#but shhhhhhhh let me have my fun

[realclemhours]

Hey this is not promoting transharmmed. If you are reposting this for transharmmed get off my page thank you. Hurting yourself isn’t something to be ashamed of but it should not be glorified either. Please get help and call a hotline. I do not support identities that glorify hurting yourself or hurting others. I can’t believe I have to specify this.

So I was watching Dunmeshi with my gf and this guy came on screen and I wanted to dig up that one bonus comic of the manga where they showed this guy loves being a werewolf actually to show it to my gf only to find this very interesting bit of trivia on the wiki

Transitioning via ancient curses to be a werewolf is metal as shit and I think more people need to start doing it

[came0dust]

finally started playing hades after having it in my library for about three years and truly supergiant never misses im in absolute Love with this game so far

[elis-blawg222]

November 8 - Friday

Whew! Caught up at last!! (took me long enough)

Today was actually pretty good. I called Angel before school which made me really happy!! (I love him sm ill sob rn actually). My class wasn't toooo bad. The teacher talked sooo much ugh, but I drew the whole time so it was fine. I made my oc thinnn n pretty, love him. Also we had to go around the room and talk to people for like 30 minutes. 30. (did yk you have 30 minutes??)

It was so nerve wracking, especially because I was unprepared lol. I bet I looked like such a total weirdo with the lack of eye contact I was making, but at the time I was just trying not to break a nervous sweat LMAO.

Then, after my class I went to the library (on call w/Ange) and did an assignment. I went home afterwards because my phone was gonna die, and I needed my charger.

After a bit at home, I went to my next class, and I had a test in this one. It went good I think! We studied beforehand which I'm really grateful for.

We had a break in this class, so I went to walk around for a minute, and during this my mom texted me with:

"Eli

What did u eat today"

...

nothing. So, I said "I had some chicken nuggetss after my class hehe"

to which she responded "No fries no pop. How many nuggets"

GURL. So i was like "I did get some fries lol? and i got 10 why?"

and she just CONVENIENTLY NEVER RESPONDED. UGH.

(but wait theres more.)

After my class ended I went home and got ready for work. I was otp w/Angel (because seriously when am I not?) and he was playing minecraft. It was so peaceful and entertaining to watch and listen to him play- I loved every bit of it. Then, we talked about how we should play together (I ltrly will do anything to idc).

Work was actually ehh, not toooo bad. My dad and friend and her mom stopped by which was nice, and also my hairdresser LOL. They both tipped really well (obviously my dad did but yk).

I went home after what felt like one billion years, I was so so so happy. When I got home I just said a few things about my day like I usually do, and made sure to slip in the fact that I got a free meal at work. Which isn't wrong, I did, but I didn't get anything. I actually am just gonna let my friend get something tomorrow. but they don't have to know all that shhhhhhhh.

Then my mom stopped in front of me and was like what did you eat? and so i repeated myself bc no one listens to me <3

(I told her fried chicken tenders, fries, mac and cheese for context, a very 'me' meal tbh or at least it was)

Then, she was like "how many chicken tenders?" "no drink?" "did you finish it? all of it?" "so then you ate 2 full meals today?"

oh. my god. like. genuinely.

why. is. she. interrogating. me. pls. fucking. leave. me. alone. IM GENUINELY MORTIFIED AND HONESTLY IM SO AGGRIVATED. LET ME STARVE IN PEACE HOLY FUCK.

I tried to act like a normal person and be like ??? why are you interrogating me? BC WHY ARE YOU (as if I'm not literally starving myself)

She was just like "because I need to make sure you're getting nutrients." ok girl.

Then, I went to my room and she went to bed. I cleaned my room a bit and did a homework assignment, so I'm pretty proud of myself.

Also if you couldn't tell by now I fasted today. I was gonna either 48 hr fast or do 2 24 hr fasts back to back, but I think I'm just gonna do around 36 hrs. I wanna eat in front of my mom tomorrow so maybe she'll start leaving me alone (I seriously doubt it).

It just gets really frustrating when every meal I have she thinks isn't enough, even when I'm genuinely full. I can't eat like I used to like I physically cannot, she has to get that.

Anywho, I was thinking of making some cucumber boats tomorrow, I think it'll be fun.

Total Steps: 6.7k

Look at me meeting my step goal for once. I'm gonna start really making an effort at meeting it!

'Til tomorrow :)

(P.S. actually getting activity on these makes me so nervous but haiii)

[tapesfrom1980]

Hiiii can I poke you for a lip Gallagher x innocent reader request.

💜💜

“can everyone come here for a moment?” lip called out as he stood in the middle of the gallagher kitchen. he could hear their siblings footsteps and groans as they came closer.

“what’s up?” fiona came from the next room over folding a freshly dried sweatshirt.

“i’m uh” lip looked for the right way to word it without his siblings making fun of him. “i’m having…someone over. i really like this person and i don’t want them to be scared off. so when they get here can you just…act like normal people.”

“woah woah woah.” ian cut in with a stifled laugh. “this person must be very special if you don’t want us? to scare them off.”

“is it a girl? you always bring girls home.” fiona started to smile knowingly. “ she special?”

lip held back an eye roll as his siblings started discussing on who the mystery girl was and why he cared so much about her not being scared off.

“okay, okay yeah! i just…i think there’s something more that’s going to come out of this and you guys can’t ruin that.” he spoke loudly, cutting off his siblings conversations.

“she hot?” carl perked up. everyone gave him a look, even liam.

“you’re like 15 years old carl. she’s not gonna flirt with you.” carl rolled his eyes.

the doorbell rang, and lip knew it was y/n. he gave one last knowing look to his siblings and walked to the door, looking around to make sure the mess isn’t too big.

“y/n.” he let out a breath he didn’t realize he was holding in when y/n came into view. she was so pretty and he felt himself be more and more enthralled everytime he saw her.

“hi lip.” y/n smiled warmly at him as he stepped aside for her to walk in.

“y/n, these are my siblings.” lip put a hand on her back as he led her to the living room.

“hey i’m fiona, it’s great to meet you.” fiona gave y/n a small but firm hug.

“i’m y/n, it’s so nice to finally meet you!! lip has mentioned all of you guys a lot.” y/n smiled.

“he mention me too?” carl stepped forward with a smirk. “if you ever decide you don’t like this loser, i’m here.” he winked.

“aw you’re so cute!!” y/n brought carl into an embrace with a big grin. everyone else was trying to stifle a laugh as they saw carls disappointment. y/n pulled away and walked towards ian.

“ian right? i’m friends with mandy, she said i’d love you.”

“oh lip i love her already.” ian put his arm around y/n and smiled at lip. he was a little tipsy and in that moment he felt like he had just met his bestfriend.

“oh guys i have to go, it was nice meeting you y/n.” debbie walked into the kitchen to grab her purse.

“where ya going?” fiona asked as debbie stashed stuff into her purse.

“just out.” the ginger shrugged.

“alright, don’t be back too late!” she called out as debbie speed walked outside.

“nice…meeting you?” y/n also tried calling out.

“don’t worry, she’s always like that.” lip reassured her.

“hey guys, kev and v are coming over with some booze. y/n, you drink?” fiona asked.

“yeah! i just have to warn you, i have a very low tolerance.” lip laughed as he recalled all the times he had to physically force y/n into a taxi while she demanded she got one more drink.

“okay, let’s get this party started then!”

-

“veronica where did you get those earrings? they’re so cute.” y/n asked loudly as she had her arms embracing v.

“how many drinks have you had y/n?” veronica laughed.

“oh she’s only had 2.” lip laughed.

“shhhhhhhh lip shhh.” she put her fingers on his lips to shut him up.

“i love your family lip you guys are so much fun!!” y/n started tearing up as she looked around the living room.

“please don’t start crying.” lip groaned.

“and you guys have been so welcoming. i don’t deserve this.” y/n put her head in her hands crying.

“alright i think it’s time for you go to lie down y/n.” lip laughed, helping the girl get up.

“you guys have been through so much and you’re still some of the most fun people i’ve ever met.” the girl continued as lip brought her up the stairs.

lip carefully walked into his room, laying down y/n as gently as he could.

“thank you.” y/n cuddled into lip and burrowed her head into his chest with a small sigh.

“for what?”

“for everything.” y/n smiled before dozing off. lip couldn’t contain his smile of awe at the girl cuddling him.

he normally wasn’t a softie, but seeing such a beautiful and innocent girl laying on him made him want to be perfect for her. to get better, to make sure no one harms her anymore.

[v1-kisser]

There are no words to describe how much this silly video game robot means to me. When I first emerged as myself, it was my lifeline. Loving it led me to make so many friends discover so much about myself. It challenges me to be better every single day and I keep it in my thoughts always... sending it little transmissions with my mind <3

Back when we first got together, I would get nosebleeds a lot and I always saw them as silly little signs that it was thinking of me. And I had a nosebleed when cleaning my bathroom today (that might've been the cold air + cleaning chemicals but SHHHHHHHH). I adore everything about it, even the parts that I hate. It can be cruel, insensitive, dumb as FUCK sometimes (let's be real V baby why did it take you SIX+ LAYERS OF HELL to remember that you have a flashlight) and stubborn . But I still love it to death. Any time it exercises its sentience, intelligence, personhood, etc I look like this -> 😍😍😍 Even when it's driving me insane and making me want to rip it apart.

Even outside of ficto stuff, it's so fun to think about and put in situations. My stupid selfship lore is one of the most fun things I've ever made and I want to write it into a full prequel novel-sized text. It's just that fun. It's my muse, I love describing all of its little details, but verbally and visually. It's just... the most beautiful thing I've ever seen.

V 1 my darling machine you are INSANE you kill things for kicks and you do not give a FUCK about the morality nor the hubris of it. But I would put my still beating heart in your hands. I love you so so so much. Thank you for keeping me alive this year. Can't wait to see what you get up to next ❤️❤️❤️

[humantome]

hi hello!

i'm max or tome and this is my self-ship blog!

i'm very new to self-ship as a whole so please bear with me as i start my first steps into this lovely community

(bio, s/i and f/o info below!)

. . .

- self / self inserts -

Maxwell (real life!!!!)

he/they

adult

5'4"

hobbyist musician, writer and artist!! aspiring botanist <3

catch me falling for any fictional masked man out there

main / system blog @mindscapers

Orange (Among Us)

#🕹️;; ''i am the willing victim of a cannibal!''

crewmate extraordinaire & head of communications!

managed to convince the super scary shapeshifting imposter to NOT eat his crew and instead kiss him sloppy and hide undercover as a human with him on polus

will talk about retro video games for hours if given the chance and that is a threat. loves old handhelds, never leaves his dormitories without a gameboy color or gameboy advance sp

he/him

Maxwell (Lethal Company)

#🪐;; ''...and i stared back into them in a fearful trance''

a goofy and fun-loving botanist, who turned to working for the company to pay off his student debts. LOVES cracking jokes, but a nervous wreck when monsters are involved....

determined to keep his crewmates safe and to always meet quota no matter the risk! most likely in the group to run in with a shovel to save their crew, no matter how afraid

has a curiosity with the bracken ever since learning of it's botanical origins.... gains a bit of a crush on that plant monster after being stalked around the facility one too many times

he/him

. . .

- fictional others -

Simon Jarrett (SOMA)

#🌊;; ''take me back home‚ let me know that you're human''

MY ROBOT LOVERBOY... a human turned into AI, sent a hundred years into the future after the apocalypse

some of the last surviving evidence of humanity and hating every second of it

24/7 identity crisis! he needs a hug and he needs one badly. i for one am settling for kisses

he/him

Cyan (Among Us)

#🌠;; ''you're an enemy who i'm keen to defend!''

most lovable shapeshifting alien around!!

one of two impostors that took over our ship but he got better <3

we worked together to expose our crew member red for murder and got him thrown out the airlock

shhh the murdering stopped after that so the crew doesn't have to know that cyan caused like half of those deaths they can think he's human shhhhhhhh

he/it

Tardif (Darkest Dungeon)

#📜;; "i can fill your heart with something new"

also known as the bounty hunter!

a quiet yet intimidating loner.... no past and no future... he will hunt down anyone and everyone, for a price

...but i think he's secretly a big softie who's afraid of vulnerability and loves animals and likes to bake cookies because i'm INSANE

also very, very british

he/him

. . .

- fictional crushes -

The Bracken (Lethal Company)

#🌿;; ''with eyes as white as the moons...''

♪ he was a plant... i was a gardener.... can i make it any more obvious... ♪

has all of the best qualities of a monster boyfriend!

it could kill you in an instant. it's SHY! it lurks and follows from the shadows. IT HAS A CUTE LITTLE GROWL. it's territorial and protective. IT PURRS!!!!!

i would spritz it with water twice daily and sunbathe with it and prune its leaves and and and-

it/he

The Merchant (Resident Evil 4: Remake)

#💎;; ''oh‚ i'm in love with a stranger...''

GIVING HIM ALL MY MONEY <3

funny british pirate man likes to sell me guns and herbs

probably infected with the plaga but who doesn't like that?

no one knows his real identity behind that mask (and i want to pull it off him and find out) ((maybe kiss him along the way))

he/they

HUNK (Resident Evil)

#⚰️;; "kiss me‚ kill me‚ catch me‚ thrill me!"

his code name is HUNK, standing for "human unit never killed"

but to me? that's HUNK as in "god DAMN is he a hunk!"

no one knows anything about him, except for that almost every mission he's been on, every member of team died or never returned... except for one sole survivor, being himself

this also earned him the title of "the grim reaper".... but i think his title really should be "my boyfriend"

he/him

. . .

- familial f/o's -

Builderman (ROBLOX)

#🛠️;; "what will you build?"

obligatory "builderman is my dad" joke

the co-founder of the ROBLOX platform! he's a friendly (and heavily overworked) construction worker...

he loves his job so much but good GOD does ROBLOX need to give him a break. always makes it a point to be kind to the younger userbase despite the circumstances

(HE'S A CHARACTER I PROMISE MY FATHER IS NOT THE ACTUAL DAVID BASZUCKI)

he/him

. . .

all for now, thank you for stopping by!

[the-silver-peahen-residence]

I love Breakout and Officer's Corruption AU. That said...can I request an opposite NSFW drabble involving Officer!Yuji and Prisoner!Jinx?

((Hello hello there, I'm hoping your doing well today. Also, I'm glad to hear that you love the Breakout and Officer's Corruption Au. It's still pretty fun to write as the others I've written with my friend @demon-blood-youths. Keep a eye out for more chapters with the Officer's Corruption au. As for your request, I can write you something. Just give me a moment. <3))

Silver butterfly mun/Peahen mom

Yuji couldn't believe his luck but knowing much he should have expected it. He was doing night patrol along with some help from the other officers but when going to a certain prisoner, he was not expecting to be stuck in her cell.

He groans with a hiss, struggling in some pretty strong ropes while being blindfolded. Right now, he was locked up but with one of the most dangerous prisoners given. Prisoner X35 a.k.a The hell panther of the black flames named Jinx Violet. She was the head leader to her own team the cursed Vixens who was also arrested but separated in their own cells in this prison. Knowing how dangerous they were, they were just as bad as Prisoner Vanguard who was locked up as well.

Right now, she was a tricky little feline but she was purring swaying her black flamed panther tail.

Yuji tries to move again only to tense feeling sharp talon nails cutting into his skin as he winces a little.

"Now now now..I didn't tell you to move did I? Just let me savor my meal officer Itadori. Just relax~" she whispered as she was stroking his throbbing cock using her hand. She was already horny wanting more of him but he hissed feeling her touching him.

"Let me go this instant Prisoner Violet. This is n..nuggghhhh!" she was licking and sucking on him harder as she was slurping loudly wanting him to cum again.

"Mmmmmm..but your too tasty to stop right now. Why not have a little fun with me? It's alright. You can cum all night. I'll be here so we can keep playing.." She whispered looking up at him that her tail moves to lift up the blindfold showing his face. He growls keeping his eyes closed but one opens up to look seeing her.

She was sucking him off while looking right at his face, her red eyes glowing in the dark of her cell. He knew she had her tail but she had her shirt up showing off her breasts to him as he was struggling.

"Haaaa...hhaaaa....nuggghhhh.." He keeps feeling her mouth moving up and down even deep throating him. She was dangerous knowing of her criminal record but she was also a horny type of demon cat. It was both dangerous but arousing at the same time. He shook trying again but he hisses again when he felt close only for her to purr deeply.

"E..enough already..st..stop...stop al..already..haaa..I'm g..gonna..."

'That's it..go ahead and cum...were not done yet..' she thought quickening her head moving more and more. However, when she did he threw his head back biting his bottom lip before feeling himself shout his climax. She stops feeling him cumming but she gulps it down already flushed feeling some dripping down her chin.

When he panted leaning back against the wall, he sees her pull her head up but giggles licking her lips. "You came a lot officer Itadori. Though...I think we teased each other too much haven't we?" she teased now standing up. He panted trying to sit up but she pushes him down on his back gently. Yuji winces from the gentle push but feels the bed shift to open his eyes seeing her on top of him!

"H..Hey wait a second...what are you-"

"Shhhhhhhh....as I said, we been teaching each other too long..and I know deep down you wanna have a bit of relief right? I won't bite too much....." she smiled wagging her tails before she grinds against his throbbing length making him tense. Was she serious!?

"Besides, you want this..just as badly as I do." she giggled but he panted feeling it was wet. Really wet given he ate her out and her sucking him off. She had to be really out of it. He sees her already naked half way down but the black prison shirt remains hiding her breasts again.

"H..Hold on J..Jinx...are you listening t..to me. You shouldn't!" he said but she only looks down at him while her eyes glowed.

"You tell me I shouldn't but I wanna.....don't you wanna know what it feels like?" she teased but he was shaking. He shouldn't. She was tempting him and it was dangerous. However, she was pretty sexy like this only to make him more excited that she felt it. Her red eyes glowed but licked her lips to stop now adjusting herself.

"If you be a good officer, I'll let your wrists go too...but here...let me give you a sample hmm?" she purrs while having the tip poking her slit. He shook feeling it already wet as she slowly tries pushing down.

"H..Hey no V..violet don't..." he said trying to stop her but she shook feeling the tip push in as she whines from the head. She panted trying to move that he suddenly feels her slam her hips down taking him in fully.

He groans out while she moans out in pleasure feeling him all the way inside. It was hot inside of her and so tight! He shook leaning his head back but she chuckled having one eye open while feeling him.

"I..It's inside....f..fuck your a big o..one aren't you?" she teased but didn't move letting him savor the feeling. "But it feels good right? Nice and tight....your already throbbing so much.." she said to lower down looking at him.

"Tch...."

"But....since you behaved for a bit...I'll let you savor this a bit more....." Reaching, she cuts the rope that held his wrists but he quickly grabs her waist to try and move but she gasped feeling him hold them. Right away, she sits up to look down at him.

"N..Naughty officer...I said you were to behave....I'll make you feel good.......so be good." she said resting her hands on his chest before she begins bouncing on him. He groans feeling her move but she purrs moaning out while riding him. Even if her tails were swaying behind her, she was panting moaning out from this.

"Stop..mmmm..m..moving..s..t.....sto....ahhhhhh...."

"Heh, don't worry mmmmm I'm not stopping...lets feel good together Itadori.." she whispered to lower down kissing him on the lips deeply that he grips her hips before he feels her moving.

In a while, he was thrusting up into her, hearing her cries of pleasure while she was moaning. He was thrusting so deep into her but she was slamming her hips down to meet the same movement. Her chest bouncing as she did only to throw her head back as he grunts, seeing that.

"Ahhhhhh I..Itadori f..fuck m..me! Please f..fuck me!!" she begs as he was panting thrusting up into her more. Even if he shouldn't, he was lost in the heat of this dangerous hell cat.

Yeah, she and him were going to be busy this night.

[pesterloglog]

Terezi Pyrope, John Egbert

Act 4, page 1579-1580

-- gallowsCalibrator [GC] began trolling ectoBiologist [EB] --

GC: JOHN 1TS M3 4G41N

EB: who?

EB: oh, that's right...

EB: the leetspeaking blind one.

EB: go away!

GC: JOHN DONT M4K3 FUN OF MY H4ND1C4P

EB: which one, the blindness or the leetspeak.

GC: 1 4M S3NS1T1VE 4BOUT BOTH

EB: sorry.

GC: YOU C4N M4K3 1T UP TO M3

GC: BY L3TT1NG M3 H3LP YOU

EB: wow, you drive a hard bargain!

EB: but nooooooooooooo.

GC: B3FOR3 YOU K33P TYP1NG MOR3 STUP1D O'S 1N TH4T WORD

GC: JUST L1ST3N 4ND DO WH4T 1 S4Y

GC: YOU KNOW YOUR3 GO1NG TO 3V3NTU4LLY 4NYW4Y

GC: B3C4US3 YOUR3 4 N1C3 GUY 4ND K1ND OF 4 TOT4L W33N13 PUSHOV3R

EB: yeah, well you're a huge...

EB: oh man, whatever, what do you even want.

GC: 1M MOT1V4T3D BY S3LF 1NT3R3ST

GC: TO H3LP YOU 4DV4NC3 MOR3 QU1CKLY

GC: B3C4US3 1V3 GOT YOUR WHOL3 ADV3NTUR3 R1GHT H3R3 1N FRONT OF M3

EB: do you have a braille screen or something?

GC: SHHHHHHHH!

GC: 4NYW4Y TH3 PO1NT 1S

GC: 1TS LONG AND BOR1NG

GC: 4ND YOU COULD ST4ND TO SK1P SOM3 ST3PS

EB: i don't really understand.

EB: so you can "see" my whole future there, right?

EB: by just like, scrolling around on some computer thing that lets you pick what time to talk to me?

EB: how can you be bored by my long boring future, why don't you just scroll around to wherever you want like the other weirdos are doing?

GC: OK 1 C4N DO TH4T

GC: 4ND 1 4M

GC: 1 GU3SS WH4T 1 R34LLY M34N 1S

GC: 1 JUST W4NT TO M3SS W1TH YOU

EB: oh ok, that sounds really great and helpful!

GC: 1 M34N M3SS W1TH TH3 T1M3L1N3

GC: MY FR13NDS 4LL TH1NK TH4T YOU C4NT R34LLY CH4NG3 4NYTH1NG

GC: TH4T YOUR T1M3L1NE W3'R3 CH4T-HOPP1NG 4ROUND 1S S3T 1N STON3

GC: NO M4TT3R WH4T W3 S4Y OR WH3N W3 S4Y 1T

GC: 4ND TH3YR3 PROB4BLY R1GHT

GC: BUT 1 DONT C4R3

GC: 1 W4NT TO M3SS W1TH 1T 4ND T4ST3 WH4T H4PPENS

GC: >:D

EB: sounds dumb.

EB: but if it means you're going to help me, then go ahead and help me i guess.

GC: L3TS G3T YOU TO TH3 G4T3 F1RST

GC: 1TS NOT F4R

GC: 1 SN1FF3D OUT 4 M4P OF YOUR PL4N3T

EB: whoa, you've got a map?

EB: where'd you get it?

EB: can i have it?

GC: 1TS HUG3

GC: 4ND MOSTLY 1RR3L3V4NT

GC: H3R3 L3T M3 DR4W YOU 4 SM4LL S3CT1ON OF 1T

GC: SHOW1NG YOU WH3R3 TO GO

EB: ok.

-- gallowsCalibrator [GC] sent ectoBiologist [EB] the file "GOH3R3JOHN.G1F" --

EB: this is the worst crap i have ever seen.

EB: what am i looking at here?

GC: 1TS TH3 B3ST 1 CAN DO

GC: >:[

EB: ok sorry but it's useless.

EB: what's with these colors.

GC: 1 P1CK3D ON3S TH4T SM3LL N1C3

EB: couldn't you just, like...

EB: crop the world map.

EB: i thought you guys were THE BEST.

GC: SHUT UP MY M4P 1S F1N3

GC: LOOK 1TS NOT 3V3N TH4T F4R 4W4Y

GC: 1LL L34D YOU TO 1T

GC: 1TS 4 B1G P1P3

GC: YOU JUMP 1N

GC: TH3 W1ND W1LL T4K3 YOU TO TH3 G4T3

GC: 1TS 4 SHORTCUT

EB: you mean The Breeze?

GC: Y34H WH4T3V3R

GC: L3TS G3T MOV1NG JOHN

GC: 4R3 YOU R34DY TO FUCK UP TH3 T1M3L1N3???

EB: sure.

[thewaterisblackwithvenom]

Also huge shout out to Dutch Van Der Linde, Micah Bell, Colm O’Driscoll, and Pinkerton agents Milton and Ross for giving me someone to spew all of my hate and vitriol at for the past year muah

[wish-i-wasnt-a-coward]

Family Cuddle Pile

a/n: I actually wrote this a while ago but it was perfect for the request. Theirs like, no content for this ship an I love it so much! Thank you for reading :) @arodynamic-enby

Pairings: romantic Anxceitmus and kid!Patton also super background Logince

Warnings: tattoos, less than ideal parent mentions, food mention, and light cursing

Word count: 1,844 

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Remus flopped out of bed, throwing his body carelessly across the room. He hastily threw on his clothes. Short shorts, ripped fishnets, a vest that was more patches than original material, really big clunky shoes, and a ripped up band-t. He also hooked his favorite bone earrings in his tattered earlobes. 

He stomped into his apartment’s kitchen. He grabbed a stale piece of bread he soaked it in coffee. Yawned and grabbed his bag, racing out the door. 

His brother was waiting for him at the tattoo shop, sketching a new idea. Unlike him, Roman only had a few tattoos, including not one, not two, not three… but three Disney quotes, a frog on a mushroom, a rose on his arm, and a constellation. Most of his tattoos were covered by tasteful burgundy overalls and a white button-down shirt.

Remus’ tattoos were also mostly covered by his clothes. But he had a tattoo sleeve depicting the garden of Eden, a matching frog on a mushroom, a quote from one of Roman’s books, medically accurate bone structures on his hand, a realistic spider on his neck, and a snake wrapping around his non-sleeved arm. And those were just the visible ones. 

Suffice to say, the twins were very different. 

Remus threw his bag onto the floor in the backroom, “Ro, when’s the first appointment!!” he yelled. “Your’s? At 11. FYI, Jan n’ Pat are coming over at 12, for motivation” Remus smiled, fuckin’ superb. 

He busied himself in collecting the ink and preparing the tattoo gun. The client wanted a fucking orange on their wrist, it should only take an hour or two but Remus was not excited to do a frickin’ orange circle. 

The prissy orange bitch came in and Remus got to work. They didn’t move much and only cried a little bit when the needle started jabbing at their skin. Remus liked this part of the process, stabbing people consensually was his favorite thing ever… also the art part but stabbing people!

Almost exactly an hour later the door jingled open. “Dada!!” a tiny voice called back into the store. “I’ll be there in a minute patty-cake” Remus called from his spot hunched over the client's arm.

He added the final touches to the fruit and helped the orange bitch off the chair. Roman swept the client away, Remus practically ran to greet his partner and son.

Janus wore a leather corset over a black collared shirt and baggy pants, their long platinum hair framed their face under their signature hat. They were holding hands with a toddler wearing mostly pink and blue, his blond hair (that matched Janus’) was a mop of curls barely held together by a few butterfly clips. 

“Dada, Dada!!! I got you a flower” the little boy cried, letting go of Janus’ hand and stumbling towards the tall man who scooped him up. Patton giggled and held out a sweaty flower clenched in his chubby fist. 

Remus accepted the flower with a gasp, ”this is really for me?” he said joyfully. Adjusting the small boy in his arms Remus turned towards Janus who was looking at the pair with a disgustingly sappy expression. 

“What are you lookin’ at hot stuff?” Remus teased. “Shut it you,” Janus said, pressing a kiss to Remus’ check. Patton made a noise, “icky” he said pushing Janus away. They laughed, “yes darling, we’re very icky”. 

“When’s verge-“

“he’ll be home at 4” 

“Dope”

“Stop by the Sleepy Café before you bring Pat to the apartment?”

“Can do scootal-lo!” 

Remus turned back to the little boy in his arms, “looks like you're stuck with me squirt”. Patton beamed and snuggled into Remus’ chest. Janus smiled again, “I’ll see you, boys, at dinner,” they said, ruffling Pat's hair and peaking Remus on the lips quickly so as to not upset the toddler. “Bye-bye Janny!!” Patton called after Janus as they left for work. 

“Righty-o,” Remus said, carrying Patton into the back room. “I know Ro’s got a couple coloring books, wanna do those for a bit?” Patton nodded and reached towards the ground to be put down. Remus plopped Patton on the couch and pulled out the book and pens as well as a sketchbook off his own. They sat together coloring and drawing until Roman came back to hug Patton. 

“Ah, my favorite nephew!” Roman said, scooping up the little boy. Patton laughed and pulled Roman’s hair. “Roro, can I color your arm pictures??” he asked, pointing to Roman’s rose tattoo. Roman plopped the toddler back down on the couch and handed him a pen. 

Patton went to work on the rose, scribbling reds and pinks and greens across his arm. Roman gave him complements each time Patton paused, and each time Patton shushed him and went back to work. Remus finished up his sketch, adding it to the pile of tattoo ideas they were eventually going to put up-front, and sat next to the toddler. 

“That’s really good pat-” 

“Shhhhhhhh”

Remus nodded and mimed zipping his lips. He liked spending time with the kid. They weren’t biologically related but who gives a fuck about blood, unless it’s outside of your body, then it’s fun. 

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“I don’ wanna” Patton wined his dad sighed “I know bubbles but we gotta go home to Papa and Janny, isn’t that fun” Patton considered this, “but Roro’s pretty arm picture” he argued. Remus scratched the back of his neck, “Pffffff- Ummm, how about this, we go home now and I’ll take you back to the shop tomorrow after pre-school” 

Patton brightened considerably, “ok” he chirped. “up please” the toddler’s chubby hands reached towards Remus who obediently scooped him up with a coo. After all who was he to say no to uppy hands. 

“See ya tomorrow, have fun on your date with the nerd” Remus sang as he snatched his bag juggling the still fussy Patton in his other arm. “Fu- Frick off Re. Say hi to your partners for me,” Romans said affectionately and waved as his twin left the building. 

Remus happily trotted out into the road. The tattoo shop was located on a quaint little street in the more commercial segment of their town only a short walk from Janus’ job. 

A light drizzle floated around them and the air was warm and comforting. Patton squealed as a large drop of water hit him in the head, prompting a laugh from Remus.

A jingle sounded through the peaceful cafe, the brown room was illuminated by those cool old fashion lights and a lovely array of pastries made the air smell of chocolate and blueberry scones. But the scones, as delicious as they were, weren’t the snack Remus was here for

“Hey babe- Remus why are you soaking wet”

“Puddle” Patton screeched. 

“Kid’s right, Puddle.”

Janus pinched their eyebrows, “ya know what, I’m not even surprised anymore. Just make sure Patton doesn’t catch a cold” they scolded. 

Remus nodded and saluted in mock seriousness, “yes captain” he said and pressed a kiss to Janus’ face over the cash register, “I’ll see ya in a bit” Remus grinned and led Patton back out of the cafe. 

Janus sighed lovingly as they watched their boyfriend and son turn to cross the street, Patton’s hand clasped around Remus’ happily. “Stop looking so happy, you're scaring the customers” Remy teased from across the counter. “Ha, Ha,” Janus glared and went back to work” 

Janus’ apartment was a cute two-bedroom space on the fourth floor of the building. The furniture was an interesting combo of vintage and things from the side of the road. The vintage parts came from their parent’s house, their father had died two years after Janus’ had run away and hadn’t thought to write them out of the will. 

The three of them had made a date out of customizing the few pieces that Janus wanted to keep. The customization mainly included darkening everything and adding more gothic touches. Virgil had done the fabrics, Remus the painting, and Janus moral support/ director. 

The three partners had also painted the kitchen/dining room/living room black with one yellow wall. Janus and Virgil’s room was dark purple instead of black with highlights in the same yellow. Patton’s room was the only one that didn’t  look marginally like a cave. 

The walls were a cream-yellow that lit up in the morning sunlight. After Janus announced that they were going to have a baby Remus had spent three hours painting the grey ceiling with white fluffy clouds. It was one of his favorite projects. 

Patton of course had no regard for the work put into the entirety of his home and was the usual menace of a toddler. And today a toddler with cheerios, truly a sight even god would tremble before. 

Remus plopped down next to Patton who was pushing cheerios around his highchair tray with an intense focus. He smiled at the little boy and flicked on the tv, “got any requests pip-squeak?” Remus asked. Patton looked thoughtful, “dead lady!!” he cried excitedly hitting the tray with his fists, cheerios flew everywhere. Remus nodded, understanding, “Corpse bride coming up!” he picked a few cheerios from the couch “you really are Verge’s kid” 

When Janus got home Patton was curled up on Remus’s chest. Both slept soundly despite the dead folk on the screen in front of them singing about the wedding. 

Janus smiled, their family was fucking adorable. They slipped off their shoes and snuggled up into Remus who hummed happily and pulled Janus into the hug still asleep. 

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Three hours later Virgil trudged up the four flights of stairs huffing indignantly with each step. Of course, he could take the elevator… but it might break down and he would be stuck for hours. Or someone could get into the elevator with him and he would have to interact with a stranger. So stairs it was. 

He rummaged around his baggy hoodie, running his fingers through his dark purple hair in annoyance when he couldn’t find the key. Once he found it Virgil carefully (as he did everything) opened the apartment door. His combat books clunked satisfyingly against the hardwood floors as he entered his house. Virgil felt the tension leave his muscles, he was home. He glanced across the room, looking for his family. 

Virgil’s face lit up like a god damned Christmas tree. 

Across the room, both his partners and his son were curled up sleeping happily. Drool covered Remus’ face and Janus was snoring, they were the most precious thing Virgil had seen all freakin day. 

The three of them woke as Virgil wrapped his arms around them, Patton squealed in excitement. “Hello, darling” Janus mumbled sleepily into Virgil’s arm. Remus just groaned and nestled into the hug. The toddler wriggled between his dads squealing profusely. “Shhh, s’ sleepy time” Remus mumbled, rolling deeper into the cuddle pile and shutting Patton up. 

Virgil smiled and pressed a kiss to his partner’s cheek. “Mmm, love you” they purred. “Love you too Jan,” Virgil said, nestling his face in their neck. Virgil knew he would have to start dinner soon but that could wait, for now, cuddles.

[dinklebat]

Lithromantic Playlist!!!

I‘m not procrastinating on calc shhhhhhhh

So gamers here’s my lithromantic playlist as well as a quote from each song to show why I picked it.

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/71id3pMvnZFES3DbD8MAbr?si=OpYOxnp1TAmQ33vF8zQfiw&dl_branch=1

Rät - Penelope Scott

“And the worst part is

I loved you

I loved you

I loved you it's true

And sometimes I feel like

I still fucking do”

Ghost - Confetti

“You got to know that I meant it

When I said that I liked you

Or maybe just the idea”

Crush Culture - Conan Gray

“I don't care if I'm forever alone

I'm not falling for you

'Cause this baby is loveproof”

Ghost - Halsey

“Saying that I love him but

I know I'm gonna leave him”

Drugs - UPSAHL

“I'm too busy, don't have time for

Things you say that aren't important

Where's the bathroom at?

Leave me alone”

People I Don’t Like - UPSAHL

“What's my name, do you remember?

I'm pretty sure you have my number

So let's pretend we like each other”

Angela - Flower Face

“And oh, I'm not in love anymore

But I will keep you close to me forever”

the broken hearts club - gnash

“And at first I wasn't sure if there's even a cure

For what I'm feelin', 'cause what I'm feeling's been feelin' more and more absurd”

King - Conan Gray

“Babes always flirting away, getting every number

And you can have your fun 'cause I know that it's fake”

Never Been In Love - Will Jay

“You can have your romance, go on a perfect date

But for me, there just ain't enough hours in the day”

Sweet Tooth - Cavetown

“A sweet tooth for you

I'm wide awake

The sugar went straight to my brain

Feel like a kid, I double tap

My chest with my fist

I like you

Say it back”

despair - leo.

“‘Cause it's not romantic, I swear

I'm not gasping for air

I want you to be here

But please don't come near”

Please Don’t Say You Love Me - Gabrielle Aplin

“Just please don't say you love me,

Cause I might not say it back,

Doesn't mean my heart stops skipping

When you look at me like that”

I Don’t Love You - My Chemical Romance

“I don't love you

Like I did

Yesterday”

Born on A Windy Day (thanks trickytox for the recommend!!) - Anne Vaus

“But if you try to hold me too tight I don’t stay, I’ll tumbleweed and blow away, blow away

It ain’t your fault, it ain’t mine”

Too Close - Alex Clare

“You gave me more that I can return

Yet there's so much that you deserve

Nothing to say, nothing to do,

I've nothing to give

I must leave without you”

You Belong With Me - Taylor Swift

“Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find

That what you're looking for has been here the whole time”

[teddy06writes]

Protective Q

Requested by this anon: “can you do a Quackity or Fundy x reader with a streamer s/o with tics? maybe like them getting made fun of bc of their tics on stream by trolls? it’s fine if you’re not comfy writing this!” 

Quackity x Reader with Tics

Trigger warnings: some swears, assholes being assholes

premise: some people in your chat were making fun of your tics, so your boyfriend decided to do something

{Okay, so I’ve done some research, and obviously everyone’s tics are going to be different so it’s hard to do something general in this area. For the purpose of this fic, the tics being displayed are rapid blinking and headshaking, because from what I’ve found they seem to be some of the most common. If I do anything wrong in this fic don’t hesitate to tell me and I’ll do my best to fix it}

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“Alex! Let me up, I’m gonna be late to stream!” You half yelled, trying to pull out of his arms. 

“Nooo I want cuddles.” He whined, grip around your waist tightening. 

You sighed, “We can cuddle after Stream.” 

Quackity made a face of disagreement, “But (y/nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn) cuddlesssssssssss.” 

“You’re so clingy.” You chuckled, shaking your head as you pried his arms off of you, “We can cuddle when I’m done.” 

“Fine.” He groaned. 

You got up from the couch, pressing a kiss to his temple before shuffling off to your office and setting up stream. 

After clicking go live you grinned up at your webcam, “Hello chat!!” 

Your stream began to flood with viewers, chat filling with ‘hello’s and ‘how are you’s 

You shook your head, “I’m doing pretty good chat! Let’s play some minecraft shall we?” 

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It was a little while later, maybe 45 minutes into the stream when the first rude comment appeared, a donation actually, reading, “Yo why do they blink like that?” 

You’d done your best to dismiss it, though already a few people in chat were bringing your tics up, and you became acutely aware of every extra blink, or every time your head moved. 

Then there was another donation, “Why do you do that? The blinking thing.” 

You frowned, quickly dismissing, “It’s- I have tics.” 

Chat seemed to go back to normal after that until: 

“Dude stop shaking your head. Who are you saying no too? lol.” 

You bit your lip, looking away from the game to look at chat, who partially repeated the donation, quickly trying to force the habit to stop as you went back to playing. 

Barley a moment later you couldn’t keep holding it back, and ended up shaking your head back and forth very quickly. 

Looking back up at your monitor, you saw chat going insane, both defending you and making fun of you as another donation came through, “Dude what the actual fuck was that I thought you were a normal person.” 

You sighed, quietly shutting off the game and switching to the end screen, “I think I’m just gonna end stream chat, I-” 

“No don’t end stream!” Quackity practically yelled, bursting into your office. 

“A- Quackity what are-” 

“Shhhhhhhh, I love you, but shhh,” He held out a hand toward you as he turned to look at your webcam, “Guys what the fuck? Don’t fucking talk about my partner like that!” 

Chat seemed to speed up as he continued, “First of all people can’t control there fucking tics, so they shouldn’t have to suppress them for you people! Second of all who the hell are you to say that my partner isn’t normal because they have tics? I don’t ever want to see any of you fucking making fun of them again!” 

You bit back a smile, happy that he’d come to the rescue as people in chat began to apologize. 

“Good, now stop making fun of (y/n) so they can end stream and I can get cuddles.” 

You chuckled, reading aloud the most repeated phrase in chat, “Protective Q.” 

“Damn right.” 

[staygoldwriting]

sleepover asks shhhhhhhh 😴

- fave character and why

- music recs!

- fuck/cuddle (whatever youre comfy with) marry kill: eddie, soda pop, remus

-unpopular opinions on harry potter

🖤😴🕊

Ahhhh

Overall?? It would have to be Sodapop Curtis of the Outsiders because of his tender, maternal nature, understanding attitude, and his position within the family. As the mediator of my own family, I relate to him quite a bit, and it's nice to share that burden and know someone else has felt it ❤️ I also appreciate how he is always trying to be happy and optimistic even in the face of tragedy, and how he can pass that along to others, especially Ponyboy. I really want to have that ability too, which is probably why I write so much fluff!

Music recs, hmmmmmm. I feel like the ST fandom is always here for 80s tunes, so I will recommend Hall and Oates!!! I absolutely adore their music (Rich Girl would probably save me from Vecna tbh) and they're fun, lighthearted, and easy to listen to! I'm not the most adventurous with music, but I will also let you know that Jeff Goldblum has two jazz albums 👀

I'll go for a middle ground and go for date! This is SO HARD!!! But I think I'd marry Eddie (swoon), I'll date Sodapop, and then kill Remus, mostly because I adore him with Tonks ❤️

SIRIUS BLACK IS ALIVE!!! In the book, Bellatrix casts Expelliarmus, not AK like in the movie. I think he went to another dimension and could be found/saved! I also love the Draco werewolf theory 🙃

[tessherongraystairs]

OKOK SO MY THEATER CLASS THREW A HALLOWEEN PARTY ON FRIDAY RIGHT?

AND LIKE EVERYONE'S DRESSED UP

I'm a faerie princess, dex is a vampire king, and lei is a witch(BRO LEMME TELL YOU HOW H O T MY BFS WERE-)

So we’re having fun, dancing, eating sweets, playing ping pong. Until they start playing a slow song and say it's couple 'free time' which meant couples could be as pda as they wanted for an hour upstairs(like 6 (8 if you count bathrooms) rooms) and no one could complain. Obviously like, no sex or anything close but making out was allowed(*cough*encouraged*)

it's like a theater thing bc most of the kids are queer and can't make out with their partners bc of parents or school

Anyway so everyone left the room that me and my bfs were in since it was pretty small, to a) go upstairs or b) go to the common area to mingle, so it was just the three of us

And kAT LET ME TELL YOU I HAVE NEVER WANTED TO AWWW SO BADLY. DEX AND LEI JUST CUDDLED UP ON A COUCH AND STARTED WATCHING HOCUS POCUS

Of course I joined them after fawning over how cute they were. We might've made out a lil bit shhhhhhhh

AWWWWWWWWWWW

Relationship goals

*teleports to a highway*

[ewritesthangs]

I really love your last corpse fic, it was really soft and comforting. For your next drabble, could your write something about playing video games with him?

Giggles filled the apartment as you squirmed. You were being tickled by your boyfriend, Corpse. He only smirked and continued on with his torture. Fingers tickling you, causing you to squeal.

"I give! Please!" He stops his torture and let's you regain your composure.

"I win. Means you play with me."

"Alright alright. I'll play a game. Just nothing thats gonna scare the piss out of me. Mark did that to me once and let me tell you he got a black eye from my head."

"Noted." He chuckles and kisses your forehead.

"Lips down here." He licks his lips before pressing a soft, supple kiss to your lips. He rubs your noses together.

"You make me happy."

"I love you, sappy dork."

"I love you more."

"Lets not rehash this argument." You giggle and sit up slowly.

"Lets playyyyy um hmmmm, among us?"

"Again?"

"Its so fun!"

"True. True. Okay. But I only have my phone."

"Come play as me, with me, while I'm playing with the guys."

"Okay." You shrug, agreeing. Wanting to be engulfed in his embrace for a few hours. You could never get enough of him in any way. Him holding you, singing to you, being with you. You guys walk together to his recording room. You waddle inside, waiting for him to sit so you could sit.

He opens his discord and the game. You hear Sean first. Then felix.

"Fucking hell he better not kill me first this time."

"I will. Don't you worry your little butt, Jack." Felix laughed out.

"Hey guys! Did you miss me?"

"Hey Y/N/N! Where is your-?"

"I'm playing with corpse. Im staying with him so he said I could play as him."

"Hey guys. Im here."

"Hes being kind enough to let me play a little as him. Hes gonna help me win." You giggle maliciously.

"I did not like that laugh." Sean says with a chuckle.

"Here we go, 2 imposters in one avi." Felix beams, sarcasm lacing his voice.

"Be happy youre graced with my presence." You smirk.

"Alright true." Sykkuno was always so nice.

Shhhhhhhh

Crewmate

2 imposters among us

You were running around, doing some tasks. You make Corpse do the card swipe so he got more practice. He gets it the first try. "Good job babe! I'm so proud!" You beams, sarcasm lacing your voice.

"Yeah I owned that shit. Watch out, I sus Toast."

"Dont you like always sus toast?" His hand lays atop yours while you are using the mouse. He helps you get the asteroids for thats always your hardest one to do. You don't get killed but Sean did and Sykkuno reports the body.

"I sus Corpse. They have been faking tasks." Felix says.

"Have not! We've been doing tasks all along. Im just bad at asteroids so Corpse here is helping me." You pout.

"I'm only joking Y/N. Calm down." He chuckles.

"Okay where is the body?"

"By the gas tank thing. Bottom left storage."

"Toast has been acting weird." Corpses voice booms through the mess of people talking. He stays silent for a moment.

"I've been doing card swipe."

"Hey thats my line." Corpse laughs out.

"But I was actually doing it. I was in admin. Charlie can vouch for me."

"Actually i dont remember seeing you but its possible." Greaseball states.

"Were voting toast!"

"No don't do it."

"Speedrun!"

"I'm going for blood." The familiar Irish accent cheers.

Toast was ejected .

You take your avi over to electrical where Charlie was. He alone. Then Sean comes in and does the lights. Once you finish your tasks you leave, but the doors are closed.

"Oh my God were gonna die! Charlie no!" You scream, in hopes that, telepathically you can get him to not kill you. He doesn't but a body was found and reported by Sean.

"Rae, care to explain what just happened?"

"Uh you killed poki."

"Uh no. You did. I saw it with mine own eyes."

"Guys he stabbed poki! I saw it happen!"

"Ummmmmm uh yeah I dont know who to believe. Corpsey?"

"Hmmm, I believe Sean. I saw Rae acting sus awhile ago."

"Yeah thats right!" Sean yells. Corpse pulls your hand towards Rae and votes for Rae to be booted off. So does everyone else.

Valkyrae was ejected.

Victory.

"I knew it!" You clap happily, wiggling in Corpses lap. He chuckles and kisses your head.

"You're too cute. I love you." You gasp.

"Wait, you do?"  You feign innocence.

"Uh yeah? How could I not?"

You blush and turn to press a kiss to his lips. "Feelings mutual."

"They do know they're unmuted right?"

Tag List: @the0nlychrissy

[tempestaurora]

53 and 58 for buddie, if you’re still doing the trope mashup?

53: Mutual Pining + 58: Accidental Eavesdropping

eddie does not eavesdrop. he doesn't. he respects other people's privacy too much. but well

buck and carla are not QUIET about their secret conversations

he hears at least one a week

sometimes they're hissing about how eddie organises his bookshelf (colour and genre) - which, rude, that's just how is brain works

mostly they're making harmless fun of someone from work, or a kid from chris' school, or, again, eddie and his laundry list of quirks and idiosyncrasies (he doesn't keep his underwear and socks in the same drawer - his socks live with his sweatpants, how weird is that?/did you know he only does laundry on wednesdays?/he likes watching procedurals just so he can get mad at the inaccuracies - he fucking hates grey's anatomy, seriously, carla)

this time, however, when they're talking about him, it's not... it's not like normal

he had just gone to take chris to his room so chris could show him all the things he did with carla that day, but they finished quicker than expected and chris wanted to change into his pyjamas, so eddie walks back to the kitchen and he guesses he's walking quietly because--

shhhhhhhh, buck hisses

oh dont be a baby, buckaroo, he can't hear us

you don't know that! this is way too risky to talk about here, why would you bring it up in his house?

and now eddie is intrigued. if he has to guess, he figures its about a surprise party or something - his birthday is next month, the 118 is a fan of parties and novelty cakes, but then he abruptly changes his mind when carla says:

buck, you're gonna have to tell eddie you're in love with him one of these days

shhhhhhhhhhH!!! oh my god, carla! in the man's own home!

carla's laughter lights up across eddie's crisis because oh my god???????

buck has a crush on eddie?????

but EDDIE has a crush on BUCK?????

buck's laughing too now, but he still says quietly, i'll tell him eventually, i swear

i know buckaroo, when you're ready, i'm sure you'll let it all out

when they grow quiet, eddie makes a show of entering, like he hadn't heard a thing

and see, he considers confessing to buck the moment carla leaves, then when chris is in bed, then when they're setting up the couch for buck to sleep over

but he doesn't

because carla said when you're ready, like maybe buck isn't yet, and the last thing eddie wants to do is force buck into something he's not ready for yet

so he doesn't say a word and lets the months pass

because maybe his crush is more than a crush and maybe buck is.... maybe buck is just sunlight personified, because he's happy to wait, he's happy to play it out, to lightly flirt and joke and hint and just watch buck's smile grow wider every day

he'll wait until buck's ready

he'll wait the rest of their lives if that's what buck needs

but it comes to a head only four months after that conversation, after a sniper targets firefighters in LA, and eddie wakes up with his tía pepa in the seat beside his bed and buck isn't there, so he says buck instead of hello, and pepa says, he's with christopher, carino, hasn't left his side in two days

and if that doesn't make eddie warm all over

when buck arrives at the hospital (eddie could hear him sprint down the hall), pepa gives them a moment, and the two of them stare at each other for a long time, before buck finally says, i can't lose you

you haven't lost me, eddie replies

i almost did. i almost lost you, and i can't stop thinking that i'm still gonna lose you someday

eddie would laugh if it didnt hurt to breathe

he says, you're never losing me

you can't promise that

i absolutely can. you've got me for life, buck. as long as you want me around

for life, buck says. i want that one.

so that's the one they have, socks in the sweatpants drawer and all

Send me two (2) tropes from this list + a ship and I’ll describe how I’d combine them in the same story.