#but right now?
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I can’t believe in 30 minutes my alarm is going to go off and I’m going to have to go about getting ready for work and fill out silly little spreadsheets and interact with colleagues and clients like it’s just another day.
#been up since 2#started off numb/gutted and now I can’t stop crying#I see all your posts about hope and keeping fighting and donating#and I see and respect all that and I’ll get there#but right now?#I have never felt more devoid of hope#this has been the worst fucking year for me in so many ways and this is just……..#fuck
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I love drawing. I love drawing, I promise, especially drawing the little men I love.
But oh my god, I'm so happy I don't do this for a living, because genuinely I sit for so so so so long after having "finished" a drawing, just tweaking the face because it refuses to look right
#personal tag#One day it shall become better#But right now?#Evil#Sorry I do love drawing but it's also STRESSFUL
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I could be attaching the lining already but here I am making pockets instead. I will thank myself later for making sure my cosplay has pockets.
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Just a heads-up that I'm on a med that's really fucking with me atm, and I keep finding I'm forgetting things in great swaths, so if I haven't responded to stuff, my brain is just an idiot rn and I'm so sorry
#I'm not always the best at responding in general#But right now?#Brain cells who???#OUGH#Yadda yadda
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Have to wake up in 3h30 but still stayed up to finish bingin dead friend forever, we are truly making brilliant decisions in this house.
(I have no regrets i enjoyed every minute of it 😌)
#yeh i'll cry about it tomorrow when when the conse will quences or something#but right NOW?#👌🏻👌🏻#expecting the whole bunch to fucking die by the end of it please and thank youuuu ♡♡♡#dead friend forever#for archiving purposes
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Thinking about Andy Warhol, do not disturb
#I will fix my follows when I feel like moving to my laptop#but right now?#I read the word balloon#and I’m thinking about the Warhol Museum
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#im such a girl who isolates#and then cries because she feels so alone#in my defense#everything is so much right now#and im so tired#so much stuff to deal with#to worry about#stressful stuff#i know it's all gonna be okay later#but right now?#i just wanna curl up and not feel anything#bloodletting
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oh we are so back
#swinging between this and it’s over until the very final minute of the last episode of succession#but right now?#we’re so back
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i became a long sword main in MHR and I choose to blame Soshiro Hoshina and Kaiju No.10's fight with Kaiju No. 12, because that shit looks rad as hell
#monster hunter#monster hunter rise#kaiju no. 8#soshiro hoshina#kaiju no. 10#i still kinda stink at it but like#whatever#it looks neat#i'll probably go back to sword n shield down the line#but right now?#just sorta fucking around
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I was just about to write a very nice review on the fallout show. Yeah it got a couple of things wrong and had an annoying romance subplot but you know for what it was it was good.
Spoilers Below:
But then I watched episode 8. Holy shit the question of who dropped the bombs was not a Schrödinger’s cat box that needed to be opened, someone find me that tumblr post on it because that says it better than I could. But the theory that Vault-Tec dropped the bombs at least understandable as a theory you know? But the way they did it? The constant mentions of an upcoming peace treaty being the catalyst for what Vault-Tec did? Because of course, it wasn’t all of humanity’s faults, it was just a group of evil capitalists! Which, yeah anti-capitalism is one of the biggest themes of the series, but it’s criticism of capitalism as a SYSTEM, not of individuals. And speaking of which, why was Mr. House there? Mr. House is an evil son of a bitch but he was evil in a way that wouldn’t match up with him working with Vault-Tec at all. And don’t get me started on how they tried to use ‘war never changes’ for that scene. Seriously, fuck that reveal.
And then the NCR? I’m not surprised the NCR fell apart, I’m not some kind of NCR fanboy, but the way they fell apart, actually no they didn’t just fall apart, they were changed into a completely different faction. Calling them some sort of radical raider group that’s fighting against the status quo? I’m sorry? The NCR that’s biggest flaw was its desperate attempt to hold on to the pre-war society that caused the bombs to drop in the first place? No. How do you miss the point that badly oh my god.
Now, if you’ll excuse me, I’m on my way to play New Vegas and scream into the void.
#fallout#fallout spoilers#i swear i wanted to be nice#and you know maybe after i’ve mellowed out i’ll be nicer#but right now?#im angry out of my mind
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Gummy is you alive again?
Probably
#gummyanswers#for now at least#i think ace was still working on something#so that might kill me#but right now?#yes
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erika girardi my beloved <3
#im only at the start of s10#so i dont know#but right now?#she's my absolute fave#unapologetically herself#i feel like she's closest to me personality wise#erika jayne#erika girardi
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Where is all this productivity coming from???
#/god's warning\#I chugged some shankhpushpi like I used to do when I was in school during exam season just for fun lmao#I used to think it just made me smarter#BUT RIGHT NOW?#I am so productive oh my god#I can finish these assignments in no time#i can feel it
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yeosang been looking too damn fine here lately
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i am almost thankful that my advisor has been such a bitch about this [i have been fighting to waive this stupid ass waste of my life course since last semester when i had to sign up for it, and only just TODAY managed to get him to tell me WHO TO EMAIL to get the form to do so]
because he’s made me so fucking angry and petty that i have drafted a 4-page document defending my request that directly cites the syllabus and has screenshots of my private lesson mix sessions which teach me the topic just fine labeled EXHIBIT A and EXHIBIT B. like if my advisor WASN’T such a bitch about this i would have probably not gone so hard on the form. but since he made such a fucking big deal about forcing me to take this stupid ass class, i am drafting a petition that should be nigh impossible to deny. i’m getting testimonials from other students in this bitch. i’m having my lesson teacher sign off on it. go fuck yourself [advisor name redacted]
#my advisor has somehow not yet learned that i will fistfight him over shit that pisses me off#personal#if it still gets denied after all this ill figure out what to do then#but right now?#im operating on the belief that I CAN AND WILL GET THIS SHIT WAIVED
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fighting demons (being an insane hater at every other contestant except fruit while watching mcc)
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