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after 2 years my mom is finally gonna finish crash landing on you today 🙏
#its sooo funny she started it years ago#and she always told me she hates it#but like ... mom why are u watching then no one is forcing you 🤨#but she did drop it eventually#but for some reason she started it again. ??? 😭#and she is suffering and telling me that this show is never going to end#but again .. no one is forcing you mom 😭 huh#whys she like this 😭
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Otherwise there's: Eleven goes through a mental health crisis that results in River putting him in Space Therapy.
(The location had once treated another Time Lord, a long time ago. Very few places could claim that without also being... well, prison planets.)
(The Time Lord was Koschei. It didn't work out.)
#eleventh doctor#11th doctor#doctor who#there are issues inherrent in the psychiatric system#and I don't think Amy would actually be very eager about this turn of events#from her perspective#therapy didn't work#and it convinced her that her reality was false#Rory is part of the medical field. He gives a thumbs up.#River... is planning on nabbing the Doctor out ehen she#personally#is convinced he's fine#fine-ish#more fine.#Eleven eventually learns the other Time Lord was Koschei#because he has no respect for secrecy of medical information#Koschei sought help off planet to try and avoid any social stigma associated with it#But the drums were real. and they never went away. and nothing else he sought help for changed.#anyways. did you know the last ditch effort for mental health recovery on Gallifrey#is regeneration#under the hopes that the new body/mind would drop its melancholia. It. Doesn't always work.#rose rambles
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Tag drop: Jingliu
#tag drop#jingliu. [ and so i wield my blade to the very end. until the “stars” have been cut down from the sky. this oath: i will never forsake. ]#jingliu: ic. [ trapped in childhood nightmares; she tore off a spread of black silk from the edge of her skirt and covered her eyes. ]#jingliu: inquiries. [ ice waves as sharp as knives spreading like transient flowers in the air. freezing all and everyone they contact. ]#jingliu: countenance. [ when you live to be a thousand years. each day is carrying the weight of a mountain through an interminable maze. ]#jingliu: introspection. [ why do you wield a sword? / this is like asking a poet why they wrote poems. this is the only way for me. ]#jingliu: meta. [ this sword in my hand... naught but a needle compared with the heavenly bodies. how can i use it to cut open a star? ]#jingliu: little notes. [ this is the first time she understands “wanting to live”. before now; she was simply someone ready to die. ]#jingliu: wishes. [ unsheathing this sword without merit is to blaspheme the divine will of the reignbow arbiter; and invite calamity. ]#jingliu: etc. [ to the xianzhou; i am but an abandoned pawn: a wandering swordmaster. ]#jingliu: the sword. [ if a day comes that the quivers run empty; and starskiffs crash who will protect you and i then; or the xianzhou? ]#jingliu: florephemeral sword. [ a sword: 3 feet; 7 inches in length. weighing nothing. and it glowed as if a sliver of moonlight. ]#jingliu: shattered sword. [ a sword: 5 feet in length. weighing 3000 catties. unyielding: mirroring the defiance; hubris of its creator. ]#jingliu: cangchang. [ when devoured; we had to face the truth that our lives were but a grain of sand in the river of time. ]#jingliu: hcq. [ their faces still linger before my eyes like a bygone dream. yet dream will eventually fade. like clouds from the sky. ]#jingliu: memories. [ given the choice between staring at the abyss with a troubled mind and marching blindly: i choose the latter. ]#jingliu: jing yuan. [ in an endless night; there is nothing closer than the bright moon. always hanging in the sky. ]#jingliu: imbibitor lunae. [ even after your rebirth. your techniques haven't changed. / when i move it's like… / … like you never forgot. ]#jingliu: baiheng. [ the things that we said and did together have all been shrouded in a layer of mist. a mist i cannot see through. ]#jingliu: yingxing. [ some are born with unparalleled foresight; intelligence; but make the ill-advised choices at destiny's crossroads. ]#jingliu: blade. [ that broken sword... you don't want to let go of the past. do you; blade? ]#jingliu: yanqing. [ that move was a token of my appreciation; young man. we were fated to meet this day and in days to come. ]#jingliu: v. youth. [ you can use this to vanquish those that took everything from us. ]#jingliu: v. sword champion. [ she knows it all. swords are a part of her body: the intake and release of her breath as she walks. ]#jingliu: v. traitor. [ and i will suffer my eternal punishment. that is the only way to keep the memory of the pain from fading away. ]
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yayyyyy my girlfriend’s anniversary gift is out for delivery today ^-^ two days late…….. late or no though i’m giddy
#i am So So excited for her to get this ive been harassing missy about it at every step bc as our mutual bestie she knows what i got sandy#alao the package got out wayyy later than expected bc. well first off i dont go out bx i work from home#but also bc my sister offered to take it to the ups store for me and then just did not do that. for an entire week.#eventually my dad gave up and dropped it off at the grocery store which has a post section for me when he was running an errand 😭#and then my sister used that to scam my mom out of 15$. Anyways#bri.txt
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-->While Smiler was bopping away, Victor had finished his upgrading, so I had him transportalate down to the greenhouse, change into more appropriate clothes, and start tending all the plants (a process made a little bit harder today by his bees being angry about life and stinging him occasionally). Alice, meanwhile, was stopped from going out to shower in the rain (Erratic Sims…) and forced to finish her breakfast and take a quick wolf nap to calm her instincts before I sent her out to feed Toothy the cowplant and the poor starving chickens. Fortunately going out in the thunderstorm didn’t make her scared (one of the few perks of a Sim being Erratic) – though it did break her umbrella, so that wasn’t great. Despite this, though, she got everybody fed, cleaned out the coop, and got all five eggs waiting in said coop without incident. Feeling both proud of her for staying on task and bad that I'd made her work in the rain, I then directed her to head inside and up to her and Victor’s bedroom, before having her change into her outfit with the Delicate “bad mood calming” bracelet and start working on her latest book again (the mystery “Who Stole The Tarts?” in case you need a reminder – I did!). She plugged away at that for a bit while I checked in on Victor – he’d finished all his tending, so I decided to have him super-sell his garden –
After he’d bonded with his bees to stop them being so angry. And after he’d evolved his taro root. And after he’d gathered soy wax off his soy plant. And after he’d gotten a pee – which involved him magically fixing the downstairs toilet because at some point it broke (I think the moment he tried to sit down on it, in fact). And after he’d given Surprise a lecture on scratching the furniture. I’m saying it took a WHILE to get to super-selling all that produce. XD But he did get there eventually, poor guy!
-->And then I looked at Alice again and noticed her Fury was getting really high because, despite her bracelet’s best efforts, her “gotta be outside” werewolf instincts were giving her lip. I quickly sent her out into the backyard (fortunately the rain had calmed down to a drizzle at this point, AND her umbrella was back in good repair) and had her somber howl to lower her Fury – then, deciding I wanted to be extra safe on a party day, sent her back up to the séance room to meditate the rest of it away. Smiler, meanwhile, was finally allowed to stop dancing for the camera (I’d left them like that for a while because, uh, it was just easier ^^;) and upload the video to their production station so they could start editing it and adding effects and transitions and all that jazz. Victor, for his part, finished his super-selling at last – I immediately made him Repairio the wind farm (those things break SOOO MUCH) and smash up a twisted tendril growing outside Moory’s pen before having him harvest the prairie grass in said pen. XD No rest for the wicked – or the magical! Though he got a pretty good harvest out of the prairie grass – not only did he bundle up plenty of hay, he also found a bottle of potato nectar – and a bottle of VITALITY nectar. AKA the nectar that can deage Sims and bring ghosts back to life. O.o So yeah, that right there? That is the GOOD stuff. Have to remember to get him to store it in the aging racks later!
-->Anyway – while Victor was getting that done, Smiler uploaded and hyped their finished video (just in time for it to be included in the royalty money for the day, nice), then ran downstairs to lecture Shock for scratching furniture and drinking from puddles. I couldn’t get a good picture of either as Shock kept running away from Smiler to do something else as they tried to lecture her (like going to drink from puddle in the bathroom while Smiler was trying to tell her no scratching the living room chairs), but the lessons DID take, and Shock has learned not to do either thing anymore. Hooray! I then had Smiler mop up all the puddles around the place and take a quick shower as I checked in on Alice – to my delight, she was completely Fury-less! Yay! :D And even better, I quickly discovered an activity to keep her busy while I tried to wrangle Smiler and Victor (Smiler, finished with their shower, was trying to mold the clay blob in the bathroom from last episode while Victor wanted to chat with them) – the laundry! The hamper was starting to look a biiit full, so I had her search everyone’s pockets, then load up the washer with the clothes and a chrysanthemum and set them tumbling. Victor and Smiler had headed back up to Smiler’s room to dance to the tunes coming out of their radio at this point, so I just had Alice head up and join them for a little dance party –
#sims 4#the lazy save#victor van dort#alice liddell#smiler always#yeah Victor had a little bit of a time of it this morning#there was a LOOOT of tending to do#and bees to look after#and needs to fulfill#but he did eventually get to reap the profits of his hard work#again not like this family needs the money but#also I'm glad I caught Alice when I did#she's already wrecked one party thanks to an uncontrolled transformation#I did not want it to happen again#hooray for my mods that allow werewolves to meditate their Fury away!#very useful Waffle's Mix-Ins thank you#though I would also like to get her some Moonstone jewelry at some point#that would be helpful too!#(actually they could all use some since it drops thirst decay for vampires and makes spellcasters less prone to overload)#(we'll see what happens and if I find any while out and about!)#but yes your very typical busy morning for the group#is it any wonder I just had Smiler dance for ages while I tried to wrangle the others?#it's not like they don't enjoy it XD#if it wasn't for my fear that the game would go right back to pestering me about making Victor Paranoid again#(because of all the haunted house stuff)#I'd turn on self-discovery moments and see if they got Dance Machine#maybe I'll stick it on a future Smiler ;)#queued
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i know megalovania was overplayed and remixed all over for the longest time and sans became one of the most infamous characters ever overnight but if you were there playing undertale before being spoiled, there is no denying that sans is a badass, however flawed he may be
megalovania is fucking sick and fitting for a climactic final battle between a demon hell-bent on destroying the world and Just Some Guy who's almost lost the ability to care anymore but even still manages to stand up against you when it really matters the most, because he does still care underneath all his nihilism and depression, he does want to save the world even if it doesnt matter since you can just reset all his hard work away...
but he still isn't so resigned to this fate that he'd simply let you past without a fight, it would be so easy for sans to just let you go through, but he doesn't, he beats your ass into the ground until you figure out how to surpass him, and every step of the way he's telling you that you're making the wrong choice, knowing he's going to die no matter what he does but fighting and trying to teach you (just like his brother tried) anyway
#sans is a sad hero because he knew he could never win#undyne is a sad heroine because she didnt know she could never win#i could go on and on about undynes genocide fight too#ik a lot of people in-fandom judge people for playing genocide route but its the only way to see some characters' truest selves#seeing how papyrus dies believing he can save you never once trying to fight you#even a morally-neutral guy like mettaton uses a hidden secret form he never uses in neutral routes to try and stop you#the same exact type of thing happens with berdly in deltarune too#he drops every last inch of his farcical dudebro personality instantly when he realizes noelle is in real trouble#which gave me much more respect for him than the paci route did#flowey who encourages you to kill throughout the entire geno route eventually caves and becomes childlike in fear when he realizes#just what chara really is (with your help)
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thinkin cringe anime oc/canon character thoughts tonight like its 2012 and i have my entire life ahead of me
#noriko coming back Wrong after the war with aizen is finally over#and shes trying so hard to be normal and byakuya is doing so much to try and help#but it has been at least a century and she doesnt know him anymore#not like she did. and he doesnt know her#and she knows she's broken and whether she's alive or not doesnt matter#and it comes to a head when she has a flashback and drops a teacup - one he'd bought her before she disappeared#it had been a set she'd loved when in town once#and he'd bought it for her when they were still young and new and kept it all these years#and then she breaks it on accident and she hates herself#and its a few days of avoiding him but eventually he finds her sitting by the koi pond#and he brings her the tea set. and it's been mended with gold#and he gives it to her and says this is you. this is what you are.#every scar and every mark on you physical or otherwise is made of gold#and i will be here to love all of you. to put you back together and turn each new break into gold no matter how many times#no matter what happens. i am just happy to have you back#and im FINE IM FINE IM FINE
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genuinely what the hell was his problem lmafo
#so glad they eventually dropped the travis misogynistic streak it genuinely did nothing#except make me more and more agitated with travis 💀#esp with nat defending him earlier too.#idk i just wasn’t a fan#yeah i get his dad died pretty brutally in front of him but there was no reason for this as far as i can think of#in other news van’s ‘hey!’ and jackie’s ‘can she even do that :/’. yeah <3#yellowjackets
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tfw your train has been delayed an hour but one of the kids on your platform starts watching bluey
#i am listening respectfully 👂#i tried to treat myself today and have an outing purely for fun/me but it did not go to plan and ended up wasting money#so i was just feeling very meh and while i was waiting for the train said kid in a pram dropped a toy and his mother didn't notice#because she was on the phone so i walked up and gave it to him and she was like 'OH THANK YOU I DIDN'T NOTICE'#and then as i'm walking away i hear her say 'there's still good people in the world' to the person on the phone and i'm just like AAAAWWW#and i'm wearing an N7 jacket too so REPRESENT lol#anyway that kid eventually started watching bluey and that's probably the highlight of my day lol#personal
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my sister was telling me about i guess travis and his brother having a podcast and with all the swifties getting into football they'll answer questions about how the game works and i was polite but i was just like listen genuinely getting into new things is cool but if you are truly just getting into something bc you want to hype up your fave's boyfriend it's just so embarrassing lol the second they break up you are going to stop being into football just like you stopped caring about joe's movies just like you stopped caring about calvin's music IT HAPPENS EVERY TIME
#it does honestly feel like 1d fans getting all into everything eleanor did#like obviously at least taylor's bfs are actually famous on their own in some way#whereas with eleanor it was like oh my god she's literally a normal university student why are you being like that leave her alone#and it works the other way too if you don't like the person/think the relationship is fake and go digging for stuff it's like. who cares.#either way it's always an obsession just bc they're dating your fave and i just Do Not get it especially as an adult#at least like teenage girls obsessing over eleanor made some amount of sense but adults obsessing over travis and the chiefs#when they never cared one bit about football and eventually will drop it entirely is just so odd to me
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...why is Candace's boss material from a boss that doesn't drop the Hydro ascension material
#it drops the elements for the other two#but not hydro???#and she uses the shogun's talent material so you can't even get it there#so you essentially have to run two different bosses to build her#she has to sit with her girlfriend on the 'sumeru characters hoyo did dirty' bench :(#(don't get me wrong i'm building them both eventually. i love them. but geez)
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sometimes i think about the time i failed a midterm (and i mean failed in a literal sense, not like "aw i got a B+") while i was in an enriched high school program where everyone else was getting A's. in hindsight it should have been clear i needed help and i was struggling. but all the teacher said was to try harder next time
#uhhhh me#when i say i hated high school i'm usually just taklking abt the years i was in this program lol#i don't even know how i got in. i felt so alone when my grades couldn't match up to everyone else's#i didn't know how i was supposed to talk to my classmates about it because they all seem to just Get it and i just didn't#AND LIKE. i didn't even get a stern talking to by the teachers or principal or anyone#teacher just said 'wow you really don't like this class huh' as she handed the test back to me#and i had to seek her out MYSELF afterward to ask how i could make up my grades#genuinely wondering if a student's grade suddenly dropped like that isn't it a cause for worry#or had my grades been slipping so casually that they just assumed i was slacking off#oh ya to be clear it wasn't like something bad happened in my personal life or anything#i just had a rly rly hard time focusing on subjects i couldn't logic my way through (that being history and english)#(math was easy to get through bc there are formulas)#eventually i did figure out a way to properly study for tests#but like. i feel like the teacher upon seeing my failing grade could have offered me some studying strategies? idk#i don't rly resent her for it but at the same time. WOWIE that was such a shitty time in high school
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I like shiny things but I’d marry you with paper rings ☹️
#sigh#I’m not like harping on this#but you can hear the joy in her voice when she sings it on lover#and it just sucks for her that it’s one of those ‘just learn to reassign it’ songs instead of a happy go lucky one#but it will become a fun one eventually#funnily enough I went out last night with my friend who called off her wedding years ago#and we were just talking and she just casually dropped ‘oh did you know j has a kid now?’#as though we were just talking about some dude from high school we haven’t seen in 15 years#and not the person she at one time thought was the love of her life who pulled a yb and left her devastated for years#time heals most everything etc.
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Take me, take me now and hold me Deep inside your ocean body, Wash me as some flotsam to the shore, There leave me lying evermore! Drown me, drown me now and hold me down Before your naked hunger, Burn me at the altar of the night - Give me life!
#van der graaf generator#i may be the worst type of lesbian but i understand this.#i would also ruin a friendship to have sex with a girl once#you know i try to start 'friendships' with girls in the hopes that i will eventually convince them to have sex with me#not in an insistent asshole way of course#like if she says no i'm going to leave it at that for awhile#but yeah the things peter wrote that i cringe at or make fun of i actually sort of relate to. i don't like recognising it but yeah#i'm not immune to having my decisions be guided by my horniness. very much am not immune to it#one time i needed to drop a class because it was too much for me but i never did and the main reason was that there was a girl in that class#who i really really liked and i hoped that eventually i could get with her#never happened. the most that happened was that she touched my shoulder and complimented me and i was left shaking for several minutes#i've never seen anyone more beautiful than her since then but she was way too nice for me anyway i don't think i would be able to handle it#and besides it's good that it never really became a thing because i had to move about a year later anyway
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"it's easier to leave an abusive situation than it is to stop an abuser" :^( but it's not easy :^(
#repeating patterns repeating patterns repeating patterns repeating patterns#im not unsafe btw just. :^) scared :^)#tired.#starting to stop walking on eggshells kind of. in a cowardly way. like responding some of my real thoughts but at 4am#i want to scream. im not like that but i want to yell and tell her to leave me alone forever and i just want to be able to rest !#and to not be afraid. i want to move. i want to drop off the face of the earth. i want to go to bed. i want to stay awake and on guard.#idk. im tired. im so tired and i want it to stop. it's not even a big deal.#the thinly veiled insults bother me more than anything else. insult sandwich on compliment bread.#im so pretty im so stupid im so funny. im smart im too insecure im beautiful. im the most interesting person she knows im evil im talented#it's not even the worst thing it just pisses me off so much. do you think this is helpful to say? do you think this is normal?#do you think you'll get what you want insulting and belittling me as long as you tell me you think im attractive?#it's always how pretty i am. like some superficial bullshit is going to make up for an insult or make the insult disappear#and everyone else gets to leave but if i leave she'll die and it'll be all my fault and this is just like x y or z#and didnt i know she almost experienced trauma as a child but didnt? and how that effects her?#fuck. i hope she sees this tbh. how fucking insulting to see something someone's experienced and say that couldve maybe happened to me#but the person who couldve done it lives in another country and never came here.#what the fuck. what the fuck.#so it didnt happen to you? you cant lay claim to it at all? yet you think you understand me or that even if it did happen it's all the same#im going to lose my mind. im so. fucking. over it. but im a coward and i dont want her to die so ill grin and bear it.#and she'll tear out all my skin and ask if it's a little too much and ill say it's fine and she'll say im so gorgeous but i'm disgusting#but at least im kind. and ill say okay. because if i say anything else it's a threat on her fucking life.#tbh im only posting this now bc i know no one will likely read it. perpetual coward when it comes to this shit#because if i tell someone the full extent they'll ask why i didn't leave sooner. but i did!#i left and i got bombarded and overwhelmed and i was so tired of being scared of running into her everywhere#and i just. eased back in. and said it would be less this time. and it is so much more. it is so much worse.#ive lived in that fear before and i was so tired of it. it was a big reason i moved so far for college. and i cant just run away#so this seemed better. but it's so much worse. id rather hide every day of my life. keep an eye out everywhere and run away.#it wasnt so bad really. it was tedious and nauseating and i only ever explained it to one person. but it wasnt impossible.#this is much closer to impossible. this is soul crushing every day. and the things she does arent even as bad i dont think#it just doesnt stop. at least in high school i eventually got it to stop. i just had to be avoidant. this. wont stop.
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theres a cat LOOSE in the AIRPORT
#i was going through the security checkpoint and the lady behind me had a big fluffy ginger cat in one of those soft carriers#and they said they had to put the carrier through the bag scanner and asked her to hold him#and he clearly did not like being held bcos he immediately started squirming and then dug his claws in so she DROPPED HIM#and he took off under all the dividers and scrambled up into one of the scanners to hide#they immediately shut off the machine and were eventually able to coax him out but it was utter chaos#let him stay in his little house man#molly speaks
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