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Feeling some type of way tonight.
Really just want to be the little spoon, snuggle up under cozy blankets, and fall asleep.
#moments like this hit and I’m like yeaaahhhh time to join the apps again#and then I wake up and go ‘fuck that’#but right now?#right now I want to trace imaginary patterns on someone with my finger tips#share silly stupid stories#and fall asleep next to another human#Amanda rants#hi vulnerability is uncomfortable
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"Listen. That wasn’t tactical. I lost it." LOKI S02E02 “Breaking Brad”
#mobius#mobius m mobius#owen wilson#lokitvsource#lokitvedit#marveledit#mine#not feeling normal about this at all actually#the subtlety of owen's acting here is everything to me#the way that mobius is so obviously torn up about hitting brad#his body language is closed off and uncomfortable#he's really beating himself up for his behaviour#but he powers through it because he wants to explain himself#but to do so he has to be vulnerable and that's hard for him#he's so used to making others talk but he doesn't do it himself#he's a yapper at heart but emotionally he's closed off to his own emotions#i love how in the 6th gif he listens to loki relate to his struggle (with an extreme example) with a soft smile#it's still sad yet it holds understanding that his friend is trying to make him feel better#he allows himself to be consoled by loki#and because of that support from someone he trusts he's able to open up#mobius my beloved#i love him with all my heart#i loved Owen's performance so much i think he's so underrated
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Yk I never did truly recover from the sick fic chapter
#one day im gonna make a post overanalyzing every single frame from this chapter bc its just so good#everything from how confused sakura looks at the idea of them coming to visit him when hes sick#to suo suggesting they leave bc he knows them staying here the now will only make him worse/uncomfortable which is the last thing he needs#bc yeah although he shouldn't and doesnt have to hes used to dealing w/ things like this alone#hes convinced he needs to and thats not smth you can just expect to change from one visit#still i need my hurt/comfort sick fic sequel please and thank you#so we can get a full circle of sakuras character development where he actually lets them help/asks for it#and NO im NOT projecting 🙅♀️#i DONT just wanna see my son getting comforted through his sickness when hes at his most vulnerable nuh uh 🙅♀️🙅♀️🙅♀️#wind breaker#wind breaker spoilers#sakura haruka#ALSO ALL THIS ^^ WITHOUT EVEN MENTIONING THE REASON HES SICK IN THE FIRST PLACE LIKE????#MY SON WAS SO EMOTIONALY CONFLICTED AND CONFUSED THAT HE GAVE HIMSELF A FEVER 😭😭😭😭#ALSO also i seriously cannot get iver how scared he looks in the last panel like ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️#ok im going off in these tags rn i need to stop fr
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At once, Artemis has this all-consuming need for control and rejects being treated as a child, yet nonetheless, there's a longing for the protection (care?) of childhood that he sees as beyond his grasp (“It’s too late for me [..] am too old for tussles with Father" in TTP). During the months of recovery, post-resurrection, I would imagine Artemis feeling almost uncomfortable with the sustained gentleness of the life he’s been thrust back into.
#friendship and love are made complicated for Artemis by the need for control that runs through Artemis#he wants love to be choosing what’s ‘best’ for his loved ones; Artemis is uncomfortable when confronted by not being the only agent in a#dynamic and he balks at the vulnerability and associated loss of control that crops up in friendship#artemis fowl#which isn’t to say he doesn’t desire closeness with his friends#or that he is incapable of resisting his worst impulses when it comes to denying his friends agency in their lives if he thinks they’d make#the ‘harmful’ choice
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“remove all mentions of ‘crip/cripple’ from newsies” is quite literally the worst take i have ever seen and i am not exaggerating
#guys. please. an ounce of critical thinking. please#i know that it might make you uncomfortable to hear it but that is Important#censoring it does literally nothint good for anybody other than sanitise history in an already very sanitised show#crutchie being called a slur is Important it shows the prejudice he faces it shows his vulnerability it shows How He Is Viewed#even by jack when he’s worn down to it! and yes that’s important too!#nox.txt
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Picture this for me, will you?
You've been dating this person for a few months now. You had a rocky start, they wanted you to be ready for something you only just discovered days before your first date, but overall you think the relationship is going well. You're comfortable enough to have him over to your place for a quiet dinner. You've had a horrible few days, your entire world seems to be falling apart around you, so you lean on your significant other.
The closest thing you've ever had to a father (your own was emotionally absent and you weren't close to your grandparents) has just had a near death experience. He's okay, but you're still shaken about it. You just want someone to talk to. So you bring it up.
And instead of your significant other being a shoulder to lean on and be open with, they choose to joke about the event. You try to hide that it upset you, they probably didn't mean anything by it. They just wanted to make you feel better, right?
You get the conversation back on track- or try to. They proceed to tell you they're jealous, practically telling you you're lucky you have someone to be so worried about. They didn't have a relationship with their father, or the person who could've been their father figure. Now you feel bad for making it about you. So you try to connect on some common ground based on what they said. You both have deep seated issues with your father.
Your significant other proceeds to deny it, despite just stating otherwise. They're not letting you in. Then, for reasons you still don't understand, they make a point to not only agree that you have those issues, but that it's kinda kinky.
You realize they've talked like this before. Not made it about sex but… they dismissed you. Brushed your feelings or your wants- no matter how small- under the carpet, and made you feel like the things you thought were important didn't matter. Maybe you're overreacting. It's been an awful week, emotions are still running high with no chance of peace, so maybe it's just you.
But then again... maybe it isn't.
#i could go on#but im not gonna#you get the idea#i have been pretty quiet about it all but 7x10 was the nail in the coffin#who dominates a conversation where you're trying to be vulnerable? a narcissist that's who#woe is me#im not diminishing what T went through let's make that clear#but he made no attempt - not one- to match Bs vulnerability and actually listen to his concerns#some topics are just uncomfortable i get that but you're supposed to be in a relationship with this person and you have dismissed everythin#every single thing they wanted#this is not thriving#this is starting down a bad road#911#911 spoilers#7x10#anti bucktommy#911 abc
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watching the nickel apology scene from the great bluish bakery over and over going completely insane. i could rewrite this to actually sound like nickel.
#juice.txt#ii nickel#nickel ii#vague ii neg be warned#ohhhh i feel CRAZY#the quality of nickel's writing takes a nosedive at the end of s3 and it kills me#ive been doing a rewatch of ii where i take notes and focus on nickel and balloon specifically for fun#and nickel starts to talk pretty ooc around spring on the breakfast#and it only gets worseeeee#theres nothing wrong with having nickel care for and love balloon (slash platonic for the sake of my analysis)#but. nickel loves differently than what they write love to look like#he's not 'Correct' about how he loves and he's awkward and uncomfortable about anything emotional#and it just disappoints me to see all that inexperience go away because its convenient or it 'proves he's a good person'#watch the scene where nickel comforts baseball in mazed and confused for a lovely example of how he handles emotional situations#with someone he cares about truly#his comfort is awkward and he ends up insulting baseball anyway but you can tell he is trying despite his struggles.#and that makes way more sense than nickel suddenly knowing everything to do and being willing to do it#WILLING to be vulnerable and to take full responsibility and to somehow articulate himself so perfectly it'd make therapists weep#thats not nickel. thats a script for a character that the writers wanted to redeem without knowing exactly Why he was so cruel#ok i rambled a lot the nickel hyperfixation is just at a boiling point these past few days
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deleted like 50% of the hentai strip roughs that were Not Working, instantly feel so much better. i was getting a little too up my own ass about fancy perspective and anatomy flexes, not....you know.... goddamn essential character acting.
krad we are not reading this strip for perspective flexes!! we are reading this strip b/c we want to see gunter be a creep!!!!!! >:P
#i genuinely believe that last part is so important - not out of any moralistic 👏 HERE BE CREEP 👏 bullshit#but a sense that it's so tempting to sanitize shit as subtle as acting even subconciously when faced with something vaguely uncomfortable#character acting to me is something convincing and *honest* which is polar opposite of constantly holding back you know?#and oh man with THIS CHARACTER... there's just so much meat to draw off on even in something as comparatively 'no thots only horny'#*HE* hesitates and holds him back stoically so often -- how does that contrast with the dominating?#how does his body language shift when the monkey thoughts violently win out over the guilt? etc etc#the absolute spiciest thing here is that he too is being vulnerable (unclothing etc) - but how does that still translate to#absolute ice cold control over the scene and the coercion?#this is the shit that makes me feel alive not pretty shit
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does shadow have a winter coat too???? 👀👀👀👀👀👀
His fur gets a bit denser by way of a slight undercoat when he's in colder climates, but he doesn't go through a full seasonal shed/moult every year like Sonic does, no.
#Sonic the Hedgehog#Shadow the Hedgehog#sonadow#the moulting or rather quilling occurs in the second month of spring when he's dropping his denser winter quills#he's bitchy during this time lmao#like all his friends know to give him kind of a wide berth when he's quilling haha#except Shadow#he's bitchy with Shadow too but Shadow just thinks it's endearing (bf is uncomfy and making that everyone else's problem lol)#he's uncomfortable when they're coming in too but he can tolerate it 'cause it's just more defense#them all falling out makes him feel a little naked and vulnerable 🤭
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someone please write my in-depth osomatsu and nyaa go on a pity date fan fiction for me
#osomatsu-san#he notices how stressed out and tired she is and is like#let me show you how to take it easy from a pro who does it full time#and takes her to do all his usual neet activities#she confides about how scared she is to enter a relationship again and how she's privately worried that maybe she doesn't deserve love#osomatsu confides about how scared he was to go on the date because of how scared he is of change#the 4 brothers stalking the date grow increasingly uncomfortable as osomatsu vents in the comfort of a near-stranger#listening to him get more and more vulnerable w her and waiting for the punchline that never comes#png
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I think rye thinks it's incredibly adorable of davrin to be worried about him after the accidental hallucination tea experiment. that stoic option 'you know, I lived a whole life before you' contains a world of 'davrin, I'm a mourn watcher with a severely misspent youth behind me. I've been stratospherically high on things you couldn't and probably wouldn't want to imagine, this is barely a tickle'. to me.
#also I think a 'haha oh no TOO close back off pls' moment even at that point. do not care for me like that it freaks me out!#i amn uncomfortable when we are about me actually (and you are smart and also tenacious enough that you'll realize that#and follow up on it. because you're an *asshole* who never lets me get away with *anything*. you'll just keep pestering me#until I have to throw my hands up in defeat and let someone perceive me and care about me. total horror show.#can't have this be happening to me right now I'm putting off having a personal and spiritual crisis until 5 minutes before I die)#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#davrin#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar#their relationship. it is everything to me. the mutual 'hey punk you ever consider that there are people who love you. asshole'#'well I GUESS that *groan* my life has been infinitely enriched by your presence in it even though you're kind of a dick. there happy now'#'yeah I love and treasure you like a brother. a very annoying brother. what of it. wait you need help??? I'm here who do we kill'#and then you add lucanis' energy in there as well and you see why this is the best beloved boys squad to ever do it#also so sweet how much it's davrin opening up and showing vulnerability and uncertainty that's helped them get there the most#rye stays almost completely sober these days b/c his late teens and early twenties were uh. they got kind of rough!#so the rare times he drinks he's cautiously very very restrained about it. we simply cannot have student days shenanigans rye back.#we cannot. he barely survived being student days shenanigans rye the first time around let's not tempt fate#but in his time I think he's sampled some of that weird bottled fog stuff emmrich implies you can get some kind of high from#and then some lol#rye '*is* it drinking alone in the depths of the necropolis if the skeletons walking by give you friendly nods tho' ingellvar
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what if i wrote some really emotionally fraught ghostkicks gore tonight.
#hurt comfort etc of course. i need william wisp 2 be uncomfortably vulnerable & exposed while dakota has 2 stick his hands inside#him or something.#pd lb#bouncing stuff around in my mind like sucking on a hard candy trying to figure out why my brains weird trying#to figure out what i want to write & going aha.!
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no but seriously
going from one night stand right to bdsm scene with barely any actual kisses or intimacy in between to get used to is WILD
Like maybe it's a fact I'm very ace but having no adjustment period in the meantime would also have me absolutely terrified even without the added 'my lover is a killer' fear so I think we need to cut Kant some slack
That boy is waring with multiple problems at once, trying to balance everything that may cost him his family, freedom AND life so I think we might need to overlook his blatant disregard for his own safety (bison actually tried to have a responsible conversation with him but that dumbass has zero self preservation) and questionable actions to get whatever he needs to get closer to bison
I'm very interested if Kant discovers along the way that he actually is into some of the kinks (p'Jo in todays twt space hinted that yes) and let's himself be freer.
That brings another layer of uncertainty tho bc rn Bison feels really safe and accepted in his kinks while Kant freaks out. What if by the time Kant let's himself truly enjoy newly discovered kink Bison already gets the hint about his betrayal and while Kant is feeling safe and secure Bison will spiral bc 'what do you mean you didn't enjoy it' 'i hurt you for real' and 'I trusted you with the most important thing in my life and you dared to deceive me'
It seems to me like these two are passing each other - but each going to the opposite direction.
Even if it now seems that both strive for the same goal (being boyfriends) while I really do think Bison is falling rapidly in love Kant doesn't allow himself a thing like that yet.
And by the time Kant gets there, Bison will know Kant is a traitor.
Either way it's incredibly frustrating and also delicious to watch Kant digging a hole underneath his own fucking legs.
#hats down to first and khaotung here#MASTERS OF ACTING#Bisons eagerness? excitement over getting to do THIS with someone he's falling in love with? being hornily vulnerable?#being unable to contain himself?#maaaan#like that was so hot#and Kant trying to be the one in control even tho we all know (even Bison!) that he's not at all pulling the ropes (hehehhe)#the apprehension and uncertainty changing into fear in his eyes when he realises what he actually got himself into?#trying to look happy and excited even when Kant's terrified FIRSTS ACTING#FIRST THE MASTER OF EXPRESSIONS AND KHAO THE CALCULATING YET OPEN EAGERNESS#THE SUBTLE ACTING I CAN'T#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#THEY ATE THEY FUCKING ATE#no but tbh I was tiniest bit uncomfortable in the last scene but that's given considering the circumstances#but I applaud Bison for openly trying to discuss the kinks and limits and trying to make sure Kant is okay#I wanna smack Kant for not being truthful at LEAST about his preferences#kantbison#the heart killers#thk#the heart killers the series#the heart killers meta#firstkhaotung#firstkhao#first kanaphan#khaotung thanawat
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since we're on the topic i already just said it in my replies but i'm still completely baffled by that person who was like "CHATOT IS COMPLETE SCUM AND AN IRREDEEMABLE PIECE OF TRASH but watchog is okay he's just dealing with a lot of stuff" like okay chatot is by no means perfect but. how is he worse than a teacher that consistently singles out and bullies the blatantly neurodivergent child
#bwark#''chatot never apologized'' neither did watchog. and actually i would say chatot did apologize#it wasn't done verbally but by him nearly dying to keep hero and partner safe and reaffirming how important they are to the guild#honestly this close to making an essay on chatot because it feels like so many people misunderstand his character#you cannot take his shit at face value. that gay little rat with wings will lie through his beak in order to not be emotionally vulnerable#anyway this post is supposed to be about watchog. he sucks and i hate him#-signed nd person who was singled out and picked on by a teacher#also i hate that scene with espurr. it makes me uncomfortable. i don't want to think about that rn though
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it's the same picture as-
#jack robinson dealing with upset women in his life- phryne rosie elsie tizzard anna ross concetta fabrizi#he's that rare thing- a man who is not afraid nor made uncomfortable by a woman's tears#soft-hearted and understanding but NOT soft-headed#instead he pairs it with a no-nonsense grounded approach#the fact that he is like this with women who are mature/experienced makes it charming#ilhsfm#jack robinson#miss fisher's murder mysteries#mfmm#also the 111 scene is when jack gets to see that phryne isn't that larger-than-life peter pan character that i always imagine he pictures#her to be i mean that's delightful and fun and i love how the whole show leaned into that but the moments of vulnerability are good too#reason number 4 why i love this character#number 1 is bc i think he is attractive 😌
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conflicting desires for lyke and duvall in sangfielle season 2:
-duvall low-key resenting lyke over the chine thing
-lyke high-key resenting duvall over the oratorio thing and EXPECTING duvall to resent him over chine but instead it's the same one-sided tension that they had on the jade moon
i want them to be involuntary friends. I want it to look like a huge 8ft tall straight* guy calling his obviously gay best friend a wretched bitch and everyone is a little uncomfortable about it except for duvall, who may or may not be behind lyke's bizarrely bad luck when it comes to flies landing in his drinks.
(*i don't think lyke is straight but i do think he's the type of bisexual man that people assume is straight)
#broken record voice#i don't often have trans headcanons actually but sangfielle is an exception...#to me the blackwick group is T4TvsT4TvsT+ marn#lyke is joyfully trans - he's 8 ft tall because he went overboard with the transition magic#pickman and duvall are both stealth because they grew up in oppressive societies#pickman is deeply uncomfortable how vulnerable it makes her feel - she doesn't exactly hide it but will kill u for mentioning it#duvall does hide it but only because he's been hate crimed#until sapodilla - after which he receives the most idealized form of instant-srs from the bugs that his gender euphoria sky rockets#and he doesn't tell anyone exactly but everyone in the blackwick group clocks him on the change#pickman hates it and thinks he doesn't deserve such an easy out#lyke wouldprobably be happy for him if he wasn't pissed over the oratorio#es is the most well adjusted and is privately very happy for him but polite enough not to mention it#chine is trans but in the “this animal does not experience human gender and it's inappropriate to even try to make sense of it” way#chine is also the only one who has seen duvall in every stage of transition and has been enthusiastically supportive the whole time#marn is cis but if any of them hadn't already transitioned then she'd be trying to treat it like a curse to be cured.#i think pickman has had the most traditional medical transition because she distrusts magic - until she meets marn who absolutely#already has a recipe for an hrt-charm and gives one to her#duvall did some sort of terrible black-market medical transition in aldomina - the kind where he had to lie to ten thousand therapists#to convince them that he was actually a straight man and so he should be allowed to transition because a straight trans guy is safer#to society than a lesbian?? that type of horrorshow. meanwhile he's exclusively mlm (or as exclusive as he can be while fucking chine)#which pickman would have respected because to be trans is to suffer for it but nooo instead she didn't even know he was trans until the bug#transition#es is just chill. duvall eventually got a magical bug transition? well es is the magical bug for syntyche#sorry this went way off topic#i am avoiding going to work can you tell? woops#this was all to basically say that i think it'd be funny if#before the bug transition duvall low-key resented lyke for having been able to access magic transition. some guys have all the luck
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