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Hello there💙
Your HEX buddy calling📞🎅 and let me just say, I’m very excited to have gotten you as my match!
I have a little question for you.
Do you have songs and/or poems you associate silrah with?
(Hope you have a good one)
Always yours,
hex buddy 2023 💌
P.S. Homecoming or coming home, that is the question🧐(I’ve yet to find answer to, brb)
Hello, HEX buddy! 💙💙💙 This is exciting!
I have spent entirely too much time, and probably more than I should have, paging through quotes in response to your question (oops), but some random songs that have popped into mind as I did follow, in vaguely descending order of screaming. I've got a couple of playlists for Silrah, but those are specific to fics or AUs so they're probably less useful. (Just wait, I'll think of a dozen more as I listen to music this week and shriek about it into the void.)
Black Tape for a Blue Girl's "Bastille Day, 1961"
David Gray's "The Other Side"
10,000 Maniacs' "If You Intend"
Toad the Wet Sprocket's "Come Down"
Paper Route, "Glass Heart Hymn"
Poetry is harder, esepcially without digging a variety of books out, but W. S. Merwin's "Separation" and Tennessee Williams' "We Have Not Long to Love" both pop in readily. Lately I've had Linda Pastan's "The Five Stages of Grief" stuck in my head, the final lines in particular. My current poetry obsession is George Seferis though, and in a particularly Silrah vein I'd probably point at "Flight", though it's not one of the ones I scream about the loudest. r.h. sin's "infinite us", which I cannot find to link and so am quoting below, gives me (romantic or platonic) soulmate vibes, which I honestly adore -- I absolutely ship those two, but I am equally here for deep platonic bonds instead.
I assure you that when this life ends I will find you in the next no matter what the circumstances are our love is forever everlasting, never-ending
Anyway. Before I don't get to the work I've been meaning to do and just vanish into poetry books, I should stop. This is already a very long and roundabout way of saying "I am bad at this thing but I hope these provide something useful", and thank you in advance!
PS: an excellent question -- though why not both?
#ftwsholidayexchange#excited and scared#but mostly just excited on this side#(save the scared for my own creative efforts)#i love you HEX buddy#asked and answered
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truthfully i want to back away from jjk but i don’t know how
#bc i still love nanami & want to write about him but#i don’t feel like i’m a part of the fandom anymore#& im okay w it i just want to have my own space on here#it’s just all i see allll the time and i’m kind of tired of it :( bc i don’t care anymore#i don’t get excited about it like i do bsd either :(#i also don’t just want to be known as a jjk blog which i feel like … i kind of am now maybe :/#but like it’s ALLL people post about & i have a lot of jjk moots which i love so i’m not going to block anyone 😭😭 but i also wish i could#just like …. distance myself easier lol#it’s mostly the fandom too like idk i don’t like it#anyway sorry for the rant but if you’re wondering why i’m posting all abt bsd again all of the sudden this is why#i just realized it makes me a lot happier !! :3 to be more a part of that side of tumblr
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ok fuck it heres ronald's girlfriend
i took a lot of inspiration from navia and bloody queen's bloodbath skin u.u
#her jellyfish hair...... so beautiful#the posing might look a bit odd - arms mostly. i just wanted to show the other details#her glove pattern that is. so i remember that there's design there haha#i kept ping ponging in my brain if i should share it or not...#but i really reslly like the design i got going here so im excited welwkwk#also notice how she's very asymmetrical in design 🙈 that was to match him too 🙈#since his mask is half covered and his cape is draped on one side 🙈 hehe asymmetrical to matchy matchy#IM SO CORNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#~ art
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grian live on The Red Tour 2013
#dsmp dni#obviously this was the first thing i thought of when i saw that skin#the swiftie brain rot is insane#hermitcraft#hermitcraft season 6#hermitcraft grian#grian#hermitcraft tango#tangotek#dont know a lot abt tango#but his skin did give kinda punky vibes#like hes working steam punk but mostly punk with hints of steam#like string gummy cookie or something#im still new to hermitcraft#also i feel so crazy postibg more hermitvracft like 12 hours after saying i hated drawing#im just trying not to let the art block get me down too bad#but like i feel obsessed#but at the same time the last hermitcraft post i made is getting likes and reblogs faster than ANYTHING else ive ever posted#not that thats why im making hermitcraft fanart#i just think thats strange#i dont get as excited for hermitcraft/life the way i do for other interests like sp or caster chronicles#its on a different hyperfixation shelf for me#like a situationship hyperfixation#like if all my interests are my hoes than hermitcraft is my side fling#i dont know what i just typed#shitpost
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my favourite side episode that ive been planning for 5ever is the team gets invited to a fancy ball and aja gets a handmade gown for it and feels really Normal about all this
#theres more to it but thats the relevant part#basically this is a s2 episode so after shes died and come back and hutch is really insistent that aja has to put effort into making friends#outside of them. because they know she doesnt really have anyone else. and they really only made it through losing her because they had#people in their corner to help and be supportive. and she doesnt because she doesnt. like people or want anyone else#so they get these invites to this gala and hutch is like nah i dont wanna go. find someone to give my ticket to and have a good time#basically forcing her to go without her safety blanket yk#and she doesnt know who to ask and the whole episode is over the prep week for this while shes getting measured for the dress and#its getting made and fitted and whatever. and the costume girl whos been a side character the whole time but aj has never really paid much#attention to is SO excited to make this fancy dress and will hold aj in there for hours just to make sure its perfect#and at some point after a convo with hutch aj realizes she doesnt. listen when other people speak to her. and actually sits down to listen#to what seffie has to say and actually talk to her. and she talks about growing up watching princesses and celebrities on tv and being poor#and wanting more than anything to look like a princess on a red carpet like that and then does some like haha well at least i get to do my#job! and youll look beautiful! and aj is like. well actually. i have a ticket.#and thats the episode its mostly just about aja learning that other people DO understand her and she CAN relate to them#things she has convinced herself are impossible#and then it has the bonus of these two girls who never get to feel beautiful get to play dressup and go to a fancy party and enjoy each#others company. its kind of a filler episode but i love it#🌟
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Guess Who's Moving!!
It's me, I'm moving multiple states away with my cat in like 1 month! (That's still so crazy to me!)
I'm very excited none the less for the future! There will probably be more sketchy posts in the future before then. Whatever I can manage to squeeze in! Thank you guys for staying with me through this crazy time and thank you for (almost) 60 followers! :]
#I am very exhausted but I am doing my best to make all of this work!!#But the plus side is that i get to move in with our partner and their wonderful family until we both have a place of our own#but still#whole new state like 5 states away or something so big move!#having to drive through the mountains and shit again.... that part i am not excited for!!#not to MENTION the family shit going on#just when i thought my family couldnt be crazier i learn 3 new things back to back and im on the floor from the impact of shock#its still SUCH a crazy move to me but its definitely needed#not only to get the chapter of my life with our partner going#but to leave my hometown where just absolutely ALL my family is#mostly the side that actively stalks me and wont leave me alone so i can live a little more freely without being stressed#Its kind of an unexpected move but hey. Things happen for a reason sometimes!! and im excited#nervous of course but more excited more than absolutely everything#dolly's art#dolly doe#our art#artists on tumblr#artists of tumblr#dolly's rambles#original art
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Schmigadoon enthusiasts, please reblog this post with whether you preferred s1 or s2 and why 🙏 I've seen really mixed reactions and would love to know why the opinions seem to differ so greatly
#Its so cool how I can see a bunch of people saying they wayyy preferred season 2#and then turn around and see a bunch of different people say they preferred s1 and i just wanna know why#i personally enioyed season 1 but season 2 had me ballistically happy#I was in a constant state of excited buzz and joy#I think its mostly because I actually knew the musicals this time around#and how this specific era of musicals is one of my absolute favoirtes#but its also because Josh and Mel are a team this time instead of arguing with each other yknow#I just much prefer that dynamic#AND ALSO s2 explored the other chatacters much more and gave them the time to shine which is another thing i absolutely love#Josh and Mel were kind of the center of all the action in s1 but I enjoyed seeing different characters and their journeys#this also allowed aaron tveit and dove cameron and jane krakowski to be absolute standouts this season#and dont even get me started on the spectacular job Tituss Burgess did as the narrarator#Also the songs are so catchy but thats probably a side effect of me just liking this era of musicals#anyways s2 just appealed to me a lot because of how much it fit into my tastes#schmigadoon#schmicago#schmigadoon!
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Another day, another mf Corona Extra bottlecap for my collection
#i mostly collect bottlecaps off the ground since i dont typically drink soda or beer and it's been nothing but Corona Extra caps for YEARS#i thought it was just my neighbors#but one time i went beachcombing and i saw a bottlecap with the silver side up#and i got so excited! it wasnt even that rusty!#picked up and it was fuCKING CORONA EXTRA AGAIN#/nm#delphi washington
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#twitter repost#i guess its probably not THAT controversial i think i just really wanted to get that off my chest#xxxholic#i guess#no but like even tho mostly the quality was incredible the fact they basically were like HAHA ASSPULL and then dipped soon after is so..#i think im even a couple chapters behind and im not even rushing to catch up on them cause it burned me so bad#also cause its clamp im like. they can and will get worse sometimes with their weird shit and i cant trust that they wont#in fact holic is a funny one cause altho im less familiar with other series i know full well holic is one of their least Messy™ ones#iykwim#obviously thats not an inherent metric but like holic is usually nonsense free but i will never stop giving clamp bombastic side eye after#parts of the og ending and MOSTLY the fakeout alt universe mystery arc turning into an irrelevant fetch quest like#how do u produce media so perfect and then do that#and its also so long past tsubaholis main writing period so its like who cares??? why now???#especially cause it was like boom hiatus#anyway thats the main reason u never catch me rereading rei much at all#like i dont have an encyclopaedic knowledge of it solely cause the twist outcome pissed me off and made me so fckin nervous for the future#also im just worried now the movies done theyll be like oh we wrote 2 chapters ajd back to hiatus good riddance!! like#I've seen the digital fear struck into the eyes of x fans i wouldnt put it past them#anyway im still excited but god damn am i nervous and fucking suspicious as hell#sigh#why cant we live in a no fakeout more interesting arc ender world where also they decided to not pull a teacher student age gap 'ship'#ship in quotes cause they obviously dont fcking love each other#but clamp is SOOOOO addicted to that trope they wanted to mess with it a little like a cat with yarn even if its non romantic#like they were like we r a thirsty flower if we dont do something problematic even as a plot contrivance with no romance we will dieeeeeeee#one day i when holic is public domain (yeah im gonna live until like 500 im so cool like that) i will release hit doumeki movie#not trying to be a hater btw they do great work but damn if those ladies dont make me nervous as hell for where this whole thing could go#or if they even wanna finish it
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#periodical life updates#(<- NUMBER 3!!!) I FINISHED THE ANIMATION AND EVERYTHING FOR THAT PROJECT AND SENT IT OFF! super excited!!#it looks really cute! i tried my best and im mostly satisfied of where i landed <33#it's my little sibling's birthday today!! it's also the first official meeting of lgbt club!! (the other event was a fun lgbt mixer)#my backpack smells bad. like mildew or mold maybe? urgh its awful and gives me a headache. i might need a new one. i dont know. urghhh.#my programming homework is due today!! yike!! but other than that my personal projects with deadlines are all done!#INIQUITY NOW THAT YOU HAVE TIME ARE YOU FINALLY GONNA WORK ON YOUR SELF SHIP BLOG?? YES!! HOPEFULLY!!#truthfully i /have/ been working on it on the side. it looks decent but the colors;;; i have always been pretty sht at color picking?#i can adjust with filters but without that im like. a little not good yet lmao. gotta do some studies sometime perhaps#BUT YAY EXCITED!! ive got some rambles and doodles and a tag system and f/o info which is extremely cumbersome (affectionate)!!#also i have new fandom ocs for the latest dimension 20 campaign and im so delighted heho <33 this campaign is literally so fun.#im watching it with my sibling when its done!! OOH ALSO I FIGURED OUT HOW TO PNGTUBE AND i will likely never use it BUT COOL!!#i dont like. talk. lmao. my art streams are 1) silent 2) rare 3) only shared with my siblings. pngtuber is a little useless. but CUTE!!#i got boba tea yesterday!! sandy bought it :3 <3 and we're having pho and cheesecake later and i might plan out a little excursion today?#like i might get a treatsie. OR i'll just sit on campus as usual and get a mango smoothie and draw for a while (or work on homework.)#(lets be honest its likely the former. i might get a little back into traditional? ooh or maybe i'll practice my asl?) HEY THOUGH.#ive been thinking about making a henrey stickmn (ask)blog to practice asl? like. no plot. just henry teaching ellie and charles asl#really funny considering my Real concept of an askblog for THSC. not ace or eca; but a secret third thing (⛎) ;)#then again since when have i EVER followed through on an askblog lmao?? damb im all over the place today. we're already hitting tag limit#okay!! 3 AM!! if im going early tomorrow i gotta eep! goodnight everyone i love you!! see you tomorrow if i have the energy and time!!
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'It’s like the sun has entered Gary’s very soul. Every part of him burns with those words as they pound with each beat of his heart. Engulfing his body in divine flames, he is consumed entirely. This is all that exists.' - Chapter 1 of Better the Devil You Know
finished editing the first chapter of a project I wrote 2 years ago and plan to finish in November. it's a wordy, indulgent fic about my two favorite traumatized men from a campaign long, long ago.
it is explicit in nature, though the first chapter is mild, the content warnings are marked in the tags.
#[static]#wolf writes#dnd fanfiction#18+ Seriously please and thank you#I've been wanting to select some fics to work on for NaNoWriMo since those have been nagging at the back of my mind for some time#so I thought it'd be a good time to dust this chapter off and get excited to write and complete the other two#and yes i know the difference between incubi and succubi#oskov's got only succubi on that side of the family tree so though he's mostly a human man he's got a quarter infernal from his mom's side#it's all just fantasy fun#not my go to kind of writing but it was interesting to do! i do prefer eerie horror and spooky stories which i have plans for in the future#fingers crossed the link works it is giving me trouble on my computer but i can access it on mobile just fine
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Thinks oh so hard abt the spiraling upwards clan founders, especially the birchclan founders. Silly lil kitties who's pasts are drenched in blood with the primary regret of not drawing it sooner
#rat rambles#oc posting#warriors posting#spiraling upwards#long story short they had a shitty awful terrible leader who sucked absolutely ass and they tore him to shreds#I mean that literally they pinned him onto the mountain side and slashed and mauled the shit out of him so hard that his lives evaporated#and several of the cats involved in that scene are sill alive and major parts of the story and I love them#oh also the cat that pinned him through a stab through the throat was his own daughter btw everyone hated his ass so much#and for good reason get his ass#alas in the main story I dont rly get to go too deep into how he harmed everyone involved mostly just three main ones#aka bristlestar because shes murtlepaw's ghost mom dawncrackle because hes also haunting murtle and gullspot because shes bristle's kit#so basically all the flashbacks we get involve those three in some form or another#honeystar was also there and involved but Im not currently planning on having her rly talk abt that#most of her more modern angst is the fact that she was forced into leadership against her will#and shes been alive long enough that shes been leading birchclan far longer than she ever lived in her old clan#but she did go through a lot of shit before birchclan was founded and it definitely shaped her a lot#she used to be a very determined and high spirited lil kitty cat who tried to be optimistic#but her family began to slowly be picked off one by one by both the old leader and the one whod later get evicerated#some of the older cats around her hoped it make her back down from her revelutionary ideas but she noticed that and it backfired on them#instead of being worn down to submission she became absolutely Furious and began to lash out more and become more demanding#it got to the point that she really only had two friends in the entire clan and one of them was her aunt whod later also die after coming#out abt having witnessed the leader killing his own kits#that was the final fucking straw for her and she was fully on board when bristle and dawn started looking for cats to join their rebellion#she did get rly frustrated with them as they waited patiently for the right moment but her remaining bestie kept her from going apeshit#so once the big fight finally broke out she was more than eager to join the hoard of cats chasing the bastard upwards#now unlike some of the other cats involved this legitimately actually made her feel a lot better for a while#for the first time in ages she finally felt like she could be optimistic abt smth again and was excited abt the idea of leaving this place#she had lost so much in this damn place since she was an apprentice and just wanted to finally be able to rest easy#but once they got to their new territory and set up camp things went south real fast as a flood fucked everything up#and after losing the only cat she had left in her life and losing her tail and being made deputy on top of that she deteriorated quickly
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anybody have the urge to torment their faves or is it just me :( i want to break sukuna and then put him back together piece by piece with my own hands..
im not into gore that much, so please dont take that phrase too literally 🥴
#i mean... i mostly mean it emotionally but seeing him a little bruised and bloody does sound quite nice#call me a freak but im lowkey looking forward to sukunas inevitable downfall???#half of me will be sad but the other half will be excited to see a different side to him#its just nice to see a cocky guy fall to his knees it makes me giggle#and then i'd wanna be the one to comfort him yk yk#ik i sound crazy but hear me OUT
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prof said congrats for writing up a proposal so early i am going to get a good grade in. well this is literally going to be graded. but yk the meme
#i really hope its decent proposals are really hard for me to write. i never really understand how much im supposed to say#also i dont plan stuff in advance! i hate drafts and proposals why cant i just jump in and run w my topic#i dont Know exactly what im going to cover just yet can i get back to you once ive covered it#levi.txt#i spent One page just opening the two page proposal so. i know it needs some cleaning up#but the last time i wrote one of these i only got a 75 (not a bad grade but i could do significantly better) bc. and i am not kidding.#i wrote a several page intro abt the themes of a story i was super pumped to write. and forgot the /plot characters and title/#a 75 was honestly generous. that prof already liked me and knew my work so i got very lucky#also i just think the guy im working with for my essay is so cool and i want to impress him bfhshsk#ive taken 2 classes with him before he is so smart and so enthusiastic. i was 1 of only 3 who was there for every class both times#everyone whos helped me has been so cool and very nice to me i want to do a good job and prove that im as capable as they think#and also jesus fucking christ ive worked so hard for this degree PLEASE#if i dont get honours im walking into the forest laying down and letting the fae take me as they will#side note: i have 1.5 movies left (its late and im finishing army of the dead tomorrow + watching evil dead rise)!! thats so exciting#theyve (mostly) been really fun and i feel like i have a really good general idea of where im going w my essay now#the movie eras are starting to kind of organize themselves into coherent themes in my mind#i think its smth along the lines of racism/xenophobia -> social change -> satanic panic -> action and militarism -> prejudice/bias#and i actually think were in smth of a thematic reckoning w zombies rn as a culture that im excited to discuss!!#for so long weve accepted that zombies arent people but weve really been starting to interrogate that since abt the mid 2010s#w tropes like searching for a cure (not just a vaccine) or movies like warm bodies or evil dead where you can truly turn back#and im really excited to see where the future takes the zombie genre!!
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I just remembered I haven’t been posting all my crafts on here too, so I’ll post at least one, not sure if i have pics of more rn
#my art#emma posts#these are nothing flashy#I just have several swivel galaxy pendants I’ve made and thought it would be nice to have one on my lanyard#they are fun to stim with and I had a more defective one#I tried going out with the galaxy pendant yesterday but the glass came off of one side so I’m experimenting with a different adhersive#that’s something I’ve run into a few times and is one reason I’m reluctant to sell them even at a discount#until I know I have something that works#for now I’m just making things mostly for myself so I can see how they hold up best#the polymer clay cat isn’t very exciting either#I just got some cat clay cutters and have been going crazy with them#this is the first keychain though and it’s been holding up well#I’ve said i would never get more skinny chain like this after I run out but now I’m tempted again#ugh#the cats with the textures have been great though#especially the non-key chains compared to round ones#because it’s so much harder not to drop something totally round and smooth
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LOOK AT MY LOVELIES AUGH!!!!
#bad picture bc the pins are holo so :/ my b ig#oml the postcards are so cute..... i didnt know id get them and AUGH <3333#the lil side pictures on em are tearable <3 idk if i wanna do that but =w=bb#i already have qiao ling's side picture just printed on 2x a4 on my door but <33#kinda sad i didnt get lu guang but what can ya do <3#qiao ling is soso pretty aswell.....#darling im sorry i have to google your name still ill remember next time T-T#augh this is so exciting oml.....#the pins are pretty big aswell!! its so cool <3#sillyposting#and i got a message from customs that i have to pay a fee but that does mean that my rin keychain will arrive soon!!! YAYYAYYAY#i love buying things <3#anyway ill put lu guang and cheng xiaoshi on my main backpack and qiao ling on my lil bag which i mostly take to work <3#augh theyre so cool......#link click my beloved.....
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