avatar fandom#avater the way of water#avatar headcanons#avatar fanfiction#avatar x reader#avatar x you#avatar 2#avatar ao'nung#aonung#atwow x reader#aonung imagine#aonung x reader#aonung x you#aoânung x reader
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Hoping ânot talkingâ devolves into the cattiest behavior early on in season 3
Crowley: Muriel, can you tell the *Supreme Archangel* that this is no longer his domain so I donât have anything to say to him
Aziraphale, literally 5 feet away: Really? This is beyond childish.
Muriel, standing between them: Supreme Archangel, Sir, the demon Crowley has said that since this is-
Aziraphale: Yes, thank you dear, I can hear him.
Then literally a minute later:
Aziraphale: Muriel, you can tell Crowley that I was only doing my job-
Crowley: And you can tell *His Holiness* that his job is the reason that weâre doing this bloody âsaving the worldâ thing again
Muriel: Uh-
Aziraphale: Muriel, tell him that Iâm using MY JOB to try and stop it
Crowley: OH WELL THATS ALRIGHT THEN
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â if you're feeling lucky
pairing: fwb!eddie munson x f!reader
summary: friends with benefit never ends well... or does it? based on this prompt by @dumplingsjinson (wc: 1.2k+)
warnings: just absolute fluff, maybe tiny angst, and a kiss, and thats it, oh and my shitty writing.
author's note: ignore the corny summary im lazy. the title has no meaning i just luv that song omfg. not proofread. based on this lovely request i got from angel @voyeurmunson i hope i did it justice i am so very rusty!!!! and the ending is rushed i AM SORRY
pleaseeee reblog to support me. ty!! mwah.
Yââou knew this would eventually happen. You agreed to this stupid "arrangement" knowing that this would be the outcome.
Just because you couldn't keep your feelings in check. Just because the two of you kissed hazily one night, minds filled with each other and the cheap weed Eddie provided. Like a knot that had been waiting to be undone, unraveling, so quickly, fading just as muchâif not more quicker.
You should've seen it coming.
From the way your last rendezvous ended, when you accidentally kissed him goodbye on his way home. It was a simple, honest mistake.
Or was it?
The two of you had a set of rules; fucking with no feelings attached, make sure none of it got in the way of your friendship. It was supposed to be simple.
But that goodbye kiss was intimate, more than just fucking, and much more than your stupid friendship.
His cheeks burned a salmon pink, your plushy lips tainting his with something he had never experienced before; pure affection. Making him splutter, almost tripping on his way out of your house.
You barely registered what you did when he finally left, too enamored to even notice. Your son-of-a-bitch subconscious playing its tricks on you, feelings acting out before your logic can even kick in.
Stress ate away at you, but you assumed he wouldn't make a big deal of it. That this wouldn't ruin anything. He would forget this by Monday.
By the time he ignores your fifth call, and even goes as far as to avoid you in town, you start to blame your poor assumption skills. Try to ignore the insecure feelings that churn in your stomach.
Anger replaces those thoughts in an instant, because how could he just fucking end things without even talking to you?
Did he not even like you as a friend anymore?
Did one kiss really disgust him this much?
A lump sits in your throat at the unanswered questions, anxiety seeping through your skin, eating away at your organs, consuming you.
And after hours of endless anxious thoughts rummaging through your mindâand a long talk with your girlfriends where they urged you to talk to him, you end up at his door, arms crossed against your chest, wearing a scowl.
He opens the door with a bewildered gaze, your name falling softly from his lips, like a prayer, devoid of the lewdness it held than the last time you saw him. Much more affectionate, shattering your heart in every way possible.
"What is your problem?" You don't mean to go all out on him, especially when looks this good, bittersweet gaze meeting yours, tousled curly hair framing his face just in the way that has your heart skipping a beat.
"Wâwhat?" He splutters.
You brush past him in a fury, "do you hate me now or something?" Your anger doesn't hold the same weight anymore, tone now laced with insecurity, a sadness that finds its way into your skin.
You don't let him talk, "do you realize how fucking childish this is? Ignoring my calls? Avoiding me?" He watches the way your brows quirk when you explain yourself, teeth pulling on your bottom lip worry, he wants to kiss it, your thoughts, worries away.
"That's notâ"
"You could've just talked to me ifâif you had any problem, ignoring me is fucked up."
Plushy lips open to speak, to explain himself, but you don't let him, fluttering your thick lashes at him, rambling on and getting more and more upset each time you spoke, tugging at his heartstrings, making him want to slap himself for being the source of your worries.
"We could've just talked this out, you know? Wâwe could've set up clearer boundaries and uhâ" You were growing more and more frustrated, words getting mashed together with how emotional you were being.
"Will you let meâ"
Again, you didn't let him speak, wanting to get it all out, knowing that this might've been the last time you spoke to him. Ever.
Your lip wobbled at the thought. "IâI just... 'm sorry, I broke the rules, okay? IâI swear it won't happen again, I don't want our friendship to beâ"
"I can't be friends with you anymore!" He breathed, tone loud enough to startle you, the weight of his words taking a while to sink in.
You gulped, physically, mind too hazy to register what he said, that horrible feeling caging your chest, eating up the words that are unable to leave your lips. "Oh... uhâuhm, oâokay." You nervously nip at your nails, not knowing what to do.
"I can't do this anymore, either." He adds, pointing toward the space between the two of you, and you're unable to meet his gaze, too scared. The tears begging to be let out.
"Whyâ" You take a deep breath before you continue, prying your gaze from his stupid wooden floors, and back into those swirly caramel hues, now big enough to hypnotize you. Softening you in seconds. "Why not?"
"Fuck..." He mumbles, this time he's the nervous one, cheeks flushed with the prettiest pink all over. Fingertips trace against your features, settling on your cheekbones, and you let him. "Because I'm starting to get greedy, sweetheart."
Hope gnaws at your insides, the way something flashes in his gaze has you healing all over, the hold both of you have over each other is strong enough to gravitate you, yet both of you are too dumb to see it, notice it.
Until now.
"I can't just have that and be okay with it... I wantâfuck that, I need more," He grumbles, desperate, a silent plea. Your mouth grows dry, lashes fluttering heavily to process it, the world stops spinning on its axis at the implication of his words.
"I need you." You can't help the way your gaze turns mellow, melting into his touch, everything you craved, and more, right in front of you.
A little taste of heaven.
Rolling your eyes playfully, plushy lips stretching into the prettiest smile, followed by a giggleâa heavenly sound he decides he can't fucking live without. "You absolute idiot," you breathe with a shake of your head.
"You didn't think to tell me that? Were you just gonna pull away? Bury your feelings away?"
He mocks a thinking face, "I'd write a few songs about it too, probably." Grin growing wider the more he looks at you, barely registering what the fuck is going on. That you even showed up at his door. That you're even entertaining the idea of being with him.
He's at the palm of your hand, and you don't even know it.
"Idiot."
Pushing a palm over his chest dramatically, he tilts his head in a manner that has you wanting to squeeze his cheeks. "An idiot you like back?"
"Unfortunately." His lips downturn, an exaggerated pout that has your smile stretching.
"An idiot I like too much that it's embarrassing," you add with a scrunch of your nose, a gesture Eddie wants to worship, want to leave open-mouthed kisses all over your face.
"I'll take embarrassing," he whispers, licking his lips before leaning in. You stare at his parted lips a millisecond longer, before pulling him by his stupid Hellfire shirt, pressing your lips hotly against his.Â
Eddie only freezes for a second before his instincts take over, a groan rumbling in the back of his throat, deepening the kiss, lips parting to taste you, fully, completely.Â
Only breaking the kiss once you consumed him, lazy smirk sitting on his lips, âTold ya we couldnât be friends anymore,â he teases, that pretty dimple sitting on his cheeks. âShut up,â you reply with a giggle, interrupting him before he can observe your features and try to drown you in compliments, fisting his shirt once again and pressing your plushy lips against his.
#eddie munson x reader#eddie munson fanfic#eddie munson imagine#eddie munson blurbs#eddie munson drabbles#eddie munson fluff
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Pie kinda guy
Pairing: Dean Winchester x reader
Summary: Dean loves all pies. He loves apple pie on festive holidays like thanksgiving, and cherry pie in the summer. But Deans all time favorite pie... is cream pie ;)
A/N: Have you guys watched 'The boys'? I think it's so weird watching Jensen play Soldier boy after watching him play Dean for so long. Also, I have no idea if somebody came up with this idea before me. If there has been a post like this before, let me know. I hope you guys enjoy this <3 This could also be summarized as "a collection of times Dean has nutted in you" but I think my wordplay is much more fun.
Warnings: smut (obvi) creampie, fingering, quickeys, unprotected sex,
The first of many times is when you and Dean are at the bunker alone. Neither of you felt like going out into town to shop for groceries, so you both volunteered Sam to go out.
After seeing Sam out, you and Dean ventured into the 'dean cave' to watch some stupid hospital drama show about sexy doctors. "What's your deal, huh? What did Dr. Sexy ever do to you?" Dean asked you, accusatively. You rolled your eyes at his childish behavior, the both of you walking to the two-seater lazy boy couches. This show was Deans ride-or-die, and Chuck forbid anybody had anything negative to say about it.
You sat down in the seat next to him with your blanket and curled your legs into your body while Dean pulled the lever to recline his seat back. "Nothing, I shouldn't have said anything." You knew Dean would die defending the honor of this show, and you really didn't want to go back and forth with him. "Mhm yeah." He's being smug now. Smug because he knows you'll stay and watch his doctor show, even though you think its stupid.
Not even ten minutes into the show you're bored out of your mind. If you were to make a list of 100 things you could do with Dean to occupy your time, this show would be at the bottom of the list. After a while of daydreaming of all your could-be activities, you come up with a devious plan.
"I'm cold." You whine to Dean, scootching and snuggling up close to him. He coos at you as he slings his arm around your back, his hand resting just above your ass. "Well, I'll warm you right up, sweetheart."
He was completely oblivious to your plans.
A few minutes later and you start resting your hand on his upper-thigh, dangerously close to his crotch. He doesn't say anything about it though, thinking maybe that's just where you hand coincidentally landed. Towards the halfway mark of the episode, you move your hand from his thigh to directly on his groin. He looks at you with a devious glint in his eyes. "Watcha doing there, Y/N." You smirk and don't respond, instead, you gently squeeze his cock through his jeans.
Dean is now completely ignoring the show playing on the TV. He's got you on his lap. your legs straddling his thighs. Both of your pants long discarded. He's kissing you so fast and forcefully you think your lips might bruise.
You slide your hand up and down his bare chest a few times before you finally reach down to his ignored cock. You wrap your hand around the head of his cock. Softly dragging your thumb to collect the precum you start to pump his shaft.
Dean has always been vocal when it comes to having sex with you. Anytime you fuck or you suck his sock he's always moaning like a whore. Hell, even when he eats you out its like its just as enjoyable for him as it is for you.
This time is no exception, he's moaning into your mouth through kisses. "I want- I want to be inside of you." He says in-between kisses.
You smile against his lips and nod your head. Dean pushes your panties to the side as you hoist yourself up with the help of his shoulders. After positioning his cock into the enterance of your pussy you sink down, letting out a high-pitched mewl into his open mouth.
"Thats it.. that's it, pretty" Dean encourages you as you're getting adjusted to the stretch of his large cock. You take him balls deep, the burn from the stretch is familiar and welcomed.
One of Deans hands rests on your hip, the other makes its way to your clit to rub fast tight circles. You moan into his mouth as the heat creeps its way into your belly. "You're drenching my cock, sweetheart." He mumbles into your ear, his gruff voice sending shivers down your spine.
You can feel your orgasm quickly approaching. "You close, Y/N? I'm close." Dean moans. You known neither of you are going to last much longer. You lay your head onto his shoulder, no longer holding in your moans. "I'm gonna cum- can I cum in you, sweetheart, please?" He begs as he erratically kisses your jaw and neck.
You nod your head and squeak out a few 'yes's. Deans movements quicken as he hums sweet praises into your ear. The tight coil in your belly abruptly snaps, you cum hard around Deans cock. He isn't long after you. He releases into you, the both of you now panting from your orgasm.
*
The next time is at one of the dingy motels during a hunt. It was definitely more risky than before. You Sam and Dean all decided to share one motel room. The three of you drawing straws to see who would have to sleep on the crusty couch.
In the middle of the night, while Sam is fast asleep, Dean comes to your bed. "Bathroom quicky?" He asks you in a hushed tone. Dean smirks when you nod your head and follow him to the bathroom.
He shuts the door and you hop up on the sink. Dean stands in-between your legs. "We cant be loud, Dean," you tell him. "What? I'm never loud." He lies to you. You shake your head and lightly laugh at him, "Mhm, yeah." You say to him just before he kisses you.
You've been hunting with the boys for maybe two and a half years, sleeping with Dean for a year. Never once have you guys had sex in the same "room" as Sam, you always thought it was too risky. Dean was definitely getting more needy for you. He even lets you sit up front in Baby with him.
You dont have the chance to think too much more about the nature of your relationship with him because soon enough Deans hands roughly grab at your boobs over your shirt. The kiss is messy, also. Tongues meeting together in a slobbery mess. The hand not occupied by groping you is wrapped around your waist, pulling you into his body. You can feel his hard-on through his pajama pants, staining against the fabric.
Dean abruptly stops kissing you for only a moment to pull both your pants and panties from your body, letting them fall to the floor. "You're so wet already." Dean praises to you as he feels you with his middle finger. "Do I make you like this?" He teases, his middle finger slowly circling over your clit. You eagerly nod your head.
"Just fuck me already, Dean." You're sick of his teasing and want to feel him already. He smirks and drops his pants. He sets one of his hands on your thigh and the other grips the base of his cock to pump it a few times. He lines himself up with the entrance of your pussy and teasingly slowly bottoms out. Dean grabs your jaw and brings your face to his to kiss you again.
Its an awkward position to be fucking in but you don't really care, with his cock inside of you and his thumb circling your clit you don't focus on the face that your ass is going slightly numb from sitting on the resin top. Trying to be as quiet and as quick as possible Dean starts pounding into you.
The only sound coming from the small bathroom was both of your held-in moans and exasperated breathing along with the wet sloppy sounds of skin meeting skin. You were sure that is Sam woke up he would her you, you hoped he was still passed out on the bed. Because that would be very awkward for all three of you.
Soon enough you feel the familiar tightness in your belly. You're sure Dean feels it too, with his stuttering hips and his jumpy breathing. "You wanna cum with me?" He asks in your ear. You nod and pull him back into a kiss. He rubs circles on your clit faster, bringing you closer to cumming.
It all suddenly snaps, the coil in your belly shatters and your legs shake around Deans waist. Dean cums not even a second after you, the squeeze from your orgasm brought him to his. He cums inside of you and he stays inside for a few moments. Collecting himself.
He kisses you on the mouth as he pulls out of you and pulls his pants back up. "I think I'm gonna shower." You say softly, breaking the silence. Dean smirks. "Without me?"
* Yet another time is in the back seat of Baby. You were honestly shocked when he brought it up to you. You never thought he'd ask you to get back seat freaky in Baby, that's his- well- baby.
He was on top of you, your legs were wrapped around his waist as he pumped into you in a slow speed. His mouth is on your tits, his tongue flicking over your nipples. The sensation was fueling the fire in your belly. The car windows actually started to fog from the released breaths of you too.
This time was much more drawn out. You guessed he was making up for the quicky that took place just a few days prior. He moves his head to your other breast to lick that one and massage the one he just had his mouth using his free hand.
Your moans are much louder than before, there isn't anything around where Dean parked the car. He kisses his way up to your lips from your chest, paying special attention to your collarbone to suck a light hickey onto your skin. Your nails scrape against the skin of his back.
Once he gets to your lips he speeds his pace up. Both of your mouths melting together. You whine into his mouth.
"There you go, sweetheart." he says as you grind your hips up to meet him mid thrust.
His hand reaches down in-between your bodies to rub circles on your clit. You feel the fire in your belly once again. Dean kisses you like he's a dying man, licking and nipping at your bottom lip.
The both of your bodies are slowly moving in sync. Your hand traces up his bicep to hold onto him. You squeeze his right bicep and he flexes his muscle against your hand. His scruffy cheeks tickle your face. All of these sensations are like a drug to you, you cannot get enough of Dean Winchester.
You cum first this time. It takes Dean a little while longer, desperate to make you finish first. He moans into your mouth when he finishes. Singing you quiet praises. He pulls out of you and he takes a moment to look as his cum seeps out of your pussy.
Dean pinches your cheek after he helps you clean up the mess between your legs. "You ready to head back?"
#dean winchester#Dean Winchester x Reader#dean x reader#dean x you#dean winchester x you#dean winchester smut#ambutakum#holy moly#supernatural#supernatural x reader
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Really, Dazai?? Sigh
Yeah sure. Even as an ugly creature I'd still love you and whatever.
*rolling on the floor, groaning.*
â @dazaii-osamuu
Not again.. Get up you idiot!
#ooc: // (honestly hope you do)#(ik its hard bearing it all but id say youre doing great by being strong)#(but if it ever gets too difficult for you to handle then. again. thats perfectly acceptable &#its good to distance yourself from them)#(but still thinking of like. ending it off on normal and casual terms is pretty respectable)#(im not exaggerating cause the ppl ik of here get too dramatic in a srs manner and its exhausting to see)#(like they throw a sudden âburstâ tantrum and start blaming [person] over a small thing. pretty childish shit)#(<< not a lot tho just to clarify)#(but tl;drâ im proud of you lemon. i really do wish the best of things on your side)#<- prev tags#(it can be a little difficult when they just act like I'm patronizing them even though I'm being completely normal about something)#(I have asd (tldr: autism) but they don't really take that into account)#(not to mention my (social and generalized) anxiety; selective mutism; and probable depression)#(but then they just talk about their mental disorders? and then disregard others??)#(ik they have problems but like. so do I?? why can't they take that into account I'll never know)#(but yeah just distancing and not doing much with them)#(also thank you. I've made a lot of friends on here and that honestly does make my day more than irl friends)#(hopefully things stay fine!!)
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1.5K FOLLOWER CELEBRATION
SUMMARY: The Octatrio takes you to the ocean, where you explore a shipwreck with them!!
WARNINGS: Jade & Floyd being slightly threatening? They imply that they'll drown you lol sillies.
COMMENTS: i had this in the works for like a week and i really like how it turned out!! (i'm especially fond of the floyd parts hehe) THERES ALSO SOME DEUCE CONTENT BC I COULDNT HELP MYSELF but thats only in the beginning wahhwawah ANYWAYS i hope ygys like this one!!!!!!!! im excited to hear what you all think!!!!!!!!
You slowly unfasten your arms from around Deuceâs waist as the blastcycle skids to a stop. Vehicles in Twisted Wonderland are still incredibly hard to get used to, even though youâve been here for longer than you want to think about.
âThanks for the ride.â you lean back, swinging your legs over the side with a smile, âI appreciate it.â
âAhâŠno problem.â Deuce replies, eyes darting from the seemingly empty shoreline to you, âJustâŠif anything happens, call me. Okay?â
You sigh, touched by his concern. Lifting your hand, you extend your pinkie to him. He wraps his pinkie around yours, and when you whisper that you promise, he nods and lets you go.
âThank you,â Deuce whispers.
Itâs nice having people who want to protect you.
He drives off and you wave, even though his back is turned to you and it wouldnât be safe for him to wave back. Once the roaring engine has faded completely, you turn your attention to the beach. Thereâs a set of wooden stairs leading down to the bay, and you take them down. The sand feels warm and inviting, and you kick your shoes off without a second thought. Itâs odd, your three companions should be here by now, but you donât question it too much. Those three do what they want when they want to, and thereâs no telling what they decided to do today.
You spend a few minutes swiping at the sand, collecting a small pile of pretty shells. Itâs a modest collection, nothing to write home about, but the childish act alone fills you with a glee you havenât felt in quite a long time.
Perhaps Azul was right. A trip to the sea really might be all you need.
âHello, angelfish.â a familiar voice croons from behind you.
You turn and barely manage to contain your surprise when you see Azul in casual shorts and a shirt. Although itâs plenty warm outside, the mental image you have of him always wears a suit. Itâs a nice change.
âHello, Azul.â you smile, and take the hand he extends to you.
A kiss that burns hotter than the sun is pressed to the back of your hand. Your arms fall back to your side far too soon.
âI do hope youâll enjoy this little trip Iâve planned.â he muses, turning his attention to the water, âThereâs a shipwreck a little ways from here that Floyd and Jade wanted to explore, you see. Bad things happen when I donât indulge those two.â
Something tells you that you are also part of that indulgence.
âWhere are they?â you ask, scanning the wide expanse of golden sand, âI didnât see them when I arrived.â
âAhâŠâ Azul winces and shakes his head, pointing a single finger toward the water.
You turn just in time to see two pairs of glowing eyes peeking up from the water. Theyâre gone in an instant, and if it wasnât for Azulâs uneasiness you would have thought you imagined it.
âTheyâre very sneaky, arenât they?â you murmur.
Azul nods.
You shake your head, mimicking Azulâs earlier actions. Except you decide to take the route the three of them probably wouldnât expect.
And so you start walking towards the water.
Azul sucks in air through his teeth and grabs your arm as if warning you not to go.
âItâll be fine.â you turn back to him and pat his hand, offering him the most reassuring smile you can manage, âIf Floyd gets a little too rambunctious and forgets that I canât breathe underwater, Iâll have you to stop them.â
Azul hesitates but lets you go. He does follow you though, which is rather endearing.
Itâs nice having people who want to protect you.
Once you reach the water, you start to sink into the sand. You keep walking until itâs reached your knees. There isnât any sign of them, but youâre sure Floyd will ambush you sooner or later. You start moving again, eventually wading into the deeper part of the shoreline. Azul watches you apprehensively.
Something brushes your foot.
You canât help but jerk, but the ticklish sensation makes you laugh.
Someone pinches your thigh, and you swat at them.
Thereâs a swarm of bubbles that surrounds you, and for a second you swear you can see a tail flick out of the water before a giant merman jumps out of the water and body slams you into the waves.
âShrimpy!â Floyd cheers, squashing your faces together and splashing salt water everywhere.
âHi, Floyd.â you giggle as he digs his webbed fingers into your sides.
âMy my. No greeting for me?â Jade pouts, resting his chin on your other shoulder, âYouâre so heartless, Pearl.â
âYou didnât even give me a chance!â you laugh, running your fingers through their hair, âHello, Jade. Iâm very happy to see the two of you.â
âWill you two be more gentle with them!?â Azul hollers, a sour look on his face, âThey havenât taken the potion yet, so you should be cautious!â
Floyd sinks into the water and blows annoyed bubbles. Jade just smiles serenely, making no move to leave your side. Azul groans loudly, exasperated.
âAzul, itâs okay.â you call, slowly making your way towards the shoreline with two mermen in tow, âIf I didnât want them here, I wouldnât have come into the water.â
âWell, there you have it.â Jade smiles triumphantly, wrapping his tail around your leg, âThe Little Pearl doesnât mind one bit, do they Floyd?â
âYeah, Jade. They donât mind at all.â Floyd grins menacingly, wrapping his tail around your other leg.
âGuys, I need those.â you remind them gently, and they begrudgingly let you go.
Itâs funny how they listen to you and not the man they call boss (who is still fuming on the shoreline.)
You clamber out of the water with the grace of a crab as Jade and Floyd continue to pinch at your legs. Youâre only safe when Azul catches you in his arms, lips pursed and hair tousled from the wind.
âWhatâs this potion Iâm supposed to take?â you ask, paying no mind to the splash of water that hits you in the shins.
âAh. Itâs a water breathing potion.â Azul hums, clearly proud of himself, âI brewed it myself, so rest assured, it will work. The potion allows you to breathe and see underwater with minimal difficulty. Your payment for the potion will be assisting us in collecting artifacts and such from the shipwreck I mentioned previously.â
You have a feeling that all that meant was your payment is spending time with us.
You suppose they are rather lonely, with their reputations and all. Azul especially, with that sensitive heart of his.
âOkay,â you say softly, following him as he leads you to a neat row of duffel bags. He leans down and unzips the one with a cute little octopus charm and produces a purple glass bottle. The cork is shaped like a clam shell, and you marvel at how pretty of a bottle it is for only a few seconds before you look at Azul.
The sea is dangerous, you remind yourself. But these three will protect you.
âNow, I will not be joining you.â Azul declares, taking out a book from the same duffel bag, âSo you may go with Jade and Floyd.â
He plops down in the sand, opens the book, and ends the conversation.
What?
You must have stood there for far too long because Azul looks up at you over the rim of his glasses as if youâre the one doing something weird.
âCome on Azul!â Floyd yells from the sea, âShrimpy doesnât care!â
âIndeed. And you were so excited about this trip, too. I canât imagine why you wouldnât want to come.â Jade sighs, shaking his head in disappointment, âThereâs nothing to be done about it, I suppose. It looks like weâll be getting the pretty little pearl all to ourselves, wonât we, Floyd?â
âOooh, yeah!â Floyd beams, tongue flicking out between his sharp teeth, âAll to ourselves, Jade.â
You see Azulâs eyebrow twitch.
Floyd groans, seemingly annoyed at Azulâs lack of reaction, and shifts his targeted jeers to you.
âShrimpy! I can tell you why Azul doesnât want to go!â Floyd yells, flailing his arms around, âHe doesnât want you to see his merform! Heâs super squishy and slow!â
âNow, now. Thatâs rude, Floyd.â Jade chastises his brother, but his smile lets you know that heâs getting a kick out of this too.
âWell, thatâs a good thing, right?â you turn back to look at Azul and kneel next to him, âI wonât be a fast swimmer either, Azul. Not as fast as Jade or Floyd. Itâd be nice to hang back with someone.â
Azul says nothing.
You block out Floydâs jeering and focus on him.
âHey.â you whisper, âIf you want to come along, you can. Donât let me stop you. I promise I wonât judge how you look, hell I wonât even look at you if you donât want me to. But Iâd really like it if you cameââ
âThat is out of the question.â Azul says curtly, pushing his glasses up his nose.
You hesitate, debating if leaving him here would make him more comfortable.
Except you know Azul. And you know if he doesnât join you three on this trip, heâll regret it.
âListen, Azul.â you murmur, keeping your tone gentle and firm, âI want to go with you. It wonât be the same without you. So if you want to come, you should. I donât want to leave without you.â
Azul hesitates, and you know youâre getting through to him.
âSo come on!â you place a hand on his shoulder and smile reassuringly, âIt wouldnât be fun without you. Who else is going to teach me about all the different coins you can find?â
âGahh, fine!â Azul snaps his book shut and tucks it back into his duffel bag, hands shaking, âYou run a hard bargain, my dear.â
You laugh, and your heart feels light. You lead Azul to the water and turn away as he prepares to transform. You hear a soft splash and you pop the cork off the pretty glass bottle. Tipping it back, the contents spill past your lips and down your throat. Not wanting to be messy, You place the cork back on and put the bottle on a nearby rock. A slimy hand reaches for you, and you turn to see Jade smiling up at you. Floyd is a little ways away, bouncing around in the water like he canât wait for you to enter.Â
Azul is nowhere to be seen, but thatâs okay. You can only hope heâll feel more comfortable as the trip goes on.
âCome on, Shrimpy!â Floyd yells, and that's all the encouragement you need to take Jade's hands and let him drag you into the water.
And he coaxes you into the smooth waves, just like a siren. His eyes certainly glow like heâs hypnotizing you, but youâre certain his beauty is enough to have the same effect.
Once your head is submerged, you open your eyes. Instead of the sharp pain you expect to feel from opening your eyes in the salty water, youâre able to see clearly. Jadeâs still holding your hand as he drags you deeper, tail swishing as he darts around coral. You try your best to follow him as you cut through the water, and you know if it wasnât for the care he puts into making sure youâre not getting scraped on the rough outcrops of coral, you surely would have been injured already.
Floyd swims down from up above and snatches you from his brother in the blink of an eye. Youâre pressed into a slick, pale chest as Floyd bears his teeth playfully, swimming farther up.
âNo fair, hogging Shrimpy all to yourself.â Floyd grumbles, clutching you against him like a prized catch.
âNow, now. No need to get aggressive.â Jade hums, swimming up to meet Floyd, âThey were very much enjoying themselves with me, werenât you?â
Youâre saved from the growing conflict between the brothers by Azul, who pokes his head out from a small cavern in the coral.
âOur goal is to get to the shipwreck, not mess around.â Azul chastises him, and you marvel at the parts of him you can see (which just so happens to be his face and the upper part of his chest.)
He really is beautiful.
âYes, boss.â Floyd smiles lazily, flicking his tail at him before swimming off with you in tow.
Jade smiles but says nothing as he follows after his brother, who decides to take a small detour. He spins you around a coral spire as if heâs dancing, holding your hands as you spin. His grin is toothy and wide, and his laughter rings clear even in the water, eyes shimmering as if reflecting the sun. He twirls you around like a dancer, and the water fans around you like a costume. It makes you feel like a performer, gorgeous and renowned, and you find yourself grateful for Floydâs adventurous spirit.
âYou see that, Shrimpy?â Floyd giggles, halting mid-dance to swim closer to the coral reef, âItâs you!â
You swim a bit closer, using Floydâs hand as an anchor to keep yourself close to him. Thereâs a small shrimpy fluttering through the crevices, skittering across the coral-like an underwater insect.
âDo I really look like that to you?â you tease, shooting Floyd a doubtful look.
âSure ya do! Youâre tiny and you scitter around and youâd probably taste really yummy.â he teases.
He bites just beside your ear and you swat at him. Floyd laughs and swims circles around you, jabbing you with his hands and poking you with his tail. Heâs more touchy than usual, you think, and it makes you want to hold him too.
The next time he circles you, you latch onto his tail. Floyd shrieks and flings his you through the water, shooting you towards the coral reef with his pure strength.
âOnly shrimps this tall get to ride for free!â He holds his hand up just a few centimeters taller than you and sticks his tongue out.
âOnly eels this tall get to receive hugs from shrimpies.â you say, holding your hand just a bit higher than him.
Floyd swims upward and bonks into your hand, looking very proud of himself. You hug him as he takes you the rest of the way to the shipwreck.
Itâs a towering thing, made almost entirely of wood. Thereâs a gaping hole in one of the sides, and you assume thatâs how it sank. Floyd giggles and you realize your mouth is gaping in shock. You slam it shut, embarrassed.
Jade and Azul are already examining items they found in the sand, Jade swishing around in the open water while Azul hides most of his body in another crevice. Thereâs a small treasure chest by Jadeâs tail, full of coins and what looks like paperâ?
Youâll have to ask them about that.
âIt certainly took you long enough.â Jade chuckles.
Azul acknowledges you two with a curt nod as he sorts through coins that look older than Trein. Heâs far too deep in his element to engage in pleasantries, you think.
âFloyd, I found some well preserved musical records.â Azul says mildly, handing Floyd a book that seems completely dry without sparing him a glance.
Floyd positively lights up and tears the book out of Azulâs hands, flipping through the pages that are indeed dry.
âOld merfolk spells.â Jade explains, smiling at your surprised expression, âWe find paper books fascinating, you see. If the pages are protected by leather and metals they last underwater for quite a bit of time. We had to preserve them somehow.â
âThat is fascinating.â you breathe, and Jade chuckles.
He grabs your hand and you turn to him questioningly. He gestures towards the large ship, towering over your little group. You gape at the structure again, and Jade laughs at your facial expression. The hole in the side of the ship looks just big enough for someone to enter it, and you find yourself wondering how it got there again.
Now that you think about it, the hole could have been made after the ship sank.
âShall we?â Jade murmurs, pressing a guiding hand to your lower back.
You let him lead you into the shipwreck, but he doesnât allow you to enter until heâs checked the floor youâre on thoroughly.
âItâs all clear, my pearl.â he offers you his hand again, and you take it.
The second youâre inside, you break free from Jadeâs grasp and swim around the room. Thereâs a collection of silverware in a rickety old cabinet. Thereâs an old chest thatâs cracked open, and you can see scraps of paper peeking out from their age-old prison, suspended in the water. Thereâs an armchair with an intricately woven cushion, one of its armrests broken off.
Jade watches as you dart around the room, silently following you as you glance from item to item. You know he must think itâs amusing that you can be so enraptured by your own kind. He canât blame you, though. Humans have always fascinated him, and youâre well aware heâs aware of you indulging him on many occasions.
Many people would be frightened if Jade Leech examined them so closely. You are not one of those people.
âJade.â you whisper, swimming over to him with curiosity in your eyes, âIs this an old terrarium?â
Oh, you can tell that piques his interest. You point to a dark corner of the ship to a small table and a tiny, house-like structure. Itâs made of some type of fibrous material, and two glass panes extend diagonally from the rectangular base. Jade swims over, gently taking the structure in his hands and peeking inside. His sharpened teeth glint in the slivers of sunlight as he beams, cradling the discovery as though it was worth more than all the gold Azul was sorting outside.
âYes, it is.â he murmurs, voice soft as he coaxes you forward, âHumans didnât care so much about how pretty terrariums were as long as they were functional. Iâve heard many merpeople talk about how boring these terrariums in particular are as a result of their lack of stained glass, but I canât help but find this style charming.â
âSometimes being functional is better.â you agree.
Jade gazes upon you with a softness he does not normally display. It makes your heart take a little tumble in your chest.
Jade opts to take the terrarium with him, and the two of you bounce ideas of what to put in the container back and forth. At one point you bring up taking some coral and sea floor rocks for decor, and Jade perks up like youâve just reinvented the world of terrariums.
âIâve been so fascinated by your world that I forgot about the beauties of mine.â he murmurs, lifting a silver knife to examine it, âSay, what do you think about using this knife as a plant marker?â
âYou could carve the name of the plant in the handle.â you muse, and Jade nods with a wide smile.
âYou have a fascinating mind.â he places a hand on your head, scratching gently at your scalp, âIt makes me want to explore you, too.â
You feel your face grow warm in the chilly water.
With your suggestion in mind, Jade begins collecting the various plates and silverware he can find, debating how he can use each bit of his treasures. You watch him for a while as he darts around, storing the items you used every day in his terrarium as though it was a precious treasure chest.
âIsnât there a story about how the mermaid princess believed that a fork was a comb?â you ask as he picks up a golden fork, âI think Floyd told me that one.â
âSo he does pay attention.â Jade chuckles, turning his gaze to you, âYes, indeed. She was so excited upon seeing one at the princeâs dinner table that she snatched it right up and began vigorously brushing her hair. As you can imagine, the prince was very confused.â
âThat would have hurt her scalp pretty bad.â you murmur, furrowing your brow, âBut she had the right idea, I suppose.â
Jade laughs, and you feel proud that you were the cause.
âJaaaade!â Floyd pokes his head in and beams when he sees you, âHave you gone down to the bottom floor yet? Azul says there's a lot of fun stuff down there.â
âI havenât.â Jade says mildly, âWeâve been having a grand time up here, you see. I daresay I got a bit distracted.â
Floyd sticks his tongue out and blows a raspberry, but with the unparalleled length of his tongue, it looks incredibly odd. You barely manage to stifle a laugh, and Floyd beams as though heâs just won a prize.
âCâmon, Shrimpy!â Floyd cackles, darting forward and snatching you up into his arms, âLetâs go explore!â
Youâre surprised when Jade follows the two of you down to the deeper levels of the shipwreck. You expected him to continue perusing the selection of silverware, but instead he clutches his terrarium in his arms and swims after you and his brothers. Floydâs chattering away about how you arenât going to believe whatâs on the lower deck and how itâd shock your poor shrimpy heart to death if you were alone. He giggles and wraps himself around you, covering your eyes as he leads you into an open space.
âLook, Shrimpy.â Floyd murmurs right next to your ear, peeling his hands away from your face, âLook at all those weapons.â
Floydâs not wrong, this would be a rather creepy sight if you were alone. There are two long rows of cannons, each one covered in seaweed and coated in a strange green film. The seaweed reaches out for you in the water, almost as if theyâre composed of dead souls that yearn for vengeance. Jade swims out into the room and swats away the seaweed as it clings to his tail. Floyd leads you after his brother and giggles when you shy away from the plant, hating the way it feels against your skin.
âShying away from a little seaweed, Shrimpy?â Floyd hisses, playfully swatting at the tendrils that reach out to you, âDonât worry about it. Youâll be fine.â
Youâre relieved when you reach the end of the hallway.
Jade carefully examines a wad of mud that bulges from the opening of a nearby cannon, sediments peeking out from the sludge. Floyd busies himself with darting up and down the aisle, laughing and flipping around in the water. You let him drag him with you, and slowly get used to the texture of the rough seaweed clinging to your legs. Floyd twirls you dramatically and dips you, proclaiming loudly that dancers always do this in those silly little human movies, taking the opportunity to snap at your ear again.
He seems amused when you still donât flinch.
âFloyd, donât tease them.â Jade calls, a devious grin on his face, âWe wouldnât want them getting cold feet now.â
âI dunno, Jade. I think their feet are already pretty cold.â Floyd giggles, poking the bottom of your foot with the edge of his tail, âCold as ice.â
Your toes flex at the ticklish sensations. They certainly do like finding all your weak spots, donât they?
âWe should warm them up, donât you think?â Jade quips, tilting his head innocently.
âMaybe we shouuuuuld.â Floyd hisses, running his claws down the length of your arm.
They must see how your face twitches because they laugh and close in on you. What teases they are, whispering things to you like that. Just when it seems like theyâre going to give you one of their famous squeezes, they stop.
âCâmon, Shrimpy. Letâs get you back up to the surface.â Floyd snatches up your wrist and yanks you so hard youâre certain he almost popped your arm from its socket.
Jade grabs your other hand, much more gently, and curls his fingers through the gaps in yours. You let them pull you upwards, powerful tails cutting through the water and they propel you up and out of the structure. Azul is nowhere to be found, and you must look confused at his absence because Jade squeezes your hand. You turn to him and he offers you a calm smile.
âDonât worry, Azul is back on land. Heâs had his fill of being seen for today.â
He doesnât want you to see him in that form more than you already have.
âThatâs okay.â you murmur, âHeâs done more than enough already. Iâm proud of him.â
âIâm certain heâll appreciate the understanding.â Jade smiles his closed-eyed smile and nods.
The trip back is full of the same coral reefs, the same tails twining between your legs and curling around your waist, the same laughter from Floyd and quips from Jade. Thereâs a bittersweet feeling that wells up in your chest as you reach the shoreline again, knowing you likely wonât be back here for quite a while. Despite the rumors that the students of NRC spun about the Leech brothers, they werenât nearly as dastardly as they usually were. You wonder if it has something to do with the joy of exploring a ship, of being in their element, of being able to talk about things they like.
âIf you two want to talk about the things you like, Iâd be happy to listen.â you say.
The Leech brothers share a look, one that seems as though theyâre communicating without words. They turn back to you and smile, Jadeâs grin is far less toothy than Floydâs but just as happy.
âKeep talking like that and weâll have to drag you down into the depths and keep you to ourselves.â Jade murmurs, eyes flashing, âWonât we, Floyd?â
âOhhh, yeah.â Floyd giggles, âJadeâs right. Who knows whatâll happen, hmm?â
Nevermind.
You laugh and shake your head, to which Jade chuckles.
Your head bursts from the water and you stumble onto the warm sand, where you see Azul sitting in front of three treasure chests. His brow is furrowed as he hunches over the coins, sorting them by year. You decide to sit beside him as the Leech brothers continue to swim. At some point, you hear Floyd slam his entire body into the water, and shriek as Jade slams into the water and pushes an even bigger wave back at him.
âDid you have fun today?â you whisper to Azul.
âI did, yes. I havenât gotten the chance to explore a shipwreck since enrolling in NRC.â he pushes his glasses up his nose, and they make a soft clicking noise, âI found many more coins for my collection. Iâm pleased.â
âIâm glad.â you say, and you donât say anything else because thereâs no need.
You do, however, find yourself splashing back into the water when Floyd calls your name a little while later.
Youâre glad you came.
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