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*long sigh*
#yeah ok#queer actors can play a wide range of different characters#it's called ACTING#if you don't like the pairing then fine whatever#it wasn't done to prevent the gay or to stop people shipping Spirk#for Surak's sake guys#it was a what if#because you know#they had those great moments in TOS#the notes on this post are so offputting#she understands him so much better than anyone else#as seen in the comics#and she's not just a love interest#you seem to ignore everything else she's done#but go off i guess#Uhura can't catch a fucking break#no matter what she does there's always those who Do Not Like It#just let her be#Nichelle loved the interactions. the performance. the chance for her character to do more#but nobody listens to her do they#don't use this post to bash AOS Uhura#or Spuhura#please#if post this was supposed to be a joke#it's not very funny#if it was made to stir people up#it fucking worked#I know this is a reblog#but I don't know what Duane's personal views are on Spuhura#and I kinda don't want to know
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"wow one and fanny am i right" WHAT ABOUT THEM. THEY MAKE ME SICK!
#tpot#tpot one#tpot 12#tpot basketball#v.png#bfdi#algebralien#oh my god i cant take this dynamic being set up. ohhh my god like#its been a pattern that nobody listens to basketball#so like. do you think. one would taunt her#over like basketball being the only one to catch onto what shes doing#only for her to not be heard out#GAAAAAAAAAAH
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The most infuriating thing in the world is aroace headcanons that clearly exist just to get a love interest out of the way of the main MLM ship. Like really? You think she’s aroace? That’s so cool! Are you engaging with the narrative around her to come to conclusion, or is it more just for fun- Oh you’re drawing yaoi and sometimes she’s in the background with an ace pin. Okay
#mine#was listening to Voices In My Head from BMC and thought too hard about Christine and felt physical rage#Christine WOULD be a fantastic aroace character even if that’s not my headcanon#but nobody is ever doing that because of her social isolation and difficulty relating to her peers
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I'm probably not the first to admit this but goddamn was I a narcissistic prick when I wasn't on stimulants
#adhd#not art#like this only thing I could think about was how understimulated I was#every person was boring because I was in such a severe and chronic state of dopamine deficiency#so I wasn't interested or curious about ANYONE and nobody could 'satiate me' and I deemed everyone boring because of it#then the first week on my meds & I went to visit my neighbor#& I was like 'omg your granddaughter came to visit this weekend? how was she? :)'#and then after I went home and I was like wow she's so sweet and her life seems so interesting I cant wait to talk more about it#and then it hit me I had known her for YEARS and it wasn't until now that I.. cared :(#made me feel really bad but also glad that I actually have the capacity to care and it wasn't just my personality#I had to do a lot of damage control :T but some bridges were burned and I gotta live with that#now I can proudly proclaim that no im not a narcissist bc I think people are interesting and I wanna hear them talk#i can just sit and listen and internalizing their perspective ..#for once I like people and I'm not a victim in some imaginary fight for mediocrity with everyone else#it never excited and im happy to feel that way#also whenever I speak with unmedicated adhders I just look at them like wow you don't even know how much your brain is making itself suffer#every adhder may not want to or can take meds and that's fine but everyone at least deserves to know what it feels when they work
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RIP Gabrielle de Lioncourt you would have loved boy moms on TikTok
#LISTEN i love my girl gabby but like. wtf was all of that…#nobody is doing it like her (it being egregious levels of emotional incest)#iwtv#the vampire chronicles#gabrielle de lioncourt#lestat de lioncourt#the vampire lestat#queen of the damned
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Bro genuinely all they have to do now is have Lisa say something about being Carla's safe place or safe space (and mean it) and that is it, I will literally combust and shatter into a million fragments of lesbian transcendence. You will not be able to kill me in any way that matters
#personal#carla connor#its all about the safe place boys#swarla#like literally carla has been so good for SO long and life has done nothing but take potshots at her#and yes shes loud and mouthy and shes a drinker and a gambler#she is NOBODYs girl next door and dont you dare try and put her in that mold#but god. GOD. no matter what life has done to her. she just#stays#/kind/#she takes people under her wing and she offers to listen and she protects those who need it#maria and roy and sally and kate and bobby and rana and ryan and betsy#shes a bitch and shes a hardass and shes ambitious and shes capable of so much self destruction#but over and over shes just proved that her kindness and her compassion overrides all of that#she cares and cares and /cares/ so deeply and she wants to do right by people and it!!! fucking gets her kicked in the teeth all the time!!!#but here she is again#opening her heart up to someone (two someones actually)#even tho shes terrified and shes said as much too#she wants this to be the place where she can finally lay her head down to rest and it be safe and sweet and permanent#and if lisa gives that to her#if betsy and lisa become her family#thats it genuinely if they become her safe place--the place where this brave kind woman can finally not have to be brave#and not have to fight for every last bit of joy she can wring out of life#you will find me facedown floating in an oily rain puddle like that kermit gif
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oh merrill...
#I LOVE YOU MERRILL YOU MAKE ME INSANE#she did something mountainous and nobody cared. she reversed the effects of the blight with blood magic!!!#the lengths she went to to try and rediscover elven history...marethari how could you blame her when you were the one who taught her?#you told her how important elven history is#can you blame her for listening#i think isabela would understand.#merrill did something people didn't want her to do#and just like that people turned on her#her whole clan wanted her dead and the party slaughtered them..........augh#the banter between merrill and fenris after you kill the elves...fenris have you no heart#fenris! she LOVED THEM she did it ALL FOR THEM#you know what it's like to be betrayed by family#you know what it's like to kill the people you loved!!#yes i am talking about his sister#i believe he loved her#oh merrill.#merrill is so empathetic and powerful and perceptive. if you think she's stupid YOU are the stupid one#she might be the only one in da2 that knows what's going on#she is so? kind. even when people (anders and fenris) treat her like a child to be chastised#anyway. temporary companion amell who learns of what merrill's doing to fix the eluvian#and realizes that blood magic could hold a cure to the calling#my amell is like. neutral good. but it's been so ingrained in her that blood magic is dangerous and bad that she shies away from it#her holding a dagger to her hand squeezing her eyes shut and slashing her hand open#blood pours and circles around her like a hungry animal#dragon age you haunt me like a wronged spirit that craves to be heard#merrill#merrill art#dragon age#peren procreates#calm down per
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Bellara Lutare in Dragon Age Veilguard voiced by Jee Young Han
#SPOILERY AUDIO. I HIGHLY RECOMMEND listening to this AFTER you do her first personal quest#dragon age#anyways. you guys can never make me hate her oh my god#i love. i love her so much#best character#i love her so MUCH#i can talk about for centuries why shes so... god. anyways. i love her#bellara lutare#jee young han#english#american accent#fem#sorry half of this audio is the ending of her first personal quest because that whole scene destroyed MEEEEEE#HERRRRRRR#LADIES AND GENTLEMEN HERRRR !!!!#nobody can ever make me hate her im not kidding#i thought i wasnt going to like her . i was so wrong#shes soooooooooooo (sound of glass breaking)#datv#dragon age veilguard#audio#dragon age the veilguard
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it reached a point
tw: self-hatred, anxiety
after pin realized the full atrocity she had committed in bfdia 18 she isolated herself in a cave and (silently) told herself the most dehumanizing remarks mentally conceivable. everything about her existence is abhorrent and she doesnt deserve a shred of love
(i enjoy to think that nobody found her until she was eventually dead in that cave. whoever found her didnt recover her because they assumed that was what she wanted at that time)
there's a second half to the little pin story featured here by the way ‼️ feast upon a teensy-weensy bit

#make surest to listen to my pin bfdia presentation video essay!!! she hates herself she hates herself she hates herself trust ♡♡♡#maybe coiny and book are extremely severely conflicted on whether to trust her or not#let alone say her name#nobody ever mentions her but shes chronically in both of thejr heads#even though shes EVIL!!! EVIL SUPERVILLAIN WITH SEVERE ISSUES#evil women#im geeked#amywya pin gets brain damage after bfdia 18 the end#pin bfdi#bfdi pin#battle for dream island#bfdi#osc#osc art#bfdia#bfdia pin#pin bfdia#it felt good doing all that evil for the few seconds that it lasted but instead of curing that raging anxiety it skyrocketed it#now shes WORSE 💔💔💔#EVIL WOMAN AT WHAT COST 💔💔💔#SHE SUCCESSFULLY CONVINCED EVERYONE SBE WAS UNLOVABLE LIKESHE WA TED NOW WHAT GIRLIE#bfdia 18#tw self-hatred#tw anxiety
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idk if anyone following me here is celebrating but Happy Purim!
today sucked major nuts and I don't have the energy to make Hamantashen but I am going to fix myself a drink, eat prepackaged cookies, and since I have no silly costume to dress up in, I will watch my favourite Englishman dress up in a silly costume
and look super cute
and stare at his best friend like this
He may not have the power to fix me but he sure is helping <3
#Okay new observation: the sexy saxophone song that plays after Poirot says it's time for some Crème de Banane?#It's 'THE VERY THOUGHT OF YOU'!!?? my HEART?? That's *SUCH* A HASTIROT SONG??#'the very thought of you//and I forget to do//the little ordinary things that everyone ought to do'#(Oh yep. That part is Hastings' part. stares at Poirot too long. Looks at Poirot when others are speaking to him.)#'I'm living in//a kind of daydream//I'm happy as a king//and foolish though it may seem//to me//that's everything'#(they make each other happyyy)#'the mere idea(r) of you//the longing here for you//you'll never know//how slow//the moments go//'till I'm near to you'#(says Poirot when he's missing Hastings)#'I see your face//in every flower//your eyes in stars above//it's just the thought of you//the very thought of you//my love'#Listen!!!! I'm NEVER gonna be normal about this episode I love it so#anyways fuck today I'm gonna turn it around nobody gets to kick me when I'm down and make me stay on the ground#I'M STILL HERE BITCHES YA CAN'T GET RID OF ME THAT EASY#Once I get some rest it's over for those problems o' mine#(I would not be feeling like this if it wasn't for my friend too so shoutout to her for listening to me complain/worry/be generally#terrified for like. 2 hours. and still telling me that I'm gonna be okay and that I have the power to fight back against the horrors)#hastings x poirot#3.10 affair at the victory ball#poirot#watching poirot#hastings/poirot#back on my screencapping bullshit#hastirot
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A worse idea I've seen circulated on tumblr is ""I've seen people suggest Tim and Bernard adopting the kid she gave up and later finding out about her being Steph's. Which could be cute imo"
The justification being "well it's not like they are doing anything with the kid and Steph can play a part too. What's the problem".
Now this is SUPER misogynistic.
Not enough that the whole arc of her pregnancy was basically all about Tim canonically, let's make the baby about him as well <3
#listen obvioualy i have a bit of a soft spot for the pregnancy arc#i'm glad nobody's ever really mentioned it post dixon BUT. but. in the hands of a good writer you could do something really interesting wit#it#and OBVIOUSLY i have an even bigger soft spot for tim being involved in the kid's life#but like. adopting her?? without steph?? no??#also. she'd be like six now#by the time timber would be ready to be. idk ten? eleven?#why hasn't she been adopted ALREADY#bobbinasks#anon#fandomwank
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dess holiday woman that you are…
on another one of my “rotating a deltarune character around in my brain” days and Man. dess. i doubt we’ll see her in the next two chapters and part of me sort of hopes we never truly find out what happened to her at all. it’s the tragedy enjoyer in me but i LOVE a dess who isn’t trapped anywhere, who left entirely under her own power, and just never comes back. and for the rest of time you have to live in that terrible inbetween space where she’s dead and alive and both and neither and you just won’t ever get to know. it’s horrible!!! it’s heartbreaking!!!! i love it!!!
which should be obvious i did write an entire fic about it. but still. dess <3
#chatter#deltarune#tho to be honest I’m rotating drk dess around a lot too#she hasn’t shown up yet but MAN I love drk dess.#trying her best doing everything wrong but the love is there#and it isn’t enough because of course it’s not. it’s just a word#but she really is doing what she thinks is best#that’s just. not the right thing a lot of the time#but how can you know what the right thing is#when you’re 18 your best friend is shutting you out and won’t listen to you#you have a Big Huge Destiny because if nobody else sees the dark you do then you must be special#and somewhere in the fog you’re now responsible for a six year old#like there aren’t any good choices here. just trying your best#drk dess i LOVE YOU
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Most Likely to Wander Off - Nominations
a penchant for wandering off is a core trait of practically every companion, but who is first out of the starting blocks even when its incredibly dangerous, who cannot stay put no matter how imperative, who can the doctor not afford to let out of their sights?
no specific rules for this one, just the general guidelines of preferably no alternate versions of the same character unless they are very different eg through regeneration, and limited nominations from franchises other than doctor who and only if their universes are incredibly intertwined with Doctor Who (ie more than a small handful of crossovers)
all tv companions, along with some of the better known eu companions, are automatically included and so don't need nominating. full list here
Nominations:
Antranak
Missy
Wolsey
Rose the Cat
K9 mk 5
K9 from K9 Australia
John and Gillian Who
The TARDIS
Cousin Eliza
Delgado!Master
Ainley!Master
Miss Evangelista
proper Dave
other Dave
Anita
guy played by steve pemberton whose name i will look up in a minute: Strackman (??! - what) Lux
Death's Head
Thomas Brewster
Lulubelle
Mels Zucker
Rose Noble
this list will be whittled down to 8 during the round 1 group stage
Nominations will be open for at least 24 hours, until 14:00 BST (GMT/UTC + 1) 30/08
after that no guarantees, but always worth a try if the tournament isn't yet underway
#stray companions: nominations#doctor who#is it to early to start my campaign for evelyn#i mean she doesn't need to be nominated#so we're good for today#but she deserves the whole thing#and as an eu companion need to start the campaign early#okay spectre of lanyon moor she witnesses a grisly death and is a bit shaken#so everyone is like you clearly need some time to recover#go upstairs and have a rest#short time late she's sneaking out of the house to go do some breaking and entering#gets caught talks about tudor archetecture while she's getting locked up by the owner#who foolishly expects her to stay inside a locked room#but nah she quickly breaks a window and climbs out#(all thats from memory so some details might be wrong because i haven't checked)#ive only listened to three evelyn stories and i know its her#nobody wanders off like her#i love her#okay campaigning over for today
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#tw pet death#dreamt that he started breathing again at the end of my bed#and it sounded like how he was breathing as he died#and because i was dreaming i couldnt move. even in the dream#so i couldnt get him out#tried to shout for help but i couldnt speak#that was a lot#he's still on my bed in a patch of sun#half an hour until we leave to give him to the vets#i read a kids book when i was probably too young about a girl who kept her dead cat's body in her wardrobe#i think it was jacqueline wilson?? probably djbfjfj#that was a little child in the book#but guess what i want to do now at age 22 lmao#i thought it would be easier once he was gone because i wouldn't need to stay with him 24/7#but turns out i actually do! and ive got maybe an hour left of being able to do that#...... and im blogging FJBFJDNDJ#not that i look at follower count but i saw it yesterday and i'm shocked nobody has unfollowed because of all this#i'm so sorry#i don't want to say any of this to my family because it would upset them#and my friends are already hearing enough#my mum is saying she wishes she could see him. which will break me at some point#but right now i have no strength left to try to orchestrate that#and ask my dad to let her#maybe that's selfish but i did everything i could so she could have a day with him#and also invited her here when my dad was out#he probably knows because he has cameras#but if he does hes done a great job of not acting angry with me#im so exhausted i cant be begging him to let her see his body#i will feel guilty about not doing that#reached tag limit lmaooo thanks for listening but i hope nobody reads this despite publically posting it
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💛— warnings. none
💛— synopsis. I have no excuse for this it's just romantic sappy angst bullshit.
💛— word count. 454
: ・ෆ・┈・┈・꒰ིྀ ♡̩͙ ꒱ིྀ ・┈・┈・ෆ・ :
this is part of the Eleanor Lore Series
one.
two. (you are here!)
random thoughts post
Bruises faded from deep purple to a sickly looking yellow green. Despite the appearance this meant they were healing. Her body breaking down the pooled blood, reabsorbing it.
Whitney leaned over Eleanor carefully, mindful of her bruised body as he watched her face in the dim glow of her star covered ceiling. The gunmetal hoops of his snakebites caught what little light there was, drawing her to his lips. His hand came up to cradle her face with unusual gentleness, thumb ghosting over the healed scrapes and cuts on her cheekbone. She tilted her head slightly, golden eyes meeting his blue ones.
"You sure you're okay for this?" he murmured, the cool metal of his piercings barely touching her lips.
Eleanor nodded, closing her eyes and parting her lips slightly in anticipation. Her heart beating loudly in her ears.
Her hands gripped his shirt, knuckles white like if she let go he’d be gone. Tears pricked at the corners of her eyes, a squeak caught in her throat. She tried holding it back, eventually failing to keep herself together and breaking into a sob.
He started gently, mindful that she was still quite injured despite her mood perking up in the past few days. She’d been silently begging him for physical touch, but his fear of her evident fragility and tested mortality held him back. He ran his tongue piercing across her bottom lip. The steel ball glided along until she caught it between her lips, a soft giggle impishly escaped her mouth. She didn’t tug too hard, certainly not enough to harm the piercing.
Her playfulness emboldened him, a trace of how she had been before this fucking disaster. He met her where she was at, kissing her deeply, hungrily. Leaning into her.
He immediately pulled back, distress evident on his face, frozen in uncertainty.
“I missed you so much,” her voice was scratchy and horse, the first words she had spoken in two weeks. The joy of this contact overwhelmed her, flooding her brain to the point of tears.
His expression softened, an unusual vulnerability for him. He placed a kiss on her forehead, lingering there for a moment. Taking her in, sensations he missed while she was gone, while she was too injured to touch. He inhaled deeply, his nose wrinkling at the antiseptic smell that covered her usual scent of vanilla and orchids. Her hair and skin smelled like a hospital.
He lowered himself beside her on the bed, arm looping around her to pull her close, her head settling on his chest while he rubbed her back. She was safe now; she felt safe.
"You’re tough as fuck," he murmured against the top of her head, nuzzling into her hair, “the toughest slut I know.”
#whitney the bully#dol pc#dol#degrees of lewdity#I listened to makedamnsure while writing this and was almost in tears lmao#eleanor lore#elealore lmao#I know nobody gives a shit but man I do so thats enough#Eleanor lore series is my alternative to his dismissal event because I didn't get that because he fell in love with her too quickly in game#lmao fuck
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I have too many wips already but hmm... Rembrandt time loop au....
#like rembrandt is someone whose recurring role in the story is to be cassandra and complain and tell the warriors not to do shit#which will inevitably go badly for them#and nobody really listens to her#so rembrandt knowing whats gonna happen next and suddenly putting up a huge fight truing to convince the others not to do stuff#it hits....#i think the arc here for rembrandt is going from trying very selfishly to improve the outcome of the timeloop by saving fox and ajax#to slowly realizing that the person she actually has to save is cyrus#bc of my very nearly completely unsubstantiated headcanon that rembrandt is a cynic who doesnt actually believe that#peace is possible#and so she just keeps trying to maintain the status quo and get all the warriors home#or throw a fit and stop them from even being at the meeting#but the loop keeps looping#until she eventually decides she needs to actually change the fate of the whole city#chariot whats that you said about 100 character post with a novel in the tags
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