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xx-thedarklord-xx · 9 months

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Imaginary Playground

Draco owns the biggest toy store in Diagon Alley, and he makes all of the wooden toys himself. Business might be good, but the best part of the day is when his favorite customer brings in their father, even if that father is Potter.

Some tags: Woodworker Draco Malfoy, Draco Owns a Toy Store, Smitten Harry Potter, Harry has a Crush

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#drarry #Draco Malfoy #Harry James Potter #James Sirius Potter #XxTheDarkLordxX Writes #Fluff #Lot's of Fluff #Advent Month Day 17 #I'm not liking this moodboard #but my back is really hurting today #sciatic pain #and I don't feel like starting over #just like pretend it looks good

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 4 months

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Good morning, Sleepyhead.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #lan wangji #'WWX was asleep for 4 days' is an incorrect factoid.#The average WWX sleeps for 8 hours. The PD-MDZS WWX who was asleep for 40 comics and 4 months is an outlier.#We are back to present day! I have missed drawing them!#Ah...the contrast between how the flashback ended (cold and distrustful) to how wwx wakes up (warm and watched over)...#The gap between the past and present is very important. Not just in this story but in our lives too.#The past can still hurt and it doesn't just go away with time as some say. It is the power of realizing that things have changed.#We can't get the good back. The bad memories have concluded. Those live somewhere else now.#It is hard to realize that you have to live for today and tomorrow. The past is so loud.#For WWX it is realizing that despite the mistrust in the past - He really does have faith that LWJ will be there for him.#It is the reflection of knowing that you changed and will keep changing and that change is good and kind sometimes.#But more importantly...and this I really do mean with all my heart:#It will all end up okay in the end. Even after the worst day. The most painful losses. You will get through it.#What feels like a breaking point is truthfully just another step you have to take. You'll get through it even though it feels like the end.#There are wonderful things you have yet to see. Friends you have yet to meet.#Even if it hurts so badly...one day it just aches. Someday you'll go a few weeks not remembering that it ever hurt.#Oh and because my izutsumi comic revealed many people were in need of hearing this:#You are loved. Right now. You are so loved right now. We just forget to tell each other that.#Go tell the people you love that they matter to you. I'm assigning you homework!!! You are graded on completion.

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parasitoidism · 4 months

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SMTIV English Artbook Scans

Today, I was able to finish scanning my entire English SMTIV art book! This book is weirdly hard to find so I'm glad I was able to do this, and I hope that everyone enjoys being able to read the official translation of this incredible art book!

#smtiv #smt iv #shin megami tensei iv #smt4 #smt #shin megami tensei #senshi voice 'TIS FINISHED #takes a deep bow and then falls over because my back hurts from crouching over my scanner for like 3 hours today #anyways theres so much cool stuff in here in terms of commentary like there is so much text in here #comments on like every single thing #also this entire like 2.5 page interview with masayuki doi and eiji ishida #also peep the little goddess of tokyo easter egg on the very first and last pages #im already a serial tag yapper but i just want to say that i really really hope that you guys get something out of this because it makes me #very happy to think that someone might get to learn something new or cool or interesting from these that is my one and only wish #also bc that took me a really long time and my printer lives on the floor. ow. my bones #myscans

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holy-watercolors · 7 months

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Why is bro trying to come out?!!??!?!!11 Get outta here man!!

more Kinito pet fanart!! I love this game so so much :333

#ohh my god i THINK this might be the last drawing for today #probably not #this guy is too silly #i gotta draw him #ive actually drawn so much that my arm is starting to hurt OW #kinito my beloved #kinito fanart #kinitopet fanart #kinito pet #kinitopet #kinito the axolotl #i would give him my credit card information #digital drawing #drawing #artwork #sorry i've been dead i was having really bad artblock #again #but now im back and this is all your gonna get for a week and a half #silly

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moeblob · 7 months

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I am really tired of a situation rn.

#fe three houses #felix hugo fraldarius #me using felix on my angy days because he is my angersona? you bet!#anyway if you want to try to get someones money or something bc you hurt your own car banging into mine #can you try to be a bit more timely with it buddy come on you hit me on feb29 !#why am i getting your insurance company calling me today !#also i would like to point out i didnt do it and neither of us were hurt and i filed a claim with my own insurance comp #and also filed a police report bc he didnt even suggest calling the cops to the scene #so like yeah hey man maybe you and your insurance company can move a lil faster or smth #literally everything that happened the day of is - according to my dad - an intimidation tactic #i look like im 15 and he probably thinks he can take advantage of a new driver but ya know! tough luck!#im just really tired and stressed over multiple things not negative so getting this on top of it was like #bro .................... anyway my phone didnt pick up for some reason so i called back and then nothing got resolved #cause the person who actually called me wasnt around to connect the line to from the guy who answered #idk man just its a lot despite my v minimal energy #got a job interview on monday tho ! and then also next week is an eye exam #and you might be thinking isnt that a good thing to get your eyes checked? you are correct but i am horrified #there are two body parts that give me absolute anxiety and eyes are one of them #and i know my eye sight is declining and im just v anxious #its fine im going to be fine i just have to be anxious about it

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crimeronan · 3 months

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i had a dream that there was a genuinely benevolent man who wanted to give away $400,000 no strings attached to someone who truly needed it, and for some reason he considered me in the running, and i was like, "oh, i would have been last year, but i'm not anymore. like i need to be honest with you, i'd LIKE the money but i can't in good conscience take it from someone else. i'm able-bodied now and nearly back to full independence"

and he was like "okay, show me. climb these stairs."

and then he brought me to a staircase made up of about 60 incredibly steep steps. that were so sheer it was like a vertical rock climb.

my right hip was already hurting but i was like "yeah lmao, no problem :)" and started to climb. it became Immediately Apparent that i couldn't put my full weight on my right side, so i carefully hobbled up each step using my left leg and the railings.

halfway up my hip fully gave out.

the guy was like, "okay, okay, stop, i've seen enough. oh my god no. hey. STOP" and i was like "NO, I CAN FUCKING DO IT. I TOLD YOU I CAN DO IT AND I'M GOING TO DO IT." and then i pushed myself up the remaining steps by using my arms and hopping on my good leg.

which was difficult but achievable! i was incredibly proud of myself. i am the hulk. i am buff. i have the arm strength of a god.

sadly no one else was nearly as impressed. at the top there were a couple women who i guess worked with the mysterious benefactor, and they grabbed me and hauled me onto the upper landing like "WHY WOULD YOU FUCKING DO THAT?? WHY DID YOU DO THAT" as i Finally got to sit down.

anyway.

i then woke up with my right leg twisted well over 90 degrees. and pinned beneath me.

because my hip had subluxed worse in my sleep than it has in probably, like.... Over A Year.

so.

this is what two weeks without PT does to a motherfucker.

#dreams #pt tag #ehler danlos life #autoimmune tag #etc. all the health things.#my dream self is usually super selfish too. girl take the fucking money?? WHY #i mean clearly because my subconscious was trying to express YOU'RE REALLY HURT. WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UP #but like. good god.#all is fine i popped it back in and i can walk. just with pain.#i skipped 2 weeks of PT bc of the antibiotic migraines and now i'm paying for it. i'll do my damn exercises today.#GOD that hip does hurt though. like CATASTROPHICALLY.

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hychlorions · 2 years

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For the sake of auld lang syne...

#klapollo #klavier gavin #apollo justice #.png #oh mein gott! ein klapollo from quippy! vat a surprise 🙄#i got home from my family's nye reunion and drew this in my sketchbook #and since i couldn't sit up and do commissions at my desk today bc our internet was down and i forgot to save the references #and also since my back hurts like hell #i just colored it on my ipad while lying down :"D #the last time i posted a new year's klapollo it was really sad. so this one's more ambiguous #next time (if there's even a next time) who knows :)

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quinn-pop · 1 year

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mtdd week day 3 - caring (pt 2)

just another night (and it's ours)

part 1

#mtddweek2023 #dedede absolutely hurt his back leaning down for that kiss #yes it was hard to draw i really struggled with this one #i really love scenes like this though #kirbyposting #my art or something #meta knight #king dedede #metadede #quinn does comics #fun fact um ive redrawn pretty much every panel in this again and again i dont know why i struggled with the art on this one specifically #since i finished everything with time to spare ive been trying to clean things up a bit more but some panels are harder than others #art is hard #im still not happy with a lot of things but it is what it is #idk how obvious it is but when i was writing these scripts i was really wanting some soft meta moments #sometimes it’s nice to let the blorbos be happy and in love and admiring each other yknow #i have so many thoughts but not for today

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bigothteddies · 10 days

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I am reconnecting to my community 🥺

#unimportant thoughts #blegh got back from the bike jumps a little bit ago #and my heart hurts #my partner told me i was rejoinin my community last week #and this week with all the interactions i had today :(#it really sunk in :(#im back with my community :(

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astranauticus · 8 months

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(spoilers up to orv chapter 270) (sort of?)

you ever just kinda. suddenly realise what you're listening to

#omniscient reader's viewpoint #omniscent reader #orv spoilers #orv #kim dokja #yoo joonghyuk #art i made #the first hyperlink is to the song on youtube the second one is to my translation btw #that caption was not an exaggeration i was deadass like walking back from class with my spotify on shuffle and kinda like #tuned back in to what was playing in my ears and just had a kinda. HOLD UP WAIT A FUCKIN SECOND #honestly the whole song is kinda yjh if you squint and like for what its worth literally the only reason this is tied to like #that scene from 269 specifically is bc i literally just read that part today so it was really fresh in my brain #god the process of making this was so strange too bc i did it in almost one sitting except i had a fuckin SPORTS EVENT of all things #in the evening so it was like. 3 hours straight of doing this 2 hours of playing sportsball of all things then another 3 hours of this #so now i am physically mentally AND emotionally drained! genuinely couldntve had a more exhausting consecutive 8 hours if i tried #btw fun fact in the spirit of like. making life easier for myself all of yjh's flashback frames or whatever are webtoon panel redraws #except for that last one obviously cuz the webtoon isnt there yet (which. wow the processing of drawing that was. very painful)#but its like. I AM THE WAY THAT I AM if given the chance to draw to my knowledge one of the most tragic moments from the story I WILL DO IT #ok looking back theres a bunch of editing errors but also i just. really need to go do my ACTUAL FUCKIN WORK LMAO #god my arm hurts #hmmm i might clean up that 10 scenario sketch later on. i kinda like how the wings turned out #and also kdj's dipshit expression.

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frecklystars · 20 days

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I might actually open my inbox for the first time in [undetermined specific amount of months] there’s over 500 unread asks in there ;-; I’m rly touched so many people have been reaching out to me even when I haven’t been here

#I was thinking today how it always used to help me when I’d ask for F/O reassurance and I’d get a flood of nice asks #an anon told me Luke would carry his butterfly knife on him to make me feel safe. and I never forgot that #that sticks with me dude I think about that EVERY TIME I see Luke #it makes me feel so safe with him in a way that I felt incapable of feeling safe with him before #another anon said Colt’s lovestruck expression towards Jody is how he’d look at me. and it helps me feel better 🥺😭#and I think about my signature anons and all of my friends and just generally really nice bloggers who follow and send support #and I miss that. receiving nice asks genuinely always helped me feel so much calmer during the storm #or turtle anon and clover anon going into depth about how Ken is built for love and not violence. and all the stuff they said based on that #it helps! everything people say to me helps me feel so much better with my F/Os #fic anon my beloved guardian angel in my inbox literally writing whole entire stories for me #<- btw fic anon if you’re reading this. I didn’t forget about my promise! I’m gonna doodle you something special #idk if you’ve sent anything recently I haven’t opened my inbox in a few months #but yeah anyone out there who’s ever sent me a nice ask. thank you so much #it helps me hold on a little longer if I think about all the nice things ppl say to me #orange heart anon and maple leaf anon my beloveds #sunflower anon the literal ray of sunshine that you are #anyone who’s ever left me nice messages I always remember and look back on them #esp because I spent SO LONG trapped with someone who would tell me how my F/Os would find enjoyment in hurting me solely bc they love me #and I learned that I’m only loved thru violence. and it’s so. hard. to try to unlearn that #but reading people telling me otherwise helps me a lot. and I need to get back into that #woof

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michameinmicha · 24 days

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I moved almost all my stuff and so far it went really well!

We still need to put the closet back together and some shelves but all the furniture and boxes are here now (except bed and desk which i will buy new ones soon)

My friends are so wonderful and carried all my heavy boxes upstairs (theyre very strong wtf)

I havent arranged most of it yet, its all just randomly in my room, but that only makes sense after we put the closet together and see where it fits...

#also i have basically no clothes here and my bedding too (ill sleep at my moms places until i get new bed and bedding)#its so surreal to be here #especially cause i was so so scared but it went really well #my roommates friend also spontaneously came to help (even tho they dont know me) and another friend of theirs is coming to help with #the closet (because she just really like putting furniture together apparently)#so thats super sweet and im so glad for it #im exhausted tho (even tho i didnt carry most of the stuff myself) and its so hot today oof #my back hurts :(#i could sleep for a million years right now #(especially since i couldnt sleep last night again til 5am)#mine

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osaemu · 8 months

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hi tumblr 😓

#sabs posts!#had a really busy day today :<#and i'll probably have one tmrw too #thank u for all the asks 🤍#i'll get to them when i feel up to it #my stomach hurts and i'm in kind of a shitty mood so i don't think rn is the best time for me to reply #but i read them all !! 🤞 u guys r very sweet #anyways i'm gonna go back to wallowing in misery /hj #bye bye tumblr 🤍

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miyamoratsumuu · 2 months

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I haven't stayed up past midnight in months???? who knew the reason I'd end up doing it again is bc of an umbrella design

#HUHU PLS #MY GROUP MATES AND I HAVE BEEN GOING BACK AND FORTH ON THIS THE WHOLE DAY #this contradicts to that #and that couldn't work because of this #and that would be too expensive #that's already been done before #that wouldn't make sense if out together #IDKKK ANYMOREEEEE #i feel like i wouldn't want to see another umbrella for the rest of my life #the amount of times I searched things related to umbrellas today is crazy #check my sestch history rn and all you'll see are umbrellas #umbrella parts #umbrella brands #types of umbrellas #umbrella prices #innovative umbrella designs #umbrella designs #UGHHSJWBSHW I CAN'T ANYMORE AND IT'S ONLY OUR FIRST WEEK #I've said this so many times this month but this time I really am physically hurt #my streak of not going to bed past midnight is broken</3 #and it's bc of an umbrella #also I'll answer the asks in my inbox tomorrow hihi #I SAW THE ASK ANA SENT AND I WAS GIGGLING FOR MINUTES #ANA IF YOU SEE THIS PLS KNOW THAT I LOVE AND APPRECIATE YOU SO SO MUCH<3333 #🖇️frans; [ yaps !! ]

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brainworms-all-night-long · 2 months

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Not feeling it rn cuz idk how to disclose to my family (mom, really) that I have two very funnily misplaced random underskin lumps on my neck and and one on the back of my head, and that my mind immiditely jumped to the worst conclusion

#The constant fatigue migranes and brain fog ive had for a good year doesn't help #oh its the damned phone it's because you don't do anything all day it's because you don't see the sun #maybe #doesn't change the fact that they are there and I'm scared haha #had the one on the back of my head for a while #and definitely didnt have a panic attack over finding the third one earlier today when absemindedly scratching my neck #they're kinda hard to find but once you feel them boy oh boy it #sigh it just seems really idk. over the top?#like if I was suppoused to die couldn't it have been anything less mentally and money taxing lmao #why bother with cancer ffs it's not like I have anything in my life going on #and to think I was actually planning on getting it together #my mom has enough on her plate as she is #what with her work slowly killing her #why is she literaly the only one that would kinda care #only after telling me I'm definitely overreacting but still #whatver man #I can't sleep but my head hurts #it's just my period anyway #sorry guys I will be back to Joy and whimsy soon I'm sure #vent #like in amongus haha

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cryolyst · 2 months

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#they speak!#it's probably just the illness that's making me extra irritable but like.#roommate kept coming up to me this morning going oh did i wake you up? i'm sorry if i did. did i do that or no? i'm really sorry.#and i kept telling him to stop saying sorry because i didn't have the brain power to phrase #'you could've been more considerate of your volume but you also have the right to use the common space so it's whatever'#but he said it to me again before i went to my room just now and it's like. ok. shut up.#if you actually cared that much u would've just been quieter in the first place actually.#anyways. annoyed. there were some annoying customers in the store today but it was whatever.#i feel like my fucks to give had already worn out with all the ppl in my social circle/my parents and the recent ongoings of that #[redacted] was being passive aggressive to me in the group chat and it's like. ok! idk what u want from me.#and i'm grateful for them for coming over and helping me with cleaning last week #and it's those sorts of actions that let me know they care and want good things for me #but like. i haaaate telling them anything because even innocuous non-private things get turned into judgement with them.#also. more and more i can feel how i'm drifting away from h and now with retrospect i can see how we mutually hurt each other :)#i keep coming back to this one period where i really wanted to take them to try dimsum and they kept saying they were too scared to try it #and in their new friend group they regularly go out n get dimsum together. which on the surface is like. why didn't you want to go with /me #i told you i wanted to share what i liked and i would explain what things were and i could do the talking and you still said no #but it's also very much a reflection of how i always rolled over and enabled them. i never challenged them. i was always passive.#i also feel like i'm heavily neglecting e and a recently and i can tell how the physical distance is affecting us and idk. it's weird.#anyways. another post that should've been a journal entry! lol!#when [redacted] helped with cleaning they also buried my journal under my like #300 packets of sesame candies and i can't be bothered to dig it out. also my bandaids are missing now. <3 #ik this also sounds passive aggressive but genuinely appreciate the help i just kinda hate how they think hidin everything in boxes is good #'we need to get you some more storage boxes and containers!!' actually i think that will be the opposite of helpful.#i need everything visible and on open surfaces so i can 1) remember they exist for me to use and 2) not have barriers for me to get to them

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