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Sam, hi! I see the divorce fic is winning ('my" reverse verse fic deserves better 😂 I'm kidding:) Do you have some excepts from the divorce fic already?
It's so neck and neck between the divorce fic and the s12 truth spell case fic that it's CRAZY. i truly don't know where it'll land! for the divorce fic, i only have a sketchy vibes-only paragraph about it and one small scene, but if it wins the poll i better get my butt moving! for the s12 truth spell case fic however, i have 10k of that. inspiration struck last week 😆
but all of them will be written, don't worry! it's just a matter of choosing what to focus all my efforts on next (and i WILL honor the poll results 🫡)
#westendgirlsworld#answered ask#tbh i'm surprised reverse verse is second to last place!!#i thought people would be more feral over that concept#but maybe that's a me thing 🤣
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Sorry I never gave a proper update on tumblr——
here’s some brainstorming doodles from Keo and me on the white board and some examples Keo made in my notebook. I won’t forget it, one of my harshest note was “NEVER draw Kenny in 3/4!! Trey hates that!” 🤣 The story leads stressed that Trey is very particular with acting decisions and poses, most of which don’t translate into the animation. It’s for him at the editing stage, to “make his voice sing”. Getting into Trey’s head, funnily enough, requires FEELING. Feeling what he’s going for in terms of delivery, to learn what not to take literally in his script (when trey says “kathleen kennedy is like terminator” it’s not what you initially think it means), what emotion or gesture to put in to elevate a joke, to get the message through. It’s so fascinating!
In short, I didn’t make the cut. I was “too fresh”, and needed more experience with the technical aspect of storyboarding…. but I was complimented by Keo for my intuition, something that can’t be taught. I was over the moon when I was told I got the style of the show, whereas other trainees with 10+ experience couldn’t. Some of them tested but don’t even watch the show!! That’s crazy, but I guess that’s to be expected. My knowledge of the show and deep love for the characters got me this far, but I need to work on my actual story boarding skills (keo said my struggles are in composition and scaling) to stay!! 💪🏼 I’m taking this… as a not yet, not a no. I’m already on their radar, in their database, I’m incredibly lucky I got to make my THIRD connection in the studio, I just need to work on myself until I can arrive. I’m so grateful for all the support from friends family and industry moots to get me this far, it’s only the beginning of the year but I don’t think anything could top what happened to me this March!!!!!
#south park#kyman#i’m tagging kyman bc the damn ship got me this far too credit where credit is DUE 🤣🤣🤣🤣#behind the scenes#it’s so funny actually I drew in a lil kyman moment in my boards at the studio (not as like a haha i’m a sneak this in. more like. it just.#flows outta me lol)#and when i received notes on that panel the leads didn’t say anything abt my kyman…. they zeroed in and kinda argued w/ each other if i#should have drawn more details for the lockers or not 🤣🤣🤣#Keo came clutch so I followed his advice in not drawing the details but greg insists abt drawing them in#and then they went into ‘well trey doesn’t say anything when I do/don’t draw them in’ and i kinda stood there like 🧍🏻♀️#I thought the whole thing was hilarious in the end#maybe I should draw that moment jgkgfjfh#talk tag#I feel like I scammed everyone like…. I’ve never professionally boarded in my life. How the hell did i get this far.
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I turn 40 this month.
#No one look at me#maybe I’ll just say I’m 39 forever#“Why do you make so much text on your blog big or bold?”#because I’m old I can’t fucking see 🤣#honestly you never feel 40#I still feel 25#minus the health problems#but like inside… I feel 25#my mom is 70 and she said the same thing#I don’t think I look 40 though???#Some of you saw my face reveal#I might post a selfie on my birthday so you sweethearts can tell me I’m cute for my age and make me feel better lol
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I loooove the jp fandom's headcanon that geeta and larry are childhood friends who met during their time in the academy and, sometime in the future, geeta personally recruited larry to work for the paldean pokemon league, as she must be one of the first people who knew of his prowess in pokemon battling! Like yeah, the whole geeta being a "strict boss who is frustrated by larry's stubborn insistence to be an average worker that she has to assign him different workloads just to broaden his horizon" idea is intriguing, but stepping it up a notch by making geeta be the "best friend a.k.a the only one who has seen larry at his very best and his very worst, and knows for a fact that he could excel at anything he put his mind into if he steps out of his comfort zone, so she doesn't particularly drag him out of said zone, but pushes him out of it each time she can because she can't bear to see her best friend be unaware of the good chances and positive things that awaits him out there, not if she has a (small) say in it" is also downright hilarious 😭🤚
#it's happened to me before which is why i think this headcanon isn't very far-fetched! it's actually so big-brained even lmaooo 😭😭😭#like. i happened to befriend a stupidly genius in high school and she's why i got into a reputable uni in the first place. she dragged me t#study even when i was never in the mood and look at what it did to my high school grades! look at the strict habits that got me through uni#it's also kinda like when you're isolating yourself after a bad breakup and your friend has to physically drag you out to eat. maybe to get#piss drunk as well. all because they know that it's better to have company than to rot alone in your room with your thoughts... you get me?#that's geeta and larry in my eyes. larry's whole line about sticking to flat well-trodden path isn't about making him a famous trainer to#inspire paldea (geeta's whole goal). it's just to show larry that there are other good things too if he takes a peek outside!#and at the end of the day geeta meant well with that advice. that all she wants is for larry to see more of the world than what he's used t#which... idk. i think it's just more heartwarming to think of that advice coming from a friend! even if said friend is also your strict bos#also makes larry's quiet fuming even funnier LMAOOOO 😭😭😭 sometimes you have to suck it up and endure your besties' whims#but this is not a silly and whimsical whim. this is straight-up corporate whim. larry's not surprised he ended up patrolling area zero 🤣#if you've read this far and wanna see jp fanart of them on pixiv i can refer them to you privately! all of them are lovely and heartwarming#champion geeta#gym leader larry#elite four larry#pokemon#pokemon scarlet and violet#pokemon scarvio#scarvio#paldea
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it really feels strange that you can just straight up not do things if you choose to. went home instead of going to a class and the gods didnt strike me down for my negligence. what the hell?
#tbf if i DID im p sure i wouldve fucked up my recovery for a while#drawing naked people for three hours like a painter while healing up arm/pec area = not the greatest idea i think#so instead i went home early and got lunch on the way#thats fucking wild isnt it that im just now learning to not follow the madeup rules at 20. maybe this is why my development as a person#is so far behind from my peers 😭😭🤣🤣#ppl who only gained a proper conscience at 13 rise up gang ur not alone TToTT like sure i had things that were ME b4 13 but. there were#only baseline thoughts and instincts. this i remember clearly
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When you know the fic will turn out so good, the writing, the characters, the humor, all of it -- but then you remember the effort that goes into writing epic-length 50k word fics
#On the one hand: the time will pass anyway#On the other hand: that's a lot of time when I have other fics for other fandoms I'm already committed to#On the other other hand: I actually do really want to write this Frasier fic 😬#I'm crafting my ending and already planning background things to layer into fic to make the chaos at the end#both a surprise and make perfect sense#I get to be funny in the fic??? I love being funny!#And it's a romance plot thats not making me internally cringe which is a fascinating insight into my psyche#Writing Deckerstar romance? Embarrassing. Makes me cringe so hard it's like pulling teeth to write it#Writing Bering and Wells romance? I'm a pile of goo on the floor. Hearts spill out of my eyes. Obviously I am meant for femslash only#And yet here I am writing (well outlining) Niles/Daphne romance and having the same goo and hearts reaction????#So I don't fucking know anymore. Maybe it's not a romance problem for me. Maybe it's just a Deckerstar problem lol#(Probably all the more reason I should let myself extend this Lucifer break and explore other fandoms)#(I just expected myself to be revisiting Bering and Wells more during this break instead of losing my mind over Frasier 🤣)
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I got my fallopian tubes removed today! The surgery was fast and easy AND THEY’RE LETTING ME KEEP THEM!
& my husband and mom got me this cutie from the gift shop.
We named him Jimmy Fallopian (get it lmfao)
#nonsims#tw surgery#surgery tw#salem rambles#I’m so glad it’s over and went well#I knew it was minimally invasive#but anesthesia scares the shit out of me#but I’m SO GLAD I get to keep my tubes#🤣🤣🤣#my doctor seemed so tickled by me asking for them#and she took a bunch of pictures during the procedure too#I’m convinced she’s a nerd like me lmao#& maybe collects wacky things#I think I’m going to make Christmas ornaments out of them 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣#since I got them removed on Christmas Eve#💀💀💀💀
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dan and phil are like jesus in that they’re dramatic ass fruity men in their 30s always going like “i am making this SACRIFICE for THE PEOPLE” and everyone is like “no one asked you to do this in fact we’d all rather you just did not do this” and they’re like “IT IS TOO LATE NOW YOU HAVE TO LIVE WITH THE CONSEQUENCES THIS IS WHAT YOU WANTED” and we’re like “no no we didn’t want this actually and you made this decision with your whole ass adult brain you truly could have just not done this and we’d all be better off for it but now we all have to suffer because YOU refuse to say no to shit” and i think that’s ridiculous stupid annoying awful beautiful
#/j#dnp#jesus did NOT have to die on the cross like pilate gave him so many outs and he was like ‘noooo i have to be a martyr’ and that’s#why pilate washed is hands of him#he’s like ‘this bitch is too messy i don’t wanna be involved’#good for him#dan and phil#‘oh we HAVE to do this thing for this sponsor oh we HAVE to do this really gay embarrassing coupley thing on the gaming channel’#i swear someday they’ll be like ‘this video is sponsored by dragon city so we’re gonna be doing the chapstick challenge!!’#‘can’t believe you guys and dragon city and the whole world literally begged and forced us to make out for a video but here we go 🙄🤣’#if i ever saw that shit in a video i would immediately click off unsubscribe block them report them delete my youtube account#move change my name get a fake id go off the grid and try to start over somewhere else#i know there are some of you freaks who actually wanna see them kiss but seeing that is genuinely my biggest fear lmao#like gross rosa those are our dads#actually dan feels like my cousin and phil feels like my cousin’s husband if that makes sense#i was 16 when i started watching so they didn’t really raise me maybe that’s why#dan howell#daniel howell#phan#amazingphil#phil lester#danisnotonfire#yeet my deenp#yeet my deet#danandphilgames#d&p#dip and pip#hbdnell
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Muse edition: Pokemon Teams
And of course, given the jarring weakness to fire type this team has, I might as well throw in this as a bonus 🤣 ;
#dash game#very on brand what can i say tgyhuji#ofc he'd have a shiny g.enesect. maybe with chill drive#bc get it? he needs to ch-- shot#chameleon. bc /wynaut/. but with evolite. for a lil' bit of fun👀#hoopa bc... well... portals. *shrugs*#mega metagross bc known for its intellect and vaguely future theme. but also is the heavy hitter#and two spider bros to be fodder-- i mean to round things off >>;;#light a match and this whole team goes up in flames like tinderwood tho lmao.#horrible type coverage 🤣#but don't look at me i haven't really battled since the ruby/sapphire remakes were a thing 🥴
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Imagine Marius goes down in battle. Imagine Lethica, unable to control her fear as something tugs at the emptiness in her mind. Something unsettlingly familiar that she's felt before. Imagine the breaths in between her prayer to Shar to return him to life. Ragged. Pained. Panicked.
Something bright and hot pushes against the cool darkness in her memories. She thinks of the pyre outside of the mines. "By Lathander! By Shar!" She thinks of the vision of Marius in her the burning house while on the roof of the church in Cyril. "No...! No no no! What have I done!? I'm so sorry!" She thinks of the comforting chill of his hands as they danced, her own uncomfortably warm within them. "I'm sorry... for everything; but I've enjoyed every moment with you."
"No no no!" She demands. "Not again!"
I won't lose you too.
I can't erase myself twice.
#and this is how we learn that Lethica is just as insane for Marius as he is about her#get you a baddie who will drink from the river Lethe to forget the pain of losing you#AAAAAGHHHH#I'm tipsy and thinking about angst#they have invaded my BRAIN#gods i want this to happen but i really don't want Marius to die#maybe just like... death lite#ramblings#angst#sir marius renathyr#lethica nightborne#edge of midnight#lethicus#fun fact: i went back to actually find what Marius said during the dance and my heart was pounding so hard i thought i was gonna puke#THESE TWO ARE GIVING ME ACTUAL HEART PALPS LIKE WTF#I literally had to pause multiple times leading up to it because they drive me fully insane jeebus#also unrelated but Rich and Mikey's reactions during the entire thing give me life 🤣
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"Brother..."
"Huh?"
"You know you're not meant to take on all the responsibility for what we did? What will you do when you run out of body parts to offer The Truth?"
"Nothing you say will stop me Al..."
"Afterall, It's my fault you were contained in a hollow hunk of metal for the better years of your youth... I robbed you of flesh and blood, Al... It's my burden to bare...I did this to you..."
"Neither you nor I are free from blame. Nothing can erase the things we did, for the path we took was the same, Brother."
"Allow me some of the burden you carry on your shoulders..."
"...."
#fma#fmab#fma fanart#fmab fanart#fullmetal alchemist#freckles#fma art#my art#doodles#edward elric#alphonse elric#random comic-ish thing that came to me in a dream???#dont look too far into the dialogue its not good lol#heres a thought: maybe this is a dream sequence with Ed talking to Al because hes a ball of stress all the time#end me#im trying to work through thid block i have by diverging to other things 🤣#help#edward may cry#also i like flat color#fight me#lol
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One of these day I’m gonna make a post that compiles all the evidence for gay, bi and unlabeled Mike that exists on the show bc ppl that deny any evidence whatsoever for one side or the other are hilarious to me.
#byler#like there is some gay mike evidence…#there’s not none…#there is some bi Mike evidence#there is not none..#believe it or not#there is some unlabeled mike evidence#I’m sorry#but as a gay mike truther#the bi colors being near mike more than 20+ times in the show????#let’s talk about it!!#Mike being in front of the mirror dead center in the middle of the frame after calling el pretty and it being this long awkward shot…#and that arguably being the strongest gay mike evidence there is ???#let’s unpack that!#I’m not gonna ignore stuff occurring#let alone say that there is NOTHING to support it#when there’s at least one or two things AT LEAST#but maybe that’s just me 🤣#not to mention#the hoshposh of evidence could be intentional to convey that Mike himself is confused and questioning#even if there’s more one way than the other#that doesn’t mean you have to rule it out all together#in the words of Jonathan#‘it doesn’t have to be one way’
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I’ve always been curious about Obikin, because it never felt right to me, but it isn’t exactly a pro-ship? I can never really tell. On one hand there’s the “you were my brother Anakin” on the other theres the headcanons. I just wanna know what the appeal is from someone who ships them. /gen
i’m not the best person to answer this bc i really don’t care at all if a ship is problematic or proshipper or whatever lol, i mean the first thing i did after watching the kenobi show was to look out for art and fics of vader nonconning obi-wan 🤪 and even if anakin and obiwan were siblings (which they aren’t let’s be real) i’m all for the dead dove ngl!! also it’s fiction… have a little more fun cuz this shouldn’t be that different than playing with our barbies when we were 4 and making them kill each other or have orgies together lol
but to answer your question, first i found their cat-and-mouse dynamic in kenobi really hot. vader obsessing diligently on his old master who he claims he doesn’t care about anymore was crazy. however, i think obikin is a beautifully complicated relationship. it’s canon that both anakin and obi-wan’s entire relationship is built on duality: master and apprentice, dark and light, love and hate, two halves of the same coin. this is some soulmatism shit that i fuck with and i was never into the whole soulmates tbh. i also think obi-wan is a heavily repressed man in terms of love and attachments and following the code to the core, and ofc struggles with his love for anakin: he cannot control him in any way for the force against humanity that anakin is (he’s such a momboy) plus he had the chance to kill him a couple of times and yet he couldn’t bring himself to do it and finally free him from the misery of being darth vader, bc of his love for him. he even spent his life in exile and probably didn’t kill himself just for the sake of anakin’s children. it’s not a coincidence that he decided to finally die and join the force when luke and leia were reunited and he guaranteed their safety
and then you have anakin who is anything but someone who subdues his feelings: he thrives for love, love is was fuels him and the reason he Fell on the first place, he pushes and pushes like the way he did to get padme to love him. i simply love how their own approach to love complements each other so well and i cannot get enough of it, bc at the end of the day they are both each other’s most important person. like look at this extract of this novel where anakin finally joins the force after ROTJ and how obi-wan has his own whole sentence from the other ones (even from padme!!!! or shmi!!!!)

idk man i just love them so much
#obikin#also ppl need to stop calling incest whatever they don’t like#saying that their age difference is too big is one thing BUT INCEST??? 😭#they are literally not siblings or neither grew up together in that way so that statement is just simply wrong#and feels like a lazy excuse idk… in any case they were “brother in arms”#but honestly? whatever like even if i they were i would still find it hot (or maybe even hotter)#i have literally drawn noncon obikin scenarios of anakin molesting a 12 y/o obi-wan or anakin fucking his biologic mother obiwan#do you think “you were my brother anakin” does face me 🤣
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#totally not thinking about all the potential friendships ive ruined through my horrible conversational skills#or fear of reaching out due to what if im annoying them and overthinking#or maybe my constant distraction and suddenly i realized i only replied in my head not reality#there could be so many reasons#i hate my brain why are u rubbing this in my face#like i know already why dont you even give me a way to fix things#its always time if night#i really need to get my sleep schedule in check bc i really do think it would solve so many problems#life would be much easier if i could sleep like a normal person#and you know if someone could give me the ability to care about more then just my little characters...#at least theres something to care about 🤣#idk it's still rough but its better then it was a few weeks ago at least....#anyways just a venting needed to get that out
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I hate that whenever there's a gay ship, people immediately het-ify it. people are so obsessed with making one the "man" and one the "woman" when that's completely unnecessary, because they are both the man or the woman. It's extremely annoying. these people will completely mischaracterize a character to fit into their stupid little het roles they force on them.
for example, you don't need to make one man the "wife" and feminized him to the extreme and fit him in a traditional "woman" role so the other man can be the big strong masculine manly man. they can both be masculine or both be feminine or both be both at the same time! they do NOT need to be gendered opposites to fit het roles. crazy, I know! it's like no one considers it a possibility! or sees how good it can be to have them be equals without gendered nonsense.
when there's a gay relationship, you have the perfect opportunity for the couple to stand on equal ground. they get to be equals who are just as strong and just as soft as each other. there's no faulty power dynamics where one is above the other (because let's face it, society unfortunately deems masculinity > femininity). one doesn't need to protect the other. they can protect themsleves, fight aide by side as equals. one doesn't do all the housework. they share that duty equally. one isn't weak and pretty, while they other strong and manly. they both are strong and pretty, or masculine and weak at the same time.
equal relationships are amazing and need to be explored more and appreciated. there can be more understanding and working together. i'm bad at explaining what I mean, but I prefer these equal relationships over forcing them into opposite roles to mirror het relationships, which are usually extremely unbalanced and unequal. especially because these not het relationships! so why must they look like one? they can and should look different! so why does literally every shipper and writer out there make them so het coded?
I don't understand why people do this. do they actually believe all romantic relationships must mimic het ones to exist and thrive and purposely force that on them? or have they genuinely just not fathamed that they can be different and dont need to follow the expected het standards?
I wonder, it feels like no one actually knows how non-het relationships are meant to be and how they could work, since het ones are always forced down our throats since birth. it becomes The Standard that everyone thinks they must follow. maybe it's all people know since they don't see any other possibilities. their preferred dynamics for their ships are what we are taught and nothing different, because they don't know it can be different. i also think people might be obsessed with that whole "opposites attract" trope. but that opposite doesn't have to be the traditional het-fueld feminine vs masculine or wife vs husband characteristics. it can be other personality things like one is loud and one is quiet, one is dumb and one is overly smart, one is rich and one poor, etc. it doesn't have to be masculine vs feminine!
BREAK OUT OF THE HET NORMS!!!!! TEAR DOWN HETERONORMATIVITY!!!!!!!!! FREE THE GAYS
(disclaimer, not saying masculine vs feminine ships are all bad/shouldn't be done ever. but it doesn't need to be 100% of the time either 😅 can't think of one ship people dont do this with lol)
#cant even say its only het shippers because lgbt shippers do it too#i enjoy the ships i see more as equals. like cynonari and xingyue for example#first ones that came to mine lol#everyone feminizes the shit out of nari calling him cynos wide constantly but they're both strong leader types with a soft side#wife*#THEYRE SO EQUAL???? AND THAT MAKES THEIR RELATIONSHIP SO STRONG????#then xingyue is funny because ive seen people frame BOTH yingxing and dan feng as the “wife” at different times. proof theyre equals!#maybe not proof lmao but you cant say the arrogant craftsman and proud dragon arent equals who get along super well#they arent het opposites at all imo. not even close#i just really enjoy balanced equals over unbalanced opposites. because the feminine is always seen as lesser and weaker than the masculine#and that always bothers me a lot lmao#im probably the minority here. im giving benefit of the doubt that people just never thought about it and do what theyre taught#but if everyone actually orefers this and its on purpose.......please reconsider 🤣#prefers*#lee text#lee rambles#gay#lgbtq#gay ships#one relationship i felt was presented as equals (from best of my memory) was korrasami#they balance each other out and i see them as equals. one doesn't lead over the other. they're both leaders in their own ways. and carers#one reason i dont date is because most people are ovsessed with this unbalance opposite gender roles thing and i cant stand it lmao#obsessed* am tired of tag typos i miss until after i hit enter hfhfhdhdjdjsjs#this was long and rambly but i suddenly had many feelings and needed to say them#*
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why is my ex boyfriend who dumped me suddenly helping me find cheap skis and inviting me to vermont and talking about taking a job where i work what is going on 😭. i know we're still friends but is he stupid 😭
#is he regretting it and thinking of getting back together or is he completely stupid 🤣#this has been a shitpost#i told him there's no health insurance and the pay isnt good and i will need to think abt vermont#but wtfff#i should tell him i have a low key kind of date coming up w someone else i asked out last night 😂#but im not sure how to bring it up#i mentioned the work gala and if he asks abt it at all c he's interested in working there i will say i have a plus one#and maybe he will take that as a hint if he's actually thinking of getting back together#he literally offered to drive me to get the new skis and look at them and make sure they're good before buying#which is crazy bc he bated that i always wanted him to drive#and he was too lazy to come to my house to look at my skis while we were dating#he is not an acts of service guy to put it mildly#he's got to be making a move bc i had stupidly told him i would consider trying again when he dumped me 🤡#and there's no way to take that back without awkwardness#personal#anyway all i did was leave the ski group chat after he posted something innocuous and he texted immediately within a minute#and then sent me a listing on fb marketplace for skis the next day#and then offered to drive me to pick them up sonhe can inspect them for me#and he texted me for hours yesterday#i am being friendly bc we are friends but this is not the behavior we have had since breaking up#and now he's texting again#and right out of the gate it's about his job#and i had mentioned a couple months ago while we were dating that a music teacher position at my school would be available next year#and suddenly he's interested in that#?????#hello???#i know he's genuinely looking to leave his school but 🤔#anyway its a good thing I'm not interested bc if he's not actually interested and i was this behavior would be so stupid it would be cruel
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